I went out and headed straight to the First People's Hospital of City G. I thought I could see Xiao Huanhuan later, and I couldn't help but feel refreshed!It seems that they are immune to hot weather.
Soon, it just got completely dark and I arrived at the hospital...
Happy!I'll send you a message, why are you... I pushed open the ward door.
Before he could finish his words, he saw that Xiao Huanhuan, who was still covered with plaster and was lying weakly on the hospital bed yesterday, disappeared.The bed was clean and tidy, and the table next to it was empty.
I was immediately confused and thought, Could it be that Xiao Huanhuan has changed the ward?At this time, a nurse happened to pass by the corridor, and I turned around and asked.
Hello, sister nurse, where is the girl in this ward?
The little nurse looked at me and replied quickly: Oh!You said 406 this little girl Ah who puts plaster on 406!I was discharged from the hospital this morning. The hospital originally suggested that I have to observe for a few days, but I couldn't persuade me no matter how much I said that, both mother and mother!I don't know where I went...
Who are you?After saying that, she looked at me in confusion.
OK!Thanks!I didn't answer her question and walked directly outside the hospital.
I don’t know why, at this time, combined with the fact that Xiao Huanhuan didn’t contact me today, I felt a vague premonition in my heart…
Various ideas kept coming into my mind, and I became more and more nervous, and I accelerated. I left the hospital and headed straight for Xiao Huanhuan's house.
Not long after, I arrived at Xiao Huanhuan's doorstep...
Bang bang bang!I rang the doorbell twice, but no one responded, so I knocked on her door anxiously.
Young man!What are you doing?At this time, an aunt's inquiry sound came from behind me.
oh!Looking for someone I looked back at the aunt and replied.
Then you don’t have to knock, this family has moved out!The mother and the mother moved out at noon today, and I saw it with my own eyes.You said you have lived in this for many years, and you can move it as soon as you say it.Her daughter seemed to have fallen from the balcony of her home yesterday, and she was seriously injured!The plaster was beaten... the aunt said a lot.
Then do you know where they moved?I asked before she could finish her words.
Oh, then they didn't say it, just seeing that they were leaving very urgently.The aunt recalled it, but then asked me.
Who are you?Do you know them?
That girl and I are classmates!Auntie, thank you!I have something to go first.
I replied casually, looked nervous, and then turned and left...
At this moment, walking on the street, I frantically sent messages to Xiao Huanhuan and started a video chat.But it was like a rock sinking into the sea, without any response.
Why?Why don't you reply to me?Why discharged from the hospital?Why move?...
At this time, the only thing I could do was to ask questions in my heart.But I dare not make plans, and I dare not draw conclusions.
But the facts tell me that Xiao Huanhuan may... leave!To be precise, I left me!
Finally, after I didn’t know how many messages I sent or how many video invitations, Xiao Huanhuan replied to me, a very long and heavy message:
Zixuan, let’s break up!After you left yesterday, I thought a lot about our past, and compared the present, I finally felt that we were still too naive!
Maybe your mother is right. You and I were just curious about the opposite sex during adolescence, attracted each other, and had an impulsive affection for wrong and biased cognition!
This is not love, on the contrary, if it continues, it may hurt each other.
This time I jumped off the building may be a clear example...
We are too young after all, and many ideas cannot go through reality or test of time!
sorry!
I think we can break up!
sorry!
I didn't dare to tell you in person, I was afraid that I would not be able to face it, and I couldn't bear to give up my own feelings.
sorry!I broke my promise!
My mother and I have left City G at this time, and I have left Jiang Province and headed north, so you don’t have to look for me anymore.
Bye now!My first love, Lu Zixuan!
The more I looked at it, the more uncomfortable I felt. When I recalled the scenes I had with Xiao Huanhuan, the tears in my eyes were like a kite with broken strings.
I never thought that Xiao Huanhuan and I would end like this, at least I never thought about it before!Maybe when you think about it in the future, you will find it unbelievable.
