Chapter 33-34

She licked it and did not crack, but her lips were very shiny, and she gently opened the sandalwood mouth. The pink little bird's tongue swam out of her warm nest like a snake. The tip of her tongue gently tapped my nipples. In an instant, a faint current spread to all parts of her body with the bulge as the origin. If as a man, there is any touch that fascinates me besides that trembling, the nipples are a very important point, and this is also a retention program for every sex.

My wife's tongue was warm and wet. When she licked her nipples, she made a sound that was particularly obvious in the quiet dark night. Her hands were not idle either. She gently pinched the other nipples with one hand, and put the other hand into my panties and tucked the gradually erect cock.

Like it?The wife asked softly.

~Yeah~ I answered with my eyes closed.

Then don’t be angry with your wife, okay?

My wife still felt that it was her fault for the awkward atmosphere, not mine, which moved me and felt a little guilty.

I love you, wife.My wife chuckled. Although I didn't see her expression, I could hear the smile sweetly and happy. She kissed the nipples that she had been licking, and took off my underwear with her hands and feet.

I don’t want my husband to be tired, can we hurry up?She whispered softly in my ear, and then licked my earlobe.

~Well~~ My wife stepped on me, and then I felt that she had taken off her panties at some point, gently moved her butt, and searched for my cock with her wet hole. After years of tacit understanding, she had not been searching for too long. A tight slit of flesh was accurately placed on the glans.

~Ah~!She let out a gentle breath and let out a soft moan. The gap between the two fleshy lips was squeezed open. I could almost hear the sound of the mouth of the hole swallowing the glans through the quilt. It was indeed so slippery that it was so wet. Thinking of my cousin's contribution here, I still felt a little strange, a little sour and a little refreshing. The so-called sourness is nothing more than that.

You lie down, I'll move.My wife said sweetly with her arms around my neck.

I hugged my wife and placed my hand on her buttocks that kept rising and falling, feeling the power fluctuations, the sound of the body hitting, the squeaking mattresses, and the heavy breathing of my wife formed a lewd symphony. I felt my body heat up very quickly, and the numbness in my waist and eyes became stronger and stronger. I unconsciously remembered the scene on the balcony before. It didn't matter. After thinking about it, I felt like a catalyst in a chemical reaction, and my body seemed to burn violently.

~Ah!~Uh~~!!I could no longer resist the original reaction of my body. I groaned, pinched my wife's buttocks tightly with both hands, and thrust my lower body up a few times, and shot all the semen into my wife's body.

You... don't move first~ My wife gasped and said, "Hold me and turn over, let me lie down and pull it out, don't... don't leak on the bed."

I hugged her as my wife told me, slowly turned over and turned into a traditional position of men and women. I took the tissue handed over by my wife, slowly pulled the penis out of her messy vagina, and wiped it quickly while it did not drip on the bed sheets and quilts.

My wife lifted the quilt, pinched it into a ball with several tissues to block the vaginal opening, and walked into the bathroom with bare butt. I looked at her back and listened to the sound of running water coming from the bathroom, and couldn't help feeling the whole body feel happy.

I saw off my parents and cousin's family, and the noisy week of home has returned to the tranquility of the past. The lively feeling is replaced by the familiar warmth. Both of us stayed for an extra day when we arranged the holiday, so that there was still one and a half days to rest to welcome the work of the new year.

I didn't take my mother's ultimatum-like threat to heart. I also comforted my wife like this. If there were no children, at worst, we would have lived the New Year next year. After being away from home for a long time, my sense of independence made me hate it and be controlled by everything like a child.

I have a child out of my own will, not to meet anyone’s requirements. Even if I were the parents who gave birth to me and raised me, the facts proved that I thought I was mature and steady, but overestimated the influence of acquired social cognition on the marks portrayed in my body by innate blood.

Just less than a month after they were back and I was still preparing for my cousin's return, I received a call from my father, who told me that my grandma was sick.

