I heard you have played with those sixteen boys?Jiang Yue walked into the dark community classroom, turned on the lights, illuminated Xinyu, who was dressed in rags on the yoga mat, and said: With Chen Yun, there should be seventeen, right?
Xinyu looked a little panicked, and he stood up with difficulty and covered his dirty body with his clothes.
It's okay, I've known it a long time ago, so I didn't let the girls come up.Jiang Yue slowly walked to Xinyu, looked down and gently stroked her lips, and said: Besides, I haven’t seen your body before.
I... didn't count... um... Xinyu answered vaguely, not avoiding Jiang Yue's caress.
Even though she had experienced an extremely wild sex, she was still lustful by this simple action, closed her eyes slightly, and licked Jiang Yue's fingers with an intoxicated look on her face.
ah!OK, put on the clothes.Jiang Yue pulled out her finger and said: I don’t want to paste a mouthful of sperm on my fingers.
Don't you stay below?Xinyu asked with a slightly drunk blush on her face, carefully pressing and rubbing her two pussys that were ravaged and swollen.
The originally white and tender vagina swelled slightly, squeezing the pink gap in the middle like two steamed buns.
They have already finished the performance, and now they may have gone home.I don't need to worry about it anymore.Jiang Yue looked out the window at the still-going New Year's Day party in the distance, and turned around and said to Xinyu: But you, you can't even wear clothes well, do you still want me to leave?
Xinyu did not answer, but just lowered his head silently to speed up the pace of wearing clothes.
Jiang Yue picked up Xinyu's cotton coat and handed it to her and asked: Can I ask, is our current relationship limited to the occasional bed, or can we call friends?
Xinyu looked up at Jiang Yue, put on a slightly tired smile, and replied softly: You are my dear vice president, what can you say to me?
It seems that it hasn't been a waste of time to take you.Jiang Yue touched Xinyu's long hair like a joke, then put away her smiling face and said: I just can't figure it out.I wonder what the crazy gameplay like you mean to your boyfriend?
He didn't mind... Xinyu lowered his head and replied in a low voice.
Is there something wrong with your relationship?Jiang Yue asked.
Ah?Xinyu was a little surprised.
Look at how you looked just now, you felt so wronged that you made something wrong.Jiang Yue answered as she looked at her eyes.
Xinyu seemed to be poked, subconsciously avoided Jiang Yue's eyes and said nothing.
Look, it's coming again... Jiang Yue lifted up a strand of Xinyu's hair hanging from her forehead, picked up her blushing face and said: Can't he stand you anymore?
Xinyu shook his head.
Then he cheated?Jiang Yue asked again.
How is that possible!Xinyu suddenly seemed very excited, and his eyes began to show guard and resistance.
That's right, who would let her girlfriend like this beauties not want?Jiang Yue put his hands on his chest and said thoughtfully: Then he can't come out, right?
There was no Ah, just... Xinyu quickly denied it, but he seemed nervous and uneasy, lowered his head and stuttered: He never did anything with me.
ha?Is there such a thing?Jiang Yue suddenly seemed very surprised and continued to guess: Then he... wouldn't he not give up, right?
None of them... Xinyu shook his head, looked at Jiang Yue quietly and said: I can't imagine the possibility that you can even think of?
That's right.Jiang Yue squatted down, staring at Xinyu with all her eyes, and asked again: Do you have the answer?
I don't know... Xinyu stared at Jiang Yue's eyes seriously and replied in a low voice: At first I thought that he was using this to control my thoughts and made me become his toy because of self-condemnation.but……
Xinyu suddenly stopped as he said.Jiang Yue gently stroked her hair bun and asked softly: But what?
However, I found that he may have had as bad experience as I did.This experience led him and I to two different extremes.Xinyu answered.
In this case, what plans do you have?
there is none left.When I thought he wanted to control me, I also planned to pretend to cheat and let him experience the feeling of losing me, so that he could do it with me... It was such a childish idea!
What about now?
