I returned to the bedroom with a depressed mood and walked to the desk to study for myself.But after doing the exercises for a long time, I realized that I had been doing the same trick, and they were all wrong!
Depend on!I closed the practice list and was very irritated.
Thinking back to what appeared in my mind all the time, I was sure that I could not calm down at all.
The scene of my mother holding hands with that man, the scene of my separation between Aunt Zhong and I always lingering in my mind...
Helplessly, I couldn't adjust for the time being, so I had to get up and walk to the bed, and fell on the pillow.
……
When I woke up, it was already past seven o'clock in the evening. Following the aroma of dishes in the air, I sat at the dining table as if I was ready, unable to wait for my grandma to finish the last dish.
Okay...Let's have a meal...
Grandma brought a plate of vegetables, wiped the tightly wrapped apron in front of her with her hands, and looked at me and my mother with a smile, and her every move was still so virtuous and gentle.
After she took the seat, I quickly picked up the bowls and chopsticks and started to move them. The wind blew away the clouds and said sincerely: Grandma, your cooking is really delicious. I think you don’t open a bookstore when you go back to town in the future. Opening a restaurant will definitely be booming business...
Hearing this, my grandmother just smiled slightly and chewed slowly, as if she had become accustomed to my flattery.
Actually, I acted so exaggeratedly because I wanted to attract my mother's attention. It was because she kept holding her mobile phone since I came to the living room, and her red manicure fingers occasionally lit the screen, obviously typing and chatting with others.
Although I had almost every guess in my mind about this, I still couldn't help but want to be sure.
Mom, who are you busy chatting with?Can't you be idle even if you eat?I asked naively curiously.
Mom's eyes turned and glanced at me, without a response.I continued to light the screen with one hand and pick up food with the other. The movements were elegant and natural. At first glance, it was much more etiquette than me!
Seeing that I was embarrassed and embarrassed, my grandmother chuckled and asked: Bu Ping, who are you talking so vigorously with?But from her charming gaze, we can see that we were obviously asking for it knowingly.
As soon as the corner of my mother's mouth rose, she immediately calmed down: Oh, no, just introduce that person to me and consult me about the government's planning policy for the next three years... Let's just talk about work casually.
Grandma quipped in a tone of an experienced person: Is that true?After pausing for a while, she stared at her mother seriously: What do you think of him?
Just force it... He is quite funny, good at speaking and has a graceful attitude... It's okay to be a friend.Mom finally put down her phone and said casually, looking unmoved.
If it weren't for the fact that a message popped up again on the mobile phone screen on the desk, she showed a beautiful smile again after seeing it, and grandma and I almost believed it!
Seeing this, my grandmother smiled and said nothing, and then looked at me without a trace.
And I just ate the food from beginning to end, as if I didn't hear their conversation.
Because I know that no matter what my reaction is, they all have their own suspicions and concerns.So I simply pretended not to ask anything, and I didn't ask anything, and I just thought whatever they wanted.
This meal with each thought ended quickly, and I said nothing and returned to my room again.
Huh... I lay weakly on the bed, staring at the pure and bright lights in a daze.
Although I know that my mother was just showing her grandmother, she mainly showed her!
At this moment, I still couldn't help feeling physically and mentally exhausted. I couldn't figure out what her ultimate goal was, nor did I figure out why she was so persistent about doing something like that.
What is the meaning?
Forget it, since she likes to do this, I will play with her to the end!I want to see what great truth can she say after my grandmother leaves?
……
School, the last physical education class in the afternoon, the basketball game scene.
Class 4... Come on...
Class 2... Come on...
On the side of the basketball court, two young and pretty female classmates stood in half, wearing cool cheerleader uniforms, excitedly cheering for the male players in their respective classes on the court.
Although it was organized by the school's semi-hard requirements, they were also excited as cheerleaders as cheerleaders.
Roar... Come on... pass quickly...
Even the other students behind them who had not participated in anything, let go of their voices and cheered to the intense rhythm of the game.
This made me, who was sitting in the stands far away, feel a little embarrassed...
I could only watch with my legs crossed my legs: Is this a fucking second class and fourth class playing the finals, who should I help and who should I cheer for?
When I could only be anxious, someone suddenly patted his shoulder gently.
How about it, it feels bad to be a traitor!A gust of fragrant wind came, and Dong Qian came to me at some point and sat down quietly.
After spending time together, I also know that Dong Qian has good family conditions and outstanding grades since childhood. She has a bit of introverted and arrogant personality. She doesn't seem to have any friends around her who really make her make friends with her.
However, she was still very kind in her heart, and she had no problems except for her occasional dark heart.Compared with other nerds in the class, she is an interesting friend of mine.
I also knew what she meant, so I turned my head and gave her a blank look: I thought they were all too bad, so I didn’t sign up. If I were to play... Then I explained to the truth.
