It's dusk
The sharp voices of the announcer were heard in the TV news: Recently, there have been constant storms in the Asami Group and the senior management has been rumored to be shocked again...
Hearing to the bar, poured himself a glass of red wine, and let the cold liquid pour into his throat, and he couldn't help but choke because he was drinking too quickly.
He raised his hand to wipe the wine from his lips, which was red and cold, like blood that had not yet solidified.
The image of Asami Yu in a suit and tie appeared on the screen, and he was talking to the public: Yes, I decided to leave... His expression was calm and calm, his speech was clear and organized. In a trance, it seemed that he was still the young man with a cold face that he had first seen.
But I know that it's just a false image
That person has been completely destroyed by him, from inside to outside, from body to mind to soul
That body would only tremble because of him, and what came out of his throat was the words of Kasuma Ninja.
How does it feel to stand on one end of the world and look at another yourself?
The answer is: - No feeling
He was still a spectator sitting in the empty and deserted audience, watching the stage lights coldly, and the characters came and went, telling their joy and sorrow
But he still couldn't integrate and could only sit alone in the darkness and shadows. The only thing he could feel was that his heart was still beating alone in his chest.
Maybe I will sit like this until the end of time
Four hundred million US dollars, after getting this money, I plan to retire and work in this industry for so long. I am tired and tired, and even doubt whether I have the ability to have a lover. He heard his voice and said to Ryusuke when he just took this commission.
It was at dusk that I held a glass of red wine and stared at the photo of Asami Yu on the computer screen, and said thoughtfully: After doing this, I stepped back and retreated earlier, and maybe I still have the chance to try a normal life.
At that time, he didn't know that the young man in front of him would change his life
How innocent he was at that time!
I thought everything could be saved, and he could start over with his wealth
restart……
What started again was just another cycle, allowing him to go further and further on the road of self-destruction and never look back
When I was young, I was always so proud, and I always wishfully thought that I could be strong enough to reject the whole world
No one cares about his life, he can care about himself and taste the sacred loneliness in the glass of wine and bright moon
However, loneliness is a luxury in the final analysis
Only when surrounded by many people can loneliness have the dignity of the emperor.
The loneliness that no one cares about is without any dignity. It is useless except to prove the absurdity and illusion of life.
When I was young, I always had extravagant hopes and always felt that as long as I worked hard, I could make up for my past mistakes.
However, some things are irreversible. Just like a crack blooming on a delicate fine porcelain vase, you can only watch the gap get bigger and bigger, crawling the entire vase like enchanting vines, and then shattering into thousands of pieces with a bang.
The tree has been completed
It is difficult to collect water
However, even if he could do it again, he still didn't know what to do
Without this dirty deal, they would never have met
Without such cruel training, he would not have any interest in getting to know this stranger, and he would become deeper and deeper.
So everything is destined, he is destined to be able to struggle and rise in the eighteenth level of hell and will never be freed of it forever
Is it retribution?
When he decided to take on this business, today's ending was already created
God joked him in the cruelest way, allowing him to see the hope of redemption, but arranged for him to destroy it with his own hands!
He smiled hoarsely and threw the wine glass to the ground with great force.
The crystal glass of wine rolled twice on the heavy carpet, but it didn't break
The red wine that had not yet been drunk poured out and a strange flower was smudged on the carpet
It was already late autumn, all rooms were closed, the air conditioner was turned on, it was very warm and the cold wind could not penetrate
But he saw the sky outside, as dark as ink and fury
What is hell?
Hell has never been a knife mountain iron tree or a pot of iron mill. It is just like this silent darkness, holding in a completely closed house, allowing loneliness and regret to devour their lives little by little
There is no hope, no goal, just waiting, waiting time brings the final outcome
Go inward and outward, kill whenever you want
In a trance, he remembered the sentence in "Linji Lu": When you meet Buddha, kill Buddha, kill ancestors, kill arhats, kill arhats, kill parents, kill relatives, and get liberation.
However, he couldn't rush out. Every time he stabbed, he cut the void.
The room was too closed, and he was afraid of the cold wind outside
Yes, afraid
Now he admits he's scared
Just like the great thief Gandhado, who was trapped in the bottom of hell, even if the Buddha gave him a pity and put down a spider silk and let him climb up, he was still afraid.