Now?I don't know...I'm not sure if I should continue my previous plan.If he had really suffered trauma, then my behavior of staying away from him would be too stupid and unreasonable.But apart from that, I can't think of a better way to get closer.Xinyu said, as if he was suppressed by his inner burden and could not raise his head, he became less and less afraid to look at Jiang Yue.
Jiang Yue just stared at Xinyu silently, and after a while, she spoke slowly and said: Listening to your thoughts, I always think of myself from time to time.
Um?
I've had two boyfriends before, but they were separated after a long time.Jiang Yue twisted her hair, smiled embarrassedly, and said: Maybe it's because of my personal temperament. Both of them have similar personalities as you describe.Maybe boys at this time are quite narcissistic and like to pretend to be cold and look handsome. They like to hide anything they have to say, and they have to hide the secrets that touch the heart.Although I liked this mystery at the beginning, after a long time, I still couldn't stand it and I was so tired of dealing with them. It was still more comfortable to get along with girls!
He should... not... Xinyu was stunned and muttered in a low voice.
Of course I said this is not a persuasion to divide Ah, don’t get me wrong!Jiang Yue gently pinched Xinyu's face, put away her faint smile, and continued: But I often think now that if we were not so impetuous, the situation might be much better.
What's the meaning?Xinyu opened her eyes wide and asked in confusion.
Oh, I don't know either.But I have realized more and more that we girls always have a strong desire to communicate, always want to say all the words in life to the people they trust the most, and hope that the other party will respond in this way.Right?Jiang Yue looked at Xinyu's eyes and continued: But the reality is that the objects of our communication, especially boys at this period, often do not intend to immerse themselves in these ordinary trivialities of life, either hesitate about the world or be trapped by himself, and do not know how to focus our attention on the people around us.In the end, we parted ways because of this difference in thinking.
Thinking style... Xinyu blinked in a vague way and recited silently.
Maybe we should not have too strong purpose in this intimate relationship, always thinking about opening his heart, digging through every inch of his thoughts, etc.Compared to these, enjoying the time spent with the other person is more preferred, right?Jiang Yue leaned closer to Xinyu's face, gently stroked her blushing cheek, and said: Otherwise, she would always be defeated by frustration in the end, right?
However, if you have discovered in advance that he cannot satisfy his hopes, how can you enjoy getting along with him?Xinyu asked.
Whether we are in love, studying or working, our ultimate goal is happiness, right?Jiang Yue smiled softly and said: Although the Chinese teacher said when teaching composition before that happiness has no standard answer, I don’t agree with this.What I understand is happiness, long-term and stable satisfaction.Because I think that since this is a subjective word, we cannot define a non-subjective word, such as "simple".
‘Satisfaction’ is a subjective word.Xinyu took the speech and replied.
That's right.Everyone has different satisfactions, but in the final analysis, it is actually the realization of what you expect.Therefore, if you want to be satisfied, you either reduce your expectations or achieve your wishes.Jiang Yue paused and said: But life is always unsatisfactory, right?
I understand what you mean... Xinyu tightened her body by the cold wind, looked out the window, and then said: But how can this kind of expectation be less?
Of course, I know this sounds like chicken soup.But to understand and accept this from the bottom of your heart, you must take the price of continuous loss.Like me, didn’t we just break up twice?Jiang Yue stood up and said: You don’t want the person you love the most to be the price, right?
Xinyu did not answer, but lowered his head thoughtfully, with a little confused expression.
Look at what I am talking now, like a boy, with a lot of big truths.Jiang Yue suddenly laughed, picked up the umbrella by the door, and said: Let's go, it's raining, and the party is about to end.
Xinyu raised her body that was about to fall apart, and staggered and was half-helped downstairs by Jiang Yue.
It was drizzling outside, but the wind blew.
The students on the playground didn't have time to wait until the last program ended and began to end one after another.
Xinyu stood under Jiang Yue's umbrella, unconsciously looking at the orange-yellow night sky, and whispered: It rained on the first day of the New Year...
Jiang Yue gently stroked Xinyu's chin, turned her face towards her, and said softly: Have fun with him.
