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Chapter 17 Miscellaneous Memories during Pregnancy

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September 26, 2013:

I woke up early this morning and found that the pot of green ivy on the balcony had withered, and the leaves were mostly dark yellow, and I saw that they could not be raised.

I was puzzled in my heart. It was obviously good when I watered the day before yesterday, so why did it suddenly happen?

The flower soil was changed last week, so there should be no problem; the weather has been very good these two days, there is no heavy rain, wind or haze; in the end, it can only be a problem with water, but I have always used tap water, and this situation has never happened before. Besides, the few pots next to me are fine, but this pot wither has withered. I thought about it for a long time but couldn't figure it out.

It was not until noon that I accidentally caught a drink bottle in the trash can, and then I suddenly remembered the problem.

When Liu Jiayuan got off work the day before yesterday afternoon, he brought a bottle of drinks. The drink that he was drunk that night, Section Chief Xu left behind to relieve his wine.

After a hurry, he started packing his things and prepared to go to City B with Sister Man and Section Chief Xu to attend the provincial educator exchange meeting for three days in total.

He reminded me a few times and hurried to the station. When he left, he dropped the drink with half a bottle. I originally thought to drink it myself, but after the drink touched my lips, there was a sour and irritating smell. I immediately felt nauseous and dizzy, and felt a little uncomfortable. So I twisted the lid and picked up the bottle and walked to the balcony for breathability. I thought that such a bad drink, the taste of these men is really strange!

I always do this after I became pregnant. A little stimulating makes it easy to have physiological reactions. I was about to throw it away when I saw that the pots of flower soil were a little dry. So I poured half a bottle of drink into one of the pots of green ivy, and then threw the bottle into the trash can, then poured water to water several other pots of flowers.

When I think back, I realize that the ingredients in the drink must be that the ingredients in the drink are not suitable for the growth of green ivy, which leads to its yellow and necrosis.

Alas, I can only blame myself for being careless. I usually pay attention to and take care of myself in growing flowers. However, I have frequent reactions during pregnancy recently. I feel confused and lazy. I am listless in everything I do. However, in some aspects, I tend to become sensitive and random.

For example, the regret of losing the Green Ivy has not lasted for long. When I was going to the bathroom, I suddenly noticed something again: Liu Jiayuan is with Lu Man and Section Chief Xu. Wouldn't he become a light bulb that is completely unaware of in the dark?

It was late at night. When he was sleeping stupidly, Section Chief Xu rode on Sister Man's white and tender body to cultivate and cultivate, murmuring and lying. The next day, when they were all serious meeting records, who could have thought of the three people who looked different last night?

I was wondering again, Liu Jiayuan is young and promising, sunny and stylish, will that charming sister Man attack him in private?

No, no, Sister Man must like Section Chief Xu's fierce sexual ability. Jiayuan... Jiayuan is average in this regard, and should not satisfy her.

However, I only know this kind of thing after trying it, and at least once!

The more I thought about it, the more confused I felt, as if Liu Jiayuan and Lu Man had a tryst at this time, so I hurriedly picked up the phone and called him.

Hello, wife, I'm in a meeting, what's the matter?

I...I'm fine, I just ask you...what are you doing? Are you doing well?

Oh, I'm all going well, my wife, I heard that you have a weak tone. Are you feeling uncomfortable? The baby is naughty again?

It's okay, Jiayuan, I'm just bored and missed you... I miss you, have a good meeting, and chat when you have time

Yes, that's good. Wife, take good care of yourself. I'll go back tomorrow night. I'll be with you when the time comes

Until I hung up the phone, I could imagine Liu Jiayuan's puzzled expression on the other side of the phone. He must have been in a meeting at this time. I am usually smart, considerate and conscious, so why did I suddenly make such a strange call?

I also said these three words that are a little abrupt and stingy between us. If it weren't for the few months of pregnancy, I think he would have thought I had some illness.

Alas, in order not to let myself think about it anymore, I decided to sleep for a while, but after falling asleep, I started a more absurd dream.

October 7, 2013:

The holiday ended yesterday. I thought I would go back to my bed and have a good sleep, but a sudden small episode made me toss and turn, and I never fell asleep again in the middle of the night.

I slept until midnight last night, and I was suddenly awakened by a urination. I picked up my phone in a daze and looked at it. It was only two o'clock. I was extremely bored and turned over. I found that Liu Jiayuan was not in the bed. I thought he must have gone to the toilet, so I waited for him silently with my knees in my arms. However, after waiting for less than two minutes, my urination became stronger, and my lower abdomen became coliced.

