Mom fell asleep, but I suddenly felt like I couldn't sleep
I didn't tell my mother what the Chinese doctor said so that she wouldn't worry
Since the crystallization of my mother and I, my mother has never been worried anymore
One day I asked my mother: Mom, don't be afraid anymore
Whether it is Xiaolei or Xiaocheng, what else is my mother afraid of...
Mom is a mother. As long as the child is good, he is fearless. Apart from the subconscious guilt, he will no longer have psychological burden.
And it seems that only my wife’s feelings for her husband are left, and maternal love is transferred to our son.
This even makes me a little jealous
My mother is very attached to me now, acting coquettish from time to time, and being slightly angry
Sometimes they even play tricks, completely entering the role of a wife, but they are less and less caring like before.
Of course, this is great, without psychological burden
But the clouds in my heart are getting heavier
The scene of my mother mistakenly acknowledging Aunt Ling, and the words of Chinese doctors popped up in my mind from time to time
What’s even more terrifying is that one day our children will know that his father is also his brother and his mother is also his grandmother...
I'm starting to lose sleep
In addition, my research has also reached a bottleneck, and sometimes I feel very annoyed.
Do you regret it? No, I still won't regret it
But I'm very scared
I'm not afraid of what will happen to me, but I'm very scared that one day the person I love the most will be hurt...
Until one day, I woke up from a nightmare, I dreamed that my family of three was criticized by thousands of people
I looked at them fearlessly, but my mother was trembling with our children...
Bitch! So slut... Marry your son... Is this still a mom...
Even a bitch is not as good as a bitch and she has a son! What a bastard hahaha!
Countless hands reached out to my mother and soon drowned her
I woke up screaming, and my mother hugged me nervously: Xiaolei? Have you had a nightmare?
I was panting, covered in cold sweat
My mother's eyes were full of concern: Xiaolei has never had nightmares since he was a child, so what did he dream of?
In an instant, she is a mother and I am a son
I leaned my face weakly against my mother's chest, and then I calmed down a little while listening to the warm heartbeat: It's okay, there was something wrong with the research topic we did...
Mom hugged me gently and patted my back gently: Mom can't help you, but mom thinks Xiaolei is the best... so many unimaginable problems can be solved... There must be no problem
Well... I quietly enjoyed this rare time for mother and son, and my heart was very warm
Although we are not like mother and son in daily life, if there is anything, this feeling will be revived immediately
Dr. Stevenson is very calm about the current difficulties
One day after get off work, he looked at me with a sad face and smiled: Feng Lei, you may need some spiritual guidance.
Um?
Religion may calm you
The doctor said with a smile
What does religion... have to do with astronomy?
Of course there is... In fact, any science reaches the cutting-edge, it is related to philosophy. Religion and philosophy are inseparable. For example, the origin of the universe. Whether it is to use "must have light" or "Tao gives birth to one, one gives birth to two, two gives birth to three, and three gives birth to all things" are all vivid explanations.
This seems a bit... far-fetched
However, at least religion can make people calm. I think it is difficult to make a breakthrough in your current state.
Yes...I also feel that I'm in a very uneasy now
Then, you might as well read religious books. No matter what religion you think, from Newton to Einstein, and all the scholars I know are religious.
OK... I thought that in Cuifeng Mountain, my hometown, the Buddha statue in the temple really made people forget their anxiety
Since this is America, just read the Bible. Even if you don’t believe in Christianity, it will make it easier for me to integrate into this society.
The next day, I received a book of the Bible. I read it when I am in a bad mood. It really has a little strange power.
Perhaps my heart is now at a loss. After winter, I can't help but be attracted by this book.
So, until that day, after get off work, I read the Bible casually. Now I am relatively calm and I still think: Why don’t I just convert to Christianity?
When the baby is one year old, take him to baptize?
Mom has recovered well
Although my waist is still a bit thick and my person is a bit fat during breastfeeding, the rest are almost the same as when I had sex with my mother for the first time
Mom often asks for it now...
Flipped through the book casually until suddenly there was a sentence that shocked me like a thunderbolt: She is your mother, don't reveal her lower body
I was stunned for a moment
This is the commandment of the Lord? I am just about to gain peace from the Lord!
She is your mother, don't expose her lower body...
She is your mother, don't reveal her lower body
She is your mother, don't expose her lower body!
My teeth chuckled. I wanted to take a sip with a cup of coffee, but I couldn't give it to me.
