Hearing Leng Bingshuang's words, Sijian's body suddenly stiffened and even shook slightly, but he still walked in with frivolous steps. Seeing Sijian's appearance, you can imagine that he was very afraid of Leng Bingshuang. After this lesson, Sijian was completely afraid of Leng Bingshuang, because Leng Bingshuang made him realize what despair is and what the feeling of death is. Perhaps this psychological shadow will shadow his life.
Sijian stood staggeringly in front of me and Leng Bingshuang, holding his clothes tightly with his hands, looking nervous and scared
I looked at Si Jian in front of me, both familiar and unfamiliar, dark skin and strong body
I looked at Sijian, and scenes appeared in my mind. His body was rising and falling on the same red body of Kexin. He was breathing heavily, while Kexin was cheering under his crotch... I quickly shook my head to restore my thoughts to normal, and at the same time adjust my breathing to calm my emotions. Whenever I think of this scene, my emotions towards Sijian are complicated. Do I hate Sijian? It really hates, but when I think of Fengjun, I can't hate it. This seems to be a debt I have paid for in my previous life, and I will repay it normally in this life.
For your biological mother, go your own way in the future to comfort her spirit in heaven...
I originally wanted to ask Sijian why he did this, but a minor child, who was adolescent, did not control his sexual desire, had no meaning to me, so I didn't ask anything, and after thinking for a long time, I only said this sentence, which was an empty word without practical meaning.
But what made me feel strange was that Si Jian, who was originally afraid of trembling, calmed down after hearing this sentence, as if he was stimulated. He slowly looked up at me with a trace of unknown emotion in his eyes.
Can I talk to you alone?
When Si Jian said this, his eyes were staring at me without looking at Leng Bingshuang. His reaction was very abnormal now. His fear and trembling look just now was completely different from his current appearance. I don’t know if the fear was just pretending to be or if the calmness was now.
Hearing Si Jian's words, I hesitated for a moment. I turned to look at Leng Bingshuang. Leng Bingshuang understood what I mean from my expression. She hesitated for a few times, and a trace of quietness flashed, but finally sighed and walked slowly towards the door.
Looking at Leng Bingshuang's back, I felt very strange, and this strange feeling had been lingering in me for a long time. Since Leng Bingshuang advised me and Kexin for the first time, I felt that Leng Bingshuang was very abnormal. And even if she was about to leave just now, why did she hesitate and struggle? Is there anything else I don't understand?
As the door closed, only Sijian and I were left in the room, which was very quiet. At this time, our relationship was complicated. The nominal adoptive father and adopted son were privately real husbands and third parties.
What do you want to talk to me?
Sijian just looked at me, with a hint of hostility in his eyes, but I was not surprised by this hint of hostility at all, because I have seen it countless times in the surveillance. Every time Kexin mentioned me, he would show disgust and disgust, and he was always unwilling to call me dad. After all, in his opinion, I am his rival in love, which made him get Kexin's biggest stumbling block.
Do you know why I am called Sijian?
Sijian looked at me, took a deep breath, calmed down rarely, asked this question, but there was a hint of steadyness and maturity in his eyes that were extremely inconsistent with his age.
In fact, Sijian's question has always been very sensitive and I have always wanted to avoid it because I know what the name Fengjun means
I didn't answer, but sighed heavily. The relationship with Fengjun was a regret in my heart, a regret that would never be saved.
Missing, Xu Jian, this is the meaning of the name. When my mother gave me this name, I still didn't understand what the name meant. There were countless nights. I saw my mother holding a photo of a man, sitting in the bedroom and crying secretly. Her move was always facing away from my father. On the day when my mother was not around, I secretly opened my mother's drawer and took out the photo. The person in that photo was you, Xu Jian, and the photo was stuck in a notebook, and the notebook was full of bits and pieces of my mother and you...
When Sijian said this, he occasionally lowered his head and raised his head, and even turned his neck. His limb movements were very strange. From a psychology point of view, this is a manifestation of an abnormal mind in a person.
My father is an African. Although he can speak a few simple Chinese, he doesn't know Chinese characters, so my mother's notebook is placed in the bedroom and has never been discovered by my father. Since I was a child, my mother has taught me to speak Chinese and recognize Chinese characters, so I spent two days. While my mother was away, I finished reading the thick notebook, learned a lot of stories, and I also knew you, Mr. Xu Jian...
When he finished speaking, Sijian stared at me, gritted his teeth, and the hatred in his eyes was no longer hidden.