Yesterday at noon, the weather was hot, and I ate a few more pears, and it must have been cold. At this time, I had no time to regret it. I just felt more and more uncomfortable in my abdomen, like a knife cutting or acupuncture. Various pains mixed together, making me hum in a low voice.

I couldn't wait anymore, so I struggled to get out of bed, holding the wall, and moved towards the bathroom in small steps. I saw that the bathroom was on, and Liu Jiayuan must be inside.

After walking a few more steps forward, I was about to shout out, urging him to hurry up, at this moment, I suddenly heard a low but extremely clear moan from inside: Oh...oh...uh...uh...uh...uh...uh...uh...uh...uh...uh...uh...uh...uh...uh...uh...uh...uh...uh...uh...uh...uh...uh...uh...uh...uh...uh...uh...uh...uh...uh...uh...uh, it made me feel very funny. I thought he was really, wasn't he just a poop, was it so comfortable, and screamed so loudly and so ecstatic.

But in a blink of an eye, I felt something was strange. This was definitely not a refreshing sound caused by the comfortable stool. The sound was continuous and rapid, and it was obviously deliberately suppressed. It sounded like a dull excitement.

The more I heard it, the more surprised I was. The sound was very similar to what he made when he was intimate with me. He wouldn’t have gotten up in the middle of the night and had an affair with someone in the bathroom!

At this time, the pain in the lower abdomen and bladder slightly relieved. I held back and didn't scream. I tiptoed to the darkness behind the bathroom door, my heart pounding. I wanted to further confirm my thoughts. I gently pressed my ears against the door and listened carefully. Sure enough, under the cover of his deep and heavy moans, there were waves of female lewd gasps coming faintly, like silky threads, seductive: um...comfortable...comfortable, hurry...force...um...ah...ah...ah...ah...

Every word, like a heavy punch, hitting me like a raindrop. I felt dizzy in my brain, and my waist and knees became soft and I sat on the carpet like mud. My throat seemed to be blocked by something. A dirty and fishy smell penetrated into my stomach, making me almost vomit. I weakly held the wall, desperately resisting the pain and annoyance that was filled with my heart and stomach. Tears couldn't suppress it.

At that time, I thought, Liu Jiayuan, you actually did such a thing and brought a woman to the house to be intimate, which is worse than a beast!

I have always trusted, thoughtful, fully understood and tolerated you. I have suffered so much hardship and grievances during my pregnancy. It turns out that your usual tenderness is just pretending!

The more I thought about it, the more angry I wanted to rush in and capture this adulterer and slut alive. At this moment, I heard Liu Jiayuan's moans become more and more rapid and heavy. His body seemed to be shaking faster and faster. The woman's voice gradually became louder and more sexy. This dog and woman must have an orgasm. I was filled with anger when I heard it, and my brain was filled with oxygen again, and I almost fainted.

I stood up tremblingly, trying hard to control myself, thinking: I can't get out of control, get angry, but it's cheaper for dogs and women. Even for the baby in my belly, I have to calm down for a while. I just broke in and made a big fuss. Although I can scold them, I am also easily hurt. Afterwards, they can deny it or even turn the blame, which will be useless.

The most important thing now is to collect evidence first so that the men and women can’t argue, and then settle the score with them slowly. Liu Jiayuan, if you are so betray me, don’t blame me for being heartless to you, I will ruin you!

When I thought about this, I suddenly woke up, and my anger turned into a calmness of planning for revenge.

I moved slowly and quietly walked back to the bedroom. Halfway through, I heard Liu Jiayuan suddenly let out a beast-like roar. Although the voice was still low and restrained, it was full of excitement and comfort when I heard it carefully. There was an indescribable pleasure in the voice. No one was more familiar with this feeling than me, because I had been hiding in the darkness countless times, or in a dangerous place, secretly masturbating to the climax and bliss. This kind of unrestrained moan squeezed out through rational depression adds more stimulation than usual.

But I was masturbating, but he was having a crush

Thinking of his thick and turbid semen gushing out, the coquettish woman's body was in love with her crotch, the two of them carried me, the real wife, and were roaming in the bathroom a few meters away.

