As I said before, I am the kind of person who has a lot of inner desires, but is timid and a little cowardly.
If it weren't for Xiaozheng, or Xiaozheng was not such a person, I would probably be like many men, who honestly made love in one posture while making fantasies in their minds, and then hid in a small corner of a person and created some strange ways to vent their venting methods
I like Xiaozheng's cheerfulness, activeness, and even a little bold. I like the factors of happiness and vitality that she has. Although I am not like this person.
I like to look at her, with her butt raised and waiting for her to be inserted
I also like to see her, her twisted body after being inserted, her shaking chest, her expression of pain and enjoyment, and her crisp and delicate moaning sound
When Lao Wen was about to insert into her body, I always wanted to look down and look at her little lips being separated, look at the pink flesh she exposed, see the black and thick thing penetrated, and then became deeper and deeper
At this time, I will be particularly excited and satisfied, maybe because I saw the scene, or maybe it was the fact that Xiaozheng was inserted by someone else.
I also like it. I see her using her little hands to help me separate Sister Mu's butt, look at her fingers, fiddling on Sister Mu's little lips and anus, watch her smile at me, and then ask me if it's comfortable to fuck; I like her lying on my back when I thrust, stretching her little head out from behind my arms, and watching where Sister Mu and I have sex; I like that when she kisses me, licks my neck, and slaps my butt
I also like to see her, Nian, pinch and bite Sister Mu like an old erotic demon; I like to say slutty to Sister Mu and swear violently; sometimes she also plays with Sister Mu in childish way, such as ejaculation in her oral sex semen and spitting them in Sister Mu's mouth
Xiaozheng gave me a lot, but what I gave her, in retrospect, it seems that there is nothing
After more than that day, we had sex, then we went to bed, eat, and then did it again
Sometimes I cum, sometimes I don't cum, I don't know how many times I did it
At noon on the 27th day of the twelfth lunar month, Lao Wen and Sister Mu also set off.
Then on the second afternoon, Xiaozheng and I also set off.
What is rare is that Xiaozheng's boss found conscience that let Xiaozheng get off work two hours earlier, so that our time would not be so hasty.
Before leaving and on the way, I always felt a little anxious in my heart, and I didn't understand why.
However, when I really got home, the feeling disappeared
Every year when I come back, everything seems to have not changed much. It is still those people, and the small mountain village.
Mountains, rivers, plants, houses and roads are still so familiar, as if they are waiting for me
This year, our family went to Xiaozheng's house on the second day of the junior high school.
In the past, our two families rarely walked around, but after we went out to look for a job together, we got closer.
The small building in Xiaozheng's house looks older than I thought
But it looks pretty good inside
Very spacious living room, white walls, and bright tiled floors
Her father was originally a decoration company, so he naturally made his home beautiful and fine workmanship.
Xiaozheng took me upstairs and into her room
A small wooden bed, table, chairs, wardrobe, and a small glass cabinet with some small things in it
There are music boxes, plush toys, books, and a few exquisite little bottles
This is the first time I have entered a real girl's room
It seems like I have entered a separate world of Xiaozheng. It looks so beautiful, warm, and a bit cute and mysterious.
However, a strange feeling emerged in my heart. It seemed that the beauty here was far away from me, and I was so out of place with this environment.
Maybe it's a feeling of inferiority, I comfort myself in this way
Although our family is only twenty or thirty miles apart, there were no cars at that time, and the transportation between the countryside was very troublesome.
We stayed at her house for one night and left the next day
At night, after all sleeping, Xiaozheng sent me a text message asking me to go to her room
I hesitated for a moment, but still got up quietly, and touched Xiaozheng.
I clasped a cotton coat and squatted in front of Xiaozheng's bed. Looking at the little zither with only a small head exposed in the thick quilt, like a little mouse with his head stretched out from the hole
She smiled secretly, her eyes shining brightly by the light of the desk lamp
She asked me if I was cold or not, if I wanted to lie in the quilt as well.
I started saying no, but after saying it for a while, I couldn't stand it cold, so I got in.
