Chapter 1

On Hengshan Road in early autumn, wide sycamore leaves fall scattered on the street, some of which are yellow and hunched over, making a crisp sound when stepping on them, but no matter whether they are yellow or green, the moment they fall from a high place means that their short cycle of reincarnation has ended.

The sycamore trees on both sides of the road seemed to be a middle-aged uncle who had begun to bald. They were no longer as thick as the summer sun. The cloudy weather for several consecutive days made the power of the sun much less powerful. A shy light cast a sparse light and shadow on the ground and then quickly disappeared, and my mood was as gloomy as the weather.

I found an free bench on the side of the road to sit down. I was surprised that a simple seating action actually showed the old age that I only had in my retirement grade. I took out my phone and slid it, and I had to know that it was only ten o'clock in the morning.

I felt a sense of fatigue coming to me after sitting down. I couldn't help but breathe a long breath of turbid air, staring at all the moving objects in front of me, watching them move from the field of view of one eye to the field of view of the other until they disappear from sight.

uncle.

Suddenly, a gentle and tender voice came into my ears. I turned my head in the direction of the sound. I saw a little girl who was probably preschool. When I saw me looking at her, there was a hint of timidity and hope in my big and clear eyes.

What's wrong with my little sister.

I covered up my body's fatigue and tried to make a smile that I thought was very kind.

Uncle, you...you are sitting on my kite.

The little girl's childish voice was very pleasant, and I kept listening to it a little stunned.

Uncle, my kite... The little girl saw that I didn't react, so she couldn't help but say it again.

Oh oh oh, I'm sorry, I'm so tired, I didn't notice that there was something on the chair.

I said, and hurriedly reached out and pulled out a kite that I sat on half of the butt, and saw if it was broken. If it was broken, uncle will compensate you one.

The little girl took the kite from my hand, took it in my hand and looked at it for a few times, with a smile on her face, it was not broken, thank you uncle, goodbye uncle.As he said that, he ran to the side happily.

My eyes looked in the direction she left, and saw a lady waiting for her at a place twenty or thirty meters away. It should be her mother. The little girl rushed towards her mother excitedly, and turned around and pointed at me and said something. Her mother touched her head dotingly, thinking that she was educating her child to bravely make demands to strangers. The little girl obviously did it, which made both the mother and daughter very happy. The mother smiled and held the girl's hand and walked away.

This warm scene seemed like a breeze blowing through my eyes, warm and a little...

It was wet, and my heart couldn't help but suck. It felt like I saw a child next door playing with Nintendo Red and White Machines when I was a child, and I could only swallow my saliva. It was envy and jealousy.

I sighed and took out a two-fold piece of paper from the inner pocket of my shirt. I suppressed the trembling of my hands and slowly opened it. It was a diagnosis. At that moment, I was deceiving myself as if I was possessed by the devil and wanted to see a different result on it. But it can be imagined that my tears made the content on the paper blur when it came into my eyes, but what was heartbreaking was that three of the words were clearly visible as if they were unique!

The natural result made my heart get pricked by the needle again, folded the paper and stuffed it back into my pocket. At this time, the phone rang.

I glanced at the caller ID and pressed the answer button calmly.

Hello.

Hello, husband.The phone call was from my wife, Anna Song, uh...how about it?

she asked carefully on the phone.

I fell into silence and then sniffed a long breath into the phone.

A faint sigh came from the other end of the phone, "It's okay, don't feel any pressure, let's discuss it when you get home."

Um.I don't know what to say.

By the way, are you still going back to work?

I asked for a long time off, but it was nothing today and I didn't want to go in the afternoon.

Well, why don’t I ask for leave in the afternoon too, let’s go have afternoon tea.

No, I'm fine, I'll go for a while and then go home.

Well, why don’t you come and pick me up from get off work in the evening and we will go out to eat.

At this moment, my mood had already fallen to the bottom and I couldn't be interested in anything. I wanted to refuse, but I swallowed it back when I was about to leave work and said, "Okay, you're about to get off work and call me, I'll pick you up."

Uh-huh.The other end of the phone looked a little happy.

My name is Zhu Jinyan. I was born in a small town in the mainland. Although I was young, those who have studied modern Chinese history must have heard of her name. I spent my entire childhood and youth there. When I was in high school, I was admitted to a key middle school in the provincial capital. From then on, I started a life of independent home. During the college entrance examination, I had the idea of ​​not going to a big city and finally passed the Shanghai Jiaotong University. The bachelor's and master's degree program allowed me to stay in this tempting city for six years.

On the eve of graduation, I fell into the biggest entanglement in my life. Should I go back to my hometown with the halo of a prestigious university in the metropolis to be a civil servant who can guarantee income within the system, or to gain a bright future in this former adventurer's paradise.

What made me decide to stay was the appearance of a girl. It was a farewell party before graduation. I thought that I was about to go my separate ways. I don’t know if I could meet again in this life. A table of men and women cried loudly. One of them was at a loss. She was not a classmate of our class, but a classmate’s cousin, a freshman from the school.

That night, she and I sent her cousin and my classmate home with me. I was so tired that I didn't care about my classmate's parents leaving me with a cup of tea, and left their house because I wanted to chase me out and see if I could see the beautiful figure that I left a few minutes ago again.