After hearing this, Dong Qian sneered: I originally thought you were just narcissistic, stupid, incompetent, like a single-celled creature... She said dozens of shortcomings out of breath, and then said with a smile: I didn't expect that your level of bragging and lying was quite high, and you didn't blink.
What about you?Aren’t you good at morality, intelligence, physical fitness, aesthetics, and labor?Why don’t you cheer for our second class?
When talking about cheerleaders, I unconsciously looked at her well-developed figure and imagined what kind of picture this black-bellied lady would be like if she danced and shouted in a short skirt!?
What are your dog's eyes looking at!Dong Qian felt my unfriendly gaze and shouted with a cold face.
I was stunned at first, then looked at the basketball court without refuting her.
snort!Dong Qian was too lazy to bother with me and watched the game quietly.
After all, there were only two of us around so big, and she didn't want to stay away from me, so she was obviously a little deliberate.
After a while, the game ended, some people were happy and some were worried...
I smiled unconsciously and looked at Dong Qian with a generous look: Do you want to eat ice cream? I'll treat you!
Dong Qian was not affected by the results of the on-court game, and she looked at me calmly: You still hope that Class 4 can win, right?
Uh...it should be!I didn't hide my little thoughts, so I couldn't help but feel happy when I saw many familiar friends cheering on the court.
Upon hearing this, Dong Qian paused and thought for a while, and said seriously and curiously: Although your IQ is a little low, you should be a little stronger than...they should be.Why don’t you tend to be classmates who are similar to you, but instead cheer for those people? Isn’t it because of your pity mentality?
I understand what she means, and I don’t think she is overly raised, because she is the kind of person who stands out from the perspective of thinking and mind!
After a smile, I shook my head and said: Class 4 has many good friends. No matter whether they are shallow or not, everyone is the same in my eyes. I am never far from them...
Dong Qian smiled contemptuously and commented: You are very patient and can let go!Then he frowned and asked: You won’t be an official in the future, right?
Haha... Thank you Sister Dong for looking down on me!To be honest, I haven't thought about this carefully. Do you have any other recommendations for Ah?I quipped.
Although I'm half-joking, I know that Dong Qian's family is not ordinary!Not very rich, but judging from her conversation and occasional disclosures... it's very unusual!
At least you can see the world more clearly than me!
Sure enough, Dong Qian was stunned for a moment, and didn't care about my jokes about her, so she shook her head: I don't have any recommendations for the time being, let's talk about it next time you enter the top three of your grade!
I stood up helplessly, feeling boring: Why do you speak like my mother... Let's go, I'll treat you to ice cream and it took me a long time to dry it...
But Dong Qian didn't look back and walked towards the teaching building: Thank you, no, it's time for me to go home after school...
…
I looked at the gradually empty basketball court, her slightly slim back, and I felt mixed emotions.
She is so capable than me!
……
After the last class in the afternoon, I didn’t need to go to evening self-study and didn’t stay anymore.
Eating ice cream and singing, I was preparing to return to my home that is now depressing.
But as soon as I walked out of the school gate, I saw a familiar figure in front of the tables and chairs of the convenience store across the street...
I quickly ran over with a smile and hugged him who slowly got up.
Dad, why are you here?
Because of their own family reasons, he and I haven't seen each other for more than half a year.Although I occasionally chat with videos, it’s still a bit of a meaning!
Dad looked up at me with a smile on his face and looked up at me: Why did you boy turn white? You should remember to exercise even after studying... He also pinched the fine flesh on my cheeks, as if he forgot that I am now taller than him.
Although I was very happy with his appearance, I couldn't help but have the curious eyes of many classmates around me.
Pushing his hand away, I said in a deep voice: It's almost OK, why do you look like a sissy...
Listening to my father's laughter and scolding, my eyes suddenly noticed a white packaging bag on the table behind him. I took out the box inside and looked at it, and I was even more excited: Dad, is this for me?The latest iPhone!Thank you... You are really willing to spend a lot of money. Aunt Zhang doesn't know that you have so much private money...
Dad looked at me smiling when he opened the box a few times and said happily: I couldn't give you a gift on your birthday last month, and you have already scored fifth in the grade now. If I don't say it, is that still your father?
I kept fiddling with my brand new phone, and my expression could not hide my excitement.
Because I scored in the second year of high school, my ranking of grades in the last month was once again leaping forward.
I didn’t care about these things at first because there were no substantial rewards. Only the final exam school would give you hundreds of dollars, but now I feel a little moved!
It turns out that good grades can really be used as a meal!
Dad, then, will I get any rewards for doing well next time?Next year's birthday, you can just deliver the gift to me in advance. If you don't have anything to do... I was proud to operate my new phone.
Dad packed up the packaging box and threw it to me, interrupting: You kid just have no conscience. I am not as good as a mobile phone when I run over from all over the world, right?
