Chapter 107-111 Yan Yunru's Diary

November 1, sunny

It has been almost a month since my conversation with Xiaokan that day.

I've been trying to ease our relationship.

After careful calculation, it has been one month and seven days.

He still doesn't talk to me. I'm responsible for what I am today.

Last Saturday, he wanted to go to the mountain by Xuanmiao Lake. I went there with me with a silly face, but he still didn't talk to me all the time. I vaguely remember that the last time I went to climb this mountain was four or five years ago. We returned to this city together to welcome life after graduation.

At that time, he pulled me, laughed and laughed, taking photos and playing in the water, but now things have changed. Haha, who can blame me?

I am accused myself of being humble, unable to withstand temptation, and did not keep the bottom line.

I really know it's wrong.

During the conversation that day, he maintained restraint and did not even make the last point, leaving me with the last dignity.

I want to retreat as a step forward, take the initiative to file for divorce, take the initiative to file for purging myself and leave the house, which makes him feel distressed.

But unexpectedly, my straight husband actually thought about it seriously. After I had a rest after morning sickness, the first sentence he said was: You don’t need to leave the house with nothing.

Then he said: I’m not in a hurry today, the Civil Affairs Bureau will only go to work on Monday.

This sentence made me look at him in horror.

I saw a complicated emotion flashing in his eyes. This emotion contained love and pity for me, and anger that was so unsatisfied.

To be honest, if you can really beat me and make him vent your anger, just let him go and have a beat, but I also know that a man like him will definitely not be able to hit me.

He is an independent man, decisive and capable.

Sometimes he would play with a little boy's temper and even cry when facing huge setbacks.

But only I know that he is never cowardly, he just cries and vents his emotions.

After his emotions recovered, he always accumulates strength in the secret, carefully summarizes his experiences, lessons and shortcomings, and always waits for a comeback.

Now, I know that he has experienced another major setback in his life.

These setbacks are not because he is not outstanding or because he has made a mistake.

But he was in a state of turbulent officialdom and had no time to wait.

With my knowledge of him for many years, he would never indulge in it.

The only thing he needs to worry about is that he must not be inside that time and cannot get out.

As long as it comes out, it is only a matter of time before he makes a comeback.

My man knows this best.

In fact, he had faced such setbacks several times when he was a student.

Every time I accompanied him through the most difficult time.

But this time, I gave him the deadliest backstab.

From then on, whether he chewed the bitterness of frustration or slept with firewood and tasted gall, he probably wouldn't let me participate in these processes again.

This feeling made me start to feel empty, completely empty, so uncomfortable.

On Monday, I got up tremblingly, and he got up too, and then drove to Seoul County to work.

I breathed a sigh of relief and did not go to the Civil Affairs Bureau.

He hasn't said anything to me for a month since then.

He ignored me, well, it was his personality. I always felt that I should talk to him, but I didn’t know how to talk, because no matter how I said it, it was my fault and he was the victim.

It was a long holiday not long after. I wanted him to drive back to my parents' house, but he still ignored me.

In the end, I went back alone. I usually drive less, so I wanted him to accompany me. He used to accompany me.

I don't know what he is thinking now, so I began to tentatively send him a WeChat message. I thought he wouldn't reply to me, because he had never spoken to me until now.

Unexpectedly, he replied to me, but he always had no suggestions or opinions on what I said, just some, yes, I got it.

I was not discouraged, and I would still send him a message every now and then, either he would not reply to me.

Alas, you should cherish the person in front of you and don’t wait until you lose it before regretting it.

Now I remembered countless times when I was having sex with him. I really wanted to go back to the past and it was fine if nothing happened.

What impressed me was that my husband said that I had a bad view of my views.

I thought about it carefully and it was indeed correct.

Those who are married and cheating and those who are intimate even though they know that the other party is married have a bad view. No matter what their current relationship status is, they should not be an excuse for cheating.

Especially in many cases, third parties can pat their butts and leave at any time, while people in marriage may have their marriage broken and their wives and children separated, so the cost of third parties is very low, while those who cheat have to pay a considerable price.

I don’t know what my brother will choose in the future. I am still trying to save my marriage. On the one hand, I try not to make myself too sad. After all, the children in my belly are the most important.

My husband is my childhood sweetheart, and I have only been a woman. I really hurt him deeply. I hope the situation can develop in a good direction.

