We don’t have a household registration in Shanghai, but my mother still tried every means to get me to the local school.I like Chinese and write better essays, but my academic performance is generally average.In order to make a living, my mother started to interact with men who were both irrelevant, and even brought them to her home with me on my back.
I couldn't understand my mother's difficulties, and thought that it was her indecisiveness that made us leave our hometown, and I also lost the little care of my biological father for me. For this reason, I always quarreled with my mother.After I went to high school, I became more willful and rebellious, and my relationship with my mother became increasingly stiff.In the end, my mother couldn't control me, so she had to let me do whatever she wanted.I started not studying hard, skipping classes, fighting, running away from home, and mingled with a bunch of bad kids all day long.We were all students at that time, without income and could not support ourselves, so we could only be thieves together. At that time, the Internet cafe was the one that stole a lot.In fact, being a thief is not a glorious profession, and the risks are very high.But I was only 17 years old at that time, what would I do?I wandered alone outside, I could not do anything, and I was injured on my body. I couldn't rely on being a woman to sell meat for money. Besides, I was unwilling or willing to do that.
A few of us divided our labor and cooperated to steal things in the Internet cafe.I used my beautiful appearance to hook the network management, and some of them had cameras, and some of them had disassembled the host hardware.Once we succeeded, we sold the stolen hardware to the computer maintenance department for a few small amounts of money, and we could eat, drink and spend money.
Our success rate of thieves is very high, and our courage becomes bigger and bigger. I feel that stealing Internet cafes is not enough, so we go to steal the store.I either support me or look for the wind, but I don’t have to take risks.
Later, we became famous and followed a small underworld boss, which occupied a piece of land.From then on, my identity was upgraded from a thief to a maid, collecting money or selling medicine, and doing whatever I get for money, but I still dare not cross the bottom line.At that time, our income was still stable.
At the age of 17, I am a girl who loves beauty, but in order to make a living, I deliberately cut my hair short and dressed up like a boy.I deliberately hinted to my companions that most of the brothers in the gang thought I was a sla.I have become a girl several times in order to leave the order.Others know that I am beautiful, but no one will force me to sleep with you.
On the other hand, I am very proud and born with arrogance. I can do whatever men can do. I am not vague when fighting or slapping girls, so everyone doesn’t regard me as a girl.
After doing it for a few months, at the end of 2006, everything was fine, but the damn Xinjiang people came and broke the rules there.They took random actions on our territory and had accidents too frequently, which attracted the attention of the Public Security Bureau, so someone came forward to take care of the matter.And on our small territory, the two gangs are fighting to the death, and even my hands are covered with blood.
Later, the matter was very big. Several of my companions were betrayed and were arrested by the police one after another. Only I was lucky enough to run away, but in the end, a policeman blocked me.It was the Spring Festival of 2007, and the policeman actually let me go during the New Year.I was under 18 at the time and could not be put.Later I found out that my friends were sentenced and I was fine.
This is the first time I have met Officer Wu.However, Officer Wu is not a good policeman either. He used my weaknesses to threaten me and let me sleep with him.I am very depressed. I am a thief and a maid, but I am so arrogant. How come there are still men who are not open-eyed and want to sleep with me?
Officer Wu is here, and the boss in the gang also tied me up and gave him to me to make things happen.Is it useful to be cruel or powerful? Otherwise, I will end up with the beggar tools on the roadside.No matter how proud or crazy I am, no matter how unwilling I am, I can't resist this crazy society.In this way, Officer Wu became my first boyfriend in Shanghai.
Officer Wu is from another place and stayed in Shanghai as a policeman after he transferred from the army.Although my identity is for him to be used as a toy for him to play with, I didn’t expect that he would treat me very well.Looking back now, he might have been a brainless person at that time, or had never been in love since childhood, so he used a girl like me who let him play with him as an emotional test subject.He was eight years older than me. In order to support me, Officer Wu rented a house for me. He collected black money and was a bit over the boundary, and he also took the money for ice. It was really not easy for him.
Officer Wu is a top class in society. Maybe he is pretending to be B, pretending not to understand.In this cold society, the status of a meat-selling lady is higher than that of a thief.They can still earn tens of thousands of yuan a year. After a few years of work, they will have a good ending when they go home and marry a good person, but I was just a 17-year-old girl at that time.
