When I woke up, I saw Bian Jing's swollen eyes staring at me at first sight
Her skin as thin as a cicada's wings still has crystal tears hanging on it. She is really my angel, my holy mother
I can't forget her surprise smile as clear as the lake and as beautiful as roses
She grabbed my hand tightly, as if she wanted to fight with someone to fight for it. Although her hand was not half as big as mine, it was still so powerful.
Seeing me awake, I was so happy that I shed tears again and said with a sob: You scared me to death...
This is a clean and simple ward. There was an old man sitting next to me. He looked at me seriously with his eagle-like eyes and said: Young man, you are so lucky
I asked: Mr., what disease am I?
He looked at me, then Bian Jing, and said slowly: Liver disease is very serious. I can't see it here. I have to send it back to the Beijing hospital for treatment.
I said: Is it that serious? I've always been in good health
The old man's eyes flashed with a sharp look and said: The aminotransferase of a normal person is 40. Young man, do you know how much you are?
I shook my head and he continued: Your aminotransferase is 2650! Ordinary people would have died long ago. If you hadn't had good physical fitness, you would have not been able to survive now
I laughed: Thank you, Mr., I will be cured of this minor illness. I didn't understand the meaning of aminotransferase 2650 at that time.
The old man was dissatisfied with me and said: Young people really don’t know how to cherish their bodies. You used to be impermanent in diet and overwork, which led to liver damage. In addition... He looked at Bian Jing, as if he thought about the words: I didn’t know how to control myself and ate unclean things, so the virus took advantage of the situation and developed, which was hepatitis B, then cirrhosis, liver necrosis, and finally liver cancer!
Bian Jing was so scared that hepatitis B was at a loss, but I was completely shocked. I still had some medical knowledge and knew that hepatitis B was a difficult and complicated disease, and it has always been difficult to cure.
But I was born with a lazy temper and immediately felt that this was no big deal. Now I just started to get sick
I said respectfully to the old man: Thank you for your teachings. I will go back to Beijing for treatment now. He nodded speechlessly, stood up and left.
I smiled at Bian Jing: Don't cry, it's not as serious as the old man said
While crying, he said: It's not serious. I just got the test form. When the doctor told me about the situation, I was so scared...
I coaxed her and said: It's okay, I'm lucky
Bian Jing cried and said: You are dead, I will not live anymore, oh...
At this time, the boss lady walked in with a serious expression
The boss lady told me what happened. It turned out that when I fainted, Bian Jing cried loudly, and she didn't wake up no matter how she pushed me, and couldn't pull me, so she hurried downstairs and asked the boss lady for help. The boss lady and Bian Jing rushed me to this hospital together.
At that time, I was sweating and my face became very scary. The doctor suggested a blood test.
After all, Bian Jing is too young and has no experience in dealing with emergencies. The boss's wife ran away and helped Bian Jing take care of me. She also invited an old Chinese doctor she knew to treat me.
I said to the boss lady gratefully: Thank you, sister
She smiled and said: It's okay, you go back to Beijing now and have a good look.
We bid farewell to the boss's wife, returned the desk lamp and settled the bill, returned to the parking lot in the town, drove onto the national highway and returned to Beijing
Before leaving, while Bian Jing was packing, I went downstairs and quietly stuffed the boss's wife a lot of money. The boss's wife resolutely returned and whispered: Don't do this, do you think I am that kind of person? I said: Sister, I have some intentions. I will come to see my sister in the future. The boss's wife smiled and said: No, my life is still acceptable, so you can go back with confidence and pay more attention to your health.
Two days later, we returned to Beijing and were admitted to Beijing 302 Hospital, which is the most famous liver disease hospital in the country. If we can't cure other places, we can't cure them.
The female doctor who was treated in the 302 hospital looked at my test form and immediately asked me to be hospitalized for treatment. She said that she could not delay any further, and said that my face was already very ugly and she should have come early.
I said I had just come back from another place to drive, and the female doctor looked at me in surprise and said: You are so good, you are driving. Do you know how serious your disease is?!
I teased habitually and said: You are not the first person to seriously threaten me. Bian Jing pinched me from behind, and I continued to smile quietly, saying to this female doctor who looked particularly handsome because she was wearing a white coat: I promise to live a happy life in the future, haha
The female doctor stared at me with a expressionless look and said simply: Get the hospitalization procedures right away
Bian Jing kicked me again behind the back and said hatefully: Just be honest for a while, sir!
So, I followed the female doctor to go through the procedures and asked Bian Jing to go back to my house to get me some daily necessities. The female doctor also told Bian Jing what she should take
This is the first time I have been hospitalized in my life
This famous hospital looks dilapidated, and the ward is not as clean and translucent as the town's hospital.
I used to do pharmaceutical sales when I was in college, and I asked for a separate ward through my old relationship.
I also unexpectedly discovered that the female doctor with a cold expression was also on duty in this area. Her figure was like a floating cloud, often passing through my heart lake, and ripples appeared.
There is no way, I was a patient at that time, and I was probably a carrier of hepatitis B virus. The serious condition made me feel particularly heavy
Although I have a good physical condition, I have been under great pressure for a long time. I went to bed with a woman without restraint. When I was traveling south, I ate a town unclean diet and had two crazy sex games in a row. In addition, I suffered a little cold, the virus quietly came. The urgent problem of the disease was beyond my expectations. This hit my mood, although my lust did not change.
The thing about semen is like smoking opium. Since you are addicted, it is difficult to quit
Lao Fan and Song Min came to visit me, Lao Fan, first. As soon as I saw me, I laughed and said: Brother, have you really got the lottery this time? You have to rest peacefully! Hahahaha
I smiled and said: Accident, just an accident. Lao Fan carried a large bag of fruit and placed it on the cabinet. He sat down with a big golden knife, like a general who led thousands of troops. His arrival dispelled my depression
He said loudly: Brother, I will bring you the fruits you like. If you have any illness, you should eat more vegetables and fruits. Don't be polite to me. I will buy it for you after you finish eating.
I said gratefully: Lao Fan, I really can't repay you. If I want me to be a beautiful girl, I will promise you.
Lao Fan said happily: Your bird's beak will never spit out your dog's teeth! Haha, our brothers are still talking about this. If you hadn't helped me find a job after I was demobilized, I wouldn't have been the same as today.
I feel secretly ashamed. It is my honor to be able to make friends with a strong man like Lao Fan. In fact, people like me who love to get into the crowd of women (Lao Fan's words) have always been disliked by Lao Fan. Just because I did a favor by chance, Lao Fan is particularly grateful to me. In addition, we are all fans of AC Milan and love to drink, so we have become close friends
Lao Fan is particularly good at drinking, and he can compete with him for the amount of alcohol (Erguotou) in our circle, so I counted me. Just because of this, Lao Fan is even more impressed with me.
We had just talked for a while when the female doctor walked in with a serious look on her face and knocked on the door to remind Lao Fan: This is the hospital, please keep silent.
