Chapter 87

I got up from the bed. Although I slept for a long time, I still felt dizzy in my head. I slept for a long time, but I had a long dream. Dreaming is the most popular thing to believe in God.

After taking a look at the time, I sat on the bed and thought, today is the wedding anniversary of Kexin and I. Should I go home and have a look? No matter what the result of our two ends, we must go home and face Kexin at least once. If the situation allows, I will try my best to spend this wedding anniversary with Kexin. Everything will be discussed after the wedding anniversary.

Because I don't want Kexin and my marriage to end on this special day, just give myself and Kexin the last chance to fall in love.

I got off the bed, then went to the bathroom to wash, and looked at myself with a stubble face in the mirror, but I couldn't believe that this person was me. Even when I escaped in the deep mountains and forests, I had never been so depressed and decadent.

I sighed and took out a razor to shave myself, wash my hair, and dressed up more handsomely, but the fatigue in my eyes could not be eliminated. Looking at myself with a bright appearance in the mirror, but my eyes were low and haggard, I tried to change my eyes and eliminate the fatigue and depression, but no matter how hard I tried, I could not change my appearance. Perhaps the sadness in my heart had penetrated into my bones.

Why do I dress up? Are I really going to have a candlelight dinner with Kexin tonight? Perhaps it is best for us to talk to in the hotel private room.

After I packed up, I walked out of the bathroom and looked at the laptop on the bed and luggage. I hesitated at this time. Should I bring my luggage back? In the past, every time I came back from a business trip, I would bring big bags and small bags to reunite with Kexin at home. But this time, I hesitated when I looked at the luggage. If I went back and everything was over, then what's the point of bringing my luggage? I turned off the room light and walked out of the housing prices, and then locked the door of the hotel.

I put all my luggage in the hotel, and only brought my appointment letter and the diamond ring I bought for Kexin. These two items are the best gifts for Kexin on the wedding anniversary.

Before turning off the lights, I took a look at my luggage last. I don’t know if I will take my luggage home soon or leave him with my luggage soon.

Actually, I was really a little deceiving at this time. I was dressed neatly and brought gifts to Kexin. All of this was done subconsciously, but I still felt unwilling to give up Kexin in my heart, and I always had the last trace of fantasy and hope.

Going out and getting into a taxi, the car is speeding around the street. Looking at the familiar street scenes around, it feels so familiar but unfamiliar

I haven't left the hotel for several days. Now I walk out of the hotel gate and breathe fresh air. Everything seems like a different life

I am getting closer and closer to home, and my mood is getting more and more complicated. When I get home, will I show anything when I meet Ke Xin? Will Ke Xin show something? Maybe Xin will be surprised and guilty, but I don’t know if there is any surprise. After all, I’m back on my wedding anniversary

Just as I was thinking, the voice of the driver came from the driver, and he had already arrived home.

I walked towards Building 1 and found the familiar Unit 2. I looked up at the floor where my home was. What I saw was Sijian's room. The window was dark at this time. I looked at the time. It was already 8:30. Could it be Sijian already asleep? Kexin was already asleep. I paid to get off the car. I suppressed the idea of ​​turning to the back of the unit building to look at Kexin's windows.

Walking to the unit door, taking out your key, and then opening the unit door

The familiar smell came from the street, the familiar stairs, the stairwells were filled with familiar bicycles, motorcycles and debris. Everything was the same as before I was on a business trip, but things changed... I just stood at the entrance of the stairs, and I hesitated, and I didn't know what I was facing when I went home.

If Kexin and Sijian are having crazy sex like in the video, then wouldn’t I break everything when I go home? Facing the out-of-control Kexin and Sijian, what attitude should I use to face them? Should I throw things crazy and vent? Will I beat Sijian and Kexin naked? I really don’t know how to face it?

I took out my cell phone and looked at the first call record in the mobile phone address book. The call record was Kexin. It was last night when we were talking. I hesitated for a long time. I dialed the phone again. The busy tone of the phone connecting sounded again. At this time, my heart was extremely nervous. How should I tell Kexin after answering the phone? Tell Kexin that I was already downstairs? I regretted making this call at this time. I didn’t decide what to say in advance and called the phone. I couldn’t help but feel anxious. But if I think about it carefully, I’m going to face it soon. I don’t have to say anything? Even after hanging up the phone, it won’t take me a minute to run home.

