At around 11 o'clock, Niu Ben came to Director Yang's house with the bottle of Wuliangye. Director Yang had already gotten up and sat on the sofa to eat melon seeds. When he saw Niu Ben coming in, he called Niu Ben to sit down and said: "What are you taking? You're out there, come and sit down."
Niu Ben said politely: Leader, Happy New Year.
Director Yang replied politely: You are okay too.
Niu Ben sat next to Director Yang and ate melon seeds with Director Yang.
Just now, Yang Yang, who had just woken up from the bedroom, asked her father, mother and Niu Ben, and sat aside and watched TV.
Niu Ben looked at Yang Yang and said with a smile that Yang Yang has grown up to be a big girl: Uncle gives Yang Yang 200 yuan, and wishes Yang Yang successfully entered the High School No. 1 High School this year.
Yang Yang took Niu Ben's New Year's money and said: Thank you uncle.
Director Yang smiled and said to Yang Yang: This kid, don’t be polite.
Yang Yang turned his face and said: Uncle and I are acquaintances, so why are you polite?
Huang Xiaojuan was carrying a glass of hot rice wine, and while putting it in front of Niu Ben, she smiled and said: It was Lao Yang who spoiled Yang Yang. Niu Ben, drink some rice wine to make the bottom, and the dumplings will be cooked immediately. Lao Yang cleaned up and let’s have a meal.
Niu Ben took the rice wine and said politely: Thank you sister-in-law.
Don't be polite when you get home.Huang Xiaojuan said and turned to the kitchen.
Director Yang stood up and went to the bathroom. Niu Ben felt warm immediately while drinking the hot rice wine.
The Chinese New Year dumplings are fragrant, and Huang Xiaojuan's cooking skills are also very good. She brought various dumplings such as three-fresh filling, seafood filling, and leek filling, and also made coins. Whoever was the first and the most money would be the best, which means that she would be lucky this year. So Yang Yang poked all the dumplings on each plate first and smiled and found the dumplings that he thought were rich and happily ate them.
Everyone started eating with a smile when they saw it.
Director Yang greeted Niu Ben at the dinner table, and said inadvertently: Niu Ben, Hu Yanli is married, and I will also give you an invitation. You are not in the company, but in my office.
Niu Ben was shocked when he heard this, and then agreed: Oh.
Huang Xiaojuan seemed to be deliberately covering up something, so she hurriedly picked up a dumpling for Niu Ben and greeted Niu Ben to eat it.
After dinner, everyone sat on the sofa and chatted. Director Yang asked Niu Ben: Xiao Niu, the work is going well.
Niu Ben turned around and said to Director Yang: Everyone is proceeding step by step. I guess we will come to our unit to conduct a survey and conduct research after the New Year.
Director Yang said: Oh, do your best, the organization will put capable people in an important position.
Niu Ben said sincerely: I have to thank the leader for his kindness. Without you, I would not have been able to study at the Central Party School. I would never dare to think about it.
Huang Xiaojuan looked at Director Yang and said leisurely: If Niu Ben didn't study, maybe something would happen to Yànzi, alas.
Niu Ben turned around and asked Huang Xiaojuan: Sister-in-law, what happened to Liu Yàn? You are talking about it.
Director Yang glanced at Huang Xiaojuan and said: Yàn’s son was deceived by a man.
Niu Ben's head buzzed and couldn't help but ask, "Hmm?"
Huang Xiaojuan told Niu Ben the whole story.
It turned out that at the beginning, Liu Yàn was still very concerned about Niu Ben. Niu Ben left, and she was listless every day. Huang Xiaojuan knew that she was thinking about Niu Ben.
The incident happened. The Municipal Propaganda Department sent two tickets for the performances of the provincial singing and dancing troupe to the city to the bureau. Director Yang was not at the unit, so Liu Yàn took a call to his classmate Yao E and went to see it. He saw a handsome and handsome man in the theater. He had a good time with Yao E, so he went over to say hello to Yao E. When he saw the charming Liu Yàn beside Yao E, the man's eyes were straight.
From then on, the man entangled Liu Yàn. He introduced himself to Liu Yàn and said that his name is Gao Xu, he is 25 years old, graduated from university, works in the Municipal Taxation Bureau, and is a deputy section chief.
It also introduced that his father used to be the manager of a construction company and is now the vice chairman of the CPPCC in a county in this city. He is only one son. His family is very rich. He has several houses in the city and an Audi A6 car under his own name.
At first, Liu Yàn did not answer too much Gao Xu, but over time, Liu Yàn could not withstand Gao Xu's soft and hard work. When she confirmed that Gao Xu's words about family were true, she began to be moved.
