August 13, 2013:
I especially like a saying: It seems like I've suddenly worn armor, but it seems that I've suddenly become soft.
This sentence originally meant the feeling of being moved and entangled after falling in love with someone, but since I was diagnosed with pregnancy last month, I think this sentence is not bad for a mother who is pregnant. It seems that she has become more passionate and persistent about life and ideals, and has the courage and courage to give everything for this unborn little life;
But on the other hand, I became timid in certain things, like walking on thin ice. For example, I can no longer eat unscrupulously, and carefully choose three meals a day; I can no longer play tennis with pleasure; I can no longer wear high heels to go shopping and go up and downstairs... These slightly troublesome weaknesses have made me start to fall into the trouble of happiness every day.
Feeling the smooth and bulging belly of my belly, I always fantasize that there is a baby in it that can understand my mother's words and listen to my mother's secret thoughts. I really want to say to him: Baby, after having you, my mother is not only happy and excited, but also full of gratitude, because of you... You let my mother get rid of that thing for the time being, so that she can take care of you and care for you. Mom once lost it once because of that, it was really unforgettable and regretful, so this time, Mom must not have any mistakes, even regretting that the mother gave birth to you for life, and you gave Mom the courage to suddenly return to calmness and return to the years of abstinence like a girl. Even if you have more of you on your body, I feel relieved. The so-called mother-son-to-heart connection is like this.
The reason I say this is because from a month before I found out that my body began to change wonderfully, and my whole body seemed to freeze. Whether it was seeing a couple who were hugging and kissing, or a boy with naked upper body, a strong body playing basketball, or even when I was watching an adult movie with my husband Liu Jiayuan that day, I showed unexpected calmness. I no longer blushed and hot, no longer felt a little stimulating, and I was sore and itchy all over, and I was restless. Even I was shocked.
Because for more than five years, every time I face stimulating and teasing similar to the above situation, I will surrender without any accident, and my body compromises and indulges again and again. What I have to do is to try my best to use my fingers or other cylindrical objects that can be held, insert them into the numb and itchy lower body, wandering outside the world, and witnessing the ejaculation of vaginal fluid again and again, my will gradually decline, and I gradually no longer endure and resist.
At first I was puzzled and wondered if I was sick. Until that day, I went to the hospital because of the severe pain in my lower abdomen, and I realized that I was pregnant. I was ecstatic. I could only explain that my baby was here to save my mother. Because my sexual addiction is so serious, if it is still difficult to cure during pregnancy and when the lust is hard to bear, it would be a shame to die. I have lost my beloved man because of it. I must never lose my beloved child anymore. So God let the baby in my belly turn into a fairy pill to cure his terminally ill mother. People say: I have been stupid for three years in one pregnancy. This is the stupid idea of my stupid mother, because I always feel that the baby in my mother's belly is a panacea to treat all pain and suffering!
September 10, 2013:
Zhiyi, come here to have a meal? Liu Jiayuan sat at the dining table, picked up the porridge and took a sip. When he saw me leaning against the sofa, he looked at him motionless and looked confused, and asked
I snorted coldly and said: My arm hurts and I can't lift it up. I'm only worthy of cooking. How dare I eat? You eat it! As I said that, I turned the inside of my arm towards him, and there were three blood-red marks several centimeters long printed on it.
He hurried over, held my arm, and asked in confusion: How did this happen?
I looked at his innocent appearance and remembered his rudeness and difficulty last night. I became more angry and shouted: You are so embarrassed to ask! Do you don’t remember what you did to me after drinking last night? Then I’ll give you some more tips!
My body tilted and I lifted up my nightgown. At this time, I deliberately didn't wear underwear. I opened my legs and showed her a messy lower body: the sides of my thighs were bright red, and some places were even dark purple. The two labia were rolling outwards and obviously swollen. The originally pink abalone had already become like a dark red rotten peach meat.
I couldn't bear to look at it anymore, so I turned my head, felt sad, and couldn't help crying
He hurriedly put my nightgown, hugged my shoulder, and said with even more converging tone: Daughter-in-law, I...I really can't remember. I did drink a little more with Section Chief Xu last night, but... but I remember I fell asleep when I came back... Could it be me, to you... to you...
He became more and more excited as he spoke, his face full of panic and helplessness. Although he was confused, he probably had already slowly realized that it was his ridiculous behavior after drinking that caused me to be bruised and bruised.
He gently stroked my shoulders, pulled out a tissue to wipe my tears gently, but the more he wiped me, the more he shed me, the more he had, the anger he had just turned into grievance and sadness, and tears kept falling like a dam. He only sighed and said softly: Wife, I'm sorry, I... must have drunken feet, I shouldn't have drunk so much, you... stop crying, now pregnant, be careful to cry badly
Hearing the word "pregnancy", I became angry again, turned around and cried: Do you know I'm pregnant? You are drunk and want to show off your power. I don't care. You scold me and beat me. I can endure it. But you do it so roughly... If you hurt my lower abdomen, I will hate you for the rest of my life!
