There is a saying that if you don’t drink, you will be drunk. I didn’t drink that day, but I just seemed to be talking drunk. Those ordinary praises seemed to be out of reach. I used this bold word
It took more than ten minutes before Guo Xueyan came back to the news: Do you know how I feel when I see your words?
To be honest, of course I don't know, but judging from the time between her reply, I guess she is a little confused about my enthusiastic praise.
I think if she responded to me quickly, I think there would be two situations: either accept the feeling of enjoyment, or stop thinking that I was too much talk
It took her more than ten minutes to respond. I think she didn't know what attitude she should show for a moment, and she couldn't even figure out what attitude she was.
At this moment, she asked me to guess what she felt when she saw this passage. I think I should have already had my own opinion and asked me.
I thought about it and thought that since she did not express her attitude directly, I might as well use what she said before to push the rhythm in the direction I need: What does it feel? It must be a pleasant feeling
Why is it a pleasant feeling?
Didn’t this say before? Anyway, it’s all for my brain to change your happiness
Well, I said that, what did I think? What if I didn’t say that?
I feel like Guo Xueyan is asking me whether she accepts or does not accept my statement?
I couldn't hold it for a while
These are two questions, what did I think myself, what would I say if she didn't say it was for my brain to exchange for her pleasure
After considering it, I think it would be better to return to the simple origin state. At this time, I think it's better not to be clever anymore. It might be better to be sincere. So I sincerely replied to these two questions: You asked me what I thought, but I didn't think much except how to express it. That is to say, my opinion of you is like that, and I say whatever I see, just thinking about how to organize the language. The second question you said if you didn't say that, what would happen if I did. In fact, my attitude is still the same as the first question, and I will say whatever I think.
Have you ever considered whether I accept your expression?
Didn’t I say that our acquaintance has no social foundation, it is an accident, so there will be no conflict of interest. It can be very simple to understand and view between people. What I said will not allow me to get any benefits, nor will it cause your interests to be damaged. I don’t have to consider these things. I just express my thoughts in the original form.
Well, I believe you think so. You seem to be right. We have no interests to each other. We may have less burden to express our thoughts. Actually, I saw what you said to me. I was quite confused. First of all, as a woman, I was praised like this. I was of course very happy and then I was a little repulsive. What you said was very specific and comprehensive, which made me feel like you were scanning from head to toe. I felt very uncomfortable.
The third is to understand through these contacts. I believe you have a sincere inner view. No matter whether you say that or not, at least I believe you think that way in your heart. It is still sincere in the end. I don’t know how to respond to you. I don’t want to attack you with an exclusionary attitude, nor can I express the vanity of a woman’s vanity joy openly. So I asked you repeatedly what you thought. Although you praised me, I said you were so slick, but this time your answer was very serious and your attitude was very sincere.
I carefully read the passage that Guo Xueyan replied to me three times and carefully pondered her psychological activities. I think she accepts my expression in half and half.
Half of it was like what I just thought about it. She didn't express her joy immediately, nor did she immediately reject her. She felt that I was a little too much.
The other half won’t say whether it accepts it or not, at least it’s not rejecting it.
Maybe I can also catch her words and push it: Xueyan, I understand your thoughts very well and why you are confused, but you also said that as a woman is praised like this, of course I am very happy. This is enough. You said that you are more casual, so follow your own feelings and don’t have so much psychological burden. Look at me, as a man, how do you appreciate a woman like you? I have a sincere attitude, what do you say and what is so equivalent? As a woman, how do you view a man’s appreciation, it can also be a very sincere attitude. That’s enough.
Maybe after this heart-to-heart exchange and my patient comfort, Guo Xueyan relaxed a little: Although I can't fully agree with your statement, I really can't find a reason to reject it. Well, just like you said, just follow your true feelings in your heart. You know that I'm also casual, but to be honest, I'm so entangled this time.
Seeing her condition relieved, I relaxed, and I was also sweating. The kind of praise I just praised her from top to bottom can indeed be said to be bold and even explicit in words. If she quickly showed her rejection attitude, it would be very likely that this good promotion relationship would be regressed a lot.
Following this topic, it was also an inspiration. I continued to ask her: Actually, I think you are beautiful and sexy. You may have been used to being appreciated by men for so many years, so why are you still so entangled?
This time she didn't worry or think I was talking nonsense: How to say it, I know my own conditions myself, maybe it's okay, I did find that I was often staring at by men. I was disgusted by men earlier, but I became indifferent over time, especially when I went out to have dinner with my husband twice. I saw that his colleagues always stared at me, and that look so slight, I didn't dare to raise my head, that's not all, I pestered me to drink, my husband just drank with others and didn't protect me. When I went home and complained to him, he seemed very proud, in fact, I wouldn't lose a piece of meat when others saw me, why am I so afraid? Later, I thought calmly, maybe I was more disgusted with the lustful and lustful old man.
The more I talked about the topic, the more relaxed I felt. I was reluctant to leave this question: What do you mean, if it weren’t for the greasy old man’s lustful state, you wouldn’t be disgusted, right?
She might have guessed that I was talking about myself, and as the atmosphere was pleasant again, she also let go: You said, I'll tell you, others just look at it, no one has ever said those words to me as boldly as you do, and that's what you say to me
I became more and more relaxed for a while: Those people don’t want to say it, but they still care about social relations. So our relationship is simple and unburdened. Can this thing be compared? Can you compare me with those lustful and greasy old men?
Guo Xueyan seems to have entered my rhythm: You are right, but that's actually the case. People's words and deeds must be restricted by some social rules, otherwise they will not be messed up. Of course, I will not compare you with those men. You have no malice. I can understand your sincerity, actually, hey, how do you say it? I'm a little embarrassed to say it.
She seemed to have something to say but stopped, and seemed to need my encouragement to say it: Look at you, we all said it, because there is no work factor in social relations and no conflict of interest, so that she can speak freely. You are hesitant, just say whatever you have, what are you embarrassed to be embarrassed
Actually, it’s all seen by people anyway. Instead of being disgusted by those lustful and greasy old men, it’s better to be you. After saying that, she gave another shy expression
I was so happy that she said that she could relax her attitude towards me.
I made another analysis of the words I praised her just now: To be honest, the words I praised you just now may have been a bit bold and explicit. I didn’t think about it, but I also think that on the one hand, I asked myself that it was sincere and not malicious, and on the other hand, I felt that the words seemed to be ineffective, which was not enough to describe and describe your beauty.
