Qu Yaning drove aimlessly in the city with lights on her head. Nightlife had just begun, but most people who were in a hurry had no idea of going home. The pressure needed to be released to gather together in one place after another to spend their lives.
Qu Yaning didn't want to go back either. She didn't even know where to go. After a series of venting, her thoughts were completely drained, and it was empty than ever.
The lights around it are bright, showing the bustling city, but the car is so quiet that it is scary. Qu Yaning turned on the radio and dialed a channel randomly
...This song is a boy named XX who ordered her favorite girl. Without her company in the future, I hope she can live a more relaxed and happier life. Finally, I sincerely say sorry...
...It's just that I don't know how to love, so that you want to leave because I don't know if I will meet you in the next life, so I will work so hard in this life to make the best love you and hurt you. Our love is about to suffocate. It's not intentional, but I just love you too much...
Isn't it wrong to love the wrong person? Isn't it wrong to love the wrong person? Qu Ya added to the lyrics and then suddenly stepped on the brakes, which attracted all the vehicles behind her to whistle and protest.
She lay on the steering wheel, but opened her eyes until the song was completely finished
In the end, Qu Yaning turned around and drove towards home
After arriving at home, she looked at the wall clock in the living room. It was almost eleven o'clock. She didn't expect that she had been wandering outside for more than two hours.
After searching around at home, she finally confirmed that Lu Xiaorong had not come back and sat on the sofa weakly. For some reason, she suddenly felt a little cold, so she picked up the remote control and turned the air conditioner up twice.
I haven't come back, so I'll calm down
Qu Yaning did not have any routine work. After taking a shower, she lay on the bed early, but she lay motionless in the quilt for a long time. The position of her feet was still cold, so she couldn't help but wrap the quilt tighter again.
Why is it so cold today? Qu Yaning grabbed this unrelated thought and focused her attention
She has a cold constitution and has been cold all year round. Why didn’t she feel so cold when she was sleeping before?
Could it be that I often stay up late until one or two o'clock and then took sleeping pills, so I fell asleep before I felt the cold?
Later, there was a small warm stove full of hot body holding me every day. Not only would it not be cold, but sometimes I felt a little hot. I had to put my hand outside the quilt until midnight.
Where is the small stove?
Qu Yaning curled up in a ball in the quilt, why did she remember her son again?
Half an hour later, the completely sealed quilt suddenly lifted up a small corner, and a smooth arm stretched out, fumbled on the bedside table for a long time, and finally grabbed the phone and retracted it into the quilt again.
All the WeChat and text messages on the mobile phone are clean and twelve:30, but Lu Xiaorong still hasn't come back
At one o'clock, Qu Yaning suddenly lifted the quilt and sat up, gasping for breath to relieve her body that was a little deficient in oxygen.
She regretted it. She had already started to regret it after only four and a half hours after she and Lu Xiaorong separated.
Qu Ya gritted her face and sighed. She recalled what she said, and suddenly felt a little chilling. Today she completely treated her son as an venting bucket.
How could I say such heavy words to him... How could I release all the hardships of my life on my son
She knew her son very well. On the one hand, he was just a very simple big boy. He looked indifferent all day long and was not good at expressing his emotions correctly. It was always easy to get into the top of his mind when thinking about problems and doing things.
On the other hand, he is a very focused child. Sometimes he is so strong that he can play for three hours of thirteenth level cubes without moving, or make a conjoined sudoku for the whole afternoon.
These boring games for ordinary people can keep them completely isolated from the outside world almost throughout the whole process
If he really put such concentration on himself and with his simple nature, then the harm he would have done to him tonight would be terrible
Thinking of this, Qu Yaning began to become a little scared. Although Lu Xiaorong severely hit her career tonight, even if the entire company was combined, it would not be comparable to her son.