November 3rd, light rain

The drizzle slapped on the window.

I lay in the bedroom, stroking my stomach.

Today I took a day off to rest at home to take care of my baby.

I have calculated the date many times repeatedly, and the child should be my husband's.

well.

Maybe someone will scold me for not really regretting cheating, but just regretting cheating being discovered.

Alas, maybe that's the case.

However, I really heard Sister Ting tell me that Brother Xiaokan knew that, and suddenly I woke up from a big dream, all kinds of fear and despair rushed into my mind.

The funny thing is that just not long ago I was thinking about whether to give birth to the man, even though the probability of this child being him is not high.

I'm really confused.

After hearing Sister Ting tell me, my first reaction was to abort the child as soon as possible just in case.

But things went against my wishes. Because of my negligence, the pregnancy test paper did not flush out and floated up from the toilet again.

Everyone knows about my pregnancy.

There is no way, the parent-child venous blood test during pregnancy will take at least the third month.

There is still a long month to wait.

Maybe I should have this disaster in my destiny.

Think about the days when my brother Xiaokan and I went through, the ups and downs we experienced together, the vows, and the words I promised to him.

Why did things turn out like this?

It is true that I admired and admired that man at first.

But it doesn't mean I'm going to accept cheating.

Just like the male stars I like, but I really want to let them appear in front of me and make me cheat.

But God arranged a series of events for me later.

It made me think randomly, and that man also had ideas.

It turned out to be a big mistake.

I still remember that day in the flood, I hugged him tightly from my life instinct.

In fact, at that time, my body already had a strange feeling.

That man was the same. I said I liked to eat that kind of bamboo shoots and just said it casually, why did I have to plant that bamboo shoot for me?

Alas, it's too late to say anything now.

Brother Xiaokan, I really don’t have the idea of ​​leaving you at all.

I just lost my way.

You must not leave me.

Alas, I hate it. I don’t know how to make him believe me now.

Sister Ting said that he has a story in Tibet, and Brother Xiaokan now thinks I only have one time.

If this is the case, everything seems to have hope, and it seems to have no hope at all.

Maybe, should I have a good chat with my husband?

November 5th, sunny

It was another weekend two days ago, and my husband went home.

We were staying at home together on Sunday. Since this year, we have been busy with our own affairs in the first half of the year. We have not had time to stay together for a long time. I miss Ah so much.

After breakfast, he went to play games. As I remember, it seemed that he hadn't played games for a long time.

I just sat on his lap and watched him play. Although I couldn't understand, I just wanted to accompany him quietly. If he didn't like to talk to me, then I wouldn't talk and sit on his lap obediently.

To be honest, my husband picked up a game that he had never played again since he came back from Tibet, which made me very complicated.

On the one hand, it means that he did not do anything else and did not focus too much on continuing investigations or revenge, which made me feel relieved.

I am not worried about that man, I am just worried that my brother will not receive any more harm in this process.

On the other hand, to be honest, I don’t know if playing games is depraved for a cadre. I sincerely hope that Brother Xiaokan will not be discouraged and continue to maintain a vigor and to maintain a state of vitality.

The two of them remained silent, only the sound of the game was heard.

Although there was such silence before, it was different. The silence at that time was different from the silence now.

I have now habitually divided things into what happened before September 23 and after September 23.

Because it was that day, Sister Ting told me that Brother Xiaokan knew about me.

Since that day, my world has turned gray and I have had the idea of ​​suicide. So I have seen many people on the Internet saying that I want to jump down from the upper floor, how much I feel now because I have had this idea.

Even when he was driving, I thought about opening the car door and jumping down. Will he worry about my safety? Now I think about it so stupid. Women are really too emotional and easy to act irritably.

Yunru, you have to hold on, come on!

November 6th, sunny

My husband drove back to Seoul County to work by himself.

My heart is empty.

Another weekend has passed, and I still don’t have the courage to talk to my husband.

sorry.

November 14th, sunny

This weekend just passed, I finally mustered up the courage to chat with Brother Xiaokan.

I confessed to my husband the process of making a mistake according to the part that Sister Ting had already revealed.

I thought he would be very angry, but I only read a distrust and disbelief from his eyes.

He didn't even respond too much, but just shook his head gently.

I thought about it for a long time before I figured out that the meaning of this shaking my head was:

Your confession has no information value and no place to believe.

Could it be that he started to investigate secretly again?

