Nightmare, boundless nightmare... howling bullets, daggers inserted into the chest, Zhang Ming's eyes that could not close... I couldn't move, I could only watch everything happen...
Ah!Wake up by fear and realize that his hands and feet were handcuffed to the bed.Chihiro sat quietly on the sofa alone.
Sister, are you awake?
Chihiro, what are you doing?Stop making trouble!!!
Sister, don’t worry, can you listen to me tell a story?
I looked at her and suddenly felt that she was extremely unfamiliar.
I, Ah, have a boyfriend.Ignoring me, Chihiro began to tell her story, her face full of fascination for the past.
At that time, I was not blind. I was a student of a music school and a well-known bar singer.He is a young and promising surgeon.Once he went to a bar to have a party with his friends and happened to meet me singing and we fell in love at first sight.
Do you know how happy that is?We all had a good income, and he treated me like a little princess. Soon we bought a house and lived together.Hehe, that idiot actually learned to hide the ring in my birthday cake, but it was not hidden well at all, and I discovered it early.Besides, I was not old enough to get married at that time.But I didn't tell him. No matter what kind of proposal method, no matter how many years I have to wait, I would agree to marry him.
But, sister, do you know?On the day he was about to propose to me, on my 18th birthday, he suddenly answered a call and ran out like crazy.Then our lives are ruined.His father, a respected ophthalmologist, participated in a very disgraceful case. Sister, you must know about this, right?How amazing, my father-in-law told us that he was designed by that girl.Yes, I called him father-in-law, because I have long regarded myself as a family with them.
Do you know the feeling of a collapse in faith?He has always taken his father as an example and has been determined to be a doctor since he was a child.But the role model was sent to jail and his beliefs were destroyed.
Watching him become increasingly depressed, do you know how depressed I am?The songs I sing can touch many people, but they can't make him happy. I hate myself to death.
Later, Ah, I thought of a way. I went to buy a wedding dress, wore it on my body and walked a few streets, and ran to the hospital where he was.
I wanted to propose to him in front of all his colleagues. Now I think it's quite stupid, but I thought it was so romantic at that time, haha.
A shy smile appeared on her face, but was replaced by coldness.
Sister, do you know?The distance he fell that day was as close as you and me now.Such a snow-white wedding dress was dyed red in an instant, and his blood splattered all over my face.Those who jumped off a building and committed suicide on TV are all lie.How could it be so complete?I couldn't even recognize him by jumping down from such a high place.
The soft voice tells terrible memories. I never thought that the nightmare of that year would have such a profound impact.
Sister, do you know?My life is for him, but you easily took everything from me.Do you know how much I hated you at that time?I want to take revenge on you, and I want to take revenge on you crazy, but you suddenly transformed into a big star.
How comfortable your life is. If you don’t want to answer advertisements, you don’t have to answer, if you don’t want to shoot TV, if you don’t want to hold concerts, you don’t have to open. I’m searching for all the news reports about you every day. How free, happy, and so arbitrary you are. But at that time, did you know that a girl who was taken away by you was about to be driven crazy by hatred?
I'm wondering how an ordinary girl like me can get close to you.I can't do anything except sing. Later I thought that you were blind before, and this might be my only chance.
Do you know how much he cherishes and cares about my body?I once thought I would always belong to him.But in order to get close to you, I must harm and practice it.
I ruined my eyes and let Liu Xiaowei play with me for a whole month, and finally got the opportunity to meet you.Remember the song I sang for you for the first time?You and I used to be different girls, but I have lost myself at some point, aren’t we?
Sister, you are really amazing, how can you pretend to be so good?I was so happy with you and Yuki. I was so happy that I almost forgot the hatred.
Sometimes I wonder if you know I'm here to avenge you, so I deliberately pretend to be nice to me, but I can't find any flaws in you. You are not angry at all even if Youxi and I bully you together, so I can't make up my mind to deal with you.To be honest, I wish you could scold me hard and slap me hard so that I can harden my heart.
Fortunately, no matter how good the disguise is, there will always be some time to be exposed.
I was almost determined to live together and no longer think about taking revenge.