Although I knew he was pretending to be angry, I still put away my phone and said seriously: How could that be... You are worth at least more than ten units!
Haha... Dad smiled kindly.
……
Immediately, after ordering a few iced drinks, my father and I sat at the door of the store and chatted about our own family matters.
He mainly learned about his work situation and was still as stable as before. The work of the art troupe was busy and meticulous.
I also learned that Fang Fangfang's mind has gradually matured over the past six months and her grades are still among the best in the class. Although she is only in the sixth grade, she obviously has the prototype of a normal person's future!
After chatting for more than half an hour, I hesitated for a long time before looking at my father's slightly handsome face.
He asked tentatively: Dad, what do you think...my mom is like?
My father was obviously stunned, and his broad palms on my shoulders were shaking slightly.
Because of my excellent results in the past year and my personality that has not changed much compared to before, my father no longer resents my mother for sending me into the ICU before, nor did he often think about seizing my custody like he did at the beginning!
However, during the more than a year of contact and talks between him and me, I have never mentioned my mother, and I have realized that I have never said it in front of him.
So at this moment, my father pondered for a long time before sighing: Have you made her angry again?
I smiled and shook my head: No, I just asked casually... Maybe my thinking is much clearer now than before, so I see more things.But I found that I seemed to be unable to understand her...
I was confused and very abstract, but it was also my most realistic view of my mother recently.
Although my father didn't know why I felt sad about my mother, he didn't think much and said directly: Your mother is actually a rare woman who is a good family in this era and in this city.But I have known for so many years that she should have a sense of aura and arrogance in her heart...
When my father recalled, his expression gradually became serious, and he changed his past kindness.
He continued: Although she and I graduated from the same university, because your father and I were the only son in the family before, we were not under any pressure since we were young and could still get into a prestigious university and marry her.So I never had lofty ideals in my heart, and I was not as hard as her in both study and work.From an academic perspective alone, if she is 10, I will be 3. This is a geometric difference!
Finally, my father looked at me and smiled indifferently: You know why we finally divorced!
Without waiting for me to be surprised, he continued to ask calmly: Is your mother looking for a partner?
Uh... well!I was embarrassed to be seen through by my father, but I was more concerned about his reaction to learn about it, so I watched him carefully.
After all, they have been together for many years, and although they have been performing for me for about half of their time, they are at least closer to their friends. He should be very uncomfortable at this moment!
Unexpectedly, my father touched my head and smiled and sighed: It is a good thing that she can find a partner!You are so old, we should all support you, do you understand?
In response, I agreed to nodded and thought to myself: I definitely support it, but this object can only be me!
Surprisingly, now when facing my father again, I don’t feel much guilt.Maybe it’s because of my mature mentality, or maybe I have already agreed that my mother is because of my soul and life!
Um!
My father patted my shoulder with relief, and then thought: In fact, what I just said is just an introduction to my divorce from your mother, not the main reason!
oh?I showed a curious expression at the right time and signaled him to continue.
Dad ignored my little moves and frowned for the first time: Your mother is a typical person who is cold on the outside and hot on the inside... When her heart also becomes cold, it is difficult to guess her true thoughts.Actually... your mother is very thoughtful!
Speaking of this, I suddenly realized: Dad, you are afraid of her?What can my mom do to you?
My heart was even more heartbroken. You still don’t understand my mother’s heart for more than ten years?!
She didn't do anything to me, but my colleagues used some tricks to my work before.Although I was promoted in the end, it was that time that I felt that she... had different personalities from me!
Dad shook his head helplessly, with an expression of reluctance to mention it again.
I can't say anything for my mother...
Although my personality is biased towards my mother and my uncle, my character and thoughts since I was a child are similar to my father.
Even before they divorced, I felt that the world was gentle and life was happy and worry-free.
Of course, this is just what I thought at the beginning.
So at this moment, I can understand my father’s feelings when he was facing his mother at that time, and it’s probably because he’s always panic!
In response to my guess, my father said frankly: So when you were sent to the hospital by her, I thought she had overeducated... Even if your grades are getting better now, even if the results are good every time, I still always feel that there is something wrong with her thinking!
It turns out that marrying a smart woman is a good thing, but marrying an extremely smart woman is not something that ordinary people can face!
I suddenly felt even more depressed and couldn't help but wonder: Then do you think I should listen to her arrangements in the future?
My father looked a little struggling, and then he threw the problem to me: If you think she is right, then you should be more tolerant and considerate of her in the future.If you think she is wrong, then stay away from her in the future!
Seeing that I was worried, he smiled and added: Don’t be afraid, she is your mother after all!You kid are usually more at peace, she will definitely not... Anyway, you will become an adult in two years, so the sky is so high that the birds fly, what are you afraid of!Aren't you very smart?