Later, he used my ID card to open a stock account, and all the money he had kept me turned into stocks.He told the public that I had the money to play with him, which was also considered money laundering.When I was with him, for some special reasons, I used my mouth or later to satisfy him.He was quite unhappy, but I couldn't explain anything to him.He actually cared a lot, thinking that I was a virgin and refused to let him break the membrane.But he was very tough and didn't force me.But for me, this embarrasses me more than I did before.I had already given myself to him and got mixed up with him. He came to me secretly and would never let me take the initiative to find him.He has a confidante named Qing, and the three of us often go out together.Qing is actually his girlfriend, much older than me, but she doesn't mind much, just treating me as a child and just playing with them.
I was very happy for three months with Officer Wu, and I never had to go out to steal things again.I live as decent as a person, and it seems that my life has become beautiful and bright.I had gained weight like a little pig, and my body was almost done, so I thought to give myself to him completely.
Officer Wu often took tasks and didn't have much time to accompany me, so he deliberately asked Qing to be friends with me.I'm not stupid either, I understand what their relationship is.But the world is very cold. No matter what it is for, can I still be picky and choose?At least I want to seize the happiness I have in my hands now.
Someone once said that happiness is always like sand between your fingers. The more you want to hold on, the faster it will pass.
One day, Officer Wu said that due to work needs, he would go back to his hometown Xi'an to walk for several months.He was afraid that I would starve to death during this period, so he left my stock account to me and patiently taught me how to sell stocks for money.He told me that every time I don’t have money to eat, I will sell 100 shares of stock, which is enough for the meal.When someone bullies me, he asks me to look for Qing, but he is absolutely not allowed to call him or look for him on his own initiative.
After he left, I was like a young wife from the old society, hiding at home all day without going out or walking on both sides.Lie in the quilt every day, watching TV boredly, or surfing the Internet, and waiting patiently for him to come back.Everything seemed beautiful and full of expectations.
After a month, I had to pay the rent, so I went to sell the stocks and found that the stocks could not be sold at all.I went to the certificate office to ask, and it was my turn to queue for an afternoon.People just said that the account was fine, so they stopped paying attention to me.I lost money and couldn't contact him, so my life suddenly became embarrassing.
I hated him very much at that time because he lied to me.I love him so much and will cheat him. I accepted the fact that I was deceived in my heartache and sadness.
It was July 2007, and the weather was very hot, but my heart was like an ice cellar.I have washed my hands and stopped being a thief or a thug, but I have to go into the water again in order to survive.
I couldn't understand my mother's difficulties, and thought that it was her indecisiveness that made us leave our hometown, and I also lost the little care of my biological father for me. For this reason, I always quarreled with my mother.After I went to high school, I became more willful and rebellious, and my relationship with my mother became increasingly stiff.In the end, my mother couldn't control me, so she had to let me do whatever she wanted.I started not studying hard, skipping classes, fighting, running away from home, and mingled with a bunch of bad kids all day long.We were all students at that time, without income and could not support ourselves, so we could only be thieves together. At that time, the Internet cafe was the one that stole a lot.In fact, being a thief is not a glorious profession, and the risks are very high.But I was only 17 years old at that time, what would I do?I wandered alone outside, I could not do anything, and I was injured on my body. I couldn't rely on being a woman to sell meat for money. Besides, I was unwilling or willing to do that.
A few of us divided our labor and cooperated to steal things in the Internet cafe.I used my beautiful appearance to hook the network management, and some of them had cameras, and some of them had disassembled the host hardware.Once we succeeded, we sold the stolen hardware to the computer maintenance department for a few small amounts of money, and we could eat, drink and spend money.
Our success rate of thieves is very high, and our courage becomes bigger and bigger. I feel that stealing Internet cafes is not enough, so we go to steal the store.I either support me or look for the wind, but I don’t have to take risks.
Later, we became famous and followed a small underworld boss, which occupied a piece of land.From then on, my identity was upgraded from a thief to a maid, collecting money or selling medicine, and doing whatever I get for money, but I still dare not cross the bottom line.At that time, our income was still stable.
At the age of 17, I am a girl who loves beauty, but in order to make a living, I deliberately cut my hair short and dressed up like a boy.I deliberately hinted to my companions that most of the brothers in the gang thought I was a sla.I have become a girl several times in order to leave the order.Others know that I am beautiful, but no one will force me to sleep with you.
On the other hand, I am very proud and born with arrogance. I can do whatever men can do. I am not vague when fighting or slapping girls, so everyone doesn’t regard me as a girl.
