Chapter 34

One night, I stepped into a dream.

In a hazy dream, Wenwen sat in front of me, with a shy smile of uneasiness and doubt on her face.

She told me lightly that according to traditional Chinese marriage habits, her parents said that she was about to get married through the words of the matchmaker...

Yes, dreams are ridiculous, but the meaning it contains is the most shocking moment for me, which directly shakes the whole of my soul.

My world began to collapse, uncontrollable, and could not believe that she would leave me and marry into a wife, becoming a part of my memories.

I asked her: Does the breast know the other person?Does breasts love her?Really willing to get married?

She just told me helplessly: I don't want to do it either, but this is my life...

I went to seek the other party and asked them to end the engagement; but the other party just laughed at me, mocked my love, as if I saw through my heart, ruthlessly uncovered all the secrets of invisible people in my heart, and mocked my love for my sister.

At this point, I turned all my grief and anger into violence and became a wild beast, beating everyone who appeared in my dreams, just to protect her and keep her by my side forever and not leave.

I curse the heavens, I curse the earth, I scold everyone, and I push all the mistakes to them; but I know that they are not wrong. It is natural for men to marry women to marry, and I cannot accept the fact that I have lost her.

So, it makes me feel even more sad and angry...

When I woke up and found that it was a nightmare, a feeling of powerlessness and sorrow immediately caught my heart.

I cried because of my powerlessness, my insignificance and helplessness under the collective norms of this society.

There was a long time when I tried to tell whether it was love or desire in my heart?

I gradually realized that this is something that is difficult to distinguish, or it is impossible to distinguish at all.

After all, humans are always animals of desire, and animals that long to love and be loved...

At that time, I really longed to watch her with my own eyes, watch her figure in front of me, staying by my side, as if I would never leave me.

So I quietly walked out of bed and walked towards her room.

At that time, I didn't care whether it was late at night, and whether it was wrong to step into her room, I just hoped to seek peace from Wenwen.

I quietly opened her room door and saw her sleeping smoothly facing the inner side of the bed with her back facing the edge of the bed.

Her right leg curled forward and pulled up the T-Shirt hem, revealing the entire groove of her underwear and hips.

Looking at this scene, many past events came to my mind again.

In her room, on her bed, when I was a kid, I used to sneak up and lie next to her and put my erect penis in her crotch, and finally she woke up and found it with her hands.

More than half a year ago, I also sneaked into her room like this and masturbated beside her.

A few months ago, I used the pills I bought from the Internet to feel and enter the most private parts of her body...

At this moment, I was not driven by desire, but just simply seeking peace of mind, making sure she would still be by my side.

I carefully climbed onto her bed, and then hugged her tightly from behind her. If I don’t care, she will wake up, and if I don’t care, she will scold me.

Because I love her so much, I can't lose her. I just felt the pain of losing her in my dream, and I don't want to experience it again.

Wenwen woke up indeed and was startled by finding me lying beside her and hugging her.

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At that time, she wanted to push me away, but after hearing what I told her, she didn't move.

She didn't say anything, just quietly asked me to hold it from behind, and occasionally turned to look at me.

I believe that because I have never violated her, she will not resist me again.

But I knew that she must have been very nervous at that time and was very afraid what to do if I took further action against her?

For me, it was a time of peace and peace.

Smelling her hair, her room was filled with her fragrance, and the palpitations that had just disappeared...

That night, I hugged her like that, and fell asleep again in the unspeakable calm, no longer afraid that she would leave me.