Gao Xu is about 175 meters tall, with thick eyebrows and big eyes. He is very energetic, handsome, and polite to others.
Especially his romantic and generous look and his grand aura left a deep impression on Liu Yàn.
At that time, he came to Liu Yin almost every day, either to invite Liu Yin to dinner or to go shopping. Every time he bought a lot of things for Liu Yin, including clothes, jewelry, etc.
Liu Yàn also secretly compared Gao Xu with Niu Ben. Some of Gao Xu were almost none of Niu Ben. More importantly, Niu Ben is not only not romantic, but also married and has a child.
Liu Yàn was a little unhappy about Niu Ben's conditions at the beginning. Huang Xiaojuan was trying her best to promote her relationship with Niu Ben, so she didn't think about it carefully.
At this time, Gao Xu appeared beside him. Except for his size, everything was better than Niu Ben. Liu Yàn's heart changed, feeling that Gao Xu was his prince charming and his ideal husband.
During the relationship, Liu Yàn proposed several marriage conditions to Gao Xu, 1. 50,000 yuan; 2. Support parents; 3. The name of the house should be changed to Liu Yàn's name.
Gao Xu agreed without thinking and promised that as long as you follow me, everything will be listened to you.
When Liu Yàn heard Gao Xu agree to all the requests she made, under Gao Xu's sweet words, Liu Yàn was moved. He could not withstand Gao Xu's teasing. He couldn't help but promise and handed over his first time to him.
Liu Yàn felt very happy those days and couldn't help laughing out loud when walking.
Huang Xiaojuan felt the changes of Liu Yàn and asked Liu Yàn the truth. Because she was worried about Niu Ben, she persuaded Liu Yàn several times, but Liu Yàn was deeply trapped in Gao Xu's love network. Besides, the raw rice has been made into mature rice, so she did not listen to Huang Xiaojuan's persuasion.
But the good times did not last long. As the relationship with Gao Xu deepened, Liu Yàn gradually discovered that Gao Xu was not the only woman in life. When they were about to meet, there were often girls with demonic spirits in the demonic life to look for Gao Xu or call Gao Xu. She asked Gao Xu, and Gao Xu always explained and evaded it with various reasons.
One day, when Liu Yàn happened to pass by Gao Xu's house, he wanted to see if Gao Xu was at home or not. When he arrived at the door, he heard someone inside and knocked on the door and asked who it was. Liu Yàn joked: The water charge is charged.
The door opened, and the scene inside made Liu Yàn feel dizzy. Gao Xu actually called a lady at home. Only then did Liu Yàn feel that he had been deceived by Gao Xu.
However, Liu Yàn still deeply loved Gao Xu and wanted to convince and impress Gao Xu with reason.
Gao Xu also promised Liu Yàn that he could change his past and be good to Liu Yàn alone. Liu Yàn forgave Gao Xu and observed Gao Xu while continuing to be good.
Gao Xu seemed to have really changed.
Liu Yàn never discovered Gao Xu's cheating behavior again.
Liu Yàn originally thought that their relationship could finally become formal, and they were all ready to talk about marriage.
One day, Liu Yàn suddenly had a severe stomachache, and Huang Xiaojuan sent Liu Yàn to the hospital for examination. As soon as the test results came out, Huang Xiaojuan was stunned. Liu Yàn had a venereal disease, which caused pelvic inflammatory disease and endometritis. During the few days of hospitalization, Gao Xu also came to see Liu Yàn every day. When the doctor told Huang Xiaojuan and others that Liu Yàn might be infertile for life, Gao Xu never came again. Huang Xiaojuan went to Gao Xu to argue. Gao Xu gave Huang Xiaojuan 20,000 yuan and said: He paid Liu Yàn's medical expenses, because he was the only seedling, so all his promises were invalidated.
Huang Xiaojuan was so angry that she slapped Gao Xu.
When Niu Ben came back from studying, Huang Xiaojuan and Director Yang took Liu Yàn to a large hospital in the provincial capital to see a doctor. The matter was just like that, and someone had already spread the matter in the bureau.
From then on, Liu Yàn cried every day, as if he had not given up on Gao Xu yet. He wanted to ask Gao Xu in person, but was blocked by Huang Xiaojuan.
Huang Xiaojuan believes that if you continue to get entangled with Gao Xu, there will be no good results, and it will only get deeper and deeper.
The most urgent thing is to see a doctor first. Although Liu Yin's disease has been controlled, it has not been completely cured. It is particularly harmful to still have stomachache when the menstrual period comes.
Huang Xiaojuan said in the end, she had already cried like rain and she couldn't cry.