I haven't mentioned my grandmother too much before, but she is a relative who has left many traces in my life. This time, I wanted my parents to bring my grandmother to Shanghai for the New Year, but it was not possible to travel in the end. This includes the factors that the elderly are unwilling to travel far, and some subtle influences of the relationship between mother-in-law and daughter-in-law.

When I was in junior high school, I chose to leave my family to study alone. This is an incredible thing for the local teenagers in my hometown, even today twenty years later. For this reason, I have almost become a legend in the town and the child of other people's families when countless parents educate their children. I was not born so unique, and it was my grandmother who led me to do this feat.

Grandma's life experience is a secret secret. According to the background of various fragmentary information he heard when he was a child, grandma was the daughter of a wealthy family before liberation. As for where the wealthy family was, some said it was the largest city in the Far East at that time, Shanghai where I am now, and some said it was Nanjing where the Republic of China government was located. After liberation, due to well-known reasons, the family fled to a small mainland town. It is said that grandma was both temperament and beauty when she was young, and she could not hide it so outstandingly. In order to get rid of the harassment and even threats of some unscrupulous cadres, grandma unexpectedly married her ordinary and honest grandfather and decisively joined the proletariat from the bourgeoisie, causing those who covet her to lose the biggest excuse to invade her.

Not long after, my father was born. He completely inherited the honest duties of his father, that is, my grandfather, and had nothing to do with his mother's shrewdness and courage. My mother was a strong woman, which destined that my grandmother would not have much favorable feelings for this daughter-in-law from the perspective of a mother or a woman.

Maybe I know the impact of the environment on a person, and I don’t want my grandson to repeat my son’s mistakes. When I was in junior high school, my grandmother went to the provincial capital to go to school, which directly made me the present. To a certain extent, my feelings for my grandmother are no less than my feelings for my parents, and I even have it. So when I heard that my grandmother was sick, my first reaction was that I had to go back and see her so as not to leave a lifetime regret.

My wife once heard me tell my grandma's story, so she chose to go back with me without much hesitation. We both had to take leave and go back home not long after the Spring Festival holiday.

At this time, the first month of the year was just out, and the people in my hometown had not yet come back to their senses from the lazy state of rest during the Chinese New Year. According to my understanding, I know that as long as I see those relatives and friends, I will not be able to complete the visiting task without three or five days, so I did not dare to go home. Instead, I rushed to the hospital to accompany my grandmother as soon as possible, and then stayed with my wife in a hotel near the hospital for two nights. Those days basically went to the hospital during the day and went back to bed at night. After two days, I came back at almost two o'clock. By the way, there were three people when we came back.

My cousin almost finished cooking the family affairs and was happily sent out by Xiaofang. We took the opportunity to return home with him.

During the few days I went back, I was worried, and this state continued on the way back. My wife always thought I was worried about my grandmother's condition and kept comforting me. Only I knew what I was thinking. I could ignore or even be hostile to my parents' inspiration for me, but I could not look at my grandmother directly when I saw her great-grandson with kind eyes. Thinking of our current situation and my grandmother's physical condition, I fell into great pain.

The matter of having a child has exhausted us both physically and mentally. We have thought about it, even tried it, but we still got nothing. At this time, I was like a trapped gambler, with red eyes trying to use the limited chips in my hand to get the best result possible.

Another bold plan emerged in my mind, one that made me tremble all over when I remembered it, yes, you probably thought of it.

After returning to Shanghai, I settled my cousin at home and moved into the second bedroom where my parents lived before.

Husband, I have a friend who works in a 4S store. He may be able to find a job for Shunzi to provide food and accommodation, and they are also responsible for providing various training for new employees. Although the salary is not very high, it is enough for him to gain a foothold in a short period of time.That day, my wife returned home and happily introduced her achievements to me. I quietly pulled her into the bedroom and sat in front of the small coffee table on the bay windowsill.

Wife, I'll tell you something.My face was very solemn.What's wrong?The wife became nervous.

I've been under a lot of pressure these days.My voice was a little weak.

My wife touched my cheek with a pity. Don’t worry too much. Grandma is in good spirits. I thought that if the medical conditions in my hometown are not enough, we will bring her to Shanghai for treatment. With our relationship, we should be able to find a good hospital for her.

