A friend once advised Xiao Shuqin to find another one, saying that she was still young, and there were many good men in this world. Life without a man would be very hard, but she refused because she didn't want someone to leave, even if it was a bit of love for the child. She wanted to love him wholeheartedly, take care of him, and make him her pride.
During this period, someone introduced her out of kindness, and Xiao Shuqin also went to see her out of politeness, but there was no further information.
When Xiao Shuqin first met Ye Chen, she didn't expect that she would fall into the sea of love with this boy she had never met before.
I remember that it was the day my son's second-year junior high school report arrived. Xiao Shuqin drove her son to school. On that day, many parents sent her children. When she parked the Buick car into the seat, a father and a boy just walked down from an Audi car next to her. She glanced at him and said that the child was about the same height as her baby Xin'er, but it was obviously much stronger. She also told her son Xiaoxin at that time that you should look at him. Just when you grow up, you should exercise more and increase your muscles.
Unexpectedly, the boy lived opposite her son's dormitory. When Xiao Shuqin took her son to the dormitory, he happened to come over and saw her helping her son's things. She came over enthusiastically. She glanced at his father who helped him sort out in the dormitory. She expressed her gratitude for letting him go back, but he was still very enthusiastic. The aunt was too tall and short, and her mouth was particularly sweet. She gave her a very good impression at that time. Ye Chen was also one of the first classmates her son met.
Through chatting with his father, she realized that Ye Chen was the son of Luo Xue, a colleague of her former colleague at Huahai People's Hospital. Later, she came to Kyoto People's Hospital for the sake of her family and children. Of course, Xiao Shuqin knew that Luo Xue and his wife had divorced long ago, and she couldn't help feeling like they were in the same condition.
Perhaps because his son grew up with his mother, his son Xiaoxin is a little timid and cowardly, too fair and delicate. In popular terms, he is a little mother. Xiao Shuqin has never cared about this. It was not until this time that he felt that his son Xiaoxin might be really a bit female, and Ye Chen looks so strong and tall, and handsome, and heroic. In fact, that is also compared to Xiaoxin. Ye Chen had just started to come into contact with the mental method at that time, but his body was a little stronger.
She thought that Luo Xue had the same fate as her, and it was very difficult for her to raise her eldest son alone, and Ye Yaoyang and the mistress formed a new family. Xiao Shuqin couldn't help but feel sympathy and love for Ye Chen, the child.
At the beginning of these years, everything was fine during the day, busy with work, and taking care of the children at night, but after a little time, the problem arises. When his son fell asleep peacefully at night, Xiao Shuqin lay alone in the huge room, truly experiencing what it means to be alone and sleepless. The night is long.
A mature woman in her 30s never finds an outlet for relieving her desire. And as she gets older, the more this desire accumulates, the stronger it seems. At first, she can still get some satisfaction through her hands and the help of literary and film works. However, Xiao Shuqin later panickedly discovered that the more literary and film works she read in order to relieve her desire, the more thoughts she has, and even fantasizes about similar plots when she uses her hands to satisfy herself.
Through communication with her best friend, she secretly bought utensils. In order to prevent her son from discovering it, she racked her brains to hide it in the safe place. On the dark night, she used countless cold rubber utensils in her hands to make herself happy. In order to prevent the sounds she couldn't help but be heard by the children next door, she bit the pillow in her mouth and wet the pillow. It's so hard for a woman to be a leader outside and a mother at home, but how can a woman's physical and psychological needs be met?
But since I had such determination at the beginning, I must insist on doing my duty and faithfully fulfill my mother's responsibilities and roles.
After his son Xiaoxin went to Kyoto No. 1 Middle School, he felt that he had finally achieved the results of his efforts over the years, and he could also care about himself, but he would never remarry because his son is so old that it is impossible for him to let a man enter their lives.
My son usually comes home on weekends or sometimes when he is not at home, and a woman is at home not only feels that the house is empty, but also Xiao Shuqin feels empty.
Maybe it's been a long time since I stopped doing that, and I missed the tempting feeling a little. I struggled repeatedly in my heart, and later I found a reason for myself: my son Xiaoxin is not very at home now. As a normal woman, she also has emotions and desires. If he is at home, she wouldn't do such things. If he is not at home, it would be nothing to do it by chance.
Although her son Xiaoxin often comes home, he stays at school most of the time, staying alone in the huge room. The feeling of loneliness comes to his heart from time to time. Xiao Shuqin shops, studies, chats with friends, and tries her ways to relieve herself.
Sometimes she goes back to school to visit her son, and often meets the boy Ye Chen. Every time she meets her, Ye Chen always helps her with things enthusiastically, and her mouth is very sweet. Sometimes she will praise her a few words, such as "Auntie is so beautiful today, and "Auntie is so nice to Xiaoxin," etc. Invisibly, she also formed a good impression of this boy.
Xiao Shuqin knew Ye Chen's family situation. As the saying goes, with a stepmother, there will be a stepfather. Luo Xue is the most busy person in the People's Hospital, so she often brings more things to Ye Chen. She is also a worldly descent person, so she can get half of the meeting. Ye Chen is grateful and is even more enthusiastic and attentive to her.
One night when Ye Chen was in the second grade of junior high school in Kyoto No. 1 Middle School, Xiao Shuqin was bored and hung on QQ. Suddenly someone asked to add her as a friend. She looked at the other party’s request and said: Auntie, she is Ye Chen.
When she saw that it was Ye Chen, she added.
Ye Chen came up and said politely: Good evening, aunt, I am Ye Chen, I took the initiative to add your QQ number.I saw Xiaoxin chatting with you in the dormitory and knew your number. I hope my aunt doesn’t mind. I’m fine, but I just think the aunt gives people a very good feeling and want to add an aunt.