This feeling is very, very bad, which makes me start to think about it again.

In order to make myself feel more at ease, when I was watching TV together at night, I put my hand on his arm, it was very good. I didn't push me away or shake my hand away, which was much better than before.

And I watched some funny videos on the computer and tried to make myself happy, after all, I was pregnant with a baby in my belly.

He sat beside him and looked at it, laughing out loud.

When I went to bed last night, I put my feet in his bed with cold feet, and he didn't drive me away.

This morning he was going to take me to work at Seoul County first.

While in the elevator, he actually said something to me. Although the content was to confirm whether I had the car keys, neither of them took them and turned them back to get the keys, which led to lateness.

Things seemed to be moving in a good direction, and I didn't always cry in front of him, and I always smiled at him.

He should like me to talk to him with a smile on his face.

November 15th, sunny

I have figured it out a little now. Remember not to be rushing to achieve success, take it slowly.

I really want him to respond to me. Going back to the past, but I forgot that he was hurt by me, so I can only do my best to be kind to him.

November 17, sunny

I'm very happy today.

Because of something, Xiaokan's brother drove back to Haidong City from Seoul County to do business.

After finishing my business, I picked me up from get off work and went home together. In the elevator, I deliberately got close to him, then put my chest against his arm, and looked at him silently, but he didn't even hide.

You should know that for more than a month, as soon as I approach him, he will be like a hedgehog, hiding far away from me, or if I hold him, he will shake my hand away.

There was no such thing today, and I was happy for a long time. There is also, my parents-in-law are not here today. We were at home tonight. I took the initiative to cook dinner. Although considering the inconvenience of pregnancy, I fried two simplest and convenient dishes, one fried eggs with tomatoes and the other fried meat with green peppers. We ate all the food.

There is a saying that if you want to grasp a man's heart, you must first grasp his stomach. It seems that I have to learn how to cook.

After this happened, I realized the importance of him. In the past, when his work was not going well, he would enlighten me and give me advice. Now he can only hold it in his own hands. I am so depressed. I really hope he can speak to me, really hope.

When he was playing games at night, I sat in his arms and watched him play. From time to time, I touched his head, kissed him, and then pulled his arm over and surrounded me. He did not resist or speak.

I let him do it.

It seems that he is not as resistant to me as before, it's great.

November 18th, sunny

My husband has something to do this morning, so he stayed at home for lunch before leaving.

After we finished talking last night, I sat on his lap, pressed it against his ear, and whispered, "Go and take a shower, I'll wait for you."

He just replied softly to me, "You are pregnant, your health is important, don't hurt the child."

So I went to bed after washing up.

But he didn't come back to his senses: when he was pregnant with Yaya, he always said not to hurt our children, but now he doesn't say our prefix.

Sure enough, do you doubt the child in your belly?

Alas, I will go to the paternity test as soon as three months arrives.

I got off work early this morning, so I bought cold dishes on the road. When I got home, he was boxing, and he was hitting fiercely. I suspected that he was preparing for me, the boss's sandbag.

He has never attacked me for so many years.

Even if such a thing happened, he didn't.

He has been a very gentle person since high school, which is what I like about him.

At noon, for the first time, he took the initiative to talk to me about cheating, which made me particularly touched.

He criticized me, saying that I don’t think the nature of this matter is that serious, but he thinks it can be as serious as a divorce.

And I cheated but didn't pay the price, so this made me even less serious.

To be honest, it really made me happy that he told me this. Even if he criticized me severely, it made me happy. It was better than not being confused and not talking for more than a month.

But I didn't think about how to answer him.

I could only repeatedly assure him, express my opinion to him, tell him how much I love him, but I was just confused for a moment, but looking at his expression, I didn't agree with what I said.

He also said that I had thought about the consequences of my cheating, and that he was determined that he would not leave me, so he was unscrupulous.

He asked what I would think if he was sleeping with other girls in Haidong City.

I said that if you think doing this will make you more psychologically balanced, you can do that, including going back to Tibet from time to time, it doesn’t matter.

He said, do I think he can't find it.

I quickly said no, I really want you to go out and look for it, as long as you have a psychological balance.

He said without thinking, don’t take me the same as you think!

He used the word "you" to refer to whom I and, and the meaning is naturally very clear.

Did he still treat me as an outsider?

well.

November 23, sunny

This weekend just passed, my husband didn’t go home and he was going on a business trip.

