Yan Qing's head was a little drowsy since she woke up and her chest was stuffy.
I don’t know where Xinyu ran to the playground last night. He waited around and saw no one in her. He was soaked in the rain for a while, probably because of this fever.
Looking at the haggard self in the mirror, Yan Qing was dreaming that Xinyu would suddenly appear at this time, giving him a gentle hug, a sweet smile, and a mint-scented kiss as usual.
But for some reason, he began to feel distance from such a scene.
When did this change occur?
Yan Qing recalled the past few months and seemed to be able to find the answer during the National Day holiday.
It should have been a very ordinary holiday, but that day I got drunk and had a strange dream.
It was only after that day that Xinyu made him feel strange.
Thinking of this, a hint of impulse suddenly flashed in Yan Qing's heart.
He hadn't felt this way for a long time, which made him wonder if it was because of Xinyu.
He walked into the toilet and closed the door, hesitated to put his hand into his crotch.
His penis was itchy with the cold hands, which made him feel uncomfortable and wanted to pull his hands back at any time, but the impulse in his heart still made his hands slowly move.
He knew that sooner or later he would take that step with Xinyu, so he had to slowly move closer to a normal man.
In fact, Yan Qing reacted every time he saw Xinyu's lustful scene, but he was suppressed by his consciousness that he had maintained for many years.
He would fantasize about having sex with Xinyu when his head was empty, and he would also dream of it in his dreams, and he would find the semen left in his crotch when he woke up.
Xinyu is so beautiful Ah, she is like a girl who only appears in porn comics.
As he thought this way, his unfamiliar movements slowly accelerated, and his penis slowly stood up.
At this time, he did not need any visual stimulation. The scenes of Xinyu's orgasm spasms and crazy water spray were imprinted in the depths of his memory, allowing him to rush up just by thinking about it.
His hands still had Xinyu's tender and smooth skin feeling like milk, and his body seemed to feel the warmth of rubbing against each other through her clothes.
All of this made him eliminate the discomfort in his heart bit by bit and slowly speed up the movements in his hands.
One day during the New Year's Day holiday in my senior year, my roommates went to the Internet cafe and basketball court early.
Xinyu made an appointment with him early that there was no activity today, and she would study by herself obediently.
But will she really behave as safely during the holidays?
Maybe you are already having sex with someone at this time, right?
Don't go to Li Junming's house again...
Humph... Yan Qing's body shook slightly, and his body temperature seemed to be gradually rising, causing a slight sweat to seep out of his head.He slowed down his hands and slowly started stroking them.
He couldn't help but ask himself, do you really like to watch Xinyu be fucked?
Obviously not, he quickly denied it in his mind.
Although he has experienced countless times when Xinyu is about to have sex with someone, and even several times when he has presented it with him, he rarely watches with his own eyes.
It seems that even though he acts indifferent, such a picture will still make him feel uncomfortable visually.
The penis in his hand was stroking hard and thrust by Yan Qing, and his glans was stimulating that it was swollen red by the sliding back and forth.
Yan Qing was almost ashamed of what he was doing now, but out of that unknown impulse, he continued the movements in his hand.
It's really a satirical boy like Ah who is as elegant as himself can hide in the bathroom and masturbate secretly, Yan Qing thought.
In his mind, familiar faces appeared one by one. Do those people who he respected would also make such shameful actions from time to time?
What if Xinyu saw it?
Of course she wouldn't come. She has promised to study for herself and she should believe her.
But what if she appears?
Thinking of this, Yan Qing's thoughts became more complicated. His desire for a girl had occupied his mind. He now had some hope that Xinyu could appear here, or even just have sex with her here.
But on the other hand, he was also worried that if Xinyu saw her, her image would be damaged.
There are other people, what if the members of the Literary Society see it?
What if the teacher sees it?
If that woman
Oh...Ah!Yan Qing suddenly trembled all over, and a large amount of slightly yellow semen shot out from his swollen glans, sputtering into the squatting pit.
He was obviously startled by his reaction and couldn't help but scold him. He pulled out a few pieces of toilet paper with a red face and wiped the glans that were covered with semen.