At this moment, I was sitting on the stone steps by the roadside, holding my cell phone in one hand and constantly wiping my tears in the other hand, so that I could not let the tears affect my reading the message Xiao Huanhuan replied to me.
I shook my hands and quickly pressed the screen of my phone, wanting to reply to Xiao Huanhuan, wanting to ask Xiao Huanhuan, wanting to beg Xiao Huanhuan...
Maybe because there is water on your fingers, you can't touch the screen, so you tap your fingers for a long time, and then you have typos.
The sentence also seems illogical because of the turbulent mood.
It took me just a few words, and it took me 5 minutes to send it out, but the moment I clicked to send, the chat box showed that the message could not be sent, please add the words of friends...
My heart sank completely and I punched the street lamp pole next to me, bang!
It made a dull metal impact.
Ignoring the pain from my hands, I continued to operate my phone.
In the end, after trying all the contact information, they were blocked one by one.
My head sank, my head drooped, and completely gave up...
I sat on the stone steps by the roadside, and could only let the night wind blow through me, recalling the scene of Xiao Huanhuan being together.I feel sometimes reluctant to give up, sometimes dull, sometimes sad.
It's like something precious in my life that suddenly tells me that it doesn't belong to me!
Let me leave it, let me give up on it!
This may be the first love!
Like beautiful flowers, the first taste is extremely sweet, just like tasting the radiance of life for the first time. It makes people feel both amazing and yearning for it, and then chase it like a demon.
But when it witheres, it is the most bitter and most savoring!It is also unforgettable...
It took me a long time to recover from my sadness and began to accept the fact that I was heartbroken.So, I stood up, walked blankly, and walked towards my house.
I may have accepted this reality, but it does not mean that I will be able to let go immediately.On the contrary, I felt a little angry at this moment and wanted to go back and ask my mother.
I really want to ask her what she said to Xiao Huanhuan yesterday afternoon?!Why does she think that Xiao Huanhuan’s love and I are very childish!Why do you think we can't continue to be together!?
Maybe I already know where I went just now, and I already know that I am going home to find her at this moment.So my mother was sitting upright on the sofa at this moment, waiting for me to ask as if she had already been ready.
My mother obviously just finished taking a shower, so her long hair on the shawl looked a little fluffy after blow-drying.Wearing white, soft fabric split pajamas, her skin looks whiter.
After taking a shower, the skin on her face looked very tender. Although her expression was calm, it did not affect the majesty that her beautiful face still released.
If it were normal times, I might be afraid of my mother and dare not provoke her.But now, I am more angry as I think about it on the road, and I am completely disregarding these things...
Mom, what did you say to Xiao Huanhuan yesterday? Did you ask her to leave me?I
Standing in front of her, her tone was quite polite, but her expression was staring at her mother with a questioning expression.
She wants to leave you, but I didn't persuade her.I just explained and analyzed the current situation of you two and the future that will continue to develop accordingly.
Mom said slowly, and as she said, she took a sip of water, calm and elegant.
What's the situation with her now?What will happen in the future?!I love her very much now, and she loves me very much!So is it in the future!This is our situation!
For some reason, watching my mother say lightly, a hint of anger arise in my heart, so I speak very quickly and my voice can't help but increase a little.
My mother turned her head and stared at me, and a hint of contempt appeared on her delicate and fair face.
like?You have just entered high school, so don’t mention this word in front of me!Mom scolded gently and then said.
Don’t think that she jumped off the building for you, just think how great your so-called love is!On the contrary, this has shown that the love between you two has affected your mind and values.
Xiao Huanhuan and I just like each other, why can’t it be possible?Why do you think we will be irrational together?I continued to ask.
My mother's expression suddenly became fierce, and her dark eyes stared at me and said: You and her had sex at such a young age and had not taken protective measures. Do you think you are very rational?Can you control yourself and restrain yourself when you are with her?
The gentle voice raised several questions that made me feel dull.
You are still young and are fascinated by first love and are full of yearning, which I can understand.But you should do whatever you are at the age, especially now, you are at the most important turning point in your life, and you should focus on your studies!