After I said this, he got up and walked to the window and picked it up. Hey, hello, section chief Oh...oh, okay, I'll be here soon
After hearing these two sentences, he hurried over to help me and asked: Come on, wife, let's have dinner first, the baby is hungry too
Thinking of the child in my stomach, I felt soft and then sat at the dining table. He served porridge for a night and said: Wife, Section Chief Xu said that there is something urgent to do in the unit and asked me to go there immediately. You should rest at home and stop cooking at noon. I will buy the meal you like and come back. Can you admit your mistake and apologize for you?
I just cried and the pain in my heart was relieved a lot. At this time, I heard him admit his mistake and care about myself. I thought that he might be drunk and didn't know it. I was so confused that I couldn't help but feel soft. I looked at him and nodded slightly. He hugged me as if he was relieved, then put on his clothes, picked up a bun, and ran out in a hurry.
The sun slowly shot in outside the window, and the yellow light spread across half of the room. Everything seemed full of vitality and vitality, but my heart was still dark and low. The scene from last night was always lingering in my mind, repeating back and forth, and it couldn't be gone...
Last night, I was waiting for him to come back while studying. He usually had dinner parties due to work reasons. Although I didn’t like social engagements from the bottom of my heart, especially since I witnessed the ugly and obscene behavior of Section Chief Xu and Sister Man last time, I have become more and more despised that circle, but I also tried my best to understand and tolerate it.
Avoid quarrels caused by these things, as long as he can stick to the principles and bottom line, it will be better
But before I knew it, ten o'clock had passed, and he had not come back, and there was no phone number or message coming. This was something I had never seen before. I couldn't help but feel anxious. I was about to call to ask, and a sudden knock on the door came. I ran to the door quickly. I looked around and saw Liu Jiayuan shaking drunkenly, being supported by two people, so I hurriedly opened the door. As soon as I looked up, it turned out that the person who was holding him was Section Chief Xu and another colleague.
I hurried over to help, Liu Jiayuan grabbed the left and right and rubbed it, almost torn the clothes of me and my colleague next to me. It took him a little while to get Liu Jiayuan to the bed. At this time, Section Chief Xu handed me a bottle of water and said: Brother and sister, this is for quenching wine. Let Jiayuan drink some later and it will be more comfortable.
I took it and put it in. Before I could get the tea, I was in a hurry to leave. I had to win and thank you and apologize
When I sent it out, I saw that their faces were redder than when I came. I lowered my head and glanced at me twice before leaving a little crampedly. I thought they were tired after drinking, so I wanted to go home to rest quickly, but when I closed the door and went to the bathroom to get a towel. When I looked into the mirror, I was shocked and screamed without realizing it, and my face turned red in shame.
It turned out that except for the two buttons on the bottom and top, the rest of my pajamas were unbuttoned. My peaks were shaking, and my breasts gushed out along the pajamas, and my flesh was gathering together. The two nipples were naughty and swaying left and right. The pink big breasts and bright red pajamas were shining, like peonies and roses, and they were so beautiful that I felt really lewd and seductive when I saw them. No wonder the two of them were embarrassed and disobedient. They just wanted to place Liu Jiayuan, but they forgot their appearance in panic. They were so embarrassed that they felt even more ashamed. What's more.
Besides, there is also the Chief Xu who raped his wife. He is embarrassed to meet again. He remembered his lewd look when he rubbed Sister Man's big breasts. Unconsciously, his body shook and his mood became more and more confused.
I was so confused that I suddenly heard Liu Jiayuan shouting in the bedroom: Zhiyi, Zhiyi, what are you? Pour some water!
Before I could button it, I ran back to the bedroom. I saw that he had already sat up and leaned against the head of the bed, his eyes were blurred, and his head was still shaking. I glanced at the table with the drink left by Section Chief Xu just now, all of which were in English, and I didn’t have time to look closely. Since Section Chief Xu said he could quench his wine, he thought it was good, so he hurriedly picked it up, held his body and handed it to his mouth, and said: Come on, Jiayuan, drink water, look at you, why are you drinking so much tonight!
He immediately laughed out loud, held the water bottle, and didn't drink it at first, but muttered: "Happy... I'm happy, the leader said... I did a good job, and at the end of the year... I might be promoted to me at the end of the year. After three years, I finally... I finally got through it, hahahaha!
After laughing for a while, he heard him burp suddenly, and his throat chuckled twice. His head tilted, and a large mouthful of turbid objects suddenly surged out. I couldn't dodge, and I didn't leave any left. They were all spit on my pajamas, dripping a large area of soaking. I didn't care about the filth, so I forced myself to wipe his mouth clean, held the water bottle and fed him two big sips. Then I heard his breathing was heavy, then lowered his head, closed his eyes and remained motionless, as if he had fallen asleep.
I stood up, covered my nose and rushed to the bathroom, hurriedly took off my pajamas, threw them into the washing basin, poured the laundry agent and soaked it first.
I was afraid that he would vomit again, so I didn't change into pajama pants. I only wore a pair of black underwear. So I returned to the bedroom and carefully helped him take off his suit jacket and shirt. I saw that he was covered in dark red all over. After touching it, I felt extremely hot and swallowed my saliva frequently, so I quickly took off his pants.