The scene at the last moment made him feel disgusted. Although he didn't understand why, he didn't want to think about it at all.
With a click, it suddenly knocked on the door, which made Yan Qing turn around and actually saw a figure standing outside the door.
Yan Qing?Xinyu's doubtful and worried voice came from outside the door. She was definitely the person Yan Qing didn't want to see at this time.But his hands were dealing with the embarrassment on his body, and he didn't care to stop her.
Are you in there?Xinyu asked anxiously outside the door, twisting the door handle but not unscrew it.
Yan Qing's heart, which was beating wildly, slowly soothed when he saw this. He quickly adjusted to restrain his unstable voice and replied: I'm using the toilet, baby.You wait for me.
Ah?OK... Xinyu, outside the door, took two steps back and answered timidly, as if embarrassed by his recklessness.
Yan Qing calmed herself down, sorted out her clothes, flushed off the semen in the toilet, and thought about it in her mind that she would go out later to tell her that she might have a fever, because she was wet when she was waiting for her yesterday, and then went out to play with her for a day in her concerns and spent the New Year's Day holiday smoothly.
As for why she suddenly appeared here, it doesn't matter for the time being.
But when he opened the door, Xinyu suddenly rushed over, hugged him, and touched his crotch with his right hand.
Yan Qing grabbed her hand almost like a conditioned reflex, but she still touched her penis that had not yet become weak.
Give me!Xinyu said excitedly, trying hard to break free from his right hand, but was grabbed tightly.
She used her left hand to pull Yan Qing's pants, and he also caught her.
Seeing that she could not break free, she raised her face and said aggrievedly: I have had sex with countless boys. I know the sounds they made during orgasm... I can also smell the smell of sperm, I know what you are doing.
Yan Qing's face suddenly turned pale, and the strength of her hands became a little loose, and was broken free by Xinyu.
At this time, Xinyu no longer coveted Yan Qing's penis, but hugged his stiff body and kissed his lips.
Can you give it to me?You want to have sex with me, too?Did you think of another woman just now?Xinyu asked softly.
No... Yan Qing answered muffled.Even though he had imagined similar scenarios and had psychological expectations for this, when he was really facing this situation, he could only blush and beating his heart.
Xinyu slowly hugged him tightly, pressed his face against his chest, feeling his excited heartbeat, and asked: Then will we start?
As he said that, Xinyu's hand moved down from behind, put his fingers into his belt, and carefully pushed down.
But even such tentative actions failed to get Yan Qing's consent, and her wrist was held by him again.
no.Yan Qing stared at Xinyu's eyes and replied.
Why?Xinyu let go of his hands, took a step back, and asked in confusion.
I need some more time.
time?But I have been waiting for you for two years... Don't tell me that it is normal for ordinary couples to have two years, we are different!Xinyu's face slowly turned red with the excitement, and her voice kept trembling.
Haven’t I always acquiesced to you to have sex with other men?Why do you say it as if I imprisoned your desire?Yan Qing was also excited and asked in a tone he had never used to her before.
I can't help but want to keep having sex, but do you think I like this?Let me show you Xinyu turned around, took off her pants toward Yan Qing, revealing the pussy that was ravaged and swollen.
The two originally white and tender labia were swollen and squeezed the petals into a gap, and there were even slight bloodshots on the edge of the gap.
you……
This was the result of having sex with about a dozen boys last night. I took the initiative to let them fuck me for three hours.Xinyu said as he pushed away his swollen labia.
Although the pain made her tremble constantly, she still showed the terrifyingly red vagina to Yan Qing.
Only then did Yan Qing notice that Xinyu's legs were trembling since she came in, and her voice was pathologically weak.But all these were covered by her excitement.
My desires are like black holes, always wanting to be filled, but they keep increasing.Sex addiction is like drug addiction. Of course, it is very enjoyable when you are satisfied, but you will only want more afterwards, otherwise you will be retaliated by other things... Xinyu put on his pants again, turned around and walked towards Yan Qing, looking into his eyes and said: You are what I want 'more'.
I'm afraid I will never be able to satisfy you.Yan Qing replied with a look on his face.
That doesn't matter!What’s important is that I can know that you are willing to have sex with me!Xinyu's emotions broke out again.