Guo Xueyan comforted me again at this time: Well, I know you have a sincere attitude. As for your words, although I am just teaching a Chinese teacher in elementary school, I at least have been to the Chinese department of university. I understand what you mean and... Oh, I'm embarrassed to say it again
I think she feels a little indescribable, she has that shyness and cuteness. In short, this state is more useful to me, so I still encourage her: You are really, say whatever you have, you understand what I mean, and understand that I speak boldly to express it in order to be in place. So can't you boldly say what you have?
OK, just say it. In fact, with my mentality at this moment, looking back at the few words you just posted, I thought of being praised like this by an excellent young man, and I felt a little happy in my heart.
After saying that, she gave another shy expression
That's right, it seems that I have found the feeling I want: That's it, just say what you have, otherwise it will cause misunderstandings between each other, of course, which can make you happy. Of course, I am also very happy to be happy when people interact with each other, which is something that adds happiness to each other, so that this kind of joy accumulates over time and affection will become deeper and deeper.
I suddenly thought in my mind that I really want Guo Xueyan to be happy in her heart and body, but that’s all a story. The relationship between the two people has reached this point, so there can be no mistakes or mistakes.
I can feel that Guo Xueyan is really happy: Well, you are right. People can make each other more happy, and their relationships will become deeper and deeper. At least I think you have brought me happiness. Thank you
Before I knew it, Guo Xueyan and I had already talked to eleven o'clock. My classmates in the dormitory were still playing games. I was chatting with Guo Xueyan in my heart. She was alone in the empty bedroom at home. I remembered what she said just now about the greasy old man looking at her lustfully and asked her: You said those greasy old men looking at you lustfully, then you are so beautiful. Are some men trying to make an idea over the years?
Guo Xueyan did not deny: There have been some, but the nature is similar, so I feel disgusted when I see it.
Her answer can feel that it is entirely based on the inner feeling, not from the perspective of family, and I am guessing that if I don’t feel disgusted, then I’ll get along with the other person.
I then asked her: If the other party doesn't make you disgusted, will he become your lover?
She denied: That's not true. It's a necessary condition, not a sufficient condition, and there is no favorable feeling, let alone anything else. Even if you have a favorable feeling, you can't do it randomly.
I will continue to chase this question: Then tell me what are the sufficient conditions and what other conditions do the other party need to make you submit? Hehe
Look at what you said, what is submission? With sufficient conditions, if you don’t say anything else, if you are single, it’s nothing. Otherwise, if the family breaks up, it will be worth the loss.
She had talked to me about this issue before, but in fact she could feel that she also had her own desire, at least not rejection, but she still had some concerns due to social influence and family reasons.
Perhaps many people have such concerns, so they haven't taken that step. Of course, many people don't have such concerns and still go out.
I took the opportunity to praise Guo Xueyan: You are right, you are a good woman. In fact, you are obviously in good condition, but you still stick to your bottom line
Actually, I am not that kind of conservative person. People I know have found lovers or something. I think nothing happened to them, but if I were to say that, I don’t guarantee that I would be as comfortable as others. I am generally satisfied with my family today. I don’t need to do that. And people have to bear the price for their own behavior. I don’t think I can afford that price.
I thought about it and said in a tentative way: You are indeed right. Your attitude and style are even more respectful. In fact, there is something I feel a little embarrassed to say.
At this time, I stammered and kept it in hiding, and Guo Xueyan encouraged me again and said: What are you doing? Do you ask me to say something boldly and don’t hide it? Why are you doing this again?
I made some psychological construction and said: Actually, I have similar ideas to you
Guo Xueyan felt strange: Aren’t you not married? Where did you get so many concerns when you are single?
I plan to finish my thoughts in one go: What I said is similar to your thoughts, which means that I think of you, you are beautiful and charming, and we can communicate and understand well. If it weren't for your family, I wouldn't help but pursue you because I was obsessed with you and thoughts about your thoughts. You have your family concerns and concerns about social influence. I also worry about your family. You can't bear such bad consequences, and I don't want you to bear them either.
Guo Xueyan's first reaction was not to evaluate my attitude, but to deny my feelings: Tell you, how old I am, you are still obsessed with me, you are such a strange idea
Of course I deny her perspective on this question: You see, you are here again, what are you talking about? Didn’t I tell you before? I just can’t stand the kind of girl doing it. You also agree that I am mature and have no generation gap with you. Like my peers, why do you talk about age?
Actually, after saying this, I already understand a little bit better. She should be able to think that from the perspective of love, I like her, but because of respecting her family, I didn't pursue her or anything.
But I gave a little discount. I didn't say that I had that mentality now, but said how I would be after I fell in love with her. At least I'm not sure if I'm obsessed with her now.
Actually, what I said may be a bit too much, because if she sees me having this attitude, she may also avoid me and alienate me. So I try to express another attitude, that is, maybe I feel like what I am, but in fact, out of respect for her family concerns, I will not do anything randomly. I think this will make her feel at ease.
But she still seems to be confused about the age problem: I mean, this is two different things. I admit that we are like peers in communication and contact, and there is no generation gap. It is different from falling in love between two people. Not to mention whether I have a family or not, even if I am single, I can't understand and accept you. So in addition to family constraints, there is also the influence of social opinions. You see, I am nearly twenty years apart from you. When two people fall in love, it becomes a joke.
Actually, what she said is not wrong, I admit it, but for the little bit of my heart, it is the same
On the one hand, she has a family, and I can only sneak up with her when I get together; on the other hand, even if she doesn't have a family, she will definitely not be able to let go, and she will even care about the eyes of passers-by, and she will still be a little sneaked when she is together.
It's all sneaky for me, the effect is the same
But looking at her words at this moment, it seems that it is not the case. She seems to be more thorough in her left and right
If you are not single, you will eliminate this kind of thing because you have to bear the consequences
If she is single, she will be together openly, but because of this age gap, she can't be together openly, so she has a negative attitude
I still want to enlighten her: I think you are thinking too much, as if I am pursuing you. I was originally talking about expressing respect for you, so I can't do it randomly. What kind of age difference do you talk about love with a huge age difference? You see, you know that you can't do it randomly due to family responsibilities, you say you don't do it randomly, right? What I mean is serious consequences. If you are single and I pursue you, you say you are age? Well, I admit that you care about the opinions of social public opinion. This still requires some opinions. Let's compare. What you said about extramarital affairs will bear the consequences. Without a family, there will be no social consequences. Let's ask you, if you have no social public opinion for such a man with a huge age difference, everyone thinks it is normal. Will you still have such a lot of worries?