Xiao Shuqin chatted with him for a while and asked her son Xiaoxin's situation at school, such as how he was with their classmates, were they nervous about studying? Ye Chen was a little older than Xin'er, but he spoke like a big child. Then he said goodbye to her politely and said before going offline: Auntie, it's so comfortable to chat with you. There is no gap between the age gap at all. Thank you.
From then on, Xiao Shuqin often met him when she was online. Every time Ye Chen would chat with her, she gradually found that the boy seemed much more mature than her son in terms of mentality. Perhaps it was because of the influence of the family environment. Although the age gap between them was very large, there seemed to be no generation gap, and every time she chatted with him, she felt very happy.
Later, when she had time in the evening, she would go online and wait for him. If he was online, she would take the initiative to chat with the child, treating him as a friend who had forgotten his age. They also exchanged phone numbers. Sometimes when chatting, Ye Chen would ask her about her personal life casually and acted very concerned. Gradually, Xiao Shuqin felt that Ye Chen was really good, and gradually, she would often think of this child in her heart.
Compared to Xiao Xin's quiet and elegant temperament, Ye Chen is more masculine and mature, and the rare thing is that he is talkative, funny and understanding. Xiao Shuqin doesn't know how Luo Xue, such a busy man, trained such a good son?
At first they just chatted with words, but later they started video chatting like they were with their son. However, when they were chatting with video, he usually chose when there was no one around. Xiao Shuqin thought that he might not want the people around him to know that he was chatting with a middle-aged beautiful young woman.
Sometimes Ye Chen would joke with her, such as whether the aunt would be lonely if she stayed alone in the empty room. When she heard him say this, she would pretend to be angry, and he would apologize in a hurry.
Once, when Ye Chen was chatting with her, he suddenly asked: Have you not found a man in these few years?Isn’t anyone pursuing a mature beauty with a sexy and elegant figure like an aunt?
Xiao Shuqin pretended to be coquettish and said to him: Why do children still worry about such things? You study hard, otherwise your aunt will discipline you for your mother.
Ye Chen suddenly said: Auntie, you pretend to be angry and look very charming, even more coquettish than some little girls.
After hearing this, Xiao Shuqin was blushed and didn't know how to answer for a moment. She was thinking about his words at night. Is she still so attractive?
In the eyes of a little boy, he is really like he said?
Time flies, and his son Xiaoxin's second-year school year is about to end soon. His grades are not bad, and Xiao Shuqin is very pleased.
One night she went online to chat with Xin'er. She saw Ye Chen was there, but he didn't say anything, and he didn't even say hello.
Xiao Shuqin was a little strange. After talking to her son Xiaoxin, she asked Ye Chen why she didn't speak. Ye Chen said: Because I saw my aunt talking to your son, how could I disturb me? I hope to chat with my aunt when she belongs only to me.
After hearing this, Xiao Shuqin thought what he said was quite interesting. Ye Chen suddenly asked her: Auntie, do you know that your son has a girlfriend?
She was a little surprised when she heard this. Then she thought that although her son was a little sissy, he was both good at both character and academic performance, tall and handsome, and he was not interested in having a girlfriend, and she was not a feudal mind. Although he was in the second year of junior high school, she, a mother, was open-minded, so she learned about her son's girlfriend from Ye Chen.
Ye Chen told her that the girl was from their same level, but she was not from the same class. Ye Chen was a little envious. He said: Auntie, Xiao Xin was lucky and actually got the beauty. The girl was tall, had a pretty figure and had big breasts.
He seemed to suddenly remember something and said, "It's just beautiful. Compared with the aunt, he lacks the temperament and feeling of the aunt."
Xiao Shuqin smiled and decided to try to meet the girl.
The summer vacation is here, and my son Xiaoxin has been with her for a lot of time. Looking at her handsome son beside her, Xiao Shuqin was eager to know what the girl would look like if he really had a girlfriend?
One night they sat together watching TV, and she asked the child calmly: Are there any classmates in love now?In the past, junior high school students were not allowed to fall in love during their school days, but now the situation is different. Mom is not an old antique. If you have something you like among your classmates, you should also seize the opportunity. Mom has no other requirements, just hope that the other party has a good temper, good health, and not be too beautiful to see. The most important thing is to have a good character.
My son Xiaoxin suddenly raised his head in surprise, his little face turned red, and said: Mom, why did you suddenly say this?
Xiao Shuqin smiled and asked: Do you have a girl with a better relationship now?
My son Xiaoxin pondered for a while and said shyly: It’s better to have a girl than me...
Although his son did not use the word girlfriend, Xiao Shuqin thought that this girl was the one Ye Chen said. She pretended to be careless and said, after a while: If your classmates are fine during the summer vacation, you can let this classmate or other classmates come to play at home, which can also increase your relationship. If someone buys gifts on his birthday, you should be more generous as a boy, be able to figure out the girl’s thoughts, and just need money to tell your mother.
The son Xiaoxin nodded with a blushing face. Although he didn't say anything, she could see that he must be full of joy. This child is good everywhere, but he is a little bit maternal and a woman-like.
Not as masculine, handsome, and generous as Ye Chen's child...
Back to reality.
Xiao Shuqin took the VIP ward nurse bonus application form and walked back to the ward slowly, but her mind was still in chaos, and her heart was still beating wildly. She still couldn't hide. She had resigned from Huahai People's Hospital and came to Kyoto People's Hospital. Later, she came to Kanghua Hospital. One reason was Han Xiufeng's sincere invitation. Of course, the salary and bonus treatment of private hospitals is indeed higher than that of public hospitals. It is still very tempting for a single mother like her. Secondly, she also had the intention to avoid Ye Chen. Ye Chen always had something to do during the holidays and took the excuse of going to the hospital to find his mother Luo Xue's best friend or his little mother sisters, and wanted to see her intentionally or unintentionally and talk to her. This made Xiao Shuqin very uneasy and even scared.
