Chapter 3

With a vision of the future, I entered society

After drilling out of the ivory tower at the university, my excellent results made me pass five levels and six generals during the interview and easily applied for the job I like. The department manager also cared for me very much and didn't give me heavy and tiring work, so I lived like a fish in water for a while and didn't care much about other aspects.

However, because the rented place is far from the company, I have to take the subway many times every day to go to work in the company, and I still meet some dirty people.

In summer, there are always men who use subway people to lean over. Once, I was holding my phone in my hand and suddenly felt someone pushing me from behind my butt. It was hard, and occasionally rubbing it gently on both sides.

I thought it was someone else's cell phone that moved forward, but it immediately came back. I looked back and saw a man in a suit holding the subway railing with both hands and looking at me with a red face.

There was nothing in my pocket, but there was a protrusion in my crotch.

I really want to have the courage to slap him and add a slut, but I don't

I just chose to hide

If it were now, I would definitely not spare him easily

At a class reunion, I got drunk again with a bad attitude. When I woke up, I was in the bed of a male classmate.

I started my first love after college in a confused manner

But it's a happy relationship

We often chat on QQ and smiled at the screen

He sends me flowers from time to time

Stay overnight at my rental house

Take me to play with his colleagues and friends

But one day in more than three months, he suddenly left the city and had to leave due to work problems.

Such a beautiful and short relationship ended in a hurry

I still remember that I was wearing apron naked to cook for him, and he held me and chatted with me.

He deliberately said he couldn't come back when he was on a business trip, but he rang the doorbell the next second

We went to the discotheque together, wearing sexy clothes but only dancing in his arms, which made others envious...

After him, I had no new feelings for more than a year

No man, either

The days pass by business trips and busyness

Many colleagues showed kindness to me, but I declined. Some men fell in love at first sight during business trips, and even received bloody love letters.

But at that time, I no longer wanted to play with life, I just wanted to find a reliable man, get married and have children, and have a happy life...

But I didn't expect that fate had different arrangements

What awaits me is the beginning, not the end of an erotic life

Eroticism, perhaps more about love than color

In the days when you are alone, a little warmth can touch people's hearts, and color is just an accessory

A reliable man finally appeared, he was the only one who didn't take the opportunity to be frivolous after I got drunk

I took good care of me all night, bought porridge for me after a hangover, and put on my coat...

So we got together for the purpose of getting married

I also thought about stabilizing my life and planning to get married with this boyfriend, but unfortunately, our sex was a problem a year later. He was inexplicably softened when he was in Hexiū, and then the two of them were embarrassed to leave the matter.

I once wanted him to see a doctor, but it seemed that this was unacceptable to him. Although I never had an orgasm in our sex, I was not a selfish lover. Seeing him satisfied was my happiness, but now he could not satisfy him, and my happiness was gone. Gradually, I lost my sexual interest in him. Our sex life only took one or two times a month until the relationship finally ended.

After that I was in an extreme position

Try to find the man who can make me feel happy

I went out to drink with a man who likes me, pretended to be drunk and let them take me away, and I really haven't met someone who really let me go. Maybe they also have a mentality that getting a body is enough?

I once met a very narcissistic man who was said to fall in love with me at first sight and asked me for marriage several times

But he always said in front of me that his treasures are mostly white, and they are as color as white jade...

I heard goosebumps

His eyes were full of desires when he looked at me. I used to feel disgusting naked desires, but this actually ignited the fire in my heart.

So when I watched him lift my skirt and tear my underwear on his bed, I just frowned slightly, which was my favorite pair of underwear.

Then I grabbed his hair and pressed him hard in the middle of my legs

His oral sex skills are average, far worse than my first love boyfriend in college. He can send me to the cloud every time. If it weren't for his strong possessiveness, I don't think I would have been with him for longer.