Lao Fan smiled and said: I'm sorry, comrade
The female doctor looked at me again with dissatisfaction and turned around and left
Lao Fan looked at her back and said: She looks very much like one of my elementary school classmates. She feels good about herself, is serious, and has three fake models, just like the poster of model figures on the wall, haha...!
I laughed and said: I remembered that my first childhood love has come, do you want to relive the old dream?
Lao Fan blinked at me and said with a smile: Come on, you should seize this opportunity. You can tell that you are not at ease and spend a lot of money when you choose this place.
I sighed secretly and said: Don't expose me every time, give me some face.
Lao Fan said: Even if you are still unchanged, you are still eating in the bowl and looking at the pot...
As he was speaking, Song Min's laughter came from outside the door: Haha, if he changes, even pigs can go up the tree. Lao Fan, you should eat salty radish and worry about it!
Song Min floated into the door in a pink dress and looked at me with a frosty face.
Before going out for a trip with Bian Jing this time, I told her, and she suddenly became cold and said: I got it, so I hung up the phone
It seems that her mentality has changed a lot
When Lao Fan saw that Song Min was coming, he was a little embarrassed, so he said goodbye and left. I smiled and said to Song Min: Look, you knocked your buddy away as soon as you came.
Song Min looked at Lao Fan away, then turned around and looked at me coldly and said: I've had a great time going out this time
I was a little embarrassed and said: Look, I got sick.
Song Min's attitude was slightly relieved, and she also carried a basket of fruits. It seemed that they were all imported fruits that were carefully selected.
Song Min sat beside me and said with concern: You are recuperating here, and you can't mess around again in the future.
I touched her hand and said: It's okay, there shouldn't be any major problem, that is, acute hepatitis
She suddenly burst into tears and said with a voice: You said it's okay, if you have hepatitis B, you will be ruined in your life
I quickly advised her: Don't cry, this is not the right way to relieve your women of a disaster. Haha, let's say that there is no diagnosis yet
She calmed down a little and said: When you told me, I was confused. How could you get this disease like a cow? It's really... She took out a tissue and wiped her tears. If it gets better, you should control yourself in the future and stop messing around.
I held her hand, my heart was sore, I didn't know what to say
I have been dating Song Min for many years, and I have always seen her calm and peaceful appearance. I have never been so excited, and I have never shed a single tear in front of me.
I used to ask her if she liked me, but she didn't answer. Today's tears proved everything.
No wonder I said she was so cold when I went out to play with Bian Jing
I felt very guilty and whispered: What's the point of making you like this? Actually, Lao Fan loves you very much. You are happier with him and you are with me
Song Min cried again and cursed: Who makes us women live a miserable life? I am unlucky when I meet a stinky man like you. You are tired of you, so I will leave me aside. If you are sick, I have to rush to see you.
I explained: I thought you...
She interrupted me violently: What do you think, you men are so self-righteous, and think that we women just give us a dish automatically. After eating, we change the next dish. I don’t have any feelings for you. Even if you give it to Kingsoft, I don’t like it!
I know that any explanation I have at this moment is self-deception and powerless
True love is revealed in times of adversity. Song Min usually treats me lightly, which does not mean that she doesn't like me or cares about me.
I used to think she liked me for good health, good education, good family background, high social status, etc.
In fact, Song Min is a woman with a gentle appearance and a strong heart. She only obeys the man she likes. This made me truly understand after we dated for many years.
She just has a little inferiority complex in her age, and perhaps the decadent mentality of a divorced woman.
She hopes to find a man to live a life of steadfast life, but she is worried about gains and losses, and hesitates. She has no choice but to let it go.
If it weren't for Bian Jing later, all these changes wouldn't have happened
Maybe Song Min and I will live a simple life until we are too old to move. I once had the intention to marry her and felt that it would be very happy to marry such a virtuous and beautiful wife. Although she is 10 years older than me, she is still healthy and slim, and her appearance is still beautiful. Even the little girl in their company is jealous and envious. Marrying her can completely satisfy a man's vanity.
As he was talking, a crisp sound of high heels came from outside the door. I knew it was Bian Jing who was back. I hurriedly reminded Song Min, and Song Min quickly wiped away her tears.
This is the first time that two most important lovers in my life have met each other.
I was very embarrassed at that time, and I wonder if it would touch Bian Jing's sensitive nerves
Bian Jing has had many times before, and insisted that I take her to see what Song Min looks like, how tall she is, how good she looks, how good she is, how good she is, how a vixen who is 10 years older than me, so she was very curious and jealous, thinking that it would be acceptable if she was younger than her, it would be fashionable for the old cow to eat young grass these days, but Song Min, an aunt-level, also does this tone. In her opinion, either my aesthetic taste is wrong or my rival is too strong, maybe she is a monster. This is what Bian Jing said and said.
We fought countless times for Song Min, and the fight was a mess. There was no result in a mess. I made up my mind to never let this unpredictable temperament. The willful and willful little girl caused trouble. Otherwise, if Song Min knew that her substitute was such an ignorant junior, it would be too unreasonable and my face would be lost.
Sometimes, Bian Jing was very obedient to make a pot of good soup for me, and said a lot of sweet words, but I saw through her intentions as soon as possible.
She gave me a new nickname in dissatisfaction: old bangzi, old fox, old rightist, old immortal
Fortunately, I was seriously ill at that time, and Bian Jing was thinking about my condition. He took a lot of books, newspapers and pieces of daily necessities according to my instructions. He put down his things and sat on the bed panting and said: I've brought them all for you. See what else is missing. I'll go there again. I introduced her carefully. Song Min and said that this is a colleague from our unit. I didn't say that Song Min is from another company, otherwise, it would be a bit ambiguous.
Bian Jing was obedient and said hello to Song Min, and Song Min also talked and laughed intimately with her.
In fact, there were tears on Song Min's face and her eyes were a little red, but Song Min's emotions recovered very quickly, and my expression was relatively normal. Bian Jing was too young and could not see the subtle feeling of the separation between the two adults.
Song Min's temperament is completely different from those of us newspapers. Compared with those of us scholars who spend all day crawling with plaids, Song Min, who is from a large international company, looks too fashionable and too beautiful in makeup. These relatively large differences did not attract Bian Jing's attention.
The two women chatted intimately and had a lot of fun in their respective clothing, brands, lipsticks, jewelry.
The two of them have similar figures, both tall and slim, and Song Min is a little plump than Bian Jing.
Seeing that everything was getting better, my heart was relieved and I placed the books and magazines brought by Bian Jing on the bedside table
At this time, the female doctor walked in with a male doctor in her 20s who was also expressionless and said to me: Mr. Xie, you may have to stay in our hospital for a long time
I asked: Is it confirmed?
The male doctor said: I am your attending doctor, my surname is Wang, and I will be responsible for you from now on. Your condition is very special. I have never seen you in such a serious condition. I am not sure whether it can be cured.
I suppressed my dissatisfaction and asked: Do I really have hepatitis B?
Doctor Wang still looked like a dead sheep's eyes and said: Yes, in the future, you should try to lie in bed without moving, not smoking, not drinking, not being excited, and not being angry. After the condition stabilizes, you can go home to continue recuperation, but you still have to rest in bed and not be tired.
