In an instant, he began to tremble violently
Dreams and reality, past and present, are combined into one, and it is difficult to distinguish one another
He was sure that he had never had such an experience, but why were the images in his dreams so realistic?
He even felt the cold texture of the bronze, and the sad heart of the boy
Sorry to ask Qingxiao. He borrowed some books on psychology and sexology from Qingxiao under the guise of being a strong desire for knowledge, but still couldn't find the answer.
The only thing that can be caught is probably related to the sudden change in the adoptive father's attitude towards him after his mother's death.
But his adoptive father had never whipped him, and Shigeru Yoshino was not a violent man, although the coldness and hostility from his relatives often hurt people more than whips
Yu felt a split headache, and the soft and sad eyes of the boy in the dream made him feel so distressed
Perhaps, what he saw was actually just the deepest self?
Meek, weak, cowardly, panic, afraid of being hurt, want to escape desperately, but have to surrender to reality...
The strong appearance is cut apart and has experienced ups and downs in the eyes of outsiders. Whether it is poor or rich, he is always calm and composed, and uses a solid wall to lock his heart against the world. Is the Asami Yu who is actually just this weak boy who is bound by reality in the spotlight and has no power to struggle?
Or, everything in the dream actually only predicts his future life?
This thought shocked him a lot, and his face turned pale
So far, he really didn't see any hope
He needs food and water, his body is weak and needs to be replenished
It would be great if there were fighting skills like Qingxiao
He has no clothes, always feels cold and desires warmth
His naked body caused him a lot of emotional troubles. How to say it, he felt like a beast with no dignity, although he often reminded himself not to think about it.
He always feels exhausted, has been in a coma for too long, and has always lacked normal and healthy sleep, which seriously hinders his observation and judgment
He was on a deserted island and didn't seem to have to expect anyone to come and rescue him.
In his not long life, no matter how difficult and wronged he was, he always endured it himself, and he had no savior or benefactor.
Except... Teacher Yamashita
Yu couldn't help feeling warm when he thought of the amiable elder who spared no effort to help him.
However, the mountain is dead
Died from cancer and was only in his forties. The man was in his prime
Yu sometimes feels that he is a disaster star, his mother, Yamashita teacher, and everyone who is sincerely good to him will die very early
They came and left in a hurry, leaving behind a warmth that would only make him feel colder in his future life.
Because of that warmth that is lost again
Because the loneliness and helplessness of drifting in the world
What should I do? In the darkness, he murmured alone
You can't give up. There is a voice whispering in his ear.
If you lose your fighting spirit, you'll be nothing
But I have no capital, no tools, no one to help him, he said in frustration, tears filled his eyes
I'm here, that voice said quietly, quiet, but unshakable
He looked up, trying to find the source of the sound
There was still silence around him, but in the darkness, he clearly felt a kind of power that made people feel at ease
He remembered the gentle voice that encouraged him in his ears when he suffered the most unbearable violence
Is it you? Teacher Yamashita? He asked softly
No answer
I know it was you who have been by my side for so many years, you have been by my side to encourage me, never leaving, Yu whispered to himself in a low voice
The cracked lips, a smile from the heart for the first time
Yes, no matter how desperate he is, he cannot give up
There is nothing to lose, so that he can't lose again
He needs food and water to ensure that he can have enough physical energy to escape when the opportunity comes
He needs to keep his mind clear and his observation skills sharply, so he must try his best to avoid any harm to his body.
He also needs to see Qingxiao as soon as possible, know Qingxiao's situation and physical condition, and see if he can help Qingxiao escape or get help from there.
With nothing, he must obtain these to change the existing adverse situation
Even if it means he must endure inhuman humiliation and abuse
Even if it means he has to deal with the devil
He can do it
Must be done
He is not the whipped, tied lamb on the stage
He said to himself this way, and silently made his promise to the void and to the teacher at Yamashita who silently encouraged him in the darkness.
******
Background introduction of this chapter: Japanese national quintessence Kabuki, which is more similar to Chinese Peking Opera, and actors need to apply heavy makeup.
All female characters are played by men, called female characters, similar to male female characters in Peking Opera
Young and beautiful women are often supported by nobles and nobles, and their lives are corrupt. They are similar to those of the old society to raise actors. Sometimes their performances have a certain erotic taste.
The story of Matsuhide and Nobucho is based on the real Warring States history and is a very touching love story.
The Takeda family was later destroyed, and Matsuhide fled. After learning about it, Nobuta was about to marry her as his wife. Before leaving, the Honnoji Incident occurred. Nobuta died in battle at the age of 26.