Xinyu suddenly leaned over Jiang Yue's face and kissed her, smiled sweetly, turned around and ran into the rain in the direction of the dormitory.
Xinyu looked a little panicked, and he stood up with difficulty and covered his dirty body with his clothes.
It's okay, I've known it a long time ago, so I didn't let the girls come up.Jiang Yue slowly walked to Xinyu, looked down and gently stroked her lips, and said: Besides, I haven’t seen your body before.
I... didn't count... um... Xinyu answered vaguely, not avoiding Jiang Yue's caress.
Even though she had experienced an extremely wild sex, she was still lustful by this simple action, closed her eyes slightly, and licked Jiang Yue's fingers with an intoxicated look on her face.
ah!OK, put on the clothes.Jiang Yue pulled out her finger and said: I don’t want to paste a mouthful of sperm on my fingers.
Don't you stay below?Xinyu asked with a slightly drunk blush on her face, carefully pressing and rubbing her two pussys that were ravaged and swollen.
The originally white and tender vagina swelled slightly, squeezing the pink gap in the middle like two steamed buns.
They have already finished the performance, and now they may have gone home.I don't need to worry about it anymore.Jiang Yue looked out the window at the still-going New Year's Day party in the distance, and turned around and said to Xinyu: But you, you can't even wear clothes well, do you still want me to leave?
Xinyu did not answer, but just lowered his head silently to speed up the pace of wearing clothes.
Jiang Yue picked up Xinyu's cotton coat and handed it to her and asked: Can I ask, is our current relationship limited to the occasional bed, or can we call friends?
Xinyu looked up at Jiang Yue, put on a slightly tired smile, and replied softly: You are my dear vice president, what can you say to me?
It seems that it hasn't been a waste of time to take you.Jiang Yue touched Xinyu's long hair like a joke, then put away her smiling face and said: I just can't figure it out.I wonder what the crazy gameplay like you mean to your boyfriend?
He didn't mind... Xinyu lowered his head and replied in a low voice.
Is there something wrong with your relationship?Jiang Yue asked.
Ah?Xinyu was a little surprised.
Look at how you looked just now, you felt so wronged that you made something wrong.Jiang Yue answered as she looked at her eyes.
Xinyu seemed to be poked, subconsciously avoided Jiang Yue's eyes and said nothing.
Look, it's coming again... Jiang Yue lifted up a strand of Xinyu's hair hanging from her forehead, picked up her blushing face and said: Can't he stand you anymore?
Xinyu shook his head.
Then he cheated?Jiang Yue asked again.
How is that possible!Xinyu suddenly seemed very excited, and his eyes began to show guard and resistance.
That's right, who would let her girlfriend like this beauties not want?Jiang Yue put his hands on his chest and said thoughtfully: Then he can't come out, right?
There was no Ah, just... Xinyu quickly denied it, but he seemed nervous and uneasy, lowered his head and stuttered: He never did anything with me.
ha?Is there such a thing?Jiang Yue suddenly seemed very surprised and continued to guess: Then he... wouldn't he not give up, right?
None of them... Xinyu shook his head, looked at Jiang Yue quietly and said: I can't imagine the possibility that you can even think of?
That's right.Jiang Yue squatted down, staring at Xinyu with all her eyes, and asked again: Do you have the answer?
I don't know... Xinyu stared at Jiang Yue's eyes seriously and replied in a low voice: At first I thought that he was using this to control my thoughts and made me become his toy because of self-condemnation.but……
Xinyu suddenly stopped as he said.Jiang Yue gently stroked her hair bun and asked softly: But what?
However, I found that he may have had as bad experience as I did.This experience led him and I to two different extremes.Xinyu answered.
In this case, what plans do you have?
there is none left.When I thought he wanted to control me, I also planned to pretend to cheat and let him experience the feeling of losing me, so that he could do it with me... It was such a childish idea!
What about now?
Now?I don't know...I'm not sure if I should continue my previous plan.If he had really suffered trauma, then my behavior of staying away from him would be too stupid and unreasonable.But apart from that, I can't think of a better way to get closer.Xinyu said, as if he was suppressed by his inner burden and could not raise his head, he became less and less afraid to look at Jiang Yue.
