Chapter 8 Birthday Fall

Saturday, March 27, 2010, Sunny XX City XX Company

I went to the computer room early in the morning

The factory's boss is already waiting there

Yesterday, some software problems appeared on the control station. Today, it must be solved, otherwise the payment of progress will be delayed. Mr. Li called the company to inquire about progress.

The lunch and dinner were packed by Zhang Gong’s subordinates. The taste was very greasy and I missed the meals made by my wife a little.

The program was not adjusted until after 8 pm

I just called my wife and wish her a happy birthday, but as I spoke, my wife couldn't stop crying on the phone. Maybe pregnancy will make a woman sentimental, but thinking about it is true. When my wife needs care the most, I was not by her side and remembered that my wife is 27 years old. I am almost thirty and often say "standing at thirty", but to stand up in Beijing full of talents, it is really hard to make a beloved snow, come on, jealousy!

(Excerpt from my work log on March 27, 2010) If I could go back to the past again, I would rather not accept the position of project director given by the company, or even quit, even if my salary is only enough to support my family, I can spend my life safely and happily with my beloved wife and daughter.

But can time go back?

My wife and I had a honeymoon relationship that made the Feng unable to find any opportunity to be alone with Xue.

But I already know that even so, Feng kept looking for opportunities to find Xue; I don’t know what method this guy used, and finally let Xue forgive him after experiencing the initial embarrassment, guilt, and regret.

I have no way of knowing the details of my wife's psychological changes, because even Xiaojie can't understand the whole truth

Feng also went to find Xiaojie several times

Anger and humiliation made Xiaojie choose to break up

The wind did not do much to keep

According to Xiaojie: I actually knew that Feng was a playboy for a long time, and I never thought of being able to be with him for a long time from the beginning

Therefore, breaking up is already destined

Xiaojie and Xue quickly got back together; the fact that I was busy with my career and were not with my wife for a long time made her feel slight sympathetic to Xue

After she and Xue reconciled, the two of them had talked about wind together.

What did Xue say?

I asked anxiously

She said that Feng is a man with a rough and delicate body, just the opposite of you. She looks quiet on the outside but is careless on the inside. She doesn't pay much attention to her feelings. When she is with Feng, she found a long-lost feeling of being loved by others.

After that day, Xue had been avoiding the wind at first, but she never blamed the wind from beginning to end; she just blamed herself. She was in the cafe that day, she kept crying and condemning herself. I could feel her deep regret, but I didn't hate Xue; in my opinion, the wind just happened to break into her world when she was most confused and fragile; even if it wasn't the wind, it might be another man. Of course, if you were by her side at that time, you wouldn't be like this now.

Since I am so regretful, why do I still cheat again and again?

I said coldly

Xiaojie looked at me, her expression was a little complicated: Alas... I am a woman, I can understand the feelings of women... God created a wonderful body of men and women. The body structure of women is destined to be a passive recipient. When her body is conquered by another man, her heart will gradually accept and rely on that man.

Didn’t Zhang Ailing say that? The passage to a woman’s soul is the vagina…

Xiaojie's story restores what happened on March 27, 2010

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On March 27, Beijing was not only slightly smog, but also a sunny and good weather.

On this day, when Xue woke up at around 8 o'clock, he heard the doorbell sound

Xue went to open the door in slippers, but unexpectedly, it was Feng

What are you doing in my house?

Snow asked in a panic

Come to see you; who made you not see you in the past two months and I will not reply to my text messages

Feng pushed open the door and closed the door immediately

This is my home, you go out...

Before he finished speaking, Xue was already hugged and her lips were blocked by the man's mouth.

Xue broke away from him and turned to the bedroom.

However, the slippers on her feet dragged her down; at the door of the bedroom, she was hugged by a man from behind.

Miss me so much, snow... When you touch my cock, it becomes hard when you think of you

I clearly felt a firm and hard object in my lower body, pushing my buttocks

Let me go, if you want to do this, I will sue you for rape...

If you want to sue, it’s worth it if you fuck you and die...

As he said that, the man bit the snow's earlobe, and the exhaled heat penetrated into the ear hole, feeling itchy and uncomfortable.

Xue, you have already let me fuck you, why are you pretending...

He had one hand stretched into the hem of his pajamas and grabbed his plump breasts

Do you know? There are so many men and women in the world, but there are not many men and women who are really in harmony from physical to spiritual. We are the most in harmony...

The man said while kneading his left and right nipples

Under the man's caress, the red bud quickly stood up.

My nipples became hard as soon as I touched them... I just like your sensitive body... I savored them every day after I fucked you last time...

The man laughed silently

Xue's face was turned over by her other hand, and her tongue was pulled out of her warm mouth, allowing the man to suck it freely

Xue wanted to push him away and patted the man on the shoulder. No...

However, the voice and powerless pushing are more like a war drum for urging the storm than a rejection.

The man stopped talking, he picked up the woman horizontally and walked to the bed

I was in a computer room thousands of miles away in the south, and the humid and hot air made me feel a little bored.

I used a pair of wire strippers to peel off the green cable skin and exposed the white core

Today is my wife’s birthday. What is my wife doing now?