Thank you wife.I held her little hand that was gently pressing on my face.

What's this? We are husband and wife.My wife smiled sweetly at me.

Wife, I... I suddenly felt extremely ashamed of what I was about to say.

What's wrong with you?Hesitant?The wife's face was full of suspicion.

I want to tell you about the child.When I spoke, I looked down at the teacup in front of me, not daring to look up at her expression.

What gave me back was a long speechlessness, and time seemed to have frozen. After a long time, there was a heavy breathing sound.

Why do you want to talk about this again?I mustered up the courage to look up at my wife's face, and a trace of sadness floated on his face, and for a moment all the ups and downs about this came up.

I sighed and shook my head, ~ Alas!I thought I could let it go, but when I heard my grandma ask when I could see our children, my heart...ah!...

But?But we have tried everything we should try, what else do you have?The wife asked helplessly.

It's Ah, what can I do?

What can I do?

What else can I come up with besides hating my incompetence?

I was speechless for a moment.

Otherwise ~~ My wife said, "Why don't we go and confess your situation to my parents and then do test tubes?"I struggled a little, but it almost vetoed it in an instant. No, this risk is too great. I don’t know whether my parents-in-law can accept it. But if it is transmitted to my parents, it will be really over. I will make them the laughing stock of everyone. You don’t know the lethality of gossip in our hometown.

Then what do you think you should do?My wife was also a little anxious.

This is what I want to discuss with you.I said.

What's up?I closed my eyes, felt the violent heartbeat like a drumbeat, and my teeth bit my lower lip and almost bleed. In just a few seconds, I fought countless times in my heart, and finally spoke.

Borrow the seeds again, and the straight.I finished speaking, forcing myself to open my eyes to look at my wife. I knew this was something I had to face. I saw my wife's face with an almost petrified expression, her big eyes staring at me, and her small mouth was slightly open. If the two blush on her face were rapidly expanding at a speed visible to the naked eye, I almost really thought that time had stopped in front of my shamelessness.

Zhu Jinyan, please say it again.The wife's voice trembled slightly.Me ~~?I really can't say it again.

What do you think of me?Are fertility tools?I cooperated with you before because I loved you, but do you know how much I paid?I almost did something to be sorry for you. I was ashamed of this and miss of death. Do you know?What did you say at that time?You said that if we had no children, we would have lived up to our lives to spend the rest of our lives, but how long has it been?What exactly do you think of me?You say it!

I thought my wife would have a reaction, or even a fierce reaction, but such a fierce reaction was beyond my expectations. I was stunned for a moment and didn't know how to answer.

Wife, I...

You push me to other men again and again, let me do things that can only be done between husband and wife. Is this child so important to you?

Wife, this is really the last time, okay?Believe me, if I fail this time, I will never mention it in my life. And no matter whether I succeed or not, I will keep my mouth shut. At worst, I will never go back to my hometown in my life.I swear incoherently but made my wife laugh. She stood up, dragged her suitcase from the cloakroom, rummaging through the cabinet and stuffing clothes into it.

What are you doing?I paniced when I saw her actions.

She didn't raise her head either. You are in a bad state these days. I don't want to quarrel with you. Let's calm down. I'll stay at a friend's house for a few days. When did you figure it out and call me. Remember not to come to the unit to find me, nor am I am allowed to disturb my parents!

If you have something to say, don't run away from home.I was so anxious that I grabbed her hand pulling the suitcase.

Let go!Her roar really made me let go. My wife is gentle and obedient to me, but she becomes stubborn and shows the independence and strength of urban women to the fullest.

With a bang, my wife turned away under my eyes, leaving me standing in the living room with a look of sadness. My cousin also walked out when he heard the movement, and the fool also saw what was going on.

Brother, sister-in-law~~

fine.I forced myself to calm down, squeezed out a smile, and had some small conflicts.

Is it because of me?My cousin asked carefully, "I will move out after finding a job, and at most I will come back to see you."

Not for this.I shook my head and said something plausible, it has nothing to do with you.