My meaning is clearer. I think Guo Xueyan understands what I am talking about. She may not answer this kind of question easily. It is normal to sort it out. After a few minutes, she basically agrees with my idea: It seems that it is the case that you say this. Just like in ancient times, Sanzhen and Jiulie, a woman gets married once in a lifetime. Even if her husband dies early, a woman will be looked down upon forever. There is no such view in the society now. I understand what I mean. Just like in the past, people regard women remarrying, but now public opinion is still using tinted glasses to see old women getting together with a young man. I know what you mean. You just say that if there are no such tinted glasses, what do I think, right?
It seems that Guo Xueyan is very good at it. After my analogy, she can learn from it. I told her that this is the problem and asked her how she read it.
Maybe she was having a very open chat, and she seemed to no longer hide it: If that was the case, she would have left the public opinion and not talk about it. If an excellent young man like you liked me to pursue me, then I would definitely be happy in my heart and would definitely be happy to be together.
After such a brainstorming review, I understood Guo Xueyan’s true thoughts. Not talking about family or society. From the perspective of men and women, if I have ideas and pursuits for Guo Xueyan, she will not deny it is acceptable, or she can simply accept someone like me.
I have been in contact with her for so many days. The first time the two of them discussed their relationship carefully, I also learned about her true thoughts in her heart.
Since I already know her inner thoughts, I will temporarily slow down and continue to perform. Instead, I will return to my previous topic about respecting her: I don’t know what to say, but in fact I feel complicated.
Guo Xueyan didn't understand what I mean: Why do you say that? Why are you so complicated?
I sorted out this topic again from the beginning: I don’t know how to start from the beginning. On the one hand, you are a good woman, not that kind of old-fashioned woman. You can distinguish the boundaries between what you think and the family. I admire and respect you very much, so I don’t have any random thoughts on the other hand, I have thrown away these external factors from the outside world. If I pursue you, you affirm my feelings and thoughts. I feel very pleased that you have principles and feelings. I think I am not wrong. You are a perfect woman.
Actually, as I said, I am also an ordinary woman, with my own joys, sorrows, and thoughts, but because of my ordinaryness, I can neither ignore the environment nor have the power to fight against society. Everyone is actually weak. The environment around us is full of iron walls. If you want to not touch your head, you must pay attention to the boundaries of the walls and don’t rush around. Let’s tell the truth. This is the first time I have discussed such a topic with a man. Generally speaking, perhaps such topics are either heavy or important or frivolous. Of course, I imagined it, but when I talk to you, it seems that I can really face this issue well and discuss it calmly. Maybe this is fate. I can try my best to control such a problem, and you can also look at this issue objectively and calmly before you can talk about it together, otherwise it will become teasing and frivolous.
I don't know if this passage is a review or an attitude. No matter what kind of thoughts and pursuits I had at the beginning or later, it made me respect it. I can't refute such a passage, nor can I control the point of view in it.
Or it is not her own point of view, but the result of the discussion between us, although I am against my will.
I looked at the time and after a while, it was already twelve o'clock in the evening. During this period of time I was thinking, she didn't come back to her news. I guess she might have fallen asleep.
But I still have to say hello: It's very late, let's talk about anything back. As long as you want, I can sincerely communicate with you any topics and go to bed early
Then I put my phone and fell asleep
I woke up at around 9 o'clock in the morning, and I suddenly grabbed my phone and saw if there was any news about Guo Xueyan. The first one was sent from 8:30, and she sent me four messages: I fell asleep unconsciously at night. I'm sorry
I roughly looked at the issues we discussed. There was no deviation in the overall situation, and we can reach a consensus
I don't know how you are, I hope your cold will get better soon
A few days ago, a few of our friends made an appointment to go to one of the houses to play together. How did you arrange it today?
I lay down and felt my condition. I felt pretty good. I don’t know if my traditional method of sweating, taking a bath and sleeping, or if the medicine Guo Xueyan gave me worked, I didn’t feel like I had the cold at all.
I also replied to her: I just woke up and felt good. I had a cold and I had no more time. Let's have fun with my friends today.
Not long after, she reviewed me and went to WeChat: That's fine, I'm just about to go to my friend's place now, you'd better pay attention to your health today, take medicine to consolidate it, I'll send you a message when I go back tonight
I see what she meant. Today I had to have fun with my friends and didn’t want to be distracted. I thought about it and it was nothing. I had a lot of information last night, so let her digest it by herself.
Suddenly, I felt a little empty in my heart, and calmed down, feeling that I still had to do something this day, even if it was just to pass the time
I got up and cleaned up. I ran to the library to read it for a while. I didn't leave until lunch.
I wandered like a lonely ghost to the school cafeteria for a random meal. I felt anxious and bored on the way back to the dormitory
In order to save this energy that I had nowhere to be released, I ran to the court again
This time I admire myself a little. I played ball from early noon until it was almost dark.
I left outside because I couldn't see clearly. While putting on my coat, I took out my phone to look. Guo Xueyan just sent me a message: What are you doing today? It seems very quiet.
When I saw this message, my heart suddenly felt excited, as if she was waiting for me to send her a message. I waited for a whole day but didn't send it. I thought about it and replied to her: I've been thinking about you all day today
Soon her message came again: OK, stop talking nonsense, I have anything to think about, why didn’t I see you sending a message?
I feel a little aggrieved and helpless: Didn’t you say you went to your friend’s place today and sent me a message when you got home tonight?
Yes, this is what I said. It seems that you have become obedient, it's pretty good
I no longer think about how anxious I was today, so I asked directly: How are you doing today? Are you having fun with friends?
Let me tell you slowly when I go home tonight
I walked from the stadium to the cafeteria and sent Guo Xueyan to each other while eating. After dinner, I didn’t know where to go for what to do. I played basketball for the afternoon and was so tired like a dog, I simply returned to the dormitory and stayed there.
There are still people playing games in the dormitory, and some people are missing
I sat down and thought about the relationship between Guo Xueyan calmly. From getting to know her, to getting along with her friends, to talking about emotional issues the night before, undoubtedly the distance between the two is gradually increasing, and undoubtedly the trust between the two is stepping forward
I feel that my relationship with her has reached the brink of so-called friends and ambiguity. How can I break through such a boundary and move forward further?
I thought about it for a while and had no idea. It was like a cat playing with a ball of yarn but not finding the thread. So I simply didn't think about it anymore
My body was sticky, after all, I played the ball for an afternoon. I went to take a shower and climbed onto the bed and stayed there. It was only about eight o'clock at this time
I walked on the bed and browsed TikTok until 9:30 I found that there was a WeChat message from me. I opened it and read it. It was Guo Xueyan’s message: Hello, what are you doing? I’m going home
I suddenly became interested again. After thinking about it, I sent a message: Lying in bed and thinking of you
Got it, I said, what do I have to think about
I was so cunning that I posted two words: Moon
After last night's clash, I described how she was as beautiful as the moon. At this time, I said the moon, she should know what I mean.
