Chapter 10

no.Zhou Ming shook his head. The oil in the condom itself has the function of killing sperm.

What should I do?I have no choice.

He thought about it, why don’t you come and lick your wife?

I was about to praise him in my heart, but then I thought about it but a drop of cold sweat slid down my forehead. What is this?

I spoke to my wife in front of another man, and the purpose was to let the man enter her body smoothly. I remembered the plot I saw in online novels. Such a husband can only be described as an amphibian. Although there is a reason for this, I will never accept it.

Seeing that I was hesitant, Zhou Ming gave me a puzzled look, which made me so angry that my teeth itched.

Wife, you can rub it yourself.

Seeing that I didn't agree to help her, my wife knew what I thought, so she agreed without shirking her. She stretched out her slender fingers and rubbed her clitoris while rubbing her labia. In fact, whether it is a man or a woman, she is the one who is most familiar with her body, and the one who can bring her the most pleasure is herself. As an adult, my wife couldn't have masturbated. She just felt embarrassed to ask for it. Now at my suggestion, she soon came to the state of condition. Her red and tender pussy flesh and two pink labia can be seen with a moist luster.

Zhou Ming also noticed this. He held his wife's calves and made her bent her legs and spread them wide angle. Then he shook his cock, walked two steps forward, and his thighs pressed against his wife's buttocks. The swollen dragon head gently pressed against the wet hole, shaking up and down, rubbing gently, making the final preparations for entering the previous thoroughly.

My heart suddenly felt a little thrust. This absurd scene deeply hurt me. At that moment, I really wanted to slap myself hard. I began to question my long-term obsession. Is children really that important?

Is it important to hand over your beloved wife to another man’s crotch?

I am a physically useless man and a perverted bastard psychologically!

My wife said, obviously feeling the stimulation from her body. This sound of Yingning deepened my guilt. I bit my lower lip tightly, biting it hurts. The hand holding my forehead tightly held it tightly, and I could almost hear the sound of kattas in the joints. I wanted to rush forward to stop this absurd scene and completely end the confused behavior that has filled my whole life for the past period of time. I almost stood up and implemented my thoughts, but...

I held back, and I lost the best and last chance to bring my future life back on track.

I closed my eyes and deceived myself that it didn't happen without seeing it. I even hoped that Zhou Ming would insert it faster, thrust faster, and ejaculate faster, so that I could ejaculate the semen representing life into my wife's body before I changed my mind.

But I didn't wait for the expected thrusts and moans, but what I waited for was a sentence from my wife.

What’s wrong with you?

This is obviously not asking me.

I...ah.Zhou Ming wanted to speak but stopped.

I opened my eyes and saw that he was still maintaining what he had just moved, but the penis that was pressed against the entrance of his wife's pussy softened. No matter how he strokes, he will not improve.

I suddenly couldn't get harder.Zhou Ming's voice was frustrated.

I suddenly felt gloating with some bad taste.

How could it be?asked his wife.

Zhou Ming looked at me, but he still wanted to speak but stopped.

What the hell is wrong?I asked.

Alas, I can't get hard if I'm nervous.

My wife put down her pillow and got up to look at his weak lower body, and then looked at me again.

Husband, I...why would I help him with some rubbish.

Um.My answer is very simple.

My wife carefully stretched out two fingers and pinched his cock, like a pair of chopsticks holding a ham sausage. After stroking it for a while, she still didn't improve. She was also a little anxious. She looked at Zhou Ming and then at me.

husband……

Um?

She bit her lip, that...or, or you might as well go out.

Ah?I was stunned for a moment and screamed, but I didn't expect that my wife, who had advocated that I must be by my side, would actually let me avoid it!

No, I want to end it soon, and it is not a solution to waste it like this.The wife lowered her head as she said.

It seemed like a war was going on in my mind, and all kinds of thoughts collided violently and were in chaos.

That is actually my problem.Zhou Ming was also a little embarrassed. I didn’t expect that I would...

I sighed a long time and stood up slowly. I went outside and waited. You guys will call me.

As he said that, he walked out of the room without looking back and gently brought the door.

