Chapter 1 Voyeurism

In the darkness, Gu Nuanxin slowly opened her eyes. The room was very dark. The thick curtains covered the light outside. Only the summer frogs in the pond outside could be heard vaguely chirping.

She turned over from the bed and sat up, wearing a lace nightgown, stepped on the carpet barefoot, and slowly approached the door with her impression

She held the door handle and gently opened a gap. Wall lights were lit in the corridor outside the door, and the dim light penetrated through the crack of the door.

Gu Nuanxin looked out and looked out. It was quiet outside the door. Only the big wall clock on the first floor was swaying ticking. It was already midnight. Almost everyone in the house had fallen asleep.

She opened the door and walked out barefoot and carpeted on the floor outside the door. It was soft and there was no sound at all when she stepped on it.

Gu Nuanxin walked to the stairs and slowly walked towards the third floor with the wooden handrail.

The corridor on the third floor was a little dark, only the door of the study room was opened, and the lights in the room leaked out from the cracks of the door, and the golden yellow all over the floor

She stood at the stairs and took a deep breath, slowly approaching the door along the wall with her feet.

Standing by the door, you could vaguely hear the man's rapid panting sound from the room, carrying a few seemingly painful moans

She leaned against the wall and looked into the room through the crack of the door to see a man sitting at the desk. He leaned against the back of the chair, his eyes closed and his head was raised.

The originally neat black suit was already messy. He tore off the tie on his chest and unbuttoned two buttons, revealing his honey-colored chest muscles.

The trousers have loosened their belts, the zipper is wide open, and a purple-black giant stands between the slightly opened legs

His big palm with distinct joints circled the swollen flesh pillar and quickly stroked it, panting, and occasionally a few low and hoarse moans escaped from his mouth.

He held a pink cloth in his other hand, and put it on the tip of his perky nose from time to time, as if he was smelling the smell on it.

About half an hour later, his hands were moving faster and faster, and his breathing became more and more rapid. When he was finally ejaculated, he roared softly: A Nuan…

Gu Nuanxin hurriedly shrank her body back. She blinked her eyes, and there was also a heavy breathing sound from the man in the room after venting. She was deeply thinking and quietly returned to her room along the way.

He is really calling A Nuan...

A Nuan is her nickname, and only her family will call her that

The man in the study was her brother, Gu Yihuai

Gu Nuanxin lay in bed for a long time and no longer had sleepiness. She remembered the day of her previous life.

That night, she tossed and turned around and couldn't sleep because of what her father said during the day, so she went upstairs to find him in the middle of the night. He was so lewd tonight, but she didn't hear who he was calling at that time.

At that time, she was still young and had no experience. Although she didn't know what he was doing, she was still scared by him and stood at the door looking at him in a daze.

He probably didn't expect to be seen by her,

But he has always been steady and quickly sorted out himself. He asked her gently why he came to find him, just as he always treated her with nothing.

She hesitated and did not dare to continue asking him. She felt that she shouldn't question her father's decision, and in the end she didn't ask.

He came up to find him just because he said he couldn't sleep. He carried her downstairs as usual, returned to her room, coaxed her to sleep before leaving.

Although she knew the funeral in this life, she was still a little surprised that he had taken love with him so early...

Previous life

The next morning, Gu Nuanxin got downstairs, and Gu Yihuai was already sitting at the dining table for dinner.

Gu Yihuai was reading the news with a newspaper in his hand. When Gu's father saw her coming down, he waved her to go over for breakfast.

Gu Nuanxin sat opposite Gu Yihuai, looked up at him, he still held the big newspaper in front of him, I don't know what news is so good today, Gu Nuanxin thought

Qin's mother quickly brought her white porridge. The Gu family's breakfast was very simple, just soy milk and fried dough sticks that ordinary people eat. Because Gu Nuan loves to drink porridge, she prepared a few more pickles.