Soon she sent another message: Moon, you bullshit, I was also arranged by my friend today
I'm very interested: Let's talk about it, what did your friend arrange for you?
It's not related to you. My friend asked my child how he got to school in Xi'an. I said I had a tutor for a tutoring teacher. They asked me how I got to know the tutoring teacher. I didn't care. I just told you to introduce me. Then I talked more and more, and said how you got to know you. They arranged me, but those words would be bad for you.
I can imagine the gossip of a group of women chatting together, but I can't figure out how it's bad for me. I sincerely asked Guo Xueyan: Is bad for me? Tell me, why is it bad for me? Tell me, why is it bad for me?
They said, these are all your routines!
Seeing this, I was shocked. Could it be that the wise and intelligent people have made a lot of effort to analyze the slightest thing in my heart?
Instead of thinking about it myself, I calmed down and asked her: What routine? Why did I do it? Let me tell me what it was.
Guo Xueyan seemed not to be outdone: They said that starting from the teacher you helped me find a tutor, they just wanted to... just make up my mind
I felt a little panicked. On the one hand, I was wondering what happened to Guo Xueyan, why did she say so much to my acquaintance and familiarity with her friends. I felt that she was talking too much; on the other hand, I didn’t know what roles her friends were. Are they serious and serious in helping her analyze the problems or playing freely, teasing her and ridicule me?
No matter how my heart is upset, I still ask her according to normal logic and dialogue: Who are your friends? What do I mean by my idea? What did I do by my idea? I told you last night that you have your charm and attraction. If you don’t have those concerns, I will not be able to resist pursuing you, but I respect you and understand you and cannot cause trouble for you. So out of social morality and concepts, I cannot destroy your life. Although I am not a saint or a gentleman, I still have the same bottom line as you. Why did you get together with your friends for a day and they said I had your idea? What did they say?
I was very aggrieved and excited, and expressed interest in her friend's words.
At this moment, I seemed to have lost the steady and solid style I had before and became anxious and panicked
Soon I received a message from Guo Xueyan: They said you want to fuck me
Because I had a premonition that she would say something about that, and I was not surprised that she expressed her meaning at this moment, but she actually said it so bluntly. I don’t know if it was her friend who said that I wanted to fuck her, or she had a general meaning. Then she simply processed herself and said that I wanted to fuck her.
No matter what, I felt like I was forced into a corner and wanted to express something. I told myself in my heart that I should not panic, calm down and think about how to respond to her
I sorted out my thoughts and found that I had ignored a basic problem because of panic. Guo Xueyan's speaking style was different from usual. I guess she should be drinking. She spoke so straightforwardly at this moment. Since she expressed it so directly under the influence of alcohol, why don't I follow the flow and go back and forth with her intentions?
At least in my experience, human nature is like a wild beast, and social rules are like an iron cage that is locked in this beast, and alcohol is like a bottle of sulfuric acid that corrodes the cage, causing the beast to either extend its cage or expose its sharp teeth.
Since Guo Xueyan's self-disciplined cage is now eroded by alcohol, why don't I go with the flow and tease her thoughts? Even if she wakes up tomorrow and feels ashamed, I will say that she is discussing and communicating according to her attitude.
I sent her a message: You are yourself, your head is on your shoulders, and they said I want to fuck you, so what do you think?
I think what they said makes sense
I still have a righteous attitude: No matter what they say is right or not, I have already told you that you are so charming and likeable. I may not be able to help but be obsessed with you and want to pursue you, that is, they want to flirt with you, but I also said that I must consider family responsibilities and social rules like you. I can't, and you won't, either, to cause some chaos and consequences for these thoughts.
Speaking of this, I forgot something because of the panic just now. Guo Xueyan’s friend said that I wanted to fuck her. This is an analysis. So are there any suggestions?
In other words, what advice did I give her about the matter of wanting to fuck her? I talked with her for so long, but ignored this issue. I think it seems that I am a bit too much and a bit off topic.
I hurriedly sent her another message: You women love gossip. They said I want to fuck you, so they didn't give you any advice, saying how you should deal with me?
I know I know, you respect me and don’t want me to have trouble. I thank you, several of my friends also expressed their opinions. Although I have drunk, I am very sober and you can’t fool me. I will ask you what you think?
I suddenly felt speechless, and felt that she was a little incoherent. It was clearly me asking her, but I also communicated with her the night before. She asked me what I was thinking and what was she asking?
I was a little confused for a moment, but since she had drunk and seemed to have drunk a lot of alcohol, I tried to communicate according to the rhythm and meaning of her drinking state: What are you asking me? What are you asking me about? What are you thinking about?
They said you actually want to pick me up, what do you think?
I knew she had drunk a lot of alcohol and asked this, and I knew it was a drink, but I still followed up as she was a normal person at the moment: Didn’t I say that, even if I want to fuck you, I have to respect your family situation and social concepts. I can’t just rely on my own subjective feelings to mess around, which in the end affected you and hurt you. Didn’t I say it all? What else do you want to ask? Also, the question I asked you, even if I want to fuck you, what does your friend think, you haven’t answered me yet!
As a result, Guo Xueyan’s reply was very simple and clear this time: My friend has no opinion, so let me pay attention to it.
What does it mean to let her pay attention to?
Should I pay attention to my trends or some bad effects?
I don't know what she meant. I thought about it. No matter which aspect she was paying attention to or both aspects, I wanted to dig out her own inner thoughts.
Although I know she has drunk a lot of alcohol at this moment, as long as she says her thoughts, I can treat it as her own statement. Even if she says she is drinking and talking nonsense, at least I still have a chance to tug at her with her.
Just like a cat playing with a ball of yarn, after playing for a long time, the ball of yarn is still complete, but once the cat grabs the key thread, the ball of yarn can be removed soon.
So I continued to ask: OK, I don’t want to care about what your friends make you pay attention to, so what do you think?
What do you think?
They said I want to fuck you, what do you think about this?
I don't know, I've drunk and I want to sleep, you can do whatever you want
I still chased you closely: It’s my business. I’m asking you about your attitude now, that is, your friend said I want to pick you up. What’s your attitude about this matter?