At this time, he suddenly woke up, shook his body and grabbed me, and said: Zhiyi, wife, I... I'll take it off myself, you... give me some water.
While speaking, I stared at my exposed breasts. My eyes changed from the previous confusion and became full of desire and lust. Women's eyes are so familiar with men's eyes!
My face turned red, and I quickly pulled my pajamas with one hand, picked up the half bottle of water he had just drunk and handed it over with the other hand. He drank all of them in one breath, then took off his trousers in a few seconds, threw them onto the chair opposite. As a result, the phone in my pocket slid out suddenly, and with a rush, he rushed to the bottom of the wardrobe.
I hurried over and lay on the floor to reach out to get my phone. The phone slid a little far away. I slugged down desperately, my breasts pressed against the ground, almost deformed, and my butt was pouting. Then I touched it slightly. Just as my fingers were just pressing down on the phone and was about to pull it out, I suddenly heard a pounce, and Liu Jiayuan suddenly turned over and got out of bed. Before I could turn around, his hands suddenly passed through my armpits, grabbed my soft breasts, and pressed against my fat ass, twisting wildly. This sudden change scared my heart to beat wildly.
Ah screamed, shouting: Jiayuan, you... you do it... That word was replaced by a new one before it was even released, because his body was suddenly picked up from behind and hung in the air. Then he quickly retreated to the edge of the bed, twisted his waist suddenly, and threw me onto the bed like throwing a kitten and dog. Even though the bed was soft, I still felt a buzzing sound in my head
But compared to the shock and fear in my heart, dizziness is nothing
For more than half a year after my marriage, he and I, let alone hit me or dumped me, he never told me even a harsh word. Although he is a person who is a professional and not delicate and romantic in his relationship, he is even more confused and ignorant at the young woman's home. He is sometimes a little macho, but he sincerely supports and cares about me regardless of work or in life. Since he was pregnant, he has taken good care of himself, is down-to-earth and aggressive. Even if there are some quarrels between husband and wife, he has never shown a rude and fierce side. Therefore, the shocking scene just now really made me frightened and full of doubts.
Before I could recover, he rushed to the bed and pinched my arm tightly. My legs were pressed by his huge body. I struggled and twisted desperately, begging: Jiayuan, you... come down first, if you have anything to say, don't... don't hurt the child in your stomach!
I saw him with red eyes, his whole body was burning, gasping heavily, and growling: Zhiyi, wife, I...I'm so hot, I want to fuck you, I... let's have sex!
After saying that, he squirmed wildly on me, his mouth full of alcohol was lingering around my ears, and his shoulders and breasts kissed and bittened. Her words made me even more confused. He is not a person who is addicted to sex and has a strong sexual desire. Although we have a lot of sex life, they are all the two of them who meet each other and cooperate with each other. But I have never seen him so dissatisfied with desires and courtships like crazy. He used to come back to sleep honestly after drinking, and never bothered me, but tonight, tonight... Did you do less after pregnancy, and you are a little depressed?
But, not to mention that my complete sexual desire has completely cooled down, even if he is so drunk, how can he have sex well?
The most important thing is that he is pregnant now. If he hits my lower abdomen and hurts the child, thinking of this, I resist more violently. I hope to find a gap and take the opportunity. But he is too strong. Seeing that I am so crazy, he pinched my arm without any effort, pressing against my thigh with his knees, and exhaling a beast-like roar from his mouth. Seeing that I still refuse, he suddenly pulled my hands to the top of my head, pressed it tightly with one left hand, and then freed up his right hand and pulled the two buttons that were tightly clamped in my pajamas.
The soft and huge breasts were completely exposed, hanging on both sides of his chest, trembling slightly, as if the flesh was pressing on the hanging pork belly. Then he reached under my crotch and grabbed the underwear belt that covered my vagina. The original conventional briefs were twisted into a thong in an instant. I saw that the blue veins on his right arm suddenly burst. I heard two crisp sounds in the middle of the thigh and labia. I felt a burning pain in the base of his thighs and labia.
With a wail, I saw my black underwear grabbing his hand, which had already been in two pieces, floating alone in the air. I felt more and more frightened. Looking at his burning eyes, I was afraid that he would do anything violent and rude next time, and things had come to this point. In order to stabilize him and protect the child, my thoughts turned sharply and immediately came up with a slow-moving plan.
I stopped turning around and resisted, immediately smiled, my eyes circulated, and said softly: Husband, you have to be intimate, don’t be so rude, my wife promised you, come, husband, you have to lie down and let your wife serve you comfortably!
My sudden change really made him stop using force. I slowly let go of the hand holding me. I didn't care about the numbness of my arms. I reached out to caress her hot chest, then raised my head and kissed his lips. He immediately smiled lewdly, turned around, lay down on his back, and said hurriedly: Good wife, hurry up, hurry up, I can't help it, so... so hot!
I had made up my mind to protect the child, so I became obedient and gentle. I quickly got up and squatted beside him, and grabbed him with a hard, struggling to reveal his head from his pubic hair.