But when I thought about it, I hung up the phone myself

Yes, Kexin didn't answer the phone, why didn't Kexin answer the phone? Didn't you hear it? A scene appeared in my mind: Kexin and Sijian were having sex in Sijian's bedroom at this time. The heavy breathing sound, the sound of body impact, the sound of water rubbing the genitals, and Kexin's moan was let go... All sounds filled Sijian's room, and Kexin's cell phone was thrown in our bedroom. The screen was on, showing the caller ID of my phone. Thinking of the familiar ringtone, but the ringtone of the cell phone could not cover the sound of the two of them. The two had sex with each other, and they could not hear the precious call from her husband to Kexin... I called Kexin again, but in the end, I hung up automatically without answering it. I put down my phone and took a few deep breaths. My heart was hot and my body felt numb.

I clenched my fists and gave myself a comfort, but I couldn't find any reason to comfort myself

I went upstairs step by step along the stairs. In the past, every time I came back from a business trip, I would run upstairs, wishing I could cross two stairs one step, but this time I walked very steadily, step by step, and slowed down my pace

At this time, there is no such thing as returning home as before, but I am a little afraid. I am afraid that when facing a familiar person, I am a person who has changed his mind and no longer has a clean mind.

Although I walked very slowly, the road was finally over. I saw the familiar security door of my home

I stood at the gate. At this time, the corridor was very quiet. There was only the sound of cars coming from the windows of the stairwell, and the music played in the store outside the community. I stretched out my hand and wanted to knock on the door, but my hand stopped when it was only a short distance from the security door. I found that I could not control my body at this time. My brain dominated my hand to knock on the door, but my hand did not listen to my orders and did not knock on it for a long time.

In the end, I could only withdraw my hand, but my brain could control it normally. Could it be that God would not let me knock on the door? I turned my own approach to the security door, and I wanted to follow the sound. I was afraid, afraid that if the door opened, I was facing a Kexin with an orgasm on her face and full of surprise. I saw a Kexin who had just brought me a cuckold and her adopted son incest.

I couldn't hear it, and I finally put my ear on the security door. I don't know if there was no sound at home or because the sound insulation of the security door was so good, I didn't hear any sound. I relaxed a little in my heart. Regardless of the real situation at home, at least I didn't hear the sound now. It's better not to hear it than to hear it.

I took my head back, and then stood blankly at the door at a loss. I knocked on the door and used the key to open the door? I stood outside the door and was struggling. Maybe what I was struggling with was not knocking on the door and using the key to open the door, but whether I should go in. If I could open the door unintentionally at this time, maybe it would be best if I could open the door unintentionally at this time.

After thinking for a long time, I took out the keys of my home from my pocket, the diamond ring box in my pocket, and the appointment letter with the official seal.

I reached into the keyhole...I inserted the key into the door. My movement was very light and I made almost no sound.

I don't know why I'm so careful. Are you afraid of disturbing something? I gently rotated the key, and the movement was very light and soft, and the key kept changing angles in the keyhole.

Actually, my heart beats very fast, and I feel sweat dripping from my forehead

The weather is not hot now, but at this time I am a little sweaty and even dry mouth.

Click...

I had already twisted the key to the end, and the door lock was opened. The sound just now was the sound of the door lock pulling away from the door frame hole. I didn't open the door immediately because the sound of the door lock being opened could not be avoided. Even if I was careful, there would be a sound.

But I don't know if this sound was heard by Kexin and Sijian. If Kexin was cleaning the room in the living room? If Sijian was watching TV in the living room, if Kexin was guiding him to learn, if the two were fighting in Kexin or Sijian's bedroom at this time... I kept my posture motionless, afraid of disturbing the two people in the room. I was waiting. If the mother and son in the house were alarmed, the door should be pushed open at this time.

But after waiting for a long time, no sound came. I finally breathed a sigh of relief. After a while of sedimentation, I took a few deep breaths, slowly twisted the key, and the door opened little by little...