I feel that Guo Xueyan can't hold on: I don't have any attitude, just do whatever you want, I won't say anything, I'm really tired and I'm sleeping, don't send me a message
It took more than ten minutes before Guo Xueyan came back to the news: Do you know how I feel when I see your words?
To be honest, of course I don't know, but judging from the time between her reply, I guess she is a little confused about my enthusiastic praise.
I think if she responded to me quickly, I think there would be two situations: either accept the feeling of enjoyment, or stop thinking that I was too much talk
It took her more than ten minutes to respond. I think she didn't know what attitude she should show for a moment, and she couldn't even figure out what attitude she was.
At this moment, she asked me to guess what she felt when she saw this passage. I think I should have already had my own opinion and asked me.
I thought about it and thought that since she did not express her attitude directly, I might as well use what she said before to push the rhythm in the direction I need: What does it feel? It must be a pleasant feeling
Why is it a pleasant feeling?
Didn’t this say before? Anyway, it’s all for my brain to change your happiness
Well, I said that, what did I think? What if I didn’t say that?
I feel like Guo Xueyan is asking me whether she accepts or does not accept my statement?
I couldn't hold it for a while
These are two questions, what did I think myself, what would I say if she didn't say it was for my brain to exchange for her pleasure
After considering it, I think it would be better to return to the simple origin state. At this time, I think it's better not to be clever anymore. It might be better to be sincere. So I sincerely replied to these two questions: You asked me what I thought, but I didn't think much except how to express it. That is to say, my opinion of you is like that, and I say whatever I see, just thinking about how to organize the language. The second question you said if you didn't say that, what would happen if I did. In fact, my attitude is still the same as the first question, and I will say whatever I think.
Have you ever considered whether I accept your expression?
Didn’t I say that our acquaintance has no social foundation, it is an accident, so there will be no conflict of interest. It can be very simple to understand and view between people. What I said will not allow me to get any benefits, nor will it cause your interests to be damaged. I don’t have to consider these things. I just express my thoughts in the original form.
Well, I believe you think so. You seem to be right. We have no interests to each other. We may have less burden to express our thoughts. Actually, I saw what you said to me. I was quite confused. First of all, as a woman, I was praised like this. I was of course very happy and then I was a little repulsive. What you said was very specific and comprehensive, which made me feel like you were scanning from head to toe. I felt very uncomfortable.
The third is to understand through these contacts. I believe you have a sincere inner view. No matter whether you say that or not, at least I believe you think that way in your heart. It is still sincere in the end. I don’t know how to respond to you. I don’t want to attack you with an exclusionary attitude, nor can I express the vanity of a woman’s vanity joy openly. So I asked you repeatedly what you thought. Although you praised me, I said you were so slick, but this time your answer was very serious and your attitude was very sincere.
I carefully read the passage that Guo Xueyan replied to me three times and carefully pondered her psychological activities. I think she accepts my expression in half and half.
Half of it was like what I just thought about it. She didn't express her joy immediately, nor did she immediately reject her. She felt that I was a little too much.
The other half won’t say whether it accepts it or not, at least it’s not rejecting it.
Maybe I can also catch her words and push it: Xueyan, I understand your thoughts very well and why you are confused, but you also said that as a woman is praised like this, of course I am very happy. This is enough. You said that you are more casual, so follow your own feelings and don’t have so much psychological burden. Look at me, as a man, how do you appreciate a woman like you? I have a sincere attitude, what do you say and what is so equivalent? As a woman, how do you view a man’s appreciation, it can also be a very sincere attitude. That’s enough.
Maybe after this heart-to-heart exchange and my patient comfort, Guo Xueyan relaxed a little: Although I can't fully agree with your statement, I really can't find a reason to reject it. Well, just like you said, just follow your true feelings in your heart. You know that I'm also casual, but to be honest, I'm so entangled this time.
Seeing her condition relieved, I relaxed, and I was also sweating. The kind of praise I just praised her from top to bottom can indeed be said to be bold and even explicit in words. If she quickly showed her rejection attitude, it would be very likely that this good promotion relationship would be regressed a lot.
Following this topic, it was also an inspiration. I continued to ask her: Actually, I think you are beautiful and sexy. You may have been used to being appreciated by men for so many years, so why are you still so entangled?
This time she didn't worry or think I was talking nonsense: How to say it, I know my own conditions myself, maybe it's okay, I did find that I was often staring at by men. I was disgusted by men earlier, but I became indifferent over time, especially when I went out to have dinner with my husband twice. I saw that his colleagues always stared at me, and that look so slight, I didn't dare to raise my head, that's not all, I pestered me to drink, my husband just drank with others and didn't protect me. When I went home and complained to him, he seemed very proud, in fact, I wouldn't lose a piece of meat when others saw me, why am I so afraid? Later, I thought calmly, maybe I was more disgusted with the lustful and lustful old man.
The more I talked about the topic, the more relaxed I felt. I was reluctant to leave this question: What do you mean, if it weren’t for the greasy old man’s lustful state, you wouldn’t be disgusted, right?
She might have guessed that I was talking about myself, and as the atmosphere was pleasant again, she also let go: You said, I'll tell you, others just look at it, no one has ever said those words to me as boldly as you do, and that's what you say to me
I became more and more relaxed for a while: Those people don’t want to say it, but they still care about social relations. So our relationship is simple and unburdened. Can this thing be compared? Can you compare me with those lustful and greasy old men?
Guo Xueyan seems to have entered my rhythm: You are right, but that's actually the case. People's words and deeds must be restricted by some social rules, otherwise they will not be messed up. Of course, I will not compare you with those men. You have no malice. I can understand your sincerity, actually, hey, how do you say it? I'm a little embarrassed to say it.
She seemed to have something to say but stopped, and seemed to need my encouragement to say it: Look at you, we all said it, because there is no work factor in social relations and no conflict of interest, so that she can speak freely. You are hesitant, just say whatever you have, what are you embarrassed to be embarrassed
Actually, it’s all seen by people anyway. Instead of being disgusted by those lustful and greasy old men, it’s better to be you. After saying that, she gave another shy expression
I was so happy that she said that she could relax her attitude towards me.
I made another analysis of the words I praised her just now: To be honest, the words I praised you just now may have been a bit bold and explicit. I didn’t think about it, but I also think that on the one hand, I asked myself that it was sincere and not malicious, and on the other hand, I felt that the words seemed to be ineffective, which was not enough to describe and describe your beauty.
