A person's forty years has caught up with the era of great changes in the political environment, social atmosphere, economic conditions, and humanistic life. Due to the external conditions and internal advantages and disadvantages of an individual, the educational and living environment, history, the characters move from avant-garde to mediocrity and outdated. In the transgender life, the pursuit of the protagonist is also from strict restrictions on the surroundings. At this time, the spiritual and physical needs account for the majority. At the risk of being disgraced to the half-publicity of pretending to be indifferent and jealous, half public, half social, envied by others or laughed after dinner, the last one is the protagonist who cannot accept it. Most of them are etiquette and utilitarian. I just hope that readers can understand the protagonist's development of the path to the soul from the environment, psychology, actions, and dialogue. Thank you for your correction! This article is purely fictional. If there is a coincidence, please forgive me.