Bang, bang...
My heart is beating wildly
Take a breath, I calmed my mind a little
After experiencing so many baptisms, but at this moment, I still feel so nervous
Looking at the strange faces below the stage,
Various exquisite clothes and accessories are like a palace dinner back to feudal Europe
Is this Shorna Shelley?
Time is really like a flash of time, passing by in a flash
In the blink of an eye, I am already in the second semester of my junior year, and finally came to the stage of dreams that I keep pursuing every day.
And I was arranged to appear in the last place after drawing lots
The waiting time is long,
Looking at the girls who were either lost, excited, or relieved, I actually began to get nervous.
Perhaps for me, this battle is crucial!
Start with music...
It was a snowy night in Zhushan that Teacher Wang Peixin asked someone to write a song in traditional Chinese style. I was wearing a long Hanfu gown, which rose up with the buzzing guzheng and danced gently.
Regarding the theme of this dance, Teacher Wang and I have always argued. She hopes that I will take a safe path and dance classical ballet, but I insist on dancing Chinese dance. This is my dream
In the end, with my insistence, Teacher Wang agreed to my willful request
Maybe she still didn't want to do it, but what I didn't expect was that after she agreed to me, she actually used her own resources to help me find Professor Li Yufei at the Central Conservatory of Music. He did not agree to Teacher Wang from the beginning, but instead asked for a request to see me. He happily agreed after I danced an ancient dance.
Professor Li and his team took about a month to complete the song, telling the sad and beautiful love story of a princess from Shu.
The song is melodious, the guzheng and the bamboo flute are interspersed, and the pipa chords are interspersed, and I dance with the song lightly. Gradually, my whole body and mind are intoxicated, and I gradually forgot the tension and discomfort that arises because this is the most important game in my life. All that is left is the joy and peace that is immersed in the song.
This may be my destiny. Even if it is futile, it seems to be so peaceful and comfortable.
I like this feeling, this feeling of living
It doesn't matter if these Western judges in the audience don't appreciate my choice, it doesn't matter
This is my choice, my life seems to be dead, I hope to fulfill my dream on this stage, otherwise, I may never have a chance in my life
Today, I will make me be willful and may fail in the end. Even so, I have no regrets, because this is how I am alive!
I turned around quietly and frowned gently
Every frown and smile shows your romantic look!
Offstage,
Lin Yu was sitting in the first row. Because of the lights, I couldn't see his expression clearly, but even so, I could still feel what the man saw at this moment.
Blazing!
That's different from the past...
Today he,
Somewhat different
Just a glance, it's gone by
Quietly bent your legs, your toes gently slide across the ground, the light rolls on my sleeves, the spotlight hits my face, it is not dazzling
Turn around,
Twist your waist,
Quick rotation,
The sleeves flutter in the wind,
For some reason,
I'm very happy at this moment
How long has it been since I was so happy?
I don't know either
It seems that all the worries slowly dissipate in this performance, and there is only the empty spirit in my heart
Maybe this is the real me...
I smiled quietly and sat slowly on the ground, with my skirt scattered around me on the ground. I slowly lowered my head and looked at my slender and fair fingers. I was a little dazed, and for some reason I remembered that night a long time ago.
I was very young at that time.
And he's very shy
Even though he can be my father at age, I always feel like a child
Want to take care of him,
Take care of him,
Love him
it is a pity,
Our encounter is destined to be a bad fate.
A dream that has woken up...
Will I win today?
Who knows
Chen Ruxue had completed the performance before me. She was dancing solo ballet. Storm. She danced very well. If nothing unexpected happens, she could probably rank in the top ten.
And I,
The long applause that sounded at the pause might explain something, my lips gently curled up
But at this moment, it is not the time to consider this point, focusing on the game is the key
The dance music is about to end,
Just get up and complete the last coherent jumping action,
The whole dance will end perfectly!
I raised my head gently,
Wait for the song to flow to the most intense notes,
The applause gradually faded,
I put away my original nervousness.
Adjust your breathing,
The strings of the guzheng are like flowing water,
Rain beats the bead curtain,
Face is tight!
