Chapter 23 If his dad didn't go to wander

When she woke up the next day, Huang Tu was driven back to the student dormitory by Ziqing. She said she wanted to organize her dormitory and then go home, asking Huang Tu to pack her luggage as well. However, she asked Huang Tu to go back in a few days. After all, they both lived in the school dormitory on weekdays, and they only returned once at home once a long time. She wanted to go back to take care of the hygiene first. Huang Tu volunteered, but Ziqing's suspicious eyes were met.

He knew why his mother looked at him like this, and wasn’t he afraid that the plot like Japanese movies would suddenly become animalistic when he cleaned up?

Facing the warm winter sun, Huang Tu walked on the campus. The bare branches did not make Huang Tu feel any loneliness, but instead gained inexplicable peace of mind from the warm sunshine that erupted from the mottled interlaced.

Everything seemed so smooth last night, and his plan went as scheduled. He didn't know whether his mother was waiting for this step to prevent herself from being reserved. In short, the ending was a good one.

When he returned to the dormitory, he found that Hong Jianping's things were not packed. It was logical that the holiday was on. Most students went home for the New Year, and I don't know why he had no sign of going home.

Huang Tu was sitting in his seat and was browsing his phone. Not long after, he saw Hong Jianping coming back with a takeaway. He was very surprised when he saw Huang Tu: Why are you still here?

Having said this, didn’t you go home either?Huang Tu asked back.

I...I'm not going home, there are some things that need to be calm.Hong Jianping is a little speechless, as if there is something inconvenient to say.

Seeing this, Huang Tu was different from his usual days, but it seemed that he was a little nervous recently. He couldn't find it without looking carefully. Now it seems to be getting more and more obvious.

That... Hong Jianping.Huang Tu said to me seriously.

Hearing Huang Tu's name as if he was so disgusting, Hong Jian, who had just put down the takeaway, sat on the chair and asked in confusion: Why did you suddenly call me like this?

I think you've been a little weird lately.Huang Tu said.

Hong Jianping touched his chin: Is it that obvious?

It seems that when I had a midnight snack last time, I found that you were a bit weird. Can you tell me about it?

After Huang Tu asked this question, he ushered in a very long period of silence.

Hong Jianping looked at the scenery outside the window and asked after a long time: What do you think of Teacher Zi?

Huang Tu was confused by this sentence. Although he had only had an act that could not be told to outsiders yesterday, Hong Jianping could not know, and what he asked was definitely not the case.

What's going on?Huang Tu asked in confusion.

Would you be surprised if you found out that your mother is not just a mother?Hong Jianping’s question was extremely irrelevant, and Huang Tu didn’t understand what he was asking.

You mean, are you adopted?Huang Tu thought of such an answer.

Hong Jianping turned around and stared at Huang Tu's eyes quietly. He wanted to speak but stopped several times, and finally sighed: Er, what I said next, I hope you won't say it out loud. I told you because I trust you, are you reliable?

When Hong Jianping asked this, Huang Tu knew that this matter must be extraordinary. He said seriously: I won’t tell anyone else, don’t worry.

Huang Tu waited quietly for Hong Jian to speak flat. After waiting for about ten minutes, he spoke several times before saying: My mother is not only my mother.

After saying this, Hong Jianping seemed to say the big stone in his heart. He sighed and said to himself: It seems that with you, it feels much more comfortable to say it.

Huang Tu kept thinking about what this sentence meant in his heart, but he couldn't think of it. Suddenly remembering what he and his mother did last night, he was stunned. Could it be?

He didn't say anything, he knew that Hong Jianping must explain the whole story clearly, and he just waited.

Hong Jianping took a long time to calm down his emotions, and he said slowly: My mother is not just my mother, she is also my grandma.

This sentence caused a thunder in Huang Tu's heart!

Isn’t this a sign that I have a baby with my mother?

So your dad is your brother?Huang Tu asked tentatively.

Hong Jianping didn't expect Huang Tu to turn around so quickly, so he nodded: Yes.

