Chapter 17 Nightmare

Black high heels hit the marble floor, the sound made was swinging in the empty corridor, the sound hit the wall and swinging back

The corridor was so cold that it was so cold that a door with lights stood alone at the end of the corridor.

Gu Nuanxin slowly walked to the door and paused

A Nuan is here... The old and hoarse voice came from the door

…Dad Gu Nuanxin called him for suicide

In the room, Mr. Gu's hair was gray and his old face was full of wrinkles. He lived up to his former glory. He was wearing black clothes, with a little white flower on his chest, and sat upright on the Grand Master's chair.

Gu Nuanxin walked forward, half-squatted down and held his hand on the back of the chair, a little worried.

Dad, go back to the house to rest...

Gu's father looked up at her, and a burst of sadness flashed in his muddy eyes. He patted the back of her hand and waved his hand tremblingly.

A Nuan... Dad really regrets... The old man supported the cane in front of him with both hands, buried his head on the back of his hands, and trembled all over.

Water vapor emerged from Gu Nuanxin's eyes. She took a deep breath and reminded herself not to cry in front of the old man.

She patted Gu Father Gu’s hunched back and comforted softly: Dad, you and me...

The trembling under his hands became more and more obvious. Gu's father buried his head and made a whimper, crying like a child.

Gu Nuanxin felt like she was cut by a knife, and the pain was unbearable. She couldn't help it and sobbed on the side.

Gu's father slowly calmed down, he raised his head and looked at Gu Nuanxin

A Nuan, Dad is really sorry for your brother, I'm sorry for you... When you divorced, your brother told me many times that he wanted to marry you, but I always disagree with everyone. Everyone knows that you are my daughter. I am so proud of my face and don't want to lose the face of the Gu family for so many years. Since I brought you back, I have always regarded you as my biological daughter. Yi Huai's feelings for you, but I never accept it. I just want to send you away. I feel that over time, he let it go. I didn't expect that even so, he still didn't want to marry for so many years. If I agreed earlier, you don't have to work so hard. He will not live alone abroad, either...

Gu's father couldn't continue to say anything, and trembled and held Gu Nuanxin's hand tightly, and choked and said: I'm just such a son, I died at a young age... If I had known this, I wouldn't have stopped him when he told me that he was going to find you abroad... Now that the white-haired man gave him a black-haired man, he didn't even have a child, how could he blame me...

As she said that, she burst into tears. Gu Nuanxin was shocked and couldn't speak. All this made her dizzy

She remembered that she received a call from Gu Yihuai in the UK a few months ago. It was early morning in China, but his voice was not tired at all, and he was even a little excited.

He said: A Nuan, can I go to the UK to find you later?

She was very happy at that time and hadn't seen him for a long time. She joked with him like she was a child: Brother, you must come, I will take you all over the UK!

He agreed happily, and after a moment of silence, he said: A Nuan, my brother will have some things to help you at that time. I hope you... won't refuse me

At that time, Gu Nuanxin didn't think much and said with a smile: I'm willing to help you with anything, brother, don't worry!

Gu Yihuai chuckled on the phone and said slightly: I hope you will have the same answer that day...

Gu Nuanxin didn't expect that it was the last conversation with him, and when she saw that he was at his funeral...

past

Gu Nuanxin woke up from sobs. The room was very dark. Only her rapid breathing was quiet. Her face was full of tears and her pillow was wet.

She had a nightmare again, it was that dream again

That was her heart disease in her previous life and her nightmare in this life

Since Gu Yihuai went to Peking a month ago, she started to have this dream again

Gu Nuanxin turned over from the bed and sat up. Her eyes looked towards the balcony and was covered by thick curtains. Only a cold light leaked into the gap between the two curtains.

It was not until the end of her previous life that she knew Gu Yihuai's feelings for her from her father. She was shocked and unbelievable at first, but as time passed, she slowly recalled how Gu Yihuai gave in her hopeless relationship.

From childhood to adulthood, he would do almost anything she wanted for her; Xu Zhishen was not good to her, so he went to the UK to study and left her and her son alone in the country. It was Gu Yihuai who went to Xu's house several times and also called Xu Zhishen in person. Finally, Xu Zhishen picked her up in the UK

After the divorce, the child was taken away by the Xu family, and Gu Yihuai helped her take the child back; she was tired of life in China, so he sent her to a prestigious university in the UK to study...

Her first half of her life was inseparable from Gu Yihuai. He couldn't count the things he did for her, and everything he did was far more than what a brother could do to his sister.

In the second half of her life, the biggest regret was that she knew his feelings too late. When she was old, she recalled more and more the past with Gu Yihuai when she was young.

What a position this man occupies in her life. The longer his face becomes clearer in her memory. Even some small things that I couldn't remember before became deeper in her old age. His voice, appearance and smile seem to be engraved in her mind and will never be erased for the rest of her life...

Gu Nuanxin closed her eyes. This dream made her feel panicked. She missed him very much now, and she really wanted to...

She clogged her shoes and got out of bed, put on a piece of clothing, opened the door, and climbed to the third floor with the dim light reflected by the wall light, opening his door

The room was quiet, his bed was clean and tidy, without any wrinkles. It was his usual style, rigorous and self-disciplined.

She stood by the door for a while, and there was still a hint of his breath in the room, which was faint, she could clearly tell it out

She closed the door and walked in, climbed onto his bed, lay on the side where he often slept, and there was still his smell on the quilt. She closed her eyes and imagined how she felt she was being held in his arms...

A Nuan is here... When Gu's father saw her coming down, he smiled and asked Qin's mother to scoop her a bowl of millet porridge. Seeing the green color at her, he asked worriedly: Didn't sleep well last night?

Gu Nuanxin smiled: The frogs outside the house were so noisy last night, I didn’t sleep well, Dad, you eat more, and then he picked up a bun for him.

Gu’s father smiled and took it with a bowl: I didn’t sleep well for a while, I took a nap anyway, it was a holiday. Gu Nuanxin has already started summer vacation these days

She gently bit her lower lip and said: Dad, I want to go to Peking...

Gu’s father looked at her with a look of surprise: What are you doing in Peking? So far

There is an activity in the school during the summer, and I will go to Peking University for exchanges and study. At that time, many famous artists will teach together. I want to go and see... Gu Nuanxin lowered her head and poked the porridge in the bowl.

Gu's father was silent for a while, frowned and said: This is indeed a good opportunity to learn, but now the world is not peaceful. I am really worried that you, a girl, will go out by yourself.

I'm not afraid, my brother happened to be in Peking. Then I'll take the train and ask him to pick me up. And I'll walk with my classmates on the way, so I can't lose it.

Father Gu frowned and pondered, and he was really worried.

Gu Nuanxin said again: There will be a team teacher who will be there, Dad, don’t worry, I’m not a child anymore.

Father Gu couldn't resist her and sighed and agreed.