I sat down on the sofa with my hands scratching my scalp. I wanted a child. This is a beautiful wish, but for my own reasons, I can only strive to achieve a result that is easy for others and natural. This huge gap is tearing me apart.

There was almost no movement in the room, and the living room was so quiet that I could only hear my heartbeat. After two or three minutes, I could no longer bear this torture, so I quietly changed into clothes and walked out of the house.

The night of early winter came very early, and it was already dark. The lights were on. People wrapped in down jackets came out to eat after meals everywhere in the community. The elderly chatted about laughter from family matters and various dog barking from far to near. Although the temperature was very low, everyone was very popular. But I felt the loneliness that belonged to me alone in this lively atmosphere. Since I had the idea of ​​borrowing seeds, this was the most self-blame moment.

I seem to be a lonely soul wandering in the world, wandering alone on the roads of the community that are illuminated by street lights, but I can't feel any light or warmth.

The scene of Zhou Ming's penis rubbing against his wife's hole was always frozen in my mind and lingering. I lamented how good it would be if human memories could be deleted as easily as computer files.

The community we live in is very large, with four entrances and exits alone. I unconsciously walked towards the north gate closest to my house. When I got there, I turned back and forth. After walking back and forth twice, my cell phone rang, and it was my wife who called it.

Hello, wife.

Husband, where have you been?

Oh, I'm walking around the community, are you... okay?

Well, OK.

Oh, is it going well?

...You can come back first, it's cold outside.

When I got home, Zhou Ming had already left. My wife was still wearing that home-based clothes and holding a pillow while sitting on the sofa in a daze. When she saw me opening the door and entering the room, she ran towards me and plunged into my arms.

What's wrong with you?Now it was my turn to be a little surprised.

It's nothing, I just feel weird and uncomfortable.

He...isn't you?

No.

Then how did you finish it later?

My wife seemed to have thought for a while, it was nothing. After you left, he would naturally be too much. If he was almost hard enough, he would come in.

Then... how long has it been made?I couldn't help asking this question.

My wife looked at me with a strange look, but I always felt that it was not me who was weird in her eyes, but herself.

Well... it's a little longer than I thought, but it's quite fast.After my wife said that, she didn't wait for me to ask again, and immediately changed the topic. Oh, by the way, he said the next time was Sunday.

Oh, then... will I avoid it next time?

My wife suddenly became solemn and held my hand and said, "Husband, I swear, this kind of thing is a last resort, and I will never do anything to sorry for you."

My wife's sudden swearing scared me, and I hurriedly hugged her, No, no, it's not you who should swear but me. It's all my fault that makes you suffer this grievance. It's all my fault.

My wife's body trembled and she spoke in a crying voice. Husband, don't say that, we should bear all of this. I am actually very happy to be able to share some responsibility for you.

My wife's words pulled me back from the cold that was falling from the ice cellar before to the warm sunshine. I suddenly felt that everything we did was right, and the pain and torture I experienced was worth it, because it was bright at the end of the road.

Three days later, we changed the agreed time to the afternoon and learned from the lessons from the last time. As soon as Zhou Ming arrived at my house, I went out to give them the place. Although I was still strange, my mood was still in broad daylight at this time, and I was no longer so heavy when I was walking outside. I thought it would not take long to go back, so I didn’t go far.

By the way, our house is still a river view house. Next to the community is the famous Suzhou River. My wife said that when she was a child, the Suzhou River was a stinking ditch that winded through the city of Shanghai. There were various factories on both sides of the river, which emitted countless pollutants every year, which caused the stench all year round. This made it difficult for me to connect the Suzhou River she described with the clean and clear viewing path in front of me. The shore was a neat and beautiful landscape path and a carefully cultivated flower and plant landscape river.

I walked from the quiet landscape road to the noisy road. I suddenly realized a problem. It has been half an hour since I came out of my house. My wife hasn't called me yet. The last time I wandered around the community aimlessly, I felt it was a long time, but when I went back, I found that it was actually less than half an hour, but today...

My long-silent heart beat again, and just as I began to think about it and constantly think about various pictures, my phone rang.