She is a mother, and her son is the most important, and her importance is completely greater than her life
She picked up her cell phone and found Lu Xiaorong's phone, but she couldn't press the dial button for a long time. She didn't know what she should say to him, what she could say, her mother's dignity, their current embarrassing situation, and her last vicious farewell
Lu Xiaorong, what should I do to you...
But what Qu Yaning didn't expect was that at this moment when she was struggling with her address book, next to her bedroom, the innermost side of Lu Xiaorong's room wardrobe
A big boy curled up in the dark and dialed a phone call
The phone rang for a long time before it was connected
Lu Xiaorong...when is it now?
Lu Xiaorong raised his wrist and looked at his watch, 14:00
A helpless sigh came from the microphone, followed by a sequel of sound like lifting the quilt and getting out of bed.
After a while, the man on the other end of the phone must have arrived at an open place and the sound became louder.
Why do you call me if you don't sleep so late? I go to bed on time at 11 o'clock every day, you don't know
Lu Xiaorong didn't take the other party's complaint seriously, but what he wanted to say suddenly got stuck
Speaking Ah, what are you asking for me?
Oh...you are fine recently... Lu Xiaorong is still organizing ideas and language, so he just casually said something and dealt with it first
I'll go... Lu Xiaorong, are you kidding me? Do you know that disturbing people's dreams is like digging someone's ancestral grave?
I just can't figure it out if I didn't tease you
If you have anything to do, please tell me if it's OK. The other party took a deep breath again and suppressed his temper.
Did I fail?
What failed?
Did I fail to chase Qu Yaning?
Who is Qu Yaning Ah?
My mother
Oh...Ah? The volume of the word Ah suddenly became louder. Lu Xiaorong was locked in a small wardrobe, so he quickly took his phone away.
Are you really going to chase your mom?
Um……
Then you have already told her...I just confess my love?
I confessed to Ah when I came back the first day. The sound of hitting the table came from the opposite side again. In the middle of the night, the sound seemed particularly harsh, while Lu Xiaorong looked at his phone in confusion.
The first day? You... you are really a talented person... The other person's tone was a little embarrassed
You also need to say that the school organized the Mensa evaluation, and the final result was my IQ was 1 point higher than yours.
I've said a long time ago that day, I was in a bad mood and was distracted during the assessment, so it didn't count at all
Nothing you say is useless, anyway, I'm 162, you 161
I picked out both mistakes on your paper on the new RL scheduling technology. The other party took out a big move in anger.
Then I also cracked your multi-layer node encryption laptop, otherwise how could I know about you and your mother? Lu Xiaorong was not at all inferior.
Do you know what I want to do most now?
what?
I really want to go and find you now and practice with you!
Lu Xiaorong's tone was calm. You can come to me, but I won't practice with you because I can't beat you.
The phone suddenly fell silent. Lu Xiaorong fed him several times, but the other side did not answer.
Lu Xiaorong, I thought Michelle was the most annoying person in the world, but compared to you, it was far behind
Is Michelle annoyed? Apart from her poor brain, she talks a lot, she likes to join in the fun without any problems, and has poor clothes taste, and everything else is fine, right, her boring jokes are a bit annoyed
Lu Xiaorong recalled everything about Michelle, and felt that there was nothing that bothered him particularly.
OK OK, brother, brother, I'm convinced you, can you tell me serious things quickly? I've been talking to you for more than ten minutes at midnight
It's nothing, actually I just can't understand why you can succeed, I will fail. Lu Xiaorong quickly pulled back his thoughts
It goes without saying that because you have low EQ, it is a common problem of single-cell organisms. The opponent seized the opportunity and mocked him firmly.
How do you know that I have a low EQ? I have never tested it. It is said that I am 1 point smarter than you, but I am not successful. Logically speaking, it should be the problem of the object. It seems that it is because my mother is better and more beautiful than your mother, so I failed.
As soon as he finished speaking, the sound of the phone instantly exploded
Lu...Xiao...Rong, remember it for me, my mother is the most perfect woman in the world, no matter if you talk nonsense, I will take you guys to book air tickets now
The other party seemed to have become a cat with a stomped on his tail, and it suddenly exploded.