Although she was trying hard to restrain her voice, she still couldn't suppress the tremor of her voice: Do you know that I have always spent the past two years insecurity?I don't understand why other men want to have sex with me, but you don't want to.I always reflect on whether you are disliked that I am too lewd, are you disliked that I am dirty, are you disliked that I have been raped... Although you have been denied, how can I see through your thoughts?
Yan Qing's Adam's apple moved up and down, but he didn't say anything.
Do you want me to go in this direction?Do you really want me to be a ‘bus’ that anyone can get on?Xinyu slowly walked towards Yan Qing, with tears in his eyes and said: Of course you don’t want to... You know very well in your heart that our sexual consciousness is all pathological.But, it must develop in a good direction, right?
Yan Qing still had a tense face and said nothing.Xinyu stroked his cheek, held his palm, and said softly: So, please fuck me, okay?
Yan Qing was still silent, but turned her face back and stared at Xinyu's eyes.
Xinyu exited the toilet as if knowingly, took off her cotton coat, placed it on the sink outside, and supported her hands on it.
Yan Qing also walked out and slowly moved behind Xinyu.
Xinyu half-closed her eyes and was ready.
Through the mirror in front of him, Xinyu observed Yan Qing's approaching him, and gradually felt his breath behind him.
The musk smell of male hormones was sniffed into her nose, fascinating her like a medicament.
Do you remember I told you a dream?Yan Qing leaned back to Xinyu's ear from behind and asked in a low voice: It was just during the National Day holiday.
Remember.Xinyu was immersed in this misty ambiguity and regarded this issue as flirting.But in a moment, she began to feel uneasy.
In fact, there was more than one dream that day...or, it was a strange feeling.Yan Qing was still whispering softly, staring at Xinyu's slightly trembling bun, and then said: It should be considered a reappearance of a vague memory... I dreamed of some extremely bad and shameless things that my mother had done to me.
Xinyu was pulled out of the atmosphere of love and desire, and her pupils also contracted nervously.Yan Qing's voice without any emotion made her cold all over, as if she was being captured.
Before today, I can't remember how many years I haven't masturbated.I know the feeling of having sex dreams and nocturnal emissions better than anyone else.Yan Qing took a step back and then said: I felt this way that night.But strangely, when I woke up the next day, I found that my pants were very clean.
Yan Qing!I... Xinyu turned around and was immediately furiously blown by Yan Qing's cold eyes.
What did you do to me?Yan Qing interrupted her and asked.
Xinyu leaned against the sink, opening his mouth slightly, trying to say something, but he couldn't say it as if it was stuck in his throat.What excuses can she find at this time?Drunk?All I can do is to try.
I... drank too much... Xinyu replied in a low voice, even sobbing in horror.
drink wine?I remembered it.At that time, Qin Xuan handed me a glass of wine and said you gave it to me, but I got drunk after I finished drinking.Yan Qing said expressionlessly: Did you get the glass of wine for having sex with the bartender?It doesn’t seem like being impulsive after drinking, can you plan so much?
Xinyu's heart was beating wildly. She didn't dare to answer this question, so she could only swallow helplessly.The legs seemed unable to support the body, and slowly showed a bent state.
Why don't you talk anymore?Yan Qing asked again.
Can you...don't treat me like this?Xinyu said these words almost trembling all over her body, and said in a weaker and weaker voice: I'm afraid...
Yan Qing looked at her expressionlessly, walked slowly over, leaned over to her subconsciously avoided ears, and said: I said the same thing to that woman.
Xinyu's trembling breathing was sprayed lightly behind Yan Qing's ears as if it was chopped, and her wide eyes didn't dare to blink.Yan Qing no longer cared about her reactions, but instead snorted and turned around and left.
So...so do you want to transfer the hurt you have suffered to me?Xinyu asked.
But as soon as she said that, she wanted to kill her, and she wanted to know that if the trauma was really transferred, her rape of Yan Qing seemed to be counted.
Do you know what you just said?Yan Qing stared at her and asked coldly.
So what?All the boys I met wanted to have sex with me... Why do I still have to... endure an abnormal... Xinyu's face turned red and she restrained her trembling voice.