It is still acceptable to chat with Ye Chen on the Internet, but once he returns to reality, if Ye Chen really comes to the hospital to meet her, she feels very scared. After all, this big boy is a classmate of her son Xiaoxin, and the son of her former colleague Luo Xue. If there is any disturbance or any rumors, then she is really shameless to meet people. Xiao Shuqin is very worried and very scared, because her online chat with Ye Chen was gradually escalating at that time...
I remember that after a few days of telling my son Xiaoxin, he told her that a female classmate wanted to come to play at home, and Xiao Shuqin knew that it should be this girl.
She made preparations in advance, packed the house, prepared the raw materials, and dressed up carefully on the agreed day.
At around 11 o'clock in the morning, his son Xiaoxin received a call and he immediately went to pick up the girl. Xiao Shuqin was a little nervous. She thought: What kind of girl is my son's girlfriend?
Soon, the girl appeared in front of her. It was indeed like she knew before. She was a girl with an impressive figure.
Wearing high heels, she is about 1.70 meters tall, with a bulge in front and a tilted back. Under the short skirt, you can see flesh-colored transparent crystal glass stockings and white and tender thighs. She is indeed a beauty.
Xiao Shuqin started chatting with her casually. In front of her classmates and parents whom she met for the first time, the girl did not seem nervous at all. She spoke well and behaved well. It turned out that the girl was named Meng Qianqian. Her father worked as a civil servant in the provincial department, and her mother was doing business. Judging from her clothes and accessories, the family's financial conditions should be good. Xiao Shuqin was very pleased. If her son Xiaoxin could be with such a girl, she would naturally be very happy as a mother.
After lunch, she played at home for a while and wanted to say goodbye. Xiao Shuqin thought about it and said to her son Xiaoxin: Go and send her classmates.
My son Xiaoxin hesitated and said: Mom, she said she wanted to go to Xingguang Tiandi to buy something.
Xiao Shuqin immediately understood and said: Then you go with her and help her carry the things. Remember to send them home.
The son nodded and agreed. When they walked out the door, Xiao Shuqin walked to the window and looked downstairs. Soon she saw her son appearing downstairs with her arms around the girl's waist. The two of them got into a taxi and quickly disappeared from her sight. Xiao Shuqin stood alone in front of the window, a stone fell to the ground in her heart, but at the same time she felt a little inexplicably disappointed, even jealous and unwilling.
She paused for a while, took out her cell phone and called Ye Chen. She told him that she saw Meng Qianqian today, which was not bad, and she felt very good. Ye Chen suggested that they go to QQ video, and Xiao Shuqin turned on the computer immediately.
When they appeared on each other's video, Ye Chen suddenly screamed: Auntie, you are dressing so beautiful today. If you were to see this by other men, you might have the idea of committing crimes.
She blamed him: At a young age, she talked nonsense.
Ye Chen said: Auntie, this is true. Every time you go to see Xiaoxin, many of our classmates who have seen you say that you look very young, unique in temperament, very beautiful, and have a very good figure. Especially the skirt you are today, which highlights your figure, plump, round, concave and convex.
Xiao Shuqin blushed when she heard this, but where did the boys look at their eyes? She interrupted him, told him about the situation when she saw Meng Qianqian today, and learned about some of the situation from him.
Ye Chen suddenly said: Auntie, I really envy your son. Not only is he a gentle, beautiful, enthusiastic and generous mother like you, but he also has such a sexy and beautiful girlfriend. He is so happy. This is what a man dreams of.
When Xiao Shuqin heard that he was a man and said that he was a man, she couldn't help laughing.
Ye Chen suddenly turned serious and asked: Auntie, ask you a question.
She asked what it was, and he said: Are you guessing Xiaoxin or not?
This question surprised Xiao Shuqin. She thought for a while and said: He is a very well-behaved child, and I think Meng Qianqian is also very good at tutoring, and they will not do it casually.
Ye Chen said: Auntie, you are so old-fashioned. Now is different from yours.Did you always be a virgin before marriage and not be able to get your husband after marriage?After getting married, I have never had any other men except your husband. It’s different now. Middle school students will do that, and it’s the same in our school.
Xiao Shuqin was very surprised. Ye Chen actually used a few vulgar words. At the same time, his words reminded her of the past. She was speechless for a moment. In order to adjust the atmosphere, she joked: Are you still a virgin? There are many beautiful girls in your class. Do you have a girlfriend?
Ye Chen immediately replied: I don’t have a girlfriend because I don’t like those girls who have no brains and only faces. I like mature and elegant women, such as mature, beautiful and elegant women like my aunt. If my aunt is my girlfriend, I am willing to give my virginity to you immediately.
Xiao Shuqin's face suddenly turned red, and she made an action to hit him. Ye Chen laughed. At this time, someone added her on QQ. Xiao Shuqin looked at it and said that the request above said, "Auntie, add me."
After looking at the information, it was a 20-year-old boy. Xiao Shuqin added the other party for some reason.
The other party came up and asked: Auntie, I read your information and said that you are almost 40 years old. How old is your husband?
Xiao Shuqin didn't know who the other party was, so she replied: I am a single mother and divorced her ex-husband.
Unexpectedly, the other party immediately replied: Then you are very lonely, no one fucks you, it's so pity, you are just like a wolf or a tiger, do you want a young and strong boy?
Xiao Shuqin was very angry and replied: Who are you? If you say that, I will block you.
The other party stopped talking at once. At this time, Ye Chen asked her: Auntie, is there someone else chatting with you?