Lu Xiaorong's ears were so shocked by the sudden sound that Lu Xiaorong quickly took off his phone and rubbed his ears.
You have no statistical data for your words. By the way, you shouldn't come. My mother will definitely not want me to sleep with her now.
The biggest mistake I made in my life is to know you, which annoyed me... I was so angry...
If you don't know me, who will do the module for you? By the way, how is the module used? I will collect feedback data to see if there is any modification to it.
Lu Xiaorong's thoughts drifted away again without realizing it
Brother, thank you. You don't have to worry about it. I have changed the module myself and it's very useful.
Lu Xiaorong became anxious when he heard this. He had no feelings for so many ridicule from the other side before, but this sentence made him feel uncomfortable all over.
Have you changed it? What have you changed? Why did you change my design without authorization? You are infringing my patent rights? The other party heard the anxiousness in Lu Xiaorong's tone, and his voice became relaxed.
Also infringement of patent rights, have you applied for a patent? The one I got to my hand is obviously a prototype. I just changed it. What can you do? And I have modified it. I have modified a higher-definition camera and radio device, reduced the solar module, and added finger calls and emergency electric shock functions. If you don’t agree, you can bite me.
You are simply a slap in your mind. Have you considered the battery life? Adding these messy things will make my carefully designed system lose good stability
Let's take it down, what you call battery life is to support energy supply under 300 hours without light? Who will not be able to shine the sun for more than ten days or contact external power supply. Your brain is not like 162's brain, too unearthable
The other party grabbed the braid and laughed at him hard.
If so...
OK, okay, whether it’s over, you must discuss technical issues with me at this point?
Oh yes, you are really a person. When you talk about the serious business, you have gone to the point. I obviously did it according to the method you taught. Why, my mother hasn't been moved at all for so long
Lu Xiaorong frowned and complained
I...I'm going...I'm really afraid of you. I'll just go to another place first. When will I teach you? What will I teach you? Don't put a hat on me? Can you please stop putting it on me?
Didn’t you say that you can be with your mother because you have experienced thousands of hardships and have sincerity, but why can’t my sincerity be changed to her? Is it because the hardships are not enough?
Lu Xiaorong was originally dispersed by a noisy and dispersed mood among his friends. In an instant, he mentioned the word "true" in this small wardrobe. His heart began to hurt again because of Qu Yaning's words at night.
The opponent was silent for a moment, but what he was thinking was actually a way to quickly hang up the phone
Don’t ask me about emotional issues. I have no experience and I don’t have anything to teach. You go to find your sister Tang. She happened to be on a business trip near your city these two days. She is known as an expert in various types of relationships. Can you torture her?
Lu Xiaorong raised his eyebrows and thought for a moment, complaining, "Is she OK?" Why do I feel that she is stupider than Michelle."
I understand, I will tell her your words intact later
When Lu Xiaorong heard this, he was anxious. If you don't say anything, you will be in danger and you will be in trouble. The Jin people warned him and kept silent.
He subconsciously touched the back of his head. He ate a lot of the female hooligan's chestnuts. Someone would want such a woman, alas...
Hehe, it’s a blessing that you are afraid of it. Call her by yourself, don’t come in the future... Who are you calling? A very pleasant female voice suddenly came from the microphone.
No, no one, a mental illness
Mental illness, you have been chatting with him for so long? Isn't it your little fan?
Mom, where did you learn the words...Dududu...
Hello, hey, Lu Xiaorong called out a few times to the phone, but the other party had already hung up
Lu Xiaorong stared at the phone and was stunned for a while, then put away the phone and wrapped himself tightly. In this dark and narrow space, he seemed to see Qu Yaning next door wiping tears and feeling disappointed with her.
He wanted her not to be so tired, to have a healthy body and a happy mood, to keep those who have ill-thought-out plans away from her
She is a good mother, she has always been, but she is too tired, she has always been
But he seemed to have not done any of these things well, and even messed up the original relationship between them.