Xiaozheng's body is warm, petite and soft
Our faces were so far away, and we were talking in a low voice
Then I kissed, then took off my warm clothes, and after taking off my body, I held her in my arms, and it felt like we had sex for the first time
I don't want to reject her, although I was quite scared at that time
After the lights were cleared, I could not see anything and dared not speak
I only felt the soft body in my arms
After I entered, she hugged me tightly, and her hands and legs surrounded me, just like when I was a child, I couldn't climb halfway through the climb, so I hugged the tree tightly to rest.
She whispered to my ear: Since she fell in love with me, she has been fantasizing that we can do it once in her room together
After doing it, I cried
Yes, I cried first that time, and then I cried with Xiaozheng again
Although I still feel a sense of heat on my face when I think about it now, I cursed myself in my heart.
But this is a fact, something that happened before, a history that I can no longer change
Whenever I think of this, I want to comfort myself in my heart: I was still young, young, and full of emotions. This was the first time I fell in love.
A feeling of powerlessness suddenly surged in my heart at that time, a feeling of not knowing what to give to Xiaozheng to be good
When I first entered Xiaozheng's room, I felt that Xiaozheng seemed to give me everything and gave me no reservations, but she had a lot of things.
When I had sex with Xiaozheng for the first time, I didn’t have a deep feeling, but at this moment, this feeling was very strong.
With her, especially she gave me a lot of new things that I used to have not had in the world, and probably said that without her, I would not have been able to get something
I will have a kind of feeling, as if I have taken something I shouldn't have, that kind of fear and anxiety
On the sixth day of the first lunar month, Xiaozheng and I set off again
After counting, it was only a week before, but I felt like I was staying at home for a month or two
After going to work, the company recruited many newcomers, and the boss also announced that he would form another group for publicity activities.
And those were brought by the boss from his hometown
So, the personnel with me have changed a lot
Most of the newcomers who came were brought by me, and Sister Mu was assigned to another group
Lu Yi took the initiative to apply and wanted to be a salesperson. I also said a few good things to do, and the boss agreed.
The boss at that time was no longer the same as when I just joined the company
He already has a house and a car. He looked confident when he was in a meeting and his words became stronger and stronger.
I obviously felt a sense of crisis, a feeling that no matter how hard the boss has to have any right to speak, it may be replaced at any time.
In terms of career resume and skills, I don't need to worry so much
But at that time, my mentality about finding a job was always the same as a worker who grinds his jeans.
I am always afraid that once I lose my current job, I will never find another job.
Lao Wen is also more concerned about how to do products by himself
It was about the tenth day of the lunar month. Xiao Ye on the fifth floor also came back. He also brought us some small gifts with her middle-aged man, Brother Zhou.
Brother Zhou said straightforwardly: He hasn't eaten the dishes made by Sister Mu for a long time. Although it's a bit spicy, he still has some thoughts after eating it.
Xiaozheng and Xiaoye went to buy vegetables together. After the food was ready, they didn't know where to put it.
There are too many bowls and plates, and there are too many people
Whether it is our room or Xiaoye's room, it is not very convenient to sit in so many people.
So we moved the tables, chairs, bowls and chopsticks to the rooftop.
Only this time did we know that Brother Zhou is in the fake cigarette business, and he also knew what we do
Xiaoye and him have been told to us by Xiaozheng a long time ago
Speaking of which, it seems that neither side is a serious business
The difference is: fake medicines need to be controlled much looser, while fake cigarettes have direct conflicts of interests with the local tobacco department, so the risk is much higher when done.
Brother Zhou said little about himself
Let’s talk about it. Take cigarettes from an acquaintance in Zhejiang, then secretly transport them here, and sell them to those who distribute them. Finally, those people will send them to different small shops.
However, he asked us very carefully
We are not afraid to say anything, after all, this is semi-public
Brother Zhou’s final summary is: Our industry is not easy to sell, and the profit is also small, but the advantage is that the risk is still lower than theirs.
When he went back after dinner, Brother Zhou said that he often wanted to go back to Zhejiang. Xiao Ye asked us to help take care of him if he had something to do.
After hearing this, my impression of that person has improved a little.