But you are leaving us and being with a man who suddenly appears.
At that time, I realized that you pretended to be good to me. You are a selfish woman and will sooner or later leave me behind for yourself.
I was still wondering if I could forgive you, but even Yuki left me and left.After all, he is the only one who is sincerely good to me, and others will betray me...
Ouyang Qianxun!For some reason, I can understand her misunderstanding of me, but I cannot accept her misunderstanding of Yuki.
Yuki didn’t betray you, she didn’t return to Japan, she was dead!I'm dead to protect you!!!
A trace of astonishment flashed in Chihiro's eyes, but disappeared immediately.
You are lying to me, right?You were afraid that I would take revenge on you, so you deliberately lied to me.Yuki is a star, how could he die quietly?Sister, you are ridiculous when you actually made up such a shameless lie.
Chihiro…
Stop talking about it!Sister, let me remember the best you and don’t ruin your appearance in my heart again.
She picked up a syringe and slowly inserted it into my vein.
Sorry, sister, I just injected you with some anesthetics, so you can't move now. Can you please let me give you an injection?This shot will make you unable to speak again. Once you speak, I will feel soft-hearted, but I can't let you go, I'm sorry.
Chihiro, don’t do this, as this will ruin your own!The cold liquid was injected into the blood, my voice became weaker and weaker, and finally I couldn't say a word.
No, sister.After finishing this, I will go to find him. I have asked him to wait for too long. If I don’t go, I will not be able to catch up with him.Today is my father-in-law's day to be released from prison. He will come here. I have put the key on the door frame. He will see my body and you.
I think it is his power to deal with you in the end.
The second needle also penetrated into the skin, and she said, I will never hear any sound again.
The third needle...
I felt the feeling that I thought I would never experience it again. The scenery in front of me gradually blurred. The white area that had accompanied me for twenty years occupied my world again. The last picture I saw was Chihiro injecting the last needle into his vein...
When I was alone, I liked to think endlessly. I never had a visual experience and had no idea about everything, so the world in my mind must be different from what they saw.
I don’t know which one is better. If I can see it in the future, which of the two worlds would I like?
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Ah!Wake up by fear and realize that his hands and feet were handcuffed to the bed.Chihiro sat quietly on the sofa alone.
Sister, are you awake?
Chihiro, what are you doing?Stop making trouble!!!
Sister, don’t worry, can you listen to me tell a story?
I looked at her and suddenly felt that she was extremely unfamiliar.
I, Ah, have a boyfriend.Ignoring me, Chihiro began to tell her story, her face full of fascination for the past.
At that time, I was not blind. I was a student of a music school and a well-known bar singer.He is a young and promising surgeon.Once he went to a bar to have a party with his friends and happened to meet me singing and we fell in love at first sight.
Do you know how happy that is?We all had a good income, and he treated me like a little princess. Soon we bought a house and lived together.Hehe, that idiot actually learned to hide the ring in my birthday cake, but it was not hidden well at all, and I discovered it early.Besides, I was not old enough to get married at that time.But I didn't tell him. No matter what kind of proposal method, no matter how many years I have to wait, I would agree to marry him.
But, sister, do you know?On the day he was about to propose to me, on my 18th birthday, he suddenly answered a call and ran out like crazy.Then our lives are ruined.His father, a respected ophthalmologist, participated in a very disgraceful case. Sister, you must know about this, right?How amazing, my father-in-law told us that he was designed by that girl.Yes, I called him father-in-law, because I have long regarded myself as a family with them.
Do you know the feeling of a collapse in faith?He has always taken his father as an example and has been determined to be a doctor since he was a child.But the role model was sent to jail and his beliefs were destroyed.
Watching him become increasingly depressed, do you know how depressed I am?The songs I sing can touch many people, but they can't make him happy. I hate myself to death.
Later, Ah, I thought of a way. I went to buy a wedding dress, wore it on my body and walked a few streets, and ran to the hospital where he was.
I wanted to propose to him in front of all his colleagues. Now I think it's quite stupid, but I thought it was so romantic at that time, haha.
