When checking the body, he was fucked by a while, and a dull pain came from his lower body. However, the pain in the body was completely incomparable to the fear and confusion in his heart.
Ah, if he could no longer be troubled by this nightmare, he would rather live for twenty years!
But, but...
Taking a deep breath, he heard his clear words: Sorry, Master, In order to end the pain, he can give up his life, but he cannot give up his soul.
There is no joy or anger on his face, as if everything was already expected, and he said calmly: It seems that yesterday's training did not play any role, let alone trust and dependence, even the minimum obedience you cannot do is not obey with your heart. I don't want to do this, I will give you two choices
Looking at Yu steadily, he said: Either talk or continue to traction training
Yu's face changed suddenly. Even if he could tolerate whipping and tearing, he could not tolerate the nightmare that had tortured him for a night reappeared during the day.
Clenched his fists, he said helplessly: Talk, Master
Slowly kneeling at the feet of the Ninja as prescribed posture, he sighed in regret
Actually, I don’t know that this is also a piece of slices and selling his soul, but when he buried his head in Ninja’s thighs, the warm human body still gave him a strange comfort.
People who have not been invaded by nightmares will never understand the feeling of being trapped in a pond, unable to breathe or escape, and grabbing with both hands, even a water grass will be regarded as a life-saving straw.
The human body with body temperature can directly dispel the shadows in his heart, allowing him to truly feel his own existence
He let out a sigh of relief, closed his eyes, pretending that the warmth did not come from the one who brought him pain
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Okay, let's try it. Ryusuke picked up the remote control board and tried a few buttons casually. The newly installed high-fidelity screen on the wall reflects the indoor image in detail, making the regulation very convenient
He refused to hand him a glass of red wine, poured himself a glass, sipped slowly, and said: Just find someone to do this kind of thing, why bother to go there yourself?
Ryusuke smiled and said: I miss you Ah
He couldn't help but sneer, Long Jie's expression remained unchanged and said: Really, I found out that you were in a bad mood last time when I called, and I was very worried. I must come over and check it out to rest assured, uh, are you nothing, right?
t
It's nothing, it's your baby brother, the training progress is not very smooth. He stared at the wine in the glass and said thoughtfully. His thinking seems to be different from others. Every time he thinks he has found his weakness and is about to win step by step, he will suddenly slip away, and then everything will never be able to get in from the core part of the beginning. If it is too tight, it will trigger a rebound.
He smiled slightly and said: Now I know the reason a little, he doesn't trust anyone
Ryusuke said in surprise: This is normal, haven’t you said that ordinary trainees are afraid of you first and then respecting you and believing you? Is it not time?
Ren shook his head and said: It’s not that he doesn’t trust me, but that he doesn’t have trust in his dictionary at all. Relying on these words may be too independent and he solves everything by himself. It gradually becomes a habit. Yesterday I gave him a traction training. It can be seen that he actually wants to cooperate with me and reduce the pain of tearing.
He pondered at the time, smiled playfully, and said: Maybe he hoped to avoid the punishment caused by mistakes, but he could never do it. The body always responded before the brain.
Act according to your own steps and never obey others and rely on others. This is not his reason, but his instinct
Even he himself can't do anything about this
He shook his glass gently, and the fragrance of red wine brewed in the cool summer night, and his eyes gradually became hazy: Perhaps, this was caused by his childhood experience, trust is poison, others are hell, even if they are lonely, it is better than entrusting their own destiny in the hands of others
Ryusuke smiled and said: It sounds like he is talking about yourself. Don’t you often say that only dead people can believe it?
Ninja raised his eyebrows and said: Have I said that?
He couldn't help laughing and said: But you're right, your brother, maybe only dead people can get his trust. He was obviously afraid of the mask and was about to go crazy. He wanted to ask clearly, but he used a dead person to swear me.
Ryusuke was dumbfounded and said: Mask?
Ninja noticed his inquiring eyes and said: It's Ah, I said it's a blessing, tell me, how did a Halloween mask and Noh Le mask scare him to death
Long Jie frowned and said: Is this happening? I don’t remember being scared a lot by this mask, right? Is this also a weakness?