After hearing Huang Xiaojuan's statement, Niu Ben felt like a heavy stone was pressing down on his heart, suppressing all his guesses, imaginations and thinking, leaving him no room for maneuver, so he felt that even his chest was being pressed down, and he had to use some strength to breathe.
His legs were even more difficult to support such a heavy weight, and he had already proposed a strike on his senses.
He didn't know how he left Huang Xiaojuan's house, forgot the polite goodbye, forgot the food that Huang Xiaojuan prepared for him, and just went home mechanically.
Life is so difficult to understand. There is always a certain difference between ideals and reality. If the difference is small, or if we don’t feel the difference, then our life will be smooth sailing, and flowers and happiness will come one after another. On the contrary, the difference comes to guard against us without mercy, and even if we are reluctant to receive it, we must receive it.
This is even more true for feelings. When society develops, if one day we can have a large emotional refinery and concentrate, purify and stir together the ideals and reality of emotions, then our society will flourish and develop with unprecedented prosperity and the era that each needs will come to the world.
Niu Ben's brain was empty and his thoughts were blank. He simply took a simple approach, why did he cause these troubles for himself? Liu Yiàn is not his own person, so he just had a relationship with her, had a meal and held hands once? They did not sign a formal love agreement, and said it was serious, but when they passed by the love hall, they both lived in the same place and looked inside, and they didn't see anything inside, let alone walked into it.
According to this analysis, why does his fucking heart make the rabbit sad?
Niu Ben thought so casually, but the heavy stone did not understand his wish and was still pressing heavily on it.
Huang Xiaojuan came to Niu Ben's side at some point, and Niu Ben realized that he didn't even close the door.
Huang Xiaojuan pushed Niu Ben, who was in a daze, and said to him: Brother, don’t think too much. It’s because I’m sorry for you. It’s because I don’t have the blessing. Oh, you can use this little money. You can’t live such a simple life. You have to eat better. The body is very important. I still want to rely on you. I have kept these foods in the refrigerator. How many days can I eat.
Niu Ben looked at the thick money on the coffee table and said to Huang Xiaojuan: Sister, I feel very confused now. You can take the money back and borrow it from you when you use it.
Huang Xiaojuan stroked Niu Ben's hand with heartache and said: This is my private money, not much, so let's save it first.
Niu Ben refused again. He knew that Huang Xiaojuan was sincere in helping him. It should be 10,000 or 20,000 yuan per dollar, and he will pay it back to her in the future.
Huang Xiaojuan stood up and said: Brother, I'm leaving. Lao Yang and Yang Yang are both at home. If you go to the Fenghuo Mountain opposite, you will feel more relaxed. I have been there many times.
In the afternoon, Niu Ben came to Fenghuo Mountain alone opposite the bureau. He hadn't been here for a long time. He had been here with his children and his wife before.
On summer Sundays, the streets were very noisy and stuffy. He, his children and his wife put a few newspapers here, brought some drinks, fruits and small food, and sat under the shadow of the big tree. The paradise-like enjoyment, the pleasant mood and happiness taste were comparable to the days of a god.
But all this has become a distant past, as if it only appears in a dream, and there is no such happiness or happiness in reality at all.
The mountain is still the same as before, and people are still the same as before. Now my mood has changed, so I feel very strange to see here.
He slowly walked up step by step, and there was a very quiet surroundings.
Yes, on the first day of the first lunar month, people gather at home, where they have the time and mood to hang out here.
The sun was hanging high in the air, and the weather was not very cold, but the higher it went, the stronger the wind was, and it blew on the face, making it so painful.
The surroundings were gray and without any color. The trees that were lush in the past were all bare at this time, trembling in the cold wind.
The steps that were moving upwards continued to extend, as if the steps here could never be completed, and Niu Ben's steps became slower.
At the end of the steps is a temple with red walls and green tiles. The temple door is open, and the past is inseparable. The old man who watched the temple for a living has no sign, only those hideous statues of gods looking at his own incense.
People are often afraid of such gods, but the mice and sparrows in the mountains are not afraid of them at all, but instead play on their bodies and heads.
Niu Ben came to the main hall of the temple and saw a colored clay body called Queen Mother sitting in the middle. There was a child on both sides who was unknown to be a man or a woman.
The Queen Mother looked kind and kind, but due to the loss of time and the erosion of wind and rain, the color on her body was mottled.
There were no fireworks in the incense tripod in front of the Queen Mother. Niu Ben thought that today is the first day of the first lunar month, and the world is a lively festival for every family members. However, the Queen Mother, who was respected by people in the past, has no people's answers at this time. It is deserted here, and even the fireworks that have been constantly on the past are gone.
