I contacted Qing and learned about the memorial service. Then I went to Officer Wu’s house to pay condolences with her with the chrysanthemums.At that time, I was already in tears, and I could only feel all kinds of grief and anger at the fact that the God of Destiny did not favor small people like us.
Officer Wu is a handsome police officer who is ambitious and determined.A man from the northwest who came from the inland area could even use his handsome appearance and a little trick to get along with a beautiful girl from other places like Qing, which made me fascinated.But he is always strong in heart and not strong in life. This is the same as me, but I accept my fate better than him.He has always wanted to get rid of his bad luck and try to play his role in the xenophobic city of Shanghai and gain a place.Maybe it was because he met me that his fate was not going well, and I became his disaster!
In order to support me, he had secretly interacted with the underworld. Although he received money and gained benefits, he also lost the opportunity to be a famous policeman; under my temptation, his girlfriend Qing became a Lala who was not interested in men; he didn't love me, but I loved him. In order to avoid my entanglement, he had to take on tasks and go out frequently and could not stay in Shanghai with peace of mind.Therefore, I was separated from my new girlfriend for a long time and had no time to realize my wish to get married and have children during my lifetime.
Sometimes I wonder, if Officer Wu could predict his own tragic fate, would he just live by the way, so that I or Qing would become his bride or even a tool for having children?But I can't find the answer because I'm not Officer Wu.I think Officer Wu may not accept this answer, because he has always been unbelievable and has always been confident that he has to climb up and want to live a good life to make a name for himself.
Only after Officer Wu died did I gradually wake up.He doesn't love me at all, nor can he love me. It's because I have always had something to do with him and put a dream in him.I was attracted by his appearance and the policeman's identity, bewildered by the warmth he was kept in. I fell in love with him naturally, and I was whimsical about him loving me, but there was no possibility for us.
My wishful unrequited love has hurt myself and disturbed Officer Wu's future.If Officer Wu hadn't known me, he would have walked with Qing, and he might have a sweet love and a stable family life.But he was fascinated by the lust. With a beautiful and decent girlfriend like Qing, he insisted on provoking me and supporting me, but he ended up asking for trouble.
I can't say that there is a direct reason for Officer Wu's death and me, but Officer Wu's mood during that period must have been a mess because of me.As people spend a long time together, they will inevitably have some feelings.Officer Wu is also a human being. With his physical pleasure and his strong possessiveness, he will inevitably pay attention to and be moved by me.Although he doesn't want to marry me, he wants to possess me.
Qing told me that the incident of my being kept by Liu Si was a big blow to Officer Wu.Because of his charm, he was depressed, a little depressed, a little entangled, and was in a very unhappy mood.
A person's mood will more or less affect his spirit.Officer Wu is in a bad mood and naturally cannot be energetic. He lacks cleverness when facing danger and lacks some luck.
His death ended his ambitions.The dream of a child from an ordinary person to change his family and make a name for himself, and the final result is only delusion.Just like I imagined that he would love me and marry me, it was all empty.
On this level, he and I are both pity bugs and losers in life!To be different, it is that he has turned into a wisp of smoke, and I am still breathing in the world.
I began to blame myself and blamed Officer Wu for his death.I couldn't help but recall a warm time with him in the past, and felt that Officer Wu had indeed loved me, but the God of Destiny teased me. There were misunderstandings and differences between us, which made him think that I was a bad girl who was not motivated, so he was determined to get rid of me.
Regarding the stock matter, I think I might have wronged him. Indeed, those two technology stocks were very garbage and disappeared later.Technology stocks are just a concept, they are used to deceive us fools.Later, when I went to school and learned some economics knowledge, I realized that the essence of stocks was a complete scam and a bet.
Three months later, Qing also left Shanghai sadly and returned to her hometown. I became a helpless and lonely man in Shanghai because my mother, whom I hadn't seen for more than two years, had disappeared.
Although I still have Liu Si, it would be better to say that Liu Si still owns me, because of our master-slave relationship, I am destined to not get his true love.
After I lost the illusory support of Officer Wu, I naturally could only turn my feelings to Liu Si.But the God of Fate still refused to let me go and continued to tease me like a cat playing with a rat.