Wan said lightly: If you are scared twice in a row and then fire a senior secretary, it would be strange.
He suddenly lost the interest in talking in front of Ryusuke. It was his own business to train slaves. There was no need to share with Ryusuke. He simply said: There will be such a situation in the future. You can tell me that there may be unexpected results.
Ryusuke was curious and said: Then why is he afraid of masks?
Impatiently said: How did I know? Didn’t I ask? I asked him why he was uneasy. He avoided answering, saying that he remembered how the dead man at the foot of the mountain was so excited, and then he said a lot of messy inspirational nonsense.
Ryusuke said disappointedly: Ah, but I haven't figured out what benefits did that guy at the foot of the mountain give him? It's worth the little bastard so grateful.
He shrugged and said: It’s just that he just arrived in Tokyo and found out that he could not apply for a student loan or enrollment under his conditions. He couldn’t stay in Tokyo and asked for help and fainted on the spot. Yamashita sent him to the hospital and then helped him enroll.
Sneering and curling his lips: A typical old-fashioned story of a beggar meeting a kind-hearted person. Because he has nothing, he can't forget the warmth of every bit. He thinks that it's a miracle that comes to an extreme. In fact, others just throw him like a dog and throw him a bone that has not been gnawed.
Staring at the dark night outside the window, I thought deeply: Maybe, this is the warmth he rarely has in his life, so I never forget that every time I feel like I am in the lowest point in my life, I will take it out and reminisce it. The symbolic meaning has long exceeded the actual events.
He smiled in a low voice and said to himself: If he thought he would have the luck of a road that would be invincible this time, then he would be very wrong. There is no mountain here.
********************
Yu still remembers that day, when he first saw Teacher Yamashita, his face was dusty and exhausted, and he was standing outside the campus gate in a daze with a small suitcase.
Next to it was a crowd of people, but no one stopped to care about this young man who was tortured by hunger and depression almost desperately
At this moment, a voice suddenly sounded in my ears: What's wrong with you? Is there anything I can help you?
The voice was low and hoarse, but it was as pleasant as the sound of nature in Yu's ears. Looking down along the sound, I saw a tall and strong middle-aged man looking at him with his back to the sunset.
A few strands of slightly fluttering hair on the forehead were dyed golden by the sun
He greeted him and told his experience. The other person's face showed a embarrassed look: Ah, it may be difficult to handle your family. Your adoptive father has a good income. How could he apply for a loan as a poor student? Sorry, I can't help you.
Seeing that the only hope went away, he grabbed the other person's clothes without thinking and cried: Please, help me, you can help me whatever you ask me to do! He wanted to kneel down to show his sincerity, but his legs were weak and his whole body fell down. His final consciousness was that his body was picked up by a pair of strong arms. He vaguely saw the small piece of sky behind the flying hair, dyed by the sunset into a bright lyric color...
When he woke up again, it was already a private clinic. What he saw was a pair of eyes full of pity and guilt.
Then, everything was different, and a smooth road was revealed in front of him
It was the lowest point in his life and the most sincere warmth in his life. No matter what injustice he encountered in the future, he would recall this moment with a grateful heart and feel the power surge in his body again.
Just like even in a deserted desert, there will still be signs of life. No matter what kind of desperate situation it is, there will always be a turning point.
All difficulties and obstacles are just the test of Gods, just to guide him into his destiny, and that must be extraordinary and his destiny.
He always thought so
With this vague hope, he fell asleep, and the nightmare was entangled again, like aquatic plants, masks, whip shadows, pain spreading at the bottom of the lake...
He woke up in shock and suddenly realized something was wrong around him
Yes, this is not any room he has been, but a completely unfamiliar environment, with no things placed, no windows, and no doors, to be precise, like a big box cursed by magic in fairy tales
There should be lights in the house because there is still light, but there is no specific light. There is no gap on the wall or on the floor. The only foreign object is the bulge of the collar chain on the floor.
Then……
He heard the ticking of the clock, which was extremely clear. He looked up at the clock on the wall and suddenly realized that the clock was not in the hour hand!
He was stunned for a moment. Is this reality or a dream?
