Chapter 13 The Man Under the Mask (1)

Sit quietly in the wooden barrel, letting the warm water spread across every inch of the skin

Really tired

That new slave is really difficult

He took a deep breath, dived into the water, leaned his head on his knees, and carried the water to hold the water.

This is one of his favorite positions, like a baby sleeping in the mother's body, feeling the gentle swaying of the water waves, slowly taking away the fatigue that penetrates deep into the bone marrow

How could this happen?

More than ten years of training teacher career made him deeply believe that the experience of being violated by his adoptive father in childhood would definitely cause serious psychological shadows for Yu. After thinking about it, he felt that he had done nothing wrong in choosing Yu's adoptive father for a breakthrough.

Suddenly experiencing the pain of losing his mother, his adoptive father was Yu's only relative, but he was betrayed and hurt by his close relatives. This pain must be beyond the reach of a person

Judging from Yu's self-report, this is indeed his obsession that lasted for ten years. Why did he see through it in one day?

When you learn that you are entangled by love and hate, physically and mentally, but the other person doesn't care about you at all. Living so happily generally will only make people even more depressed, and you will almost go crazy by jealousy and hatred. Why did Yu suddenly let go and no longer be obsessed?

What a strange person

Of course, letting others go is like letting yourself go. Everyone will say this beautiful sentence, but I have never seen many things that can be done.

After great sorrow and joy, and being roasted by the sad fire, you will know how difficult it is to let go decisively

Buddhism says that deep in the six consciousnesses of human eyes, ears, nose, tongue, body, and mind, there is also the seventh consciousness of manas, that is, the human self-consciousness, and the eighth consciousness of Alaya consciousness, namely the Tathagatagarbha.

If the Alaya consciousness is our pure, free, eternal and everlasting true nature, then the manas consciousness represents our obsession and attachment to the world, which leads to the birth of love, separation, meeting with enemies and hatreds, and inability to obtain all sufferings in life. If you can see through it, you will be close to Nirvana

Legend has it that this disturbing material world is just a dream of Brahma

Once Brahma wakes up, the world will return to silence

Legend has it that this worldly affairs that are transformed by the impermanent world is just a web of the great god Indra, and all sentient beings are attached to this web

The poor humans are like insects falling into spider webs. No matter how hard they struggle, they can only watch their lives gradually wither.

What joy does life have? What fears does death have? It’s nothing more than cause and cause and cause and cause and cause and cause and effect

These endless Indra nets are the origin of cause and contain all the sorrow and loneliness in the world.

The suffocation pleasure of nearly death swept across the body like lightning. The suffocation suddenly poked out his head, and the black hair raised a string of water beads.

He hung exhausted on the edge of the wooden barrel, floating above his shoulders, slowly adjusting his breathing, smiling at the dark night sky outside the window

No, he doesn't think Yu has such wisdom

See through? If you can really see through, the world will turn into nothing with Brahma's awakening

So, what is it, no, to be more precise, who can help Yu get rid of the past and let go happily?

Shigeru Yoshino is Yu's adoptive father, the perfect father he thought before he was ten years old. The biggest possibility is that Yu has found his true father to replace Yoshino's position.

But Izumi doesn't think that Heichiro Asami is this person

The real father is not the real father in Yu's heart. These are two different things

I can't do anything to Asami Heiichiro, or even my mother comes back to life, and it's impossible to do anything to him, because that's my mother's beloved man

I will not steal or rob this property, I will accept it if someone gives it to me.

Judging from these indifferent expressions, even if Yu forgives Asami Heiichiro, he has no good feelings or affection for him.

So, who occupied the position of Shigeru Yoshino and became the father in Yu’s heart?

Of course, there is another possibility. Although Zhiyu left regrets in family affection, he found a new sustenance in others, so he had the courage to bid farewell to the past and concentrate on building his own happiness.

All signs show that this possibility is extremely high

How do you know that no one loves me? His slightly sad and happy expression when he said this can really make people crazy

Although the investigation data shows that Yu has no couple, relatives, and close friends.

In the early stage of training, Ren Shi really felt that his body was unfamiliar with lust

But Tin firmly believes that there must be such a person, and this is Yu's spiritual pillar, supporting him to be able to smile at the past and support him to hold on until now

Maybe he was looking forward to this person coming to save him

Smiling coldly

If so, sooner or later he would realize how innocent this idea was

Who will be whose god in this world?

Then what you have to do is very simple. Find this person, help Yu break the statue of God, and help him wake up.

That’s all

I wiped my face, dragged it across the moving coffee table next to me, wiped my hands on the bath towel, and wrote a few words on the notes:

Real father?

A new spiritual sustenance?

He stared at these two lines and fell into deep thought

Maybe... both?

It doesn't matter, it just takes more time and effort.

He has an absolute advantage in the external environment, and he doesn't think this will be a problem

Suffered from laughing and dived into the water again