…
I was speechless, and I thought about everything recently, and I was even more at a loss: Dad, you don’t understand. Not only can I not leave her, but I also want to take her down!
……
After chatting with my father for a long time, I was quite reluctant to say goodbye to him and go home.
Almost similar to this period, my mother always intentionally or unintentionally reveals an ambiguous and charming message about her blind date partner introduced to her grandmother.
I can only turn a blind eye to this, and ignore these things out of wisdom and trust, and instead devote myself to learning.
Perhaps compared with my mother's complex and meticulous scheming, the six subjects of high school science are much simpler!
However, my mentality in learning has changed again compared to before.
It is no longer an inertial state of immersion, but it produces more self-thinking and extends.
Although this slows down the learning efficiency, it has a deeper understanding and more aspects.
It sounds a bit fantastic, it can probably be understood as a certain state of mind!
Therefore, I am so arrogant that even though my five senses control my body's endless desires on weekdays, I occasionally have fantasies about my mother's graceful body, I will eventually be easily controlled by my slow down mentality.
I can't say what kind of state this is. Maybe it's just my age, and I really start thinking about what life is...
Thanks to this period of time, homeschool created such a time period for me, allowing me to have free time!
In loneliness, a human soul will form absolutely independent thinking, thereby exploring its own numerology path. This is probably what my mother told me before, the so-called wisdom!
……
Soon a few months later, my grandmother’s newly built building in the town was completed. She also left my house with the regret of not be able to witness her mother’s love with her blind date partner…
The day after dinner was the second day after my grandma returned to the town.
I walked out of the room with great peace, went to the sofa in the living room and sat down, looking at my mother who was applying a facial mask.
Mom, what else do you have to say now?
The implication is that nothing happened to my grandmother and I, and my mother has not been forced to marry too much by my grandmother during this period, as if nothing had happened.
So what she said before was nothing!
My mother's plump body wrapped in a satin silk skirt turned slightly, and she raised her head to face me, and her red lips under the black mud mask opened lightly: But your grandmother was unhappy!
Because she raised her head and chest, the silky skirt collar revealed a large piece of round white breasts, as well as a sexy and close-fitting black lace underwear.
And as she shaked with her hands to sort out her facial mask, waves trembled slightly, and a deep cleavage was squeezed out.
If it were before, I would be restless, but now...
Without hesitation, I stretched out my hands, pulled the smooth satin on both sides of the collar of her nightgown, and tightened her huge round and round breasts, along with half of the goose white neck.
This made my mother's eyes only exposed flash a little panic, and then it quickly returned to normal.
Grandma hasn’t even found a partner herself. How worried about you? Shouldn’t she be more open-minded than you?At this moment, I just want to tell her about this.
This is our women's business. What do you know, a little brat?My mother's tone was full of contempt, and she obviously didn't want to say more to me.
Even though I maintained my cultivation during this period, I couldn't help but get up and hold it on both sides of the sofa where she leaned against, and looked at her angrily: I don't understand?Then please tell me, what is the purpose of you asking me to do this kind of thing that completely goes against everyone's wishes and goes against our feelings?
This is the main contradiction between me and my mother now!
Before I figure out her true intentions, I must not compromise with her in terms of attitude.
Once I compromise, my love for her will be contaminated with turbidity, which is undoubtedly a kind of harm to her!
My mother's red lips covered by the black mud mask curled gently, and her deep eyes looked straight at me.
I don't want to repeat what I said, just get out of the way if there is nothing else!She stretched out her small white jade hand exposed in the air, and obviously pushed me to the side of the sofa and sat down.
Then he maintained a delicate posture. Under the silky white nightgown, two straight white legs were elegantly stacked together, and massaged their faces on their own.
I looked at the woman with a frown, brainstorming in my mind, and I couldn't think of any assumptions for a long time.
Is it true that she really said to me in the parking lot before, just out of helpless concern for my grandmother, and wanted to use me to fulfill her filial piety as her daughter?
This is so... nonsense!
Looking at her beautiful eyes full of wisdom under the mask, I denied her previous words without thinking!
After a while, I shook my head in discomfort and was too lazy to think about it.
Although my attitude was firm, my performance was the same as usual. I got up and came to the back of the sofa, put my hands on her slippery pajamas and gently kneaded...
Is it comfortable?My fingers were moderately strong, with some acupoints around her arm, her fair neck, and small head.
Um…
My mother closed her phoenix eyes and lowered her hands, lying on the back of the red sofa chair with her chest straightened, and her delicate body was extremely soft and let me fiddle with it. She was lazy, but she looked even more noble and sacred at this moment.
Although I occasionally feel turbulent because of my mother's plump and perfect body and the wonderful sound of the oriole singing from the tip of my nose, the next moment I was suppressed by the steady mentality polished during this period.
For the perfect mother in my heart, I am willing to wait for a result!