She hurriedly said no, and they chatted for a while, and he was offline and she turned off the computer.
Since then, they often chat. Ye Chen is a big boy who understands her thoughts very much. Chatting with him makes you feel no age difference, and you are very comfortable and happy. Sometimes Xiao Shuqin really feels that she is rejuvenated.
Sometimes he would joke with out-of-the-box words, and she gradually got used to it, and sometimes she would joke with him, but she always insisted on a bottom line: that is, she could talk about these things by chance with him, but only treat them as a adjustment of life, and she could not step beyond the thunder pool. After all, he is her son's classmate, and the son of her old colleague Luo Xue.
However, sometimes he talks about that aspect, although it is enough to stop, Xiao Shuqin's heart has something that was once wild but later suppressed, and for a considerable period of time, the body that had not been comforted by the opposite sex seemed to slowly wake up.
One interesting thing was that she noticed that the boy, who was about 20 years old, would also be online when she and Ye Chen were chatting, and sometimes he would appear after they chat or Ye Chen went offline, and there was no hello. He just said something very explicit, provocative and vulgar when he came up. Sometimes he would ask her if it was very hard to be alone. In fact, she felt that he was right sometimes, and it was not necessarily correct to be too suppressed.
You are less than 40 years old, so why don’t you find a man to love you?Can you tell me?Aunt?
In order to take care of his son, I am afraid that it will affect him if he finds him...
This is not contradictory, how hard you have worked along the way!
Anyway... I'm here anyway...
Do you use your hands every time you want to be empty and lonely?
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Gradually, Xiao Shuqin felt that since her divorce, her self-enclosed heart seemed to usher in the second spring, but this time it was brought by two boys, one was the realistic Ye Chen, who was understanding and the other was the illusory QQ number, who was frank and straightforward. The purpose of chatting with her was to satisfy her desires.
Gradually, Xiao Shuqin got used to communicating with them at the same time, and sometimes she felt that she really had the characteristics of a Shu mother and a slut at the same time. Perhaps this is because human nature is complex and multi-faceted.
To be honest, after the divorce, I was not allowed to close myself mentally for a long time, and I also closed myself physically, and I never comforted myself again.
The appearance of this netizen made his desire to sleep become more active, but Xiao Shuqin repeatedly warned herself: You can chat online and adjust, but you can only come to virtually, you must not meet, and you cannot do anything with him.
On a quiet night, when she has no intention of sleep and her desire is strong, Xiao Shuqin will dig out their chat records, look at the words, and use her hands or cold tools to get some satisfaction. Sometimes she will wonder what he looks like.
He said he was tall and strong, but they had only communicated with words. For privacy reasons, they had no voice or videos. According to his description, it seemed to be similar to Ye Chen's height in all aspects.
One night, Ye Chen was not online. Xiao Shuqin chatted with the netizen for a long time. He seemed to have a particularly strong desire this time. He stimulated her with various plots and words. At the end, Xiao Shuqin found that her underwear was soaked. When she turned off the computer impatiently, took off her clothes, lay on the big bed, anxiously climbed her left hand onto her chest, put the finger of her right hand into her body, and looked at herself with a flushed face in the mirror, she couldn't help but cry. She hoped that it was not her finger that entered her body at this moment but the powerful weapon of a young, handsome and strong man Kong Wu.
Xiao Shuqin closed her eyes and imagined being conquered by the young boy she had just chatted with, but what did he look like?
She was trying hard to imagine, but Ye Chen's face appeared in front of her. It seemed that he was looking at her naked self and asked: Auntie, what are you doing?
Xiao Shuqin immediately felt ashamed, but Ye Chen's image could not be gone. She tried hard to convince herself: If Ye Chen was not his son's classmate or his colleague's son, you would not think there was anything. This was completely a secular prejudice. You must be brave enough to pursue true love. At this moment, I need him to help me.
Thinking of this, she seemed to feel a little more relaxed. Xiao Shuqin closed her eyes, imagined Ye Chen's tall figure, solid muscles, and handsome face, which accelerated her movements, and increased her strength with her hands pressed on her chest. At the same time, she recalled the extremely stimulating words when she was chatting with that netizen just now. Finally, she shouted Ye Chen's name and reached the peak.
Since the divorce, I have not been so happy and satisfied for a long time. When I woke up from the joy and confusion of desire, I was soft all over. She lay on the bed, thinking about Ye Chen.
Suddenly, a thought arose from Xiao Shuqin's heart: Will Ye Chen and the boy who used words to satisfy her the same person?
This idea came suddenly, but after thinking about it carefully, she felt that this possibility really existed.
For example, when many people do those things online with women, they want to use voice or video, but they have never taken the initiative to make requests. Don’t they want more intuitive visual and auditory stimulation?
There is one thing that he is afraid that she will know what he looks like. Does she know him?
This idea made Xiao Shuqin's hands and feet immediately cold: Ye Chen chatted with her in a different identity, and had stripped her away many times in his mind, and vented her youthful restlessness and desires, while she was greatly satisfied under the stimulation of the words of this boy who was about the same age as her son.
Oh my God!
Thinking of this possibility, Xiao Shuqin suddenly felt like she was stripped naked and showed her naked in front of others without leaving any disguise. So was this really the case? She decided to test it.
The next night, shortly after she started chatting with Ye Chen, Xiao Shuqin saw the boy online.
Xiao Shuqin immediately typed a line of words: Yesterday you were great, aunt decided to reward you, don’t you want to watch aunt, let’s video.
The other party actually went offline without saying a word.
Xiao Shuqin looked at Ye Chen and sighed. Ye Chen asked: Auntie, what's wrong with you?