Since my wedding night, I have always called his Taiwanese sausage in my heart because his penis is too cold. Every time I am excited to look forward to its satisfaction and conquest, but I often come back in disappointment. Moreover, if it is small, it is fine, and his persistence is average. He always surrenders in five or six minutes. As a result, the aura of desire that has been stirred up has become more intense and unbearable by his small and short penis. The original timely help has become a fire, and it turns out to be like a wedding night. When he is finished, I have to use a secretly hidden masturbation device to satisfy my lust. Maybe it is from
I had mental preparation and endurance at the beginning, but I didn't complain or blame him too much. It's not a big mistake to not have outstanding sexual ability. Besides, I have been addicted to sex for a long time and my needs are beyond normal, so when I calm my mind, I won't lament and be entangled. Sometimes when I get playful, I will pretend to orgasm to satisfy his vanity, or act coquettishly and pester him to do it again, which is also a kind of helpless self-entertainment.
While stroking the small grilled sausage quickly, I kissed and licked his little nipples seriously, scratched it back and forth with the tip of my tongue, constantly stimulating. This is the skill I learned from Japanese movies, which can make men more excited. When I looked up, I saw that his eyes suddenly closed, breathed a sigh of relief, enjoyed his face, and shook comfortably
After kissing this for a while, he suddenly grabbed my shoulders again, his eyes wide open, full of lust and lust, and his mouth was filled with: Wife, hurry up... let me insert it, lower... it's so swelling below, ahhhh!
After three screams, he almost turned purple-red. The small grilled sausage under his crotch was shaking violently. His whole body was like a balloon that was about to burst, bulging and a little scary. I didn't care about the prelude of sex. I felt panic in my heart and hurriedly rode on him, holding the glans with one hand, aiming at the delicate vagina, and sat down with my butt, sinking in, and I heard that he was comfortable, as if he was relieved, and he let out a long howl, but I let out a miserable howl.
Since his sexual desire has cooled down recently and he has no feelings, his vagina is extremely dry at this time. I just forgot to cushion. Even though his penis was thin and so suddenly inserted into the bottom, it was still very painful. The entire inner wall of the vagina was like a knife cut, and it was heart-wrenching. I wanted to lie on his back to relieve it for a while. As soon as my butt was lifted a little, he suddenly pressed his hands down. Without waiting for me to say a slow plea, he had already thrust his waist, unscrupulously, and started to thrust without any mercy.
The pain like a knife was spreading throughout the body again. The narrow and dry inner wall of the vagina seemed to be a wound soaked in chili water. The scorching and burning pain was very unbearable. I was so painful that my eyes were whirling in tears. My mouth begged for mercy like a cannon in my mouth: Old...husband, slow down...slow, please, it hurts so much, let me move myself, okay? Ah...ah...no...
But no matter how I cried, he was like a crazy bull, rushing around and thrusting for more than twenty times, he suddenly threw me out again, stood up and turned my body over, his upper body close to the bed, and his fat ass faced him like a bitch. I dared not resist, so I could only pray that he would slow down and ejaculate as soon as possible. I pressed my lower abdomen lightly, and the protector's child was filled with tears of sadness and sorrow.
He stabbed the small grilled sausage again without hesitation and thrust rapidly. I felt that the originally soft and tender labia had already changed from delicious abalone to hard shells due to rude fucking. Every time he flipped in and out, it was sore and numb, and there was no such thing as the comfort and smoothness of his sex. Moreover, because he was drunk, his body was uncontrollable. He poked his thigh roots or near the mons pubis several times. In an instant, the entire lower body became the target of his penis, full of holes and pain was indescribable.
After I inserted it, I made up my heart and spit some spitting randomly. I took advantage of the gap between his pulling and applying it to my penis and labia. Then I gritted my teeth and began to take the initiative to cater to his fucking and impact. I rushed and bumped, and the sound of slapping was endless. I cooperated very well. Even though he was drunk, he could not resist my coquettish attack. He fucked it for about thirty more times. He suddenly inserted his penis to the bottom, then pressed his hands on my buttocks, and he didn't move. He let out a beast-like roar in his mouth again, and his whole body was trembling violently.
After a while, I suddenly leaned back, muttered a few times, stopped moving, and fell asleep
I knew he had ejaculated, and suddenly felt that he had no strength in his body anymore. Sweat was coming out in waves, soft on the bed like exhaustion, curled up, like a raped girl, no, not, it was true!
And I was raped by my husband so far. What did I do wrong and caused me to suffer such a ridiculous insult!
I lay in a daze for a long time, suddenly remembered the child, so I sat up suddenly, looked at my lower body and bed sheets, and prayed over and over again in my heart: There is another trace of blood!
After a detailed examination for a while, no blood was found. I finally felt relieved and laughed unconsciously. However, looking at the red marks on my arms and thighs, the swollen labia, and the dirty semen on the bed sheets, I felt despair and chill in my heart, and tears were gushing out unconsciously.
A smile and a cry contain endless experiences in life. After tonight, I just want to protect my children. Even if I cry from now on, I will do whatever I can...