After doing it for a few months, at the end of 2006, everything was fine, but the damn Xinjiang people came and broke the rules there.They took random actions on our territory and had accidents too frequently, which attracted the attention of the Public Security Bureau, so someone came forward to take care of the matter.And on our small territory, the two gangs are fighting to the death, and even my hands are covered with blood.
Later, the matter was very big. Several of my companions were betrayed and were arrested by the police one after another. Only I was lucky enough to run away, but in the end, a policeman blocked me.It was the Spring Festival of 2007, and the policeman actually let me go during the New Year.I was under 18 at the time and could not be put.Later I found out that my friends were sentenced and I was fine.
This is the first time I have met Officer Wu.However, Officer Wu is not a good policeman either. He used my weaknesses to threaten me and let me sleep with him.I am very depressed. I am a thief and a maid, but I am so arrogant. How come there are still men who are not open-eyed and want to sleep with me?
Officer Wu is here, and the boss in the gang also tied me up and gave him to me to make things happen.Is it useful to be cruel or powerful? Otherwise, I will end up with the beggar tools on the roadside.No matter how proud or crazy I am, no matter how unwilling I am, I can't resist this crazy society.In this way, Officer Wu became my first boyfriend in Shanghai.
Officer Wu is from another place and stayed in Shanghai as a policeman after he transferred from the army.Although my identity is for him to be used as a toy for him to play with, I didn’t expect that he would treat me very well.Looking back now, he might have been a brainless person at that time, or had never been in love since childhood, so he used a girl like me who let him play with him as an emotional test subject.He was eight years older than me. In order to support me, Officer Wu rented a house for me. He collected black money and was a bit over the boundary, and he also took the money for ice. It was really not easy for him.
Officer Wu is a top class in society. Maybe he is pretending to be B, pretending not to understand.In this cold society, the status of a meat-selling lady is higher than that of a thief.They can still earn tens of thousands of yuan a year. After a few years of work, they will have a good ending when they go home and marry a good person, but I was just a 17-year-old girl at that time.
Later, he used my ID card to open a stock account, and all the money he had kept me turned into stocks.He told the public that I had the money to play with him, which was also considered money laundering.When I was with him, for some special reasons, I used my mouth or later to satisfy him.He was quite unhappy, but I couldn't explain anything to him.He actually cared a lot, thinking that I was a virgin and refused to let him break the membrane.But he was very tough and didn't force me.But for me, this embarrasses me more than I did before.I had already given myself to him and got mixed up with him. He came to me secretly and would never let me take the initiative to find him.He has a confidante named Qing, and the three of us often go out together.Qing is actually his girlfriend, much older than me, but she doesn't mind much, just treating me as a child and just playing with them.
I was very happy for three months with Officer Wu, and I never had to go out to steal things again.I live as decent as a person, and it seems that my life has become beautiful and bright.I had gained weight like a little pig, and my body was almost done, so I thought to give myself to him completely.
Officer Wu often took tasks and didn't have much time to accompany me, so he deliberately asked Qing to be friends with me.I'm not stupid either, I understand what their relationship is.But the world is very cold. No matter what it is for, can I still be picky and choose?At least I want to seize the happiness I have in my hands now.
Someone once said that happiness is always like sand between your fingers. The more you want to hold on, the faster it will pass.
One day, Officer Wu said that due to work needs, he would go back to his hometown Xi'an to walk for several months.He was afraid that I would starve to death during this period, so he left my stock account to me and patiently taught me how to sell stocks for money.He told me that every time I don’t have money to eat, I will sell 100 shares of stock, which is enough for the meal.When someone bullies me, he asks me to look for Qing, but he is absolutely not allowed to call him or look for him on his own initiative.
After he left, I was like a young wife from the old society, hiding at home all day without going out or walking on both sides.Lie in the quilt every day, watching TV boredly, or surfing the Internet, and waiting patiently for him to come back.Everything seemed beautiful and full of expectations.
After a month, I had to pay the rent, so I went to sell the stocks and found that the stocks could not be sold at all.I went to the certificate office to ask, and it was my turn to queue for an afternoon.People just said that the account was fine, so they stopped paying attention to me.I lost money and couldn't contact him, so my life suddenly became embarrassing.
I hated him very much at that time because he lied to me.I love him so much and will cheat him. I accepted the fact that I was deceived in my heartache and sadness.
It was July 2007, and the weather was very hot, but my heart was like an ice cellar.I have washed my hands and stopped being a thief or a thug, but I have to go into the water again in order to survive.