Did you discover it recently?Huang Tu guessed, otherwise you would have been used to this identity long ago.

Didn’t I tell you before that Teacher Zi is very beautiful, and my mother looks like a middle-aged woman? In fact, she was very beautiful when she was young, but she was not a middle-aged woman. She was almost 60 years old.Hong Jianping said.

It’s great to be like a middle-aged woman who is almost 60 years old.Huang Tu murmured to himself. After realizing that he seemed to say the wrong thing, he came back to his senses and said, "Sorry, I shouldn't say that to your mother."

It doesn’t matter, this is not the point. I actually used to wonder why my mother is so much older than my dad, and why every time I go back to my hometown in the New Year, my mom doesn’t go back with me. I repeatedly reminded me that my parents were divorced, and that my dad was alone with me.Hong Jian rubbed his hands flat, obviously a little embarrassed.

What caused this secret to you to know?

In the early days, my grandmother, uh, my dad's grandmother was gone, and my dad was going back. They said the journey was long and asked me to put learning first and not go back. My grandmother would understand me in the spirit of heaven.Moreover, I don’t meet with my grandmother many times, so I’ll just go to worship during the New Year.

This is normal, then?Huang Tu was curious.

My mother didn't go back, but after thinking for a long time, she decided to send the old man a ride as a daughter-in-law.At that time, they saw that I was already an adult, so they told me about this.

After hearing this, Huang Tu went around the title for a while before he understood the relationship. He collapsed on the chair and looked at Hong Jianping, as if he saw the life the child faced after having a child with his mother in the future.

How do you feel for yourself?Huang Tu asked.

Surprised, confused, and entangled. The concept of the past eighteen years collapsed. My hands and feet were cold in those days, and it took me a long time to recover. I felt like a weird person born under a distorted love.When Hong Jianping said this, he kept pounding his thighs with his hands, as if he didn't know the pain.

Huang Tu immediately walked over and grabbed his hand. He knew that Hong Jianping had told such a secret matter, which was his trust in himself. He thought for a long time and said: Actually, what do you think is strange?We all think you are normal. If you can get into Guangzhou University, it proves that you are smart and wise enough. I have read the news and many children in these situations will have some intelligence abnormalities. You are obviously the one who is fine, and it is not surprising at all.

Isn’t this strange that my dad is actually my brother and my mom is my grandmother?Hong Jianping asked.

Huang Tu walked back and forth in the dormitory, thought for a long time, and said: As parents, brothers and sisters, these relationships are premised on being an independent individual, and the relationship is behind this individual. For example, I assume Ah, your father doesn’t know that your mother is your mother, and then gave birth to you. In the end, you all don’t know each other’s relationship. Is that strange?In fact, this is just a social consciousness influence that lies in the heart.

I don’t know whether it is true or not. It’s not that the mother in primitive society doesn’t know the father. If some men are with their daughters, no one knows it, and no one pursues it. What’s more, even if the son and mother, daughter and father were with them, no one found it strange.Legend has it that Nuwa and Fuxi are brothers and sisters, not to mention the messy relationships of Greek mythology, which proves that human beings' most primitive sexual desire does not distinguish between these constraints.Huang Tu racked his brains to try to convince Hong Jianping, and also tried to convince himself in his heart.

What you are talking about is ancient times. Nowadays, isn’t the progress of morality?Hong Jianping doesn't believe this.

At this time, Huang Tu scratched his head and didn't know how to refute it. Just as he was still thinking, Hong Jianping slowly said: The assumption you just said is really the story of my parents.

Huang Tu's eyes widened. Hong Jianping's father didn't know her mother?What's going on?

When Hong Jianping saw Huang Tu's incredible expression, he chuckled and said self-deprecatingly: It was then that I knew the truth of this matter.You may not have heard of it, thinking I am from here, it's good. I was born and raised in Guangwen City, but my hometown is actually in Yugui Province, a very remote mountainous area.My grandfather went out to work when I was very young and had no news. Maybe he had an accident?My mom came out to work alone when my dad was a child.It’s not a pretty job. After all, I don’t have an education but only have a good appearance. All I can go to is those massage places. I have made some money after working for many years and have been supporting my dad to study.My dad was also studying at Guangwen University at that time. There was a rich man in their dormitory and took him to the half-set place. Do you know what a half-set place is?