I was extremely shocked and disappointed at that time!
Because I know that hepatitis B is tantamount to a sentence for a man to be a eunuch, a parasite, a coward, and a useless person who can only eat, sleep and eat all day long. I have always liked the excitement, work, wandering around, beauties, sweet girls, drinking and singing with friends, and shouting while watching the football. It would be better to let me die than to lie in bed for the rest of my life!
But this is a cold fact
Bian Jing and Song Min also looked at me sympathetically with disappointment and helplessness.
I suppressed my anger and asked politely: Is there no special medicine to cure it? I am not venting my anger on the doctor, but I feel that his attitude really makes me angry ruthlessly
It is understandable now that their doctors have long been numb when facing countless life and death every day. Even if I die tomorrow, they will not feel the impermanence of life and death.
Dr. Wang said: We can only do our best. Mr. Xie, you should rest early. These two families will leave early. The hospital will be closed soon. Family members are not allowed to accompany them here.
After saying that, he turned around and went out
After Dr. Wang left for a long time, I lowered my head and remained silent. Bian Jing looked at me angry and was so scared that she didn't dare to speak. After a long time, she walked to me timidly and looked at my face carefully and said: Don't worry too much, it will definitely be cured. Song Min also came over to advise me: There is an old Chinese doctor in our hometown. I will ask him if he has any folk remedies. This disease may not be as the doctor said. Don't be angry, let's find a way slowly...
Enough! I interrupted her, yelling at Song Min: The matter hasn't happened to you, I won't live like this for the rest of my life!
Song Min swallowed his anger and still kindly comforted me: Your disease is most taboo to get angry. You must be calm. Getting angry will only make your disease worse and worse.
Pain, disappointment, anxiety, anger, helplessness, sadness, anger, regret, shame, countless complex feelings all flow into my heart. I know that according to medical terms, this disease is almost impossible to turn into yin with three yangs, unless a miracle occurs.
There is no greater sorrow than death in my heart. Although I was in extreme sadness at the time, I made a decision in my heart.
In an instant, I suddenly calmed down and said coldly to Bian Jing: I think we can end it, there is no need to continue
Bian Jing looked at me and could hardly believe what I said. She was shocked and didn't know whether to cry or make a fuss. Tears were flowing freely on her face, and she couldn't speak.
I continued: You know, I am like a eunuch like this. I don’t want you to be a widow. In addition, you are not suitable for me, and I don’t feel that way about you...
Bian Jing cried like a child and said incoherently: What's wrong with me? I didn't call you, why are you angry with me... They have always been obedient... You bullied me... I don't want to leave you... Woo...
Song Min walked over and hugged Bian Jing's shoulders and said to me: Look at you, why are you doing this? Stop crying, Bian Jing
I was indifferent and continued: Okay, let’s break up today, don’t act so noble, get out of here!
Bian Jing cried even more when she heard this: What a noble thing, I won’t leave! Woo...
Song Min said to me angrily: Mingtao, you are too much! You have to apologize to Bian Jing!
I ignored her and said to Bian Jing: You really annoyed me like this. I cry all day long, and I can take a shower of your tears...
Song Min interrupted me and said: Mingtao!
Bian Jing choked and said: Then he won’t bother you anymore, can he stop making trouble with you anymore? I will definitely listen to you and stop making trouble with you anymore...
While coaxing Bian Jing, Song Min said to me sternly: Mingtao, you want to apologize to Bian Jing. Is there someone who bullies the child like this? You are more than teenagers older than her.
Bian Jing complained to Song Min as if he was catching a life-saving straw: Sister Song, he always bullies me like this, wu...wu...
Seeing Bian Jing crying like that, I felt a little soft-hearted and said: OK, stop crying, I will throw you downstairs if I cry again
Song Min laughed and scolded: Will you, a big man, apologize?!
I said to Bian Jing helplessly: Good, stop crying, I was just a little angry just now. You know that I have been a melon since I was a child and can only bully my own people. We can't afford to offend others.
Song Min was so angry that she said, "Are you apologizing?" Do you want me to teach you step by step? Why are you like a woman?"
Bian Jing bit her lower lip and said to Song Min hatefully: This is what he is, he never lets me go.
The female doctor heard that I was crying here, so she quietly walked over and looked at her. I shook her hand and said it would be over soon. She curled her lips at me, smiled and left.
I think it's really unreasonable to cry in public, so I just coaxed her and said it
After all, she is a 21-year-old child. She gradually stopped her tears, but she still sobbed against the wall.
It was already late and the hospital was closed. I was in a bad mood, so I signaled Song Min to take her home
Song Min hugged Bian Jing and left the room. Jing walked and looked back at me. I tried to show a smile to her. After seeing this, she finally laughed like she got her beloved doll and left gracefully.
I thought to myself: This is the result of seducing children. It's really difficult, it's so troublesome, it's really hard to be quiet.
I called Lao Fan and asked him to come out for a drink. When Lao Fan heard this, he shouted: Brother, you don’t want to live anymore, you still want to drink?! Let me lie down on the bed honestly!
After saying that, I wanted to hang up the phone, but I said angrily: Damn! I'll be useless from now on! It's okay if I don't drink, I want to go out and relax. You sing two passages for me to make me happy!
Lao Fan joined the army in Inner Mongolia and learned a lot of Mongolian songs and sang them very well
Lao Fan was a little anxious and said: Boss, I'll call you Boss. You can't stay there just one day after you entered the hospital. Be honest for a while! After that, he hung up the phone.
I turned off my phone and fell on the bed. My head was still hot. The virus burned my body like the demon fire in hell. I was really unable to move and fell asleep slowly.
The first week of hospitalization was the darkest day of my life. Every day, there were waxy patients coming and going. Every day, poor farmers had to leave because they could not pay the expensive hospitalization fee. Every day, patients were wailing all night because of liver pain. Every day, patients were unable to treat them and died suddenly. The heartbreak of their families and the tragic scene of crying and robbing the earth made me cry countless times.
Seeing the patients dying one by one, I felt more and more confused and helpless, afraid that I would have come to this point. I was not afraid of death. I would rather die in the battlefield with Lao Fan as I usually imagined, be in a horse and corpse, or suddenly be hit by a car or burned to death by fire than to be tortured slowly like this, and I don’t know where the future is.
Due to the stimulation of my breakup last time, Bian Jing became taciturn and looked at my face every time she talked to me.
She put away the young lady's temper and became cautious like a frightened deer in the wilderness. She came to see me early every day and made me all kinds of vegetable soups.
My head was so burning that I could only lie on the hospital bed to sleep. It was not that I wanted to sleep, but that I was so drowsy that I couldn't sleep. Bian Jing sat quietly beside me, holding my hand and watching me sleep
I often have all kinds of strange dreams. In the dream, I float around in the air and sink infinitely in the abyss.
Sometimes I really don't want to wake up from my dreams, because once I wake up, the reality is even more terrifying than the dream. The whole hospital is like the hell described in Dante's "Divine Comedy", with unjust souls crying everywhere
Sometimes, I suddenly woke up and saw Bian Jing sleeping with my fingers holding her and lying on my chest. Tears were still hanging on her white cheeks. I gently wiped it off.
