Chapter 29 Chapter of Mirror (Central)

It’s getting colder in November, and Lao Ma is still delivering breakfast downstairs in my dormitory. I couldn’t help but say: Do you have nothing to do with yourself? Isn’t you afraid that others will laugh at you and put on your cold butt?

Jingxin, you finally talk to me! Unexpectedly, Lao Ma's reaction didn't care what I said at all, but I started talking to him

I will study the topic after I have delivered breakfast to you every day. I already have an experimental team and am ready to participate in social operations. He said happily.

In just a moment, I felt the long-lost longing for life from his smile

I shook my head, took the breakfast in his hand, turned around and left, and said: Thank you

I heard the old horse behind me jumping up and reveling, and I guess others must have thought he was crazy

Gradually, I don’t know when it started, and my words became more and more common, and my hostility towards Lao Ma was reduced a lot.

But I never had any further relationship with him, just an ordinary friend

In late December, I found that my period had not come for a long time, and Ajuan also happened to have a disorder in menstruation, so we made an appointment to go to the hospital together.

The doctor looked solemn when he prescribed the medicine for Ajuan and helped me see the doctor. She asked Ajuan to go out first. I said: It doesn't matter, she is my good friend.

The doctor glanced at Ajuan and said: Are you still students?

Ajuan nodded: It's Ah, we are all seniors, and we are ready to graduate

The doctor nodded and said that's okay

I asked in confusion: What's wrong with me, Doctor?

Do you really don't mind your friend being present? The doctor asked, don't you know your physical condition?

I said with a puzzled look: What's going on? Am I serious? It doesn't matter, you said it's all

You are pregnant, the doctor said concisely

I felt like I was hit by five thunders, and I walked out of the hospital with my eyes unconsciously accompanied by Ajuan. I remember the doctor's words very clearly: I am three months old, so I recommend not to have a miscarriage. Given your physical condition, if you have an abortion, it will be too much to have children in the future.

Ajuan endured it all the way until she returned to the school gate and asked: Whose child belongs to?

I had done it with Lao Ma and Huan Juan, and it was only three days apart. Ajuan asked me how I knew, and I shook my head and said: I don’t know

Have you been raped? Ajuan said incredibly, Do you want to call the police?

I sat on the edge of the school road in a daze, letting the cold wind blow, Ajuan blocked me and said: If you don’t know who it is, you can have an abortion, don’t give birth to it

I didn't reply to her

Think about it, according to this time, it should be that the school started not long ago. What happened to you in those days? By the way! I remember that when you came back to the dormitory that day, you walked strangely. I also asked you if it was broken and if it was that day!

Ajuan recalled what happened a few months ago and suddenly said

I still didn't answer her, just wondering what I should do, I actually have children, I still have to take the postgraduate entrance examination, I still have to struggle, do I want to have children so early? I am just a child, Ah

Is it Lao Ma? Ajuan said again

What did you say? I didn't hear it clearly

Lao Ma has been so enthusiastic in the past few months and your indifferent attitude towards him. I remember that your team went to the ancient town for a few days before the start of school. Did he force you at that time? Ajuan reasoned

I have to say that there is no fool who can go to Guangzhou University. She is basically thinking about it. But she never thought that I would automatically sacrifice myself to Huan Jue the next day, which would add uncertainty to the children in her belly.

Go back, I'll ask Lao Ma to negotiate for you. Ajuan angrily wanted to pull me up, and I quickly said: No, I'll go to abortion after the exam

Why do you do this? If you don’t call the police, you will bear it silently. He doesn’t even know that he has caused you such a great grievance. I see others as a human being, but I didn’t expect that they were actually beasts in clothes!

Ajuan's words made me lose my confidence

Ajuan found a classroom without anyone, and immediately called Lao Ma. Lao Ma had been in the dormitory for a long time, and everyone had his phone number.

Lao Ma was at school at that time. After a few minutes, he came over and saw that I was the only one and I were there. He asked strangely: Ajuan, what's the matter, you call me here?

Have you raped Jingxin? Ajuan asked straight to the point

Lao Ma's elegant posture suddenly seemed frightened and panicked: I...I...

After repeating it many times, he finally lowered his head and said: Yes...

You trash! The people in our dormitory are in vain to inform you this semester, giving you the opportunity to approach Jingxin, and wanting to help you pursue her. I didn’t expect that you are guilty. Everything you do is to atone for your sins! Fuck you!

Ajuan wanted to pull up the things from the classroom and throw them at Lao Ma, but there was no item to throw. She could only walk forward angrily and slap him hard.

You are a trash man, you are easy to do but not to do it, but you are actually a rapist! You look at your gentleness and humorous words, but you didn’t expect to be a beast in your clothes. It’s a shame to have someone like you in our school!

Ajuan was not polite at all, slapped her face on the other side

Lao Ma's face was beaten red, and he said in a low voice: It's my fault. I shouldn't have taken advantage of Jingxin's drunk that day, so I took advantage of the fact that I was drunk and indulged in lust. Everything was my fault!

You men, lifted their pants and left. I'm sorry, I'm wrong, can you recover anything? Do you need to bear any pain? Do you know Jingxin, because you are going to bear the pain of abortion!

Ajuan said something I didn't want her to say, so I quickly walked up to pull her

But it was too late, and Lao Ma heard important information: What? Jingxin has it?

To Ah, you fucking rapist, do you know what the doctor said? If Jingxin had an abortion, she might not be able to have another life, and you ruined her for the rest of her life!

Ajuan kept whipping Lao Ma with her bag in confusion. Lao Ma just blocked without any counterattack.

Jingxin, listen to me, I really love you, can you give me a chance? I will be a responsible father. Lao Ma knelt down and hugged my feet and begged

You are not the father of the child, you have no right to make a decision. I can only tell you the possibility

You don't have to lie to me, I know I was wrong, would you give me a chance to make up for my merits? Lao Ma said

I don't like you, why should I be with you for the sake of my child?

I sneered, just because I have an abortion, I will never have children in this life, so you think I can only be with you in this life, right?

It's not like that. I really regret everything I did that night. I'm always angry at my shameless behavior of drinking and committing crimes. Can I not have an abortion? I will live a good life for you.

Lao Ma begged, he began to kowtow, the banging sound was extremely obvious in the quiet classroom

I went out and Ajuan calmed down. Maybe she saw Lao Ma's behavior was a little different from what she expected. She decided to give us space to deal with it.

I admit that before you raped me, I had a little bit of affection for you, but how could you be sure that the child in my belly was you? I smiled and said

The first time you were mine, I clearly saw your virgin blood. And I just heard that abortion, not a miscarriage, was not a miscarriage, and that was not a miscarriage for more than 3 months. If you push it back like this, who else can you have if it is not mine?

I didn't expect that Lao Ma was so familiar with women's physical health

Oh, so clear, did you have an abortion with an ex-girlfriend? I said sarcastically

No, I just know these things. I can really be a good father to the child, your good husband. Lao Ma raised his head and there was a large bruise on her forehead, black and purple.

I am so charming. After you get me fucked, I let myself go and I find someone to have sex. I don’t know who the child’s father is. Do you want to be a father?

I said, after all, I really don’t know who the child is the father. I don’t want the child to be half an orphan without his father. Why should such a tragic life be born in this world and suffer?

No matter who it belongs, I am willing to raise it. Lao Ma said at a loss

I don't know what's wrong with me after saying this, I walked out of the classroom and pulled Ajuan back to the dormitory

After returning to the dormitory, no one else was there. Ajuan said: What's wrong, are you going to abort the child? But the doctor said you may...

I lowered my head and said seriously, I don’t want my children to suffer, but I don’t want to have children in the future. However, the best way to do this is to have an abortion. I collapsed in my seat. Do I have no qualifications to be a mother in this life?

I will take the postgraduate entrance examination in about 10 days. I will take the postgraduate entrance examination and go for an abortion. Just as the exam was over, I was waiting for my parents to visit.

They booked a room and asked me to go there. I didn't know what happened. After entering the room, I actually saw Lao Ma being there.

I instantly knew what was going on. I gritted my teeth and glared at Lao Ma. Unexpectedly, he came to my parents directly to force me to submit.

As soon as I entered, my father said: You are now in my senior year and have Shan Bo’s child. Although he is not very good at his skills, I think he is a promising young man. Isn’t it good for you to live together?

I was born a good girl, but at this time, I couldn't help but exclaim my first anger at my parents: What do you know? I never even had a dating with him! I admit that I had a little bit of affection for him before, but what are you now? Do you force me to submit?

Jingxin Ah, we asked the doctor, in this situation, if you have an abortion, you may not be able to have a child in the future. You said that you have a little affection for Shan Bo. He did something wrong. On the day he came to us, your father also broke his leg. Later, I heard him tell you all the reasons. It is wrong to have sex after drinking, but the situation is done. Can't you give him a chance?

Mom advised

Only then did I notice that Lao Ma was wearing plaster and leaning on crutches on his legs. Looking at his still bruised forehead, I felt a little uncomfortable.

But I didn't say that the child was his Ah? I said stubbornly

Aren't you here to study at Guangzhou University? Or are you here to be promiscuous? Dad said angrily

Uncle, this child is mine, it’s all my fault. I am willing to treat Jingxin well for the rest of my life. Lao Ma hurriedly said

All your life, you can say it lightly. Maybe you have cheated on your marriage and there. I am responsible for taking care of your husband and children, and you are responsible for flirting with flowers and plants. I mocked

Jingxin, when did you speak so meanly? Mom said

I am more than him, and my father is not necessarily him. If he doesn't let me have an abortion, then the one I'll give birth to is not his child. Who should I raise? I shrugged and said

Whether I am mine or not, I can raise it! I believe that Lao Ma still believes that I am lying at this moment

But I didn't lie, I was telling the truth. As long as I told Huan Jue's existence, Lao Ma might not insist. Didn't he just believe that the child in my belly is his, so he is so determined?

I didn't lie. I soon came to my favorite senior brother to bed shortly after I had sex with you. He didn't take any safety measures and cums directly. I'm not sure if the child is yours.

I'll tell the facts easily

Lin Jingxin! Where have you read so many books? You speak so slutty! It's like a standing street! Dad said angrily, slapping the table with his palms

It's okay for me. Others have raised a lot of children for me. It's normal for me to raise one for others. Lao Ma said at this time

This sentence is not only me, but my parents all open their mouths and don’t know what to say

I am a sperm donation volunteer. In the past few years of college, I have gone to donate sperm, and the sperm donation quota has been filled. I know that 5 families have given birth to children with my sperm. Lao Ma explained

I really don't know how to follow this operation. I looked at my parents, but they didn't seem to have reacted yet.