Before that note pops up,
My legs were pressing, my body seemed to be slow and fast, and I stood up quietly
It's almost the most critical leap!
The moment I stood up, I held my breath, and the tension in my heart could not be suppressed
This is my dream,
I want to achieve this at this moment...
What's going on?
At this moment,
My legs...
Why are my legs unable to exert strength?
According to the original design, I have already decided at this moment!
But at this moment, why do you feel like you are unstable?
not good!
The movement was half a beat slower!
How could I make such a mistake at such a critical moment!
Crazy!
Such obvious omissions will definitely be noticed by the judges!
what do I do?
No!
Don't panic,
It’s just a small omission, perhaps because the homework is too tight and I don’t have a good rest, so I should stay steady now!
There is one last jump,
I should have snatched this half beat the next moment,
It must be!
At this moment, the dance experience he wrote in Chen Wuxin's study appeared in my mind, including the skills of how to adjust the rhythm in emergencies. At that time, I had been studying it for several days, just because I was worried that the problem would occur at this moment. When I encountered this situation, I should first adjust my breathing, then narrow my stride and unknowingly grab the beat!
right!
I adjusted immediately, and it turned out that I only took three steps and I snatched the beat back
I stepped on the ground gently, and my heart became much more at ease
The feeling of horror just now disappeared,
But I still had confusion in my heart about why my legs became weak when I got up, but I didn’t care about so much at this time. Next was the most important jump!
Maybe the situation just now was just an accident, and I shouldn't think about it to distract myself
I took a deep breath, the lights around me hit me, my eyes firm
That's just one step away!
My dream,
The most important dream in my life...
Is it going to be realized?
perhaps,
Having this moment,
All the humiliation and reluctance in the past,
It will all be resolved,
Right?
If so,
Then this step,
It's worth it!
Lift your legs,
jump,
Completed in one go
My lips curled up
immediately,
Turned into horror!
What's going on?
Why can't you jump?!
Why is your head so dizzy?
leg,
He actually started to tremble...
How is that possible!!!
Bang,
My body fell heavily,
Accompanied by surprise inside and outside the venue
I was stunned...
Sitting in the middle of the venue in panic
how so?
How could this happen!
I don’t know how many times I have practiced this jump. I can’t make it wrong, how can I make it wrong!
I can no longer get up,
Even tears won't shed
My brain is blank,
My heart is now
Like dead silence...
In my despair, the music moves toward the end of the note
I don't know who applauds first,
Next is the next one,
several,
Then there is a group,
piece,
Then the whole venue recalled applause
And I,
But he cried quietly in the applause
The applause was in my ears,
It's sympathy for the losers
In my life, I have skipped countless dances
Unexpectedly, the most important dance made such a major mistake
Is this God's will?
Your head starts to get groggy
I want to struggle to get up,
But I can't use any effort,
What's wrong with me?
On the side,
A slender palm quietly stretched out
I raised my head gently,
Is it him?
The man gently helped me up, but I didn't refuse
At this moment, I have begun to lose consciousness, I don't know what happened to me
He held me and, under the gaze of everyone, walked gently towards the entrance and exit of the stage on one side.
Today's performance was perfect, beyond my imagination
I faintly heard the gentle words of the man beside me
Lin Yu, I...
I whispered softly, thinking about it, but after thinking about it, I still didn't say it.
Don't know why,
My mind is blank at this moment
Just like in extreme pain, the brain uses a brief failure to suppress this pathos
With his support, we slowly walked to the edge of the stage. At this moment, I was already confused.
I faintly heard the man's deep words:
If it weren't for the last jump, you would definitely be the champion...
My legs are completely out of control, my teeth are trembling, and I can't even say a word
The eyelids began to close involuntarily.
All of this is so unreal,
Could it be a dream?
I kept asking myself,
I want to ask him,
What's wrong with me?
But I don't know the answer at this moment
The next second, the woman slowly appeared in front of me.
Sink like snow?
The woman's expressionless face, her face is like frost and snow
The man beside me hugged my waist tightly.
I can clearly feel his strength and the temperature of his body
Why,
Still by my side?
The moment you close your eyes,
Suddenly I saw the woman at the corner of her mouth quietly curling up!
