Chapter 1 Irritable

Time can only move forward, not backward, this is the law of nature, this is life.

We are in a rapidly changing world. Love is not enough in life. You must also have career, family, friends, responsibilities, and obligations, and experience setbacks, success, failure, and dormant??

There are some things you think are right to have, and when you lose them, you realize that you are not qualified to be inherent.These things are just like scenery, allowing you to travel once.Walk over and you still have nothing.

Fortunately, there was a time like this that made me know that I was not just a constant me, but also an unknown self waiting for me in the future.In every man’s heart, there will be as much anxiety as there is.Because there are so many wolves in this world, my shepherd dog has to give up my gentleness and reveal my sharp teeth to this world!

I, He Wei, helped others but harmed myself when I showed my beautiful character, integrity and fairness in human nature.Losing status and wealth angers the leader of the underworld gang (Qiao Heizi), offended his business partner (Tu Xiaofeng), forced to stay away from his hometown and relatives, and began to wander the unknown journey around the world.But I did not lose everything, I won the protection of the beauty (Xiao Min's righteous help) and the trust of the beauty (Qin Xin's dependence).

Everyone will have times when they are inferior to others and rely on others.Don’t be ashamed of yourself, nor do you have to be inferior. We are all mortals, mixed with the abortion, and live an ordinary life.When others ignore, joke, criticize, or frame it, you must learn to grasp your own rhythm.As long as you are not confused inside, it will be difficult for the outside world to change anything.Don’t envy others, everyone has pain; don’t lose yourself, cheer up is better than anything else.

I took flight GS7418 from Tianjin Airlines that took off at 18:20, stopped by Changsha, and then arrived at Xianyang International at around 10 o'clock in the middle of the night.As soon as I left the airport, on the night of November 9, the Xianyang area was raining heavily and the sad and cold.There is no bright moon or stars in the sky, but only dark clouds are shrouded in dark clouds.

Such bad weather seemed to indicate that my trip was not going well.My mood is as dark and cold as this weather.

I took a taxi and headed straight to Xi'an in the rain.Because I am still planning to go to find Tan Rui, the woman I give up easily tomorrow.My phone number contains her phone number, but I dare not disturb her easily. I just want to meet her and talk in detail, even if I just take a look at her.

Actually, I don’t know if my obsession will come true.After two years, Tan Rui may have been married or even become a mother.But I still want to be an ostrich buried in the sand, ignoring the fact that it is unknown to me and the past to her, and just looking for her wishful thinking and blindly, without caring about gains and losses.In fact, this is my true thought. No matter what the ending is, I just want to meet and have a wish.

When I arrived in Xi'an, I stayed at the Chang'an Yaji Hotel again. The room I chose was the one I had stayed with Zhao Jianxin two years ago.The furnishings and curtains in the guest room were still unchanged, and in a trance made me feel an illusion and auditory hallucination. It seemed that Zhao Jianxin was still vomiting and crying in the bathroom. I subconsciously pushed open the bathroom door and found that it was empty inside and there was no trace of Zhao Jianxin at all.

I feel ridiculous about my neuroticism.Two years have passed. Zhao Jianxin is now the father of a boy. His career and family are smooth, but I am still alone, even more embarrassed than two years ago.Time is moving forward, but I am going backward.Is this a twist in my life, or is it the beginning of my downturn from now on?I was confused and had no answer.I stood at the bathroom door, and it took me a long time to recover. I walked to the bed, fell on the bed, and looked at the ceiling in a daze.

I am an ordinary person, and I am worried about gains and losses.I almost lost the accumulation of my hard work for several years in one day, and I still have to die in the world. Can I not let me lose and suppress it?

I lay in bed for a long time, looking at the ceiling and thinking, my heart was filled with negative emotions such as anger, frustration, disappointment, and regret.I tried hard to reverse this decline, and didn't want to worry about personal trivial matters, so I remembered the matter between Qin Xin and Xiao Min.

I don’t know how Qin Xin and Qiao Heizi’s problems with the company’s equity are solved. I believe that with the help of lawyer Zhang Xiaoru, Qiao Heizi should not be able to grow much.Because Zhang Xiaoru is not a vegetarian, she is supported by her husband who is the deputy prosecutor general of the procuratorate.

I just wonder why they didn’t call me and inform me. Do you have to ask me to call me to ask?I feel a little unhappy.

For the sake of Qin Xin's affairs, I offended Qiao Heizi deeply and completely turned against Tu Xiaofeng.The matter between Qiao Beibei and I was not so bad as to the point.This is the price of me for forcing myself, being a good person, and meddling in other people's business, but I insisted in my heart that I can't regret it later, otherwise I would lose.Maybe Xiao Qinxin will call me tomorrow morning, maybe she doesn't know the situation of my desperate escape, so I can't blame her.After all, her opponent is Qiao Heizi, who is also a well-known underworld figure in Hangzhou.It is also very unsure that she can't deal with Qiao Heizi with all her heart and focus on her. It is normal for her to be distracted and pay attention to me.When I thought about it this way, my heart immediately became much more calm and at ease.

But when I thought of Xiao Min, my mood immediately became darker again.In front of my eyes, Tu Xiaofeng, who was angry and embarrassed, was slapped in the parking lot outside the airport, angrily beating Xiao Min.The slender and thin Xiao Min was beaten so hard that she couldn't stand up by Tu Xiaofeng. Tu Xiaofeng also grabbed her hair with her hands and dragged it around the ground, while she struggled under Tu Xiaofeng's claws.

When I thought of this scene, my heart was deeply tingling, and my chest was stuffy and breathless.I stood up and took off my coat and shirt, and ran maniacly on the ground.I felt hot all over, so I opened the window, and the biting cold wind and moisture outside immediately rushed over.

The cold wind outside really worked, making me gradually calm down.

Although Xiao Min helped me escape from Qiao Heizi's pursuit and Tu Xiaofeng's entanglement, and was therefore denied the reputation of secretly communicating with me by her husband Tu Xiaofeng, would Tu Xiaofeng really hit Xiao Min?After all, the couple also have many years of relationships and have a common child.Xiao Min's father is an old cadre in the financial system and has a family relationship with Tu Xiaofeng's father. Tu's father will not ignore it.In fact, I suspect that Tu Xiaofeng may not believe that his wife Xiao Min will suddenly hang out with me.He is not a fool either, and he will not be so anxious to find a cuckold for himself.His words in the parking lot were just to delay my time and buy some time for Qiao Heizi's thug.If the couple really fights like a bad fight, I won’t wait for the plane peacefully in the airport waiting hall. Tu Xiaofeng will stop me from escaping at all costs.

After thinking about it this way, I wondered why Tu Xiaofeng couldn't find me in the airport.Could it be that Xiao Min advised him to change his mind?Very likely.This means that Tu Xiaofeng and Xiao Min may have a quarrel, but they will not fight. It is very likely that the couple will drive away.Thinking of this, my heart suddenly became clear, many things suddenly became clear, and my heart gradually calmed down.

After my heart calmed down, the sleeping spirit followed one after another.I took off all my coat, shook my quilt, and slept until it was bright, and I was awakened by a rapid ringtone of my cell phone.