She has been living carefree, and she has become more and more painful after me.
Bian Jing always said that she would be with me no matter what, even if I beat her and scold her, she would not leave me.
My willpower was almost broken, and I caressed her hair silently. I felt extremely guilty when I looked at her increasingly thin body.
I told her why do you have to do this? I can't do anything for you in the future, let alone take care of you.
She said that even if I love me even if I lie in bed all my life, I feel sorry for me and will never change.
She also confessed to me sweetly: I must have become very obedient, very obedient, no longer willful, naughty, and never make you angry anymore. I also have to learn to do a lot of delicious food, learn to do housework, learn to iron you, and iron your tie. Haven’t you always hoped that I will grow up quickly and be a virtuous wife? I will definitely do it
I endured the headache and said with a smile: I believe you can, you are getting more and more obedient
She continued: I want to be your real happy little angel. You are not allowed to be so masculine. Girls have times of making trouble. You can't just ignore me just because you think you are not wrong. Girls need to coax them. I can't yell at me after coaxing them, hehe... Okay, if you don't say this, you should be depressed again
I won’t get angry at you casually in the future. But you also know what kind of man you are, why are you so good to me?
You are the biggest villain in the world, I will also like you so much. Whoever loves you so much makes you mess with me? I will depend on you for the rest of my life! You even have ten thousand women, I like you, pester you and get tired of you. I don’t often bother you for a while. I have already thought about it. I don’t plan to leave you anymore. What do you do if you love it!
I am such a fickle radish sometimes can't control myself, and maybe there will be romantic things in the future
I don't care. When I chat with you online, I knew the result. You love you
I have such a bad temper...
I admit it, this is manly, I don't like sissy
Haha, are you afraid that you can't get married and have to marry me
Yes, just admit that you are unlucky. You are in my hands. Old fox, didn't expect it?
Ajing, I really appreciate you... But I don't want to give you the opportunity to be a Bodhisattva
It's like this if you give it or not. If you don't give it, I'll make trouble with you. I'll follow you wherever you go
I have a bad temper and may really beat my wife in the future
Hehe, my legs are on my body, and I slipped away without raising my hand. I can’t catch me anymore. I will get married when you are discharged from the hospital!
What did you say?
Oh, I didn't hear it, but I was still scared? I pretended to be married when I was discharged from the hospital, Mingtao! Mingtao!...
As I was talking, I fainted again. I often fainted for no reason. Bian Jing cried and went to the doctor to save me. Dr. Wang would come over and simply touch my pulse, throw a word, he was fine and left.
I woke up after a while, and Bian Jing's face was full of tears.
I said: What you just said is true?
She wiped her tears and said: Yes, I must marry you, stop talking, it's tiring to speak, so let's go to bed slowly
I nodded weakly, and she began to sing for me. It was the most wonderful song I heard in my life, just like the legendary prairie sky bell birds. I fell asleep in her melodious song...
Song Min asked for leave from the company and ran back to her hometown to find the old Chinese medicine doctor. When she came back, she brought a large bag of strange Chinese medicine.
I have hated drinking Chinese medicine since I was a child, so I stood up and ran away. Every time I took medicine, Song Min and Bian Jing would catch me like thieves everywhere, and then I would use both soft and hard work to get me like coaxing my child.
Lao Fan also helped them hold me down and said: Are you afraid of death, but you are afraid of taking medicine?
Doctor Wang looked coldly from the side, saying something from time to time. What do we need to do when the herbs of the Jianghu Doctor can cure hepatitis B? Yunyun
I believe Song Min will not take medicine for me randomly
A few days later, Dr. Wang said that the hospital imported a batch of American injections, one of which was more than 1,000. He asked me if I wanted to try it?
I said that even if I put the horse over, I will be a guinea pig once
Two weeks later, I don’t know if it was Song Min’s important role or the American injections that worked. My aminotransferase dropped sharply from 2650 to 500, and I could get up and take a walk.
When I asked Dr. Wang about my condition, he always replied coldly that I would just want me to lie down.
It seems that he has no hope for my condition
I ate, slept, and ate every day, and I was extremely depressed and unbearable
There is Bian Jing with me during the day, and when I am alone at night, I feel very lonely
I had to read books all night to relieve my boredom. The female doctor always took away my books when checking in the evening and ordered me to turn off the lights and go to bed.
One day, she took her turn to work, and I said: Just let me read more books, I'm so bored alone
She said: No, although you are much better, you still need to rest more so that you can get better faster, otherwise you should repeat yourself when you are tired
What is this disease now
I am a nurse, you have to listen to the doctor, don’t worry, just keep it well
I'm so bored!
When your aminotransferase drops to a certain level, you can be discharged from the hospital and go home to take care of it.
Not the same, that's boring
You can have someone to accompany you when you get home, so you won’t be bored. If you have such a little girl, you can relieve your boredom.
That's what you want to accompany you, you can't do anything
If you have someone to accompany me, I will be bored here for the rest of my life...
She seemed to think that this was a bit ambiguous. We were talking more and more like flirting, so she blushed and turned around and walked out.
The first time I saw a red look on her cold face, I moved my heart and grabbed her hand and said: Good sister, go and see the case for me
She broke free from her hand slightly and said: I don’t dare, the doctor wants to scold people, you go to bed, I should go to another ward to check the room... After saying that, turn off the lights for me, bring the door and walk out
I was a little disappointed. I slept for so long during the day and couldn't fall asleep at night.
After tossing and turning on the bed for a long time, I got up and opened the door to see. There were many patients walking in my ward recently, and there were not a single person in the corridor. I turned off the door and turned on the light and continued reading.
After a while, the female doctor walked in and said: Why are you disobedient?
I smiled and said: Good sister, I'm so bored, why don't you talk to me?
I haven't said enough during the day, I'm so touching
Haha, you heard it
I don't like to listen. She is much younger than you, right?
Yes, 15 years younger
She is relying on you. She will live and die like this, and it will be enough for you to bear in the future.
My sister can see correctly
Come on, I won’t tell you anymore, I’ll give me a book. I’m idle anyway. After that, I walked to my bedside table and flipped through my book
I asked: There are very few patients today. I wanted to touch her hand, but she didn't raise her head and avoided her. I continued to read the book: Well, I left several times and the patient will come in a few days. I stopped touching her anymore. I said: This collection of poems is good. Take it and read it. After reading it, I will change it to something else.
She nodded, took a few fashion magazines and said: Well, you go to sleep, I'm leaving. I looked at her thin back and walked to the duty room, sat down gently, and started reading books in a monograph
It was already midnight, I lay down and picked up the book to continue reading
The hospital is very quiet in summer, and the leaves outside the window are falling from the branches in the gentle breeze.
The moonlight in the sky is as clear and transparent as the moonlight in the southern town. The quiet silver light spreads over the room. Inside and outside the house, she and I were the only ones who were whispering from time to time.
My door was half open, facing the nurse's duty room. The two of us, who were equally lonely, were silently facing each other in the moonlight. Her face was the same as the moon, cold and deserted, and stunning...