If Jingxin, please give me the opportunity to be with you, even if this child belongs to your senior brother, I will fulfill my father's responsibilities. There are many stepfathers in this world, let alone, if we get married, we can have two or three children, if you want to

Lao Ma continues to imagine the future

I was a little dizzy by his combination of punches. I didn't expect that he was such a person. I didn't even mind this. I couldn't seem to get rid of this piece of skin candy.

After hearing our conversation, my parents asked Lao Ma to go back first. After he turned around and walked out of the room, my father asked me seriously: Is what you just said true?

Which ones? I asked knowingly

You said you were not only with Shan Bo, but also with another senior brother. Is this true? Dad asked

I hesitated for a moment and nodded

I saw my father take a deep breath and finally sighed silently: Why are you like this... like this... He can't even scold him at all

I can only tell you what I have done and what I have done from my freshman year to now

Alas... why is my child's emotional journey so hard... After listening to my story, my mother kept shaking her head. I understand your thoughts. Lao Ma cut off your thoughts, and the future you longed for is gone like this...

Dad tilted his head and said nothing, but I knew from his breath that he was angry now

Shan Bo, alas, let me say that, the child in your belly may be Ma Shan Bo's or the person named Huan Jue? Dad asked

I nodded

Give me his phone number, I want to talk to him, Dad ordered

No, I don't want him to know about this. I'm taking advantage of his unconsciousness. He doesn't even know that I've been to bed with him. I shook my head and said, "

If the child is really Huan Jue, what should you do? Do you believe what Ma Shanbo said? Will he still like you if the child is not his? I think he would say that if he believes that the child is his.

Mom said

I don't know... I lowered my head and tears began to flow out

Jingxin, don’t cry... Mom hugged me and said softly, "My parents are still young, less than 50 years old, and we will raise him until he graduates from college."

So, you don't agree with me to interrupt the fetus? I heard something out of my mother's words

I discussed with your mother. We really attach great importance to what the doctor said. If this abortion makes you never give birth to again, we agree that you give birth. Even if you don’t raise it, we will raise it. At that time, you will really find a man you like and have another child you like after getting married.

Dad said

But Pity, this unborn child, will be subject to the calculations of our elders before he arrives. My mother's eyes are also a little red.

Don’t worry, wife, don’t be afraid, Jingxin, I have worked for many years, and although my salary is not high, I still earn hundreds of thousands of dollars in stock trading, which is enough to support my children. With us, my children will not lack love and will grow up healthily.

Dad said

Ah! You are finally willing to say that you have hundreds of thousands, right? I have always known it, but I don’t know when you will admit this

Mom pretended to be angry and hit her father in the head. I knew she must be trying to help me relieve my worries and deliberately create a relaxed atmosphere.

I'm not studying for graduate school anymore. I said after listening to their conversation

Why? Our family has never graduated, so you can continue to study. Didn’t you just say that there are still hundreds of thousands? Dad said

I shook my head: Actually, I have been struggling with the question of whether to give birth or not. I just heard you say, I...I decided to give birth, but I can't go to graduate school after giving birth selfishly. Wouldn't I have a mother or not?

Silence in the room

In the end, my father spoke first: You are adult too, you decide, I'm talking about it here, I don't need to consider the family, we respect you

In this way, the three of us decided on the matter with the child, but all this had nothing to do with Lao Ma.

After Lao Ma knew that I didn't have an abortion, his whole body became different. He even took me back to my hometown, rented a house for winter vacation nearby, and told his family that he wanted to do a project and would not go home this New Year.

He comes to my house every day, and I only think he is a passerby. At most, he is a possible child's father, but he is not very close to him.

After my sister returned home during the winter vacation of the senior high school, she found that there was one more person at home. She was surprised and said hello to Lao Ma directly and said hello to her brother-in-law.

I told her that he might not be his brother-in-law, but my sister just moved her eyes between me and Lao Ma and said: You are quite married

My parents also agreed that Lao Ma was active at home. They were not particularly close or alienated, just pretending that a homeless classmate who was in a place with heavy snow and snow blocked the road and had to spend a lively New Year.

He comes to home at around 9 a.m. every day, he helps us with housework and goes back after lunch. If he really wants to carry out project projects remotely, he will come to work hard until dinner in the afternoon

More than half a month later, my parents' attitude changed a little, and my mother quietly said to me: Jingxin, Shanbo is quite diligent and treats you well. Although I did something wrong at the beginning, you have a child now. If possible, you can try it?

My mother didn't force her, she just expressed her views. I also saw it. I admit that his actions over the past few months have shaken me a little. I just don't know if his hard work has created a character. After all, his reputation for treating women in the classmates' circle is really not very good. I still remember his great achievements when he changed four girlfriends in a semester.

I had no choice but to tell my mother what I saw and heard. My mother was silent for a while and said: Your hesitation is correct. After all, he took you for the first time without your consent. Now he is suspected of self-respect. Your father and I will observe it again. Your father is more accurate in seeing people, and pretending to be sincere. You can tell it. If your father can't even see it, it can only be said that Shanbo's acting skills are too good.

We had dinner together on New Year's Eve. Everyone else was a little uneasy at the dinner table except my sister. Especially me, Lao Ma was able to adjust the atmosphere, but his memes were relatively trendy, and his parents couldn't understand it, so they could only smile.

But after dinner, my father said: Shan Bo, you can spend the night here today

When I heard my father say this, my eyes widened. Shanbo was obviously scared by this sentence. Before he could speak, my father said: We have a utility room with a small bed inside. If you don’t dislike it, just sleep there for a night. It’s 10 o’clock now. You go back to the hotel to celebrate the New Year, which is a bit miserable.

Jingxin, take some pillows and quilts to the utility room to help Lao Ma make the bed. Mom followed Dad's words, but I don't know if they had planned it.

I reluctantly prepared to help Lao Ma make the bed, but after I took the thing over, Lao Ma snatched it and said: How can I bother Jingxin? I'll do it, you go and rest.

After saying that, I felt like he glanced at my stomach intentionally

It's been 5 months, and my belly is already quite obvious. Even the neighbors know that I have it. I'm accused Lao Ma is my fiancé

I lowered my head and walked out

My sister still slept with me in the same room, but she only had two beds apart. When she saw me back, she asked: Sister, why don’t I go to the storage room and you and your brother-in-law sleep?

I walked over and patted her head: What nonsense are you talking about? He is not your brother-in-law.

I don't understand. I see every move of my brother-in-law during this period. He really likes you, sister. Are you having a conflict?

My sister reached out and touched my belly. Sister, you all have children, it seems that they are quite old. Have you ever had a physical examination?

Of course I went for a physical examination. Half a month ago, my mother and I went for a physical examination. Lao Ma licked her face and wanted to follow her. My mother was embarrassed to refuse. After I arrived, I found out that my twins were petite. I was under great pressure in the early stages of pregnancy and often stayed up late. There may be a risk of premature birth. Let Lao Ma pay attention.

Don't make trouble, there are some things that your child doesn't know. I open her hand

You are only four years older than me, why am I a child? I really envy my sister, you can accomplish several major events in your life after graduation. My sister said enviously.

Is there anything I want to envy? I tell you Ah, study hard, don’t be like me, I actually want to come out and work hard by myself, and then wait until I am in my thirties and have a successful career before finding a boyfriend

I went back to my bed and covered it with a quilt.

I don't want it. I will become an old lady in my thirties. At that time, my choice will be very few. We are not like boys. Our choice of spouse will plummet after the age of 25. Good men will be stolen by then.

I can't refute what my sister said, but I'm just saying it. Of course, of course, it's better to get married in my twenties, have a happy family, and have a successful career.

But now do I still have the opportunity to succeed in my career?

I probably have to give up on the postgraduate entrance examination interview

After a New Year, Lao Ma basically convinced my family members that they had already made up for his existence. Now I just look at me and nodded.

I seem to be forced to be with him now

When I returned to school after the winter vacation, Ajuan exclaimed when she saw my stomach: What's going on? Didn't you say that you would get rid of it after going home after the postgraduate entrance examination? Why are you still there?

I always chatted with Ajuan during the winter vacation, but I always avoided talking about my choice. She didn't expect that I would keep the child with me.

Just as I was about to answer, the others in the dormitory happened to come back together, and they saw my belly and opened their mouths wide: What's going on? Jingxin, do you have it? When did you pat and drag it? Your belly is so big?

No wonder they were surprised. After all, I was still working on postgraduate entrance examination textbooks for the last semester. I couldn’t tell that I was taking my children with me. It was not enough for 4 months before the holiday. Now I came back from the holiday in early March. It was almost 6 months, so I couldn’t hide it.

Actually, I asked myself what they asked, when did I date? I have never been to post in my life, so I just want to be a mother?

It's really hard to predict, but I can only blame myself for being ignorant and not knowing about emergency contraception afterwards, which led to the consequences of the current situation.

I admit it in front of everyone, no matter whether it is or not, let's think it is Lao Ma's first

No, it depends on your appearance, it must have happened at the beginning of last semester, but you still had a cold face to him during that period?

Don't gossip about other people's affairs. Anyway, Jingxin has it now, and admits that it is Lao Ma's. It seems that she is about to be born. Let's be a caring aunt for a semester.

Ajuan suggested

Other roommates raised their hands to agree

On the first day of school, Lao Ma appeared downstairs as usual, but the difference is that he also had some nutritional supplements in addition to breakfast. When his roommate saw this, he consciously helped me get it and said: Lao Ma Ah, you can do it, you can handle our Jingxin goddess quietly. Don't worry, Jingxin will definitely be fat under the care of our dormitory.

One person in the dormitory has successfully admitted to the postgraduate degree, and one person has already received the offer. Ajuan's family is doing business without worries, and I am not yet settled.

When they heard me say I wouldn't go to the postgraduate entrance examination interview, they were all surprised but understood that according to the due date, they should have almost obtained their graduation certificates at that time.

Now Lao Ma will give me lunch in different ways, and sometimes invite me to have dinner together. After a winter vacation and the support of my parents, I have let go of my hatred for Lao Ma. Now I am communicating with him with a very ordinary attitude.

