Chapter 347

10days ago Urban Novels 7
Husband, when you see this letter, I am no longer in this world

Sorry, I have been hiding you. Five years ago, I already knew that I had a terminal illness, but I never told anyone that only the sisters I trust most know.

In fact, with current medical technology, my disease still has hope of curing, but the chance of curing is very low. Even if it is cured, it will take medicine for a lifetime. Moreover, under the influence of the medicine, my hair and eyebrows will fall off and my skin color will change. When I found out, I rejected the opinions of experts and I don’t want to bet on that tiny opportunity.

Husband, I am not cowardly, I am very strong. If I hadn't met you, I would definitely bet on this opportunity, even if it was only one percent, one thousandth, or one ten thousandth.

But I met you, do you know how much I cherish when we met again? So I was afraid, I was afraid that after I got on the operating table, I would never get off again

If you go to the operating table and fail, then I will never see you again. The time we met is still too short, and I am reluctant to leave you

If it is cured, then I will become a monster without hair and eyebrows. I don’t want to, because I want to keep the most beautiful appearance in front of you, so I gave up. Under the conservative treatment method, I guess I still have at least three years of life, so I chose conservative treatment. More than three years is enough for me.

Since I knew I was sick, I cherish every minute and every second I was with you. It is for this reason that I used Kexin as a bargaining chip to force you to leave Kexin and accompany me on a trip for more than ten days. It was also during those ten days that I had sex with you while you were not paying attention. Maybe you thought I was very despicable at the time, but this was my wish. If I didn't do that, I might not be able to realize this wish in this life.

After that night, I returned to the company and asked the experts to use your sperm for artificial insemination. I worked hard to get pregnant with Xiaoji. I hope I can have a crystallization of love with you, Xiaoji, which is also the last thing I left for you.

I have always cherished the time I was with you and I was unwilling to leave you for a moment. In the last moment of my life, I have been looking for the mastermind behind it and want to help you deal with all the troubles before I die.

At that time, I was really scared. I could only live one day. Even if I suddenly die tomorrow, it was possible. It was a day without a future. But husband, you are the motivation for me to continue to live.

Do you know? The years you were in a coma were my happiest time. Although you couldn't speak, you could be with me. So during that time, I lived a very happy life, and my condition improved a little because of my mood, but it was impossible to completely recover. It just could extend my remaining days.

When Omar's plan was coming to an end, I kept running around, but in the end I still won. I successfully helped you solve the biggest trouble. However, due to the fatigue and sorrow of day and night, my condition relapsed and worsened. The doctor told me that there were not many days left, and my health was getting worse day by day. I kept forcing myself to persevere, but God gave me few days.

Husband, don't blame me for leaving you. I don't want you to be by my side at the last moment of my life because I don't want you to see my hair falling out, nor do I want you to see my skinny appearance. I hope in your heart, I will always be that beautiful woman, so I would rather leave alone.

Xiaoji, I can only ask you to take care of him alone and raise him well. As a mother, I hope he grows up and lives a peaceful life, and doesn’t have to be successful, because the life of the superiors is really too tiring. I hope Xiaoji can live carefree for the rest of his life.

But I also know the cruelty of this world. If you leave, he is cowardly and cannot gain a foothold in this society. So I will leave it to you how Xiaoji will choose in the future. I believe you will have a wise choice.

In addition, I already know the situation of Kexin, the expert has told me

This may be God's will. Ke Xin lost her memory, which means her rebirth. If you can cross that level in your heart, I hope you two can get back together. After all, she hurts you, but you also owe her, so you two are even

If you can't pass that level in your heart, I hope you can find a woman you love again, and live your life happily. I will not be jealous in the nine springs, but will support you in doing this, because I hope Xiaoji will not lack maternal love, and I hope you can give him a complete childhood

Husband, I also have a lot of words to say to you. I also hope that the last time will be with you. I also hope that I can leave in your arms. But after many considerations, I can't do this. You may complain that I will think so cautiously about everything, but for you and Xiaoji, I have to do this.

Husband, I have no regrets about knowing you in this life. If there is a next life, I hope to be your wife and your only wife. I don’t seek wealth and honor, but I just want us to live a simple life. Take care of Hou Xiaoji and see you again in the next life... I will always love you cold ice frost

This letter is not long, but it contains a lot of things. I believe that the content in this letter is not all about Leng Bingshuang's heart, but seeing the distortion of the last handwriting of the suicide note is already very powerful. It seems that her body could no longer bear it at that time

I thought of the way cold frost was gone. Although I didn't see it, I could imagine it at this time

Her hair was gone, she was as thin as a dying person. When I thought of this scene, my heart felt suffocated. I held the suicide note and tears couldn't stop flowing down my eyes.

I originally planned to use the rest of my life to make up for the cold ice frost, but before I could make up for it, she left and didn't give me any chance.

At this time, I remembered all the things I had in the past. Sometimes Leng Bingshuang's body reacted abnormally, and she also took some medicines, but there was no text on the medicine bottle. She kept taking me on her back, and I found it several times. When asked her, she just said that she was the medicine to treat women's endocrine. I didn't take it seriously at the time and had no doubts.

It’s also my fault. My focus was basically not on Leng Bingshuang before. Instead, everything was relied on Leng Bingshuang. Everything was solved by her. It was also because of my affairs that her body completely collapsed. At this time, self-blame could no longer describe my heart. Only endless regrets. At this time, I realized that I cared about Leng Bingshuang so much, but she was no longer there.

When Xiaoshuang left, she told me to transfer all the company to you. I am old. There is only Xiaoshuang, a daughter under her knees. Now that she is gone, the country that we father and daughter have built will be handed over to you. Even if you make the company bankrupt, I won’t blame you. One sn in law half, you will be my son in the future. Xiaoshuang has gone. I don’t care about some things anymore. A white-haired man sends a black-haired man. I have also figured out a lot of things.

At this time, Leng Yun walked to me, patted my shoulder and said, "He seems to have grown a lot older."

I didn't reply, just held Leng Bingshuang's suicide note. I couldn't believe that Leng Bingshuang just said these words and left, and he didn't even see the last time he saw him.

In addition, I have thought about it for a long time. When Xiaoshuang left, the one she couldn't let go of was Xiaoji. She had to leave her son as a mother. We can all think about Xiaoji's future path. Xiaoshuang's meaning was to make you decide, so I don't know what to say anymore, but I have an idea. I'm going to take Xiaoji away depending on whether you agree or not. Of course, it's not forever, but just let him be by my side. I have my own way of education and give him the best way to educate him, so that he will become an outstanding person in the future. After Xiaoshuang left, I am left alone. I don't care about the company's affairs. I do nothing every day. With Xiaoji's company, I won't be so lonely and lonely

Leng Yun paused and said, with a hint of plea in his tone, Leng Bingshuang left, and Xiaoji, who was related to blood, was his last comfort.

I didn't answer, but I nodded and agreed to Leng Yun's suggestion. Although I couldn't bear to let Xiaoji go, I wanted to think about Xiaoji's future. Moreover, the things between Kexin and me have not yet come to fruition. I don't want Xiaoji to be banned from the world...