Guo Xueyan comforted me again at this time: Well, I know you have a sincere attitude. As for your words, although I am just teaching a Chinese teacher in elementary school, I at least have been to the Chinese department of university. I understand what you mean and... Oh, I'm embarrassed to say it again
I think she feels a little indescribable, she has that shyness and cuteness. In short, this state is more useful to me, so I still encourage her: You are really, say whatever you have, you understand what I mean, and understand that I speak boldly to express it in order to be in place. So can't you boldly say what you have?
OK, just say it. In fact, with my mentality at this moment, looking back at the few words you just posted, I thought of being praised like this by an excellent young man, and I felt a little happy in my heart.
After saying that, she gave another shy expression
That's right, it seems that I have found the feeling I want: That's it, just say what you have, otherwise it will cause misunderstandings between each other, of course, which can make you happy. Of course, I am also very happy to be happy when people interact with each other, which is something that adds happiness to each other, so that this kind of joy accumulates over time and affection will become deeper and deeper.
I suddenly thought in my mind that I really want Guo Xueyan to be happy in her heart and body, but that’s all a story. The relationship between the two people has reached this point, so there can be no mistakes or mistakes.
I can feel that Guo Xueyan is really happy: Well, you are right. People can make each other more happy, and their relationships will become deeper and deeper. At least I think you have brought me happiness. Thank you
Before I knew it, Guo Xueyan and I had already talked to eleven o'clock. My classmates in the dormitory were still playing games. I was chatting with Guo Xueyan in my heart. She was alone in the empty bedroom at home. I remembered what she said just now about the greasy old man looking at her lustfully and asked her: You said those greasy old men looking at you lustfully, then you are so beautiful. Are some men trying to make an idea over the years?
Guo Xueyan did not deny: There have been some, but the nature is similar, so I feel disgusted when I see it.
Her answer can feel that it is entirely based on the inner feeling, not from the perspective of family, and I am guessing that if I don’t feel disgusted, then I’ll get along with the other person.
I then asked her: If the other party doesn't make you disgusted, will he become your lover?
She denied: That's not true. It's a necessary condition, not a sufficient condition, and there is no favorable feeling, let alone anything else. Even if you have a favorable feeling, you can't do it randomly.
I will continue to chase this question: Then tell me what are the sufficient conditions and what other conditions do the other party need to make you submit? Hehe
Look at what you said, what is submission? With sufficient conditions, if you don’t say anything else, if you are single, it’s nothing. Otherwise, if the family breaks up, it will be worth the loss.
She had talked to me about this issue before, but in fact she could feel that she also had her own desire, at least not rejection, but she still had some concerns due to social influence and family reasons.
Perhaps many people have such concerns, so they haven't taken that step. Of course, many people don't have such concerns and still go out.
I took the opportunity to praise Guo Xueyan: You are right, you are a good woman. In fact, you are obviously in good condition, but you still stick to your bottom line
Actually, I am not that kind of conservative person. People I know have found lovers or something. I think nothing happened to them, but if I were to say that, I don’t guarantee that I would be as comfortable as others. I am generally satisfied with my family today. I don’t need to do that. And people have to bear the price for their own behavior. I don’t think I can afford that price.
I thought about it and said in a tentative way: You are indeed right. Your attitude and style are even more respectful. In fact, there is something I feel a little embarrassed to say.
At this time, I stammered and kept it in hiding, and Guo Xueyan encouraged me again and said: What are you doing? Do you ask me to say something boldly and don’t hide it? Why are you doing this again?
I made some psychological construction and said: Actually, I have similar ideas to you
Guo Xueyan felt strange: Aren’t you not married? Where did you get so many concerns when you are single?
I plan to finish my thoughts in one go: What I said is similar to your thoughts, which means that I think of you, you are beautiful and charming, and we can communicate and understand well. If it weren't for your family, I wouldn't help but pursue you because I was obsessed with you and thoughts about your thoughts. You have your family concerns and concerns about social influence. I also worry about your family. You can't bear such bad consequences, and I don't want you to bear them either.
Guo Xueyan's first reaction was not to evaluate my attitude, but to deny my feelings: Tell you, how old I am, you are still obsessed with me, you are such a strange idea
Of course I deny her perspective on this question: You see, you are here again, what are you talking about? Didn’t I tell you before? I just can’t stand the kind of girl doing it. You also agree that I am mature and have no generation gap with you. Like my peers, why do you talk about age?
Actually, after saying this, I already understand a little bit better. She should be able to think that from the perspective of love, I like her, but because of respecting her family, I didn't pursue her or anything.
But I gave a little discount. I didn't say that I had that mentality now, but said how I would be after I fell in love with her. At least I'm not sure if I'm obsessed with her now.
Actually, what I said may be a bit too much, because if she sees me having this attitude, she may also avoid me and alienate me. So I try to express another attitude, that is, maybe I feel like what I am, but in fact, out of respect for her family concerns, I will not do anything randomly. I think this will make her feel at ease.
But she still seems to be confused about the age problem: I mean, this is two different things. I admit that we are like peers in communication and contact, and there is no generation gap. It is different from falling in love between two people. Not to mention whether I have a family or not, even if I am single, I can't understand and accept you. So in addition to family constraints, there is also the influence of social opinions. You see, I am nearly twenty years apart from you. When two people fall in love, it becomes a joke.
Actually, what she said is not wrong, I admit it, but for the little bit of my heart, it is the same
On the one hand, she has a family, and I can only sneak up with her when I get together; on the other hand, even if she doesn't have a family, she will definitely not be able to let go, and she will even care about the eyes of passers-by, and she will still be a little sneaked when she is together.
It's all sneaky for me, the effect is the same
But looking at her words at this moment, it seems that it is not the case. She seems to be more thorough in her left and right
If you are not single, you will eliminate this kind of thing because you have to bear the consequences
If she is single, she will be together openly, but because of this age gap, she can't be together openly, so she has a negative attitude
I still want to enlighten her: I think you are thinking too much, as if I am pursuing you. I was originally talking about expressing respect for you, so I can't do it randomly. What kind of age difference do you talk about love with a huge age difference? You see, you know that you can't do it randomly due to family responsibilities, you say you don't do it randomly, right? What I mean is serious consequences. If you are single and I pursue you, you say you are age? Well, I admit that you care about the opinions of social public opinion. This still requires some opinions. Let's compare. What you said about extramarital affairs will bear the consequences. Without a family, there will be no social consequences. Let's ask you, if you have no social public opinion for such a man with a huge age difference, everyone thinks it is normal. Will you still have such a lot of worries?