She knew that her brain had crashed and she had no idea what she was talking nonsense, but her emotions were so excited that she couldn't control her, which made her involuntarily say: Sorry...
Xinyu shook his head vigorously, calming his head and not daring to see Yan Qing, but he mustered up his courage to walk, and walked out of the door by Yan Qing.
etc.Yan Qing suddenly spoke.
When Xinyu heard this, he stood there, not daring to raise his head or turn around, and could only turn his back to Yan Qing.
Do you know?After accidentally coming into materialism in my childhood, I have always believed that the word "world" is objective. This view not only affects the way I view the world, but also shapes my character, thus affecting all aspects of my life.Yan Qing stared at Xinyu's back and stood there and said: But later, after more chance encountering another "opportunity", I began to discover that the "world" also has its subjective side.Because as far as my truest feeling is concerned, there is a difference between heaven and earth when exposed to this "opportunity".At this time, I gradually realized that the world in everyone's eyes is different, which means that everyone has a unique and subjective world.And what shapes every "subjective world" is every vivid "other person".
意识到这一点，对我来说是幸福的。Because this means that my ‘subjective world’ has been shaped, I realized it.What surprised me even more was that I found that most people except me were not as lucky as me.They can't wait for such an opportunity in their entire lives, nor can they wait for someone who makes me and the world more complete like you.我需要感谢你，欣煜。You broke into my world and blended with it, becoming a part of my heart.Become a movie, music, books in my world, with the sun, the stars, and the moon.Meeting you is not just an "opportunity", but in my eyes it is also a "miracle".The only thing I can repay you is to work hard to overcome all obstacles in yourself, become a part of your world, and become your miracle.
After listening quietly, Xinyu turned around with mixed feelings in her heart, looked at Yan Qing, and asked blankly: You... say these words...
This is the wedding vow I had envisioned last week, and it seems that I don’t need it now.After saying that, Yan Qing passed by Xinyu coldly, closed the dormitory door and left with a clang.
Xinyu looked at Yan Qing's leaving back in a daze through the open iron door, and froze in place.
I don’t know where Xinyu ran to the playground last night. He waited around and saw no one in her. He was soaked in the rain for a while, probably because of this fever.
Looking at the haggard self in the mirror, Yan Qing was dreaming that Xinyu would suddenly appear at this time, giving him a gentle hug, a sweet smile, and a mint-scented kiss as usual.
But for some reason, he began to feel distance from such a scene.
When did this change occur?
Yan Qing recalled the past few months and seemed to be able to find the answer during the National Day holiday.
It should have been a very ordinary holiday, but that day I got drunk and had a strange dream.
It was only after that day that Xinyu made him feel strange.
Thinking of this, a hint of impulse suddenly flashed in Yan Qing's heart.
He hadn't felt this way for a long time, which made him wonder if it was because of Xinyu.
He walked into the toilet and closed the door, hesitated to put his hand into his crotch.
His penis was itchy with the cold hands, which made him feel uncomfortable and wanted to pull his hands back at any time, but the impulse in his heart still made his hands slowly move.
He knew that sooner or later he would take that step with Xinyu, so he had to slowly move closer to a normal man.
In fact, Yan Qing reacted every time he saw Xinyu's lustful scene, but he was suppressed by his consciousness that he had maintained for many years.
He would fantasize about having sex with Xinyu when his head was empty, and he would also dream of it in his dreams, and he would find the semen left in his crotch when he woke up.
Xinyu is so beautiful Ah, she is like a girl who only appears in porn comics.
As he thought this way, his unfamiliar movements slowly accelerated, and his penis slowly stood up.
At this time, he did not need any visual stimulation. The scenes of Xinyu's orgasm spasms and crazy water spray were imprinted in the depths of his memory, allowing him to rush up just by thinking about it.
His hands still had Xinyu's tender and smooth skin feeling like milk, and his body seemed to feel the warmth of rubbing against each other through her clothes.
All of this made him eliminate the discomfort in his heart bit by bit and slowly speed up the movements in his hands.
One day during the New Year's Day holiday in my senior year, my roommates went to the Internet cafe and basketball court early.
