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Chapter 4 Lust, Prison

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Wenn manchmal dicke Trpfen auf Lckenhaupt fallen,s bleibe dennch ruhig,es ist nicht der Regen welcher durchdas Dach sicker Weine nicht und drumke mir nur schweigend die Hand HHeine Sometimes the water as big as beans falls on your curly hair, please don't move, this is not rainwater leaking from the roof, please don't cry, but just silently hold my hand tightly

That year, I took the college entrance examination. Maybe my cousin was good at tutoring, maybe a miracle happened, or maybe it was the omnipotent god who gave me magical power, I actually cast a private university

My parents were so happy that they thought it was my cousin's credit, which brought me a huge change, and I specially bought a motorcycle to make a gift for me... Of course, my cousin brought changes to my life. For the first time, I was spyed by lust, and began to think about the various kinds of love about my spirits. From a purely bystander, I ended up playing the first so-called love game in my life. Of course, for me who had just graduated from high school and didn't know how to take care of people and how to retain feelings, this was a too heavy game, whether it was for me or for her...

Not long after the results were released, I went to a health activity to climb Dabajian Mountain with a few friends who often masturbate at school (murdering is to hide under the overpass or stairs!!).

After going down the mountain, I went to Sun Moon Lake to play for a few days and met a bunch of horses.

There is a guy named Xiaojie who looks very cute, but not the type I like

I was a little flattered when I got up

I think I look bad, but I don’t have a girl, but I actually have a girl who stepped on me lightly, which made me feel a little restored to my confidence in myself.

After asking, she fully appreciated my quiet and melancholy expression (God knows, that's because I had nothing to say and was full of confusion, so I had to stop talking and pretend to be melancholy. Didn't they say that silence is golden?), and after talking, she and I both got into W University.

With curiosity about the opposite sex and the urge of the best friend, I paired her with me.

I think this is fine, it is very convenient for everything you need to do in the same school

No fish, shrimps are good!

At least I will have a companion for a dance party in the future!!

Life has passed several more days in a hilarious way

When it was time to go home, my companions were reluctant to leave, but I had hope and hope.

Because I'll be able to meet my cousin again soon

On the train heading north, Xiaojie fell asleep leaning on my shoulder. The train was rumbling and rumbling, getting closer and closer to home, and the expectation in my heart became stronger and stronger... What is my cousin doing now?

...I can get tired of being together every day during the summer vacation... My mood is like a wanderer who has been away from home for many years, hoping to see the yellow ribbon tied to the tree on the road in my hometown

Looking down at Xiaojie, she was asleep sweetly, a simple, youthful, and cute girl with the vitality and confidence of our new generation of human beings...

Did she know that sitting next to her was a wolf that dared not eat people?

Xiaojie frowned, as if she had dreamed of something, and seemed to be answering my question

If I just recognize her, don't think about it. Maybe life is simple and happy, at least it can save me from the entanglement of lust... But I refuse to stop just now. A wandering heart shouldn't stop and rest so easily

I have greater ambitions in my heart, and will wake up and dance with the adrenal glands fighting... I am a wolf. Although I long for the warm lights of other people's houses, I don't want to have a home. I would rather hide in the dark and be a proud wolf. The wolf cannot be incorporated... For Xiaojie, it is just a comma in my life, and it is definitely not a last resort.

I have no guilt at all about this. I have no promises with her. Being together is just a man and a woman. If you are in harmony, you will come. If you are not in harmony, you will go. If you are not in harmony, you will go.

There is, what is eternal and unchanging these days?

But my restless hand ate her a few tofu while she was sleeping.

This is what I earned, I think so

After exchanging telephone addresses with Xiaojie at the station, I rushed home with a heart of mind

Once inside, my parents were not around

Habitually running to the balcony to do the tour that I haven't done for a long time

Unexpectedly, I found that there was no youthful accessories on the clothes hanger

I hurriedly flipped through the laundry basket, but there was no one!!

Where did my cousin go?

Going home?