Maybe my emotional intelligence is really not that high...
Lu Xiaorong looked at the screensaver of the phone. There was Qu Yaning wearing a dark purple evening dress standing under the gorgeous light. This was Qu Yaning's most satisfied photo, but Lu Xiaorong saw from it that he had experienced the loneliness he had experienced for many years.
After staring, he silently pressed the shutdown key
Since you can't think of a solution, just hide first as usual
Lu Xiaorong put down his cell phone and twisted left and right in the small cabinet, making the cabinet creak
Finally, I took out another cell phone from my pants pocket on the other side.
This time the phone will be connected longer
Little genius, what is the reason I have to do when I look for my elder sister in the middle of the night...
After the phone was hung up, there was no light around him. Lu Xiaorong folded his hands on his chest and tried his best to shrink in the corner.
Looking back on his past twenty years of life, from childhood to adulthood, he has been regarded as an alien by others. Because of the monotony and abnormal way of thinking, he never had any friends. The only one who often plays with him is his late father.
He can always easily abuse his father in Go and chess, but then his father will smile and ask him that he can't play it anymore.
But my mother is different. Although she spends little time with her, she is more serious than anyone else. She has to think about every step for half a day. In the end, she will waving her fists and shouting and making another game.
When he was a teenager, he could already tell that his father was playing with him, while his mother was playing with him. Perhaps only in his mother's eyes could he be a normal child.
The students in the school were not willing to even talk to him. Even if they copied homework, they were not willing to copy his correct answers, because his answers were always concise beyond the syllabus, and the teacher could tell at a glance that they could see at first sight.
His excellent results did not bring him any halo, but instead made people feel that he was a taciturn monster
In the first grade of junior high school, when he asked questions in the whole class and stumped the math teacher, even the teacher began to try his best to avoid communicating with him. After all, no one wants to be the laughter after dinner.
And there are always obscure and difficult-to-understand theoretical books and exercises in front of him.
These books became a gap between him and the entire school
Although the school leaders regard him as the school's enlightenment star, the treasure of the school
But he felt even more like the only animal in the school surrounded by an iron cage, isolated and also for people to watch it like a curiosity.
He has never experienced the friendship or love that his peers should have.
Everything will turn out to the extreme. When you are too smart, you will naturally be excluded and misunderstood. The more invincible you are, the more lonely you are.
He didn't know what he did wrong, because he didn't do anything at all, but nicknames such as nerds, freaks, and perverts became synonymous with his name
On the way home alone, he often heard someone pointing at him and exaggerating his friends from other schools.
Did you see that person? I fuck it, it’s a huge pervert. I can’t do anything except study. The teacher is afraid that he will be tsk. His grades are awesome, but unfortunately he is just a fool...
But he never brought all this back home to let his mother know because she was very tired, although she never said that
Qu Yaning didn't spend much time with him during his student days, but he never resented him.
Because mother is the goddess in her heart, and the meaning of the goddess is that everything you give you is a gift, and you have no right to ask for more
He loved this woman hopelessly for no reason, and he didn't even have any chance at all. He couldn't even analyze the truth rationally.
He just felt that his mother was very important to him, and it was becoming more and more important, so important that he wanted to have everything about her, so important that he could never leave her in his life
Everyone feels that he must have an insensitive heart who is confused all day long, otherwise why can he turn a blind eye to other people's sarcasm and nothing to do
Now it seems that even Qu Yaning began to feel this way. Lu Xiaorong is not a normal person at all, he is just a madman with high IQ and mental illness.
So Lu Xiaorong's heart won't hurt, so she can treat him unscrupulously with the most hurtful words
But Lu Xiaorong himself knew that his heart was the softest, but this soft heart was only concerned about a person. Only the person's words and deeds, can he reach the depths of his heart by raising his hands and lifting his feet.