Although he knew that he actually wanted to go home, he only went home mid-week.

However, I am still very disappointed.

I miss my little kan brother Ah very much.

I quietly locked the bedroom door, covered the quilt, and cried bitterly.

When did you cry like this last time?

My body shook, it seemed like it was in Huangshan those two days, right?

Alas, that was when sin just began.

Sister Ting's voice seemed to sound in my ears: Sister Yunru, stop crying, don't worry, I'm doing a good job of confidentiality, I won't know if I talk about it.

At that time, I was still lying on my slump. Facing Sister Ting's soft words, I felt a great grievance that made me sobbed. What was that grievance?

Is it the pain from my own tide-like pleasure disappearing?

Or is it from guilt about marriage?

Or is it from the confusion about love?

……

I didn't know at that time, really didn't know.

The WeChat ringtone rang, and I was not in the mood to answer. I wanted to turn it off at will, but just as I stretched out my fingers to scratch, a huge fear made me forget everything around me for a moment.

Talking about brother.

The four words "Little Talking about Brother" appeared on the mobile phone screen, "Your husband, dear husband."

Sister Ting obviously saw it too. She immediately fell in my ear and ordered seriously: Don’t answer!

Sister Ting threw her cell phone into the big bed in the bedroom.

what to do?what to do?How should I tell him?At that time, I looked at Sister Ting in horror, but in the end I grabbed the hand of the man lying beside me.

Don't be afraid.The man patted my hand gently and said to Sister Ting next to me: Take her to the bathroom for a shower.

Sister Ting nodded to the man with a smile, and helped me, who was already a little exhausted at that time, walk towards the bathroom.

As planned, it was OK, everything was in that man's plan.

The warm water flow gradually soothes my nerves, and the initial fear is slowly suppressed by the will.

Yes, I have taken that step, how can I turn back now?

I'm talking about brother, it's Yunru who is sorry for you...

According to Sister Ting's arrangement, I left the bathroom first and it was not until WeChat rang for a long time for the third time.

In fact, as soon as the WeChat phone was connected, I realized that my husband's behavior was obviously different from usual, and kept asking where I was?

When he was told that he was in the hotel, he repeatedly confirmed which hotel he was in?

He also asked himself to take a picture of the room.

At that moment, I was so scared that I still pretended to be innocent. I was so afraid that that man would appear in the camera!

But I had to take pictures.

When Sun Xiaokan asked who was in the bathroom, my heart almost collapsed because she knew that her husband was really doubting herself.

I cried. It was not because my husband was suspected, but because I really felt sorry for him and that childhood sweetheart, who really loved me!

I really want to kneel in front of my husband and ask for his forgiveness immediately. I really want to go back to the past, but is it still possible?

I have no confidence, not because I have no confidence in forgiveing ​​myself with Brother Xiaokan, but because I have no confidence in myself at all.

Later, Sister Ting appeared in time to resolve the crisis, otherwise I was really afraid that Sun Xiaokan would find that there was another living room. If he firmly asked to go to the living room to take a photo, what should I do?

Hang up WeChat, and my phone prompted WeChat to try to log in on another computer. I knew this was to check my privacy.

Fortunately, Sister Ting was prepared and applied for another mobile phone card for me in advance, and all the secrets were there.

Sister Yunru, Sun Xiaokan will be a hundred times worried about you now. I helped you pass this level, why do you thank me?

Sister Ting's delicate voice came from the side, but my tears were circling in my eyes, but there was no way. I stood up silently and walked to the living room with Sister Ting...

I came back to my senses from my memories.

By the way, that mobile phone and mobile phone card are still hidden in the deepest part of the bottom layer of my office drawer.

Find an opportunity to destroy it.

The brief reluctance and nostalgia passed through my mind.

Those scenes returned to my thoughts.

Sister Ting always said that I was smiling so charmingly when I was in bed with that man. When she said this, she was walking to a dining table in the living room with her slender legs, putting her plump buttocks on the edge of the table and laying down on her side.

At this time, Sister Ting was almost naked, with only a short black skirt hanging loosely around her waist, a pair of black shiny pointed high heels on her feet, and she was in a state of slimness.

The snow-white and slender body erected on the table, like a mermaid, with an attractive flesh glow all over.

The man also came to the table and lay down on Sister Ting's fleshy jade back.