Fearing that the spider silk was torn off, fearing that he could not grasp the only chance of escape, he wanted to kick the others who were clinging to the spider silk, but at the moment when the evil thoughts arose, the spider silk broke and he fell into the dark abyss again
This time, the bell of Gion Monastery will not ring for him again
Beauty is hidden in us... There is a sensitive, love-knowing heart, a soul that cares about the world and gives enthusiastic responses because of this, just because of this, we become the master of the world and the darling of the Creator
You empty him and fill him with yourself... Do you call this love?
like
He smiled bitterly now, now he knows what love is
Love is that spider silk, but it was broken by him
He sat down without any image, leaning against the wall tiredly
For a while he thought he would cry, but he was just tired
Close your eyes and fall asleep in a while
********************
He gently opened the door, and the master was leaning on the sofa half-lying and half-lying. When he saw him coming in, he waved to him.
He took off his clothes lightly, climbed to his master's side, and kissed his master's feet.
He felt that he performed well today, so the master should be satisfied, right?
But the owner didn't say anything, which made him feel very nervous
The master told him before that as long as he finished doing this, he would take him away and go to a place where there were only two of them and never see outsiders again.
These days, this has been his goal
The light in the room was very dark. He heard the master's heavy breathing and realized that the master had drunk too much wine. The strong smell of wine even overshadowed the fragrance of the pine needles he was familiar with.
But the owner was not drunk
He saw the master's condensed eyes, cold and charming, like the beam of light flashing over the North Pole
After a while, the master stood up and said coldly: Come with me
He followed up immediately, the room was warm, and the fire was burning in the fireplace.
There was a familiar training table in the center of the room and a thick oak table.
He noticed a beautiful box on the table
The master walked over, with his back facing the fireplace, the flames jumped behind him, and the orange-yellow flames outlined his slender outline
Have you decided? The master said lightly, have you decided to be my lifelong slave, from body and mind to soul, completely obey me, live for me, die for me?
Yes, master
Very good. The owner put his hand on his head, clearly and authentic. I'll name you zero
Zero is an end, everything in your past will return to silence from now on
Zero is a beginning from now on, you will begin your new life
Zero is just a simple hole except obeying me and pleasing me, you are nothing
Zero is a circle connected by the end and end. Your life will be completed.
The box is open
Inside is a thin and light silver collar with complex vine patterns engraved on it. In the center of the badge is a simple circle.
Zero, to be my lifelong slave, you must obey me unconditionally and be loyal to me, including enduring great pain, can you do it?
He looked at the collar and the fire in the fireplace and understood what the master meant
For a moment, my heart was tightened, but the thought of pleasing my master had the upper hand. He whispered: Yes, Master
He climbed onto the training platform and gently let his master handcuff his limbs
But when the master walked towards him with the burning collar, his fear reached its peak
He could only look in the owner's eyes to temporarily forget the hot necklace that was close to him.
The master stared at him deeply, his eyes full of complexity, and he couldn't understand
But he knew that all the emotions in it were surging because of him
The night sky outside the window is as dark as ink. The swaying light in the room illuminates the master's shadow and deforms it, but the master's voice is extremely clear, and he says one by one:
I, Fengjian, promised to accept Zero as my lifelong slave. In this life, I will never leave this collar. It will accompany Zero for my whole life. At the moment of his death, it will still be bound to his neck until the body turns into white bones.
The eyes and words confused him. In this moment, the scorching collar kissed his neck.
He screamed and fainted
Nervous looking at the fainted slave and the collar around his neck, when the collar completely cooled, it would be united with the body and could no longer be separated.
Even if Sanada Kiyoto appears, he cannot erase his mark
He laughed, spread the slave's legs and galloped across the unconscious body, but he had no joy in his heart.
The body is so close, but the heart is so far
The ultimate possession, the eternal loss
Laughing becomes crazy laughter, and crazy laughter gradually turns into bitter laughter
The laughter became weaker, and he hugged the body named Zero tightly, with a sad expression
Only at this time can he whisper: Yu, Xiaoyu... You will never know how lonely I am...