Mom turned to preaching.
We will not affect our studies together!She has always been the top three in the grade before, and I have never lost my studies because of her.If you have sex with her too early because I have sex with her, then we can also ensure that we will not be overly intimate in the future!
At this time, I was emotionally excited and was still making unnecessary arguments.
We can avoid and correct the problems you mentioned!But why do you advise Xiao Huanhuan to leave and to break up with me?!
At the end of my speech, my voice increased a little and I became a little excited.
After all, this is my first time in love. After all, I just broke up at this time, and the culprit I think is right in front of me...
My mother frowned and hugged her hands in front of her chest. She didn't expect that I was still making unnecessary resistance to reality and had not yet recognized the mistakes of my relationship.
You have all done the wrong things, how can you avoid them?Do you believe this by yourself?Why did Xiao Huanhuan leave?Why don’t you dare to break up with you in person?Haven't you realized it yet?
Mom said slowly, and stretched out her slender and white jade fingers, pointing at me and then said.
Also, pay attention to your attitude towards speaking!I know you were in a bad mood just after breaking up, but it doesn’t mean you can yell in front of me!
I looked at my mother's powerful finger and warned me, and I laughed in anger for no reason.
You made me fall in love, you made Xiao Huanhuan disappear from my world from now on!
I passed Xiao Huanhuan's mother's level, but I never thought that my own mother's level was so difficult to pass.
I informed her at that time, thinking that I could face her attack.
But I never thought that she didn't even give me the chance to face her, and silently solved my relationship with Xiao Huanhuan, which was a decisive killer!
At this moment, she blamed me as the victim, saying that I had a problem with my attitude.
In an instant, I finally broke out, suppressing my sadness for a whole day, and instantly turned into full of anger...
Then what is your attitude?!You have separated Xiao Huanhuan and me by arbitrarily, and you are still so righteous?
I said loudly, gasping for breath, feeling the anger in my heart could not be suppressed!
Mom stood up, still holding her hands in her chest.
I walked slowly towards me, staring at me, and a cold aura enveloped my whole body.
You have a good relationship with you, right?You think I've broken you up, right?good!It's me!How about it?
My mother looked up at me slightly, and we were only one body apart.
Good Ah!You admit it now!I knew that you were such a person.
I looked at her beautiful and serious face.
What kind of person am I?
My mother's red lips slightly opened, as if she knew I was going to say something bad next, so she frowned and stared at me intently.
You are a selfish and extremely proud cold-blooded animal!In your heart, no one can compare to your intelligence, no one can get into your eyes, and no one will let you feel any emotion!This is true for me and dad!
I said harshly, finally speaking out the deepest part of my heart, combined with what I saw and thought today, my mother's evaluation.
Even though my mother was prepared just now, she was still stunned by my words.On the delicate and beautiful face, the expression changed from seriousness to anger, and then to even more anger...
roll!
My mother was so angry that her shoulders were trembling a little. She raised her hand and pointed at my room!
She didn't hit me, and she wouldn't hit me either!
Because for the proud, beating a child is a manifestation of her own failure and incompetence!
snort !Looking at the angry mother, maybe I felt like I finally breathed a sigh of relief!So I ignored her, shook her head and walked towards my room.
Bang!I closed the door hard and fell straight to the bed!Close your eyes and breathe a sigh of relief.
But soon, Xiao Huanhuan's cute and charming figure appeared in his mind unconsciously...
The next day, I was still as usual, going out to school at 6:30 in the morning.
Since my mother gets up at nearly eight o'clock every day to go to work, we didn't meet either.
This seems to be the first time I have quarreled with my mother since I was in middle school.
She used to educate me, but I didn’t dare to talk back, and I couldn’t say anything about her.
This time, I had a complete quarrel with my mother because of the breakup of my family and the anger of breaking up my first love.
And, in the end, he scolded his mother, which was never before.I don't know how long we will last like this, but it's better to avoid meeting her in a short period of time.