Of course, only this person's injury can hurt his heart
He is a single-celled creature, and Qu Yaning is the only virus that can capture his cell wall
Qu Yaning didn't want to go back either. She didn't even know where to go. After a series of venting, her thoughts were completely drained, and it was empty than ever.
The lights around it are bright, showing the bustling city, but the car is so quiet that it is scary. Qu Yaning turned on the radio and dialed a channel randomly
...This song is a boy named XX who ordered her favorite girl. Without her company in the future, I hope she can live a more relaxed and happier life. Finally, I sincerely say sorry...
...It's just that I don't know how to love, so that you want to leave because I don't know if I will meet you in the next life, so I will work so hard in this life to make the best love you and hurt you. Our love is about to suffocate. It's not intentional, but I just love you too much...
Isn't it wrong to love the wrong person? Isn't it wrong to love the wrong person? Qu Ya added to the lyrics and then suddenly stepped on the brakes, which attracted all the vehicles behind her to whistle and protest.
She lay on the steering wheel, but opened her eyes until the song was completely finished
In the end, Qu Yaning turned around and drove towards home
After arriving at home, she looked at the wall clock in the living room. It was almost eleven o'clock. She didn't expect that she had been wandering outside for more than two hours.
After searching around at home, she finally confirmed that Lu Xiaorong had not come back and sat on the sofa weakly. For some reason, she suddenly felt a little cold, so she picked up the remote control and turned the air conditioner up twice.
I haven't come back, so I'll calm down
Qu Yaning did not have any routine work. After taking a shower, she lay on the bed early, but she lay motionless in the quilt for a long time. The position of her feet was still cold, so she couldn't help but wrap the quilt tighter again.
Why is it so cold today? Qu Yaning grabbed this unrelated thought and focused her attention
She has a cold constitution and has been cold all year round. Why didn’t she feel so cold when she was sleeping before?
Could it be that I often stay up late until one or two o'clock and then took sleeping pills, so I fell asleep before I felt the cold?
Later, there was a small warm stove full of hot body holding me every day. Not only would it not be cold, but sometimes I felt a little hot. I had to put my hand outside the quilt until midnight.
Where is the small stove?
Qu Yaning curled up in a ball in the quilt, why did she remember her son again?
Half an hour later, the completely sealed quilt suddenly lifted up a small corner, and a smooth arm stretched out, fumbled on the bedside table for a long time, and finally grabbed the phone and retracted it into the quilt again.
All the WeChat and text messages on the mobile phone are clean and twelve:30, but Lu Xiaorong still hasn't come back
At one o'clock, Qu Yaning suddenly lifted the quilt and sat up, gasping for breath to relieve her body that was a little deficient in oxygen.
She regretted it. She had already started to regret it after only four and a half hours after she and Lu Xiaorong separated.
Qu Ya gritted her face and sighed. She recalled what she said, and suddenly felt a little chilling. Today she completely treated her son as an venting bucket.
How could I say such heavy words to him... How could I release all the hardships of my life on my son
She knew her son very well. On the one hand, he was just a very simple big boy. He looked indifferent all day long and was not good at expressing his emotions correctly. It was always easy to get into the top of his mind when thinking about problems and doing things.
On the other hand, he is a very focused child. Sometimes he is so strong that he can play for three hours of thirteenth level cubes without moving, or make a conjoined sudoku for the whole afternoon.
These boring games for ordinary people can keep them completely isolated from the outside world almost throughout the whole process
If he really put such concentration on himself and with his simple nature, then the harm he would have done to him tonight would be terrible
Thinking of this, Qu Yaning began to become a little scared. Although Lu Xiaorong severely hit her career tonight, even if the entire company was combined, it would not be comparable to her son.
She is a mother, and her son is the most important, and her importance is completely greater than her life
She picked up her cell phone and found Lu Xiaorong's phone, but she couldn't press the dial button for a long time. She didn't know what she should say to him, what she could say, her mother's dignity, their current embarrassing situation, and her last vicious farewell
Lu Xiaorong, what should I do to you...