I thought it was a pity that I didn’t smoke and didn’t have the habit of bringing a lighter. If there was a fire, then I would help Queen Mother and give her some fireworks. It’s the New Year and I won’t end up so lonely and deserted.
Maybe it was because the old man in the temple was walking in a hurry, maybe there were no thieves here. There were a few one-yuan bills curled up under the incense tripod, and there were sign boxes next to the bills. Sign boxes were usually used to make money, so they would be inseparable and stay intimately together.
Niu Ben looked at the box and remembered the lotus tag that Lin Daiyu slapped when Shou Yihong and the flowers were having a night banquet in Dream of Red Mansions. It was written with the words "The Wind and Dew Clear Sorrow", and there was also an old poem: Don't blame the east wind and sigh.
You might as well draw one. What kind of lottery would it be? Thinking about it, I reached out to touch the lottery box.
After his hand reached the box, a living thing ran out of the box and knocked the box to the ground. It suddenly scared Niu Ben and came to his senses. He thought it was a little mouse, so he jumped off the altar and ran behind the Queen Mother.
Looking at the bamboo sticks scattered all over the floor, Niu Ben picked up one and looked at it saying: When the cold weather turns into ice, why should you be greedy and stingy to achieve fame and fortune? The king’s fate is long and short, and if one loses one, it will lead to two people.Niu Ben looked at such a signature and thought carefully. According to the signature, his life would not be easy. The last sentence: one loses one and becomes two people. What is the loss?
Who will be the two of them?
I can't figure it out.
When I woke up in the morning, Niu Ben felt a headache and pre-splitting, his whole body was sore, and his body was a little burned. After measuring his body temperature, it was 38 degrees 2. Niu Ben knew that he had a cold.
I found some medicine and fell asleep again.
When I sleep, I feel drowsy and don’t know how time has passed. I just feel cold for a while and hot for a while. When it is cold, it feels like entering an ice cave, and when it is hot, it feels like entering a stove.
When he was vague, he felt someone ringing the doorbell. He thought of opening the door, but without any strength, he got up and fell heavily on the bed, and then he was stunned and unconsciously.
When he was aware, why did so many people come to his family stand beside him? He seemed to have returned to his dream and struggled to open his eyes. He saw that there were many people standing underground, including Director Yang, Huang Xiaojuan, Li Shengli and his wife downstairs, Xiao Zhang from the unit, and a woman wearing a white hexagram and wearing a mask.
Niu Ben's thinking gradually came back, thinking that he seemed to have a cold. How did so many people come in?
I wanted to sit up, but I felt a cold on my hands. I saw that I was injecting liquid.
He looked at everyone with difficulty, trying to say something, but his throat was so dry that he couldn't say it.
Huang Xiaojuan looked at Niu Ben and woke up, calling Niu Ben and said: Niu Ben, you have finally woken up, so everyone should worry more about Ah.
Director Yang continued: It's Ah, no matter how hard the door is, I can't open it. I can only let Xiao Zhang crawl in through the window. Seeing you burning so hard, the doctors in the community are still here.
Niu Ben tried his best to recall the beginning of his illness, but he couldn't remember it, so he asked: What time is it now.
Xiao Zhang said: It’s past 3 pm on the third year of junior high school.
Li Shengli said: If you are sick, call me, and there will be some care for those upstairs and downstairs.
Niu Ben said: Thank you everyone.
Huang Xiaojuan asked with concern: Do you feel better now?I feel uncomfortable, tell me what the doctor is.
Niu Ben said: Thank you sister-in-law, the New Year's Day has caused you trouble.
The doctor came over and said: His fever has subsided, it’s just a common cold, there is no threat, just rest and it’s fine.
Director Yang asked the doctor: Will it get fever again? Should I send it to the hospital?
The doctor returned and said: There should be nothing wrong. Observe for a while, and if there is nothing, you can rest assured.
Huang Xiaojuan told Director Yang: Let’s go back and I will take care of you here, and there is also a doctor. Thank you everyone.
It’s nothing, we’re welcome to be polite among colleagues. Niu Ben, have a good rest, we’re leaving.
Everyone left, and the doctor said to Huang Xiaojuan, I'll go out for a while, call me if you have something to do.
After saying that, he left.
Only Huang Xiaojuan and Niu Ben were left in the room.
Huang Xiaojuan closed the door and returned to Niu Ben's bed. Tears couldn't help but flow. She cried and said to Niu Ben: You're scared to death. Call me if you're sick.
Niu Ben: I don’t know that I just fell asleep so drowsy. It’s okay.
Huang Xiaojuan pressed her face against Niu Ben's cheek and said: What do you want to eat?I'll do it for you.