Her skin as thin as a cicada's wings still has crystal tears hanging on it. She is really my angel, my holy mother
I can't forget her surprise smile as clear as the lake and as beautiful as roses
She grabbed my hand tightly, as if she wanted to fight with someone to fight for it. Although her hand was not half as big as mine, it was still so powerful.
Seeing me awake, I was so happy that I shed tears again and said with a sob: You scared me to death...
This is a clean and simple ward. There was an old man sitting next to me. He looked at me seriously with his eagle-like eyes and said: Young man, you are so lucky
I asked: Mr., what disease am I?
He looked at me, then Bian Jing, and said slowly: Liver disease is very serious. I can't see it here. I have to send it back to the Beijing hospital for treatment.
I said: Is it that serious? I've always been in good health
The old man's eyes flashed with a sharp look and said: The aminotransferase of a normal person is 40. Young man, do you know how much you are?
I shook my head and he continued: Your aminotransferase is 2650! Ordinary people would have died long ago. If you hadn't had good physical fitness, you would have not been able to survive now
I laughed: Thank you, Mr., I will be cured of this minor illness. I didn't understand the meaning of aminotransferase 2650 at that time.
The old man was dissatisfied with me and said: Young people really don’t know how to cherish their bodies. You used to be impermanent in diet and overwork, which led to liver damage. In addition... He looked at Bian Jing, as if he thought about the words: I didn’t know how to control myself and ate unclean things, so the virus took advantage of the situation and developed, which was hepatitis B, then cirrhosis, liver necrosis, and finally liver cancer!
Bian Jing was so scared that hepatitis B was at a loss, but I was completely shocked. I still had some medical knowledge and knew that hepatitis B was a difficult and complicated disease, and it has always been difficult to cure.
But I was born with a lazy temper and immediately felt that this was no big deal. Now I just started to get sick
I said respectfully to the old man: Thank you for your teachings. I will go back to Beijing for treatment now. He nodded speechlessly, stood up and left.
I smiled at Bian Jing: Don't cry, it's not as serious as the old man said
While crying, he said: It's not serious. I just got the test form. When the doctor told me about the situation, I was so scared...
I coaxed her and said: It's okay, I'm lucky
Bian Jing cried and said: You are dead, I will not live anymore, oh...
At this time, the boss lady walked in with a serious expression
The boss lady told me what happened. It turned out that when I fainted, Bian Jing cried loudly, and she didn't wake up no matter how she pushed me, and couldn't pull me, so she hurried downstairs and asked the boss lady for help. The boss lady and Bian Jing rushed me to this hospital together.
At that time, I was sweating and my face became very scary. The doctor suggested a blood test.
After all, Bian Jing is too young and has no experience in dealing with emergencies. The boss's wife ran away and helped Bian Jing take care of me. She also invited an old Chinese doctor she knew to treat me.
I said to the boss lady gratefully: Thank you, sister
She smiled and said: It's okay, you go back to Beijing now and have a good look.
We bid farewell to the boss's wife, returned the desk lamp and settled the bill, returned to the parking lot in the town, drove onto the national highway and returned to Beijing
Before leaving, while Bian Jing was packing, I went downstairs and quietly stuffed the boss's wife a lot of money. The boss's wife resolutely returned and whispered: Don't do this, do you think I am that kind of person? I said: Sister, I have some intentions. I will come to see my sister in the future. The boss's wife smiled and said: No, my life is still acceptable, so you can go back with confidence and pay more attention to your health.
Two days later, we returned to Beijing and were admitted to Beijing 302 Hospital, which is the most famous liver disease hospital in the country. If we can't cure other places, we can't cure them.
The female doctor who was treated in the 302 hospital looked at my test form and immediately asked me to be hospitalized for treatment. She said that she could not delay any further, and said that my face was already very ugly and she should have come early.
I said I had just come back from another place to drive, and the female doctor looked at me in surprise and said: You are so good, you are driving. Do you know how serious your disease is?!
I teased habitually and said: You are not the first person to seriously threaten me. Bian Jing pinched me from behind, and I continued to smile quietly, saying to this female doctor who looked particularly handsome because she was wearing a white coat: I promise to live a happy life in the future, haha
The female doctor stared at me with a expressionless look and said simply: Get the hospitalization procedures right away
Bian Jing kicked me again behind the back and said hatefully: Just be honest for a while, sir!
So, I followed the female doctor to go through the procedures and asked Bian Jing to go back to my house to get me some daily necessities. The female doctor also told Bian Jing what she should take
This is the first time I have been hospitalized in my life
This famous hospital looks dilapidated, and the ward is not as clean and translucent as the town's hospital.
I used to do pharmaceutical sales when I was in college, and I asked for a separate ward through my old relationship.
I also unexpectedly discovered that the female doctor with a cold expression was also on duty in this area. Her figure was like a floating cloud, often passing through my heart lake, and ripples appeared.
There is no way, I was a patient at that time, and I was probably a carrier of hepatitis B virus. The serious condition made me feel particularly heavy
Although I have a good physical condition, I have been under great pressure for a long time. I went to bed with a woman without restraint. When I was traveling south, I ate a town unclean diet and had two crazy sex games in a row. In addition, I suffered a little cold, the virus quietly came. The urgent problem of the disease was beyond my expectations. This hit my mood, although my lust did not change.
The thing about semen is like smoking opium. Since you are addicted, it is difficult to quit
Lao Fan and Song Min came to visit me, Lao Fan, first. As soon as I saw me, I laughed and said: Brother, have you really got the lottery this time? You have to rest peacefully! Hahahaha
I smiled and said: Accident, just an accident. Lao Fan carried a large bag of fruit and placed it on the cabinet. He sat down with a big golden knife, like a general who led thousands of troops. His arrival dispelled my depression
He said loudly: Brother, I will bring you the fruits you like. If you have any illness, you should eat more vegetables and fruits. Don't be polite to me. I will buy it for you after you finish eating.
I said gratefully: Lao Fan, I really can't repay you. If I want me to be a beautiful girl, I will promise you.
Lao Fan said happily: Your bird's beak will never spit out your dog's teeth! Haha, our brothers are still talking about this. If you hadn't helped me find a job after I was demobilized, I wouldn't have been the same as today.
I feel secretly ashamed. It is my honor to be able to make friends with a strong man like Lao Fan. In fact, people like me who love to get into the crowd of women (Lao Fan's words) have always been disliked by Lao Fan. Just because I did a favor by chance, Lao Fan is particularly grateful to me. In addition, we are all fans of AC Milan and love to drink, so we have become close friends
Lao Fan is particularly good at drinking, and he can compete with him for the amount of alcohol (Erguotou) in our circle, so I counted me. Just because of this, Lao Fan is even more impressed with me.
We had just talked for a while when the female doctor walked in with a serious look on her face and knocked on the door to remind Lao Fan: This is the hospital, please keep silent.
Lao Fan smiled and said: I'm sorry, comrade
The female doctor looked at me again with dissatisfaction and turned around and left
Lao Fan looked at her back and said: She looks very much like one of my elementary school classmates. She feels good about herself, is serious, and has three fake models, just like the poster of model figures on the wall, haha...!