But what Qu Yaning didn't expect was that at this moment when she was struggling with her address book, next to her bedroom, the innermost side of Lu Xiaorong's room wardrobe
A big boy curled up in the dark and dialed a phone call
The phone rang for a long time before it was connected
Lu Xiaorong...when is it now?
Lu Xiaorong raised his wrist and looked at his watch, 14:00
A helpless sigh came from the microphone, followed by a sequel of sound like lifting the quilt and getting out of bed.
After a while, the man on the other end of the phone must have arrived at an open place and the sound became louder.
Why do you call me if you don't sleep so late? I go to bed on time at 11 o'clock every day, you don't know
Lu Xiaorong didn't take the other party's complaint seriously, but what he wanted to say suddenly got stuck
Speaking Ah, what are you asking for me?
Oh...you are fine recently... Lu Xiaorong is still organizing ideas and language, so he just casually said something and dealt with it first
I'll go... Lu Xiaorong, are you kidding me? Do you know that disturbing people's dreams is like digging someone's ancestral grave?
I just can't figure it out if I didn't tease you
If you have anything to do, please tell me if it's OK. The other party took a deep breath again and suppressed his temper.
Did I fail?
What failed?
Did I fail to chase Qu Yaning?
Who is Qu Yaning Ah?
My mother
Oh...Ah? The volume of the word Ah suddenly became louder. Lu Xiaorong was locked in a small wardrobe, so he quickly took his phone away.
Are you really going to chase your mom?
Um……
Then you have already told her...I just confess my love?
I confessed to Ah when I came back the first day. The sound of hitting the table came from the opposite side again. In the middle of the night, the sound seemed particularly harsh, while Lu Xiaorong looked at his phone in confusion.
The first day? You... you are really a talented person... The other person's tone was a little embarrassed
You also need to say that the school organized the Mensa evaluation, and the final result was my IQ was 1 point higher than yours.
I've said a long time ago that day, I was in a bad mood and was distracted during the assessment, so it didn't count at all
Nothing you say is useless, anyway, I'm 162, you 161
I picked out both mistakes on your paper on the new RL scheduling technology. The other party took out a big move in anger.
Then I also cracked your multi-layer node encryption laptop, otherwise how could I know about you and your mother? Lu Xiaorong was not at all inferior.
Do you know what I want to do most now?
what?
I really want to go and find you now and practice with you!
Lu Xiaorong's tone was calm. You can come to me, but I won't practice with you because I can't beat you.
The phone suddenly fell silent. Lu Xiaorong fed him several times, but the other side did not answer.
Lu Xiaorong, I thought Michelle was the most annoying person in the world, but compared to you, it was far behind
Is Michelle annoyed? Apart from her poor brain, she talks a lot, she likes to join in the fun without any problems, and has poor clothes taste, and everything else is fine, right, her boring jokes are a bit annoyed
Lu Xiaorong recalled everything about Michelle, and felt that there was nothing that bothered him particularly.
OK OK, brother, brother, I'm convinced you, can you tell me serious things quickly? I've been talking to you for more than ten minutes at midnight
It's nothing, actually I just can't understand why you can succeed, I will fail. Lu Xiaorong quickly pulled back his thoughts
It goes without saying that because you have low EQ, it is a common problem of single-cell organisms. The opponent seized the opportunity and mocked him firmly.
How do you know that I have a low EQ? I have never tested it. It is said that I am 1 point smarter than you, but I am not successful. Logically speaking, it should be the problem of the object. It seems that it is because my mother is better and more beautiful than your mother, so I failed.
As soon as he finished speaking, the sound of the phone instantly exploded
Lu...Xiao...Rong, remember it for me, my mother is the most perfect woman in the world, no matter if you talk nonsense, I will take you guys to book air tickets now
The other party seemed to have become a cat with a stomped on his tail, and it suddenly exploded.