I found that apart from his forced me and his fickle criminal record, he has been doing well in the past six months. However, I don’t know if the child in my belly is his. I don’t want to disappoint him, I can only keep a certain distance for his good deeds

He should have found that my attitude towards him has eased a lot, and he talked to me more and more actively about our future during the meal. He said that he was ready for the project to be put into production and accepted angel investment with his friends. The small company has been registered and I believe it will be able to operate stably in the near future.

I said that since that's the case, just focus on my career. It's a once-in-a-lifetime career. But he said: With you here, my career will be interesting. Otherwise, no matter how much I do, it will be just a career to make a living

Although this sentence is reasonable and affectionate, his Qiong Yao-like eyes are so greasy that I have to give him a blank look and continue eating.

It seemed like a long flow of water. I gradually got used to his existence. The breakfast he brought in and the daily conversation he chatted with me when he had dinner with me. Before I knew it, I didn't resist staying with him.

When I was notified of the postgraduate entrance examination interview, I went straight to the tutor. When she saw my belly, she immediately understood the reason why I gave up the interview. However, she said that she would support me to continue taking the postgraduate entrance examination, but I think there will be no chance in my life

Half a month after school started, Lao Ma drove back to school in a car and said he wanted to take me to dinner. I asked: What's going on? Whose car belongs to?

Lao Ma said: My dad, I think it's time for them to meet their future wife.

I was unexpectedly disgusted with this word and had accepted the positioning of this character. I lowered my head and said: Is this a decisive action before the action?

My mom knows that you have a big belly, but my dad doesn't know yet. I only know that I found a girlfriend. There are many people today, and I came here suddenly. If something happens, you don't have to speak out. I'll say

Are you planning to give your dad a scare Ah? I complained

Lao Ma touched my head comfortably, and for the first time I felt relieved and not disgusted.

Going to a big hotel, as far as I know, the food in this hotel is quite expensive, it seems that his parents are willing to book a book, but now if you can drive a small car, your family will not be bad no matter how good it is.

My horse followed Lao Ma nervously and pushed open a thick gate. It was a large private room facing the river. There was a large table with 20 people in the middle. There was also a landscape model in the center. There were 8 people sitting in the seat. This formation made me stand at the door and dare not move at all.

Lao Ma walked into the room with my hand. I lowered my head throughout the whole process and dared to secretly look at the people present with my eyes. An old couple, it seemed that they were Lao Ma's grandparents, a middle-aged couple, who should be Lao Ma's parents, a couple in their 30s and a boy or girl who was about the senior grade of elementary school. This should be the elder brother, sister-in-law and his nephew and nephew that Lao Ma told me.

Among the people present, except Lao Ma's father, everyone else nodded calmly. It seemed that Lao Ma told everyone except his father.

Shanbo, this... Lao Ma's father asked

Don't be surprised by the child's father, Shanbo wants to give you a surprise, Shanbo, please introduce it. Mom said

Grandpa, grandma, parents, elder brother and sister-in-law, two ponies, this one is my girlfriend Lin Jingxin, Jingxin, this one is my grandpa, this is my grandma...

After Lao Ma introduced it one by one, Lao Ma's father came back to his senses from his surprise: You all know the feelings, I am in the dark?

Yes, his grandfather said, then laughed

I plucked up the courage to say hello to people one by one

Mom, sister is so beautiful... Lao Ma's niece suddenly said

The atmosphere of everyone became active, and I also reduced my embarrassment a little

After learning that I had been more than 6 months, Lao Ma's father sighed: I was still wondering if you could settle down before you were 30 years old. I didn't expect that I found a wife for me before I graduated, and even had a child.

I know a classmate who is even more amazing. When I came back from summer vacation, I took my wife and a baby home directly. Lao Ma said

I know this person, a storied person at the school back then, and found a girlfriend and gave birth to a child. His parents didn't know about it until they came home during the summer vacation.

During the whole meal, I felt the politeness of their family. The harshness, ridicule and ridicule in the idol drama did not appear, which made me feel relieved.

Not long after this meal, my parents met with Lao Ma's parents. We made a fool of ourselves and made a good date to have a good day to have a drink and get married. We expected this December this year

It was soon April, and I felt uncomfortable. Because of the twins, my belly was much bigger than the same month. The whole dormitory was in a state of preparation. They were not troubled by finding a job or studying. So they were in the dormitory or traveling in the second semester of their senior year, but there was always someone who was taking care of me. I am very grateful to them and I am very grateful to have such a kind roommate.

Lao Ma has prepared a lot of pre- and after childbirth supplies, such as diapers, milk powder, toys, etc. It is unexpected that Lao Ma’s house is even ready for wedding house. This house was bought and renovated by Lao Ma when he was in his sophomore year. It was near the city.

My roommates were very envious of me for finding a husband like Lao Ma. Only Ajuan endured it for a long time before asking me: What do you... think inside?

I know what she was asking. After all, she helped me slap the old horse dragon ten times last semester. I pursed my lips and took a deep breath and said: What can I think? Is this a good ending?

Ajuan thought for a while, sighed and said: It seems that this is true. I can only wish you a happy marriage. When are you going to get your marriage certificate at the end of the year?

At the end of the month, the doctor said that my twins tend to have premature birth, and they may be born in May. It is much easier to go through the procedures if they get a certificate before giving birth. I said lightly

Actually, I have already accepted my fate. Lao Ma is also a good choice.

I didn't expect that the doctor said that premature birth would be so early. Shortly after getting the certificate, I was still in the dormitory for May Day. On the 3rd day, I slept at noon and suddenly felt that the bed was wet. After reading many parenting manuals, I knew that I was wearing amniotic fluid as soon as I touched it. I immediately said in the dormitory: I... I'm going to give birth...

4 people stayed in the dormitory during the May Day holiday. After all, it was the last holiday before graduation. I couldn't help but feel a little reluctant.

Everyone was a little surprised when they heard my shouting, but immediately followed the drill steps to help me get out of bed, then called Lao Ma to pick me up, Ajuan accompanied me with her pre-production bag, and the other two took a taxi and followed her to the hospital.

I was lying in the delivery room and sweating profusely. I was getting more and more painful with oxytocin. My stomach seemed to be bursting. My legs really wanted to kick the bed, but I had no strength anymore

I heard the nurse say that it is time to enter the delivery room!

I was asked to use force in the delivery room. I used all the best strength in my life. When I was in pain and tired, I finally felt my stomach lighter. Then I heard a shout. The nurse said that I asked me to continue exerting force. I remember that I still have one more time.

After I tried my best again, I heard another cry. I saw both children being held by nurses and placed in front of me. Then I hugged them out. My eyes darkened and I fainted.

When I woke up, the hospital bed was already surrounded by people. Lao Ma, his parents and three roommates. When I woke up, Lao Ma said: Take a break, your parents are coming, and it may be over one hour later.

I asked weakly: Where is the child?

No one else made a sound. Looking at Lao Ma, Lao Ma stammered and said: The children have more premature births and are sent to the incubator. If you are in a better condition, you will see them.

Jingxin Ah, you can have a good rest. Next, I will do it with Lao Ma’s father. Lao Ma’s mother said

I nodded and asked: Boy or girl?

The boy was born first, and the girl was later, both of whom were over 4 pounds. Although they were born prematurely, they were still relatively healthy. Thank you for your hard work. This small body supports a child of over 8 pounds every day.

Lao Ma touched my head again. I didn't feel anything anymore. I just said to a few roommates: Thank you

They said: You're welcome, as children's godmothers, we will definitely help you, and we have practiced it.

In this peaceful atmosphere, I finally fell asleep with peace of mind

The two children stayed in the hospital for three weeks before they were discharged safely. I moved into Lao Ma's house. Fortunately, it had been renovated for more than a year. Lao Ma's mother also arranged the rooms into a wedding room and a baby room. Her parents also took leave and took care of her for half a month before leaving.

Then it was Lao Ma's mother and I taking care of the children. Lao Ma's project has been officially launched. He is away during the day and comes back at night. Suddenly, I felt like a different life, as if I skipped the dating and marriage stage and entered the stage of raising children by the old couple.

You know, I just met Lao Ma just now last year and I was still trying hard to catch up on the competition progress.

Life is indeed impermanent

I have applied for a temporary employment and planned to find another job next year. Lao Ma's father will come here occasionally. He has a small company himself, but he has been working for so many years and has been on track for a long time. No need to worry about it. When he came here, he asked us to go out for morning tea or dinner.

The two children were named, the brother was Ma Nan and the sister was Ma Yanran. I actually wanted to do paternity tests with them, but I was afraid that if they were all Lao Ma's children, I could still accept it with peace of mind, but if they were Huan Jue's children, then would everything I accepted seem excessive and shameless?

After all, Lao Ma’s parents are pretty good

Lao Ma didn't mention this to me either. He should think that I lied to him at the beginning. I wanted to speak up many times, but I just didn't know what to say.

September is coming in a blink of an eye. According to the principle, I should have been a genius in the original plan, but I saw two children who were amused by a small toy. It seemed that everything else was not that important.

After Lao Ma came back in the evening, Lao Ma gave the child to his mother for care. Lao Ma came to the bedside and acted strangely. I asked: What's going on?

That... Jingxin, what day is today? Lao Ma asked

I took a look at the calendar: Ah on the 9th... I immediately remembered that today last year was the day when he raped me.

Jingxin, since the last year, we have not had that... Now we are all married, should we... Lao Ma stammered and said

Yes... I thought it would take a lot of courage to say this, but I didn't expect that now I have accepted the fact that he is my husband very casually

Lao Ma was overjoyed, he jumped onto the bed, and he stood on me and said: Jingxin, I love you

I closed my eyes and nodded. This was my first time having sex. I didn't expect that the child was several months old and I had the first time having sex when both of them were awake.

Lao Ma took off my clothes skillfully, and he said: Jingxin, your breasts are so big. After that, he lowered his head and sucked at my breasts.

Ah... The first time I was sucked by someone with sexual purpose, this sour feeling was completely different from when my two children were breastfeeding

Wife, your milk is fishy and has no smell. Lao Ma should have sucked out my milk

This is how human breasts are

I opened my eyes and touched my breasts by myself. My cup rose from B to C at the beginning, which was my ideal body shape. Unfortunately, I read a lot of information and said that it would shrink back after stopping breastfeeding.

The moment Lao Ma kissed me, I didn't know why Huan Jue appeared in my mind, who had not flashed for a long time. I closed my eyes hard and tried to engrave the image of Lao Ma in front of me into my mind. It was not Huan Jue, nor Huan Jue.