He repeated the name, and his cold voice echoed in this secret room
And the surroundings are silent, and the people he calls will not come back again
The sharp voices of the announcer were heard in the TV news: Recently, there have been constant storms in the Asami Group and the senior management has been rumored to be shocked again...
Hearing to the bar, poured himself a glass of red wine, and let the cold liquid pour into his throat, and he couldn't help but choke because he was drinking too quickly.
He raised his hand to wipe the wine from his lips, which was red and cold, like blood that had not yet solidified.
The image of Asami Yu in a suit and tie appeared on the screen, and he was talking to the public: Yes, I decided to leave... His expression was calm and calm, his speech was clear and organized. In a trance, it seemed that he was still the young man with a cold face that he had first seen.
But I know that it's just a false image
That person has been completely destroyed by him, from inside to outside, from body to mind to soul
That body would only tremble because of him, and what came out of his throat was the words of Kasuma Ninja.
How does it feel to stand on one end of the world and look at another yourself?
The answer is: - No feeling
He was still a spectator sitting in the empty and deserted audience, watching the stage lights coldly, and the characters came and went, telling their joy and sorrow
But he still couldn't integrate and could only sit alone in the darkness and shadows. The only thing he could feel was that his heart was still beating alone in his chest.
Maybe I will sit like this until the end of time
Four hundred million US dollars, after getting this money, I plan to retire and work in this industry for so long. I am tired and tired, and even doubt whether I have the ability to have a lover. He heard his voice and said to Ryusuke when he just took this commission.
It was at dusk that I held a glass of red wine and stared at the photo of Asami Yu on the computer screen, and said thoughtfully: After doing this, I stepped back and retreated earlier, and maybe I still have the chance to try a normal life.
At that time, he didn't know that the young man in front of him would change his life
How innocent he was at that time!
I thought everything could be saved, and he could start over with his wealth
restart……
What started again was just another cycle, allowing him to go further and further on the road of self-destruction and never look back
When I was young, I was always so proud, and I always wishfully thought that I could be strong enough to reject the whole world
No one cares about his life, he can care about himself and taste the sacred loneliness in the glass of wine and bright moon
However, loneliness is a luxury in the final analysis
Only when surrounded by many people can loneliness have the dignity of the emperor.
The loneliness that no one cares about is without any dignity. It is useless except to prove the absurdity and illusion of life.
When I was young, I always had extravagant hopes and always felt that as long as I worked hard, I could make up for my past mistakes.
However, some things are irreversible. Just like a crack blooming on a delicate fine porcelain vase, you can only watch the gap get bigger and bigger, crawling the entire vase like enchanting vines, and then shattering into thousands of pieces with a bang.
The tree has been completed
It is difficult to collect water
However, even if he could do it again, he still didn't know what to do
Without this dirty deal, they would never have met
Without such cruel training, he would not have any interest in getting to know this stranger, and he would become deeper and deeper.
So everything is destined, he is destined to be able to struggle and rise in the eighteenth level of hell and will never be freed of it forever
Is it retribution?
When he decided to take on this business, today's ending was already created
God joked him in the cruelest way, allowing him to see the hope of redemption, but arranged for him to destroy it with his own hands!
He smiled hoarsely and threw the wine glass to the ground with great force.
The crystal glass of wine rolled twice on the heavy carpet, but it didn't break
The red wine that had not yet been drunk poured out and a strange flower was smudged on the carpet
It was already late autumn, all rooms were closed, the air conditioner was turned on, it was very warm and the cold wind could not penetrate
But he saw the sky outside, as dark as ink and fury
What is hell?
Hell has never been a knife mountain iron tree or a pot of iron mill. It is just like this silent darkness, holding in a completely closed house, allowing loneliness and regret to devour their lives little by little
There is no hope, no goal, just waiting, waiting time brings the final outcome
Go inward and outward, kill whenever you want
In a trance, he remembered the sentence in "Linji Lu": When you meet Buddha, kill Buddha, kill ancestors, kill arhats, kill arhats, kill parents, kill relatives, and get liberation.
However, he couldn't rush out. Every time he stabbed, he cut the void.
The room was too closed, and he was afraid of the cold wind outside
Yes, afraid
Now he admits he's scared
Just like the great thief Gandhado, who was trapped in the bottom of hell, even if the Buddha gave him a pity and put down a spider silk and let him climb up, he was still afraid.