Huang Tu nodded, after all, he was thinking about 92, 95, and 98 yesterday.

Hong Jianping continued: The place he went to was where my mother worked, and he also called my mother. My mother would go back to her hometown only during festivals. My father had an impression of my mother like a familiar stranger. After applying heavy makeup, both parties couldn't recognize her and spoke like that.

Huang Tu was a little excited when he heard this. He remembered what his mother did with him last night, and his lower body couldn't help but stand up.

They even tell you this?Huang Tu was surprised that Hong Jianping even knew these things, so would he be a little confused?

Yes, everything was fine. Later, after she returned home in the New Year, she was recognized by her father, and then she went out for dinner. It should be a showdown, and later she met honestly.Then they returned here, and my dad and my mom lived together, but my mom seemed young at that time. No one asked about other people's privacy in the rental house. My dad was still studying, but he just went there occasionally, and he continued until he graduated.

Hong Jianping opened the drink he had just bought, handed one to Huang Tu, opened a bottle, took a sip and continued: My father went to work in a company after graduation, and my mother's grades were not too bad back then. She took the exam and entered an adult university again. The two of them worked silently and established a firm foothold in this city.

when were you born?After they stood firm in this city?

Hong Jianping shook his head: You can't think of it. I was born the second year after they were together. In other words, they didn't take safety measures day and night. I almost got pregnant shortly after they were together. Later, my mother was studying and taking care of me, and my father worked hard after graduation, so that I could get the identity of a new Guangxi scholar.

After all, if my dad hadn't gone to wander, I wouldn't have been born.I am still very grateful to my parents for their hard work, which makes me feel like I am now, otherwise I might still be working in the mountains and fields of Yugui Province.Hong Jianping sighed, wondering what kind of thought it was.

Huang Tu was in a state of confusion and could only open the drink silently and drank half a bottle. He didn't know how to evaluate such a story. This may also be something he and his mother encountered in the future.

In fact, you know that these things are all facts from the past. You cannot change who your parents are. Since you cannot change, then can you accept it?Huang Tu thought about it for a long time and could only comfort him like this.

I...I think that if a person born with a disgusting love is already a pity for me. I don't know if I have any hidden diseases that have not erupted. I know that children born to close relatives will have many hidden diseases. If I don't erupt, the next generation may appear. I don't want to harm others. I think I am not worthy of Qing Yulan.

So that's it!After talking for so long, it is actually a matter of love.

Huang Tu thought about a variety of solutions in his mind, but he didn't know what to say was the best. He said carefully: That, you have the right to pursue anyone, and if you don't pursue it, you will regret it.

In fact, I mustered up the courage to chase after her, and she also showed a certain degree of favorability, but... Hong Jian turned his head and looked at Huang Tu, which made Huang Tu a little confused:

What are you doing suddenly watching me?

I think she is more compatible with you, and she seems to like you.Hong Jianping smiled bitterly.

Huang Tu almost choked with a sip of soda and coughed violently: You...she...is impossible.

Is it really impossible?Don’t you think you are actually very suitable?A handsome man and a beautiful woman are both musically accomplished and can be regarded as childhood sweethearts. And don’t you think her attitude towards you is different from that of others?

But her attitude towards you is different from that of others?Huang Tu retorted.

Hong Jianping shook her head: I can feel that she is indeed a little interesting to me, but maybe she didn't understand it. Just like my inferiority complex towards her, she seems to have a kind of inferiority complex towards you.

When Huang Tu heard Hong Jianping's words, he didn't know how to explain it. What Hong Jianping said was actually the fact. He also felt Qing Yulan's feelings for him. However, as his mother said, because of Hong Jianping, he never dared to go further with Qing Yulan. In addition, he wanted to challenge his mother before, but he did not respond to Qing Yulan's favor.

