Chapter 88

The door opened. During this process, my heart was so nervous that I was extremely nervous. After the crack of the door opened, a familiar breath came to my face. But the smell of home made me feel strange and afraid. After the door opened, I did not leave and walked in. What I saw was the dark living room. There was no light in the whole house, and there was no intercourse and moan as I imagined. The whole room was quiet and terrible. I walked into the room. My steps were very light, but as soon as I started, I found that my legs and feet were numb. Unconsciously, I had been standing at the door for so long and walked into the room. My steps were very light.Later I quickly closed the door and blocked the light from the corridor outside. The whole room was silent. The doors of Kexin and Sijian were all open. Although I couldn't see clearly, I could see that the beds were very neat and there was no one in the figure. At this time, I felt relieved and finally could breathe loudly. I turned around and closed the door again. When I was accustomed to change my shoes, I was suddenly stunned. Where did Kexin and Sijian go? According to this time, the two should have rested. Where did the two go in the middle of the night? Today is the wedding anniversary of Kexin and I, and I have not come back.

Could it be that Sijian has accompanied Kexin on my wedding anniversary instead? Are the two of them having a candlelight dinner at this time? Or are they checking in a hotel room? I didn't take off my shoes or turn on the lights. I walked towards Kexin's bedroom and I to the bedroom. Turn on the lights and saw the familiar scene. Everything was what I looked like before I left. There was no change at all. The only change was that the bed sheets and quilt covers were replaced. There were still wedding photos of Kexin and Kexin's pajamas hanging on the wall. Kexin's pajamas were neatly stacked on the bed.On, the cup still took away the fragrance of Kexin, but it didn't have my taste. After all, I haven't been home for two months. I just don't know if Sijian smells on the quilt, but I can't tell it. I walked out of our bedroom, turned off the room light and came to the bathroom. Everything is still so familiar, yes, I'm so familiar. The last part of the video I saw was Sijian and Kexin had a relationship in the bathroom. I watched the virtual computer. Now I really saw the bathroom, and I couldn't help but think about it.The figures of Kexin and Sijian appeared, and the two were having sex forever... I shook my head. Whenever I thought of this scene, my head seemed to explode. When I opened my eyes, Kexin and Sijian in front of me had disappeared. I was patrolling the bathroom. I remember that when I went home that day, I smelled the semen in the bathroom. It seemed that Kexin and Sijian had just had sex in the bathroom, but I didn't have the courage to continue watching the video last night, so I didn't look for the truth that happened when I went home that night.The eyes were focused on the two underwear hanging in the bathroom. One was Kexin's lace underwear. This one was new and might have been worn by Kexin many times. But this was the first time I saw it, or Kexin bought it one day during my two months on business trip. This underwear is very sexy, only the bag in the middle is the thick cloth, and the other parts are lace. If Kexin wears it, outside of the vagina, the lower abdomen and hip hooks should be revealed, and the lower abdomen should show some pubic hair.

If this underwear was found in Kexin's wardrobe and was brand new, I would think it was Kexin who used it to welcome me back to flirt. But in fact, this underwear has been washed, it means that Kexin has been worn, not for me... What made me pay more attention to was another underwear on the crossbar of the clothes rack. A standard men's underwear was next to Kexin, which looked so huge. There was also fabric in the middle of the cloth to give the genitals a larger space. I had never paid attention to Sijian's underwear before.I know if this pair of underwear was bought with Kexin. According to other normal families, mother's underwear will not be placed with the children. Even on a clothes drying rack, it will not be tightly next to the edges of the two underwear and even overlap. There is no way, the length of the clothes drying rack is limited. I seemed to see Kexin and Sijian snuggling together. Kexin's head is resting on Sijian's shoulders. Sijian's bracelet is on Kexin's slender waist. The two are like these underwear, tightly next to each other, and some of their bodies overlap....I shook my head again, and the phantom in front of me gradually disappeared. I forced my eyes to move away from my underwear. I don't know if it was touching the scene or I was too tired recently and had hallucinations. I didn't go through the trash can because I couldn't bear too much blow in my heart. I was afraid that seeing something would suffocate me and walked out of the bathroom, turned off the light, and everything went into the darkness again. I turned my head and looked at Sijian's room. Sijian's room was undoubtedly the place that brought me the greatest pain. Ke Xin was desecrated for the first time to the real meaning of the first time.I lost my virginity. I didn't want to go to Sijian's room. I was afraid of being moved by the scene, but I was unwilling to accept it. So I gritted my teeth and walked towards Sijian's room. The door was open. I turned on the lights. The inside was still placed in the original, the neatly tidied desk, and the high-end sneakers placed on the floor. Those were all the shoes that Kexin bought for him were more expensive than mine. It's not that I can't afford it, but that I can't bear to let me go and I don't let Kexin buy me too expensive things, but I'm not stingy with them.

I don't want outsiders to laugh at it, nor do I want Sijian to think that I am a stingy person. I earn money and save money... Sijian's bed is also neat. I don't know if it's a coincidence or has never been changed. Sijian's mattress was still the day when Ke Xin lost her virginity. It was exactly like a closed one. What's even more ironic is that there were pajamas on Sijian's bed. There were two sets of Sijian's sets of men, and women. This room is Ke Xin and Sijian's love boudoir. The two of them slept together on the bed countless times, and the floor was still broken.I don't know if it's my illusion. I always feel a hormonal smell in Sijian's room. According to Kexin's clean personality, after every sex, I will clean the room cleanly without leaving any trace. But I always feel that maybe it's a psychological effect. When I see all this, I don't look for anything anymore. I walked out of Sijian's room decadently. At this moment, my heart is dead. There is no need to negotiate anymore. I don't need to confess. I don't need to be called Kexin this anniversary.If you have a reply, then she must be in a bustling place or silent. No matter which reason, it means that Kexin has found the pain that can replace me in this day. The pain that I saw when I saw the video and the pain that I saw when I went home were intertwined at this moment, as if the most bitter medicine in the world made me feel heartbroken. I want to cry at this moment, squatting on the ground and crying... I want to leave home immediately and never come back. But before leaving, I want to take away something, not property or clothing, but my parents' spiritual seat. This is the only spiritual seat of my parents whom I want to take away.I am enshrined on the balcony of my home, and the living room and the balcony are partitioned. I opened the door, walked into the balcony, and closed the door before I left. I wanted to stay with my parents for a while, kneeling in front of my parents' spiritual table. I wanted to repent, but I didn't know what I did wrong. I worked hard on my own hands. Starting a family and starting a career, God made me unable to have children, and becoming a useless man. Now my wife is also throwing into the arms of others. What kind of evil did I do? Just when I was repenting in front of my parents' spiritual table, I heard the sound of the door of the living room next to the balcony unlocking...