Lu Xiaorong's ears were so shocked by the sudden sound that Lu Xiaorong quickly took off his phone and rubbed his ears.
You have no statistical data for your words. By the way, you shouldn't come. My mother will definitely not want me to sleep with her now.
The biggest mistake I made in my life is to know you, which annoyed me... I was so angry...
If you don't know me, who will do the module for you? By the way, how is the module used? I will collect feedback data to see if there is any modification to it.
Lu Xiaorong's thoughts drifted away again without realizing it
Brother, thank you. You don't have to worry about it. I have changed the module myself and it's very useful.
Lu Xiaorong became anxious when he heard this. He had no feelings for so many ridicule from the other side before, but this sentence made him feel uncomfortable all over.
Have you changed it? What have you changed? Why did you change my design without authorization? You are infringing my patent rights? The other party heard the anxiousness in Lu Xiaorong's tone, and his voice became relaxed.
Also infringement of patent rights, have you applied for a patent? The one I got to my hand is obviously a prototype. I just changed it. What can you do? And I have modified it. I have modified a higher-definition camera and radio device, reduced the solar module, and added finger calls and emergency electric shock functions. If you don’t agree, you can bite me.
You are simply a slap in your mind. Have you considered the battery life? Adding these messy things will make my carefully designed system lose good stability
Let's take it down, what you call battery life is to support energy supply under 300 hours without light? Who will not be able to shine the sun for more than ten days or contact external power supply. Your brain is not like 162's brain, too unearthable
The other party grabbed the braid and laughed at him hard.
If so...
OK, okay, whether it’s over, you must discuss technical issues with me at this point?
Oh yes, you are really a person. When you talk about the serious business, you have gone to the point. I obviously did it according to the method you taught. Why, my mother hasn't been moved at all for so long
Lu Xiaorong frowned and complained
I...I'm going...I'm really afraid of you. I'll just go to another place first. When will I teach you? What will I teach you? Don't put a hat on me? Can you please stop putting it on me?
Didn’t you say that you can be with your mother because you have experienced thousands of hardships and have sincerity, but why can’t my sincerity be changed to her? Is it because the hardships are not enough?
Lu Xiaorong was originally dispersed by a noisy and dispersed mood among his friends. In an instant, he mentioned the word "true" in this small wardrobe. His heart began to hurt again because of Qu Yaning's words at night.
The opponent was silent for a moment, but what he was thinking was actually a way to quickly hang up the phone
Don’t ask me about emotional issues. I have no experience and I don’t have anything to teach. You go to find your sister Tang. She happened to be on a business trip near your city these two days. She is known as an expert in various types of relationships. Can you torture her?
Lu Xiaorong raised his eyebrows and thought for a moment, complaining, "Is she OK?" Why do I feel that she is stupider than Michelle."
I understand, I will tell her your words intact later
When Lu Xiaorong heard this, he was anxious. If you don't say anything, you will be in danger and you will be in trouble. The Jin people warned him and kept silent.
He subconsciously touched the back of his head. He ate a lot of the female hooligan's chestnuts. Someone would want such a woman, alas...
Hehe, it’s a blessing that you are afraid of it. Call her by yourself, don’t come in the future... Who are you calling? A very pleasant female voice suddenly came from the microphone.
No, no one, a mental illness
Mental illness, you have been chatting with him for so long? Isn't it your little fan?
Mom, where did you learn the words...Dududu...
Hello, hey, Lu Xiaorong called out a few times to the phone, but the other party had already hung up
Lu Xiaorong stared at the phone and was stunned for a while, then put away the phone and wrapped himself tightly. In this dark and narrow space, he seemed to see Qu Yaning next door wiping tears and feeling disappointed with her.
He wanted her not to be so tired, to have a healthy body and a happy mood, to keep those who have ill-thought-out plans away from her
She is a good mother, she has always been, but she is too tired, she has always been
But he seemed to have not done any of these things well, and even messed up the original relationship between them.