For a moment, I felt that the world had fallen into darkness
I drove around the city aimlessly, and felt despair for the first time in my life
What should I do? I did something sinful, I am a sinner
What they said is right, I am a sinful person, I am a bitch, I deserve to die of sin
Not only am I a sinner, but I also make the woman I love the most sinner
The galaxy in the sky lights up again, and I return home in a daze
Stop the car and walked towards the door with heavy steps. I saw my mother holding Xiaocheng and looking at the stars on the lawn at the door.
Shining and shining, the sky is full of little stars... I heard my mother's gentle singing from afar, warm and peaceful in this spring night
Xiaocheng was in his mother's arms, looking up at the stars with his little face, and laughing whisperedly
Mom met me and noticed that I looked wrong at first sight
But she just looked at me with inquiring eyes, and didn't say anything
I didn't dare to look at my mother, so I could only squeeze out a smile and look at Xiaocheng
He was opening his little hand at me, giggling and making a vague syllable.
Mom smiled beside her: Dad hugs... Xiaocheng will call him dad
I took him with a smile and hugged him tightly in my arms
The child's innocent smile calmed me temporarily, and I smiled at my mother and said: Let's sing for him together.
...A flash and shine, the sky is full of small stars... Hanging in the sky, shining brightly, as if many small eyes... My mother and I sang softly, Xiaocheng looked at me and then at my mother, and finally opened his hands to her mother with a smile
Mom is mother... Mom takes Xiaocheng, and soon he falls asleep in his mother's arms
I also gently hugged my mother's slender waist, burying her head in the warm embrace
My mother was still singing softly. After a long time, I asked softly: Mom, when I was a child, did you hold me to look at the stars like this?
Well, Xiaolei was very quiet when he was a child. He was not as lively as Xiaocheng when you were as big as him. When you looked at the stars for a long time, you didn't say a word.
Oh... I listened to my mother's faint heartbeat, for the time being, forgot the anxiety and despair, and quietly felt the warmth and peace
Xiaolei is very busy with work, I'm back late today
Mom hugged Xiaocheng with one hand and gently stroked my hair with the other hand
Um……
Are you hungry, Xiaocheng is asleep, let's go to have a meal
OK... I grabbed my mother's hand and kissed her gently, and returned home with her mother with a smile
I didn't tell my mother what the Chinese doctor said so that she wouldn't worry
Since the crystallization of my mother and I, my mother has never been worried anymore
One day I asked my mother: Mom, don't be afraid anymore
Whether it is Xiaolei or Xiaocheng, what else is my mother afraid of...
Mom is a mother. As long as the child is good, he is fearless. Apart from the subconscious guilt, he will no longer have psychological burden.
And it seems that only my wife’s feelings for her husband are left, and maternal love is transferred to our son.
This even makes me a little jealous
My mother is very attached to me now, acting coquettish from time to time, and being slightly angry
Sometimes they even play tricks, completely entering the role of a wife, but they are less and less caring like before.
Of course, this is great, without psychological burden
But the clouds in my heart are getting heavier
The scene of my mother mistakenly acknowledging Aunt Ling, and the words of Chinese doctors popped up in my mind from time to time
What’s even more terrifying is that one day our children will know that his father is also his brother and his mother is also his grandmother...
I'm starting to lose sleep
In addition, my research has also reached a bottleneck, and sometimes I feel very annoyed.
Do you regret it? No, I still won't regret it
But I'm very scared
I'm not afraid of what will happen to me, but I'm very scared that one day the person I love the most will be hurt...
Until one day, I woke up from a nightmare, I dreamed that my family of three was criticized by thousands of people
I looked at them fearlessly, but my mother was trembling with our children...
Bitch! So slut... Marry your son... Is this still a mom...
Even a bitch is not as good as a bitch and she has a son! What a bastard hahaha!
Countless hands reached out to my mother and soon drowned her
I woke up screaming, and my mother hugged me nervously: Xiaolei? Have you had a nightmare?
I was panting, covered in cold sweat
My mother's eyes were full of concern: Xiaolei has never had nightmares since he was a child, so what did he dream of?
In an instant, she is a mother and I am a son
I leaned my face weakly against my mother's chest, and then I calmed down a little while listening to the warm heartbeat: It's okay, there was something wrong with the research topic we did...