It's just that his first time was too painful, which made me not very fond of the piston movement in my vagina. Perhaps Japanese girls must find skilled uncles to deflower. It makes sense that at least it won't cause any future shadows, right?

This man who is complacent about his baby is nothing special. He is indeed a bit whiter than the men I have seen, but it doesn't make me feel happy. Moreover, he ejaculated in me irresponsibly and said that it was because I was too tight and beautiful, so he couldn't control himself.

Especially after he turned over and snoreeded, he looked so loud that he no longer had any consideration for his proposal.

After taking emergency contraceptive pills, he was on the blacklist of my life and planned to stop interacting again. After finding excuses to refuse to meet, he consciously did not harass him again.

Unexpectedly, I met it by chance before going abroad. He said he would treat me to a farewell meal and said that he still lives there, if I want to find him.

Maybe I will never see you again in the future. I suddenly had the courage to do evil. I threw 100 yuan to him and said, "I'm sorry, you've made me so unhappy, you're worth so much."

Although so many years have passed, I still remember the expression on his face very clearly. His tall figure suddenly faded, his face turned blue and red. I walked away before I could hear his curse.

After that, I met several men one after another. In more than two years, my single bed was occasionally empty and sometimes lonely, and more often it was a confusion.

Sometimes there is emotion, sometimes it is purely because of loneliness

There is also a senior at the same school. I am still asking me why I didn't give him any more chances, but I don't want to say it.

He is not tall but his younger brother is not small, and he is patient with oral sex, so I plan to get along with him very seriously. But once after sex, I put on a T-shirt and went to make some food. After eating, he lazily threw the plate aside. I packed it up and washed it. He followed him naked, pinching my butt with his hand, and his younger brother slowly grew bigger again...

At that moment, I felt so despised...

He blocked his hands without tears and washed his body. I said let's go out

From then on, he never had the chance to enter my house

He apologized for no reason, but he didn't know where he was wrong. I don't want to say that because things like feelings come suddenly and go so suddenly. There is nothing to explain, it's purely emotional

I also met an old classmate working in a government department. He liked to take me to the super luxurious bath center. After the massage, I was in ambiguous time.

The first few times are quite gentle

Take a break and take me home

But later I slowly started to cry

But I like how he looked at me, his bright eyes, but he just looked at you tightly. Every girl likes to be cherished and spoiled. So during this empty nest period, he filled my yearning for my lover, although I later found out that he was engaged

He likes to kiss my lips, saying that my lips are so soft that he can't let go of his mouth, and my hot breath makes me breathless. The temperature of his palms is also hot, and the skin he caresses seems to be ignited.

There is a feeling of melting in his palm

But his oral sex was very strange. He was sucking with big mouthfuls. His saliva wet the hair below. He could feel his hunger, but he was not particularly happy.

So every time I urged him to come in quickly on freplay, and then he would reluctantly move upwards. Strangely, his younger brother was also very hot, and he was stuffed in, but it didn't last long.

I ended my relationship with him after I knew he had a fiancée

Later, I saw him bringing his girlfriend at the party home. He looked at me thoughtfully. I talked and laughed with other classmates but ignored him.

On the way back to the bathroom, he was suddenly pulled into a private room without anyone else. He hugged me tightly and kissed me desperately.

I finally broke free from him

His girlfriend is still waiting for him inside

At this time, I suddenly looked down on men.

I think he's just an animal thinking with his lower body

Because male possessiveness and sexual desire are ignored and harm others and themselves

In fact, it is because of a man who is the only man who is full of expectations for love and expects to have sex.

Maybe my body is gradually mature and I can feel more pleasure, or maybe I love him too much, and I can clearly feel the throbbing waves in my body

Maybe this is the feeling of true combination of spirit and flesh

Although he never gave me a blowjob, I also had an orgasm

When he chased me for half a year, I already had a great affection for him. We chatted and kissed in a coffee house called Zuoan. But the kiss made my love juice soak my underwear and even my jeans were wet...