Liu Si, a half-baked S, seemed to be more and more satisfied with her, and she became more and more S-like under my indulgence.He really cared about being a male S. He often exchanged training experiences with a group of male S in the QQ group, spent a lot of money to buy all kinds of strange training tools, and watched training performances on the spot, which was very out of control.
He relied on his bad money in his hands, and through various relationships, he often interacted with people in the Shanghai SM circle and asked for guidance with shamelessness.Gradually, the methods he used against me became more and more perverted and violent.The love he had at first met turned into the cruel abuse he later, perhaps this was his true face.
A female M, a bitch who can be bullied by others, was no longer worthy of the wealthy Boss Liu at that time.It seems difficult to reverse the fate that is waiting for me.But at this moment, my fate changed because of the appearance of a person.
The cause of the incident was that one day in July, Liu Si was preparing to hold a slave collection ceremony to officially accept me as a slave.
In order to show his training results in front of his guests, Liu Si set many rules for female slaves for me, and I will use the four rules before the slave collection ceremony to illustrate this.
Article 1: The owner will bring his friends back. After I come back, I will be naked, wearing only stockings and high heels, and say hello and kiss the feet according to the required procedures.The posture of this foot kissing ceremony is as follows: the chest is close to the ground, the buttocks are raised, and the owner's feet are kissed.Then take off the shoes and socks for the owner, and lick the toes until the owner stops.And I also want to say that thank you for your hard work, and the slut will pay you a blessing to your master.
Fortunately, Liu Si only asked me to treat him like this and not to treat customers like this, otherwise I would be jealous.
Article 2: Before my master comes back, I have to put on makeup, tie a bell with my nipples, my hairstyle should be raised with a ponytail, and a chastity belt.
Liu Si said that the purpose of tying bells on the nipple is to let the master know the slave's position and behavior.The bells are colorful and exaggerated. After I clamp them up, I jingle with a slight movement, like an alarm clock.Perhaps only those who have been slaves know that it is getting more and more painful after clamping the breast clip.What hurts even more is when you take it off, and what hurts the most is when Liu Si still needs to pinch it with his hands after taking it off.
The chastity belt that Liu Si also brought to me was a chain structure with leather and metal edges.I was busy with my orders under Liu Si. After wearing it for a while, the inner side of my thighs was worn out, but I didn't dare to complain to him.Because this is nothing compared to torture.
Officer Wu is a handsome police officer who is ambitious and determined.A man from the northwest who came from the inland area could even use his handsome appearance and a little trick to get along with a beautiful girl from other places like Qing, which made me fascinated.But he is always strong in heart and not strong in life. This is the same as me, but I accept my fate better than him.He has always wanted to get rid of his bad luck and try to play his role in the xenophobic city of Shanghai and gain a place.Maybe it was because he met me that his fate was not going well, and I became his disaster!
In order to support me, he had secretly interacted with the underworld. Although he received money and gained benefits, he also lost the opportunity to be a famous policeman; under my temptation, his girlfriend Qing became a Lala who was not interested in men; he didn't love me, but I loved him. In order to avoid my entanglement, he had to take on tasks and go out frequently and could not stay in Shanghai with peace of mind.Therefore, I was separated from my new girlfriend for a long time and had no time to realize my wish to get married and have children during my lifetime.
Sometimes I wonder, if Officer Wu could predict his own tragic fate, would he just live by the way, so that I or Qing would become his bride or even a tool for having children?But I can't find the answer because I'm not Officer Wu.I think Officer Wu may not accept this answer, because he has always been unbelievable and has always been confident that he has to climb up and want to live a good life to make a name for himself.
Only after Officer Wu died did I gradually wake up.He doesn't love me at all, nor can he love me. It's because I have always had something to do with him and put a dream in him.I was attracted by his appearance and the policeman's identity, bewildered by the warmth he was kept in. I fell in love with him naturally, and I was whimsical about him loving me, but there was no possibility for us.
My wishful unrequited love has hurt myself and disturbed Officer Wu's future.If Officer Wu hadn't known me, he would have walked with Qing, and he might have a sweet love and a stable family life.But he was fascinated by the lust. With a beautiful and decent girlfriend like Qing, he insisted on provoking me and supporting me, but he ended up asking for trouble.