Fearing that the spider silk was torn off, fearing that he could not grasp the only chance of escape, he wanted to kick the others who were clinging to the spider silk, but at the moment when the evil thoughts arose, the spider silk broke and he fell into the dark abyss again
This time, the bell of Gion Monastery will not ring for him again
Beauty is hidden in us... There is a sensitive, love-knowing heart, a soul that cares about the world and gives enthusiastic responses because of this, just because of this, we become the master of the world and the darling of the Creator
You empty him and fill him with yourself... Do you call this love?
like
He smiled bitterly now, now he knows what love is
Love is that spider silk, but it was broken by him
He sat down without any image, leaning against the wall tiredly
For a while he thought he would cry, but he was just tired
Close your eyes and fall asleep in a while
********************
He gently opened the door, and the master was leaning on the sofa half-lying and half-lying. When he saw him coming in, he waved to him.
He took off his clothes lightly, climbed to his master's side, and kissed his master's feet.
He felt that he performed well today, so the master should be satisfied, right?
But the owner didn't say anything, which made him feel very nervous
The master told him before that as long as he finished doing this, he would take him away and go to a place where there were only two of them and never see outsiders again.
These days, this has been his goal
The light in the room was very dark. He heard the master's heavy breathing and realized that the master had drunk too much wine. The strong smell of wine even overshadowed the fragrance of the pine needles he was familiar with.
But the owner was not drunk
He saw the master's condensed eyes, cold and charming, like the beam of light flashing over the North Pole
After a while, the master stood up and said coldly: Come with me
He followed up immediately, the room was warm, and the fire was burning in the fireplace.
There was a familiar training table in the center of the room and a thick oak table.
He noticed a beautiful box on the table
The master walked over, with his back facing the fireplace, the flames jumped behind him, and the orange-yellow flames outlined his slender outline
Have you decided? The master said lightly, have you decided to be my lifelong slave, from body and mind to soul, completely obey me, live for me, die for me?
Yes, master
Very good. The owner put his hand on his head, clearly and authentic. I'll name you zero
Zero is an end, everything in your past will return to silence from now on
Zero is a beginning from now on, you will begin your new life
Zero is just a simple hole except obeying me and pleasing me, you are nothing
Zero is a circle connected by the end and end. Your life will be completed.
The box is open
Inside is a thin and light silver collar with complex vine patterns engraved on it. In the center of the badge is a simple circle.
Zero, to be my lifelong slave, you must obey me unconditionally and be loyal to me, including enduring great pain, can you do it?
He looked at the collar and the fire in the fireplace and understood what the master meant
For a moment, my heart was tightened, but the thought of pleasing my master had the upper hand. He whispered: Yes, Master
He climbed onto the training platform and gently let his master handcuff his limbs
But when the master walked towards him with the burning collar, his fear reached its peak
He could only look in the owner's eyes to temporarily forget the hot necklace that was close to him.
The master stared at him deeply, his eyes full of complexity, and he couldn't understand
But he knew that all the emotions in it were surging because of him
The night sky outside the window is as dark as ink. The swaying light in the room illuminates the master's shadow and deforms it, but the master's voice is extremely clear, and he says one by one:
I, Fengjian, promised to accept Zero as my lifelong slave. In this life, I will never leave this collar. It will accompany Zero for my whole life. At the moment of his death, it will still be bound to his neck until the body turns into white bones.
The eyes and words confused him. In this moment, the scorching collar kissed his neck.
He screamed and fainted
Nervous looking at the fainted slave and the collar around his neck, when the collar completely cooled, it would be united with the body and could no longer be separated.
Even if Sanada Kiyoto appears, he cannot erase his mark
He laughed, spread the slave's legs and galloped across the unconscious body, but he had no joy in his heart.
The body is so close, but the heart is so far
The ultimate possession, the eternal loss
Laughing becomes crazy laughter, and crazy laughter gradually turns into bitter laughter
The laughter became weaker, and he hugged the body named Zero tightly, with a sad expression
Only at this time can he whisper: Yu, Xiaoyu... You will never know how lonely I am...
He repeated the name, and his cold voice echoed in this secret room
And the surroundings are silent, and the people he calls will not come back again
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