Xiao Shuqin said: There is a boy who is a few years older than you. Every time he chats with me, he says something very dirty. He is almost the same boy. Why are you so well-behaved?Moreover, the boy was very timid. The aunt didn't dare to video him. She really didn't understand you young people now.
During this period, someone introduced her out of kindness, and Xiao Shuqin also went to see her out of politeness, but there was no further information.
When Xiao Shuqin first met Ye Chen, she didn't expect that she would fall into the sea of love with this boy she had never met before.
I remember that it was the day my son's second-year junior high school report arrived. Xiao Shuqin drove her son to school. On that day, many parents sent her children. When she parked the Buick car into the seat, a father and a boy just walked down from an Audi car next to her. She glanced at him and said that the child was about the same height as her baby Xin'er, but it was obviously much stronger. She also told her son Xiaoxin at that time that you should look at him. Just when you grow up, you should exercise more and increase your muscles.
Unexpectedly, the boy lived opposite her son's dormitory. When Xiao Shuqin took her son to the dormitory, he happened to come over and saw her helping her son's things. She came over enthusiastically. She glanced at his father who helped him sort out in the dormitory. She expressed her gratitude for letting him go back, but he was still very enthusiastic. The aunt was too tall and short, and her mouth was particularly sweet. She gave her a very good impression at that time. Ye Chen was also one of the first classmates her son met.
Through chatting with his father, she realized that Ye Chen was the son of Luo Xue, a colleague of her former colleague at Huahai People's Hospital. Later, she came to Kyoto People's Hospital for the sake of her family and children. Of course, Xiao Shuqin knew that Luo Xue and his wife had divorced long ago, and she couldn't help feeling like they were in the same condition.
Perhaps because his son grew up with his mother, his son Xiaoxin is a little timid and cowardly, too fair and delicate. In popular terms, he is a little mother. Xiao Shuqin has never cared about this. It was not until this time that he felt that his son Xiaoxin might be really a bit female, and Ye Chen looks so strong and tall, and handsome, and heroic. In fact, that is also compared to Xiaoxin. Ye Chen had just started to come into contact with the mental method at that time, but his body was a little stronger.
She thought that Luo Xue had the same fate as her, and it was very difficult for her to raise her eldest son alone, and Ye Yaoyang and the mistress formed a new family. Xiao Shuqin couldn't help but feel sympathy and love for Ye Chen, the child.
At the beginning of these years, everything was fine during the day, busy with work, and taking care of the children at night, but after a little time, the problem arises. When his son fell asleep peacefully at night, Xiao Shuqin lay alone in the huge room, truly experiencing what it means to be alone and sleepless. The night is long.
A mature woman in her 30s never finds an outlet for relieving her desire. And as she gets older, the more this desire accumulates, the stronger it seems. At first, she can still get some satisfaction through her hands and the help of literary and film works. However, Xiao Shuqin later panickedly discovered that the more literary and film works she read in order to relieve her desire, the more thoughts she has, and even fantasizes about similar plots when she uses her hands to satisfy herself.
Through communication with her best friend, she secretly bought utensils. In order to prevent her son from discovering it, she racked her brains to hide it in the safe place. On the dark night, she used countless cold rubber utensils in her hands to make herself happy. In order to prevent the sounds she couldn't help but be heard by the children next door, she bit the pillow in her mouth and wet the pillow. It's so hard for a woman to be a leader outside and a mother at home, but how can a woman's physical and psychological needs be met?
But since I had such determination at the beginning, I must insist on doing my duty and faithfully fulfill my mother's responsibilities and roles.
After his son Xiaoxin went to Kyoto No. 1 Middle School, he felt that he had finally achieved the results of his efforts over the years, and he could also care about himself, but he would never remarry because his son is so old that it is impossible for him to let a man enter their lives.
My son usually comes home on weekends or sometimes when he is not at home, and a woman is at home not only feels that the house is empty, but also Xiao Shuqin feels empty.
Maybe it's been a long time since I stopped doing that, and I missed the tempting feeling a little. I struggled repeatedly in my heart, and later I found a reason for myself: my son Xiaoxin is not very at home now. As a normal woman, she also has emotions and desires. If he is at home, she wouldn't do such things. If he is not at home, it would be nothing to do it by chance.
Although her son Xiaoxin often comes home, he stays at school most of the time, staying alone in the huge room. The feeling of loneliness comes to his heart from time to time. Xiao Shuqin shops, studies, chats with friends, and tries her ways to relieve herself.
Sometimes she goes back to school to visit her son, and often meets the boy Ye Chen. Every time she meets her, Ye Chen always helps her with things enthusiastically, and her mouth is very sweet. Sometimes she will praise her a few words, such as "Auntie is so beautiful today, and "Auntie is so nice to Xiaoxin," etc. Invisibly, she also formed a good impression of this boy.
Xiao Shuqin knew Ye Chen's family situation. As the saying goes, with a stepmother, there will be a stepfather. Luo Xue is the most busy person in the People's Hospital, so she often brings more things to Ye Chen. She is also a worldly descent person, so she can get half of the meeting. Ye Chen is grateful and is even more enthusiastic and attentive to her.
One night when Ye Chen was in the second grade of junior high school in Kyoto No. 1 Middle School, Xiao Shuqin was bored and hung on QQ. Suddenly someone asked to add her as a friend. She looked at the other party’s request and said: Auntie, she is Ye Chen.
When she saw that it was Ye Chen, she added.
Ye Chen came up and said politely: Good evening, aunt, I am Ye Chen, I took the initiative to add your QQ number.I saw Xiaoxin chatting with you in the dormitory and knew your number. I hope my aunt doesn’t mind. I’m fine, but I just think the aunt gives people a very good feeling and want to add an aunt.