Maybe my emotional intelligence is really not that high...
Lu Xiaorong looked at the screensaver of the phone. There was Qu Yaning wearing a dark purple evening dress standing under the gorgeous light. This was Qu Yaning's most satisfied photo, but Lu Xiaorong saw from it that he had experienced the loneliness he had experienced for many years.
After staring, he silently pressed the shutdown key
Since you can't think of a solution, just hide first as usual
Lu Xiaorong put down his cell phone and twisted left and right in the small cabinet, making the cabinet creak
Finally, I took out another cell phone from my pants pocket on the other side.
This time the phone will be connected longer
Little genius, what is the reason I have to do when I look for my elder sister in the middle of the night...
After the phone was hung up, there was no light around him. Lu Xiaorong folded his hands on his chest and tried his best to shrink in the corner.
Looking back on his past twenty years of life, from childhood to adulthood, he has been regarded as an alien by others. Because of the monotony and abnormal way of thinking, he never had any friends. The only one who often plays with him is his late father.
He can always easily abuse his father in Go and chess, but then his father will smile and ask him that he can't play it anymore.
But my mother is different. Although she spends little time with her, she is more serious than anyone else. She has to think about every step for half a day. In the end, she will waving her fists and shouting and making another game.
When he was a teenager, he could already tell that his father was playing with him, while his mother was playing with him. Perhaps only in his mother's eyes could he be a normal child.
The students in the school were not willing to even talk to him. Even if they copied homework, they were not willing to copy his correct answers, because his answers were always concise beyond the syllabus, and the teacher could tell at a glance that they could see at first sight.
His excellent results did not bring him any halo, but instead made people feel that he was a taciturn monster
In the first grade of junior high school, when he asked questions in the whole class and stumped the math teacher, even the teacher began to try his best to avoid communicating with him. After all, no one wants to be the laughter after dinner.
And there are always obscure and difficult-to-understand theoretical books and exercises in front of him.
These books became a gap between him and the entire school
Although the school leaders regard him as the school's enlightenment star, the treasure of the school
But he felt even more like the only animal in the school surrounded by an iron cage, isolated and also for people to watch it like a curiosity.
He has never experienced the friendship or love that his peers should have.
Everything will turn out to the extreme. When you are too smart, you will naturally be excluded and misunderstood. The more invincible you are, the more lonely you are.
He didn't know what he did wrong, because he didn't do anything at all, but nicknames such as nerds, freaks, and perverts became synonymous with his name
On the way home alone, he often heard someone pointing at him and exaggerating his friends from other schools.
Did you see that person? I fuck it, it’s a huge pervert. I can’t do anything except study. The teacher is afraid that he will be tsk. His grades are awesome, but unfortunately he is just a fool...
But he never brought all this back home to let his mother know because she was very tired, although she never said that
Qu Yaning didn't spend much time with him during his student days, but he never resented him.
Because mother is the goddess in her heart, and the meaning of the goddess is that everything you give you is a gift, and you have no right to ask for more
He loved this woman hopelessly for no reason, and he didn't even have any chance at all. He couldn't even analyze the truth rationally.
He just felt that his mother was very important to him, and it was becoming more and more important, so important that he wanted to have everything about her, so important that he could never leave her in his life
Everyone feels that he must have an insensitive heart who is confused all day long, otherwise why can he turn a blind eye to other people's sarcasm and nothing to do
Now it seems that even Qu Yaning began to feel this way. Lu Xiaorong is not a normal person at all, he is just a madman with high IQ and mental illness.
So Lu Xiaorong's heart won't hurt, so she can treat him unscrupulously with the most hurtful words
But Lu Xiaorong himself knew that his heart was the softest, but this soft heart was only concerned about a person. Only the person's words and deeds, can he reach the depths of his heart by raising his hands and lifting his feet.
Of course, only this person's injury can hurt his heart
He is a single-celled creature, and Qu Yaning is the only virus that can capture his cell wall
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