My cousin looked at me, and there was a clear bitterness and grievance on his face. Perhaps he was also wondering why when he called out to his sister that day, his sister-in-law obviously welcomed his upcoming return, and this happened when he first came.

I patted his shoulder. It was really a matter between us. I just didn't know how to tell you. She came back just now and told me about finding a job for you.

Then why don't I go and talk to her and explain my thoughts.

Need not.I shook my hand and thought to myself that you don’t know what we are arguing, and it’s useless to say anything.

On the day I left home, my wife turned off her phone. No matter how hard I bombarded it, it was useless. So I could only leave a message through WeChat to say that I was wrong. As long as she could come back, we would still return to the original life track and find a job for Shunzi to live out. This matter was then given up.

The next day, I asked my cousin to rest at home for a while. When I was at work, I made a phone call every once in a while. My wife did not turn off this time, but she refused to answer the call. I could only say all the good things through WeChat again. The busy work could not make me focus all my energy on her, so I could only think about starting a phone offensive after I got home at night.

On the way home, I was thinking about what words to use to win back my wife and what takeaway to order to fill my stomach at night. When I dragged my tired body to open the door, I heard the laughter and joy coming from the room. This was completely different from my idea. Could it be that everything I had experienced before was a dream?

I was stunned for a few seconds before I realized that my wife was back!

Brother, you're back.My cousin came to the door to greet me with a smile. My sister-in-law brought a lot of dishes and could eat it as soon as it was hot.I looked at my wife with some surprise, but she rolled my eyes wide, turned around and went to the kitchen, and I followed behind me happily.

~Hehe, it’s better for my wife. Husband, I’m thinking about whether to kneel on the keyboard or the bottle cap, and you’re back.

I don't want to pay attention to you for the time being, don't affect my cooking.Looking at my wife busy between the dining table and the microwave, I could only leave the kitchen while flattering.

When will your sister-in-law come back?I asked my cousin.

It's only half an hour earlier than you.I forgot that I should have come back after work. I saw that the packaging of these dishes was bought in a restaurant opposite the community, and they were all the dishes I liked. I secretly praised my wife's understanding in my heart.

During dinner, Shunzi and I cooperated with each other to hold the mistress of the family in a tacit way. My wife was embarrassed to keep looking at me in such an offensive. The atmosphere seemed very harmonious in a while, but despite this, I always felt that my wife had reservations about me. She seemed to have something hidden in her heart and wanted to find an opportunity to tell me.

After dinner, my cousin took the initiative to take on the responsibility of washing dishes, and I was so happy that I would not compete with him. My wife and I walked into the bedroom tacitly, and she quietly closed the door.

Sorry, my wife, I was confused yesterday, and I promise not to mention it in the future.Before she could speak, I made my attitude first.

My wife made a gesture that I asked me to stop and let her say it. I shut up and we sat back to our seats yesterday.

Husband, I thought a lot yesterday.

~ It's Ah~ It's Ah!I'm selfish!

~No~ Listen to me first.

~Well~Okay~~ My wife let out a sigh of relief, I thought a lot about our marriage.

As soon as this sentence was said, I felt clever all over. I thought of something bad. Wife, I really knew that I was wrong.I blurted out.

She rolled my eyes and continued, "I was wondering what marriage is. A word I love you in love can make people happy, but this is not enough in marriage. Marriage is actually management. The management of life, the management of emotions, and the dedication to each other, whether it is emotions, material things, or even the body."

I saw her not interrupting her. I knew she must have thought for a long time before she could say this to me. I had to let her finish it, no matter what the consequences would be after they were said.

Children are part of life, but this part is more difficult for us, but we also have the responsibility to make our lives as complete as possible. Under the premise of mutual willingness and acceptance, this is our obligation to each other, so ~~?She seemed to be in the dilemma of my yesterday, and didn't know how to continue. She continued to say after a long silence, so... I promise you.I looked at her with a confused look on my face, and I couldn't digest her words that were not very clear in rationality, but then I woke up and my body couldn't help but tremble.

You~~You agree~~?