After eating something casually on the way, I rushed to school...
Soon, it just got completely dark and I arrived at the hospital...
Happy!I'll send you a message, why are you... I pushed open the ward door.
Before he could finish his words, he saw that Xiao Huanhuan, who was still covered with plaster and was lying weakly on the hospital bed yesterday, disappeared.The bed was clean and tidy, and the table next to it was empty.
I was immediately confused and thought, Could it be that Xiao Huanhuan has changed the ward?At this time, a nurse happened to pass by the corridor, and I turned around and asked.
Hello, sister nurse, where is the girl in this ward?
The little nurse looked at me and replied quickly: Oh!You said 406 this little girl Ah who puts plaster on 406!I was discharged from the hospital this morning. The hospital originally suggested that I have to observe for a few days, but I couldn't persuade me no matter how much I said that, both mother and mother!I don't know where I went...
Who are you?After saying that, she looked at me in confusion.
OK!Thanks!I didn't answer her question and walked directly outside the hospital.
I don’t know why, at this time, combined with the fact that Xiao Huanhuan didn’t contact me today, I felt a vague premonition in my heart…
Various ideas kept coming into my mind, and I became more and more nervous, and I accelerated. I left the hospital and headed straight for Xiao Huanhuan's house.
Not long after, I arrived at Xiao Huanhuan's doorstep...
Bang bang bang!I rang the doorbell twice, but no one responded, so I knocked on her door anxiously.
Young man!What are you doing?At this time, an aunt's inquiry sound came from behind me.
oh!Looking for someone I looked back at the aunt and replied.
Then you don’t have to knock, this family has moved out!The mother and the mother moved out at noon today, and I saw it with my own eyes.You said you have lived in this for many years, and you can move it as soon as you say it.Her daughter seemed to have fallen from the balcony of her home yesterday, and she was seriously injured!The plaster was beaten... the aunt said a lot.
Then do you know where they moved?I asked before she could finish her words.
Oh, then they didn't say it, just seeing that they were leaving very urgently.The aunt recalled it, but then asked me.
Who are you?Do you know them?
That girl and I are classmates!Auntie, thank you!I have something to go first.
I replied casually, looked nervous, and then turned and left...
At this moment, walking on the street, I frantically sent messages to Xiao Huanhuan and started a video chat.But it was like a rock sinking into the sea, without any response.
Why?Why don't you reply to me?Why discharged from the hospital?Why move?...
At this time, the only thing I could do was to ask questions in my heart.But I dare not make plans, and I dare not draw conclusions.
But the facts tell me that Xiao Huanhuan may... leave!To be precise, I left me!
Finally, after I didn’t know how many messages I sent or how many video invitations, Xiao Huanhuan replied to me, a very long and heavy message:
Zixuan, let’s break up!After you left yesterday, I thought a lot about our past, and compared the present, I finally felt that we were still too naive!
Maybe your mother is right. You and I were just curious about the opposite sex during adolescence, attracted each other, and had an impulsive affection for wrong and biased cognition!
This is not love, on the contrary, if it continues, it may hurt each other.
This time I jumped off the building may be a clear example...
We are too young after all, and many ideas cannot go through reality or test of time!
sorry!
I think we can break up!
sorry!
I didn't dare to tell you in person, I was afraid that I would not be able to face it, and I couldn't bear to give up my own feelings.
sorry!I broke my promise!
My mother and I have left City G at this time, and I have left Jiang Province and headed north, so you don’t have to look for me anymore.
Bye now!My first love, Lu Zixuan!
The more I looked at it, the more uncomfortable I felt. When I recalled the scenes I had with Xiao Huanhuan, the tears in my eyes were like a kite with broken strings.
I never thought that Xiao Huanhuan and I would end like this, at least I never thought about it before!Maybe when you think about it in the future, you will find it unbelievable.
At this moment, I was sitting on the stone steps by the roadside, holding my cell phone in one hand and constantly wiping my tears in the other hand, so that I could not let the tears affect my reading the message Xiao Huanhuan replied to me.