Gu Nuanxin thanked Qin's mother and drank in small sips with a spoon

Father Gu suddenly turned around and said to her: A Nuan, I called the Xu family in the morning and made an appointment with them to see you and Zhishen. On Friday night, your brother will send you there.

Gu Nuanxin nodded softly, and still scooped porridge slowly.

After a while, the man opposite put down the newspaper with a thud, took a clean veil and wiped his mouth while saying to the two of them on the table: Dad, A Nuan, I'll go to the business store first, you can eat slowly

After saying that, he put down his veil and stood up, Gu Nuanxin hurriedly called him: Brother, can you take me to school first?

Gu Yihuai turned around to look at her in surprise. She never liked him to send her to school. She thought it was too ostentatious. What happened today? But he nodded and said: OK

Gu Nuanxin was busy doing some porridge in the bowl. Gu Yihuai frowned and said: I'm not in a hurry, eat slowly.

Gu Nuanxin had already stood up and said to Gu's father: Dad, eat slowly, I'll leave first

Father Gu nodded with a smile: Be careful on the road

She had already carried the cloth bag containing the books and ran to Gu Yihuai, pulling the cuff of his suit, and dragging him away quickly.

Gu Yihuai laughed, took the cloth bag from her hand, and let her lead her out the door.

The school where she studied was not far from Gu's house. In the past, she used to take the tram and drove by herself, which was only a dozen minutes away.

The car was silent. Gu Yihuai took advantage of the time to glance at Gu Nuanxin, who was sitting in the passenger seat, and said: Why didn't A Nuan talk today?

Gu Nuanxin turned her head to look at him and asked: Brother, do you think I should marry Xu Zhishen?

Gu Yihuai heard her words and his jaw shrank slightly, his eyes stared straight ahead, and he spoke slowly after a while: A Nuan, I don’t know much about Liu Zhishen’s family and our ancestors were family friends, but in the late Qing Dynasty, my father was dismissed from office and broke off contact with our family because his father was dismissed from office a few years ago, when his father met Uncle Xu at a banquet in the business, he had another contact with Xu Zhishen, who was the only son of the Xu family. He said that his talent was very good and he was well-known in the academic circle of Shanghai. He was considered a progressive young man.

He paused and continued: But A Nuan, being talented does not mean that he will be a good husband. Don’t be covered up by superficial things. You should understand this person carefully and make a decision.

Gu Nuanxin stared at him blankly, with no expression on her face, as if she didn't know where to look through him

In fact, she listened to it, and she even regretted it, regretted why she never asked him this question in her previous life, regretted that she had not heard him in her previous life, and regretted that she had made the last decision in her previous life

Is Xu Zhishen a good husband? No one is more qualified to answer this question than her?

Yes, she was confused by his talent in her previous life, and finally married him according to the engagement, but after marriage, she found that everything was so ridiculous

Xu Zhishen regards her as a stain in life and believes that she is not worthy of him at all. He is upset every day, resenting himself as a new young man who has received advanced education but has to go against his wishes and be forced to fulfill the marriage contract set by his father.

After marriage, he was indifferent to her. If he had not been oppressed by his elders in his family, he probably wouldn't even want to touch her.

After she gave birth to the eldest grandson for the Xu family, he left her to study in the UK

At that time, she was not enlightened and even vaguely agreed with him, feeling that she was not as talented as him and her knowledge was not as good as him. Even if he had resentment in his heart, he would be able to fall in love with her one day.

A year after he went abroad, she traveled across the ocean with the help of Gu Yihuai and finally arrived in the UK.

Unexpectedly, what he saw was that he was snuggling with another woman intimately

She worked hard for so long and waited for so long, and the word divorce was the word "she"

How ridiculous, she really realized what she had been crazy about for half her life.

Why don't you talk? Gu Yihuai turned his head to look at her when he saw her not talking for a long time

She curled her lips and showed a sweet smile: I think you are right, brother.

Gu Yihuai glanced at her, thinking she was perfunctory, sighed, and continued driving in silence