A shy smile appeared on her face, but was replaced by coldness.
Sister, do you know?The distance he fell that day was as close as you and me now.Such a snow-white wedding dress was dyed red in an instant, and his blood splattered all over my face.Those who jumped off a building and committed suicide on TV are all lie.How could it be so complete?I couldn't even recognize him by jumping down from such a high place.
The soft voice tells terrible memories. I never thought that the nightmare of that year would have such a profound impact.
Sister, do you know?My life is for him, but you easily took everything from me.Do you know how much I hated you at that time?I want to take revenge on you, and I want to take revenge on you crazy, but you suddenly transformed into a big star.
How comfortable your life is. If you don’t want to answer advertisements, you don’t have to answer, if you don’t want to shoot TV, if you don’t want to hold concerts, you don’t have to open. I’m searching for all the news reports about you every day. How free, happy, and so arbitrary you are. But at that time, did you know that a girl who was taken away by you was about to be driven crazy by hatred?
I'm wondering how an ordinary girl like me can get close to you.I can't do anything except sing. Later I thought that you were blind before, and this might be my only chance.
Do you know how much he cherishes and cares about my body?I once thought I would always belong to him.But in order to get close to you, I must harm and practice it.
I ruined my eyes and let Liu Xiaowei play with me for a whole month, and finally got the opportunity to meet you.Remember the song I sang for you for the first time?You and I used to be different girls, but I have lost myself at some point, aren’t we?
Sister, you are really amazing, how can you pretend to be so good?I was so happy with you and Yuki. I was so happy that I almost forgot the hatred.
Sometimes I wonder if you know I'm here to avenge you, so I deliberately pretend to be nice to me, but I can't find any flaws in you. You are not angry at all even if Youxi and I bully you together, so I can't make up my mind to deal with you.To be honest, I wish you could scold me hard and slap me hard so that I can harden my heart.
Fortunately, no matter how good the disguise is, there will always be some time to be exposed.
I was almost determined to live together and no longer think about taking revenge.
But you are leaving us and being with a man who suddenly appears.
At that time, I realized that you pretended to be good to me. You are a selfish woman and will sooner or later leave me behind for yourself.
I was still wondering if I could forgive you, but even Yuki left me and left.After all, he is the only one who is sincerely good to me, and others will betray me...
Ouyang Qianxun!For some reason, I can understand her misunderstanding of me, but I cannot accept her misunderstanding of Yuki.
Yuki didn’t betray you, she didn’t return to Japan, she was dead!I'm dead to protect you!!!
A trace of astonishment flashed in Chihiro's eyes, but disappeared immediately.
You are lying to me, right?You were afraid that I would take revenge on you, so you deliberately lied to me.Yuki is a star, how could he die quietly?Sister, you are ridiculous when you actually made up such a shameless lie.
Chihiro…
Stop talking about it!Sister, let me remember the best you and don’t ruin your appearance in my heart again.
She picked up a syringe and slowly inserted it into my vein.
Sorry, sister, I just injected you with some anesthetics, so you can't move now. Can you please let me give you an injection?This shot will make you unable to speak again. Once you speak, I will feel soft-hearted, but I can't let you go, I'm sorry.
Chihiro, don’t do this, as this will ruin your own!The cold liquid was injected into the blood, my voice became weaker and weaker, and finally I couldn't say a word.
No, sister.After finishing this, I will go to find him. I have asked him to wait for too long. If I don’t go, I will not be able to catch up with him.Today is my father-in-law's day to be released from prison. He will come here. I have put the key on the door frame. He will see my body and you.
I think it is his power to deal with you in the end.
The second needle also penetrated into the skin, and she said, I will never hear any sound again.
The third needle...
I felt the feeling that I thought I would never experience it again. The scenery in front of me gradually blurred. The white area that had accompanied me for twenty years occupied my world again. The last picture I saw was Chihiro injecting the last needle into his vein...
When I was alone, I liked to think endlessly. I never had a visual experience and had no idea about everything, so the world in my mind must be different from what they saw.
I don’t know which one is better. If I can see it in the future, which of the two worlds would I like?
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