Xinyu made an appointment with him early that there was no activity today, and she would study by herself obediently.
But will she really behave as safely during the holidays?
Maybe you are already having sex with someone at this time, right?
Don't go to Li Junming's house again...
Humph... Yan Qing's body shook slightly, and his body temperature seemed to be gradually rising, causing a slight sweat to seep out of his head.He slowed down his hands and slowly started stroking them.
He couldn't help but ask himself, do you really like to watch Xinyu be fucked?
Obviously not, he quickly denied it in his mind.
Although he has experienced countless times when Xinyu is about to have sex with someone, and even several times when he has presented it with him, he rarely watches with his own eyes.
It seems that even though he acts indifferent, such a picture will still make him feel uncomfortable visually.
The penis in his hand was stroking hard and thrust by Yan Qing, and his glans was stimulating that it was swollen red by the sliding back and forth.
Yan Qing was almost ashamed of what he was doing now, but out of that unknown impulse, he continued the movements in his hand.
It's really a satirical boy like Ah who is as elegant as himself can hide in the bathroom and masturbate secretly, Yan Qing thought.
In his mind, familiar faces appeared one by one. Do those people who he respected would also make such shameful actions from time to time?
What if Xinyu saw it?
Of course she wouldn't come. She has promised to study for herself and she should believe her.
But what if she appears?
Thinking of this, Yan Qing's thoughts became more complicated. His desire for a girl had occupied his mind. He now had some hope that Xinyu could appear here, or even just have sex with her here.
But on the other hand, he was also worried that if Xinyu saw her, her image would be damaged.
There are other people, what if the members of the Literary Society see it?
What if the teacher sees it?
If that woman
Oh...Ah!Yan Qing suddenly trembled all over, and a large amount of slightly yellow semen shot out from his swollen glans, sputtering into the squatting pit.
He was obviously startled by his reaction and couldn't help but scold him. He pulled out a few pieces of toilet paper with a red face and wiped the glans that were covered with semen.
The scene at the last moment made him feel disgusted. Although he didn't understand why, he didn't want to think about it at all.
With a click, it suddenly knocked on the door, which made Yan Qing turn around and actually saw a figure standing outside the door.
Yan Qing?Xinyu's doubtful and worried voice came from outside the door. She was definitely the person Yan Qing didn't want to see at this time.But his hands were dealing with the embarrassment on his body, and he didn't care to stop her.
Are you in there?Xinyu asked anxiously outside the door, twisting the door handle but not unscrew it.
Yan Qing's heart, which was beating wildly, slowly soothed when he saw this. He quickly adjusted to restrain his unstable voice and replied: I'm using the toilet, baby.You wait for me.
Ah?OK... Xinyu, outside the door, took two steps back and answered timidly, as if embarrassed by his recklessness.
Yan Qing calmed herself down, sorted out her clothes, flushed off the semen in the toilet, and thought about it in her mind that she would go out later to tell her that she might have a fever, because she was wet when she was waiting for her yesterday, and then went out to play with her for a day in her concerns and spent the New Year's Day holiday smoothly.
As for why she suddenly appeared here, it doesn't matter for the time being.
But when he opened the door, Xinyu suddenly rushed over, hugged him, and touched his crotch with his right hand.
Yan Qing grabbed her hand almost like a conditioned reflex, but she still touched her penis that had not yet become weak.
Give me!Xinyu said excitedly, trying hard to break free from his right hand, but was grabbed tightly.
She used her left hand to pull Yan Qing's pants, and he also caught her.
Seeing that she could not break free, she raised her face and said aggrievedly: I have had sex with countless boys. I know the sounds they made during orgasm... I can also smell the smell of sperm, I know what you are doing.
Yan Qing's face suddenly turned pale, and the strength of her hands became a little loose, and was broken free by Xinyu.
At this time, Xinyu no longer coveted Yan Qing's penis, but hugged his stiff body and kissed his lips.
Can you give it to me?You want to have sex with me, too?Did you think of another woman just now?Xinyu asked softly.
No... Yan Qing answered muffled.Even though he had imagined similar scenarios and had psychological expectations for this, when he was really facing this situation, he could only blush and beating his heart.