After learning about it, Song Ji became a monk immediately, and his Dharma name was Xinsongni
Xinsong means Xinsong and Songji
But I made up this drama by Sakurano Fujimoto^^
Dreams and reality, past and present, are combined into one, and it is difficult to distinguish one another
He was sure that he had never had such an experience, but why were the images in his dreams so realistic?
He even felt the cold texture of the bronze, and the sad heart of the boy
Sorry to ask Qingxiao. He borrowed some books on psychology and sexology from Qingxiao under the guise of being a strong desire for knowledge, but still couldn't find the answer.
The only thing that can be caught is probably related to the sudden change in the adoptive father's attitude towards him after his mother's death.
But his adoptive father had never whipped him, and Shigeru Yoshino was not a violent man, although the coldness and hostility from his relatives often hurt people more than whips
Yu felt a split headache, and the soft and sad eyes of the boy in the dream made him feel so distressed
Perhaps, what he saw was actually just the deepest self?
Meek, weak, cowardly, panic, afraid of being hurt, want to escape desperately, but have to surrender to reality...
The strong appearance is cut apart and has experienced ups and downs in the eyes of outsiders. Whether it is poor or rich, he is always calm and composed, and uses a solid wall to lock his heart against the world. Is the Asami Yu who is actually just this weak boy who is bound by reality in the spotlight and has no power to struggle?
Or, everything in the dream actually only predicts his future life?
This thought shocked him a lot, and his face turned pale
So far, he really didn't see any hope
He needs food and water, his body is weak and needs to be replenished
It would be great if there were fighting skills like Qingxiao
He has no clothes, always feels cold and desires warmth
His naked body caused him a lot of emotional troubles. How to say it, he felt like a beast with no dignity, although he often reminded himself not to think about it.
He always feels exhausted, has been in a coma for too long, and has always lacked normal and healthy sleep, which seriously hinders his observation and judgment
He was on a deserted island and didn't seem to have to expect anyone to come and rescue him.
In his not long life, no matter how difficult and wronged he was, he always endured it himself, and he had no savior or benefactor.
Except... Teacher Yamashita
Yu couldn't help feeling warm when he thought of the amiable elder who spared no effort to help him.
However, the mountain is dead
Died from cancer and was only in his forties. The man was in his prime
Yu sometimes feels that he is a disaster star, his mother, Yamashita teacher, and everyone who is sincerely good to him will die very early
They came and left in a hurry, leaving behind a warmth that would only make him feel colder in his future life.
Because of that warmth that is lost again
Because the loneliness and helplessness of drifting in the world
What should I do? In the darkness, he murmured alone
You can't give up. There is a voice whispering in his ear.
If you lose your fighting spirit, you'll be nothing
But I have no capital, no tools, no one to help him, he said in frustration, tears filled his eyes
I'm here, that voice said quietly, quiet, but unshakable
He looked up, trying to find the source of the sound
There was still silence around him, but in the darkness, he clearly felt a kind of power that made people feel at ease
He remembered the gentle voice that encouraged him in his ears when he suffered the most unbearable violence
Is it you? Teacher Yamashita? He asked softly
No answer
I know it was you who have been by my side for so many years, you have been by my side to encourage me, never leaving, Yu whispered to himself in a low voice
The cracked lips, a smile from the heart for the first time
Yes, no matter how desperate he is, he cannot give up
There is nothing to lose, so that he can't lose again
He needs food and water to ensure that he can have enough physical energy to escape when the opportunity comes
He needs to keep his mind clear and his observation skills sharply, so he must try his best to avoid any harm to his body.
He also needs to see Qingxiao as soon as possible, know Qingxiao's situation and physical condition, and see if he can help Qingxiao escape or get help from there.
With nothing, he must obtain these to change the existing adverse situation
Even if it means he must endure inhuman humiliation and abuse
Even if it means he has to deal with the devil
He can do it
Must be done
He is not the whipped, tied lamb on the stage
He said to himself this way, and silently made his promise to the void and to the teacher at Yamashita who silently encouraged him in the darkness.
******
Background introduction of this chapter: Japanese national quintessence Kabuki, which is more similar to Chinese Peking Opera, and actors need to apply heavy makeup.
All female characters are played by men, called female characters, similar to male female characters in Peking Opera
Young and beautiful women are often supported by nobles and nobles, and their lives are corrupt. They are similar to those of the old society to raise actors. Sometimes their performances have a certain erotic taste.
The story of Matsuhide and Nobucho is based on the real Warring States history and is a very touching love story.
The Takeda family was later destroyed, and Matsuhide fled. After learning about it, Nobuta was about to marry her as his wife. Before leaving, the Honnoji Incident occurred. Nobuta died in battle at the age of 26.
After learning about it, Song Ji became a monk immediately, and his Dharma name was Xinsongni
Xinsong means Xinsong and Songji
But I made up this drama by Sakurano Fujimoto^^
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