Chapter 59-60

Back upstairs again, I walked to the place where the two of them had just fought. The air seemed to be filled with the familiar fragrance emitted from my wife, and there were still spots of undry water stains on the ground. I raised my head and sighed heavily. I suddenly felt that my wife was not addicted to lust. She just wanted to cooperate with the plan to borrow the seeds, so she was indulging in every way to accommodate my cousin. I suddenly felt that I was the dirty person. I even stood here and felt the pain in my wife. Compared to the various costs I repeatedly calculated in my heart, she was the person who was really paying these costs. It seemed that it was time to end all this.

I went downstairs and wandered around the community for nearly half an hour before returning home. The two of them had already recovered. If they had not witnessed everything before, there would be no clue at all. Even the black on the collar of my wife's top showed that she had worn the base shirt back.

The whole afternoon, the family was surprisingly quiet, and there was little communication between the two, but their faces were calm and gentle. I thought about how to say what to end all this for a long time, and after a long time, I finally made up my mind.

Come here, straight.I said.

What's wrong?My cousin came over and sat on the sofa beside me, with a bright smile on his face.

Wife, come too.

My wife looked at us suspiciously, and she looked a little afraid when she looked at me. She sat directly beside me, close to my body, and I could even feel her body trembling slightly.

I always try my best to make myself look calm, but the trembling lips betrayed my heart, and I must speak my point before they find out the abnormality.

Shunzi, how long have you been here?I asked.

My cousin looked at me with a little surprised look and hesitated, "It's been three weeks."

How long did we make an appointment?I continued to ask.

Two months Ah.My cousin said carefully.

I took two deep breaths to calm down my mood and said slowly, I have thought a lot during this period. It seems that some things in my life must be in the future, and don’t force them if they are in no time.

Now it was my wife's turn to look at me carefully and hesitate and said, Husband, what do you... want to say?

What I want to say is.I paused for a moment, as if I had made a great decision. Let's end this matter, I accepted my fate.

Ah?The two of them made a surprise voice almost at the same time, as if they didn't understand what I meant at once.

I mean.I added, I figured it out. Since the agreed time is almost half over but there is still no movement, maybe my life is just like this. I won’t force it. End it. Don’t worry, Shunzi. If you are willing to stay in Shanghai, I will quickly implement a job for you, and then I will give you some money to thank you for your recent comeback. With this money, you can go out to rent a house and maintain your life. If you don’t want to stay here, I will give you another money on this basis. Whether you go home or go to another place, I won’t stop you.

After I finished speaking, I looked at the expressions of the two of them. My cousin opened his mouth and looked like crying without tears. He wanted to say something but was stammering and couldn't say it. His wife was relatively calm, and there was a hint of relaxation and gratitude hidden under her unexpected expression.

What do you... think?I asked.

My cousin recovered from his huge surprise in a moment. He licked his lips and said, "Brother, I know you are a little disappointed with me, but I want to say that this matter is really unhurried. We have been there for more than half a month. Maybe the dawn is ahead. Is it a pity for you to give up at this time?Sister-in-law, don’t you?

At this time, he changed his name to sister-in-law.

I sneered in my heart, but since he asked my wife, I turned my eyes to her and waited for her to speak first.

The wife had no expression on her face and couldn't tell whether she was sad or happy inside. She was silent for a while and pursed her lips. I... I listen to my husband.

When I heard this, my cousin's expression became nervous.

Brother, I... When I first came, I didn't expect you to let me do this, but since that, I really want you to have a child, and I have been working hard, but now... I think it's a pity.

I looked at him with a smile, "What a pity for me?"

Yes... Yes... Ah, this victory is right in front of you, and you will miss it as soon as you retreat!He became more and more excited as he spoke.

I backed off?I slowly stood up and looked down at him, who was still sitting on the sofa. Do you know how much we have paid for this?Do you know how we got through this day?Do you know how hard it is to make this decision you seem to be backfiring?

My voice grew louder and louder, and at the end I was almost yelling.

My cousin almost cried when he saw my attitude, but at the same time his eyes were turning quickly, and he was obviously calculating in his heart.

Brother, I...I don’t want to leave Shanghai, nor do I want to leave you. I promise you that I can move out after finding a job and finding a house?Don't drive me away.He said that and cried.

I was confused by his sudden emotion.

One week!How about just one week?You helped me find a job and a house and I moved out immediately.He said firmly.

I hesitated for a moment, but after all, I still took into account the relationship between us and didn't want to force it too much. I didn't want them to doubt whether I made such a decision because I knew a series of things that happened recently, so I nodded to agree.

Brother...I have another request.

you say.

My cousin rarely showed a trace of struggle and entanglement and spoke slowly. I don’t know if you think I have other ideas when I say it, but I still want to say... that... I hope you agree to my sister-in-law and I do it a few more times this week to improve the success rate. Just think it is our last effort. If it succeeds, I can be considered a success and retirement.

I could hardly believe my ears. At this time, he still didn't understand my intentions, whether true or false, and wanted to possess my wife's body. This was simply slapping me in the face, but I was about to refuse, but I thought that I was making my own ideas from beginning to end and never asked for my wife's opinion. I suddenly hesitated in my heart.