I still retain my first kiss. I let his tongue swim in a daze. When he kissed me almost, I pulled my underwear off directly

I presented it to him naked

A little shy, but soon relieved

Lao Ma praised: Jingxin, you are so beautiful, your figure is still so slim. After that, he carried my legs and pulled me under her.

The first time I looked at his cock was really calm and calm. He swept my mons pubis with his glans. I was itchy and twisted my body. He said: Wife, I'm in

After I nodded, he stepped in and I felt a long pillar stuffing into my vagina. I recalled the only two experiences of having sex. Lao Ma’s is thicker than Huan Jue, but shorter than Huan Jue. Lao Ma’s crazy thrusting made me gradually enter lust, but it seemed that it did not reach the depths of my flower heart, but this already made me very excited.

It turns out that sex is so good...

I started to scream. Lao Ma became even more excited when he heard my moan. He directly carried my legs on his shoulders, and his lower body rushed under me like a machine gun.

I was fucked by him for about half an hour before he pulled out his cock, then knelt on my belly and ejaculated with semen. For a moment, there was a lot of semen on my belly, breasts and even my face.

I said angrily: Why are you doing this? I'm going to wash again

Lao Ma comforted: Sorry Jingxin, I'm so excited, I'll help you wash it

Then he followed me into the bathroom to help me wash my body, and when he was a little hard, he inserted it into my back in the bathroom again.

I was played by him that night for about four hours. He might have ejaculated three times, but every time he ejaculated outside, maybe he was afraid that I would get pregnant again in a short time.

Since I started with Lao Ma, having sex has become my daily exercise. I will make up for the lack of love in this experience of not having sex in just half a year.

Lao Ma and I played many positions. Except for the dirty and I didn’t develop the chrysanthemums, I have basically tasted other SM, wax dripping, exposed in the wild, and suffocating.

When we were having a banquet in December, we invited many classmates and friends, but I didn't call Huan Jue. I think we should not touch the past again. I chose not to think about it.

March of the second year came, and I stayed at home for almost a year. When I was bored, I even had a laser surgery. I took off my glasses that I had been wearing for many years. I took off my glasses and seemed to be a few years younger. I thought it was time to come out of society. I used the postponement of employment to get a account manager of China Bank. When the interviewer heard that I already had two almost one-year-old children, she looked at my resume in disbelief and asked: You are a graduate of Guangwen University, who is going to have a child this year to postpone employment?

I nodded: Yes, the children are now taken care of by grandparents and grandparents, so I have no problem at work

My mother has already retired at the beginning of the year and can come to take care of the children. Lao Ma’s mother can be more relaxed. She will add Lao Ma and I to the evening. This is what has been planned.

I soon joined the company and temporarily worked as a front desk at China Bank for familiarity with business, so I entered society

Time flies very quickly, Xiaoma and Yanyan are already in the fourth grade of elementary school, and I have gradually gotten used to the rhythm of life

But on this day, Lao Ma came home and suddenly said: Jingxin, our company is preparing to set up a new company in Zhonghai City. I will go there to serve as the branch owner. What do you think?

Zhonghai City... My long-silent nerve suddenly touched a little. I once heard that Huan Jue is now in Zhonghai City. But for so many years, I have not contacted him.

Lao Ma had already learned that Xiaoma was not his son two years ago. That time, the two brothers and sisters fell on a bicycle by the field and were cut by the stone by the field. Both of them were bleeding heavily. Fortunately, this was a field near the city. Lao Ma and I quickly took them to the hospital. When we learned that we were going to transfusion, Lao Ma fell into deep thought when he saw Xiaoma's blood type A.

Lao Ma has type O blood, I am type B blood, it is impossible for a child with type A blood

I also realized that Xiaoma is Huan Jue's child

Xiaoma and Yanyan need to be hospitalized for two days. When Laoma’s parents were taking care of us, we returned home. Laoma said with a pale face: Did you tell me the truth back then?

Did you think I was fake back then? I asked back

Whose is it? You obviously have me for the first time, how could it be? Lao Ma asked

The long-sleeping mind suddenly broke out, but I still said calmly: You didn't have it once

Until now, I have been raising children for so many years, but you still don’t want to tell me who his dad is? Lao Ma asked angrily

I didn't know that there were so many people that day! I said angrily

Lao Ma slapped me in his first life

If you don't say it, I'll keep my promise, not my child will be raised. Who blames me for not having another one with you in the past few years? Old Ma was so angry that he slammed the door and slammed the door.

I know what Lao Ma means. In the early years, he cumsed in his arms every time he had sex with me, but I never heard of any movement. Later, when we went to the hospital for a check-up, we found that Lao Ma was too tired over the years and had weak sperm disease, so it was difficult for him to have another child. However, at that time, he thought he had both children, so he laughed and even told me that he could just cum inside without wearing a condom in the future.

I know that he has gone out to find many women over the years, but he is not attentive. I also turn a blind eye and just ask him not to get sick and come back and pass it on to me.

A few days later, Lao Ma took two paternity tests and his face was gloomy and gloomy. He threw them to me. I was also very surprised by the result: Xiao Ma and him were not biological, but Yan Yan had a 9999 probability of being biological.

That is to say, they have half-birth

This result made Lao Ma's attitude towards me return to the same as before, but I could see his distantness to Xiao Ma at the naked eye. However, Xiao Ma has been close to me since he was a child, so he didn't seem to find anything special.

I went through the transfer procedures and moved to Zhonghai City with Lao Ma when they were in their fourth grade summer vacation. When Lao Ma decided to move, he had found a property that had been built for three years and bought the tail house that had been hidden by the developer.

When we were in the past, we had been renovating there for several months, and we had a formaldehyde test and moved in with peace of mind.

Xiaoma and Yanyan quickly made good friends after transferring to school. I was already the deputy president of the branch there, and I could only become the account manager when I came here. However, I didn’t have much requirements for the position, so I just wanted Xiaoma and the others to study hard.

When Xiaoma was just half a year after he arrived, the current president of the club found me and pulled me into a club WeChat group. I saw Huan Jue's avatar in the group and seemed to be afraid to face it. Although he had even a son with him, he probably didn't know that I had slept with him, right?

I didn't know if I wanted to add him on WeChat, but he took the initiative to add me on WeChat. After I passed the verification, I didn't know what to say. I entered and deleted it for a long time before I sent a sentence. Hello, Brother!

He immediately replied, "Sister Sister, I'm so Ah!"

Then we fell into silence and embarrassment

Later he asked me where I worked, and I didn't want him to know that I was in Zhonghai City. Fortunately, my location is still in Guangwen City, and posting to Moments never involves positioning or pictures of nearby buildings, so I lied that I was in Guangwen City.

He said he was developing in Zhonghai City, and sometimes he got together.

I said yes, and then the two of them were gone.

Anyway, it's the past that I can't go back. It's been more than ten years, and my feelings are already blurred. I'll forget whether I'll meet or not in this life. Anyway, I want to hide this secret in my heart. I don't want other people to know except for a few people.

I know that Xiaoma and Yanyan will make good friends soon in the new school, I think it's good

I have less frequent sex with Lao Ma. I don’t know if he is old or tired or he knows that Xiao Ma is not his son, and I have a grudge against me. I secretly bought some adult toys and took them out when Lao Ma was on a business trip.

Before I knew it, Xiao Ma and Yanyan were in the first year of junior high school, and time seemed to be eaten. More than ten years have passed without even realizing the passing.

Xiaoma has a good relationship with his deskmate Chen Haohui. I also met the boy's parents. She is a single mother and is a manager like me, but she works in the club.

I have seen all kinds of people for so many years. Although I am a little concerned about her profession, she is also doing it for life. It is not easy for a woman to raise a child. We have gone out to have dinner several times and can chat with each other. It is a friend I met in Zhonghai City.

I saw that the character of Ah Hui was pretty good, Xiao Ma shouldn't learn bad things, so she let them play together

Things change at the end of 2019

I haven't had sex with Lao Ma for half a year, and I even said no more than 10 words in the past six months. I just asked on WeChat whether to come back to eat or not, whether to go on a business trip, etc. every day, and I just wanted to interact with each other such as asking if I want to go back to have sex, whether to go on a business trip, etc.

He went out early and came back late every day, and was exhausted after returning home. Finally one day, he said: Jingxin, why don’t we get divorced?

I expected such a day to come in my heart, and I took a deep breath and asked: Why?

I had a son with the secretary, and she wanted a name. Lao Ma didn't beat around the bush and just opened the door straight to the point.

I frowned and asked: Are you sure it is yours? It won’t be like a pony, right? How old is it?

One year old, I just learned to call me dad, I went to test my DNA, it was mine, Lao Ma said plainly

I didn't expect that I was so calm, but instead smiled: Okay, the house, car and the pony belong to me. If you don't bring Yanyan, I can take it with me.

Let’s do this, the car, house and Xiaoma belong to you, so I will go back to Guangwen City. I want to take Yanyan away, and I will give you 2 million at one time, and then give you 8,000 yuan in living expenses every month. When Xiaoma is 22 years old, is that good?

Lao Ma said in a plain tone

I thought this plan was good, it seems that Lao Ma had already made the plan and determined that I was satisfied with the price.

I nodded and went to divorce the next day peacefully

After getting home from divorce, it was still in the afternoon. Lao Ma said: Jingxin, do you want to come for the last time?

I took off my clothes silently and returned to the bed. He also came to the bed silently, just like he had been traumatizing me for the first time. This time, I was completely uneasy and just watched him spread my legs and thrust them in.

I had sex for the first time in half a year and soon got out of water. Lao Ma fucked her for about ten minutes and cumed directly into me.

I stood up speechlessly and went to the bathroom to rinse. After that, we sat on the bed. Lao Ma said: When Yanyan and the others finished the exam, I will go back to Guangwen City with her and her.

Have you thought about what to say? They are still in the dark, I asked

This is my fault. I said, you don’t have to speak out, just comfort Xiaoma at that time.

Lao Ma touched my head. For some reason, at this moment, I couldn't help it. After being strong for so long, I finally cried.

Lao Ma hugged me in his arms and said: Cry, take good care of myself in the future. All this is my fault. I'm sorry

Thinking of that night more than ten years ago, thinking of the life that I thought I was used to for more than ten years, thinking of no one to rely on in the future, thinking of myself going around in circles and finally becoming a divorced woman

All this seemed to be yesterday, and all this seemed to have never happened, but I have really experienced it, so I can only accept it.