I especially like a saying: It seems like I've suddenly worn armor, but it seems that I've suddenly become soft.
This sentence originally meant the feeling of being moved and entangled after falling in love with someone, but since I was diagnosed with pregnancy last month, I think this sentence is not bad for a mother who is pregnant. It seems that she has become more passionate and persistent about life and ideals, and has the courage and courage to give everything for this unborn little life;
But on the other hand, I became timid in certain things, like walking on thin ice. For example, I can no longer eat unscrupulously, and carefully choose three meals a day; I can no longer play tennis with pleasure; I can no longer wear high heels to go shopping and go up and downstairs... These slightly troublesome weaknesses have made me start to fall into the trouble of happiness every day.
Feeling the smooth and bulging belly of my belly, I always fantasize that there is a baby in it that can understand my mother's words and listen to my mother's secret thoughts. I really want to say to him: Baby, after having you, my mother is not only happy and excited, but also full of gratitude, because of you... You let my mother get rid of that thing for the time being, so that she can take care of you and care for you. Mom once lost it once because of that, it was really unforgettable and regretful, so this time, Mom must not have any mistakes, even regretting that the mother gave birth to you for life, and you gave Mom the courage to suddenly return to calmness and return to the years of abstinence like a girl. Even if you have more of you on your body, I feel relieved. The so-called mother-son-to-heart connection is like this.
The reason I say this is because from a month before I found out that my body began to change wonderfully, and my whole body seemed to freeze. Whether it was seeing a couple who were hugging and kissing, or a boy with naked upper body, a strong body playing basketball, or even when I was watching an adult movie with my husband Liu Jiayuan that day, I showed unexpected calmness. I no longer blushed and hot, no longer felt a little stimulating, and I was sore and itchy all over, and I was restless. Even I was shocked.
Because for more than five years, every time I face stimulating and teasing similar to the above situation, I will surrender without any accident, and my body compromises and indulges again and again. What I have to do is to try my best to use my fingers or other cylindrical objects that can be held, insert them into the numb and itchy lower body, wandering outside the world, and witnessing the ejaculation of vaginal fluid again and again, my will gradually decline, and I gradually no longer endure and resist.
At first I was puzzled and wondered if I was sick. Until that day, I went to the hospital because of the severe pain in my lower abdomen, and I realized that I was pregnant. I was ecstatic. I could only explain that my baby was here to save my mother. Because my sexual addiction is so serious, if it is still difficult to cure during pregnancy and when the lust is hard to bear, it would be a shame to die. I have lost my beloved man because of it. I must never lose my beloved child anymore. So God let the baby in my belly turn into a fairy pill to cure his terminally ill mother. People say: I have been stupid for three years in one pregnancy. This is the stupid idea of my stupid mother, because I always feel that the baby in my mother's belly is a panacea to treat all pain and suffering!
September 10, 2013:
Zhiyi, come here to have a meal? Liu Jiayuan sat at the dining table, picked up the porridge and took a sip. When he saw me leaning against the sofa, he looked at him motionless and looked confused, and asked
I snorted coldly and said: My arm hurts and I can't lift it up. I'm only worthy of cooking. How dare I eat? You eat it! As I said that, I turned the inside of my arm towards him, and there were three blood-red marks several centimeters long printed on it.
He hurried over, held my arm, and asked in confusion: How did this happen?
I looked at his innocent appearance and remembered his rudeness and difficulty last night. I became more angry and shouted: You are so embarrassed to ask! Do you don’t remember what you did to me after drinking last night? Then I’ll give you some more tips!
My body tilted and I lifted up my nightgown. At this time, I deliberately didn't wear underwear. I opened my legs and showed her a messy lower body: the sides of my thighs were bright red, and some places were even dark purple. The two labia were rolling outwards and obviously swollen. The originally pink abalone had already become like a dark red rotten peach meat.
I couldn't bear to look at it anymore, so I turned my head, felt sad, and couldn't help crying
He hurriedly put my nightgown, hugged my shoulder, and said with even more converging tone: Daughter-in-law, I...I really can't remember. I did drink a little more with Section Chief Xu last night, but... but I remember I fell asleep when I came back... Could it be me, to you... to you...
He became more and more excited as he spoke, his face full of panic and helplessness. Although he was confused, he probably had already slowly realized that it was his ridiculous behavior after drinking that caused me to be bruised and bruised.
He gently stroked my shoulders, pulled out a tissue to wipe my tears gently, but the more he wiped me, the more he shed me, the more he had, the anger he had just turned into grievance and sadness, and tears kept falling like a dam. He only sighed and said softly: Wife, I'm sorry, I... must have drunken feet, I shouldn't have drunk so much, you... stop crying, now pregnant, be careful to cry badly
Hearing the word "pregnancy", I became angry again, turned around and cried: Do you know I'm pregnant? You are drunk and want to show off your power. I don't care. You scold me and beat me. I can endure it. But you do it so roughly... If you hurt my lower abdomen, I will hate you for the rest of my life!