Grasp the woman's knee bend, raise one of her beautiful legs perpendicular to the table, and pushes her fully erect penis towards the woman's vagina with a wide open door. With a thunderous sound, the egg-sized glans stretched out the two labia and slowly and firmly drilled in.

Ah……

The air in the vagina was discharged, and the thick and hard penis stretched out every inch of the wrinkles, reaching the deepest softness.

Sister Ting let out a satisfying and joyful voice, hooking her head and watching the man's powerful entry, as if she was unwilling to miss any details.

One of her feet was pillowing on the man's legs, and the other raised high feet kept shaking with the man's thrust, and the bright black toenails shone with an attractive luster in the air.

As the man's thrusting became more and more powerful, the pleasure in her body became stronger and stronger. She supported the table with one hand, freed up the other hand on her breasts, and rubbed it hard with the rhythm of thrusting, and the humming in her mouth became even more ecstatic...

I don't know how long it has passed.

Their battlefield had already come from the table to the big bed.

I don’t know how long it has passed, but I also lay on the big bed.

I don’t know how long it has passed, but I couldn’t help it and started to moan.

Hold it yourself and divert it a little further.The man thrust for a while and handed the raised leg to its owner, Yan Yunru.

Looking at Sister Ting, who had already quit the battle many times, I turned my face back and looked at the man, obediently holding my calves, and with the help of that man, he lowered his legs downward, thus opening my vagina wider.

I'm so mean, I've never talked to Xiaokan like this.

But at that time, I just looked at the round glans with water, glowing with water, and my breath became a little heavy. I knew how much happiness that coming moment would bring to myself.

……

I can't recall anymore, I've already started to feel a slight spasm between my legs.

If the body reacts at this time, it will be detrimental to the fetus.

I forced myself to withdraw my thoughts.

Then I scolded myself hard: Yan Yunru, you bastard, why are you still hesitating?Quickly wipe your butt clean and destroy the phone and card as soon as possible. You must be with Brother Xiaokan in the future!!!

November 24, Yin

I finally walked out of my lost emotion.

I also reflected on myself, and the reasons for the failure of my conversations with Xiaokan brother were the few times.

I know that my husband has always been very angry, but he hasn't shown it in front of me during this period.

But I guess he's been waiting for my explanation.

I actually really want to have a good chat with him, but when he was not at home, I thought about it quietly when I was raising my baby alone, but found that things were far from that simple.

I know that men must be curious, and no man doesn’t want to know every detail of his wife.

But I also guessed that Brother Xiaokan was reluctant to hear more details from me, because those details might not be able to stand him.

From the perspective of Xiaokan brother, I actually understand and understand my mind very well.

He may no longer trust me, and he will not believe anything I explained.

However, he wanted me to explain it to him again, and I explained it, but he was afraid that he would feel that what I said was hidden, and wanted to know the truth, but he was hurt again, and he thought I would lie.

We may be in a few sentences after repeated thoughts~~

This is really a dead knot.

Put yourself in your heart and stand on my side. What if, what if Brother Xiaokan tells me later that he will go to find that man, just want to warn him a few words and warn him to stay away, will I believe it?

I told him that there was not much between me and him. I don’t have much love for him. I really love my husband. I promised my husband that there would be no next time. Will my brother Kan believe it again?

This is a suspicious chain. From the beginning of cheating, this suspicious chain cannot be untied.

It is a dead knot, an unsolvable dead knot.

Under this chain of suspicion, many things are unsolvable.

For example, in the eyes of my husband, my wife will almost certainly hide some of the facts.

Moreover, my husband doesn’t know what his wife is hiding and how much she hides it, so in the eyes of my husband, every word his wife says may be fake.

Even if I confess everything, my husband will still think that the woman is not honest and will have thorns and force herself to continue. I am afraid that he will sarcastically and sarcastically from time to time, or ignore me. How can he have any kindness in the future!

Alas, it’s so sad, the sadness that has cooled the bones.

Even if we break this chain of suspicion through some tacit understanding and confess all the facts to each other, it still does not mean that all the problems have been solved.

Can he accept that I was so relaxed under that man?

Are the consequences of my complete confession more serious?

It seems reasonable to think about many cheating women hiding details.

Moreover, after confessing all the details, as long as I have done any sexual activities with that man, I can no longer refuse my husband, and I have to show a very happy look. I cannot be more conservative than being with that man. Even if I actually don’t like some sexual scenes, it’s just that when I was with that man, my higher sexual experience made me unable to help myself.