The capital of spring is when flowers bloom; in a new house outside the Fifth Ring Road, the white window screens cannot block the infinite spring light outside.

This is a suitable day for spring outings, but the mistress of the new house was stripped off by the man who forced her into it, and her snow-white body was exposed; her thighs were vigorously broken by the man with both hands, and her petal-like private parts were hanging with crystal dew, blooming to men outside her husband to the fullest.

When Xiaojie arrived at my house with her customized cake in the afternoon, Xue Hefeng was already sitting there in a well-dressed manner.

Although slightly surprised, the sensitive Xiaojie soon discovered the faint pink on Xue's face. Even under Xiaojie's gaze, Xue's eyes evasived, and the blush gradually turned into deep red

Feng generously greeted Xiao Jie to sit down, as if he had become the owner of this room.

Feng asked Xue to make a cup of hot tea for Xiaojie. Xue got up and went to the kitchen, obedient like a little wife.

Feng proudly put his mouth towards Xiaojie's ear and said: I'll come here in the morning... Xue is such a stunner!

The living room was filled with a smell of onions and female hormones, which faintly penetrated into Xiaojie's nose.

As a veteran, without saying that Xiaojie certainly knows what just happened in this room.

After eating cakes and singing birthday songs, Xiaojie said goodbye

Feng didn't mean to follow him. He and Xue took Xiaojie to the door and closed the door.

At the moment of closing the door, Xiaojie saw Feng's proud smile, while Xue lowered her head with a red face, not daring to look at Xiaojie's eyes

When Xiaojie went down the first floor, she subconsciously looked up at my house; the lights in the living room had gone out, and a faint light leaked out from the tight curtains in the bedroom.

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Some people say that excessive pain can make people feel numb

This is my state now

If I was crying like a woman in the morning, then now I am like listening to someone else’s story

But in this numb net, some painful feeling emerged, making me feel that I am still alive

So the next day you asked Xue how she felt on QQ?

I remembered the message Xiaojie had left after Xue forgot to delete

Yes, but Xue didn't tell me a lot at that time. I just learned something from Feng later.

After a while of silence, Xiaojie continued to ask Zhe, do you think Xue is a bad woman?

I know what Xiaojie wants to say, but I can't convince myself

Isn't she?

I asked back

Xiaojie did not answer directly. She looked into my eyes and asked again: Do you think I am a bad woman?

You...I don't think you are a bad woman

I answered truthfully

Maybe Xiaojie is a little stupid, and some little girls often have little vanity, but I really don’t think Xiaojie is at all. I even vaguely feel that Xiaojie and I are both victims of the relationship between Xue and Feng

If there was no snow, Xiaojie would have continued to love with the wind; if there was no wind, I would have walked happily with the snow and built our fairy tale kingdom together.

But, so is I, sleeping with my best friend’s husband...

That's different, because you are not cheating, you are unmarried, and have the right to choose a man, but Xue is different, she has a family, a husband, and a daughter, how can she be worthy of that engagement?

I'm starting to get a little excited

Yes, she has a husband, but don’t you think her life is the same as not having a husband? It’s even better than...

I didn't want her to continue to use this to attack me, so I replied coldly: Can this be used as an excuse for cheating?

The conversation with Xiaojie froze

I withdrew my arm, turned around, and lay silently with my back to her side.

Xiaojie put it on and hugged me. Her silky smooth and gentle body rubbed against my back

Zhe, Xue is not a bad woman, just... Sometimes women's desires cannot even explain them clearly... What's more, Xue is so beautiful, she will be tempted by many things, too many to resist...

Xiaojie said quietly

I stopped answering and felt sleepy, and I fell asleep in my fatigue

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When I woke up, it was already dawn

The person next to the pillow is no longer there, only a slight residual heat

I got up with my clothes. On the dining table, there was a poached egg, a few buns and a cup of milk with a trace of remaining warmth.

Obviously, Xiaojie bought me breakfast from outside

But I didn't notice Xiaojie

Under the milk cup, a piece of paper was pressed

Expanding, there are a few lines of beautiful handwriting: Zhe: I'm back

I'm very worried about your condition, but you must be calm and remember not to do stupid things

I thought about it for a long time last night and thought I should tell them that you already know about it, so I had already spoken to Feng in the morning.

I think the snow will come back soon

But you have to promise me that you must not hurt Xue

Even though Xue did what she shouldn't do, I can still feel your love for Xue

Snow is really jealous, with two men who love her so much

Last night I asked you if Xue is a bad woman. I didn’t want to convince you anything. I just hope to help you untie your heart

Otherwise, I'm worried that you will lose her forever

The current situation is not fair to you; so if you have time, you can check out Xue’s blog, and maybe you can find the answer you want from there.

If you still love her, then you have to accept those facts; if you can't accept it, you should make plans early

I think this is fair to you

Behind is Xiaojie's signature, as well as a blog's URL and access password

I have no intention of having breakfast; the "those facts" mentioned by Xiaojie seems to refer to the address of this blog, which bit my heart like a snake. It is like a treasure box, which hides the truth I am desperately looking for, and also hides the most secret hope in my heart.

When I was about to get up and go to the study, I heard the sound of the door handle turning.

Looking in the sound, it was my wife! She stood at the door, her face pale