Chapter 4

I haven't listened to the class very seriously for a day, and I'm always thinking in a mess

Zhang Lili, who is known as the class beauty, is really far behind her mother!

Not to mention the girls at the same table, they have flat breasts, no butts, and freckles on their faces... I have never seen a girl in the school who looks better than her mother.

Mom is so beautiful, why didn’t I find it before?

I glanced at the corner of my eyes in the morning and it turned out that my mother could show off her charming figure in her gray uniform... Especially her tall breasts, which were not something that any clothes could cover up.

So plump breasts should have cleavage of temptation... Unfortunately, I forgot how my mother looked like she was and had no impression of her at all. She should have leaned there often when she was a child?

The absent-minded day has passed, and my little brother is sometimes hard and sometimes soft

Finally it was over school. Looking at the embarrassing scores on several test papers, I really don't want to go home

But it won’t work if you don’t go home. I told my mother in the morning that she got results today, and she will definitely wait at home.

Kobayashi is still waiting at the school gate, and I rejected him again

I don't know why, but suddenly I feel that nothing is interesting

I slowly returned home, my mother was already waiting

I couldn't help but peek at my mother's chest again. The badge of the county library was still hanging on the unpretentious mountain, trembling slightly

My mother's eyes were full of smiles: Xiaolei, I'm back, eat soon, just finished

Sitting at the dining table in shame, I couldn't help but want to delay my mother's grades for another day... Forget it, I always have to say it

My mother didn't ask this when I was having a meal. She put away the bowl when I finished it dull: Xiaolei, how about the midterm exam?

I took out the test paper with a thorn in my heart, and accidentally met my mother's expectant look, so I could only lower my head deeply

After taking the test paper, my mother heard the rustling rustling, and then there was a long silence

My mother never scolded me for her grades, but this time it was too ridiculous. All except physics failed...

Mom, are you scolding me? I'm looking forward to it

Still no sound

I couldn't bear it and only saw my mother staring blankly out the window, her beautiful eyes flashing with tears.

I'm a foul

I apologized quickly: I'm sorry, don't be sad! Mom!

Mom still didn't say anything, but forced herself to squeeze out a smile: Xiaolei is great, she still has perfect scores in physics, but she is too subjective

Mom, you spoil me so much, I'm a bad boy

I don’t know why, the first time I was sad for the poor grades, maybe it was not because of my grades, but because of my mother’s sad look.

I could only grit my teeth and comfort my mother: Sorry, mom, you scold me, I will study hard in the future

Mom smiled and looked at me and nodded: Why do I scold Xiaolei Ah if I study hard? It's okay, I signed it. Don't always think about your grades this time. Study hard, and you will naturally get a good exam next time.

As he said that, he stood up, took a pen and signed the name on the test paper, then cleaned up the dishes and went to wash the dishes

I was still sitting at the dining table, my mother was halfway through and called me with a smile: Xiaolei, if you are tired, take a shower and go to bed early

I replied depressedly: Yes

After taking a shower, I lay down on my own bed, but I couldn't sleep again

I used to be so naughty, fighting, playing games, and playing pranks... My mother is always not angry, patiently cleans up the mess for me, and always smiles and calls me not to be naughty

Sometimes I am too overdoing or studying too hard, my mother will be very sad

I would cry too, but before I just felt bored, why are you crying?

But why, today I am so sad

Thinking of my mother's beautiful eyes with tears in her eyes, I felt that I was too ignorant before.

Mom is so difficult. I have never seen my father since I was a child, nor have anyone helped my mother. She worked hard to pull me up alone, and I have only figured out why my mother loves me so much because she wants to make up for the love I lack.

Mom has never looked for anyone, such a beautiful woman must have many suitors

But she was never moved, not for me or for why?

Although I didn't resist my mother's marriage, I remember there was a child nearby who tried to commit suicide because her mother found a new husband.

My mother must be afraid that I am like this...

Mom, I'm sorry

You are for me, but I have never thought about you

It was already late at night. I got up and went to the bathroom. When I returned to my room, I passed by my mother's door.

I vaguely heard a low sob, which seemed depressed and desolate in this deep darkness. Every sound seemed to be stuck in my heart

...Who will come in the long and desolate night? Wiping tears all over my cheeks... I remembered "The Heart Burial" again, and my mother didn't even have someone to wipe her tears!

Mom, I'm sorry!

I know that all your hopes are in me, and I will definitely study hard in the future!

I know you are very hardworking alone, and I will help you share any things in the future!

I know you are lonely and lonely!

For me, the best years in your life have become a blank space of emotions!

I'm so ignorant

In the future, I will make you happy and happy!

I crawled into the bed and buried my face in the pillow. Finally, I couldn't help crying

With my mother and me crying this time, I suddenly understood a lot of things

I grew up quietly that night, and many years later I realized that it was because I first discovered that my mother was a woman.

Because of precocious puberty, I have passed the rebellious period earlier than my peers, and have an instinctive desire to protect a beautiful and charming woman.