I have a good idea, but as time goes by, it's a bit pale!
……
Depend on!I closed the practice list and was very irritated.
Thinking back to what appeared in my mind all the time, I was sure that I could not calm down at all.
The scene of my mother holding hands with that man, the scene of my separation between Aunt Zhong and I always lingering in my mind...
Helplessly, I couldn't adjust for the time being, so I had to get up and walk to the bed, and fell on the pillow.
……
When I woke up, it was already past seven o'clock in the evening. Following the aroma of dishes in the air, I sat at the dining table as if I was ready, unable to wait for my grandma to finish the last dish.
Okay...Let's have a meal...
Grandma brought a plate of vegetables, wiped the tightly wrapped apron in front of her with her hands, and looked at me and my mother with a smile, and her every move was still so virtuous and gentle.
After she took the seat, I quickly picked up the bowls and chopsticks and started to move them. The wind blew away the clouds and said sincerely: Grandma, your cooking is really delicious. I think you don’t open a bookstore when you go back to town in the future. Opening a restaurant will definitely be booming business...
Hearing this, my grandmother just smiled slightly and chewed slowly, as if she had become accustomed to my flattery.
Actually, I acted so exaggeratedly because I wanted to attract my mother's attention. It was because she kept holding her mobile phone since I came to the living room, and her red manicure fingers occasionally lit the screen, obviously typing and chatting with others.
Although I had almost every guess in my mind about this, I still couldn't help but want to be sure.
Mom, who are you busy chatting with?Can't you be idle even if you eat?I asked naively curiously.
Mom's eyes turned and glanced at me, without a response.I continued to light the screen with one hand and pick up food with the other. The movements were elegant and natural. At first glance, it was much more etiquette than me!
Seeing that I was embarrassed and embarrassed, my grandmother chuckled and asked: Bu Ping, who are you talking so vigorously with?But from her charming gaze, we can see that we were obviously asking for it knowingly.
As soon as the corner of my mother's mouth rose, she immediately calmed down: Oh, no, just introduce that person to me and consult me about the government's planning policy for the next three years... Let's just talk about work casually.
Grandma quipped in a tone of an experienced person: Is that true?After pausing for a while, she stared at her mother seriously: What do you think of him?
Just force it... He is quite funny, good at speaking and has a graceful attitude... It's okay to be a friend.Mom finally put down her phone and said casually, looking unmoved.
If it weren't for the fact that a message popped up again on the mobile phone screen on the desk, she showed a beautiful smile again after seeing it, and grandma and I almost believed it!
Seeing this, my grandmother smiled and said nothing, and then looked at me without a trace.
And I just ate the food from beginning to end, as if I didn't hear their conversation.
Because I know that no matter what my reaction is, they all have their own suspicions and concerns.So I simply pretended not to ask anything, and I didn't ask anything, and I just thought whatever they wanted.
This meal with each thought ended quickly, and I said nothing and returned to my room again.
Huh... I lay weakly on the bed, staring at the pure and bright lights in a daze.
Although I know that my mother was just showing her grandmother, she mainly showed her!
At this moment, I still couldn't help feeling physically and mentally exhausted. I couldn't figure out what her ultimate goal was, nor did I figure out why she was so persistent about doing something like that.
What is the meaning?
Forget it, since she likes to do this, I will play with her to the end!I want to see what great truth can she say after my grandmother leaves?
……
School, the last physical education class in the afternoon, the basketball game scene.
Class 4... Come on...
Class 2... Come on...
On the side of the basketball court, two young and pretty female classmates stood in half, wearing cool cheerleader uniforms, excitedly cheering for the male players in their respective classes on the court.
Although it was organized by the school's semi-hard requirements, they were also excited as cheerleaders as cheerleaders.
Roar... Come on... pass quickly...
Even the other students behind them who had not participated in anything, let go of their voices and cheered to the intense rhythm of the game.
This made me, who was sitting in the stands far away, feel a little embarrassed...
I could only watch with my legs crossed my legs: Is this a fucking second class and fourth class playing the finals, who should I help and who should I cheer for?
When I could only be anxious, someone suddenly patted his shoulder gently.
How about it, it feels bad to be a traitor!A gust of fragrant wind came, and Dong Qian came to me at some point and sat down quietly.
After spending time together, I also know that Dong Qian has good family conditions and outstanding grades since childhood. She has a bit of introverted and arrogant personality. She doesn't seem to have any friends around her who really make her make friends with her.
However, she was still very kind in her heart, and she had no problems except for her occasional dark heart.Compared with other nerds in the class, she is an interesting friend of mine.
I also knew what she meant, so I turned my head and gave her a blank look: I thought they were all too bad, so I didn’t sign up. If I were to play... Then I explained to the truth.
