Chapter 350

The solution is to lose amnesia...

After a while of silence, Leng Bingshuang said this, and Kexin's body beside her trembled for a moment

Do you mean that I am pretending to lose my memory? Or can I really lose my memory with medication?

Ke Xin understood immediately? She couldn't help but ask Leng Bingshuang

There is no medicine that can make a person lose his memory without any side effects, so it is to pretend to lose his memory. You have to pretend to lose your memory for the rest of your life and never let Xu Jian know that this is good for you and Xu Jian. Amnesia also means rebirth and start over. If you lose your memory, Xu Jian will have no choice, and will not make things difficult for you anymore, nor will he pursue the past, and he will not even mention it in front of you. This is the only way at present, and the best way...

Leng Bingshuang sighed and said

I will ask the doctor to use some medicine for Xu Jian to let him sleep for a while and also give his body a good rest. During this period, I will find professional psychological experts and performance experts to give you some training so that you can learn how to pretend to have amnesia without revealing flaws. When you learn everything, I will let Xu Jian wake up. Before he wakes up, you must make all preparations...

Leng Bingshuang said to Kexin with a serious expression

If your performance cannot satisfy me at that time, then I have to consider letting you leave Xu Jian forever, because I don’t want this matter to be delayed, and I must make this matter come to an end...

Then can I hide it for the rest of my life?

Ke Xin said in a little confusedly that she has always been in the form of joy and anger and will not disguise her. She has no confidence in making her a professional actor in a short time.

You have to do it, there is no other choice, otherwise you will give up, I will look for other people

Leng Bingshuang was about to get up and leave after he finished speaking

You wait! I will do it, no matter what the price I pay, I will force myself to do it...

Seeing Leng Bingshuang leaving, Kexin quickly grabbed Leng Bingshuang's hand and said anxiously

You study hard, and at the same time, I will ask the doctors to cooperate with you and give you a fake medical record. The doctors and I will hide it for you and try to be impeccable...

Leng Bingshuang sat back on the sofa and said

So what should I do with my body? What should I do with those medicines from Omar in my body? Those medicines have a clear impact on my body. Although... although not long ago, my body still has... desires and reactions... This is just the beginning. I really don't know what to do in the future?

Ke Xin blushed and said, this is a realistic problem. Omar said that the medicine he developed has no antidote, and Ke Xin will become a lustful woman with strong sexual desire in the future, which is what Ke Xin fears the most.

The solution has been thought of, but you have to make a great sacrifice...

Leng Bingshuang picked up the coffee again and wanted to take a sip, but when she reached her mouth, she found that the coffee was cold, and put it down and said.

What sacrifice?

Kexin's expression froze slightly, and she asked nervously

There is a treatment for your problem, but after treatment, your sexual desire will decrease, but you will never be able to have children in your life. In other words, you will never have your own children until you die...

Leng Bingshuang said with a slight entanglement that she had Xiao Ji and knew her happiness as a mother. Now Ke Xin faced such a choice. As a woman, Leng Bingshuang naturally sympathized with Ke Xin.

I thought it was a sacrifice. If this is the case, then there is nothing to worry about. Originally... I would not have children in the future. I have lost the ability to give birth, so there is no problem with this, just do what you said

After hearing Leng Bingshuang's words, Kexin seemed to think of something. A bitter smile flashed across her face, and some tears instantly burst out from her eyes, but she didn't let the tears flow down. She stroked the corners of her eyes and said sadly.

After hearing Kexin's words, Leng Bingshuang suddenly stopped, with disbelief in her eyes

What did you say? You are infertile? What's going on? Is it congenital or...

Leng Bingshuang asked with doubt

You have everything in control and know almost everything. I thought you knew it. But it's good. If you don't know, then you don't know. Even if you keep a little secret for me, okay? This matter will always be rotten in my stomach until I die and brought it into the coffin. Of course, if you want to know, I will still tell you...

A trace of pain flashed in Kexin's eyes and she said calmly to Leng Bingshuang, but she unconsciously asked a hint of pleading in her tone.

I still don't ask, and I am a dying person, what's the point of knowing it? And I'm afraid that after I know it, I will change some of my own decisions...

Leng Bingshuang seemed to have thought of something, and she had a hint of knowledge in her eyes, and then she sighed and said.

Since there is no such worry, I will tell the doctor to start giving you medicine. Before Xu Jian wakes up, I will put you in a deep sleep. I will give you medicine while you are sleeping. This is a relatively long time, and the medicine will have a great impact on your ovaries and endocrine. If you sleep, you will also reduce some pain. When you wake up, you will no longer be the Kexin you used to be, but a Zhang Kexin who has lost his memory and rebirth. Moreover, when you wake up, I will disappear. I will stay with Xu Jian for the last time until I can't hold on. When I leave him the day I will wake you up...

After Leng Bingshuang finished speaking, she took out her cell phone and started to arrange some things. Ke Xin seemed to be a little indescribable, and she didn't know how to ask Leng Bingshuang.

Is there anything else you need to know?

After putting down the phone, Leng Bingshuang saw Kexin's expression and asked coldly

I want to know how you arranged Sijian? I don’t know if it’s appropriate to ask him at this time?

Kexin knew something happened to Sijian, so she asked this question. When she asked this, she lowered her head and did not let Leng Bingshuang see her eyes. But she still asked. After all, Sijian also had a special emotion for her. After all, the relationship between the two was extraordinary. It was emotional to be honest, and caring about Sijian was also a common human relationship.

It is understandable that you care about him, but after you are reborn, you must know that Xu Jian is the only one in your world. Even if you hear the name Sijian or see Sijian himself, you cannot show any strange behavior...

After Leng Bingshuang finished speaking, Kexin nodded

I will cure him, and I will let him choose the future path myself. As long as I don’t have excessive requirements, I will satisfy him. However, there is one bottom line that cannot be touched, that is, he cannot appear in front of you and Xu Jian again. After he recovers, he must disappear from you both forever... Of course, I will not kill him, at most exiled him to a deserted island, allowing him to live this life...

Leng Bingshuang said coldly, without any emotion in her eyes, she didn't seem to have much sympathy for Si Jian.

Okay, I have no problem, so let's start now! Everything depends on your arrangements...

Ke Xin nodded and sighed.

Kexin could only accept Leng Bingshuang's arrangement. Perhaps Sijian's survival was already the greatest gift, and she also knew that in the future, she might never see Sijian. Sijian will always be her memory. Everything she experienced before can only exist in the dark corner of her brain and will never be released again.

Time goes on, and I rush back home to see if Kexin wakes up, while Leng Bingshuang is with Xiaoji alone in the hotel. When she leaves, Leng Bingshuang hugs Xiaoji and cries for a long time. When she walks to the door of the hotel, Leng Bingshuang runs back to Xiaoji several times, holding him tightly and unwilling to let go, because she knows that after she leaves, she will never see her beloved son. But Pity the hearts of parents all over the world, this is the greatness of maternal love, but she finally leaves in the scene where Xiaoji waves goodbye. Every step she takes sheds a tear. Walking out of the hotel seems to be more bumpy and entangled than her life's journey.

But after walking out of the hotel, Leng Bingshuang wiped away her tears, turned around and took a last look at the hotel, looked at the window of Xiaoji's room, and then told the driver that the driver drove Leng Bingshuang to the hospital where Sijian was...