What do you think, wife?I looked at my wife.

My wife seemed to be thinking about this issue. With my understanding of her, she would probably say that if I listen to me, I could deny my cousin’s request. Although he would stay at home for a week, without my permission, my wife would never have sex with him again. After this week, I could send my cousin away. My husband and I had no idea about the child and lived the rest of my life together.

My wife thought for a moment and looked up at me, with a firm look in her eyes. She nodded and said, "Let's try another week."

The soft lights in the bar and the soothing background music, plus the empty beer cup in front of me, all this makes me drowsy. I firmly wanted to end all this, but the final result was a discount under my wife's advice. I could feel my wife's regret. She almost regretted it when she saw my disappointed eyes after saying that. She wanted to overturn what she had just said, but I was stubborn and unwilling to give her such a chance. I agreed almost instantly. This was my personality. I had fallen a lot of falls for this in the first half of my life, but this time it would be a big fall that made my life dark. But at this moment, I was confused and unaware of it.

Sister Lan.I shook the wine glass in my hand at Wei Lanlan who was greeting guests in the store.

What's wrong?Happy or unhappy?Wei Lanlan walked up to me and asked me with a smile.

You have to live a happy life and drink Ah.I giggled.

Wei Lanlan shook her head, OK, stop drinking dark beer, try my Tamel.

I nodded, Sister Lan, just make the decision.

Wei Lanlan looked at me with complicated eyes and walked away. After a while, she brought a full glass of yellow beer, took away the empty wine glass, and said before leaving, "I'll chat with you when I see the guests away."

I was stunned for a moment. Just as I was about to be polite and told her not to care about me, she glared at me and did not leave after drinking and wait for me.

I nodded helplessly, and when she turned around and left, I turned on my phone. Just like last time I came to the bar alone, I watched every move at home on the screen. Before leaving, I pretended to use the laptop unintentionally and put it in the living room casually. I bet that the two of them had no intention of going back to their room after noon and my sudden decision.

He must have known something.His wife whispered while sitting on the sofa, stroking her forehead.

Sister, don’t scare yourself. He was in the stairwell twice. He didn’t go home last time. This time he only came back long after we came back. It should be fine. As for last night... My cousin didn’t seem to be confident when he talked about this. How could he pretend to be asleep even though he wasn’t awake when we were so troubled? He should have really slept to death.

The wife looked up at her cousin, her expression on her face was full of resentment. She grabbed the pillow beside her and threw it over. I'll let you do anything!Jin Yan is very sensitive. There must be a reason why he is so abnormal. No matter what, if he knows about it, how can I face him?!I'll let you play exciting!I'll let you play exciting!

My wife kicked her cousin with her feet while talking. She was so irritable and incompetent that I had never seen before.

OK OK OK OK.My cousin grabbed my wife's ankle, can't I be wrong?

My wife lowered her head again, as if she was sobbing softly. It seemed that my sudden decision and my sudden call from the house alone after dinner really scared her.

I...I'm also obsessed with it. Of course he hoped that I would break off the relationship with you after listening to him, but... how could I... how could I say yes? Alas... my wife said in a crying voice.

My cousin did not put back the ankle that was caught in his hand, and my wife was not in a hurry to take it back. My cousin just gently rubbed his wife's delicate feet, as if comforting her.

Sister... My cousin said in a somewhat resentful tone, "You just feel sorry for my brother, have you never thought about me at all?"

What do I want to think about for you?!The wife was almost yelling.

Alas... My cousin sighed and reached out to wipe the corners of his eyes.

My wife looked at him and seemed to feel a little unbearable, so her tone slowed down. Do you know?You just think too much, your idea is simply impossible, you shouldn't have that idea.

My heart skipped a beat, thoughts?What kind of thoughts are impossible and shouldn't have in my wife?Did my cousin make any excessive requests to his wife?

My cousin nodded with a difficult expression, and a bitter smile appeared on his face. I understand, I blame me for being impulsive and causing trouble for you. I will do this for the next week. I will treat it as I temporarily stayed at your house for a transition. If you don’t want to give up, I will cooperate with you, otherwise you will never force me.

My wife was silent for a while and nodded gently. I was a little tired today and wanted to go to bed early, so you should rest early too.As he said that, he pulled his ankle back from his cousin's hand, got up and left the screen.

Okay, I'm done. Let me tell me if you have any happiness or not.Wei Lanlan walked towards me with a smile, pulled the chair and sat opposite me.

I took my phone back and took a sip of the beer in the glass. A bitter taste wrapped in the aroma of malt and a sweetness like honey bloomed on the tip of my tongue. It was indeed a high-end and delicious craft.

There are always unsatisfactory things in work and life, so if you need it, make such a good place to relieve your mood.I said in no way.

It’s not about spying on your privacy, but just thinking that since you’re here, you’ll drink the wine in the cup, tell the things in your heart, and take two steps to cure the disease.Speaking of this, she snapped her fingers, which was quite heroic and cool.

She paused and continued, "How about this, how about we exchange the secrets in our hearts?"Before I could agree or not, she said to herself, remember you saw the scars on my face that night?