After hearing this, Dong Qian sneered: I originally thought you were just narcissistic, stupid, incompetent, like a single-celled creature... She said dozens of shortcomings out of breath, and then said with a smile: I didn't expect that your level of bragging and lying was quite high, and you didn't blink.
What about you?Aren’t you good at morality, intelligence, physical fitness, aesthetics, and labor?Why don’t you cheer for our second class?
When talking about cheerleaders, I unconsciously looked at her well-developed figure and imagined what kind of picture this black-bellied lady would be like if she danced and shouted in a short skirt!?
What are your dog's eyes looking at!Dong Qian felt my unfriendly gaze and shouted with a cold face.
I was stunned at first, then looked at the basketball court without refuting her.
snort!Dong Qian was too lazy to bother with me and watched the game quietly.
After all, there were only two of us around so big, and she didn't want to stay away from me, so she was obviously a little deliberate.
After a while, the game ended, some people were happy and some were worried...
I smiled unconsciously and looked at Dong Qian with a generous look: Do you want to eat ice cream? I'll treat you!
Dong Qian was not affected by the results of the on-court game, and she looked at me calmly: You still hope that Class 4 can win, right?
Uh...it should be!I didn't hide my little thoughts, so I couldn't help but feel happy when I saw many familiar friends cheering on the court.
Upon hearing this, Dong Qian paused and thought for a while, and said seriously and curiously: Although your IQ is a little low, you should be a little stronger than...they should be.Why don’t you tend to be classmates who are similar to you, but instead cheer for those people? Isn’t it because of your pity mentality?
I understand what she means, and I don’t think she is overly raised, because she is the kind of person who stands out from the perspective of thinking and mind!
After a smile, I shook my head and said: Class 4 has many good friends. No matter whether they are shallow or not, everyone is the same in my eyes. I am never far from them...
Dong Qian smiled contemptuously and commented: You are very patient and can let go!Then he frowned and asked: You won’t be an official in the future, right?
Haha... Thank you Sister Dong for looking down on me!To be honest, I haven't thought about this carefully. Do you have any other recommendations for Ah?I quipped.
Although I'm half-joking, I know that Dong Qian's family is not ordinary!Not very rich, but judging from her conversation and occasional disclosures... it's very unusual!
At least you can see the world more clearly than me!
Sure enough, Dong Qian was stunned for a moment, and didn't care about my jokes about her, so she shook her head: I don't have any recommendations for the time being, let's talk about it next time you enter the top three of your grade!
I stood up helplessly, feeling boring: Why do you speak like my mother... Let's go, I'll treat you to ice cream and it took me a long time to dry it...
But Dong Qian didn't look back and walked towards the teaching building: Thank you, no, it's time for me to go home after school...
…
I looked at the gradually empty basketball court, her slightly slim back, and I felt mixed emotions.
She is so capable than me!
……
After the last class in the afternoon, I didn’t need to go to evening self-study and didn’t stay anymore.
Eating ice cream and singing, I was preparing to return to my home that is now depressing.
But as soon as I walked out of the school gate, I saw a familiar figure in front of the tables and chairs of the convenience store across the street...
I quickly ran over with a smile and hugged him who slowly got up.
Dad, why are you here?
Because of their own family reasons, he and I haven't seen each other for more than half a year.Although I occasionally chat with videos, it’s still a bit of a meaning!
Dad looked up at me with a smile on his face and looked up at me: Why did you boy turn white? You should remember to exercise even after studying... He also pinched the fine flesh on my cheeks, as if he forgot that I am now taller than him.
Although I was very happy with his appearance, I couldn't help but have the curious eyes of many classmates around me.
Pushing his hand away, I said in a deep voice: It's almost OK, why do you look like a sissy...
Listening to my father's laughter and scolding, my eyes suddenly noticed a white packaging bag on the table behind him. I took out the box inside and looked at it, and I was even more excited: Dad, is this for me?The latest iPhone!Thank you... You are really willing to spend a lot of money. Aunt Zhang doesn't know that you have so much private money...
Dad looked at me smiling when he opened the box a few times and said happily: I couldn't give you a gift on your birthday last month, and you have already scored fifth in the grade now. If I don't say it, is that still your father?
I kept fiddling with my brand new phone, and my expression could not hide my excitement.
Because I scored in the second year of high school, my ranking of grades in the last month was once again leaping forward.
I didn’t care about these things at first because there were no substantial rewards. Only the final exam school would give you hundreds of dollars, but now I feel a little moved!
It turns out that good grades can really be used as a meal!
Dad, then, will I get any rewards for doing well next time?Next year's birthday, you can just deliver the gift to me in advance. If you don't have anything to do... I was proud to operate my new phone.
Dad packed up the packaging box and threw it to me, interrupting: You kid just have no conscience. I am not as good as a mobile phone when I run over from all over the world, right?