I can't say that there is a direct reason for Officer Wu's death and me, but Officer Wu's mood during that period must have been a mess because of me.As people spend a long time together, they will inevitably have some feelings.Officer Wu is also a human being. With his physical pleasure and his strong possessiveness, he will inevitably pay attention to and be moved by me.Although he doesn't want to marry me, he wants to possess me.
Qing told me that the incident of my being kept by Liu Si was a big blow to Officer Wu.Because of his charm, he was depressed, a little depressed, a little entangled, and was in a very unhappy mood.
A person's mood will more or less affect his spirit.Officer Wu is in a bad mood and naturally cannot be energetic. He lacks cleverness when facing danger and lacks some luck.
His death ended his ambitions.The dream of a child from an ordinary person to change his family and make a name for himself, and the final result is only delusion.Just like I imagined that he would love me and marry me, it was all empty.
On this level, he and I are both pity bugs and losers in life!To be different, it is that he has turned into a wisp of smoke, and I am still breathing in the world.
I began to blame myself and blamed Officer Wu for his death.I couldn't help but recall a warm time with him in the past, and felt that Officer Wu had indeed loved me, but the God of Destiny teased me. There were misunderstandings and differences between us, which made him think that I was a bad girl who was not motivated, so he was determined to get rid of me.
Regarding the stock matter, I think I might have wronged him. Indeed, those two technology stocks were very garbage and disappeared later.Technology stocks are just a concept, they are used to deceive us fools.Later, when I went to school and learned some economics knowledge, I realized that the essence of stocks was a complete scam and a bet.
Three months later, Qing also left Shanghai sadly and returned to her hometown. I became a helpless and lonely man in Shanghai because my mother, whom I hadn't seen for more than two years, had disappeared.
Although I still have Liu Si, it would be better to say that Liu Si still owns me, because of our master-slave relationship, I am destined to not get his true love.
After I lost the illusory support of Officer Wu, I naturally could only turn my feelings to Liu Si.But the God of Fate still refused to let me go and continued to tease me like a cat playing with a rat.
Liu Si, a half-baked S, seemed to be more and more satisfied with her, and she became more and more S-like under my indulgence.He really cared about being a male S. He often exchanged training experiences with a group of male S in the QQ group, spent a lot of money to buy all kinds of strange training tools, and watched training performances on the spot, which was very out of control.
He relied on his bad money in his hands, and through various relationships, he often interacted with people in the Shanghai SM circle and asked for guidance with shamelessness.Gradually, the methods he used against me became more and more perverted and violent.The love he had at first met turned into the cruel abuse he later, perhaps this was his true face.
A female M, a bitch who can be bullied by others, was no longer worthy of the wealthy Boss Liu at that time.It seems difficult to reverse the fate that is waiting for me.But at this moment, my fate changed because of the appearance of a person.
The cause of the incident was that one day in July, Liu Si was preparing to hold a slave collection ceremony to officially accept me as a slave.
In order to show his training results in front of his guests, Liu Si set many rules for female slaves for me, and I will use the four rules before the slave collection ceremony to illustrate this.
Article 1: The owner will bring his friends back. After I come back, I will be naked, wearing only stockings and high heels, and say hello and kiss the feet according to the required procedures.The posture of this foot kissing ceremony is as follows: the chest is close to the ground, the buttocks are raised, and the owner's feet are kissed.Then take off the shoes and socks for the owner, and lick the toes until the owner stops.And I also want to say that thank you for your hard work, and the slut will pay you a blessing to your master.
Fortunately, Liu Si only asked me to treat him like this and not to treat customers like this, otherwise I would be jealous.
Article 2: Before my master comes back, I have to put on makeup, tie a bell with my nipples, my hairstyle should be raised with a ponytail, and a chastity belt.
Liu Si said that the purpose of tying bells on the nipple is to let the master know the slave's position and behavior.The bells are colorful and exaggerated. After I clamp them up, I jingle with a slight movement, like an alarm clock.Perhaps only those who have been slaves know that it is getting more and more painful after clamping the breast clip.What hurts even more is when you take it off, and what hurts the most is when Liu Si still needs to pinch it with his hands after taking it off.
The chastity belt that Liu Si also brought to me was a chain structure with leather and metal edges.I was busy with my orders under Liu Si. After wearing it for a while, the inner side of my thighs was worn out, but I didn't dare to complain to him.Because this is nothing compared to torture.