After all, in the game, I got her virtual first time.

Seeing that Huang Tu didn't say anything, Hong Jianping drank the drink in one go: Really, I can see that she likes you. The forced melon is not sweet. It seems that you have a little bit of a favor to her. I don't know if it's because of my reasons, but it doesn't have to be like this.

I didn't get in the way of yours, I really didn't care about her.Huang Tu denied it.

You look into my eyes and say it again, truth.Hong Jianping ordered.

Huang Tu looked at his eyes and finally moved his eyes: Well, there is a little bit.

I like her and it doesn’t stop you from liking her. If she likes you, you will go in both directions. I am worse than you in all aspects, except that the game is better than you.

You don't have to be so arrogant.Huang Tu said.

I know my own affairs, and now I know my life experience, so I may be inseparable from love in my life.Hong Jianping sighed, I just hope that technology will make faster progress, and it would be great if I could live in the game for 24 hours.

Wouldn't that become Inception?Huang Tu said, this is not a good life.

Drunk and dream of death, Zhuang Zhou dreams of butterflies, who knows whether we are dreaming of life and death now?Hong Jianping rarely spoke philosophical words, which was exactly the same as what Huang Tu thought.

You are struggling now mainly because you are afraid of having any hidden problems, right?Didn’t Teacher Li Lele say that her friend had a gene test for a gene company last time? Isn’t it enough to just test it?Huang Tu remembered the classmate who was doing research when he had lunch last time.

The red sword was as clear as if he was enlightened. He widened his eyes and said: Yes!Your method is good. I will contact Yu Lan later and find Teacher Li’s contact information.

Then you are better now, right?Huang Tu seemed to have returned to his usual expression when he saw Hong Jianping.

It's much better, but I still think you and Qing Yulan are more suitable.

Love is not something that depends on who is suitable for whom. We also think that the male actors and actresses in TV series are suitable for Ah, but they are not very close to each other in reality.Huang Tu was speechless about Hong Jianping's statement.

But you just admitted that you have some feelings for her and she has feelings for you, so isn’t that just a little bit of a fuse?Hong Jianping said, "I am quite familiar with her now, but I still feel that there is an invisible wall."

She is not an item, just be courteous, she also has her own personal value, why did you give up?Huang Tu said.

Then why don’t you pursue it due to brotherhood?Hong Jianping said.

Because... because... Huang Tu can't say it because of his mother's existence!

Of course I will not give in, I will still try my best to pursue her. I just want you to understand that you are qualified to pursue, she is also qualified to not choose me, and I will not be embarrassed and angry because she chose you in the end.Hong Jianping grinned, but if she accepted me, I would go to bed with her, and you would be together again after breaking up, please don’t mind.

Huang Tu sounded a little excited, but he said: Get out.

You see, you laughed, this is also my dormitory, how can I get out? Do you like 3P?Should I convince Blue Moon in the game and let the two of us play her at the same time?Hong Jianping returned to normal and began to say irrelevantly.

What Huang Tu thought of Zi Qing having sex with him and Hong Jianping on the bed. He fucked her one by one with him, and his heart was a little turbulent, but his sense of morality made him unable to think about it anymore, and he would not do this!

impossible!Huang Tu was obviously a little angry.

sorry.Hong Jianping could see Huang Tu's attitude change and immediately apologized. By the way, after the Blue Moon disappeared for a while last time, this time, it was obviously much closer to you. Have you confirmed her identity?

When Huang Tu saw Hong Jianping's sincere eyes, he thought that he had revealed his secret to him just now, and he was struggling whether to tell him about his affairs.

Uh-huh.Huang Tu nodded.

Wow, then she is really a real person?Where is she how old?Hong Jianping immediately became interested, completely different from the decadent feeling before.

Huang Tu scratched his neck and saw the gradually fierce sunshine outside. Can his relationship with his mother survive in the sun?

Why do you think your dad and your mom are together?Huang Tu did not answer, he just asked a question.