Xinyu slowly hugged him tightly, pressed his face against his chest, feeling his excited heartbeat, and asked: Then will we start?
As he said that, Xinyu's hand moved down from behind, put his fingers into his belt, and carefully pushed down.
But even such tentative actions failed to get Yan Qing's consent, and her wrist was held by him again.
no.Yan Qing stared at Xinyu's eyes and replied.
Why?Xinyu let go of his hands, took a step back, and asked in confusion.
I need some more time.
time?But I have been waiting for you for two years... Don't tell me that it is normal for ordinary couples to have two years, we are different!Xinyu's face slowly turned red with the excitement, and her voice kept trembling.
Haven’t I always acquiesced to you to have sex with other men?Why do you say it as if I imprisoned your desire?Yan Qing was also excited and asked in a tone he had never used to her before.
I can't help but want to keep having sex, but do you think I like this?Let me show you Xinyu turned around, took off her pants toward Yan Qing, revealing the pussy that was ravaged and swollen.
The two originally white and tender labia were swollen and squeezed the petals into a gap, and there were even slight bloodshots on the edge of the gap.
you……
This was the result of having sex with about a dozen boys last night. I took the initiative to let them fuck me for three hours.Xinyu said as he pushed away his swollen labia.
Although the pain made her tremble constantly, she still showed the terrifyingly red vagina to Yan Qing.
Only then did Yan Qing notice that Xinyu's legs were trembling since she came in, and her voice was pathologically weak.But all these were covered by her excitement.
My desires are like black holes, always wanting to be filled, but they keep increasing.Sex addiction is like drug addiction. Of course, it is very enjoyable when you are satisfied, but you will only want more afterwards, otherwise you will be retaliated by other things... Xinyu put on his pants again, turned around and walked towards Yan Qing, looking into his eyes and said: You are what I want 'more'.
I'm afraid I will never be able to satisfy you.Yan Qing replied with a look on his face.
That doesn't matter!What’s important is that I can know that you are willing to have sex with me!Xinyu's emotions broke out again.
Although she was trying hard to restrain her voice, she still couldn't suppress the tremor of her voice: Do you know that I have always spent the past two years insecurity?I don't understand why other men want to have sex with me, but you don't want to.I always reflect on whether you are disliked that I am too lewd, are you disliked that I am dirty, are you disliked that I have been raped... Although you have been denied, how can I see through your thoughts?
Yan Qing's Adam's apple moved up and down, but he didn't say anything.
Do you want me to go in this direction?Do you really want me to be a ‘bus’ that anyone can get on?Xinyu slowly walked towards Yan Qing, with tears in his eyes and said: Of course you don’t want to... You know very well in your heart that our sexual consciousness is all pathological.But, it must develop in a good direction, right?
Yan Qing still had a tense face and said nothing.Xinyu stroked his cheek, held his palm, and said softly: So, please fuck me, okay?
Yan Qing was still silent, but turned her face back and stared at Xinyu's eyes.
Xinyu exited the toilet as if knowingly, took off her cotton coat, placed it on the sink outside, and supported her hands on it.
Yan Qing also walked out and slowly moved behind Xinyu.
Xinyu half-closed her eyes and was ready.
Through the mirror in front of him, Xinyu observed Yan Qing's approaching him, and gradually felt his breath behind him.
The musk smell of male hormones was sniffed into her nose, fascinating her like a medicament.
Do you remember I told you a dream?Yan Qing leaned back to Xinyu's ear from behind and asked in a low voice: It was just during the National Day holiday.
Remember.Xinyu was immersed in this misty ambiguity and regarded this issue as flirting.But in a moment, she began to feel uneasy.
In fact, there was more than one dream that day...or, it was a strange feeling.Yan Qing was still whispering softly, staring at Xinyu's slightly trembling bun, and then said: It should be considered a reappearance of a vague memory... I dreamed of some extremely bad and shameless things that my mother had done to me.
Xinyu was pulled out of the atmosphere of love and desire, and her pupils also contracted nervously.Yan Qing's voice without any emotion made her cold all over, as if she was being captured.