My meaning is clearer. I think Guo Xueyan understands what I am talking about. She may not answer this kind of question easily. It is normal to sort it out. After a few minutes, she basically agrees with my idea: It seems that it is the case that you say this. Just like in ancient times, Sanzhen and Jiulie, a woman gets married once in a lifetime. Even if her husband dies early, a woman will be looked down upon forever. There is no such view in the society now. I understand what I mean. Just like in the past, people regard women remarrying, but now public opinion is still using tinted glasses to see old women getting together with a young man. I know what you mean. You just say that if there are no such tinted glasses, what do I think, right?
It seems that Guo Xueyan is very good at it. After my analogy, she can learn from it. I told her that this is the problem and asked her how she read it.
Maybe she was having a very open chat, and she seemed to no longer hide it: If that was the case, she would have left the public opinion and not talk about it. If an excellent young man like you liked me to pursue me, then I would definitely be happy in my heart and would definitely be happy to be together.
After such a brainstorming review, I understood Guo Xueyan’s true thoughts. Not talking about family or society. From the perspective of men and women, if I have ideas and pursuits for Guo Xueyan, she will not deny it is acceptable, or she can simply accept someone like me.
I have been in contact with her for so many days. The first time the two of them discussed their relationship carefully, I also learned about her true thoughts in her heart.
Since I already know her inner thoughts, I will temporarily slow down and continue to perform. Instead, I will return to my previous topic about respecting her: I don’t know what to say, but in fact I feel complicated.
Guo Xueyan didn't understand what I mean: Why do you say that? Why are you so complicated?
I sorted out this topic again from the beginning: I don’t know how to start from the beginning. On the one hand, you are a good woman, not that kind of old-fashioned woman. You can distinguish the boundaries between what you think and the family. I admire and respect you very much, so I don’t have any random thoughts on the other hand, I have thrown away these external factors from the outside world. If I pursue you, you affirm my feelings and thoughts. I feel very pleased that you have principles and feelings. I think I am not wrong. You are a perfect woman.
Actually, as I said, I am also an ordinary woman, with my own joys, sorrows, and thoughts, but because of my ordinaryness, I can neither ignore the environment nor have the power to fight against society. Everyone is actually weak. The environment around us is full of iron walls. If you want to not touch your head, you must pay attention to the boundaries of the walls and don’t rush around. Let’s tell the truth. This is the first time I have discussed such a topic with a man. Generally speaking, perhaps such topics are either heavy or important or frivolous. Of course, I imagined it, but when I talk to you, it seems that I can really face this issue well and discuss it calmly. Maybe this is fate. I can try my best to control such a problem, and you can also look at this issue objectively and calmly before you can talk about it together, otherwise it will become teasing and frivolous.
I don't know if this passage is a review or an attitude. No matter what kind of thoughts and pursuits I had at the beginning or later, it made me respect it. I can't refute such a passage, nor can I control the point of view in it.
Or it is not her own point of view, but the result of the discussion between us, although I am against my will.
I looked at the time and after a while, it was already twelve o'clock in the evening. During this period of time I was thinking, she didn't come back to her news. I guess she might have fallen asleep.
But I still have to say hello: It's very late, let's talk about anything back. As long as you want, I can sincerely communicate with you any topics and go to bed early
Then I put my phone and fell asleep
I woke up at around 9 o'clock in the morning, and I suddenly grabbed my phone and saw if there was any news about Guo Xueyan. The first one was sent from 8:30, and she sent me four messages: I fell asleep unconsciously at night. I'm sorry
I roughly looked at the issues we discussed. There was no deviation in the overall situation, and we can reach a consensus
I don't know how you are, I hope your cold will get better soon
A few days ago, a few of our friends made an appointment to go to one of the houses to play together. How did you arrange it today?
I lay down and felt my condition. I felt pretty good. I don’t know if my traditional method of sweating, taking a bath and sleeping, or if the medicine Guo Xueyan gave me worked, I didn’t feel like I had the cold at all.
I also replied to her: I just woke up and felt good. I had a cold and I had no more time. Let's have fun with my friends today.
Not long after, she reviewed me and went to WeChat: That's fine, I'm just about to go to my friend's place now, you'd better pay attention to your health today, take medicine to consolidate it, I'll send you a message when I go back tonight
I see what she meant. Today I had to have fun with my friends and didn’t want to be distracted. I thought about it and it was nothing. I had a lot of information last night, so let her digest it by herself.
Suddenly, I felt a little empty in my heart, and calmed down, feeling that I still had to do something this day, even if it was just to pass the time
I got up and cleaned up. I ran to the library to read it for a while. I didn't leave until lunch.
I wandered like a lonely ghost to the school cafeteria for a random meal. I felt anxious and bored on the way back to the dormitory
In order to save this energy that I had nowhere to be released, I ran to the court again
This time I admire myself a little. I played ball from early noon until it was almost dark.
I left outside because I couldn't see clearly. While putting on my coat, I took out my phone to look. Guo Xueyan just sent me a message: What are you doing today? It seems very quiet.
When I saw this message, my heart suddenly felt excited, as if she was waiting for me to send her a message. I waited for a whole day but didn't send it. I thought about it and replied to her: I've been thinking about you all day today
Soon her message came again: OK, stop talking nonsense, I have anything to think about, why didn’t I see you sending a message?
I feel a little aggrieved and helpless: Didn’t you say you went to your friend’s place today and sent me a message when you got home tonight?
Yes, this is what I said. It seems that you have become obedient, it's pretty good
I no longer think about how anxious I was today, so I asked directly: How are you doing today? Are you having fun with friends?
Let me tell you slowly when I go home tonight
I walked from the stadium to the cafeteria and sent Guo Xueyan to each other while eating. After dinner, I didn’t know where to go for what to do. I played basketball for the afternoon and was so tired like a dog, I simply returned to the dormitory and stayed there.
There are still people playing games in the dormitory, and some people are missing
I sat down and thought about the relationship between Guo Xueyan calmly. From getting to know her, to getting along with her friends, to talking about emotional issues the night before, undoubtedly the distance between the two is gradually increasing, and undoubtedly the trust between the two is stepping forward
I feel that my relationship with her has reached the brink of so-called friends and ambiguity. How can I break through such a boundary and move forward further?
I thought about it for a while and had no idea. It was like a cat playing with a ball of yarn but not finding the thread. So I simply didn't think about it anymore
My body was sticky, after all, I played the ball for an afternoon. I went to take a shower and climbed onto the bed and stayed there. It was only about eight o'clock at this time
I walked on the bed and browsed TikTok until 9:30 I found that there was a WeChat message from me. I opened it and read it. It was Guo Xueyan’s message: Hello, what are you doing? I’m going home
I suddenly became interested again. After thinking about it, I sent a message: Lying in bed and thinking of you
Got it, I said, what do I have to think about
I was so cunning that I posted two words: Moon
After last night's clash, I described how she was as beautiful as the moon. At this time, I said the moon, she should know what I mean.