I shook my hands and quickly pressed the screen of my phone, wanting to reply to Xiao Huanhuan, wanting to ask Xiao Huanhuan, wanting to beg Xiao Huanhuan...
Maybe because there is water on your fingers, you can't touch the screen, so you tap your fingers for a long time, and then you have typos.
The sentence also seems illogical because of the turbulent mood.
It took me just a few words, and it took me 5 minutes to send it out, but the moment I clicked to send, the chat box showed that the message could not be sent, please add the words of friends...
My heart sank completely and I punched the street lamp pole next to me, bang!
It made a dull metal impact.
Ignoring the pain from my hands, I continued to operate my phone.
In the end, after trying all the contact information, they were blocked one by one.
My head sank, my head drooped, and completely gave up...
I sat on the stone steps by the roadside, and could only let the night wind blow through me, recalling the scene of Xiao Huanhuan being together.I feel sometimes reluctant to give up, sometimes dull, sometimes sad.
It's like something precious in my life that suddenly tells me that it doesn't belong to me!
Let me leave it, let me give up on it!
This may be the first love!
Like beautiful flowers, the first taste is extremely sweet, just like tasting the radiance of life for the first time. It makes people feel both amazing and yearning for it, and then chase it like a demon.
But when it witheres, it is the most bitter and most savoring!It is also unforgettable...
It took me a long time to recover from my sadness and began to accept the fact that I was heartbroken.So, I stood up, walked blankly, and walked towards my house.
I may have accepted this reality, but it does not mean that I will be able to let go immediately.On the contrary, I felt a little angry at this moment and wanted to go back and ask my mother.
I really want to ask her what she said to Xiao Huanhuan yesterday afternoon?!Why does she think that Xiao Huanhuan’s love and I are very childish!Why do you think we can't continue to be together!?
Maybe I already know where I went just now, and I already know that I am going home to find her at this moment.So my mother was sitting upright on the sofa at this moment, waiting for me to ask as if she had already been ready.
My mother obviously just finished taking a shower, so her long hair on the shawl looked a little fluffy after blow-drying.Wearing white, soft fabric split pajamas, her skin looks whiter.
After taking a shower, the skin on her face looked very tender. Although her expression was calm, it did not affect the majesty that her beautiful face still released.
If it were normal times, I might be afraid of my mother and dare not provoke her.But now, I am more angry as I think about it on the road, and I am completely disregarding these things...
Mom, what did you say to Xiao Huanhuan yesterday? Did you ask her to leave me?I
Standing in front of her, her tone was quite polite, but her expression was staring at her mother with a questioning expression.
She wants to leave you, but I didn't persuade her.I just explained and analyzed the current situation of you two and the future that will continue to develop accordingly.
Mom said slowly, and as she said, she took a sip of water, calm and elegant.
What's the situation with her now?What will happen in the future?!I love her very much now, and she loves me very much!So is it in the future!This is our situation!
For some reason, watching my mother say lightly, a hint of anger arise in my heart, so I speak very quickly and my voice can't help but increase a little.
My mother turned her head and stared at me, and a hint of contempt appeared on her delicate and fair face.
like?You have just entered high school, so don’t mention this word in front of me!Mom scolded gently and then said.
Don’t think that she jumped off the building for you, just think how great your so-called love is!On the contrary, this has shown that the love between you two has affected your mind and values.
Xiao Huanhuan and I just like each other, why can’t it be possible?Why do you think we will be irrational together?I continued to ask.
My mother's expression suddenly became fierce, and her dark eyes stared at me and said: You and her had sex at such a young age and had not taken protective measures. Do you think you are very rational?Can you control yourself and restrain yourself when you are with her?
The gentle voice raised several questions that made me feel dull.
You are still young and are fascinated by first love and are full of yearning, which I can understand.But you should do whatever you are at the age, especially now, you are at the most important turning point in your life, and you should focus on your studies!