...A heart is like a pot of cold water

Just hiding in the living room and getting depressed

At this time, my mother was back

Xiaoxiong, you are back!? Yes! Why didn’t you see my cousin? Xiaoru?…I called my home the day before yesterday and heard that her father was sick, so I rushed home. This child was quite filial! I breathed a sigh of relief, and I thought she had moved away!!

Good home!!

I started chatting with my mother, but I didn't tell her about Xiaojie.

I don't like to share my secrets with others, and I haven't had much of it with Xiaojie yet. I told her and I have to nag it again.

After dinner, I went to bed for a headache

Tossing and turning on the bed, I couldn't sleep, sneaked to my cousin's room, whispered to open the wardrobe, opened the lower drawer, took out all the underwear, and spread it on the bed

I inspected my cousin's personal accessories one by one like a military parade, like playing with collections of antiques

I have collected them. In the depths of my heart, it belongs to my cousin and me, a dark and ambiguous corner.

Every underwear is a story

I can tell you the color, form, taste, and even how to wear it.

Looking back on all the love affairs with me and the scene when I first saw my cousin wearing every piece of clothing, I blushed and my heart beat.

I lay down gently, and imagined that it was lying beside me. It was strange that the excitement and passion of the past disappeared,... The boundless loneliness and self-pity came to my heart.

Did she know that a young man has fallen into her boundless whirlpool of lust?

It's hard to sleep?

ah!

Cousin!!

Xiaoru!!

I thought my desire for my cousin was just a natural reaction to a youthful body, just like the women I had peeped at before, I don’t know what their names were. My peeping may be just an embarrassing thing to them, like a harmless rumor, and soon gne with the wind; in the future, as long as I have a girlfriend or find a better venting partner, I will naturally change my target

But when I returned home, I suddenly realized that my cousin had quietly occupied a corner of my heart by accident.

Through my imagination and peeping of my cousin's body, my close appreciation, playfulness and self-abuse, I seem to fall into a love that is inextricable step by step.

A very strange relationship, isn't it?

From the obsession and stimulation of pure physical senses, I stole her private affairs and mastered most of her physical secrets, but a wonderful feeling is slowly growing. Because of my understanding of her physiology, I am more and more like her man (although it is my own recognition; or if you say it is my masturbation, it is okay). In addition to physical fantasies and desires, I have a greater desire for her in my heart, which is beyond possessing her body; I actually began to want to explore her inner world and share her joys and sorrows.

I hope I will no longer just peep at her, but just steal the secret of her youth like a thief. I hope to tell her Xiaoru, I love you!! It is hard to believe that I have such feelings for my cousin who is two years older than me. Especially when she is away, facing all her close secrets, I have no sexual impulse and passion. Deep in my heart, there is a faint pity and pain; it seems that when I see an old friend's object, I suddenly think that this person has gone, and a pain of parting is gnawing on me, and I can't help but shed tears...

The radio in the middle of the night kept coming... will yu still lve me...tmrrw...

I decided to go south to Chiayi early the next morning to find her...

You love my heart and I pity your beauty. This cause and condition is always entangled after hundreds of thousands of kalpas

Volume 9 of the Shurangama Sutra got off at Chiayi Railway Station, and I came to my hometown that I had been missing for several years... The bronze statue of Wu Feng, which was familiar to me in the past, has been replaced by a free bell. Everything shining with the scorching sun unique to South Taiwan has become shiny and blurred. My heart is full of joy because I want to find my love

I am like a warrior full of confidence. My future may be bumpy and my enemies may be dangerous and cunning. But because I have found true love, I can fight for her regardless of everything.

After sorting out my mood, I suddenly felt very happy and I felt much more mature.

Maybe I am too young!

I always weave dreams wishfully and believe that the earth is turning for me... But at that time, I enjoyed the self-righteousness and smooth sailing... This is probably the capital of youth, but I didn't know that when I first bet, I almost lost all my money...

Jumping onto the bus to Lantan, I took my first step towards her...