……
My heart is beating wildly
Take a breath, I calmed my mind a little
After experiencing so many baptisms, but at this moment, I still feel so nervous
Looking at the strange faces below the stage,
Various exquisite clothes and accessories are like a palace dinner back to feudal Europe
Is this Shorna Shelley?
Time is really like a flash of time, passing by in a flash
In the blink of an eye, I am already in the second semester of my junior year, and finally came to the stage of dreams that I keep pursuing every day.
And I was arranged to appear in the last place after drawing lots
The waiting time is long,
Looking at the girls who were either lost, excited, or relieved, I actually began to get nervous.
Perhaps for me, this battle is crucial!
Start with music...
It was a snowy night in Zhushan that Teacher Wang Peixin asked someone to write a song in traditional Chinese style. I was wearing a long Hanfu gown, which rose up with the buzzing guzheng and danced gently.
Regarding the theme of this dance, Teacher Wang and I have always argued. She hopes that I will take a safe path and dance classical ballet, but I insist on dancing Chinese dance. This is my dream
In the end, with my insistence, Teacher Wang agreed to my willful request
Maybe she still didn't want to do it, but what I didn't expect was that after she agreed to me, she actually used her own resources to help me find Professor Li Yufei at the Central Conservatory of Music. He did not agree to Teacher Wang from the beginning, but instead asked for a request to see me. He happily agreed after I danced an ancient dance.
Professor Li and his team took about a month to complete the song, telling the sad and beautiful love story of a princess from Shu.
The song is melodious, the guzheng and the bamboo flute are interspersed, and the pipa chords are interspersed, and I dance with the song lightly. Gradually, my whole body and mind are intoxicated, and I gradually forgot the tension and discomfort that arises because this is the most important game in my life. All that is left is the joy and peace that is immersed in the song.
This may be my destiny. Even if it is futile, it seems to be so peaceful and comfortable.
I like this feeling, this feeling of living
It doesn't matter if these Western judges in the audience don't appreciate my choice, it doesn't matter
This is my choice, my life seems to be dead, I hope to fulfill my dream on this stage, otherwise, I may never have a chance in my life
Today, I will make me be willful and may fail in the end. Even so, I have no regrets, because this is how I am alive!
I turned around quietly and frowned gently
Every frown and smile shows your romantic look!
Offstage,
Lin Yu was sitting in the first row. Because of the lights, I couldn't see his expression clearly, but even so, I could still feel what the man saw at this moment.
Blazing!
That's different from the past...
Today he,
Somewhat different
Just a glance, it's gone by
Quietly bent your legs, your toes gently slide across the ground, the light rolls on my sleeves, the spotlight hits my face, it is not dazzling
Turn around,
Twist your waist,
Quick rotation,
The sleeves flutter in the wind,
For some reason,
I'm very happy at this moment
How long has it been since I was so happy?
I don't know either
It seems that all the worries slowly dissipate in this performance, and there is only the empty spirit in my heart
Maybe this is the real me...
I smiled quietly and sat slowly on the ground, with my skirt scattered around me on the ground. I slowly lowered my head and looked at my slender and fair fingers. I was a little dazed, and for some reason I remembered that night a long time ago.
I was very young at that time.
And he's very shy
Even though he can be my father at age, I always feel like a child
Want to take care of him,
Take care of him,
Love him
it is a pity,
Our encounter is destined to be a bad fate.
A dream that has woken up...
Will I win today?
Who knows
Chen Ruxue had completed the performance before me. She was dancing solo ballet. Storm. She danced very well. If nothing unexpected happens, she could probably rank in the top ten.
And I,
The long applause that sounded at the pause might explain something, my lips gently curled up
But at this moment, it is not the time to consider this point, focusing on the game is the key
The dance music is about to end,
Just get up and complete the last coherent jumping action,
The whole dance will end perfectly!
I raised my head gently,
Wait for the song to flow to the most intense notes,
The applause gradually faded,
I put away my original nervousness.
Adjust your breathing,
The strings of the guzheng are like flowing water,
Rain beats the bead curtain,
Face is tight!