After I said this, he got up and walked to the window and picked it up. Hey, hello, section chief Oh...oh, okay, I'll be here soon
After hearing these two sentences, he hurried over to help me and asked: Come on, wife, let's have dinner first, the baby is hungry too
Thinking of the child in my stomach, I felt soft and then sat at the dining table. He served porridge for a night and said: Wife, Section Chief Xu said that there is something urgent to do in the unit and asked me to go there immediately. You should rest at home and stop cooking at noon. I will buy the meal you like and come back. Can you admit your mistake and apologize for you?
I just cried and the pain in my heart was relieved a lot. At this time, I heard him admit his mistake and care about myself. I thought that he might be drunk and didn't know it. I was so confused that I couldn't help but feel soft. I looked at him and nodded slightly. He hugged me as if he was relieved, then put on his clothes, picked up a bun, and ran out in a hurry.
The sun slowly shot in outside the window, and the yellow light spread across half of the room. Everything seemed full of vitality and vitality, but my heart was still dark and low. The scene from last night was always lingering in my mind, repeating back and forth, and it couldn't be gone...
Last night, I was waiting for him to come back while studying. He usually had dinner parties due to work reasons. Although I didn’t like social engagements from the bottom of my heart, especially since I witnessed the ugly and obscene behavior of Section Chief Xu and Sister Man last time, I have become more and more despised that circle, but I also tried my best to understand and tolerate it.
Avoid quarrels caused by these things, as long as he can stick to the principles and bottom line, it will be better
But before I knew it, ten o'clock had passed, and he had not come back, and there was no phone number or message coming. This was something I had never seen before. I couldn't help but feel anxious. I was about to call to ask, and a sudden knock on the door came. I ran to the door quickly. I looked around and saw Liu Jiayuan shaking drunkenly, being supported by two people, so I hurriedly opened the door. As soon as I looked up, it turned out that the person who was holding him was Section Chief Xu and another colleague.
I hurried over to help, Liu Jiayuan grabbed the left and right and rubbed it, almost torn the clothes of me and my colleague next to me. It took him a little while to get Liu Jiayuan to the bed. At this time, Section Chief Xu handed me a bottle of water and said: Brother and sister, this is for quenching wine. Let Jiayuan drink some later and it will be more comfortable.
I took it and put it in. Before I could get the tea, I was in a hurry to leave. I had to win and thank you and apologize
When I sent it out, I saw that their faces were redder than when I came. I lowered my head and glanced at me twice before leaving a little crampedly. I thought they were tired after drinking, so I wanted to go home to rest quickly, but when I closed the door and went to the bathroom to get a towel. When I looked into the mirror, I was shocked and screamed without realizing it, and my face turned red in shame.
It turned out that except for the two buttons on the bottom and top, the rest of my pajamas were unbuttoned. My peaks were shaking, and my breasts gushed out along the pajamas, and my flesh was gathering together. The two nipples were naughty and swaying left and right. The pink big breasts and bright red pajamas were shining, like peonies and roses, and they were so beautiful that I felt really lewd and seductive when I saw them. No wonder the two of them were embarrassed and disobedient. They just wanted to place Liu Jiayuan, but they forgot their appearance in panic. They were so embarrassed that they felt even more ashamed. What's more.
Besides, there is also the Chief Xu who raped his wife. He is embarrassed to meet again. He remembered his lewd look when he rubbed Sister Man's big breasts. Unconsciously, his body shook and his mood became more and more confused.
I was so confused that I suddenly heard Liu Jiayuan shouting in the bedroom: Zhiyi, Zhiyi, what are you? Pour some water!
Before I could button it, I ran back to the bedroom. I saw that he had already sat up and leaned against the head of the bed, his eyes were blurred, and his head was still shaking. I glanced at the table with the drink left by Section Chief Xu just now, all of which were in English, and I didn’t have time to look closely. Since Section Chief Xu said he could quench his wine, he thought it was good, so he hurriedly picked it up, held his body and handed it to his mouth, and said: Come on, Jiayuan, drink water, look at you, why are you drinking so much tonight!
He immediately laughed out loud, held the water bottle, and didn't drink it at first, but muttered: "Happy... I'm happy, the leader said... I did a good job, and at the end of the year... I might be promoted to me at the end of the year. After three years, I finally... I finally got through it, hahahaha!
After laughing for a while, he heard him burp suddenly, and his throat chuckled twice. His head tilted, and a large mouthful of turbid objects suddenly surged out. I couldn't dodge, and I didn't leave any left. They were all spit on my pajamas, dripping a large area of soaking. I didn't care about the filth, so I forced myself to wipe his mouth clean, held the water bottle and fed him two big sips. Then I heard his breathing was heavy, then lowered his head, closed his eyes and remained motionless, as if he had fallen asleep.
I stood up, covered my nose and rushed to the bathroom, hurriedly took off my pajamas, threw them into the washing basin, poured the laundry agent and soaked it first.
I was afraid that he would vomit again, so I didn't change into pajama pants. I only wore a pair of black underwear. So I returned to the bedroom and carefully helped him take off his suit jacket and shirt. I saw that he was covered in dark red all over. After touching it, I felt extremely hot and swallowed my saliva frequently, so I quickly took off his pants.