Niu Ben said: Sister, I want to drink a glass of water.
Huang Xiaojuan hurriedly stood up and said, "Don't leave and don't say: I'll go there for you now."
Niu Ben said politely: Leader, Happy New Year.
Director Yang replied politely: You are okay too.
Niu Ben sat next to Director Yang and ate melon seeds with Director Yang.
Just now, Yang Yang, who had just woken up from the bedroom, asked her father, mother and Niu Ben, and sat aside and watched TV.
Niu Ben looked at Yang Yang and said with a smile that Yang Yang has grown up to be a big girl: Uncle gives Yang Yang 200 yuan, and wishes Yang Yang successfully entered the High School No. 1 High School this year.
Yang Yang took Niu Ben's New Year's money and said: Thank you uncle.
Director Yang smiled and said to Yang Yang: This kid, don’t be polite.
Yang Yang turned his face and said: Uncle and I are acquaintances, so why are you polite?
Huang Xiaojuan was carrying a glass of hot rice wine, and while putting it in front of Niu Ben, she smiled and said: It was Lao Yang who spoiled Yang Yang. Niu Ben, drink some rice wine to make the bottom, and the dumplings will be cooked immediately. Lao Yang cleaned up and let’s have a meal.
Niu Ben took the rice wine and said politely: Thank you sister-in-law.
Don't be polite when you get home.Huang Xiaojuan said and turned to the kitchen.
Director Yang stood up and went to the bathroom. Niu Ben felt warm immediately while drinking the hot rice wine.
The Chinese New Year dumplings are fragrant, and Huang Xiaojuan's cooking skills are also very good. She brought various dumplings such as three-fresh filling, seafood filling, and leek filling, and also made coins. Whoever was the first and the most money would be the best, which means that she would be lucky this year. So Yang Yang poked all the dumplings on each plate first and smiled and found the dumplings that he thought were rich and happily ate them.
Everyone started eating with a smile when they saw it.
Director Yang greeted Niu Ben at the dinner table, and said inadvertently: Niu Ben, Hu Yanli is married, and I will also give you an invitation. You are not in the company, but in my office.
Niu Ben was shocked when he heard this, and then agreed: Oh.
Huang Xiaojuan seemed to be deliberately covering up something, so she hurriedly picked up a dumpling for Niu Ben and greeted Niu Ben to eat it.
After dinner, everyone sat on the sofa and chatted. Director Yang asked Niu Ben: Xiao Niu, the work is going well.
Niu Ben turned around and said to Director Yang: Everyone is proceeding step by step. I guess we will come to our unit to conduct a survey and conduct research after the New Year.
Director Yang said: Oh, do your best, the organization will put capable people in an important position.
Niu Ben said sincerely: I have to thank the leader for his kindness. Without you, I would not have been able to study at the Central Party School. I would never dare to think about it.
Huang Xiaojuan looked at Director Yang and said leisurely: If Niu Ben didn't study, maybe something would happen to Yànzi, alas.
Niu Ben turned around and asked Huang Xiaojuan: Sister-in-law, what happened to Liu Yàn? You are talking about it.
Director Yang glanced at Huang Xiaojuan and said: Yàn’s son was deceived by a man.
Niu Ben's head buzzed and couldn't help but ask, "Hmm?"
Huang Xiaojuan told Niu Ben the whole story.
It turned out that at the beginning, Liu Yàn was still very concerned about Niu Ben. Niu Ben left, and she was listless every day. Huang Xiaojuan knew that she was thinking about Niu Ben.
The incident happened. The Municipal Propaganda Department sent two tickets for the performances of the provincial singing and dancing troupe to the city to the bureau. Director Yang was not at the unit, so Liu Yàn took a call to his classmate Yao E and went to see it. He saw a handsome and handsome man in the theater. He had a good time with Yao E, so he went over to say hello to Yao E. When he saw the charming Liu Yàn beside Yao E, the man's eyes were straight.
From then on, the man entangled Liu Yàn. He introduced himself to Liu Yàn and said that his name is Gao Xu, he is 25 years old, graduated from university, works in the Municipal Taxation Bureau, and is a deputy section chief.
It also introduced that his father used to be the manager of a construction company and is now the vice chairman of the CPPCC in a county in this city. He is only one son. His family is very rich. He has several houses in the city and an Audi A6 car under his own name.
At first, Liu Yàn did not answer too much Gao Xu, but over time, Liu Yàn could not withstand Gao Xu's soft and hard work. When she confirmed that Gao Xu's words about family were true, she began to be moved.
Gao Xu is about 175 meters tall, with thick eyebrows and big eyes. He is very energetic, handsome, and polite to others.