Love and rain, this love and scenery must be so exciting that it is beyond words

I wiped my tears silently, walked back to the bedroom quickly, opened the bedroom door about a few centimeters, and then knelt down to the ground, turned on the video recording function of my phone, then I took the phone horizontally and quietly extended the camera to the bottom of the gap. The phone was close to the wall, only the camera part was exposed. The bedroom was dim and dark, and it was absolutely not easy to find outside. I also put my head slightly, revealing one eye, waiting for the dog and the woman to appear, thinking about what kind of woman it was that could hook Liu Jiayuan.

At this moment, I heard the sound of the water flowing from the faucet in the bathroom suddenly turned off, and the toilet stopped after a few sounds. The whole room immediately fell into a brief and terrible tranquility. It seemed as if I was waiting for the lead before the bomb detonated. I held my breath and couldn't stop trembling violently. I heard the bathroom door open with a whisper. However, just as Liu Jiayuan walked out and was about to turn off the lights, my eyes swept to every corner of the bathroom, but found that there was no one inside!

I accumulated aggrieved and angry, despair and shock for half a night, and a plan of revenge that had been laid for a long time. In an instant, it was all gone, and it was wiped out in a flash. My heartbeat even more violently, afraid that I was dizzy and misread, but after looking back and forth four or five times, it was true that Liu Jiayuan was the only one!

My shock was no less than just now. When I saw Liu Jiayuan turn off the light and walk slowly towards the bedroom, I didn't care about the confusion and confusion in my heart for the time being. I hurriedly pulled back and rushed to the bed with two big steps. Before I could cover the quilt, I heard the bedroom door open. I lay on my side and didn't dare to move. But in the flash, my heart was irritated, and my bang bang and jumped even harder. My body couldn't help but shake, and cold sweat oozed out from my back, as if I had run for a few kilometers.

After Liu Jiayuan went to bed, he first covered my quilt and then went to bed. In less than five minutes, he heard his snoring slightly and he fell asleep.

For me, it seems that after five years, my heartbeat gradually calmed down and my mood gradually calmed down. I recalled over and over again in my mind, filtering everything that happened just now. Slowly, I finally figured it out: Since there are no other women, that woman's moan must be a pornographic movie played on his mobile phone video, and he must be masturbating at the video footage.

Thinking of this, I couldn't help but smile bitterly. How familiar is this scene. Four years ago, I masturbated at the video.

But after a bitter smile, I was full of confusion and doubt. At that time, I was addicted to sex and couldn't control my desire, so I did such sexual acts. But Liu Jiayuan didn't. Not to mention sex addiction, I didn't even have a little frequent sex life. He was always more enthusiastic about work. After marriage, I even took the initiative.

It is precisely because of this that I was puzzled by the rape he had after drinking. How could he suddenly get up in the middle of the night to masturbate?

Isn't this a habit he should have?

I heard his moan just now, as if I had been suppressed for a long time. Could it be that I was afraid of something happening when I became pregnant in the past two months? Apart from that accident, we have never been intimate again. Because he cannot be released and has accumulated a lot of sexual desire, it is so?

If so, he is now releasing through masturbation. So will he really cheat because of being suppressed for too long?

If this is the case, what should I do as a wife?

I can only find an opportunity to communicate with him in person, but how should I speak?

Just now, he cursed at him angrily because of a misunderstanding. Now the truth is revealed, I have an indescribable apology. I shouldn't have doubted him like that. Even if he still masturbates secretly after getting married, it is not a good behavior. But after all, it is understandable. In the past, I was always secretly dissatisfied with his sexual ability, and I laughed at him for being a workaholic temperament and not understanding emotions. But until tonight, I realized that I didn't really understand him.

Especially since I was pregnant, all my attention has been focused on my child, and I have communicated less and less with him. I always thought that he should take care of himself and be considerate. I really gave him too little feedback.

He masturbated secretly tonight. Although it was not because he took the initiative to escape intimacy, it was because he could not have sex with him. I slowly felt a little guilty in my heart. I wanted to find an opportunity to have a good talk with him and make up for him.

I turned over slightly and moved the quilt covered on my shoulders up again. Suddenly, I recalled the scene when he gently covered me with a quilt after coming in from the bathroom. A sweet feeling in my heart could not help but feel my heart. I quietly grabbed his hand from the quilt. At this moment, an idea suddenly floated in my heart, and then glanced at him quietly. I only felt my cheeks warm, my eyes were full of shyness, care and expectation...