Mom turned to preaching.
We will not affect our studies together!She has always been the top three in the grade before, and I have never lost my studies because of her.If you have sex with her too early because I have sex with her, then we can also ensure that we will not be overly intimate in the future!
At this time, I was emotionally excited and was still making unnecessary arguments.
We can avoid and correct the problems you mentioned!But why do you advise Xiao Huanhuan to leave and to break up with me?!
At the end of my speech, my voice increased a little and I became a little excited.
After all, this is my first time in love. After all, I just broke up at this time, and the culprit I think is right in front of me...
My mother frowned and hugged her hands in front of her chest. She didn't expect that I was still making unnecessary resistance to reality and had not yet recognized the mistakes of my relationship.
You have all done the wrong things, how can you avoid them?Do you believe this by yourself?Why did Xiao Huanhuan leave?Why don’t you dare to break up with you in person?Haven't you realized it yet?
Mom said slowly, and stretched out her slender and white jade fingers, pointing at me and then said.
Also, pay attention to your attitude towards speaking!I know you were in a bad mood just after breaking up, but it doesn’t mean you can yell in front of me!
I looked at my mother's powerful finger and warned me, and I laughed in anger for no reason.
You made me fall in love, you made Xiao Huanhuan disappear from my world from now on!
I passed Xiao Huanhuan's mother's level, but I never thought that my own mother's level was so difficult to pass.
I informed her at that time, thinking that I could face her attack.
But I never thought that she didn't even give me the chance to face her, and silently solved my relationship with Xiao Huanhuan, which was a decisive killer!
At this moment, she blamed me as the victim, saying that I had a problem with my attitude.
In an instant, I finally broke out, suppressing my sadness for a whole day, and instantly turned into full of anger...
Then what is your attitude?!You have separated Xiao Huanhuan and me by arbitrarily, and you are still so righteous?
I said loudly, gasping for breath, feeling the anger in my heart could not be suppressed!
Mom stood up, still holding her hands in her chest.
I walked slowly towards me, staring at me, and a cold aura enveloped my whole body.
You have a good relationship with you, right?You think I've broken you up, right?good!It's me!How about it?
My mother looked up at me slightly, and we were only one body apart.
Good Ah!You admit it now!I knew that you were such a person.
I looked at her beautiful and serious face.
What kind of person am I?
My mother's red lips slightly opened, as if she knew I was going to say something bad next, so she frowned and stared at me intently.
You are a selfish and extremely proud cold-blooded animal!In your heart, no one can compare to your intelligence, no one can get into your eyes, and no one will let you feel any emotion!This is true for me and dad!
I said harshly, finally speaking out the deepest part of my heart, combined with what I saw and thought today, my mother's evaluation.
Even though my mother was prepared just now, she was still stunned by my words.On the delicate and beautiful face, the expression changed from seriousness to anger, and then to even more anger...
roll!
My mother was so angry that her shoulders were trembling a little. She raised her hand and pointed at my room!
She didn't hit me, and she wouldn't hit me either!
Because for the proud, beating a child is a manifestation of her own failure and incompetence!
snort !Looking at the angry mother, maybe I felt like I finally breathed a sigh of relief!So I ignored her, shook her head and walked towards my room.
Bang!I closed the door hard and fell straight to the bed!Close your eyes and breathe a sigh of relief.
But soon, Xiao Huanhuan's cute and charming figure appeared in his mind unconsciously...
The next day, I was still as usual, going out to school at 6:30 in the morning.
Since my mother gets up at nearly eight o'clock every day to go to work, we didn't meet either.
This seems to be the first time I have quarreled with my mother since I was in middle school.
She used to educate me, but I didn’t dare to talk back, and I couldn’t say anything about her.
This time, I had a complete quarrel with my mother because of the breakup of my family and the anger of breaking up my first love.
And, in the end, he scolded his mother, which was never before.I don't know how long we will last like this, but it's better to avoid meeting her in a short period of time.
After eating something casually on the way, I rushed to school...