Did he just wake up from his dream or entered another nightmare?
*****************
Ah, if he could no longer be troubled by this nightmare, he would rather live for twenty years!
But, but...
Taking a deep breath, he heard his clear words: Sorry, Master, In order to end the pain, he can give up his life, but he cannot give up his soul.
There is no joy or anger on his face, as if everything was already expected, and he said calmly: It seems that yesterday's training did not play any role, let alone trust and dependence, even the minimum obedience you cannot do is not obey with your heart. I don't want to do this, I will give you two choices
Looking at Yu steadily, he said: Either talk or continue to traction training
Yu's face changed suddenly. Even if he could tolerate whipping and tearing, he could not tolerate the nightmare that had tortured him for a night reappeared during the day.
Clenched his fists, he said helplessly: Talk, Master
Slowly kneeling at the feet of the Ninja as prescribed posture, he sighed in regret
Actually, I don’t know that this is also a piece of slices and selling his soul, but when he buried his head in Ninja’s thighs, the warm human body still gave him a strange comfort.
People who have not been invaded by nightmares will never understand the feeling of being trapped in a pond, unable to breathe or escape, and grabbing with both hands, even a water grass will be regarded as a life-saving straw.
The human body with body temperature can directly dispel the shadows in his heart, allowing him to truly feel his own existence
He let out a sigh of relief, closed his eyes, pretending that the warmth did not come from the one who brought him pain
********************
Okay, let's try it. Ryusuke picked up the remote control board and tried a few buttons casually. The newly installed high-fidelity screen on the wall reflects the indoor image in detail, making the regulation very convenient
He refused to hand him a glass of red wine, poured himself a glass, sipped slowly, and said: Just find someone to do this kind of thing, why bother to go there yourself?
Ryusuke smiled and said: I miss you Ah
He couldn't help but sneer, Long Jie's expression remained unchanged and said: Really, I found out that you were in a bad mood last time when I called, and I was very worried. I must come over and check it out to rest assured, uh, are you nothing, right?
t
It's nothing, it's your baby brother, the training progress is not very smooth. He stared at the wine in the glass and said thoughtfully. His thinking seems to be different from others. Every time he thinks he has found his weakness and is about to win step by step, he will suddenly slip away, and then everything will never be able to get in from the core part of the beginning. If it is too tight, it will trigger a rebound.
He smiled slightly and said: Now I know the reason a little, he doesn't trust anyone
Ryusuke said in surprise: This is normal, haven’t you said that ordinary trainees are afraid of you first and then respecting you and believing you? Is it not time?
Ren shook his head and said: It’s not that he doesn’t trust me, but that he doesn’t have trust in his dictionary at all. Relying on these words may be too independent and he solves everything by himself. It gradually becomes a habit. Yesterday I gave him a traction training. It can be seen that he actually wants to cooperate with me and reduce the pain of tearing.
He pondered at the time, smiled playfully, and said: Maybe he hoped to avoid the punishment caused by mistakes, but he could never do it. The body always responded before the brain.
Act according to your own steps and never obey others and rely on others. This is not his reason, but his instinct
Even he himself can't do anything about this
He shook his glass gently, and the fragrance of red wine brewed in the cool summer night, and his eyes gradually became hazy: Perhaps, this was caused by his childhood experience, trust is poison, others are hell, even if they are lonely, it is better than entrusting their own destiny in the hands of others
Ryusuke smiled and said: It sounds like he is talking about yourself. Don’t you often say that only dead people can believe it?
Ninja raised his eyebrows and said: Have I said that?
He couldn't help laughing and said: But you're right, your brother, maybe only dead people can get his trust. He was obviously afraid of the mask and was about to go crazy. He wanted to ask clearly, but he used a dead person to swear me.
Ryusuke was dumbfounded and said: Mask?
Ninja noticed his inquiring eyes and said: It's Ah, I said it's a blessing, tell me, how did a Halloween mask and Noh Le mask scare him to death
Long Jie frowned and said: Is this happening? I don’t remember being scared a lot by this mask, right? Is this also a weakness?
Wan said lightly: If you are scared twice in a row and then fire a senior secretary, it would be strange.