Before today, I can't remember how many years I haven't masturbated.I know the feeling of having sex dreams and nocturnal emissions better than anyone else.Yan Qing took a step back and then said: I felt this way that night.But strangely, when I woke up the next day, I found that my pants were very clean.
Yan Qing!I... Xinyu turned around and was immediately furiously blown by Yan Qing's cold eyes.
What did you do to me?Yan Qing interrupted her and asked.
Xinyu leaned against the sink, opening his mouth slightly, trying to say something, but he couldn't say it as if it was stuck in his throat.What excuses can she find at this time?Drunk?All I can do is to try.
I... drank too much... Xinyu replied in a low voice, even sobbing in horror.
drink wine?I remembered it.At that time, Qin Xuan handed me a glass of wine and said you gave it to me, but I got drunk after I finished drinking.Yan Qing said expressionlessly: Did you get the glass of wine for having sex with the bartender?It doesn’t seem like being impulsive after drinking, can you plan so much?
Xinyu's heart was beating wildly. She didn't dare to answer this question, so she could only swallow helplessly.The legs seemed unable to support the body, and slowly showed a bent state.
Why don't you talk anymore?Yan Qing asked again.
Can you...don't treat me like this?Xinyu said these words almost trembling all over her body, and said in a weaker and weaker voice: I'm afraid...
Yan Qing looked at her expressionlessly, walked slowly over, leaned over to her subconsciously avoided ears, and said: I said the same thing to that woman.
Xinyu's trembling breathing was sprayed lightly behind Yan Qing's ears as if it was chopped, and her wide eyes didn't dare to blink.Yan Qing no longer cared about her reactions, but instead snorted and turned around and left.
So...so do you want to transfer the hurt you have suffered to me?Xinyu asked.
But as soon as she said that, she wanted to kill her, and she wanted to know that if the trauma was really transferred, her rape of Yan Qing seemed to be counted.
Do you know what you just said?Yan Qing stared at her and asked coldly.
So what?All the boys I met wanted to have sex with me... Why do I still have to... endure an abnormal... Xinyu's face turned red and she restrained her trembling voice.
She knew that her brain had crashed and she had no idea what she was talking nonsense, but her emotions were so excited that she couldn't control her, which made her involuntarily say: Sorry...
Xinyu shook his head vigorously, calming his head and not daring to see Yan Qing, but he mustered up his courage to walk, and walked out of the door by Yan Qing.
etc.Yan Qing suddenly spoke.
When Xinyu heard this, he stood there, not daring to raise his head or turn around, and could only turn his back to Yan Qing.
Do you know?After accidentally coming into materialism in my childhood, I have always believed that the word "world" is objective. This view not only affects the way I view the world, but also shapes my character, thus affecting all aspects of my life.Yan Qing stared at Xinyu's back and stood there and said: But later, after more chance encountering another "opportunity", I began to discover that the "world" also has its subjective side.Because as far as my truest feeling is concerned, there is a difference between heaven and earth when exposed to this "opportunity".At this time, I gradually realized that the world in everyone's eyes is different, which means that everyone has a unique and subjective world.And what shapes every "subjective world" is every vivid "other person".
意识到这一点，对我来说是幸福的。Because this means that my ‘subjective world’ has been shaped, I realized it.What surprised me even more was that I found that most people except me were not as lucky as me.They can't wait for such an opportunity in their entire lives, nor can they wait for someone who makes me and the world more complete like you.我需要感谢你，欣煜。You broke into my world and blended with it, becoming a part of my heart.Become a movie, music, books in my world, with the sun, the stars, and the moon.Meeting you is not just an "opportunity", but in my eyes it is also a "miracle".The only thing I can repay you is to work hard to overcome all obstacles in yourself, become a part of your world, and become your miracle.
After listening quietly, Xinyu turned around with mixed feelings in her heart, looked at Yan Qing, and asked blankly: You... say these words...
This is the wedding vow I had envisioned last week, and it seems that I don’t need it now.After saying that, Yan Qing passed by Xinyu coldly, closed the dormitory door and left with a clang.
Xinyu looked at Yan Qing's leaving back in a daze through the open iron door, and froze in place.
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