Jiang Yue just stared at Xinyu silently, and after a while, she spoke slowly and said: Listening to your thoughts, I always think of myself from time to time.
Um?
I've had two boyfriends before, but they were separated after a long time.Jiang Yue twisted her hair, smiled embarrassedly, and said: Maybe it's because of my personal temperament. Both of them have similar personalities as you describe.Maybe boys at this time are quite narcissistic and like to pretend to be cold and look handsome. They like to hide anything they have to say, and they have to hide the secrets that touch the heart.Although I liked this mystery at the beginning, after a long time, I still couldn't stand it and I was so tired of dealing with them. It was still more comfortable to get along with girls!
He should... not... Xinyu was stunned and muttered in a low voice.
Of course I said this is not a persuasion to divide Ah, don’t get me wrong!Jiang Yue gently pinched Xinyu's face, put away her faint smile, and continued: But I often think now that if we were not so impetuous, the situation might be much better.
What's the meaning?Xinyu opened her eyes wide and asked in confusion.
Oh, I don't know either.But I have realized more and more that we girls always have a strong desire to communicate, always want to say all the words in life to the people they trust the most, and hope that the other party will respond in this way.Right?Jiang Yue looked at Xinyu's eyes and continued: But the reality is that the objects of our communication, especially boys at this period, often do not intend to immerse themselves in these ordinary trivialities of life, either hesitate about the world or be trapped by himself, and do not know how to focus our attention on the people around us.In the end, we parted ways because of this difference in thinking.
Thinking style... Xinyu blinked in a vague way and recited silently.
Maybe we should not have too strong purpose in this intimate relationship, always thinking about opening his heart, digging through every inch of his thoughts, etc.Compared to these, enjoying the time spent with the other person is more preferred, right?Jiang Yue leaned closer to Xinyu's face, gently stroked her blushing cheek, and said: Otherwise, she would always be defeated by frustration in the end, right?
However, if you have discovered in advance that he cannot satisfy his hopes, how can you enjoy getting along with him?Xinyu asked.
Whether we are in love, studying or working, our ultimate goal is happiness, right?Jiang Yue smiled softly and said: Although the Chinese teacher said when teaching composition before that happiness has no standard answer, I don’t agree with this.What I understand is happiness, long-term and stable satisfaction.Because I think that since this is a subjective word, we cannot define a non-subjective word, such as "simple".
‘Satisfaction’ is a subjective word.Xinyu took the speech and replied.
That's right.Everyone has different satisfactions, but in the final analysis, it is actually the realization of what you expect.Therefore, if you want to be satisfied, you either reduce your expectations or achieve your wishes.Jiang Yue paused and said: But life is always unsatisfactory, right?
I understand what you mean... Xinyu tightened her body by the cold wind, looked out the window, and then said: But how can this kind of expectation be less?
Of course, I know this sounds like chicken soup.But to understand and accept this from the bottom of your heart, you must take the price of continuous loss.Like me, didn’t we just break up twice?Jiang Yue stood up and said: You don’t want the person you love the most to be the price, right?
Xinyu did not answer, but lowered his head thoughtfully, with a little confused expression.
Look at what I am talking now, like a boy, with a lot of big truths.Jiang Yue suddenly laughed, picked up the umbrella by the door, and said: Let's go, it's raining, and the party is about to end.
Xinyu raised her body that was about to fall apart, and staggered and was half-helped downstairs by Jiang Yue.
It was drizzling outside, but the wind blew.
The students on the playground didn't have time to wait until the last program ended and began to end one after another.
Xinyu stood under Jiang Yue's umbrella, unconsciously looking at the orange-yellow night sky, and whispered: It rained on the first day of the New Year...
Jiang Yue gently stroked Xinyu's chin, turned her face towards her, and said softly: Have fun with him.
Xinyu suddenly leaned over Jiang Yue's face and kissed her, smiled sweetly, turned around and ran into the rain in the direction of the dormitory.