Although I knew he was pretending to be angry, I still put away my phone and said seriously: How could that be... You are worth at least more than ten units!
Haha... Dad smiled kindly.
……
Immediately, after ordering a few iced drinks, my father and I sat at the door of the store and chatted about our own family matters.
He mainly learned about his work situation and was still as stable as before. The work of the art troupe was busy and meticulous.
I also learned that Fang Fangfang's mind has gradually matured over the past six months and her grades are still among the best in the class. Although she is only in the sixth grade, she obviously has the prototype of a normal person's future!
After chatting for more than half an hour, I hesitated for a long time before looking at my father's slightly handsome face.
He asked tentatively: Dad, what do you think...my mom is like?
My father was obviously stunned, and his broad palms on my shoulders were shaking slightly.
Because of my excellent results in the past year and my personality that has not changed much compared to before, my father no longer resents my mother for sending me into the ICU before, nor did he often think about seizing my custody like he did at the beginning!
However, during the more than a year of contact and talks between him and me, I have never mentioned my mother, and I have realized that I have never said it in front of him.
So at this moment, my father pondered for a long time before sighing: Have you made her angry again?
I smiled and shook my head: No, I just asked casually... Maybe my thinking is much clearer now than before, so I see more things.But I found that I seemed to be unable to understand her...
I was confused and very abstract, but it was also my most realistic view of my mother recently.
Although my father didn't know why I felt sad about my mother, he didn't think much and said directly: Your mother is actually a rare woman who is a good family in this era and in this city.But I have known for so many years that she should have a sense of aura and arrogance in her heart...
When my father recalled, his expression gradually became serious, and he changed his past kindness.
He continued: Although she and I graduated from the same university, because your father and I were the only son in the family before, we were not under any pressure since we were young and could still get into a prestigious university and marry her.So I never had lofty ideals in my heart, and I was not as hard as her in both study and work.From an academic perspective alone, if she is 10, I will be 3. This is a geometric difference!
Finally, my father looked at me and smiled indifferently: You know why we finally divorced!
Without waiting for me to be surprised, he continued to ask calmly: Is your mother looking for a partner?
Uh... well!I was embarrassed to be seen through by my father, but I was more concerned about his reaction to learn about it, so I watched him carefully.
After all, they have been together for many years, and although they have been performing for me for about half of their time, they are at least closer to their friends. He should be very uncomfortable at this moment!
Unexpectedly, my father touched my head and smiled and sighed: It is a good thing that she can find a partner!You are so old, we should all support you, do you understand?
In response, I agreed to nodded and thought to myself: I definitely support it, but this object can only be me!
Surprisingly, now when facing my father again, I don’t feel much guilt.Maybe it’s because of my mature mentality, or maybe I have already agreed that my mother is because of my soul and life!
Um!
My father patted my shoulder with relief, and then thought: In fact, what I just said is just an introduction to my divorce from your mother, not the main reason!
oh?I showed a curious expression at the right time and signaled him to continue.
Dad ignored my little moves and frowned for the first time: Your mother is a typical person who is cold on the outside and hot on the inside... When her heart also becomes cold, it is difficult to guess her true thoughts.Actually... your mother is very thoughtful!
Speaking of this, I suddenly realized: Dad, you are afraid of her?What can my mom do to you?
My heart was even more heartbroken. You still don’t understand my mother’s heart for more than ten years?!
She didn't do anything to me, but my colleagues used some tricks to my work before.Although I was promoted in the end, it was that time that I felt that she... had different personalities from me!
Dad shook his head helplessly, with an expression of reluctance to mention it again.
I can't say anything for my mother...
Although my personality is biased towards my mother and my uncle, my character and thoughts since I was a child are similar to my father.
Even before they divorced, I felt that the world was gentle and life was happy and worry-free.
Of course, this is just what I thought at the beginning.
So at this moment, I can understand my father’s feelings when he was facing his mother at that time, and it’s probably because he’s always panic!
In response to my guess, my father said frankly: So when you were sent to the hospital by her, I thought she had overeducated... Even if your grades are getting better now, even if the results are good every time, I still always feel that there is something wrong with her thinking!
It turns out that marrying a smart woman is a good thing, but marrying an extremely smart woman is not something that ordinary people can face!
I suddenly felt even more depressed and couldn't help but wonder: Then do you think I should listen to her arrangements in the future?
My father looked a little struggling, and then he threw the problem to me: If you think she is right, then you should be more tolerant and considerate of her in the future.If you think she is wrong, then stay away from her in the future!
Seeing that I was worried, he smiled and added: Don’t be afraid, she is your mother after all!You kid are usually more at peace, she will definitely not... Anyway, you will become an adult in two years, so the sky is so high that the birds fly, what are you afraid of!Aren't you very smart?
…
I was speechless, and I thought about everything recently, and I was even more at a loss: Dad, you don’t understand. Not only can I not leave her, but I also want to take her down!