I nodded.

She shrugged and said, she talked with her husband about the essence of marriage that night, and got started with it after a disagreement.

Although I had thought of this possibility a long time ago, it still surprised me that she was willing to tell me in person.

But he wasn't much better, and I scratched him even harder.After saying that, he smiled proudly, it's your turn.

I hesitated whether to share the secret in my heart with the affinity woman in front of me, but out of the man's self-esteem, I was afraid that it would meet her sneering gaze.

I...I...

Oh, are you a man? Let me tell you quickly. I will give you a free order today!She urged me with her eyes.

When she said this, I was even more fighting between heaven and man, and it seemed that I was greedy for the money of this wine.

OK, I'll add a little more, it depends on whether you follow or not.She quickly said that the so-called essential problem of our marriage that day actually means that I can't have children.

My heart trembled suddenly, and I looked up and stared at her eyes. I saw that her face was full of insignificant expressions, as if she was just telling a small matter in life.

What's wrong?Do you also think that a useless woman like me should be beaten, right?She said with a hint of sadness.

Alas... I let out a long breath, but in fact... I have no fertility either.

This time it was her turn to stare at my eyes with an unbelievable gaze, as if to find evidence that I was looking for her happiness.

It's true.I nodded and looked at her with sincere eyes.

We both fell into a strange silence, with the background music of the bar and the noise of the customers, both big and small.

This... I didn't expect it.Wei Lanlan whispered after a long time, "Do your parents in your hometown know about this?"

I smiled bitterly and shook my head. Your husband is not from Shanghai either. You should know that people in some places do not take this matter lightly like people in big cities.

She nodded, as if she agreed with my point of view.

In fact, I found out that it has been a long time since I was infertile, and we have accepted this fact calmly.Wei Lanlan lowered her head and said softly, but that day we argued for a very small trivial matter. He blurted out that I could not give birth to a child and made him lose face in his hometown. God knows that I have compensated him for this matter. He actually said this, and I became angry and started to do it first.

Compensation, I keenly caught this keyword of her, and couldn't help but smile bitterly in my heart. Sister Lan, as an infertile party, took the initiative to compensate her husband, but what about me?

But I am still asking my wife who is not at fault to take responsibility that she should not have taken.

What compensation do you give to your husband?I asked tentatively.

Wei Lanlan smiled and shook her head, it doesn’t matter, couples get along with each other is giving each other, right?

I nodded.

In fact, having no children is not a big deal. It just so you can enjoy your life well. Even if you are old, you don’t have to worry about your later years. Maybe you will be lucky at that time.Wei Lanlan said with a smile.

It's Ah, who said it's not? My wife agreed to try it again, maybe it was just out of the same idea as me, and she didn't want to let everything she had experienced before was in vain. I was angry with her because of my own considerations and didn't think from her position. Thinking of this, I felt a little self-blame, and the block that pressed my chest in my heart was also eliminated. In the next time, I talked to Wei Lanlan about something else, and I became more and more interested, and I unknowingly drank a little too much, so I didn't know when I fell asleep on the table.

In a daze, I was woken up by a noise. It took me three seconds to realize that the phone on the desk was vibrating. I grabbed it and saw that it was my wife's phone.

Hello?Wife.

Husband, where are you?I called you several times but didn't answer it, I was so anxious.My wife's anxious voice came from the other end of the phone, and she was concerned about complaining.

Oh, I sat in Amy's bar for a while. I might have copied it and didn't hear the ringtone of my phone. I'll be back in a while.I explained.

My wife was obviously relieved after hearing my explanation, because my voice didn't seem to be hiding from her and sulking, so she gently reminded me on the phone and hung up the phone after she asked me to go back early.

I fell asleep and woke up by the phone because of alcohol. My mental state was actually very bad. I was so drowsy that I instinctively discovered that something was wrong in the surroundings, but I didn't notice anything was wrong for a while. I leaned my head on the sofa and closed my eyes for a while. My consciousness, my soul was injected into my body bit by bit to make me gradually awake. I realized that the bar was empty, and the music in my ears had disappeared, but the dim light was still on.

My location is in the corner of the bar. Maybe when Sister Lan and the others closed the door, they thought I had left, so they ignored me. I stood up and turned my cervical spine with laughter and cry, and then I thought that it was closed. I was afraid it was almost midnight. I just received a call from my wife now, she was almost crazy, so I raised my wrist and looked at my watch, but unexpectedly I found that it was only ten o'clock in the evening. Although I never had this point, I still went to the bar, but it was common sense that the bar would not close before ten o'clock.

I felt strange in my heart but I was too lazy to explore, so I walked towards the door of the bar, hoping that they wouldn't really lock me in the store, so I could only shake the phone and open the door. Thinking of such a embarrassed scene, I couldn't help but smile bitterly.

The bar is not large. Even though I am in a relatively low position, it is only a few dozen steps to reach the door. When I passed by the bar, I heard a tiny sound coming into my ears. At first I didn't care, but after walking a few steps, I stopped by a silly way because I extracted some strange factors from the limited sound I heard. It was an indescribable feeling, which stirred the nerves soaked in my body with alcohol.