I walked out of the corridor. The cool breeze at night blew across my sweaty body. The coolness of my heart made me burp comfortably. After all, I couldn't see her. I smiled mockingly and walked towards the exit of the community.

Hey, it's you, you haven't left yet?

As soon as I reached the gate of the community, I saw her walking out of another road.

Ah!To Ah, your cousin wanted to keep me sitting for a while, but I thought I would close the door if I didn’t go back to the dormitory and left now. Where are you going?

I felt excited.

Haha, I just watched you and heard about your joys and sorrows. When I got home, I found that I was not full. I went to KFC opposite to buy a hamburger.She said as she embarrassedly tucked her long hair.

Do you live in this community?I asked.

To Ah, live in the house opposite them.As he said that, he pointed at me.

I looked at her and the short-sleeved T-shirt on the upper body and the hot jeans on the lower body were fashionable and sexy, especially the long legs were snow-white and straight, and the white Nike shoes on my feet covered the seductive little feet. I suddenly felt a sense of courage in my heart.

That...why I'll go with you.

oh?Are you not afraid of the dormitory closing?She tilted her head to look at me, smiling like a little fox who had become a sperm.

It's okay, and now I don't know if it's too late to rush back. If it's too late, I'll stay with my classmates. He is renting a house outside.

oh?Male classmate and female classmate?She still tilted her head and smiled a little terrified.

It's a male classmate, don't get me wrong, haha.I called out and quickly changed the subject. By the way, I realized that you are so tall. Can you take the liberty to ask how tall you are?

Oh, I 172, where are you?

Uh...I...178

True or fake?

Really, I am just a little fat, I don’t look taller, not as slim as you, I can see that I can have 175

Haha, okay, you can say as much as you say.

Really, I won't lie to you...

In this way, I chatted with a girl who had known each other for a short time and was five years younger than me at KFC for more than two hours. If her parents hadn't called her to go home, we would probably have continued to chat.

After that day, the problem of staying or leaving that troubled me suddenly became less troublesome. I decided to stay in Shanghai and continue to develop. After graduation, I joined a medium-sized foreign company and started a corresponding job in my major.

A year later, in her sophomore year, I mustered up the courage to confess to a girl for the first time in my life, don’t blame me for being so arrogant. Actually, I had a relationship during college. Don’t believe it. It was the senior who was older than me who was chasing me. I was very surprised and proud at that time. There was a beautiful senior who would take the initiative to chase me. This made my vanity swell up a little, but the good times didn’t last long. I only realized that I was just one of the many boyfriends of the senior who had a strong desire. To put it bluntly, even my boyfriend was not counted. At most, I was a personality companion. In a disheartened state, I maintained the emotional window for the remaining two years of my studies until I confessed to Song Anna.

In this way, we started our relationship naturally. At the beginning, it was not that I had not been worried that she had outstanding appearance but just treated me as a spare tire. But after a while, I realized how ridiculous this question was. She is a very traditional girl. Don’t ask me why I came to such a conclusion. The details of in life cannot deceive people. But one thing is that when we really went deep into each other, I found that she was no longer a virgin. For this reason, I had a moment of trance and loss, but when I saw her saying sorry to me with tears in my eyes, all I could do was to hug her hard in my arms and swear to love her well in the future.

A few years later, after graduating from her undergraduate degree, she joined a bureau-level public institution under the introduction of her relatives. At that time, I had become a middle-level company in the company and had good development prospects, but our relationship did not receive the blessing of her parents. The strong rural concept made them unwilling to marry their only baby daughter to a foreigner. So they frequently arranged for her to participate in various blind dates since the second year of her work. As a good girl, she couldn't bear to disobey her parents' wishes, so she half-rejected and met many boys on the spot, but she would let me know that although I got the promise that she would not leave me, she lived a very different life.

Sometimes when she met the boy in a coffee shop, I sat two or three tables away from them. When she sent her to her blind date, we went to have a meal. After half a year, I finally got bored with such days. I broke out and forced her to express what we thought about our future relationship. That night, we hugged each other and cried. She chose to turn off her phone in the face of her mother's phone bombardment, hugged me and lay in the bed all night. The next day, the annoying blind date suddenly disappeared.

It was also from that day that I turned from passive defense to active attack. As Song Anna's real boyfriend, I often went to their homes to launch various emotional offensives against her parents.

I won’t talk about the hardships for the time being. Anyway, the final result is that when I was about to turn 30, I finally ended my long-distance love run and hugged the beauty. She was 24 years old that year. As a native of Shanghai with good conditions, Song Anna did indeed make me enjoy a lot of bonuses. Buying a house and a car, everything was so natural. I built a happy family with my beloved woman, and nothing is better than this.

In the first half of the year, we took protective measures based on the idea of ​​enjoying the world of two people. After the craziest passion faded away, life changed from a flood to a trickle, plain but sweet, adding new family members became our new task, and every night of music turned into concentrated firepower during the ovulation period.

Several months passed, and my wife's stomach still didn't move, but we didn't take it seriously and continued to move forward steadily on the long road of life we ​​were about to spend.

About a year later, one and a half years after we got married, at a Spring Festival family gathering, the elders of the Song family naturally talked about the import of children. I don’t know who said that after a year of marriage, if you still can’t get a child, then there is a problem, and we both instantly became embarrassed.