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Chapter 107 Falling into the clutches of devils (VI)

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When Lin Yu heard that I was very upset about Tan Rui's topic, she immediately kept silent and waited for me to ask questions.

...The stallion said that you used a variety of sexual positions that night, such as male, female, Guanyin sitting lotus style, backward style, vertical style, side and back style, and also took a mandarin bath together. He also whipped your buttocks. Is that true?I asked carefully.

He was swearing at the same time. We only used the male, female and side rear styles, and did not use the Guanyin sitting lotus style, the backward style, and the vertical style.I went to take a shower after the first time, and he followed in with shame, but I immediately rushed out like a dog.Of course, there is no such thing as whipping the buttocks, at least not that night.Lin Yuxin said a little angry and embarrassed.

Oh, that's it, I believe in you.After all, this is your first time cheating, and it is impossible for you to become so out of line immediately. It is definitely a stallion talking nonsense.

What else he said, Xiaowei, you might as well tell me too.Lin Yuxin couldn't help but say angrily.

Oh, he mentioned a detail. When you first had sex with you, he was doing it while counting to see how many times you would have to climax.Then he asked you to continue counting, and if you don’t count, he would use the trick of rubbing cherries to force you to submit.Under his forced force, you had to count with him. If you count the wrong number, he would ask you to count again. That's all.I'll tell you truthfully.

He is slandering!This bastard was his wishful fantasy and had no idea.Although I am lewd and crazy, I have done many things that I regret, but I am not that lowly.This is something that even a prostitute cannot do. Will I do it?And it was the first time I cheated.He started counting out loud. I asked him what he was doing, and he said it was counting.I was annoyed when I heard this, and shouted loudly that he would not speak out, and he did not dare to continue.Lin Yuxin cursed the stallion loudly and explained the confession to herself.

I believe in you, this is his shameless place.But no matter what, you are still not determined and have a bad reputation by him.Can you tell me what you thought afterwards?I'm very interested in her psychology after cheating.

In fact, after the first time, I felt ashamed and regretted it very much.But I don’t want to show my regret in front of Ma Xiaoxu. I think he will be more proud, but I am still very upset and panicked.

I lay on the bed, covered with a quilt, and my mind seemed to be short-circuited. I just kept talking about all kinds of things I had when I went to school and joined the army, trying to cover up my embarrassment, and also trying to get the stallion to talk to me about these things so as to eliminate some embarrassment for myself.

This bastard Ma Xiaoxu just barely dealt with me. He was still thinking about me, touching me, and not listening to me at all, which made me feel a little sad.Originally, I accepted him a little because he looked a little like the squad leader Sun Qingpeng, but he was like an evil ghost in the sex, and he had no previous demeanor and patience at all, which made me a little disappointed with him.

But my desires have indeed been attracted by him.Although I regretted and embarrassed, once an affair was cheating, I had already stepped into the quagmire of carnality.Under his teasing, the desire in my heart was ignited again, and I had sex with him for the second time.I hardly slept well all night, and it happened the third time at dawn.When he left, he wanted to send me off, but I backed down.I felt embarrassed after dawn, as if I was the only one who made the mistake.

When I left, I just told Ma Xiaoxu not to contact me these days, and I would not be able to do anything.Then he slipped out of the hotel like a thief and took a taxi to the army's base.When I arrived near the gate of the station, I was scared again.It was past six o'clock in the morning, and I was afraid of the scrutiny of the sentry on duty at the door.Finally, I came up with a bad idea, pretended to be running in the morning and lowered my head and ran into the army gate.Actually, I was wearing casual clothes at that time, not training clothes. It must be funny, but I didn't care about that much.

I can understand Lin Yuxin's psychology at that time: from a good young woman and a proud beautiful officer, she has become a cheating woman who betrays her husband and family. In this regard, she is no different from those sluts who ignore shame.If you become a Buddha with one thought, you will become a demon with one thought. The difference between a slut and a chaste woman is so one night, and it is difficult to turn back.She must have been very complicated at that time, with regret, self-blame, fear, Shaanxi feeling, and stimulation, which was enough for her to digest herself for a while.

Lin Yuxin didn't wait for me to ask a question, and then continued to say: After returning to the dormitory, I didn't dare to think about anything, but just forced myself to take a nap in Shaanxi, and even took sleeping pills for this.I slept until two o'clock in the afternoon before I woke up, and then I slowly recalled what happened last night.After I woke up, I regretted even more, regretting my confusion.And I vaguely felt like a trap set by a stallion against me, and I had fallen into it step by step.

I am no longer a proud female officer and self-esteem wife, I am an unethical and shameful tycoon.Many years of family education, school education and military discipline constraints have been defeated by my desires, and I lost so much that I was completely defeated.I have done the wrong thing to be sorry for my parents, husband, squad leader, leaders and colleagues, and my sins are unforgivable.I hugged the quilt sadly and cried bitterly, but I didn't dare to cry loudly. I could only bite a corner of the quilt and cried whimperingly because I was afraid of disturbing my comrades in the surrounding dormitory.

I didn't eat at noon, but I didn't feel hungry at all. I just wanted to wash away my sins and my humiliation with tears.I cried for a long time before I recovered and began to seriously consider the consequences of this matter.I feel that I have done something wrong, but I must never tell anyone about this. I want to break the relationship with the stallion. Now I have no time to turn back.Once I continue to fall, sooner or later the scandal will be revealed. I have no face to face my relatives and colleagues in the army, and there is only one way to die.But I don't want to die, I still want to live well.

After that night, I didn’t dare to turn on QQ for several days, and I didn’t dare to answer my phone easily, for fear that he would contact me with shamelessness.I am like a frightened bird. When my phone rings, I will be scared and howl, but my phone can't be turned off for several days. In that way, my husband will think something has happened to me and must come over.With my appearance in those days, my careful husband would definitely see some clues, so I will be done.

I tried to pretend to be nothing in front of my colleagues and subordinates, but I was still scared.As long as I see others whispering in a low voice, or staring at me with a little different eyes than usual, I feel scared. Do they already know about my scandal?Did the soldiers on duty that morning say something about me when they saw something wrong with me and said something about me?

Oh, you're scared, ashamed and blamed, you're sure to be like that.After all, you are different from ordinary women. You are a female officer with culture, cultivation, conscience and dignity.But I don’t know why you continue to interact with stallions. Can you tell me?I continued to ask without mercy.