Especially his romantic and generous look and his grand aura left a deep impression on Liu Yàn.
At that time, he came to Liu Yin almost every day, either to invite Liu Yin to dinner or to go shopping. Every time he bought a lot of things for Liu Yin, including clothes, jewelry, etc.
Liu Yàn also secretly compared Gao Xu with Niu Ben. Some of Gao Xu were almost none of Niu Ben. More importantly, Niu Ben is not only not romantic, but also married and has a child.
Liu Yàn was a little unhappy about Niu Ben's conditions at the beginning. Huang Xiaojuan was trying her best to promote her relationship with Niu Ben, so she didn't think about it carefully.
At this time, Gao Xu appeared beside him. Except for his size, everything was better than Niu Ben. Liu Yàn's heart changed, feeling that Gao Xu was his prince charming and his ideal husband.
During the relationship, Liu Yàn proposed several marriage conditions to Gao Xu, 1. 50,000 yuan; 2. Support parents; 3. The name of the house should be changed to Liu Yàn's name.
Gao Xu agreed without thinking and promised that as long as you follow me, everything will be listened to you.
When Liu Yàn heard Gao Xu agree to all the requests she made, under Gao Xu's sweet words, Liu Yàn was moved. He could not withstand Gao Xu's teasing. He couldn't help but promise and handed over his first time to him.
Liu Yàn felt very happy those days and couldn't help laughing out loud when walking.
Huang Xiaojuan felt the changes of Liu Yàn and asked Liu Yàn the truth. Because she was worried about Niu Ben, she persuaded Liu Yàn several times, but Liu Yàn was deeply trapped in Gao Xu's love network. Besides, the raw rice has been made into mature rice, so she did not listen to Huang Xiaojuan's persuasion.
But the good times did not last long. As the relationship with Gao Xu deepened, Liu Yàn gradually discovered that Gao Xu was not the only woman in life. When they were about to meet, there were often girls with demonic spirits in the demonic life to look for Gao Xu or call Gao Xu. She asked Gao Xu, and Gao Xu always explained and evaded it with various reasons.
One day, when Liu Yàn happened to pass by Gao Xu's house, he wanted to see if Gao Xu was at home or not. When he arrived at the door, he heard someone inside and knocked on the door and asked who it was. Liu Yàn joked: The water charge is charged.
The door opened, and the scene inside made Liu Yàn feel dizzy. Gao Xu actually called a lady at home. Only then did Liu Yàn feel that he had been deceived by Gao Xu.
However, Liu Yàn still deeply loved Gao Xu and wanted to convince and impress Gao Xu with reason.
Gao Xu also promised Liu Yàn that he could change his past and be good to Liu Yàn alone. Liu Yàn forgave Gao Xu and observed Gao Xu while continuing to be good.
Gao Xu seemed to have really changed.
Liu Yàn never discovered Gao Xu's cheating behavior again.
Liu Yàn originally thought that their relationship could finally become formal, and they were all ready to talk about marriage.
One day, Liu Yàn suddenly had a severe stomachache, and Huang Xiaojuan sent Liu Yàn to the hospital for examination. As soon as the test results came out, Huang Xiaojuan was stunned. Liu Yàn had a venereal disease, which caused pelvic inflammatory disease and endometritis. During the few days of hospitalization, Gao Xu also came to see Liu Yàn every day. When the doctor told Huang Xiaojuan and others that Liu Yàn might be infertile for life, Gao Xu never came again. Huang Xiaojuan went to Gao Xu to argue. Gao Xu gave Huang Xiaojuan 20,000 yuan and said: He paid Liu Yàn's medical expenses, because he was the only seedling, so all his promises were invalidated.
Huang Xiaojuan was so angry that she slapped Gao Xu.
When Niu Ben came back from studying, Huang Xiaojuan and Director Yang took Liu Yàn to a large hospital in the provincial capital to see a doctor. The matter was just like that, and someone had already spread the matter in the bureau.
From then on, Liu Yàn cried every day, as if he had not given up on Gao Xu yet. He wanted to ask Gao Xu in person, but was blocked by Huang Xiaojuan.
Huang Xiaojuan believes that if you continue to get entangled with Gao Xu, there will be no good results, and it will only get deeper and deeper.
The most urgent thing is to see a doctor first. Although Liu Yin's disease has been controlled, it has not been completely cured. It is particularly harmful to still have stomachache when the menstrual period comes.
Huang Xiaojuan said in the end, she had already cried like rain and she couldn't cry.
After hearing Huang Xiaojuan's statement, Niu Ben felt like a heavy stone was pressing down on his heart, suppressing all his guesses, imaginations and thinking, leaving him no room for maneuver, so he felt that even his chest was being pressed down, and he had to use some strength to breathe.