At this time, he suddenly woke up, shook his body and grabbed me, and said: Zhiyi, wife, I... I'll take it off myself, you... give me some water.
While speaking, I stared at my exposed breasts. My eyes changed from the previous confusion and became full of desire and lust. Women's eyes are so familiar with men's eyes!
My face turned red, and I quickly pulled my pajamas with one hand, picked up the half bottle of water he had just drunk and handed it over with the other hand. He drank all of them in one breath, then took off his trousers in a few seconds, threw them onto the chair opposite. As a result, the phone in my pocket slid out suddenly, and with a rush, he rushed to the bottom of the wardrobe.
I hurried over and lay on the floor to reach out to get my phone. The phone slid a little far away. I slugged down desperately, my breasts pressed against the ground, almost deformed, and my butt was pouting. Then I touched it slightly. Just as my fingers were just pressing down on the phone and was about to pull it out, I suddenly heard a pounce, and Liu Jiayuan suddenly turned over and got out of bed. Before I could turn around, his hands suddenly passed through my armpits, grabbed my soft breasts, and pressed against my fat ass, twisting wildly. This sudden change scared my heart to beat wildly.
Ah screamed, shouting: Jiayuan, you... you do it... That word was replaced by a new one before it was even released, because his body was suddenly picked up from behind and hung in the air. Then he quickly retreated to the edge of the bed, twisted his waist suddenly, and threw me onto the bed like throwing a kitten and dog. Even though the bed was soft, I still felt a buzzing sound in my head
But compared to the shock and fear in my heart, dizziness is nothing
For more than half a year after my marriage, he and I, let alone hit me or dumped me, he never told me even a harsh word. Although he is a person who is a professional and not delicate and romantic in his relationship, he is even more confused and ignorant at the young woman's home. He is sometimes a little macho, but he sincerely supports and cares about me regardless of work or in life. Since he was pregnant, he has taken good care of himself, is down-to-earth and aggressive. Even if there are some quarrels between husband and wife, he has never shown a rude and fierce side. Therefore, the shocking scene just now really made me frightened and full of doubts.
Before I could recover, he rushed to the bed and pinched my arm tightly. My legs were pressed by his huge body. I struggled and twisted desperately, begging: Jiayuan, you... come down first, if you have anything to say, don't... don't hurt the child in your stomach!
I saw him with red eyes, his whole body was burning, gasping heavily, and growling: Zhiyi, wife, I...I'm so hot, I want to fuck you, I... let's have sex!
After saying that, he squirmed wildly on me, his mouth full of alcohol was lingering around my ears, and his shoulders and breasts kissed and bittened. Her words made me even more confused. He is not a person who is addicted to sex and has a strong sexual desire. Although we have a lot of sex life, they are all the two of them who meet each other and cooperate with each other. But I have never seen him so dissatisfied with desires and courtships like crazy. He used to come back to sleep honestly after drinking, and never bothered me, but tonight, tonight... Did you do less after pregnancy, and you are a little depressed?
But, not to mention that my complete sexual desire has completely cooled down, even if he is so drunk, how can he have sex well?
The most important thing is that he is pregnant now. If he hits my lower abdomen and hurts the child, thinking of this, I resist more violently. I hope to find a gap and take the opportunity. But he is too strong. Seeing that I am so crazy, he pinched my arm without any effort, pressing against my thigh with his knees, and exhaling a beast-like roar from his mouth. Seeing that I still refuse, he suddenly pulled my hands to the top of my head, pressed it tightly with one left hand, and then freed up his right hand and pulled the two buttons that were tightly clamped in my pajamas.
The soft and huge breasts were completely exposed, hanging on both sides of his chest, trembling slightly, as if the flesh was pressing on the hanging pork belly. Then he reached under my crotch and grabbed the underwear belt that covered my vagina. The original conventional briefs were twisted into a thong in an instant. I saw that the blue veins on his right arm suddenly burst. I heard two crisp sounds in the middle of the thigh and labia. I felt a burning pain in the base of his thighs and labia.
With a wail, I saw my black underwear grabbing his hand, which had already been in two pieces, floating alone in the air. I felt more and more frightened. Looking at his burning eyes, I was afraid that he would do anything violent and rude next time, and things had come to this point. In order to stabilize him and protect the child, my thoughts turned sharply and immediately came up with a slow-moving plan.
I stopped turning around and resisted, immediately smiled, my eyes circulated, and said softly: Husband, you have to be intimate, don’t be so rude, my wife promised you, come, husband, you have to lie down and let your wife serve you comfortably!
My sudden change really made him stop using force. I slowly let go of the hand holding me. I didn't care about the numbness of my arms. I reached out to caress her hot chest, then raised my head and kissed his lips. He immediately smiled lewdly, turned around, lay down on his back, and said hurriedly: Good wife, hurry up, hurry up, I can't help it, so... so hot!
I had made up my mind to protect the child, so I became obedient and gentle. I quickly got up and squatted beside him, and grabbed him with a hard, struggling to reveal his head from his pubic hair.