Although he is just a lover he keeps, he still has some feelings for him
If it weren't for Xiaozheng, or Xiaozheng was not such a person, I would probably be like many men, who honestly made love in one posture while making fantasies in their minds, and then hid in a small corner of a person and created some strange ways to vent their venting methods
I like Xiaozheng's cheerfulness, activeness, and even a little bold. I like the factors of happiness and vitality that she has. Although I am not like this person.
I like to look at her, with her butt raised and waiting for her to be inserted
I also like to see her, her twisted body after being inserted, her shaking chest, her expression of pain and enjoyment, and her crisp and delicate moaning sound
When Lao Wen was about to insert into her body, I always wanted to look down and look at her little lips being separated, look at the pink flesh she exposed, see the black and thick thing penetrated, and then became deeper and deeper
At this time, I will be particularly excited and satisfied, maybe because I saw the scene, or maybe it was the fact that Xiaozheng was inserted by someone else.
I also like it. I see her using her little hands to help me separate Sister Mu's butt, look at her fingers, fiddling on Sister Mu's little lips and anus, watch her smile at me, and then ask me if it's comfortable to fuck; I like her lying on my back when I thrust, stretching her little head out from behind my arms, and watching where Sister Mu and I have sex; I like that when she kisses me, licks my neck, and slaps my butt
I also like to see her, Nian, pinch and bite Sister Mu like an old erotic demon; I like to say slutty to Sister Mu and swear violently; sometimes she also plays with Sister Mu in childish way, such as ejaculation in her oral sex semen and spitting them in Sister Mu's mouth
Xiaozheng gave me a lot, but what I gave her, in retrospect, it seems that there is nothing
After more than that day, we had sex, then we went to bed, eat, and then did it again
Sometimes I cum, sometimes I don't cum, I don't know how many times I did it
At noon on the 27th day of the twelfth lunar month, Lao Wen and Sister Mu also set off.
Then on the second afternoon, Xiaozheng and I also set off.
What is rare is that Xiaozheng's boss found conscience that let Xiaozheng get off work two hours earlier, so that our time would not be so hasty.
Before leaving and on the way, I always felt a little anxious in my heart, and I didn't understand why.
However, when I really got home, the feeling disappeared
Every year when I come back, everything seems to have not changed much. It is still those people, and the small mountain village.
Mountains, rivers, plants, houses and roads are still so familiar, as if they are waiting for me
This year, our family went to Xiaozheng's house on the second day of the junior high school.
In the past, our two families rarely walked around, but after we went out to look for a job together, we got closer.
The small building in Xiaozheng's house looks older than I thought
But it looks pretty good inside
Very spacious living room, white walls, and bright tiled floors
Her father was originally a decoration company, so he naturally made his home beautiful and fine workmanship.
Xiaozheng took me upstairs and into her room
A small wooden bed, table, chairs, wardrobe, and a small glass cabinet with some small things in it
There are music boxes, plush toys, books, and a few exquisite little bottles
This is the first time I have entered a real girl's room
It seems like I have entered a separate world of Xiaozheng. It looks so beautiful, warm, and a bit cute and mysterious.
However, a strange feeling emerged in my heart. It seemed that the beauty here was far away from me, and I was so out of place with this environment.
Maybe it's a feeling of inferiority, I comfort myself in this way
Although our family is only twenty or thirty miles apart, there were no cars at that time, and the transportation between the countryside was very troublesome.
We stayed at her house for one night and left the next day
At night, after all sleeping, Xiaozheng sent me a text message asking me to go to her room
I hesitated for a moment, but still got up quietly, and touched Xiaozheng.
I clasped a cotton coat and squatted in front of Xiaozheng's bed. Looking at the little zither with only a small head exposed in the thick quilt, like a little mouse with his head stretched out from the hole
She smiled secretly, her eyes shining brightly by the light of the desk lamp
She asked me if I was cold or not, if I wanted to lie in the quilt as well.
I started saying no, but after saying it for a while, I couldn't stand it cold, so I got in.