……
After chatting with my father for a long time, I was quite reluctant to say goodbye to him and go home.
Almost similar to this period, my mother always intentionally or unintentionally reveals an ambiguous and charming message about her blind date partner introduced to her grandmother.
I can only turn a blind eye to this, and ignore these things out of wisdom and trust, and instead devote myself to learning.
Perhaps compared with my mother's complex and meticulous scheming, the six subjects of high school science are much simpler!
However, my mentality in learning has changed again compared to before.
It is no longer an inertial state of immersion, but it produces more self-thinking and extends.
Although this slows down the learning efficiency, it has a deeper understanding and more aspects.
It sounds a bit fantastic, it can probably be understood as a certain state of mind!
Therefore, I am so arrogant that even though my five senses control my body's endless desires on weekdays, I occasionally have fantasies about my mother's graceful body, I will eventually be easily controlled by my slow down mentality.
I can't say what kind of state this is. Maybe it's just my age, and I really start thinking about what life is...
Thanks to this period of time, homeschool created such a time period for me, allowing me to have free time!
In loneliness, a human soul will form absolutely independent thinking, thereby exploring its own numerology path. This is probably what my mother told me before, the so-called wisdom!
……
Soon a few months later, my grandmother’s newly built building in the town was completed. She also left my house with the regret of not be able to witness her mother’s love with her blind date partner…
The day after dinner was the second day after my grandma returned to the town.
I walked out of the room with great peace, went to the sofa in the living room and sat down, looking at my mother who was applying a facial mask.
Mom, what else do you have to say now?
The implication is that nothing happened to my grandmother and I, and my mother has not been forced to marry too much by my grandmother during this period, as if nothing had happened.
So what she said before was nothing!
My mother's plump body wrapped in a satin silk skirt turned slightly, and she raised her head to face me, and her red lips under the black mud mask opened lightly: But your grandmother was unhappy!
Because she raised her head and chest, the silky skirt collar revealed a large piece of round white breasts, as well as a sexy and close-fitting black lace underwear.
And as she shaked with her hands to sort out her facial mask, waves trembled slightly, and a deep cleavage was squeezed out.
If it were before, I would be restless, but now...
Without hesitation, I stretched out my hands, pulled the smooth satin on both sides of the collar of her nightgown, and tightened her huge round and round breasts, along with half of the goose white neck.
This made my mother's eyes only exposed flash a little panic, and then it quickly returned to normal.
Grandma hasn’t even found a partner herself. How worried about you? Shouldn’t she be more open-minded than you?At this moment, I just want to tell her about this.
This is our women's business. What do you know, a little brat?My mother's tone was full of contempt, and she obviously didn't want to say more to me.
Even though I maintained my cultivation during this period, I couldn't help but get up and hold it on both sides of the sofa where she leaned against, and looked at her angrily: I don't understand?Then please tell me, what is the purpose of you asking me to do this kind of thing that completely goes against everyone's wishes and goes against our feelings?
This is the main contradiction between me and my mother now!
Before I figure out her true intentions, I must not compromise with her in terms of attitude.
Once I compromise, my love for her will be contaminated with turbidity, which is undoubtedly a kind of harm to her!
My mother's red lips covered by the black mud mask curled gently, and her deep eyes looked straight at me.
I don't want to repeat what I said, just get out of the way if there is nothing else!She stretched out her small white jade hand exposed in the air, and obviously pushed me to the side of the sofa and sat down.
Then he maintained a delicate posture. Under the silky white nightgown, two straight white legs were elegantly stacked together, and massaged their faces on their own.
I looked at the woman with a frown, brainstorming in my mind, and I couldn't think of any assumptions for a long time.
Is it true that she really said to me in the parking lot before, just out of helpless concern for my grandmother, and wanted to use me to fulfill her filial piety as her daughter?
This is so... nonsense!
Looking at her beautiful eyes full of wisdom under the mask, I denied her previous words without thinking!
After a while, I shook my head in discomfort and was too lazy to think about it.
Although my attitude was firm, my performance was the same as usual. I got up and came to the back of the sofa, put my hands on her slippery pajamas and gently kneaded...
Is it comfortable?My fingers were moderately strong, with some acupoints around her arm, her fair neck, and small head.
Um…
My mother closed her phoenix eyes and lowered her hands, lying on the back of the red sofa chair with her chest straightened, and her delicate body was extremely soft and let me fiddle with it. She was lazy, but she looked even more noble and sacred at this moment.
Although I occasionally feel turbulent because of my mother's plump and perfect body and the wonderful sound of the oriole singing from the tip of my nose, the next moment I was suppressed by the steady mentality polished during this period.
For the perfect mother in my heart, I am willing to wait for a result!
I have a good idea, but as time goes by, it's a bit pale!
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