Xiao Shuqin chatted with him for a while and asked her son Xiaoxin's situation at school, such as how he was with their classmates, were they nervous about studying? Ye Chen was a little older than Xin'er, but he spoke like a big child. Then he said goodbye to her politely and said before going offline: Auntie, it's so comfortable to chat with you. There is no gap between the age gap at all. Thank you.
From then on, Xiao Shuqin often met him when she was online. Every time Ye Chen would chat with her, she gradually found that the boy seemed much more mature than her son in terms of mentality. Perhaps it was because of the influence of the family environment. Although the age gap between them was very large, there seemed to be no generation gap, and every time she chatted with him, she felt very happy.
Later, when she had time in the evening, she would go online and wait for him. If he was online, she would take the initiative to chat with the child, treating him as a friend who had forgotten his age. They also exchanged phone numbers. Sometimes when chatting, Ye Chen would ask her about her personal life casually and acted very concerned. Gradually, Xiao Shuqin felt that Ye Chen was really good, and gradually, she would often think of this child in her heart.
Compared to Xiao Xin's quiet and elegant temperament, Ye Chen is more masculine and mature, and the rare thing is that he is talkative, funny and understanding. Xiao Shuqin doesn't know how Luo Xue, such a busy man, trained such a good son?
At first they just chatted with words, but later they started video chatting like they were with their son. However, when they were chatting with video, he usually chose when there was no one around. Xiao Shuqin thought that he might not want the people around him to know that he was chatting with a middle-aged beautiful young woman.
Sometimes Ye Chen would joke with her, such as whether the aunt would be lonely if she stayed alone in the empty room. When she heard him say this, she would pretend to be angry, and he would apologize in a hurry.
Once, when Ye Chen was chatting with her, he suddenly asked: Have you not found a man in these few years?Isn’t anyone pursuing a mature beauty with a sexy and elegant figure like an aunt?
Xiao Shuqin pretended to be coquettish and said to him: Why do children still worry about such things? You study hard, otherwise your aunt will discipline you for your mother.
Ye Chen suddenly said: Auntie, you pretend to be angry and look very charming, even more coquettish than some little girls.
After hearing this, Xiao Shuqin was blushed and didn't know how to answer for a moment. She was thinking about his words at night. Is she still so attractive?
In the eyes of a little boy, he is really like he said?
Time flies, and his son Xiaoxin's second-year school year is about to end soon. His grades are not bad, and Xiao Shuqin is very pleased.
One night she went online to chat with Xin'er. She saw Ye Chen was there, but he didn't say anything, and he didn't even say hello.
Xiao Shuqin was a little strange. After talking to her son Xiaoxin, she asked Ye Chen why she didn't speak. Ye Chen said: Because I saw my aunt talking to your son, how could I disturb me? I hope to chat with my aunt when she belongs only to me.
After hearing this, Xiao Shuqin thought what he said was quite interesting. Ye Chen suddenly asked her: Auntie, do you know that your son has a girlfriend?
She was a little surprised when she heard this. Then she thought that although her son was a little sissy, he was both good at both character and academic performance, tall and handsome, and he was not interested in having a girlfriend, and she was not a feudal mind. Although he was in the second year of junior high school, she, a mother, was open-minded, so she learned about her son's girlfriend from Ye Chen.
Ye Chen told her that the girl was from their same level, but she was not from the same class. Ye Chen was a little envious. He said: Auntie, Xiao Xin was lucky and actually got the beauty. The girl was tall, had a pretty figure and had big breasts.
He seemed to suddenly remember something and said, "It's just beautiful. Compared with the aunt, he lacks the temperament and feeling of the aunt."
Xiao Shuqin smiled and decided to try to meet the girl.
The summer vacation is here, and my son Xiaoxin has been with her for a lot of time. Looking at her handsome son beside her, Xiao Shuqin was eager to know what the girl would look like if he really had a girlfriend?
One night they sat together watching TV, and she asked the child calmly: Are there any classmates in love now?In the past, junior high school students were not allowed to fall in love during their school days, but now the situation is different. Mom is not an old antique. If you have something you like among your classmates, you should also seize the opportunity. Mom has no other requirements, just hope that the other party has a good temper, good health, and not be too beautiful to see. The most important thing is to have a good character.
My son Xiaoxin suddenly raised his head in surprise, his little face turned red, and said: Mom, why did you suddenly say this?
Xiao Shuqin smiled and asked: Do you have a girl with a better relationship now?
My son Xiaoxin pondered for a while and said shyly: It’s better to have a girl than me...
Although his son did not use the word girlfriend, Xiao Shuqin thought that this girl was the one Ye Chen said. She pretended to be careless and said, after a while: If your classmates are fine during the summer vacation, you can let this classmate or other classmates come to play at home, which can also increase your relationship. If someone buys gifts on his birthday, you should be more generous as a boy, be able to figure out the girl’s thoughts, and just need money to tell your mother.
The son Xiaoxin nodded with a blushing face. Although he didn't say anything, she could see that he must be full of joy. This child is good everywhere, but he is a little bit maternal and a woman-like.
Not as masculine, handsome, and generous as Ye Chen's child...
Back to reality.
Xiao Shuqin took the VIP ward nurse bonus application form and walked back to the ward slowly, but her mind was still in chaos, and her heart was still beating wildly. She still couldn't hide. She had resigned from Huahai People's Hospital and came to Kyoto People's Hospital. Later, she came to Kanghua Hospital. One reason was Han Xiufeng's sincere invitation. Of course, the salary and bonus treatment of private hospitals is indeed higher than that of public hospitals. It is still very tempting for a single mother like her. Secondly, she also had the intention to avoid Ye Chen. Ye Chen always had something to do during the holidays and took the excuse of going to the hospital to find his mother Luo Xue's best friend or his little mother sisters, and wanted to see her intentionally or unintentionally and talk to her. This made Xiao Shuqin very uneasy and even scared.