I laughed and said: I remembered that my first childhood love has come, do you want to relive the old dream?
Lao Fan blinked at me and said with a smile: Come on, you should seize this opportunity. You can tell that you are not at ease and spend a lot of money when you choose this place.
I sighed secretly and said: Don't expose me every time, give me some face.
Lao Fan said: Even if you are still unchanged, you are still eating in the bowl and looking at the pot...
As he was speaking, Song Min's laughter came from outside the door: Haha, if he changes, even pigs can go up the tree. Lao Fan, you should eat salty radish and worry about it!
Song Min floated into the door in a pink dress and looked at me with a frosty face.
Before going out for a trip with Bian Jing this time, I told her, and she suddenly became cold and said: I got it, so I hung up the phone
It seems that her mentality has changed a lot
When Lao Fan saw that Song Min was coming, he was a little embarrassed, so he said goodbye and left. I smiled and said to Song Min: Look, you knocked your buddy away as soon as you came.
Song Min looked at Lao Fan away, then turned around and looked at me coldly and said: I've had a great time going out this time
I was a little embarrassed and said: Look, I got sick.
Song Min's attitude was slightly relieved, and she also carried a basket of fruits. It seemed that they were all imported fruits that were carefully selected.
Song Min sat beside me and said with concern: You are recuperating here, and you can't mess around again in the future.
I touched her hand and said: It's okay, there shouldn't be any major problem, that is, acute hepatitis
She suddenly burst into tears and said with a voice: You said it's okay, if you have hepatitis B, you will be ruined in your life
I quickly advised her: Don't cry, this is not the right way to relieve your women of a disaster. Haha, let's say that there is no diagnosis yet
She calmed down a little and said: When you told me, I was confused. How could you get this disease like a cow? It's really... She took out a tissue and wiped her tears. If it gets better, you should control yourself in the future and stop messing around.
I held her hand, my heart was sore, I didn't know what to say
I have been dating Song Min for many years, and I have always seen her calm and peaceful appearance. I have never been so excited, and I have never shed a single tear in front of me.
I used to ask her if she liked me, but she didn't answer. Today's tears proved everything.
No wonder I said she was so cold when I went out to play with Bian Jing
I felt very guilty and whispered: What's the point of making you like this? Actually, Lao Fan loves you very much. You are happier with him and you are with me
Song Min cried again and cursed: Who makes us women live a miserable life? I am unlucky when I meet a stinky man like you. You are tired of you, so I will leave me aside. If you are sick, I have to rush to see you.
I explained: I thought you...
She interrupted me violently: What do you think, you men are so self-righteous, and think that we women just give us a dish automatically. After eating, we change the next dish. I don’t have any feelings for you. Even if you give it to Kingsoft, I don’t like it!
I know that any explanation I have at this moment is self-deception and powerless
True love is revealed in times of adversity. Song Min usually treats me lightly, which does not mean that she doesn't like me or cares about me.
I used to think she liked me for good health, good education, good family background, high social status, etc.
In fact, Song Min is a woman with a gentle appearance and a strong heart. She only obeys the man she likes. This made me truly understand after we dated for many years.
She just has a little inferiority complex in her age, and perhaps the decadent mentality of a divorced woman.
She hopes to find a man to live a life of steadfast life, but she is worried about gains and losses, and hesitates. She has no choice but to let it go.
If it weren't for Bian Jing later, all these changes wouldn't have happened
Maybe Song Min and I will live a simple life until we are too old to move. I once had the intention to marry her and felt that it would be very happy to marry such a virtuous and beautiful wife. Although she is 10 years older than me, she is still healthy and slim, and her appearance is still beautiful. Even the little girl in their company is jealous and envious. Marrying her can completely satisfy a man's vanity.
As he was talking, a crisp sound of high heels came from outside the door. I knew it was Bian Jing who was back. I hurriedly reminded Song Min, and Song Min quickly wiped away her tears.
This is the first time that two most important lovers in my life have met each other.
I was very embarrassed at that time, and I wonder if it would touch Bian Jing's sensitive nerves
Bian Jing has had many times before, and insisted that I take her to see what Song Min looks like, how tall she is, how good she looks, how good she is, how good she is, how a vixen who is 10 years older than me, so she was very curious and jealous, thinking that it would be acceptable if she was younger than her, it would be fashionable for the old cow to eat young grass these days, but Song Min, an aunt-level, also does this tone. In her opinion, either my aesthetic taste is wrong or my rival is too strong, maybe she is a monster. This is what Bian Jing said and said.
We fought countless times for Song Min, and the fight was a mess. There was no result in a mess. I made up my mind to never let this unpredictable temperament. The willful and willful little girl caused trouble. Otherwise, if Song Min knew that her substitute was such an ignorant junior, it would be too unreasonable and my face would be lost.
Sometimes, Bian Jing was very obedient to make a pot of good soup for me, and said a lot of sweet words, but I saw through her intentions as soon as possible.
She gave me a new nickname in dissatisfaction: old bangzi, old fox, old rightist, old immortal
Fortunately, I was seriously ill at that time, and Bian Jing was thinking about my condition. He took a lot of books, newspapers and pieces of daily necessities according to my instructions. He put down his things and sat on the bed panting and said: I've brought them all for you. See what else is missing. I'll go there again. I introduced her carefully. Song Min and said that this is a colleague from our unit. I didn't say that Song Min is from another company, otherwise, it would be a bit ambiguous.
Bian Jing was obedient and said hello to Song Min, and Song Min also talked and laughed intimately with her.
In fact, there were tears on Song Min's face and her eyes were a little red, but Song Min's emotions recovered very quickly, and my expression was relatively normal. Bian Jing was too young and could not see the subtle feeling of the separation between the two adults.
Song Min's temperament is completely different from those of us newspapers. Compared with those of us scholars who spend all day crawling with plaids, Song Min, who is from a large international company, looks too fashionable and too beautiful in makeup. These relatively large differences did not attract Bian Jing's attention.
The two women chatted intimately and had a lot of fun in their respective clothing, brands, lipsticks, jewelry.
The two of them have similar figures, both tall and slim, and Song Min is a little plump than Bian Jing.
Seeing that everything was getting better, my heart was relieved and I placed the books and magazines brought by Bian Jing on the bedside table
At this time, the female doctor walked in with a male doctor in her 20s who was also expressionless and said to me: Mr. Xie, you may have to stay in our hospital for a long time
I asked: Is it confirmed?
The male doctor said: I am your attending doctor, my surname is Wang, and I will be responsible for you from now on. Your condition is very special. I have never seen you in such a serious condition. I am not sure whether it can be cured.
I suppressed my dissatisfaction and asked: Do I really have hepatitis B?
Doctor Wang still looked like a dead sheep's eyes and said: Yes, in the future, you should try to lie in bed without moving, not smoking, not drinking, not being excited, and not being angry. After the condition stabilizes, you can go home to continue recuperation, but you still have to rest in bed and not be tired.
I was extremely shocked and disappointed at that time!