Xiaozheng's body is warm, petite and soft
Our faces were so far away, and we were talking in a low voice
Then I kissed, then took off my warm clothes, and after taking off my body, I held her in my arms, and it felt like we had sex for the first time
I don't want to reject her, although I was quite scared at that time
After the lights were cleared, I could not see anything and dared not speak
I only felt the soft body in my arms
After I entered, she hugged me tightly, and her hands and legs surrounded me, just like when I was a child, I couldn't climb halfway through the climb, so I hugged the tree tightly to rest.
She whispered to my ear: Since she fell in love with me, she has been fantasizing that we can do it once in her room together
After doing it, I cried
Yes, I cried first that time, and then I cried with Xiaozheng again
Although I still feel a sense of heat on my face when I think about it now, I cursed myself in my heart.
But this is a fact, something that happened before, a history that I can no longer change
Whenever I think of this, I want to comfort myself in my heart: I was still young, young, and full of emotions. This was the first time I fell in love.
A feeling of powerlessness suddenly surged in my heart at that time, a feeling of not knowing what to give to Xiaozheng to be good
When I first entered Xiaozheng's room, I felt that Xiaozheng seemed to give me everything and gave me no reservations, but she had a lot of things.
When I had sex with Xiaozheng for the first time, I didn’t have a deep feeling, but at this moment, this feeling was very strong.
With her, especially she gave me a lot of new things that I used to have not had in the world, and probably said that without her, I would not have been able to get something
I will have a kind of feeling, as if I have taken something I shouldn't have, that kind of fear and anxiety
On the sixth day of the first lunar month, Xiaozheng and I set off again
After counting, it was only a week before, but I felt like I was staying at home for a month or two
After going to work, the company recruited many newcomers, and the boss also announced that he would form another group for publicity activities.
And those were brought by the boss from his hometown
So, the personnel with me have changed a lot
Most of the newcomers who came were brought by me, and Sister Mu was assigned to another group
Lu Yi took the initiative to apply and wanted to be a salesperson. I also said a few good things to do, and the boss agreed.
The boss at that time was no longer the same as when I just joined the company
He already has a house and a car. He looked confident when he was in a meeting and his words became stronger and stronger.
I obviously felt a sense of crisis, a feeling that no matter how hard the boss has to have any right to speak, it may be replaced at any time.
In terms of career resume and skills, I don't need to worry so much
But at that time, my mentality about finding a job was always the same as a worker who grinds his jeans.
I am always afraid that once I lose my current job, I will never find another job.
Lao Wen is also more concerned about how to do products by himself
It was about the tenth day of the lunar month. Xiao Ye on the fifth floor also came back. He also brought us some small gifts with her middle-aged man, Brother Zhou.
Brother Zhou said straightforwardly: He hasn't eaten the dishes made by Sister Mu for a long time. Although it's a bit spicy, he still has some thoughts after eating it.
Xiaozheng and Xiaoye went to buy vegetables together. After the food was ready, they didn't know where to put it.
There are too many bowls and plates, and there are too many people
Whether it is our room or Xiaoye's room, it is not very convenient to sit in so many people.
So we moved the tables, chairs, bowls and chopsticks to the rooftop.
Only this time did we know that Brother Zhou is in the fake cigarette business, and he also knew what we do
Xiaoye and him have been told to us by Xiaozheng a long time ago
Speaking of which, it seems that neither side is a serious business
The difference is: fake medicines need to be controlled much looser, while fake cigarettes have direct conflicts of interests with the local tobacco department, so the risk is much higher when done.
Brother Zhou said little about himself
Let’s talk about it. Take cigarettes from an acquaintance in Zhejiang, then secretly transport them here, and sell them to those who distribute them. Finally, those people will send them to different small shops.
However, he asked us very carefully
We are not afraid to say anything, after all, this is semi-public
Brother Zhou’s final summary is: Our industry is not easy to sell, and the profit is also small, but the advantage is that the risk is still lower than theirs.
When he went back after dinner, Brother Zhou said that he often wanted to go back to Zhejiang. Xiao Ye asked us to help take care of him if he had something to do.
After hearing this, my impression of that person has improved a little.
Although he is just a lover he keeps, he still has some feelings for him
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