After Xiaoma and the others returned home, I stayed in the room. Laoma went out and told them that the two children were obviously shocked by the sudden news. They started crying together. Then they rushed into the room and saw that they were both tears and snot flowing together. I hugged them with both hands and the three of them started crying together.

But I still controlled my emotions first, and I told them: This is a matter of my parents. We both did it after careful consideration. Xiaoma, just follow me, Yanyan, after you return to Guangwen City, do you know if you want to listen to your father carefully?

Mom...I don't want to be separated from you and your brother... Yanyan cried and said, "We obviously told our classmates where to go for a party during the winter vacation, but why did we become like this when we came back... Woo...

After Lao Ma and I tried our best to calm their emotions, we showed that we were not quarrels with divorce and we could meet at any time.

The two little ones are in the first grade of junior high school, this principle is easy to understand, but it is difficult to accept

Seeing that everyone was not interested, Lao Ma took us out for dinner. However, during the whole meal, the family that was happy in the eyes of outsiders was actually a broken family.

Lao Ma and Yanyan returned to Guangwen City before the New Year, Xiao Ma and I started our lives together.

The epidemic has changed our lives. The holiday that only a few days ago turned into work only at the end of February. Fortunately, Yanyan is fine, otherwise she would be worried about me.

I began to fall in love with yoga, which used to be a long time, but since I divorced Lao Ma, I found that yoga can give me a feeling of relaxation. I can emptied myself, and I went to class more frequently. Sometimes I could only bring takeout to Xiao Ma back to eat.

Since Lao Ma and Yan Yan were not here, I always felt that there was something missing in the house, but what made me feel relieved was that Xiao Ma had grown up. He was taller than in the sixth grade, and he had an erection when he saw him in the morning.

Gradually I found something wrong. The black stockings I put in the bathroom that I didn't wash were washed but were put back in place. I took them out and smelled them. There was a relatively strong smell of hand sanitizer. There was only Xiaoma and I, here, and it could only be made by Xiaoma. But why did he use hand sanitizer to wash my black stockings?

I have a bad idea in my heart, but I lobby for it that it is impossible.

In the following days, I paid special attention to my underwear. Every time I had doubts, I would pick it up and look at it. It was no longer wet, but it was obviously washed and dried and put back in place.

I was a little panicked inside. Xiaoma must have masturbated with her underwear and black stockings, but what should I do?

I can only take off my underwear and black stockings and wash them every time so that the pony can't have the chance to take it and mourn it.

This effect is good, Xiaoma did not make any abnormal behavior again. I think he might have found another interest. His underwear and black stockings were occasionally used by him as the desire of the opposite sex when he had just developed during puberty, and it did not involve my identity.

This year's birthday is the first time in more than ten years without Lao Ma around. But I didn't expect that when I came home from get off work, Xiao Ma actually cooked a big meal for me and inserted red roses on the dining table.

I smiled and said: Silly kid, you bought the wrong flower. Every flower has a specific flower language. It is not what it is performed in the TV series. Everyone is given red roses.

Xiaoma said, "So that's the case, I know mom...

Xiaoma doesn't like spicy food, but she cooked a spicy dish. I looked at the little boy in front of me and felt that he had really grown up. After his parents divorced, he also learned to grow up.

The food was a bit spicy. Xiaoma prepared the yogurt. I took a sip and it felt a bit strange. I asked: Xiaoma, is the yogurt you bought expired?

Xiaoma frowned and said: It's impossible. It's not long after I bought it. It was dropped at around 5 o'clock. Maybe it was the new flavor of this brand I bought.

I don't really believe in his life experience, so I asked him to take it over and see the box. This brand is really not drunk often. I said: Don't buy this brand in the future. It tastes bad, it's sour and weird, it seems to be spoiled.

But I still drank all that cup of yogurt, after all, it was not really expired, don't waste it

Xiaoma’s summer vacation is about to end. After school starts, he will be a second-year junior high school student. That day he said he can get some salads for takeout. I don’t know why he likes eating these things so much recently. Every time he comes back from yoga, I ask me to order him one.

When I got home, he had already put two salads in front of me and said that it was for me to choose. Who knew that I asked him to eat chicken but he said he wanted to eat beef

This trick

When I started eating, he poured the salad sauce between our two salads, saying it was a new brand

I ate this chicken and felt that the taste of this salad dressing is different from usual. It turned out that Xiaomacai bought a new brand and tried it. I said I don't want this brand next time

The days after divorce from Lao Ma were not as difficult as I thought. The main reason was that Xiao Ma had grown up and no matter how much I had to spend my time taking care of her, I saw the figure in his room and remembered the hobby that I had put down for a long time.

I remember the fate game I played when I was in college, but now it has been released in mobile games. In fact, I am playing secretly. I just usually try it in the room to create a model shape in front of two little ones.

Don’t I like these very much in primary school? When did I let it go? Can I give it a try now?

I secretly bought a saber lily blue lily dress online. After locking the door at night, I put it on and enjoy it quietly.

Since I have regained so many things I hadn't done before after my divorce, can I do something that I should have disappeared early and cannot experience like I did more than ten years ago?

I lied to Xiaoma and said that I would be on a business trip for a few days during the National Day. In fact, the suitcase I was pushing was filled with csplay props.

When I came to Guangwen City, I felt like I had become single, without Lao Ma, without Xiao Ma and Yan Yan, these few days are my own time.

After I stayed in the hotel, I got up early on the day of the comic exhibition and put on makeup, dressed myself up as my mind's saber lily, and went out to take the subway to the comic exhibition.

Along the way, I found that many people were secretly glanced at me, even photographing myself. I didn't feel dissatisfied at all, but I felt a little happy that I could attract so many people.

After I arrived at the comic exhibition, I finally became nervous. The first time I was dressed like this, I was watched by people. And I was still alone and had no club organization. I wanted to turn back to the hotel, but many people were taking photos around me, and I was embarrassed to run away.

At this time, someone pulled my skirt and shouted crisply: Mom?

When I looked back, my whole body suddenly became petrified. Yan Yan actually dressed like a saber and came to the comic exhibition like that, and even recognized me.

Where else is my image?

At this time, some people in the onlookers heard her name to me, and they screamed: Ah, this young lady is already the mother of another young lady! She looks like she is in her 20s, and her mother and daughter are on the same stage!

After being shouted like this, more people surrounded Yanyan and me. I was stiff and at a loss. Yanyan took my hand and said softly: Mom, relax, just think they are all monkeys, come and go with me

With Yanyan's support, my tense heart gradually relaxed and I was happy to accept their shooting

After the crowd dispersed, I asked Yanyan: Why are you here?

Yanyan looked at me with a cunning look and said: Isn’t it normal for me to be here? Mom, aren’t you in Zhonghai City? If your brother doesn’t come, you will come?

She also looked up and down at me while saying

I had no choice but to take her to have lunch before talking

So that's it, mom, you want to let yourself go and be your real self. Yanyan nodded while biting the sausage

Before I could speak, Yanyan continued: Mom, do you think my brother and I were born too early, which has caused you to lose a lot of fun and opportunities in your life?

Although I had this idea in my heart, I said to Yanyan in person, I felt bad. I touched her hair and said: Don’t think so. Your appearance is the happiness of my mother. I missed a lot, but I also got a lot. Look, you can come to the comic exhibition now, and I wear it out to play with my mother, so everyone has no sense of incongruity? If I was born in my 30s, I will be almost 50 years old when you are at your age.

Yanyan's eyes smiled into a crescent moon and said: This is true, but my mother is the most beautiful. In another ten years, we can still go to the comic exhibition together.

But then I may have to CS. Old lady. There is something very important. You must keep it secret today in the comic exhibition. I don’t want your brother to know that I went to the comic exhibition. I told him that I was on a business trip.

I told Yanyan

Yanyan said: OK, this is my little secret between me and my mother. I won’t mention it to him on WeChat. Tick it

After Yanyan knew the secret, I seemed a little shy. After we visited the comic exhibition for a day, she took the subway home after dinner. Before getting on the bus, I asked her: Is your dad good to you? What about you stepmother?

Yanyan was stunned after hearing my question. She smiled and said: It's great. Dad treats me the same as usual. My aunt is not a few years older than me, and he dares not berate me. However, I live in the school here and I don't have any chance to see them. Maybe there will be no chance to live together in the future, right?

When I heard Yanyan say this, it was both comforting and heartache. What was comforting was that she was doing well, but what was heartache was that she had to learn to live alone at such a young age.

Back in Zhonghai City, I changed back to my original appearance. Xiaoma didn't know that I was going out of the comic exhibition, and I still went to get off work and yoga activities normally, just like what I should be at this age.

Recently, Xiaoma has not done the lingerie behavior like that a few months ago, but I obviously found that he seemed to be addicted to games. I ordered him to play games from Friday to Sunday every week, and he had to study hard for me from one to four months.

He verbally agreed, but I found that he would still play with his phone or turn on the computer. But when I saw him, I seemed to be watching something, I just pretended that he couldn't see it.

It's another New Year, and the New Year left with Xiaoma and I at home is a bit deserted. Thinking that after Xiaoma graduated from university and even started a family and started a family, I might be alone at home in the future, so I became even more lonely

Unexpectedly, I have reached the age of imagining my old age. Everything seems to be yesterday. I am still rushing to papers and participating in competitions. My career day after day also makes me see no hope. I have no expectations for promotion, and I have no expectations for promotion here.

Life is like a pool of stagnant water. Although my life is energetic, it seems to be moving towards a bleak future step by step

It was just a day after the New Year, and I stumbled upon someone I had never imagined

I seemed to see Huan Jue when I was driving out of the parking lot?

I'm not sure, after all, I have lived here for more than 3 years and have never seen Huan Jue. Wouldn't I be dazzled?

But if you think about it carefully, every day when you get home, you get off the car and get on the elevator, then get off the elevator the next day, and drive out on the weekends. You can count the number of walks in your community with both palms. It is normal that I have never seen him before.

After this time, I carefully observed where I saw him last time. It was really him. He lived in Building 3 and I lived in Building 2. Although it was nominally next door, the distance between the two of the community was just north and south.

The night I went home for confirmation, I felt itchy after I got home for some reason. I took out my electric cock and stuffed it into my lower body. I remembered the image of Huan Jue that had not appeared for many years. It seemed that he was thrusting in front of me. I moaned with satisfaction, and even wet the bed sheets.