Because I know that hepatitis B is tantamount to a sentence for a man to be a eunuch, a parasite, a coward, and a useless person who can only eat, sleep and eat all day long. I have always liked the excitement, work, wandering around, beauties, sweet girls, drinking and singing with friends, and shouting while watching the football. It would be better to let me die than to lie in bed for the rest of my life!
But this is a cold fact
Bian Jing and Song Min also looked at me sympathetically with disappointment and helplessness.
I suppressed my anger and asked politely: Is there no special medicine to cure it? I am not venting my anger on the doctor, but I feel that his attitude really makes me angry ruthlessly
It is understandable now that their doctors have long been numb when facing countless life and death every day. Even if I die tomorrow, they will not feel the impermanence of life and death.
Dr. Wang said: We can only do our best. Mr. Xie, you should rest early. These two families will leave early. The hospital will be closed soon. Family members are not allowed to accompany them here.
After saying that, he turned around and went out
After Dr. Wang left for a long time, I lowered my head and remained silent. Bian Jing looked at me angry and was so scared that she didn't dare to speak. After a long time, she walked to me timidly and looked at my face carefully and said: Don't worry too much, it will definitely be cured. Song Min also came over to advise me: There is an old Chinese doctor in our hometown. I will ask him if he has any folk remedies. This disease may not be as the doctor said. Don't be angry, let's find a way slowly...
Enough! I interrupted her, yelling at Song Min: The matter hasn't happened to you, I won't live like this for the rest of my life!
Song Min swallowed his anger and still kindly comforted me: Your disease is most taboo to get angry. You must be calm. Getting angry will only make your disease worse and worse.
Pain, disappointment, anxiety, anger, helplessness, sadness, anger, regret, shame, countless complex feelings all flow into my heart. I know that according to medical terms, this disease is almost impossible to turn into yin with three yangs, unless a miracle occurs.
There is no greater sorrow than death in my heart. Although I was in extreme sadness at the time, I made a decision in my heart.
In an instant, I suddenly calmed down and said coldly to Bian Jing: I think we can end it, there is no need to continue
Bian Jing looked at me and could hardly believe what I said. She was shocked and didn't know whether to cry or make a fuss. Tears were flowing freely on her face, and she couldn't speak.
I continued: You know, I am like a eunuch like this. I don’t want you to be a widow. In addition, you are not suitable for me, and I don’t feel that way about you...
Bian Jing cried like a child and said incoherently: What's wrong with me? I didn't call you, why are you angry with me... They have always been obedient... You bullied me... I don't want to leave you... Woo...
Song Min walked over and hugged Bian Jing's shoulders and said to me: Look at you, why are you doing this? Stop crying, Bian Jing
I was indifferent and continued: Okay, let’s break up today, don’t act so noble, get out of here!
Bian Jing cried even more when she heard this: What a noble thing, I won’t leave! Woo...
Song Min said to me angrily: Mingtao, you are too much! You have to apologize to Bian Jing!
I ignored her and said to Bian Jing: You really annoyed me like this. I cry all day long, and I can take a shower of your tears...
Song Min interrupted me and said: Mingtao!
Bian Jing choked and said: Then he won’t bother you anymore, can he stop making trouble with you anymore? I will definitely listen to you and stop making trouble with you anymore...
While coaxing Bian Jing, Song Min said to me sternly: Mingtao, you want to apologize to Bian Jing. Is there someone who bullies the child like this? You are more than teenagers older than her.
Bian Jing complained to Song Min as if he was catching a life-saving straw: Sister Song, he always bullies me like this, wu...wu...
Seeing Bian Jing crying like that, I felt a little soft-hearted and said: OK, stop crying, I will throw you downstairs if I cry again
Song Min laughed and scolded: Will you, a big man, apologize?!
I said to Bian Jing helplessly: Good, stop crying, I was just a little angry just now. You know that I have been a melon since I was a child and can only bully my own people. We can't afford to offend others.
Song Min was so angry that she said, "Are you apologizing?" Do you want me to teach you step by step? Why are you like a woman?"
Bian Jing bit her lower lip and said to Song Min hatefully: This is what he is, he never lets me go.
The female doctor heard that I was crying here, so she quietly walked over and looked at her. I shook her hand and said it would be over soon. She curled her lips at me, smiled and left.
I think it's really unreasonable to cry in public, so I just coaxed her and said it
After all, she is a 21-year-old child. She gradually stopped her tears, but she still sobbed against the wall.
It was already late and the hospital was closed. I was in a bad mood, so I signaled Song Min to take her home
Song Min hugged Bian Jing and left the room. Jing walked and looked back at me. I tried to show a smile to her. After seeing this, she finally laughed like she got her beloved doll and left gracefully.
I thought to myself: This is the result of seducing children. It's really difficult, it's so troublesome, it's really hard to be quiet.
I called Lao Fan and asked him to come out for a drink. When Lao Fan heard this, he shouted: Brother, you don’t want to live anymore, you still want to drink?! Let me lie down on the bed honestly!
After saying that, I wanted to hang up the phone, but I said angrily: Damn! I'll be useless from now on! It's okay if I don't drink, I want to go out and relax. You sing two passages for me to make me happy!
Lao Fan joined the army in Inner Mongolia and learned a lot of Mongolian songs and sang them very well
Lao Fan was a little anxious and said: Boss, I'll call you Boss. You can't stay there just one day after you entered the hospital. Be honest for a while! After that, he hung up the phone.
I turned off my phone and fell on the bed. My head was still hot. The virus burned my body like the demon fire in hell. I was really unable to move and fell asleep slowly.
The first week of hospitalization was the darkest day of my life. Every day, there were waxy patients coming and going. Every day, poor farmers had to leave because they could not pay the expensive hospitalization fee. Every day, patients were wailing all night because of liver pain. Every day, patients were unable to treat them and died suddenly. The heartbreak of their families and the tragic scene of crying and robbing the earth made me cry countless times.
Seeing the patients dying one by one, I felt more and more confused and helpless, afraid that I would have come to this point. I was not afraid of death. I would rather die in the battlefield with Lao Fan as I usually imagined, be in a horse and corpse, or suddenly be hit by a car or burned to death by fire than to be tortured slowly like this, and I don’t know where the future is.
Due to the stimulation of my breakup last time, Bian Jing became taciturn and looked at my face every time she talked to me.
She put away the young lady's temper and became cautious like a frightened deer in the wilderness. She came to see me early every day and made me all kinds of vegetable soups.
My head was so burning that I could only lie on the hospital bed to sleep. It was not that I wanted to sleep, but that I was so drowsy that I couldn't sleep. Bian Jing sat quietly beside me, holding my hand and watching me sleep
I often have all kinds of strange dreams. In the dream, I float around in the air and sink infinitely in the abyss.
Sometimes I really don't want to wake up from my dreams, because once I wake up, the reality is even more terrifying than the dream. The whole hospital is like the hell described in Dante's "Divine Comedy", with unjust souls crying everywhere
Sometimes, I suddenly woke up and saw Bian Jing sleeping with my fingers holding her and lying on my chest. Tears were still hanging on her white cheeks. I gently wiped it off.