His legs were even more difficult to support such a heavy weight, and he had already proposed a strike on his senses.
He didn't know how he left Huang Xiaojuan's house, forgot the polite goodbye, forgot the food that Huang Xiaojuan prepared for him, and just went home mechanically.
Life is so difficult to understand. There is always a certain difference between ideals and reality. If the difference is small, or if we don’t feel the difference, then our life will be smooth sailing, and flowers and happiness will come one after another. On the contrary, the difference comes to guard against us without mercy, and even if we are reluctant to receive it, we must receive it.
This is even more true for feelings. When society develops, if one day we can have a large emotional refinery and concentrate, purify and stir together the ideals and reality of emotions, then our society will flourish and develop with unprecedented prosperity and the era that each needs will come to the world.
Niu Ben's brain was empty and his thoughts were blank. He simply took a simple approach, why did he cause these troubles for himself? Liu Yiàn is not his own person, so he just had a relationship with her, had a meal and held hands once? They did not sign a formal love agreement, and said it was serious, but when they passed by the love hall, they both lived in the same place and looked inside, and they didn't see anything inside, let alone walked into it.
According to this analysis, why does his fucking heart make the rabbit sad?
Niu Ben thought so casually, but the heavy stone did not understand his wish and was still pressing heavily on it.
Huang Xiaojuan came to Niu Ben's side at some point, and Niu Ben realized that he didn't even close the door.
Huang Xiaojuan pushed Niu Ben, who was in a daze, and said to him: Brother, don’t think too much. It’s because I’m sorry for you. It’s because I don’t have the blessing. Oh, you can use this little money. You can’t live such a simple life. You have to eat better. The body is very important. I still want to rely on you. I have kept these foods in the refrigerator. How many days can I eat.
Niu Ben looked at the thick money on the coffee table and said to Huang Xiaojuan: Sister, I feel very confused now. You can take the money back and borrow it from you when you use it.
Huang Xiaojuan stroked Niu Ben's hand with heartache and said: This is my private money, not much, so let's save it first.
Niu Ben refused again. He knew that Huang Xiaojuan was sincere in helping him. It should be 10,000 or 20,000 yuan per dollar, and he will pay it back to her in the future.
Huang Xiaojuan stood up and said: Brother, I'm leaving. Lao Yang and Yang Yang are both at home. If you go to the Fenghuo Mountain opposite, you will feel more relaxed. I have been there many times.
In the afternoon, Niu Ben came to Fenghuo Mountain alone opposite the bureau. He hadn't been here for a long time. He had been here with his children and his wife before.
On summer Sundays, the streets were very noisy and stuffy. He, his children and his wife put a few newspapers here, brought some drinks, fruits and small food, and sat under the shadow of the big tree. The paradise-like enjoyment, the pleasant mood and happiness taste were comparable to the days of a god.
But all this has become a distant past, as if it only appears in a dream, and there is no such happiness or happiness in reality at all.
The mountain is still the same as before, and people are still the same as before. Now my mood has changed, so I feel very strange to see here.
He slowly walked up step by step, and there was a very quiet surroundings.
Yes, on the first day of the first lunar month, people gather at home, where they have the time and mood to hang out here.
The sun was hanging high in the air, and the weather was not very cold, but the higher it went, the stronger the wind was, and it blew on the face, making it so painful.
The surroundings were gray and without any color. The trees that were lush in the past were all bare at this time, trembling in the cold wind.
The steps that were moving upwards continued to extend, as if the steps here could never be completed, and Niu Ben's steps became slower.
At the end of the steps is a temple with red walls and green tiles. The temple door is open, and the past is inseparable. The old man who watched the temple for a living has no sign, only those hideous statues of gods looking at his own incense.
People are often afraid of such gods, but the mice and sparrows in the mountains are not afraid of them at all, but instead play on their bodies and heads.
Niu Ben came to the main hall of the temple and saw a colored clay body called Queen Mother sitting in the middle. There was a child on both sides who was unknown to be a man or a woman.
The Queen Mother looked kind and kind, but due to the loss of time and the erosion of wind and rain, the color on her body was mottled.
There were no fireworks in the incense tripod in front of the Queen Mother. Niu Ben thought that today is the first day of the first lunar month, and the world is a lively festival for every family members. However, the Queen Mother, who was respected by people in the past, has no people's answers at this time. It is deserted here, and even the fireworks that have been constantly on the past are gone.
I thought it was a pity that I didn’t smoke and didn’t have the habit of bringing a lighter. If there was a fire, then I would help Queen Mother and give her some fireworks. It’s the New Year and I won’t end up so lonely and deserted.