It may be the pregnant woman effect. Since I learned that he lives in the same community, I often see him driving or getting on and off the car. I also remember his license plate, but I have never seen his wife or children before, as if he is single.

I had thoughts about whether to recognize Huan Shao, but his life was good, so why should I disturb him?

But sometimes I also secretly guess that if Xiaoma is of age, he might still be the eldest son.

But Xiao Ma is so incompetent!

It's almost the final exam, but I'm still playing with the computer!

I went to yoga class that Sunday. Before I went out, I told Xiaoma to do my homework, but the teacher said that I had something to do temporarily and canceled the course after 10 minutes of going out.

I thought Xiaoma must be playing with the computer secretly, so when she got home, she knocked on the door without making any noise

But I felt something was wrong when I came to his door

His door was not closed, and I heard the woman's moaning, quietly peeking through the crack of the door, he was playing porn games!

His computer screen faced the door, and the pony was facing me. He held one hand on his cock and the other hand was lit with the mouse. I opened the door halfway and he didn't notice it. I saw a woman with big breasts wearing an apron, as if she was holding the dining table, raising her vacuum lower body. The man behind him pinched her breast and inserted it from behind.

I saw the Chinese subtitles on the screen, and it was actually my son fucking his mother!

At that moment, the anger in my heart surged, but for some reason another taboo pleasure spread. It was just that I used my reason to suppress this unreasonable impulse.

I was afraid that my interruption would lead to impotence when he was moaning loudly, so I could only take out a tissue and ejaculate the semen on it, and then I said coldly: Is the computer I gave you to do these dirty things?

He was stunned, and there was no movement for a long time, and the sound of moans was still playing automatically in the speaker.

After waiting for about a minute, he kneaded the tissue into a ball and placed it on the computer desk, then turned around and knelt on the ground, saying: Mom, I was wrong

A wave of powerlessness and grievance erupted from the bottom of my heart. How did I raise such a child after so many years of youth? Did I do something wrong? I should have deposed this child long ago?

I suddenly slapped Xiaoma fiercely. After slapping it, I was still not satisfied. I stretched out my other palm and shaved his face with palm prints.

Seeing him kneeling on the ground, I still couldn't help but feel sorry for him. I never hit him much even though I grew up. I cried and said: Xiaoma, why did you become such a person?

I was heartbroken and kicked him angrily on the shoulder. She leaned back and hit the computer chair loudly in the back of her head.

I still haven't relieved my hatred. Now I'm in a semi-crazy state. I haven't tried this crazy for many years.

I threw his figures on him one by one, then pulled up the 30-meter glue ruler he used to do homework and hit him directly until the ruler was broken

After the fight, I went back to my room without looking back.

I took out the notes that I had not given out back then in the box, closed my eyes silently, and tears couldn't stop flowing out. At first, it just flowed slowly, but found that it could not relieve the pain in my heart at all. I could only cry loudly to vent my current emotions.

During this period, Xiaoma kept knocking outside the door, and I ignored it until I cried and slept until after 10 o'clock in the evening

When I woke up, I found that I had not eaten yet, so I planned to go to the dining room to find something to eat. I opened the door and saw a takeaway in front of the door.

I picked up the takeaway and looked outside the door. The hall had turned off and there was no light in Xiaoma's room. I took the takeaway into the room and ate it and took a shower and went to bed.

The next day, I got up at around 6 o'clock and went out. I didn't want to see Xiaoma, the child

After he went to school, I took a half-day leave and returned home to move the computer in Xiaoma's room. It was no longer facing the door, but facing the door sideways. In this way, I could see what he was doing and he could also discover me.

After thinking about it all night, I figured it out and searched a lot of information online. I found that this is a common Oedipus complex in adolescence. I was thinking about whether I was too much and used such manic violence against pony.

But I still made up my mind, turned on his computer, searched for more than an hour, and deleted all the games inside.

I need some time to calm down, so I found Chen Haohui's mother Wenwen and wanted to stay at her house for a week.

What was she asking? I just said that I had a conflict with my son and wanted to come out and calm down.

Wenwen agreed readily, and I packed up my things and put them in the car. After get off work, I went directly to her house for a week.

After getting to Wenwen's house after get off work, Wenwen asked me: Why are you having a conflict with Xiaoma? Isn't he good grades? I won't even scold and beat my son if he has such good grades.

I stammered, not knowing whether to say it, but since I had already come to her house, I was embarrassed to not even say the reason, so I decided to say it: Xiaoma is playing porn games, and she is still the kind of mother and son. I beat him up and don't want to see him this week

I found Wenwen's expression was a little dull. I thought it might be scared. She might not have thought that Xiaoma's students with good character and academic performance would have such a side, right?

This... It is normal for a boy to have such an idea. Don't worry, stay here. A week is less than half a month, and time will resolve your embarrassment.

It's worthy of being a person working in a nightclub. I was just surprised when I heard this news.

I lived at Wenwen's house for three days. Chen Haohui's child is quite polite. If Wenwen has such a child, it doesn't matter if her grades are not good, it won't matter.

I went to the bathroom before going to bed at night. When I passed by Wenwen's room, I heard her faint moans. It seemed that she was just like me, and she did it herself in the middle of the night when it was quiet. Ah

During this period, Xiaoma kept calling me, but I didn't answer anything, but everything was fine when replying to WeChat.

However, on the fourth day, I felt something was wrong. Wenwen's moans didn't seem to be talking to herself. I thought for a long time, looked around and approached the door. I actually heard Wenwen inside say: Ah Hui's cock is so big, mom loves it very much

I was shocked by this sentence and was stunned. What was going on? What was Wenwen and her son doing inside?

My ears were close to the wooden door, and I heard two people inside. I heard the vague sound of oral sex sucking, and some slapping sounds mixed with Chen Haohui's murmur during the voice change period.

Wenwen's sucking sound became louder and louder, and I could hear the slithering sound. For some reason, a fire of desire rose in my heart. I heard her son say loudly: Mom, hurry up

I spread my legs and squatted halfway, rubbing my chest with one hand, and unconsciously stretching out my lower body with the other hand. The sucking and whimpering sound made my lower body feel soft.

I heard Wenwen's son shout: Mom, I'm coming!

Then not long after, I heard Wenwen say: My son’s semen tastes so good

They're done!

I immediately stood up and hurried back to my room. My heart was beating very fast and thumping. They were actually having oral sex.

Thinking of Wenwen's profession, it doesn't seem to be difficult to understand, but they are mother and son, how can they do this?

But just now, I seemed to have a taboo stimulation, flashing through some pony shots

No, no, I tell myself, Lin Jingxin, you have to control yourself!

Another night, I secretly approached Wenwen's room again. Sure enough, they were making trouble again. I secretly sucked my lower body outside like last night. Today, when I had psychological expectations, I found that I had actually had a lot of water droplets on the ground.

When I heard Wenwen say I was going to wash my face, I immediately pretended to go to the bathroom as well.

When I saw the reflective semen mask on her face when she went to the bathroom, I was so shocked that I couldn't describe it. I just said hello and went back to the room

After returning to the room, I continued masturbation that I had not completed just now. I put my hand in my lower body, fantasizing that someone was having sex with me, sometimes it was Lao Ma, sometimes it was Huan Jue, but for some reason, sometimes it turned into a pony!

And when the partner becomes a pony, I am even more excited

I did not suppress this irresistible emotion. Anyway, I was masturbating myself and didn't hurt anyone, no matter who he was?

When I was released, I realized why Xiaoma fantasizes about herself. It turns out that fantasizing about her son is also excited, let alone the boy's man

The next day, I sent a long WeChat message to Xiaoma, which means that it is probably puberty, and it is normal to have this kind of sexual impulse, but you can't play these mother-son games. This is wrong. You must focus on your studies.

When I sent this message, I felt a little relieved. After all, I just listened to the erotic drama between Wenwen and his mother and her son in the past two days, and I also fantasized about Xiaoma, and it seemed that there was no convincing power.

Two days later, I returned home and the two sat on the dining table. No one spoke at the beginning. I took the lead in breaking the silence: Xiaoma, you are still a junior high school student now, and it is normal to have sexual fantasies, but I hope you will devote your energy to your studies. If... If you have a girl you know and you can make progress together without affecting your studies, then I will not intervene too much, but you cannot have sex with her before you go to college.

I touched his head and asked: Does it still hurt?

Xiao Ma looked at me and whispered: It doesn't hurt

I saw that he seemed to have something to say, and I asked: Do you have something to say?

Can I use that...

I was stunned for a moment before I realized that what he wanted to ask was masturbation. I said: It is normal for boys to have self-defense behavior during their growth. They do not need to be overcorrected, but they cannot be too frequent. One or two times a week is enough, but the most important thing is that they cannot play porn games, especially...

I want to talk about mother-son games, but I really can't say it, so I can only say vaguely: Unhealthy porn games

Unexpectedly, Xiaoma didn't give up and continued to ask: Otherwise, what should I do if I am in the game?

My face was a little embarrassed. This topic should not be discussed by me, but who made no one in the family educate him except me?

I sighed and said a little shyly: You can think about it yourself before going to bed, but you can't touch these bad things

What if your imagination is not good? Xiaoma still doesn't plan to stop this topic

I really don’t know what to say, so I can only pretend to be angry and say: If you don’t have good imagination, it’s better not to think about it. If you insist on thinking about it, just think about it yourself, it’s not illegal.

Unexpectedly, he actually asked boldly: I miss mom, can you?

He was lawless. When I heard this, my breathing became heavier. I didn’t know if it was angry or shy. I said loudly: No! Mom is a mother, so I can’t think of these things!

Xiaoma said aggrievedly: No female students in my class are worthy of my imagination, and none of them are attractive to them as mothers.

I know the Oedipus complex of the little horse, and I am not a psychologist. I don’t know how to reverse it for a while. I can only say: You are still young, and you don’t know how to tell you about these psychological explanations, but you shouldn’t have such incorrect ideas. You are already in the second year of junior high school. You are not too big or too small, and you are not stupid. I believe you will understand what the mother means when she is talking about flowers.

We didn't continue talking about this topic. We ate quietly, took a shower and went back to our room. I lay on the bed. I was half angry and half ashamed of Xiaoma's straightforward love for herself just now.

I bought a sexy dress online, and I pretended to be having sex with a man. Wearing this dress made me more likely to orgasm. I tried not to think about who my fantasy object was. Even if I sometimes became a pony, I no longer minded, but became more and more intoxicated.

