The first woman I was obsessed with in my life was my mother. My mother is a woman who has received more formal traditional knowledge education. She has a classic temperament. She looks gentle on the outside but strong on the inside. She got married early. She gave birth to my sister at the age of 20. She gave birth to me at the age of 23. I have been very smart since I was a child. After going to school, my grades in school are always among the best. In addition, I am sensible and obedient, so everyone in the family, including my sister, loves me very much. My personality is the cheerful one. I get along well with classmates and relatives, and I like outdoor activities. I rarely feel depressed. But when I was fourteen years old, something particularly distressed happened to me. I was very troubled by myself.