Maybe it was because the old man in the temple was walking in a hurry, maybe there were no thieves here. There were a few one-yuan bills curled up under the incense tripod, and there were sign boxes next to the bills. Sign boxes were usually used to make money, so they would be inseparable and stay intimately together.
Niu Ben looked at the box and remembered the lotus tag that Lin Daiyu slapped when Shou Yihong and the flowers were having a night banquet in Dream of Red Mansions. It was written with the words "The Wind and Dew Clear Sorrow", and there was also an old poem: Don't blame the east wind and sigh.
You might as well draw one. What kind of lottery would it be? Thinking about it, I reached out to touch the lottery box.
After his hand reached the box, a living thing ran out of the box and knocked the box to the ground. It suddenly scared Niu Ben and came to his senses. He thought it was a little mouse, so he jumped off the altar and ran behind the Queen Mother.
Looking at the bamboo sticks scattered all over the floor, Niu Ben picked up one and looked at it saying: When the cold weather turns into ice, why should you be greedy and stingy to achieve fame and fortune? The king’s fate is long and short, and if one loses one, it will lead to two people.Niu Ben looked at such a signature and thought carefully. According to the signature, his life would not be easy. The last sentence: one loses one and becomes two people. What is the loss?
Who will be the two of them?
I can't figure it out.
When I woke up in the morning, Niu Ben felt a headache and pre-splitting, his whole body was sore, and his body was a little burned. After measuring his body temperature, it was 38 degrees 2. Niu Ben knew that he had a cold.
I found some medicine and fell asleep again.
When I sleep, I feel drowsy and don’t know how time has passed. I just feel cold for a while and hot for a while. When it is cold, it feels like entering an ice cave, and when it is hot, it feels like entering a stove.
When he was vague, he felt someone ringing the doorbell. He thought of opening the door, but without any strength, he got up and fell heavily on the bed, and then he was stunned and unconsciously.
When he was aware, why did so many people come to his family stand beside him? He seemed to have returned to his dream and struggled to open his eyes. He saw that there were many people standing underground, including Director Yang, Huang Xiaojuan, Li Shengli and his wife downstairs, Xiao Zhang from the unit, and a woman wearing a white hexagram and wearing a mask.
Niu Ben's thinking gradually came back, thinking that he seemed to have a cold. How did so many people come in?
I wanted to sit up, but I felt a cold on my hands. I saw that I was injecting liquid.
He looked at everyone with difficulty, trying to say something, but his throat was so dry that he couldn't say it.
Huang Xiaojuan looked at Niu Ben and woke up, calling Niu Ben and said: Niu Ben, you have finally woken up, so everyone should worry more about Ah.
Director Yang continued: It's Ah, no matter how hard the door is, I can't open it. I can only let Xiao Zhang crawl in through the window. Seeing you burning so hard, the doctors in the community are still here.
Niu Ben tried his best to recall the beginning of his illness, but he couldn't remember it, so he asked: What time is it now.
Xiao Zhang said: It’s past 3 pm on the third year of junior high school.
Li Shengli said: If you are sick, call me, and there will be some care for those upstairs and downstairs.
Niu Ben said: Thank you everyone.
Huang Xiaojuan asked with concern: Do you feel better now?I feel uncomfortable, tell me what the doctor is.
Niu Ben said: Thank you sister-in-law, the New Year's Day has caused you trouble.
The doctor came over and said: His fever has subsided, it’s just a common cold, there is no threat, just rest and it’s fine.
Director Yang asked the doctor: Will it get fever again? Should I send it to the hospital?
The doctor returned and said: There should be nothing wrong. Observe for a while, and if there is nothing, you can rest assured.
Huang Xiaojuan told Director Yang: Let’s go back and I will take care of you here, and there is also a doctor. Thank you everyone.
It’s nothing, we’re welcome to be polite among colleagues. Niu Ben, have a good rest, we’re leaving.
Everyone left, and the doctor said to Huang Xiaojuan, I'll go out for a while, call me if you have something to do.
After saying that, he left.
Only Huang Xiaojuan and Niu Ben were left in the room.
Huang Xiaojuan closed the door and returned to Niu Ben's bed. Tears couldn't help but flow. She cried and said to Niu Ben: You're scared to death. Call me if you're sick.
Niu Ben: I don’t know that I just fell asleep so drowsy. It’s okay.
Huang Xiaojuan pressed her face against Niu Ben's cheek and said: What do you want to eat?I'll do it for you.
Niu Ben said: Sister, I want to drink a glass of water.
Huang Xiaojuan hurriedly stood up and said, "Don't leave and don't say: I'll go there for you now."
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