I have had a relationship with your mother, but I am not sorry for her. We are just in a free relationship. I also know your mother's feelings for me. We can only blame us for not being destined to be destined. If I were not too ordinary, I would not have been blocked by your grandparents, so we would not have been blocked by us...
I could have remained calm, but after listening to Sijian's narrative, my tone couldn't help but soften a little. I believe Sijian's words and know Fengjun's feelings for me. After I got married with Kexin, I miss Fengjun for countless nights, recalling every bit of her with her. However, I strongly avoid these things. After all, those have become the past, and we must grasp the present and the future.
No sorry for her...hey...
When he finished speaking, Sijian's expression looked at me with a hint of disdain and contempt, and mocking.
I really didn't feel sorry for her... I can guarantee this, I have a clear conscience... When I was with her, I didn't like her family background, but her. Even if she was penniless, I would always love her and marry her. However, the difference between our family backgrounds was too big, and in the end I was still not worthy of her...
At this moment, I felt sad. I didn't expect that what Sijian was going to say was this. When I think of Feng Jun's death, I would feel heartbroken. This is a pain that I will never want to miss.
Since then, although we haven't met, I've known you
After hearing my words, Sijian looked at me with disdain in his eyes, but he couldn't hide the hatred in his eyes.
It is because of this incident that you violated Kexin and your adoptive mother is to take revenge on me? Revenge on me makes your biological mother sad?
Hearing Sijian's words, I suddenly realized that if this is true, it can explain Sijian's coldness and hostility towards me. I originally thought it was because of Ke Xin, but now there is an explanation. Sijian is a child after all. Seeing his appearance is very good to Fengjun's feeling, so it is normal for him to hate me because of Fengjun. After all, Sijian is still a child's idea. And seeing his performance and body movements just now, his heart seems a little distorted, which may be related to his childhood growth experience.
It's right...
Sijian's answer confirmed the answer in my heart. When I heard his answer, I closed my eyes. Sijian's answer was ambiguous. Is there a reason, and another reason is that because of youth and lovely beauty, all kinds of reasons have been added together to make today. On the one hand, I still have my responsibilities.
If you were with your mother, you wouldn't be like this today... You must think my mother lived a happy life, right? You were wrong... Do you know? When I just remembered it, I could always hear the screams from my mother's bedroom for countless nights. It was my mother's screams, which were very painful. I didn't understand anything at that time. Until one day, I couldn't stop the curiosity in my heart, and secretly went to the door of my mother's bedroom to take a look...
Sijian stood staggeringly in front of me and Leng Bingshuang, holding his clothes tightly with his hands, looking nervous and scared
I looked at Si Jian in front of me, both familiar and unfamiliar, dark skin and strong body
I looked at Sijian, and scenes appeared in my mind. His body was rising and falling on the same red body of Kexin. He was breathing heavily, while Kexin was cheering under his crotch... I quickly shook my head to restore my thoughts to normal, and at the same time adjust my breathing to calm my emotions. Whenever I think of this scene, my emotions towards Sijian are complicated. Do I hate Sijian? It really hates, but when I think of Fengjun, I can't hate it. This seems to be a debt I have paid for in my previous life, and I will repay it normally in this life.
For your biological mother, go your own way in the future to comfort her spirit in heaven...
I originally wanted to ask Sijian why he did this, but a minor child, who was adolescent, did not control his sexual desire, had no meaning to me, so I didn't ask anything, and after thinking for a long time, I only said this sentence, which was an empty word without practical meaning.
But what made me feel strange was that Si Jian, who was originally afraid of trembling, calmed down after hearing this sentence, as if he was stimulated. He slowly looked up at me with a trace of unknown emotion in his eyes.
Can I talk to you alone?
When Si Jian said this, his eyes were staring at me without looking at Leng Bingshuang. His reaction was very abnormal now. His fear and trembling look just now was completely different from his current appearance. I don’t know if the fear was just pretending to be or if the calmness was now.
Hearing Si Jian's words, I hesitated for a moment. I turned to look at Leng Bingshuang. Leng Bingshuang understood what I mean from my expression. She hesitated for a few times, and a trace of quietness flashed, but finally sighed and walked slowly towards the door.
Looking at Leng Bingshuang's back, I felt very strange, and this strange feeling had been lingering in me for a long time. Since Leng Bingshuang advised me and Kexin for the first time, I felt that Leng Bingshuang was very abnormal. And even if she was about to leave just now, why did she hesitate and struggle? Is there anything else I don't understand?
