Chapter 27

Finally, the day of the notice is approaching, and my mother is starting to look forward to it more and more, but I feel a little sad because receiving the notice means I don’t have much time with my mother.

The notice was sent to my home on my 19th birthday. I have already gone out. The job of a small job has come to an end. I will be very busy in the last few days.

When I returned home tired again, my mother was like a butterfly, gently carrying a gust of fragrant wind into my arms, kissing me hard on my face, and holding the thin envelope in her hand.

I took the envelope with a smile, glanced at it in a hurry, and then put it down

Mom looked at me strangely: Xiaolei, are you unhappy?

I shook my head and gently kissed my mother in the face: I'm very happy Ah

Mom didn't say anything, but she clearly saw that I was unhappy

The soft little hand held my hand and pulled me to the dining table to sit down. He uncovered the gauze cover on the table. There was a birthday cake inside. My mother shouted happily: Happy birthday, Xiaolei!

I sat down dullly and smiled: Thank you mom

Mom took out a big candle and nine small candles, inserted it on the cake and lit it, and then sat next to me: Xiaolei, blow the candles

I blew out the candle listlessly, my mother cut the cake, put a piece on a paper plate and put it into my hand.

I took a fork and gave it a little to my mouth. The cake was very sweet, but I thought that it would be rare to see my mother in a short while.

Finally, my heart felt sad. As soon as I lowered my head, tears fell down and fell onto the cake

My mother immediately noticed that I was crying, so she quickly threw down the cake in her hand, walked to me nervously, squatted down and looked up at me: Xiaolei, what's wrong with you?

I shook my head, but my tears flowed even harder

I have never been separated from my mother since I grew up. Now I still feel passionate about love, but suddenly I have to go to a strange place. From then on, I have been together with my mother for a long time. I have never experienced parting and felt sad.

My mother stood up in a panic and hugged my head tightly into her arms. My face was pressed against my mother's firm and plump breasts. I could vaguely hear my heartbeat.

Mom's voice was anxious and panicked: Xiaolei! What's wrong? Tell mom no matter what, don't cry. Today is your birthday. I received a college notice. You should be happy... The voice also started to cry.

When I saw my mother was sad, I quickly said in a silence: Mom, it's really okay. I just thought that I had received the notice and was about to go to college. I would be separated from my mother in the future. I felt sad... Finally, I couldn't help but cry and made a sound.

Mom lowered her head, put her face on top of my head, and comforted me gently: Silly child, you have grown up, so you will naturally leave your mother and live your life. Ah Mom is also very sad, but she is more happy.

I burst into tears: I don’t want to leave my mother, I said I would spend my whole life with me!

Mom smiled calmly: Silly child...you...

I didn't wait for my mother to continue talking, and continued to cry: Mom, I'm already nineteen years old, but my mother is almost thirty-six years old. If I haven't gone abroad, my mother will be forty after four years of college. If I go abroad, I don't know how long it will take. I used to think I can wait because I'm young but my mother's best age has just been waiting like this. Mom, don't you think it's a pity? Do you still don't believe that I'm willing to wait for you for the rest of your life? Do you really think I'm just talking casually? Or when I go to college, you have to find another man? Do you rather live with others than live with Xiaolei for the rest of your life?

My mother's calmness was shattered by my tears in an instant, and she finally started to cry: Xiaolei, mom is also very sad, but what can mom do? Xiaolei will definitely be an excellent man in the future, but unfortunately I am your mother, your mother! We can only have a mother-son relationship! If we were not mother-son, I would have agreed to Xiaolei long ago, but now my mother really has no choice...

The power of concepts is too strong, and my mother still couldn't let go of her knot and continued to cry: Mom is like this in her life, and I don't want to find anyone else. Xiaolei, don't worry, your mother's heart is yours alone...

I burst into the room with tears and found the IELTS transcript and the admission notice from foreign universities: I just want my mother to be my real girlfriend! Otherwise, I would have no motivation and no goal at all. Mom, look, I have done so many things! Just to marry you! Look, look! Did you see? I definitely have the conditions to go abroad! No one knows us there, and my ideas are very open. Why should I give up the happiness of both of us for a little old antique concept?

My mother lowered her head and cried and looked at the things I handed over, saying: That's not an old antique concept... that's human instinct...

I shouted: What instinct! Human instinct is to marry relatives! Do you know? Adam and Eve are father and daughter! The ancestors of the Jews are father and daughter! Fuxi and Nuwa are brothers and sisters! Zeus and Hera are brothers and sisters! The Japanese Creation God is also a relative, as if they are mother and son! Why are the ancestors of human beings in the world married relatives! What is not the instinct since ancient times?

Mom was stunned, looking at me with tears in her eyes, and I continued: Look at those

Mom flipped over and shook her head: I can't understand... Then I remembered that my mother's English was not good. She took a deep breath, walked to her side, and pointed to a few pieces of paper in her hand: This is an IELTS test, my mother doesn't know... It's an international English proficiency certification, my grades have reached the level of immigration. This is an admission notice from XXXX University

My mother looked at me in surprise: XXXX University?

I looked at my mother seriously: Yes, it is the famous University of Science and Technology in the United States. My mother must have heard that I have passed the exam, but I still can't get the full scholarship, so I want to study in China for two years to continue the exam, so I can get the full scholarship before going out, otherwise my mother can't afford it

Mom started crying again: Xiaolei, I'm sorry, mom is useless. You have been admitted to such a famous school but your mother can't let you go to school.

I began to calm down and said softly: It doesn't matter, I want to spend two more years with my mother. After all, I can see my mother frequently in China. Maybe I won't meet once a few years after going abroad. I will be crazy, and I don't have a foundation now, and I may not be able to learn something when I go out. A professor from that university is now a visiting professor at the school I was admitted to. He met me several times and liked me very much. He said that I could study with him in China for two years first, and then go abroad after his exchange and teaching in China is over. Moreover, I am not able to live independently enough now. When I go so far, my mother will worry...

Mom trembled and hugged my waist, buried her face in my arms, and continued to cry: Mom... I never thought that Xiaolei had done so many things...

I reached out and stroked my mother's hair: I did it all to be with my mother forever and hadn't gone out yet, so I wanted to not tell my mother first, and I would like to talk about it when I go abroad, but now I feel that I can't wait

Mom's crying voice is confused and helpless: Mom really doesn't know what to do. Ah, I really don't know that it's not that mom doesn't like Xiaolei. Mom can do anything for Xiaolei, but this thing is not enough, there is only this one! Xiaolei, Mom also wants to be with you forever! But Mom can marry anyone, the only thing that cannot be married is you... In the next life, will you be good in the next life? I won't be your mother, will I marry you? I will be your Xiaohui in the next life, okay? In this life, I will be your mother, we can only do this... Mom is so sad, so sad

My mother's cry calmed me down. I felt a little ashamed, so I had to nod: Sorry, I shouldn't have done this, and I am still willing to wait for my mother to figure it out. Maybe after I go abroad, my mother's thoughts will change. Mom, you promise me, if I really go abroad, if my mother figures out, I will marry me, okay?

Mom agreed weakly: OK... But, mom may never be able to do it... It is incredible that mom marrying her own son...