Chapter 8

Mom agreed gently: Hum?

I thought about it, but still couldn't defeat my curiosity: Mom...Why...That...I was suddenly willing to...I gave it to me?

My mother's head was leaning against my shoulder, her long hair covered her face, she shook her head gently, and didn't say anything, but just squeezed my hand hard

I also pinched it back hard: Mom... Tell me if it's okay? I've been uneasy

Mom chuckled and replied shyly: No reason Ah... Mom is willing to give Xiaolei...

I thought for a while and smiled: But my mother has always been unwilling to Ah... That night, it was very sudden and I was not mentally prepared...

Mom's voice is almost inaudible: Silly kid...

After a moment, my mother said gently: At noon that day, my mother heard that Sister Ling had a cousin and her husband died in a car accident.

That woman... Mom knows her, she is very beautiful. She has seen her at Sister Ling's house before. She has been complaining about her husband and said she is unwilling to have sex with him...

But Sister Ling said that when her husband really died, she was very sad and kept scolding herself, why did she treat him like that before...

Xiaolei... My mother thought a lot that day, but finally felt that many things in a person's life are unsure and she cannot regret it...

Xiaolei, you love your mother and want your mother. Mom has always known that, in fact... Mom has always wanted Xiaolei... Mom's voice was shy and hesitant, but I was a little surprised. Mom... I want it too?

But my mother never dared to give Xiaolei... It was not until that day that my mother felt that if I continue to do this, I might regret it one day. Although it is unlucky, my mother doesn't want to be like Sister Ling's cousin.

If you give it to Xiaolei, you may regret it. Mom is willing to...

Xiaolei is leaving, and my mother doesn’t know if she can be together in the future, but now she feels that she has no choice.... My mother lives in her thirties, and these few days are the happiest times in her life...

I gently stroked my mother's soft hair and said firmly to my mother's ear: Mom, we can definitely be together

Mom nodded: Mom also hopes to continue like this with Xiaolei forever... However, Mom doesn't know whether this is right or wrong. Xiaolei is still young and wants to get married in the future. When she has a child, she still hopes that Xiaolei will leave her mother.

I held my mother's shoulder hard, let her face me, looked firmly at her confused eyes, and said softly: Never

Mom's eyes shine: Xiaolei, Mom only hopes that Xiaolei can live a normal life, and Mom cannot be selfish...

I said word by word: Unless I die

The slender hands covered my lips: Don't talk nonsense...

Mom, I didn't say nonsense

After a pause, I smiled and said: Are you happy when mom and I are like this?

Mom's eyes were a little red: Yes, mom is very happy

I smiled and touched my mother's face: I am also very happy, so let's go on like this, mom, believe me, you say I will get married and have children in the future, then I will definitely find a way to marry and have children with my mother.

Mom buried her head in my arms: OK...

good……

We hugged quietly for a while, and I smiled wickedly: Mom just said that she always wanted me. When did it start? I didn’t think so when I was born.

Mom gently punched me in the chest: Don't make fun of mom

I buried my head in my mother's fragrant hair: Mom has said before, can I see my father's shadow in me, can my mother always regard me as a substitute for her father?

My mother's body trembled obviously for a while, and after a long time, she whispered: No...

I hugged my mother without saying anything, and my mother slowly started talking: At the beginning, when Xiaolei was a biological mother, her mother always thought of her father, but she gradually developed a different relationship with Xiaolei...

But later Xiaolei became more and more outstanding. He worked so hard for his mother, and he would love his mother without doing anything randomly. He became more and more masculine. Gradually, his father's shadow disappeared, Xiaolei was Xiaolei.

On the night we watched the movie, my mother saw Xiaolei... that way, my mother...

My mother stopped and didn't say anything for a long time, so I had to ask: What's wrong?

My mother's voice was very soft, so I could only listen: Just... I dreamed of Xiaolei at night

Dreaming of me?

I remembered that I always dreamed of my mother's nocturnal emission. I asked with a smile: I always dreamed of my mother and would have nocturnal emission... What does my mother dreamed of me?

My mother's voice became lighter, but fortunately the environment was very quiet, so I could barely hear it: I dreamed of... I dreamed of Xiaolei and asked for my mother...