Mom hugged me gently and patted my back gently: Mom can't help you, but mom thinks Xiaolei is the best... so many unimaginable problems can be solved... There must be no problem
Well... I quietly enjoyed this rare time for mother and son, and my heart was very warm
Although we are not like mother and son in daily life, if there is anything, this feeling will be revived immediately
Dr. Stevenson is very calm about the current difficulties
One day after get off work, he looked at me with a sad face and smiled: Feng Lei, you may need some spiritual guidance.
Um?
Religion may calm you
The doctor said with a smile
What does religion... have to do with astronomy?
Of course there is... In fact, any science reaches the cutting-edge, it is related to philosophy. Religion and philosophy are inseparable. For example, the origin of the universe. Whether it is to use "must have light" or "Tao gives birth to one, one gives birth to two, two gives birth to three, and three gives birth to all things" are all vivid explanations.
This seems a bit... far-fetched
However, at least religion can make people calm. I think it is difficult to make a breakthrough in your current state.
Yes...I also feel that I'm in a very uneasy now
Then, you might as well read religious books. No matter what religion you think, from Newton to Einstein, and all the scholars I know are religious.
OK... I thought that in Cuifeng Mountain, my hometown, the Buddha statue in the temple really made people forget their anxiety
Since this is America, just read the Bible. Even if you don’t believe in Christianity, it will make it easier for me to integrate into this society.
The next day, I received a book of the Bible. I read it when I am in a bad mood. It really has a little strange power.
Perhaps my heart is now at a loss. After winter, I can't help but be attracted by this book.
So, until that day, after get off work, I read the Bible casually. Now I am relatively calm and I still think: Why don’t I just convert to Christianity?
When the baby is one year old, take him to baptize?
Mom has recovered well
Although my waist is still a bit thick and my person is a bit fat during breastfeeding, the rest are almost the same as when I had sex with my mother for the first time
Mom often asks for it now...
Flipped through the book casually until suddenly there was a sentence that shocked me like a thunderbolt: She is your mother, don't reveal her lower body
I was stunned for a moment
This is the commandment of the Lord? I am just about to gain peace from the Lord!
She is your mother, don't expose her lower body...
She is your mother, don't reveal her lower body
She is your mother, don't expose her lower body!
My teeth chuckled. I wanted to take a sip with a cup of coffee, but I couldn't give it to me.
For a moment, I felt that the world had fallen into darkness
I drove around the city aimlessly, and felt despair for the first time in my life
What should I do? I did something sinful, I am a sinner
What they said is right, I am a sinful person, I am a bitch, I deserve to die of sin
Not only am I a sinner, but I also make the woman I love the most sinner
The galaxy in the sky lights up again, and I return home in a daze
Stop the car and walked towards the door with heavy steps. I saw my mother holding Xiaocheng and looking at the stars on the lawn at the door.
Shining and shining, the sky is full of little stars... I heard my mother's gentle singing from afar, warm and peaceful in this spring night
Xiaocheng was in his mother's arms, looking up at the stars with his little face, and laughing whisperedly
Mom met me and noticed that I looked wrong at first sight
But she just looked at me with inquiring eyes, and didn't say anything
I didn't dare to look at my mother, so I could only squeeze out a smile and look at Xiaocheng
He was opening his little hand at me, giggling and making a vague syllable.
Mom smiled beside her: Dad hugs... Xiaocheng will call him dad
I took him with a smile and hugged him tightly in my arms
The child's innocent smile calmed me temporarily, and I smiled at my mother and said: Let's sing for him together.
...A flash and shine, the sky is full of small stars... Hanging in the sky, shining brightly, as if many small eyes... My mother and I sang softly, Xiaocheng looked at me and then at my mother, and finally opened his hands to her mother with a smile
Mom is mother... Mom takes Xiaocheng, and soon he falls asleep in his mother's arms
I also gently hugged my mother's slender waist, burying her head in the warm embrace
My mother was still singing softly. After a long time, I asked softly: Mom, when I was a child, did you hold me to look at the stars like this?
Well, Xiaolei was very quiet when he was a child. He was not as lively as Xiaocheng when you were as big as him. When you looked at the stars for a long time, you didn't say a word.
Oh... I listened to my mother's faint heartbeat, for the time being, forgot the anxiety and despair, and quietly felt the warmth and peace
Xiaolei is very busy with work, I'm back late today
Mom hugged Xiaocheng with one hand and gently stroked my hair with the other hand
Um……
Are you hungry, Xiaocheng is asleep, let's go to have a meal
OK... I grabbed my mother's hand and kissed her gently, and returned home with her mother with a smile
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