She has been living carefree, and she has become more and more painful after me.
Bian Jing always said that she would be with me no matter what, even if I beat her and scold her, she would not leave me.
My willpower was almost broken, and I caressed her hair silently. I felt extremely guilty when I looked at her increasingly thin body.
I told her why do you have to do this? I can't do anything for you in the future, let alone take care of you.
She said that even if I love me even if I lie in bed all my life, I feel sorry for me and will never change.
She also confessed to me sweetly: I must have become very obedient, very obedient, no longer willful, naughty, and never make you angry anymore. I also have to learn to do a lot of delicious food, learn to do housework, learn to iron you, and iron your tie. Haven’t you always hoped that I will grow up quickly and be a virtuous wife? I will definitely do it
I endured the headache and said with a smile: I believe you can, you are getting more and more obedient
She continued: I want to be your real happy little angel. You are not allowed to be so masculine. Girls have times of making trouble. You can't just ignore me just because you think you are not wrong. Girls need to coax them. I can't yell at me after coaxing them, hehe... Okay, if you don't say this, you should be depressed again
I won’t get angry at you casually in the future. But you also know what kind of man you are, why are you so good to me?
You are the biggest villain in the world, I will also like you so much. Whoever loves you so much makes you mess with me? I will depend on you for the rest of my life! You even have ten thousand women, I like you, pester you and get tired of you. I don’t often bother you for a while. I have already thought about it. I don’t plan to leave you anymore. What do you do if you love it!
I am such a fickle radish sometimes can't control myself, and maybe there will be romantic things in the future
I don't care. When I chat with you online, I knew the result. You love you
I have such a bad temper...
I admit it, this is manly, I don't like sissy
Haha, are you afraid that you can't get married and have to marry me
Yes, just admit that you are unlucky. You are in my hands. Old fox, didn't expect it?
Ajing, I really appreciate you... But I don't want to give you the opportunity to be a Bodhisattva
It's like this if you give it or not. If you don't give it, I'll make trouble with you. I'll follow you wherever you go
I have a bad temper and may really beat my wife in the future
Hehe, my legs are on my body, and I slipped away without raising my hand. I can’t catch me anymore. I will get married when you are discharged from the hospital!
What did you say?
Oh, I didn't hear it, but I was still scared? I pretended to be married when I was discharged from the hospital, Mingtao! Mingtao!...
As I was talking, I fainted again. I often fainted for no reason. Bian Jing cried and went to the doctor to save me. Dr. Wang would come over and simply touch my pulse, throw a word, he was fine and left.
I woke up after a while, and Bian Jing's face was full of tears.
I said: What you just said is true?
She wiped her tears and said: Yes, I must marry you, stop talking, it's tiring to speak, so let's go to bed slowly
I nodded weakly, and she began to sing for me. It was the most wonderful song I heard in my life, just like the legendary prairie sky bell birds. I fell asleep in her melodious song...
Song Min asked for leave from the company and ran back to her hometown to find the old Chinese medicine doctor. When she came back, she brought a large bag of strange Chinese medicine.
I have hated drinking Chinese medicine since I was a child, so I stood up and ran away. Every time I took medicine, Song Min and Bian Jing would catch me like thieves everywhere, and then I would use both soft and hard work to get me like coaxing my child.
Lao Fan also helped them hold me down and said: Are you afraid of death, but you are afraid of taking medicine?
Doctor Wang looked coldly from the side, saying something from time to time. What do we need to do when the herbs of the Jianghu Doctor can cure hepatitis B? Yunyun
I believe Song Min will not take medicine for me randomly
A few days later, Dr. Wang said that the hospital imported a batch of American injections, one of which was more than 1,000. He asked me if I wanted to try it?
I said that even if I put the horse over, I will be a guinea pig once
Two weeks later, I don’t know if it was Song Min’s important role or the American injections that worked. My aminotransferase dropped sharply from 2650 to 500, and I could get up and take a walk.
When I asked Dr. Wang about my condition, he always replied coldly that I would just want me to lie down.
It seems that he has no hope for my condition
I ate, slept, and ate every day, and I was extremely depressed and unbearable
There is Bian Jing with me during the day, and when I am alone at night, I feel very lonely
I had to read books all night to relieve my boredom. The female doctor always took away my books when checking in the evening and ordered me to turn off the lights and go to bed.
One day, she took her turn to work, and I said: Just let me read more books, I'm so bored alone
She said: No, although you are much better, you still need to rest more so that you can get better faster, otherwise you should repeat yourself when you are tired
What is this disease now
I am a nurse, you have to listen to the doctor, don’t worry, just keep it well
I'm so bored!
When your aminotransferase drops to a certain level, you can be discharged from the hospital and go home to take care of it.
Not the same, that's boring
You can have someone to accompany you when you get home, so you won’t be bored. If you have such a little girl, you can relieve your boredom.
That's what you want to accompany you, you can't do anything
If you have someone to accompany me, I will be bored here for the rest of my life...
She seemed to think that this was a bit ambiguous. We were talking more and more like flirting, so she blushed and turned around and walked out.
The first time I saw a red look on her cold face, I moved my heart and grabbed her hand and said: Good sister, go and see the case for me
She broke free from her hand slightly and said: I don’t dare, the doctor wants to scold people, you go to bed, I should go to another ward to check the room... After saying that, turn off the lights for me, bring the door and walk out
I was a little disappointed. I slept for so long during the day and couldn't fall asleep at night.
After tossing and turning on the bed for a long time, I got up and opened the door to see. There were many patients walking in my ward recently, and there were not a single person in the corridor. I turned off the door and turned on the light and continued reading.
After a while, the female doctor walked in and said: Why are you disobedient?
I smiled and said: Good sister, I'm so bored, why don't you talk to me?
I haven't said enough during the day, I'm so touching
Haha, you heard it
I don't like to listen. She is much younger than you, right?
Yes, 15 years younger
She is relying on you. She will live and die like this, and it will be enough for you to bear in the future.
My sister can see correctly
Come on, I won’t tell you anymore, I’ll give me a book. I’m idle anyway. After that, I walked to my bedside table and flipped through my book
I asked: There are very few patients today. I wanted to touch her hand, but she didn't raise her head and avoided her. I continued to read the book: Well, I left several times and the patient will come in a few days. I stopped touching her anymore. I said: This collection of poems is good. Take it and read it. After reading it, I will change it to something else.
She nodded, took a few fashion magazines and said: Well, you go to sleep, I'm leaving. I looked at her thin back and walked to the duty room, sat down gently, and started reading books in a monograph
It was already midnight, I lay down and picked up the book to continue reading
The hospital is very quiet in summer, and the leaves outside the window are falling from the branches in the gentle breeze.
The moonlight in the sky is as clear and transparent as the moonlight in the southern town. The quiet silver light spreads over the room. Inside and outside the house, she and I were the only ones who were whispering from time to time.
My door was half open, facing the nurse's duty room. The two of us, who were equally lonely, were silently facing each other in the moonlight. Her face was the same as the moon, cold and deserted, and stunning...
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