He suddenly lost the interest in talking in front of Ryusuke. It was his own business to train slaves. There was no need to share with Ryusuke. He simply said: There will be such a situation in the future. You can tell me that there may be unexpected results.
Ryusuke was curious and said: Then why is he afraid of masks?
Impatiently said: How did I know? Didn’t I ask? I asked him why he was uneasy. He avoided answering, saying that he remembered how the dead man at the foot of the mountain was so excited, and then he said a lot of messy inspirational nonsense.
Ryusuke said disappointedly: Ah, but I haven't figured out what benefits did that guy at the foot of the mountain give him? It's worth the little bastard so grateful.
He shrugged and said: It’s just that he just arrived in Tokyo and found out that he could not apply for a student loan or enrollment under his conditions. He couldn’t stay in Tokyo and asked for help and fainted on the spot. Yamashita sent him to the hospital and then helped him enroll.
Sneering and curling his lips: A typical old-fashioned story of a beggar meeting a kind-hearted person. Because he has nothing, he can't forget the warmth of every bit. He thinks that it's a miracle that comes to an extreme. In fact, others just throw him like a dog and throw him a bone that has not been gnawed.
Staring at the dark night outside the window, I thought deeply: Maybe, this is the warmth he rarely has in his life, so I never forget that every time I feel like I am in the lowest point in my life, I will take it out and reminisce it. The symbolic meaning has long exceeded the actual events.
He smiled in a low voice and said to himself: If he thought he would have the luck of a road that would be invincible this time, then he would be very wrong. There is no mountain here.
********************
Yu still remembers that day, when he first saw Teacher Yamashita, his face was dusty and exhausted, and he was standing outside the campus gate in a daze with a small suitcase.
Next to it was a crowd of people, but no one stopped to care about this young man who was tortured by hunger and depression almost desperately
At this moment, a voice suddenly sounded in my ears: What's wrong with you? Is there anything I can help you?
The voice was low and hoarse, but it was as pleasant as the sound of nature in Yu's ears. Looking down along the sound, I saw a tall and strong middle-aged man looking at him with his back to the sunset.
A few strands of slightly fluttering hair on the forehead were dyed golden by the sun
He greeted him and told his experience. The other person's face showed a embarrassed look: Ah, it may be difficult to handle your family. Your adoptive father has a good income. How could he apply for a loan as a poor student? Sorry, I can't help you.
Seeing that the only hope went away, he grabbed the other person's clothes without thinking and cried: Please, help me, you can help me whatever you ask me to do! He wanted to kneel down to show his sincerity, but his legs were weak and his whole body fell down. His final consciousness was that his body was picked up by a pair of strong arms. He vaguely saw the small piece of sky behind the flying hair, dyed by the sunset into a bright lyric color...
When he woke up again, it was already a private clinic. What he saw was a pair of eyes full of pity and guilt.
Then, everything was different, and a smooth road was revealed in front of him
It was the lowest point in his life and the most sincere warmth in his life. No matter what injustice he encountered in the future, he would recall this moment with a grateful heart and feel the power surge in his body again.
Just like even in a deserted desert, there will still be signs of life. No matter what kind of desperate situation it is, there will always be a turning point.
All difficulties and obstacles are just the test of Gods, just to guide him into his destiny, and that must be extraordinary and his destiny.
He always thought so
With this vague hope, he fell asleep, and the nightmare was entangled again, like aquatic plants, masks, whip shadows, pain spreading at the bottom of the lake...
He woke up in shock and suddenly realized something was wrong around him
Yes, this is not any room he has been, but a completely unfamiliar environment, with no things placed, no windows, and no doors, to be precise, like a big box cursed by magic in fairy tales
There should be lights in the house because there is still light, but there is no specific light. There is no gap on the wall or on the floor. The only foreign object is the bulge of the collar chain on the floor.
Then……
He heard the ticking of the clock, which was extremely clear. He looked up at the clock on the wall and suddenly realized that the clock was not in the hour hand!
He was stunned for a moment. Is this reality or a dream?
Did he just wake up from his dream or entered another nightmare?
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