Every time I masturbate, my lace underwear is wet. I always secretly hang it out at night and quietly put it in early in the morning, trying not to be discovered by the pony.

I didn't expect that July 11th will be unforgettable for me forever, no less than when the old horse raped me intoxicatedly

I found Xiaoma reading incest novels in her room again

I don't know why he is so bold. I dare to read these novels when I am at home at night. If I hadn't been going to send fruit in and heard him muttering to mom, I wouldn't have known that he was reading the novels of mother and son again.

I suddenly walked in. Before he could react, his cock was still showing off his power in front of me.

I pushed him away and saw that there was indeed a plot of mother and son inside. I cursed: Why did I raise a piece of garbage like you!

I angrily searched for the words "Mom" on the computer, but unexpectedly, at least more than 100 items of content appeared. In anger, I deleted them all.

During this process, Xiaoma did not move, and didn't even say a word, but his cock had softened. I held his cock and cursed and walked out of the room.

I returned to my room and regretted what I should do to make Xiaoma return to normal. He is really becoming more and more presumptuous now. I am afraid that if I let it go like this, I don’t know what he will do.

If he was just reading novels and playing games, I wouldn't be so excited. Thinking of the incident when he cums my underwear before, I was worried that he would become more serious.

Looking back now, I even suspected that the yogurt and salad were added before.

I heard Xiaoma slap the bed in the middle of the house, and I decided to ignore him and go take a shower first. I hope he will be better off when he calms down tomorrow

Just as I was washing my body, the little horse walked straight into the shower room naked!

When I saw him like this, I immediately covered three o'clock with my hands and shouted: Ma Nature! What are you doing! I'm taking a shower! Go out quickly!

Unexpectedly, he ignored my anger and strode in, hugged me tightly

What are you doing? I am your mother! What are you going to do? I twisted wildly, trying to break free from his shackles

Unexpectedly, he is still stronger than me now. He pinched my waist with one hand and ravaged my breasts with the other hand. His breasts were soon rubbed red.

I was so hugged by him that I couldn't move, so I could only beg: Woo... Xiaoma, I am your mother, don't do this...

He pushed me to the corner of the wall, and I kicked the horse in the thigh, and he slipped to the ground. I wanted to take the opportunity to escape, but unexpectedly, he grabbed his hand and dragged it back to the corner of the wall and sat

He stood up and half-squatted his hands pressed my arms. My legs were stretched open by him and pushed to the wall. In front of my face was his already firm cock.

His cock pressed against my lips. What's going on? Why does my son do this?

What am I doing wrong?

I gritted my teeth and refused to open my mouth. Unexpectedly, he pinched my arm hard, and I screamed in pain. He immediately stuffed his penis directly into my mouth

I stared at him with big eyes and made a sad whine, but I only have teeth on my body to fight against the pony

After I bit him, he said: You bite Ah, after you bite, I will become a eunuch, and you will have no grandson.

After hearing this, I really want to bite off his cock directly, but dare to treat me like this?

But he is my son Ah, do I have the heart to bear it?

After all, I still can't speak

Seeing that I accepted the reality, he began to thrust in one after another. Her cock could only go in half. This position could not be inserted into my throat. When his glans touched the back wall of my mouth, my mouth that had not had a long oral sex for a while could not accept it for a while and made a nauseating sound.

I was actually forced to have a blowjob by my son!

Is it only passive to accept tragedy in my life?

The water from the shower covered my tears, but my whimpering sound could not stop. My body still felt cold and trembling under the shower of hot water. I closed my eyes and didn't want to accept this reality.

After he persisted for three minutes, he ejaculated directly in the depths of my mouth. He blew me directly

A lot of his semen shot straight into my throat, and the rest flowed out from the corners of my mouth

After he let go of the clamp, I looked at him disappointedly. Is this still the pony I know? My son?

I held my thighs with both hands, buried my head between my arms, curled up together, and started crying loudly.

Xiaoma wanted to pull me up, but I opened him with one hand and roared: Ma, naturally, you beast! Why do you want to do this? What kind of face do I have to live?

I got up and was about to rush out of the bathroom. He quickly stopped me with both hands and said: Mom, calm down,

Calm your mother! You forced your mother to eat your cock, but now you still call me calm down? You beast! You evil! I punched and kicked him

Xiao Ma let me kick and beat her without resisting, and said: I am a beast, I shouldn't treat you like this

You trash, it’s useless to live in the world. I should have been aborted and crushed you. I gave birth to you and harmed this society. I slapped him hard.

Why am I so miserable? I have a bright future, but why did I end up being raped by my son after divorce?

I don't want to face it anymore!

I said: If you don’t die, I will die. Live well, Ma Natural!

Just as I was rushing out, Xiaoma pushed me back to the bathroom, and I accidentally slipped to the ground. He said: I'll die, mom, just pretend that you haven't given birth to me as a child.

I saw him put on his clothes and rushed out of the house

After I was stunned for about a few minutes, I realized that Xiaoma might really commit suicide, so I held back my tears and put on my clothes and walked out.

I wanted to walk up the rooftop, but I didn't see anyone. I walked down layer by layer, nor did I see the trace of Xiaoma. Then I rushed out of the community and searched for Xiaoma in panic.

Just when I was anxious, I heard someone shouting: Someone fainted when he hit a pillar in the park!

I hurried over and saw that it was Xiaoma! I immediately carried Xiaoma and called 120. After the ambulance was taken to the hospital, I found alumnus Senior Brother Wan, who is now the director of a department.

After seeing Xiaoma's condition, Dr. Wan immediately sent him to do various examinations, which made me feel relieved. Maybe I was just in a coma and had some blood stasis. There was no big problem. I might wake up in one or two days.

I stayed in the hospital for a day and a night, and the pony showed no sign of awakening.

Staring at Xiaoma's sleeping face, I don't know what mood I should treat him at this moment, and what attitude I should treat him when he wakes up

He is still not independent at this age, and no one can surrender besides me, but he can even do something like forcing his mother to have a blowjob. Will he force me to sleep like Lao Ma one day?

My heart was in a mess and I stayed until the next night

The nurse thought I was just worried, but she said that seeing my face was not good, I asked me to go home to rest first, and they would take good care of it, so I would go back to sleep with confidence.

The bank's work was also a little absent-minded, so he went to the hospital immediately after work. Unexpectedly, Xiaoma actually woke up!

Fortunately, as Senior Brother Wan said, you can wake up in one or two days.

But when I remembered what I did a few days ago, my happy heart immediately calmed down. I communicated with him coldly and had a physical examination. After confirming that I could be discharged from the hospital, I silently took him into the car.

All we can do now is to fight with silence

Unexpectedly, his words broke my defense!

Xiao Ma lost her memory?

I immediately turned around and went back to find Senior Brother Wan. He had no choice but to say that he could only recover slowly. Fortunately, he had no forgetting about his knowledge, but just forgetting about his memories.

I looked at him, it didn't seem fake, it was okay. Forget about the beastly things he did, it would be good for everyone. I hope he will never remember this in his life

After the amnesia, the pony changed his appearance, as if he had suddenly grown up, and he could cook and do housework. If he was like this in the future, I would be very pleased.

But I still have a little reservation. After all, Senior Brother Wan said that his amnesia cannot be checked. I always doubt whether he is pretending.

He seemed to have become much more knowledgeable, his language became funny and humorous, and even many habits and hobbies changed. Sometimes when facing him, I felt that I was not like my son in the second grade of junior high school, but rather an old-fashioned peer, just like his father

I called Yanyan and asked her about summer vacation now and if she had time to stay in Zhonghai City for a few days recently. I didn't tell him that Xiaoma had amnesia, but just wanted to see if Xiaoma was real or fake.

Unexpectedly, on the first day of Yanyan's arrival, she put on beautiful makeup on Xiaoma. The two siblings looked like a cake print.

It's obviously different dads, how could they be so similar? It seems that they are all following me, I smiled secretly

Unexpectedly, Yan Yan took advantage of Xiaoma's amnesia and sold me directly, saying that she would take Xiaoma in women's clothing to the comic exhibition, and asked me to wear CSS as well. I thought that since Xiaoma had forgotten about it, I would also try to be another mother with an image, so I agreed happily

I really didn't expect that Xiaoma would appear in the bank and taught that fat man a lesson. Although he was scolded by the president, what does this matter to me who is already lying flat?

At least I know that my son has grown into a man who can protect his mother

But he was kicked down by the fat man, and I immediately sent him to see Senior Brother Wan. After asking about it, it was not a big problem, but I was always confused about his temperament as if he had changed his body.

Brother Wan told me not to worry, it is very likely that I was thinking too much

I hope so too

After I got home, I took out the hot oil to apply it to him. After he took off his pants and left his underwear, I was a little embarrassed. I remembered that he used this thing to force me to eat that night.

I calmed down and forced myself not to think about this. I touched his legs and felt a little heartbroken when I saw the bruises.

The wound is a little closer to the penis. If it is closer, it may have become a eunuch.

I saw him push away his underwear and reveal a little cock and a ball. His heartbeat suddenly accelerated. I forced myself to calm down and pressed him for three minutes. I saw Xiaoma's cock obviously erect, but he couldn't help but say that I could, so I blushed out.

Xiaoma's injury did not affect his visit to the comic exhibition the next day. I didn't want to change into CS clothes at home and go out, so I set out first and changed into clothes when I went to the comic exhibition.

When Xiaoma and Yanyan came over, the three of us became a saber mother and daughter trio, which attracted a lot of attention. I also met several Xiaoma's classmates. What surprised me was that the nurse who took care of Xiaoma in the hospital was Xiaoma's sister.

Yanyan came and went in a hurry. Lao Ma helped Yanyan sign up for a summer camp, saying it was a summer camp, but in fact it was a summer cram school. I thought it would be a summer school. I thought it would be a good time to play during the summer vacation. It was too bad. But now Yanyan's business is not my turn to arrange it.

When I heard Xiao Ma dress up as a woman and play some script to kill, I was confused. Could it be that Xiao Ma, who has lost her memory, is subconsciously afraid of the opposite sex and has the potential to become a gay person now?

I immediately checked what the script was like. After reading the introduction, I found that it was a character script and performing interpretation and reasoning. At a glance, I thought it was a good thing for me. There was even a program called "Detective"

It's just that I'm a man in my thirties who plays scripts with these students. Will they play with me? I just really want to try something I haven't experienced before.