It is still acceptable to chat with Ye Chen on the Internet, but once he returns to reality, if Ye Chen really comes to the hospital to meet her, she feels very scared. After all, this big boy is a classmate of her son Xiaoxin, and the son of her former colleague Luo Xue. If there is any disturbance or any rumors, then she is really shameless to meet people. Xiao Shuqin is very worried and very scared, because her online chat with Ye Chen was gradually escalating at that time...
I remember that after a few days of telling my son Xiaoxin, he told her that a female classmate wanted to come to play at home, and Xiao Shuqin knew that it should be this girl.
She made preparations in advance, packed the house, prepared the raw materials, and dressed up carefully on the agreed day.
At around 11 o'clock in the morning, his son Xiaoxin received a call and he immediately went to pick up the girl. Xiao Shuqin was a little nervous. She thought: What kind of girl is my son's girlfriend?
Soon, the girl appeared in front of her. It was indeed like she knew before. She was a girl with an impressive figure.
Wearing high heels, she is about 1.70 meters tall, with a bulge in front and a tilted back. Under the short skirt, you can see flesh-colored transparent crystal glass stockings and white and tender thighs. She is indeed a beauty.
Xiao Shuqin started chatting with her casually. In front of her classmates and parents whom she met for the first time, the girl did not seem nervous at all. She spoke well and behaved well. It turned out that the girl was named Meng Qianqian. Her father worked as a civil servant in the provincial department, and her mother was doing business. Judging from her clothes and accessories, the family's financial conditions should be good. Xiao Shuqin was very pleased. If her son Xiaoxin could be with such a girl, she would naturally be very happy as a mother.
After lunch, she played at home for a while and wanted to say goodbye. Xiao Shuqin thought about it and said to her son Xiaoxin: Go and send her classmates.
My son Xiaoxin hesitated and said: Mom, she said she wanted to go to Xingguang Tiandi to buy something.
Xiao Shuqin immediately understood and said: Then you go with her and help her carry the things. Remember to send them home.
The son nodded and agreed. When they walked out the door, Xiao Shuqin walked to the window and looked downstairs. Soon she saw her son appearing downstairs with her arms around the girl's waist. The two of them got into a taxi and quickly disappeared from her sight. Xiao Shuqin stood alone in front of the window, a stone fell to the ground in her heart, but at the same time she felt a little inexplicably disappointed, even jealous and unwilling.
She paused for a while, took out her cell phone and called Ye Chen. She told him that she saw Meng Qianqian today, which was not bad, and she felt very good. Ye Chen suggested that they go to QQ video, and Xiao Shuqin turned on the computer immediately.
When they appeared on each other's video, Ye Chen suddenly screamed: Auntie, you are dressing so beautiful today. If you were to see this by other men, you might have the idea of committing crimes.
She blamed him: At a young age, she talked nonsense.
Ye Chen said: Auntie, this is true. Every time you go to see Xiaoxin, many of our classmates who have seen you say that you look very young, unique in temperament, very beautiful, and have a very good figure. Especially the skirt you are today, which highlights your figure, plump, round, concave and convex.
Xiao Shuqin blushed when she heard this, but where did the boys look at their eyes? She interrupted him, told him about the situation when she saw Meng Qianqian today, and learned about some of the situation from him.
Ye Chen suddenly said: Auntie, I really envy your son. Not only is he a gentle, beautiful, enthusiastic and generous mother like you, but he also has such a sexy and beautiful girlfriend. He is so happy. This is what a man dreams of.
When Xiao Shuqin heard that he was a man and said that he was a man, she couldn't help laughing.
Ye Chen suddenly turned serious and asked: Auntie, ask you a question.
She asked what it was, and he said: Are you guessing Xiaoxin or not?
This question surprised Xiao Shuqin. She thought for a while and said: He is a very well-behaved child, and I think Meng Qianqian is also very good at tutoring, and they will not do it casually.
Ye Chen said: Auntie, you are so old-fashioned. Now is different from yours.Did you always be a virgin before marriage and not be able to get your husband after marriage?After getting married, I have never had any other men except your husband. It’s different now. Middle school students will do that, and it’s the same in our school.
Xiao Shuqin was very surprised. Ye Chen actually used a few vulgar words. At the same time, his words reminded her of the past. She was speechless for a moment. In order to adjust the atmosphere, she joked: Are you still a virgin? There are many beautiful girls in your class. Do you have a girlfriend?
Ye Chen immediately replied: I don’t have a girlfriend because I don’t like those girls who have no brains and only faces. I like mature and elegant women, such as mature, beautiful and elegant women like my aunt. If my aunt is my girlfriend, I am willing to give my virginity to you immediately.
Xiao Shuqin's face suddenly turned red, and she made an action to hit him. Ye Chen laughed. At this time, someone added her on QQ. Xiao Shuqin looked at it and said that the request above said, "Auntie, add me."
After looking at the information, it was a 20-year-old boy. Xiao Shuqin added the other party for some reason.
The other party came up and asked: Auntie, I read your information and said that you are almost 40 years old. How old is your husband?
Xiao Shuqin didn't know who the other party was, so she replied: I am a single mother and divorced her ex-husband.
Unexpectedly, the other party immediately replied: Then you are very lonely, no one fucks you, it's so pity, you are just like a wolf or a tiger, do you want a young and strong boy?
Xiao Shuqin was very angry and replied: Who are you? If you say that, I will block you.
The other party stopped talking at once. At this time, Ye Chen asked her: Auntie, is there someone else chatting with you?
She hurriedly said no, and they chatted for a while, and he was offline and she turned off the computer.