Before that note pops up,
My legs were pressing, my body seemed to be slow and fast, and I stood up quietly
It's almost the most critical leap!
The moment I stood up, I held my breath, and the tension in my heart could not be suppressed
This is my dream,
I want to achieve this at this moment...
What's going on?
At this moment,
My legs...
Why are my legs unable to exert strength?
According to the original design, I have already decided at this moment!
But at this moment, why do you feel like you are unstable?
not good!
The movement was half a beat slower!
How could I make such a mistake at such a critical moment!
Crazy!
Such obvious omissions will definitely be noticed by the judges!
what do I do?
No!
Don't panic,
It’s just a small omission, perhaps because the homework is too tight and I don’t have a good rest, so I should stay steady now!
There is one last jump,
I should have snatched this half beat the next moment,
It must be!
At this moment, the dance experience he wrote in Chen Wuxin's study appeared in my mind, including the skills of how to adjust the rhythm in emergencies. At that time, I had been studying it for several days, just because I was worried that the problem would occur at this moment. When I encountered this situation, I should first adjust my breathing, then narrow my stride and unknowingly grab the beat!
right!
I adjusted immediately, and it turned out that I only took three steps and I snatched the beat back
I stepped on the ground gently, and my heart became much more at ease
The feeling of horror just now disappeared,
But I still had confusion in my heart about why my legs became weak when I got up, but I didn’t care about so much at this time. Next was the most important jump!
Maybe the situation just now was just an accident, and I shouldn't think about it to distract myself
I took a deep breath, the lights around me hit me, my eyes firm
That's just one step away!
My dream,
The most important dream in my life...
Is it going to be realized?
perhaps,
Having this moment,
All the humiliation and reluctance in the past,
It will all be resolved,
Right?
If so,
Then this step,
It's worth it!
Lift your legs,
jump,
Completed in one go
My lips curled up
immediately,
Turned into horror!
What's going on?
Why can't you jump?!
Why is your head so dizzy?
leg,
He actually started to tremble...
How is that possible!!!
Bang,
My body fell heavily,
Accompanied by surprise inside and outside the venue
I was stunned...
Sitting in the middle of the venue in panic
how so?
How could this happen!
I don’t know how many times I have practiced this jump. I can’t make it wrong, how can I make it wrong!
I can no longer get up,
Even tears won't shed
My brain is blank,
My heart is now
Like dead silence...
In my despair, the music moves toward the end of the note
I don't know who applauds first,
Next is the next one,
several,
Then there is a group,
piece,
Then the whole venue recalled applause
And I,
But he cried quietly in the applause
The applause was in my ears,
It's sympathy for the losers
In my life, I have skipped countless dances
Unexpectedly, the most important dance made such a major mistake
Is this God's will?
Your head starts to get groggy
I want to struggle to get up,
But I can't use any effort,
What's wrong with me?
On the side,
A slender palm quietly stretched out
I raised my head gently,
Is it him?
The man gently helped me up, but I didn't refuse
At this moment, I have begun to lose consciousness, I don't know what happened to me
He held me and, under the gaze of everyone, walked gently towards the entrance and exit of the stage on one side.
Today's performance was perfect, beyond my imagination
I faintly heard the gentle words of the man beside me
Lin Yu, I...
I whispered softly, thinking about it, but after thinking about it, I still didn't say it.
Don't know why,
My mind is blank at this moment
Just like in extreme pain, the brain uses a brief failure to suppress this pathos
With his support, we slowly walked to the edge of the stage. At this moment, I was already confused.
I faintly heard the man's deep words:
If it weren't for the last jump, you would definitely be the champion...
My legs are completely out of control, my teeth are trembling, and I can't even say a word
The eyelids began to close involuntarily.
All of this is so unreal,
Could it be a dream?
I kept asking myself,
I want to ask him,
What's wrong with me?
But I don't know the answer at this moment
The next second, the woman slowly appeared in front of me.
Sink like snow?
The woman's expressionless face, her face is like frost and snow
The man beside me hugged my waist tightly.
I can clearly feel his strength and the temperature of his body
Why,
Still by my side?
The moment you close your eyes,
Suddenly I saw the woman at the corner of her mouth quietly curling up!
……