Since my wedding night, I have always called his Taiwanese sausage in my heart because his penis is too cold. Every time I am excited to look forward to its satisfaction and conquest, but I often come back in disappointment. Moreover, if it is small, it is fine, and his persistence is average. He always surrenders in five or six minutes. As a result, the aura of desire that has been stirred up has become more intense and unbearable by his small and short penis. The original timely help has become a fire, and it turns out to be like a wedding night. When he is finished, I have to use a secretly hidden masturbation device to satisfy my lust. Maybe it is from
I had mental preparation and endurance at the beginning, but I didn't complain or blame him too much. It's not a big mistake to not have outstanding sexual ability. Besides, I have been addicted to sex for a long time and my needs are beyond normal, so when I calm my mind, I won't lament and be entangled. Sometimes when I get playful, I will pretend to orgasm to satisfy his vanity, or act coquettishly and pester him to do it again, which is also a kind of helpless self-entertainment.
While stroking the small grilled sausage quickly, I kissed and licked his little nipples seriously, scratched it back and forth with the tip of my tongue, constantly stimulating. This is the skill I learned from Japanese movies, which can make men more excited. When I looked up, I saw that his eyes suddenly closed, breathed a sigh of relief, enjoyed his face, and shook comfortably
After kissing this for a while, he suddenly grabbed my shoulders again, his eyes wide open, full of lust and lust, and his mouth was filled with: Wife, hurry up... let me insert it, lower... it's so swelling below, ahhhh!
After three screams, he almost turned purple-red. The small grilled sausage under his crotch was shaking violently. His whole body was like a balloon that was about to burst, bulging and a little scary. I didn't care about the prelude of sex. I felt panic in my heart and hurriedly rode on him, holding the glans with one hand, aiming at the delicate vagina, and sat down with my butt, sinking in, and I heard that he was comfortable, as if he was relieved, and he let out a long howl, but I let out a miserable howl.
Since his sexual desire has cooled down recently and he has no feelings, his vagina is extremely dry at this time. I just forgot to cushion. Even though his penis was thin and so suddenly inserted into the bottom, it was still very painful. The entire inner wall of the vagina was like a knife cut, and it was heart-wrenching. I wanted to lie on his back to relieve it for a while. As soon as my butt was lifted a little, he suddenly pressed his hands down. Without waiting for me to say a slow plea, he had already thrust his waist, unscrupulously, and started to thrust without any mercy.
The pain like a knife was spreading throughout the body again. The narrow and dry inner wall of the vagina seemed to be a wound soaked in chili water. The scorching and burning pain was very unbearable. I was so painful that my eyes were whirling in tears. My mouth begged for mercy like a cannon in my mouth: Old...husband, slow down...slow, please, it hurts so much, let me move myself, okay? Ah...ah...no...
But no matter how I cried, he was like a crazy bull, rushing around and thrusting for more than twenty times, he suddenly threw me out again, stood up and turned my body over, his upper body close to the bed, and his fat ass faced him like a bitch. I dared not resist, so I could only pray that he would slow down and ejaculate as soon as possible. I pressed my lower abdomen lightly, and the protector's child was filled with tears of sadness and sorrow.
He stabbed the small grilled sausage again without hesitation and thrust rapidly. I felt that the originally soft and tender labia had already changed from delicious abalone to hard shells due to rude fucking. Every time he flipped in and out, it was sore and numb, and there was no such thing as the comfort and smoothness of his sex. Moreover, because he was drunk, his body was uncontrollable. He poked his thigh roots or near the mons pubis several times. In an instant, the entire lower body became the target of his penis, full of holes and pain was indescribable.
After I inserted it, I made up my heart and spit some spitting randomly. I took advantage of the gap between his pulling and applying it to my penis and labia. Then I gritted my teeth and began to take the initiative to cater to his fucking and impact. I rushed and bumped, and the sound of slapping was endless. I cooperated very well. Even though he was drunk, he could not resist my coquettish attack. He fucked it for about thirty more times. He suddenly inserted his penis to the bottom, then pressed his hands on my buttocks, and he didn't move. He let out a beast-like roar in his mouth again, and his whole body was trembling violently.
After a while, I suddenly leaned back, muttered a few times, stopped moving, and fell asleep
I knew he had ejaculated, and suddenly felt that he had no strength in his body anymore. Sweat was coming out in waves, soft on the bed like exhaustion, curled up, like a raped girl, no, not, it was true!
And I was raped by my husband so far. What did I do wrong and caused me to suffer such a ridiculous insult!
I lay in a daze for a long time, suddenly remembered the child, so I sat up suddenly, looked at my lower body and bed sheets, and prayed over and over again in my heart: There is another trace of blood!
After a detailed examination for a while, no blood was found. I finally felt relieved and laughed unconsciously. However, looking at the red marks on my arms and thighs, the swollen labia, and the dirty semen on the bed sheets, I felt despair and chill in my heart, and tears were gushing out unconsciously.
A smile and a cry contain endless experiences in life. After tonight, I just want to protect my children. Even if I cry from now on, I will do whatever I can...
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