When he came home in women's clothing and Hanfu at night, I admitted that Yan Yan's makeup skills were really good. Even I felt a little amazed, but I couldn't understand why he

But he said that when he asked me to play with me next time, I responded smoothly.

I obviously saw Xiaoma's face fixed. Maybe he didn't expect that I would agree so readily?

Just hit my mind

When I told him that I wanted to watch "The Detective", Xiaoma also took the opportunity to watch it together. Seeing that he didn't know what he had done to me before, Xiaoma is becoming more and more popular now.

But as a mother, it is necessary to supervise him to do his homework. Although it is summer vacation, you can't be lazy. I asked him to do his homework more diligently. Only after doing his homework can he watch the show.

The next day I checked his homework, and he did it very neatly and answered almost all the questions correctly. So I kept my promise and watched "The Great Detective" with him.

How long has it been since I had been sitting on the sofa so casually watching variety shows?

I have forgotten the time. In the past, Lao Ma went out early and came back late. When he came back, he didn't even want to watch TV together. In addition, the two children kept saying that they wanted to watch cartoons. I never touched TV much myself.

After the divorce, I felt that I had more hobbies, but I had never watched TV much.

Now, just sitting on the same sofa with Xiaoma to watch TV is also a kind of leisure and entertainment.

I don't know if I don't read it, it turns out that script killing is so interesting. If I were born for 10 years late, I might often linger in script killing shops and become a regular customer

When I saw the little horse sitting next to me, I wonder what kind of scene would it be if he took me to play script killing?

A few days later, he said he wanted to play script killing, but he needed some financial support. I asked him if he wanted women's clothing again. He admitted it in a scrupulous manner. I suspected that he accompanied me to watch script killing programs, just to facilitate me to agree to him to play so that he could give him money to waste.

But such a pony is a hundred times better than being addicted to the idea of ​​mother-son incest. I just vaguely worry about whether he will bend.

While he was going to take a shower, I checked his homework thoughts today and found that it was really not plagiarism. But while I was searching, I actually saw a video search record. I opened his video tool and searched for his browsing record. I didn't know if I didn't read it. I was shocked when I saw it.

He is actually watching shemale sissy and GV movies!

What should I do? Did he really change his sexual orientation and even become a girl?

My mind was even more chaotic than when I had a blowjob, even more chaotic than when I was stronger than when I had a blowjob.

I already have a daughter. I don’t want my son to become a daughter. I can accept women’s clothing occasionally. Many people like it now, but I also know that many of them become sexually altered as they dress!

Just when I was nervous, he came back from taking a shower and asked me to clean my ears in a coquettish way. This feeling reminded me of the situation of a girl acting coquettishly to her parents.

I didn't point out all this, I just quietly helped him clean his ears

It seems that time travels through time, he turns back to the elementary school student before, pillows on my legs and lets me clean my ears. When I see his side face, I find a bit of Huan Jue's appearance.

After waking up, I put the money on the table and went to work. I was worried that he would go to women's clothing to play scripts again today, so in my spare time, I searched for a group from a script store and learned that there were basically only emotions that had hard needs for men and women, many other scripts had no gender requirements, and they were just cross-dressing in script roles, and basically no need to wear makeup and dress up to perform.

I got home and took a shower today and he didn't come back. He sat on the sofa. When I heard the sound of the door opening, I turned around and saw that it was a little pony in women's clothing again.

I was angry and forced to suppress it by me. I chatted with him gently, wanting to know what he was thinking

At first, he said that he just wanted to try women's clothing because he was young, so I followed suit and guided him well. He is still young now, and too many disguises can easily affect his sexual orientation.

Unexpectedly, he said he didn't need to care, and he also said that it's not my business to change sex as an adult

After I slapped him, he glared at him, looking extremely scary. When I saw him get up and walk out the door, I was afraid that he would be suspicious again like last time. I stopped him when he walked to the door. Unexpectedly, he suddenly turned around and returned this time. My whole body fell heavily to the ground with a bang.

it hurts……

My knees and right shoulder blade seemed to be hit hard by a hammer, and I was curled up in pain.

Xiaoma immediately apologized and carried me into the room. His hand touched my chest, but I thought it was an unintentional move and didn't care. I asked him to help me get the activate oil and prepare it for myself.

In my experience, I did not hurt my bones this time, and I should be able to resume activities after one night of rest.

But I didn't expect that now I couldn't even raise my hand, so I could only sit on the bed and shout Xiaoma to come in to help me paint.

In order to apply oil, he needed to take off my clothes. I turned my back to him and gritted my teeth to agree. Fortunately, he did not do the offending behavior before amnesia. The whole application was very formal and old.

If I hadn't known that he was still studying, I would have thought he was from a trump card technician at a blind massage parlor.

I couldn't help but let out a comfortable soft moan under his application. Fortunately, I found that it stopped immediately, hoping that he didn't hear it.

Afterwards, I asked him to change into a loose dress for me, but unexpectedly, he saw that he was wearing only a bra on his upper body.

He apologized shyly and turned around and was about to leave, but I think the problem of script killing women's clothing today must be solved today

He repeatedly promised that this was just his cross-dressing hobby and that he was still a straight man, so I let him out

I don’t know why, when he saw my body in front of me just now, I felt a little shy inside. I patted my chest with my hand that could still move, comforting myself. This must be an illusion.

The next day, Xiaoma actually made breakfast for me, and said that in order to compensate me, I would take the initiative to help me cook.

I said that he would ask him to buy vegetables, cook and wash dishes these days, and even said that he would allow him to make a small request then

While I was having breakfast, I kept browsing the script to kill information, and saw some real scenes. Thinking of the scenes like watching variety shows before, I asked if there was a real house search certificate instead of looking at the script.

Xiao Ma became interested when she talked about this. She popularized the science of the real-life script store in the province and even had two days and one night of immersive script killings.

Sounds very interesting

Not long after I went to work today, my leader called me to the office. He crossed his legs and said to me in a embarrassed tone: Jingxin Ah, there is a bad news to tell you, I hope you are mentally prepared.

I guess it must be the case that Xiaoma hit the customer that day

Originally, a group of people would be promoted to the branch presidents in the past few months. You have had the experience of being a deputy president in Guangwen City and were on the promotion list. But earlier, your son beat a customer...

I nodded, my heart was a little depressed, but then I thought that it was Xiaoma who stood up for me, and I felt a little sweet. I sighed and said: I know, I understand

In fact, things are not without room for a turn. The leader changed his tone and looked around, as if there was something shameful to tell me.

You stay with me for one night, I will help you to ask for the branch's human resources department. It should be a big problem. He stood up and whispered in my ear.

I felt a sense of sadness. I didn't expect that the leader who is very respectful on weekdays was such a person, but he added: If you don't want to, I won't force you. After all, these are all about your love and I will. Anyway, you have divorced, so you don't feel guilty about finding a man.

Seeing that I hadn't spoken yet, he continued: If you don't want to, then just say that here is a dispersed. I won't mention these things again. I'm just a sperm brain, and I still recognize your ability very much.

I clenched my fists and said: Thank you for your kindness, no need, I think the current position is very suitable for me

He patted my shoulder and said: You don’t have to refuse so early, think about it, there is still a chance next month, OK, it’s okay, you go out to work if you don’t have to.

I was worried about gains and losses all day long. I didn't expect that the news of unspoken rules in the workplace that I had seen now falls on my own. Although this leader is still gentle and voluntary, I just don't get into the marriage of a married man, at worst...

For some reason, I actually thought of Xiaoma. At worst, I can give it to Xiaoma...

I quickly extinguished the signs and returned home after working in a daze.

Seeing Xiaoma carefully prepared meals and attentive attitude, my mood improved a little.

I'll go take a shower and then eat

When I entered the shower room, I always remembered what happened today. Is this the crisis encountered by divorced women?

Now this leader is still a gentleman. What should I do if a new leader is given medicine in the future?

I was absent-mindedly preparing to fall down with my shower gel. It's really bad that I won't just fall once

A sense of loss lingers all over my body, I hugged my legs and cried in the bathroom

Xiaoma rushed in after hearing the sound, and I quickly shouted to let him go out

After I took a shower, I went out to have a meal. The atmosphere of the meal was very depressing. Xiaoma was so scared by my aura that she dared not speak out.

I had to say some topics that made him less embarrassed, so I took the opportunity to relax myself by looking at homework.

Unexpectedly, the reading notes he wrote today were Keigo Higashino's "Secret". I read this book during college, but Xiaoma actually came up with a point of view: If they broke through the limitations of their bodies and lived the life that their soul mates should have.

I argued with him that people are group animals should communicate, but he told me that they can play the relationship between husband and wife as father and daughter according to the roles cognitively of the soul.

It's just a bad word. His views are too distorted. I suspect that even if he loses his memory, he still maintains subconscious recognition of incest.

Thinking of this, I was suddenly stunned. I seemed to have accidentally regarded Xiaoma as a sexual fantasy object recently.

Could it be that his consciousness is inheriting one's own self?

After this terrible thought arose, I didn't plan to argue with him anymore, but just asked him to save the homework by himself and not submit it.

He took advantage of my calmness and asked me with concern what happened today. I avoided the important and said that there was no hope of promotion. He might have seen my loss. Just when I was stunned, he actually hugged me in his arms like a child. I trembled. It was a kind of shock that was suddenly embraced by the opposite sex. It was a reaction when my son hugged me, but I just shook naturally.

The hug of the pony made my heart calm quickly, and today's unhappiness seemed to have dissipated a lot. When I was much better, he suggested watching "The Detective" to relieve the pressure, and I happily agreed.

Today's show is a bit scary, but I was extremely devoted. This is really something I wanted to experience but I didn't have it back then. It's so attractive to me.

After watching the show, I asked tentatively if there is a similar slightly terrifying script kill. I want to experience it on the weekend.

Xiaoma was very excited when she heard this. I thought it was because I recognized his hobby and was happy.

Shortly after I returned to the room, Xiaoma knocked on the door. After I opened the door, I saw him wanting to speak but stopped. I asked him what happened. He told him that he speculated whether I had encountered potential rules in the workplace.

He didn't expect that this could be noticed keenly by him, and he didn't know where these were reasoned out.

I firmly refuse to admit that he cannot be disappointed in the workplace since he was a child. If he wants to be disappointed, he must first learn about half of the society in college and then slowly explore it.

After saying this, he still didn't leave and asked if I needed to apply the back. I could actually apply it myself, but I thought in my mind why I didn't let Xiaoma help?