Since then, they often chat. Ye Chen is a big boy who understands her thoughts very much. Chatting with him makes you feel no age difference, and you are very comfortable and happy. Sometimes Xiao Shuqin really feels that she is rejuvenated.
Sometimes he would joke with out-of-the-box words, and she gradually got used to it, and sometimes she would joke with him, but she always insisted on a bottom line: that is, she could talk about these things by chance with him, but only treat them as a adjustment of life, and she could not step beyond the thunder pool. After all, he is her son's classmate, and the son of her old colleague Luo Xue.
However, sometimes he talks about that aspect, although it is enough to stop, Xiao Shuqin's heart has something that was once wild but later suppressed, and for a considerable period of time, the body that had not been comforted by the opposite sex seemed to slowly wake up.
One interesting thing was that she noticed that the boy, who was about 20 years old, would also be online when she and Ye Chen were chatting, and sometimes he would appear after they chat or Ye Chen went offline, and there was no hello. He just said something very explicit, provocative and vulgar when he came up. Sometimes he would ask her if it was very hard to be alone. In fact, she felt that he was right sometimes, and it was not necessarily correct to be too suppressed.
You are less than 40 years old, so why don’t you find a man to love you?Can you tell me?Aunt?
In order to take care of his son, I am afraid that it will affect him if he finds him...
This is not contradictory, how hard you have worked along the way!
Anyway... I'm here anyway...
Do you use your hands every time you want to be empty and lonely?
……
Gradually, Xiao Shuqin felt that since her divorce, her self-enclosed heart seemed to usher in the second spring, but this time it was brought by two boys, one was the realistic Ye Chen, who was understanding and the other was the illusory QQ number, who was frank and straightforward. The purpose of chatting with her was to satisfy her desires.
Gradually, Xiao Shuqin got used to communicating with them at the same time, and sometimes she felt that she really had the characteristics of a Shu mother and a slut at the same time. Perhaps this is because human nature is complex and multi-faceted.
To be honest, after the divorce, I was not allowed to close myself mentally for a long time, and I also closed myself physically, and I never comforted myself again.
The appearance of this netizen made his desire to sleep become more active, but Xiao Shuqin repeatedly warned herself: You can chat online and adjust, but you can only come to virtually, you must not meet, and you cannot do anything with him.
On a quiet night, when she has no intention of sleep and her desire is strong, Xiao Shuqin will dig out their chat records, look at the words, and use her hands or cold tools to get some satisfaction. Sometimes she will wonder what he looks like.
He said he was tall and strong, but they had only communicated with words. For privacy reasons, they had no voice or videos. According to his description, it seemed to be similar to Ye Chen's height in all aspects.
One night, Ye Chen was not online. Xiao Shuqin chatted with the netizen for a long time. He seemed to have a particularly strong desire this time. He stimulated her with various plots and words. At the end, Xiao Shuqin found that her underwear was soaked. When she turned off the computer impatiently, took off her clothes, lay on the big bed, anxiously climbed her left hand onto her chest, put the finger of her right hand into her body, and looked at herself with a flushed face in the mirror, she couldn't help but cry. She hoped that it was not her finger that entered her body at this moment but the powerful weapon of a young, handsome and strong man Kong Wu.
Xiao Shuqin closed her eyes and imagined being conquered by the young boy she had just chatted with, but what did he look like?
She was trying hard to imagine, but Ye Chen's face appeared in front of her. It seemed that he was looking at her naked self and asked: Auntie, what are you doing?
Xiao Shuqin immediately felt ashamed, but Ye Chen's image could not be gone. She tried hard to convince herself: If Ye Chen was not his son's classmate or his colleague's son, you would not think there was anything. This was completely a secular prejudice. You must be brave enough to pursue true love. At this moment, I need him to help me.
Thinking of this, she seemed to feel a little more relaxed. Xiao Shuqin closed her eyes, imagined Ye Chen's tall figure, solid muscles, and handsome face, which accelerated her movements, and increased her strength with her hands pressed on her chest. At the same time, she recalled the extremely stimulating words when she was chatting with that netizen just now. Finally, she shouted Ye Chen's name and reached the peak.
Since the divorce, I have not been so happy and satisfied for a long time. When I woke up from the joy and confusion of desire, I was soft all over. She lay on the bed, thinking about Ye Chen.
Suddenly, a thought arose from Xiao Shuqin's heart: Will Ye Chen and the boy who used words to satisfy her the same person?
This idea came suddenly, but after thinking about it carefully, she felt that this possibility really existed.
For example, when many people do those things online with women, they want to use voice or video, but they have never taken the initiative to make requests. Don’t they want more intuitive visual and auditory stimulation?
There is one thing that he is afraid that she will know what he looks like. Does she know him?
This idea made Xiao Shuqin's hands and feet immediately cold: Ye Chen chatted with her in a different identity, and had stripped her away many times in his mind, and vented her youthful restlessness and desires, while she was greatly satisfied under the stimulation of the words of this boy who was about the same age as her son.
Oh my God!
Thinking of this possibility, Xiao Shuqin suddenly felt like she was stripped naked and showed her naked in front of others without leaving any disguise. So was this really the case? She decided to test it.
The next night, shortly after she started chatting with Ye Chen, Xiao Shuqin saw the boy online.
Xiao Shuqin immediately typed a line of words: Yesterday you were great, aunt decided to reward you, don’t you want to watch aunt, let’s video.
The other party actually went offline without saying a word.
Xiao Shuqin looked at Ye Chen and sighed. Ye Chen asked: Auntie, what's wrong with you?
Xiao Shuqin said: There is a boy who is a few years older than you. Every time he chats with me, he says something very dirty. He is almost the same boy. Why are you so well-behaved?Moreover, the boy was very timid. The aunt didn't dare to video him. She really didn't understand you young people now.
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