Soon she sent another message: Moon, you bullshit, I was also arranged by my friend today
I'm very interested: Let's talk about it, what did your friend arrange for you?
It's not related to you. My friend asked my child how he got to school in Xi'an. I said I had a tutor for a tutoring teacher. They asked me how I got to know the tutoring teacher. I didn't care. I just told you to introduce me. Then I talked more and more, and said how you got to know you. They arranged me, but those words would be bad for you.
I can imagine the gossip of a group of women chatting together, but I can't figure out how it's bad for me. I sincerely asked Guo Xueyan: Is bad for me? Tell me, why is it bad for me? Tell me, why is it bad for me?
They said, these are all your routines!
Seeing this, I was shocked. Could it be that the wise and intelligent people have made a lot of effort to analyze the slightest thing in my heart?
Instead of thinking about it myself, I calmed down and asked her: What routine? Why did I do it? Let me tell me what it was.
Guo Xueyan seemed not to be outdone: They said that starting from the teacher you helped me find a tutor, they just wanted to... just make up my mind
I felt a little panicked. On the one hand, I was wondering what happened to Guo Xueyan, why did she say so much to my acquaintance and familiarity with her friends. I felt that she was talking too much; on the other hand, I didn’t know what roles her friends were. Are they serious and serious in helping her analyze the problems or playing freely, teasing her and ridicule me?
No matter how my heart is upset, I still ask her according to normal logic and dialogue: Who are your friends? What do I mean by my idea? What did I do by my idea? I told you last night that you have your charm and attraction. If you don’t have those concerns, I will not be able to resist pursuing you, but I respect you and understand you and cannot cause trouble for you. So out of social morality and concepts, I cannot destroy your life. Although I am not a saint or a gentleman, I still have the same bottom line as you. Why did you get together with your friends for a day and they said I had your idea? What did they say?
I was very aggrieved and excited, and expressed interest in her friend's words.
At this moment, I seemed to have lost the steady and solid style I had before and became anxious and panicked
Soon I received a message from Guo Xueyan: They said you want to fuck me
Because I had a premonition that she would say something about that, and I was not surprised that she expressed her meaning at this moment, but she actually said it so bluntly. I don’t know if it was her friend who said that I wanted to fuck her, or she had a general meaning. Then she simply processed herself and said that I wanted to fuck her.
No matter what, I felt like I was forced into a corner and wanted to express something. I told myself in my heart that I should not panic, calm down and think about how to respond to her
I sorted out my thoughts and found that I had ignored a basic problem because of panic. Guo Xueyan's speaking style was different from usual. I guess she should be drinking. She spoke so straightforwardly at this moment. Since she expressed it so directly under the influence of alcohol, why don't I follow the flow and go back and forth with her intentions?
At least in my experience, human nature is like a wild beast, and social rules are like an iron cage that is locked in this beast, and alcohol is like a bottle of sulfuric acid that corrodes the cage, causing the beast to either extend its cage or expose its sharp teeth.
Since Guo Xueyan's self-disciplined cage is now eroded by alcohol, why don't I go with the flow and tease her thoughts? Even if she wakes up tomorrow and feels ashamed, I will say that she is discussing and communicating according to her attitude.
I sent her a message: You are yourself, your head is on your shoulders, and they said I want to fuck you, so what do you think?
I think what they said makes sense
I still have a righteous attitude: No matter what they say is right or not, I have already told you that you are so charming and likeable. I may not be able to help but be obsessed with you and want to pursue you, that is, they want to flirt with you, but I also said that I must consider family responsibilities and social rules like you. I can't, and you won't, either, to cause some chaos and consequences for these thoughts.
Speaking of this, I forgot something because of the panic just now. Guo Xueyan’s friend said that I wanted to fuck her. This is an analysis. So are there any suggestions?
In other words, what advice did I give her about the matter of wanting to fuck her? I talked with her for so long, but ignored this issue. I think it seems that I am a bit too much and a bit off topic.
I hurriedly sent her another message: You women love gossip. They said I want to fuck you, so they didn't give you any advice, saying how you should deal with me?
I know I know, you respect me and don’t want me to have trouble. I thank you, several of my friends also expressed their opinions. Although I have drunk, I am very sober and you can’t fool me. I will ask you what you think?
I suddenly felt speechless, and felt that she was a little incoherent. It was clearly me asking her, but I also communicated with her the night before. She asked me what I was thinking and what was she asking?
I was a little confused for a moment, but since she had drunk and seemed to have drunk a lot of alcohol, I tried to communicate according to the rhythm and meaning of her drinking state: What are you asking me? What are you asking me about? What are you thinking about?
They said you actually want to pick me up, what do you think?
I knew she had drunk a lot of alcohol and asked this, and I knew it was a drink, but I still followed up as she was a normal person at the moment: Didn’t I say that, even if I want to fuck you, I have to respect your family situation and social concepts. I can’t just rely on my own subjective feelings to mess around, which in the end affected you and hurt you. Didn’t I say it all? What else do you want to ask? Also, the question I asked you, even if I want to fuck you, what does your friend think, you haven’t answered me yet!
As a result, Guo Xueyan’s reply was very simple and clear this time: My friend has no opinion, so let me pay attention to it.
What does it mean to let her pay attention to?
Should I pay attention to my trends or some bad effects?
I don't know what she meant. I thought about it. No matter which aspect she was paying attention to or both aspects, I wanted to dig out her own inner thoughts.
Although I know she has drunk a lot of alcohol at this moment, as long as she says her thoughts, I can treat it as her own statement. Even if she says she is drinking and talking nonsense, at least I still have a chance to tug at her with her.
Just like a cat playing with a ball of yarn, after playing for a long time, the ball of yarn is still complete, but once the cat grabs the key thread, the ball of yarn can be removed soon.
So I continued to ask: OK, I don’t want to care about what your friends make you pay attention to, so what do you think?
What do you think?
They said I want to fuck you, what do you think about this?
I don't know, I've drunk and I want to sleep, you can do whatever you want
I still chased you closely: It’s my business. I’m asking you about your attitude now, that is, your friend said I want to pick you up. What’s your attitude about this matter?
I feel that Guo Xueyan can't hold on: I don't have any attitude, just do whatever you want, I won't say anything, I'm really tired and I'm sleeping, don't send me a message
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