When I was with Brother Xiaokan later, if I didn’t have this higher sexual experience, would I still be willing to do those things?

Although all this is not fair to Brother Xiaokan.

Alas, I don’t think about it anymore, my brain is wide and painful.

November 29, cloudy

During this period, I found two details.

The details that made me start thinking about it again.

The first thing is that my brother Kan came back this weekend. I came out after taking a shower in the evening and saw my husband leaning halfway on the bed in the study, with a meaningful smile on his face. In this smile, I read a new meaning of confidence.

You should know that except for seeing Yaya at home, he was always stern. I was curious about what he was laughing at, so I rushed over and saw him chatting on WeChat with someone.

I really don’t know who he can talk about WeChat in the middle of the night. Recently, I usually play mobile games with my mobile phone, and I rarely chat with WeChat.

When he saw me coming, he quickly quit the chat interface and refused to let me watch it, so I quit.

Actually, I kind of hope he is sending WeChat messages to other girls.

I'm afraid I'm really sending WeChat messages to other girls.

well.

The second detail.

I went to apply for the ETC for the new car and was also registered under my name.

In this way, every time the new car gets on and off the highway, the ETC automatic deduction system will send me a message, when is the time of the year, month and day, from which highway port, etc.

I have always ignored this information before.

Today I suddenly remembered that the car was driven by Brother Xiaokan.

So I couldn't help but look at the message, thinking about the way my dear old man opened his car, and couldn't help laughing at the corners of my mouth.

I really miss him Ah, thinking about him every moment.

But as I looked, I realized something was wrong.

According to the time he got off the highway, I recalled the time he got home with me.

After getting off the expressway in Haidong City, it was two hours before getting home.

Every time he returned to Haidong City, he was outside for more than an hour.

What did he do in the past hour?!

December 3rd, sunny weather

Today, I ran out secretly.

My parents-in-law thought I was at work, but in fact I asked for leave from the TV station.

I went to paternity test.

I had already made an appointment and came almost the first time after the arrival date.

I must confirm that the child in my belly belongs to my husband, otherwise I will go crazy if I keep hanging around.

However, thinking about the fact that after three months, pregnant women can have sex, which means I can seduce my husband.

Hopefully sex will restore our relationship a little.

Thinking of this, I couldn't help laughing.

Looking back at the diary for more than a month, I was simply looking for candy in the glass residue. Every time he was expressionless and ignored me, my heart was really like a knife, but it wasn't his fault. He didn't want to do this, but he had a thorn in his heart, which was very uncomfortable.

It's just shown.

In fact, I have thought a lot in the past month.

It was all caused by me that he went from being so funny to being a taciturn man like now.

No matter how long it takes for him to recover, I will be with him.

Husband, you confessed to me back then.

Now, I'm chasing you.

On the road of marriage, family and love, I have been lost once, and there will be no second time.

I will raise the child in my belly well because this is a gift I give you, a gift that represents my sincerity.

I will give you everything I have without reservation for our future sex, and I will not refuse any requests from you again

I want to start from scratch and chase your heart again.

The potions in the hospital smell bad.

I was full of expectations and registered alone, queuing up.

I actually have to do blood routine first to ensure that the white blood cells are not high.

Just do it, hope everything goes well.

Fortunately, the indicators went well.

There are three methods for collecting fetal paternity test samples, namely amniotic fluid sample collection, and obstetricians draw a small amount of amniotic fluid from the abdominal wall of the mother as a sample under the monitoring of B-ultrasound; a small part of the chorionic cell tissue (placenta) is extracted as the test sample; and venous blood collection uses an anticoagulant tube to extract about 10 ml of venous blood in the pregnant woman's arm.

The first two look scary, and I chose the method of blood collection intravenously.

The cold needle pierced into the blood vessels, and it hurt a little.

It hurts, the more punishment I will be, the better.

I processed the expedited process, but I was about to get off work.

It doesn't matter, I'll know the result tomorrow.

It must be my husband's child.

Well, it must be my brother.

must.

When I got home, I felt relieved.

It seems that I will say goodbye to those unbearable days and a new life is about to usher in.

I waved my hand, trying to erase that memory.

But those scenes still couldn't help but keep coming into my mind.

It seems that my body feels.

Well, let’s recall it last time.

It will end anyway, isn't it?