As the door closed, only Sijian and I were left in the room, which was very quiet. At this time, our relationship was complicated. The nominal adoptive father and adopted son were privately real husbands and third parties.
What do you want to talk to me?
Sijian just looked at me, with a hint of hostility in his eyes, but I was not surprised by this hint of hostility at all, because I have seen it countless times in the surveillance. Every time Kexin mentioned me, he would show disgust and disgust, and he was always unwilling to call me dad. After all, in his opinion, I am his rival in love, which made him get Kexin's biggest stumbling block.
Do you know why I am called Sijian?
Sijian looked at me, took a deep breath, calmed down rarely, asked this question, but there was a hint of steadyness and maturity in his eyes that were extremely inconsistent with his age.
In fact, Sijian's question has always been very sensitive and I have always wanted to avoid it because I know what the name Fengjun means
I didn't answer, but sighed heavily. The relationship with Fengjun was a regret in my heart, a regret that would never be saved.
Missing, Xu Jian, this is the meaning of the name. When my mother gave me this name, I still didn't understand what the name meant. There were countless nights. I saw my mother holding a photo of a man, sitting in the bedroom and crying secretly. Her move was always facing away from my father. On the day when my mother was not around, I secretly opened my mother's drawer and took out the photo. The person in that photo was you, Xu Jian, and the photo was stuck in a notebook, and the notebook was full of bits and pieces of my mother and you...
When Sijian said this, he occasionally lowered his head and raised his head, and even turned his neck. His limb movements were very strange. From a psychology point of view, this is a manifestation of an abnormal mind in a person.
My father is an African. Although he can speak a few simple Chinese, he doesn't know Chinese characters, so my mother's notebook is placed in the bedroom and has never been discovered by my father. Since I was a child, my mother has taught me to speak Chinese and recognize Chinese characters, so I spent two days. While my mother was away, I finished reading the thick notebook, learned a lot of stories, and I also knew you, Mr. Xu Jian...
When he finished speaking, Sijian stared at me, gritted his teeth, and the hatred in his eyes was no longer hidden.
I have had a relationship with your mother, but I am not sorry for her. We are just in a free relationship. I also know your mother's feelings for me. We can only blame us for not being destined to be destined. If I were not too ordinary, I would not have been blocked by your grandparents, so we would not have been blocked by us...
I could have remained calm, but after listening to Sijian's narrative, my tone couldn't help but soften a little. I believe Sijian's words and know Fengjun's feelings for me. After I got married with Kexin, I miss Fengjun for countless nights, recalling every bit of her with her. However, I strongly avoid these things. After all, those have become the past, and we must grasp the present and the future.
No sorry for her...hey...
When he finished speaking, Sijian's expression looked at me with a hint of disdain and contempt, and mocking.
I really didn't feel sorry for her... I can guarantee this, I have a clear conscience... When I was with her, I didn't like her family background, but her. Even if she was penniless, I would always love her and marry her. However, the difference between our family backgrounds was too big, and in the end I was still not worthy of her...
At this moment, I felt sad. I didn't expect that what Sijian was going to say was this. When I think of Feng Jun's death, I would feel heartbroken. This is a pain that I will never want to miss.
Since then, although we haven't met, I've known you
After hearing my words, Sijian looked at me with disdain in his eyes, but he couldn't hide the hatred in his eyes.
It is because of this incident that you violated Kexin and your adoptive mother is to take revenge on me? Revenge on me makes your biological mother sad?
Hearing Sijian's words, I suddenly realized that if this is true, it can explain Sijian's coldness and hostility towards me. I originally thought it was because of Ke Xin, but now there is an explanation. Sijian is a child after all. Seeing his appearance is very good to Fengjun's feeling, so it is normal for him to hate me because of Fengjun. After all, Sijian is still a child's idea. And seeing his performance and body movements just now, his heart seems a little distorted, which may be related to his childhood growth experience.
It's right...
Sijian's answer confirmed the answer in my heart. When I heard his answer, I closed my eyes. Sijian's answer was ambiguous. Is there a reason, and another reason is that because of youth and lovely beauty, all kinds of reasons have been added together to make today. On the one hand, I still have my responsibilities.
If you were with your mother, you wouldn't be like this today... You must think my mother lived a happy life, right? You were wrong... Do you know? When I just remembered it, I could always hear the screams from my mother's bedroom for countless nights. It was my mother's screams, which were very painful. I didn't understand anything at that time. Until one day, I couldn't stop the curiosity in my heart, and secretly went to the door of my mother's bedroom to take a look...