Hong Jianping was stumped by this question. He seemed to have never thought about this question. His eyes kept turning and he thought seriously.

I think, perhaps what excludes their dramatic encounter, ultimately leads to their being together may be love?Hong Jianping guessed.

Then why does the love of family affection turn into the love of couples?What do you think?Huang Tu asked again.

This question is a bit beyond the rules for Hong Jianping. He has never tried to look at this issue from his parents' perspective. He quietly took on their roles, sometimes frowned, sometimes dazed, and sometimes realized.

I don’t know that they might have been wrong for the first time, so they broke through the most difficult moral constraints. Without this shackle, they treat each other from a simple perspective of men and women. Originally, their mother and son had a natural favorability, and they would be together when they were right.Hong Jianping finally came to this conclusion. Why did you ask that?

After hearing this explanation, Huang Tu fell into thinking. He had never thought about Hong Jianping's idea before. After all, Hong Jianping was thinking about problems from his son's perspective.

Hong Jianping seemed to have some inspiration from this question. He looked at Huang Tu with his eyes facing up, not knowing what he was thinking. He thought for a long time, but he wanted to say it but didn't dare to say it.

What do you want to say?Huang Tu saw Hong Jianping's expression of being reluctant to speak, but he actually didn't know whether he wanted his affairs to be guessed by Hong Jianping.

Although things don't seem to be that coincidental, they can only explain them with brains and explain in advance, don't scold me.Hong Jianping is looking for a gold medal for not scolding.

Tell me, I see what you want to say.

When I saw Blue Moon for the first time, I said she was a bit like Teacher Ziqing. Later, her "Zi Yue Xiaotu" popped up in the final. Rather than asking alumni to spread it, it was more like telling someone on the spot.

This is a coincidence, very far-fetched, not very convincing.Huang Tu shook his head.

I chatted with Qing Yulan earlier, and she said she had heard Teacher Ziqing play this song in the music room before the finals.What Hong Jianping said is similar to the previous process of Huang Tu's conjecture, and it is all based on the key point of Qing Yulan.

However, Huang Tu did not intend to admit that he saw the sunshine outside the window, but he still did not have the courage to announce this relationship here: Don’t think too much, it’s just a coincidence. Blue Moon is a real person, but it is indeed a bit like my mother.Qing Yulan told me that song, and I also asked my mother, it was the first movement of "Moonlight".

Hong Jianping Oh, he didn't delve into it. After all, this was also his random thoughts. He didn't understand the music thing very well. Looking at Qing Yulan and Huang Tu's common hobby, he knew that he really didn't have much hope.

His complex family is not as good as Huang Tu, his family background is not as good as Huang Tu, his grades are not as good as his grades, and his overall strength is a big loss. He sighed softly, some things are really not something that can be tied by hard work.

Then are you really celebrating the New Year here like this?Huang Tu asked.

Maybe it's, maybe it's not. After talking to you today, it seems that my heart has been untied. I may go back in a few days to confess my thoughts to them. I hope you don't tell others about this.Hong Jianping begged.

That, can I tell my mom?Huang Tu asked.

Hong Jianping looked at Huang Tu with no joking expression. He asked a little hesitantly: Are all you just said true?Why do I feel? You and Teacher Ziqing, don’t be angry. I feel more and more that she is the Blue Moon.

I also think that unless she lied to me, I would have videoed with her, not my mother.Since a lie has been told, we need to continue to make up for it with lies.

Could it be AI's face change?Forget it, I'm thinking too much. It's okay if you want to tell your mother, but I really can't let the third person know.Hong Jianping frowned and said.

Huang Tu knew his concerns and nodded and promised: There will definitely be no third person to know, please rest assured.

Hong Jianping nodded and said: Why don’t you go home?

My mother said she wanted to go home to clean up and told me not to get in the way at home. She was upset to see me not doing things, and I was disturbed by how I did things. To sum up, let me go back to the dormitory.Huang Tu said helplessly.

Let's go online in the future!Hong Jianping said.

Otaku still likes games.