Chapter 15

Kafka said that after mating, all animals were sad.

According to scientists' research, people's hormone secretion in the brain is different before, during, and after sex.

When people control the relevant neural circuits of the brain after sex are over, they make changes, causing people to feel a strong sense of fatigue, which makes people enter a saturated state.

In this saturated state, dopamine, which is responsible for the self-reward mechanism, will stop secreting.

As dopamine secretion rapidly decreases, people will enter a state of no desires, no desires, no desires, no desires, and no desires.

This is what we often call the sage model. Academically, this state is called post-sexual depression.

Many years later, sitting in front of the computer, I can analyze this kind of thing like this, but when I was just getting involved and indulging in women's sex, this kind of thing deeply tormented me...

Dividing line

Life is a wonderful thing. In the past sixteen years, I always thought that I would be a real man who rode a gun and galloped on women. But who would have thought that in less than a year I would become a woman's clothing twisting her butt and showing her longing eyes begging for being played with.

Every time I am raped by Uncle Lin and entered the sage mode, I regret my weakness and know that such a life cannot be delayed.

But as soon as that time passes, I will fall into a deep sense of emptiness and desire for a big cock in my daily life.

I hate Uncle Lin, he made me such a contradictory existence, but at the same time I am extremely grateful to this man because he opened another door for me and made me feel the feeling of absorbing essence and cutting marrow.

This day, at school.After the evening self-study, Yun Jin, who had been neglected by me for a long time, suddenly found me.We went to the hotel near the school together.

You have hidden something from me.As soon as she entered the room, she looked at me with a little redness in her eyes.

Although I feel a little uncomfortable inside, I am not at a loss. Actually, I know that I will come sooner or later.

I already know this.

Whether it is conversations with her or having sex, the number of times she lies and cancels dates is not once or twice.

Why have you been avoiding me recently? You just answered a few words coldly when you wrote you notes.Seeing that I didn't speak, she almost burst out from her eyes and her emotions became more and more excited. And recently, I always felt that your aura had changed a lot. I was a little suspicious from the beginning of growing long hair. After that, you also repaired your body hair. You had never done such a thing before.To put it bluntly, not only is it domineering as a whole, but it is also inexplicably feminine... I can't explain why, in short, what has changed you have.

...There is no such thing. My hair is starting to grow longer, just wanting to change my image.I've said it before, but I haven't hidden anything from you. No, it's gone, there's really nothing left...

I'm very clear about lying. Tell me quickly, what did you hide? Tell me? Yun Jin interrupted me and shouted, then when he saw me astonished, he seemed to feel that his language was too intense, so he lowered his voice as much as possible. I... I was just very uneasy, I was even wondering if you fell in love with someone else. Start growing long hair, body hair, etc., all of them are to cater to the interests of the woman you cheated on. It was she who said that you started to do it.

Woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo wHer tears finally broke through the restraints of her eyes and broke out.

Seeing this moment, I felt like I was struck by lightning.

I'm really a fool.

Although there is such an important Yun Jin, he is addicted to that perverted behavior and cannot extricate himself. As a result, Yun Jin has unnecessary worry and sadness...

What did I do!

Yun Jin's crying in tears finally made me notice what is really the most important thing to me.

Thinking of this, I hugged Yun Jin's body tightly and whispered gently in her ear. That's not the case. I will never fall in love with girls other than Yun Jin.

Seeing that Yun Jin's tears did not stop, I hurriedly said, "Yes, I'm so sorry." Too many things happened this semester, and the fluctuations in grades were too big.I've been so tired that I'm confused.You are right. I haven't talked to you very well recently, let alone being intimate. I'm really sorry.But, this really doesn't mean I'm cheating.

Really, really?After hearing my words, Yun Jin stopped crying and looked at me and said.

It's true.I will try my best to be by your side in the future, so thank you for letting me notice this.Yun Jin, if I didn’t say it out, I wouldn’t realize that my head would be really unsightly.I patted my head with my hands and said to her with a smile.

Really?Didn't you really lie to me?Yun Jin's tears had completely faded, but his eyes were still red and made people feel heartbroken.

I really didn't have an affair with other girls. After all, the other party is a man. My heart has not been penetrated by Shan Zheng's godfather to the point where he calls that kind of relationship a love.

Thinking of this, I felt a little relieved. Don’t worry, I really didn’t lie to you, and I’m really sorry that I’ve been worried until now.Yunjin, I really like you very much!...

Before I could finish speaking, Yun Jin closed his eyes and put his lips on his lips to block my words back into my mouth.

During the kiss, I just approached her and hugged her deeply in my arms, just to further confirm the bond between them.

As she kissed her, she unbuttoned my pants, slowly knelt down and took my dick with her mouth.

I think he has been very uneasy these days, otherwise he would not have served me with his mouth for the first time.

Looking at her unfamiliar but hardworking look, to be honest, I was a little anxious and a little distressed.

Because it may be the first time, her mouth actually didn't make me feel particularly comfortable, but as a girl who had never been willing to satisfy me with her mouth before, her scent actually had a deep love for me.

You must stop here with that man. The behavior of being happy about such a poor man who is shaking his tail and begging for goal is too abnormal in the end.

Thanks to Yun Jin, I finally woke up.

I have to be the handsome boyfriend that Yun Jin is looking forward to... Thinking of this, I pulled Yun Jin up, removed her clothes in a few seconds, and then inserted it hard into her already wet pussy.

It was still warm and comfortable there, but for some reason we had more than two hours that night, and she had three orgasms, but I didn't ejaculate.

That night I was very proud of being surrounded by Yun Jin who was addicted to orgasm and happiness.

After all, this is the first time I heard Yun Jin praise me for being so amazing, and I can bear it like this.

This is the first time that Yun Jin orgasm so hard that her body is full of redness.

After that day, I was like atonement and worked hard to become Yun Jin's good boyfriend with sincerity.

As long as Yun Jin wants to show up, go shopping, or book a room.

I would rush to her right away, and I would not hide my gentleness and consideration from her.

During this period, I took time to go to Shan Zheng’s villa and left the note that I would no longer meet again. I cut off all contact with him.

It's strange to say that Shan Zheng's godfather clearly looks so persistent in turning me into his girlfriend.But he has never contacted me again since I left that note.

If you don’t obey, spread the photos!The words may be just a threat. After many days in a row, Yamamasa's godfather did not seem to intend to take that kind of action.

At least nothing has changed in a bad direction around me.

No matter what, when Yun Jin saw me turn back to the boyfriend who was full of her eyes, she didn't seem to suspect that I had cheated.

The peaceful and sweet days like the past are back, and we will definitely be able to live a happy life together in the future.I think so.but……

It's really hateful. In any case, I can't forget the days I spent with Yamamasa's godfather, and the joy of being constantly invaded and playing with as a female.

So much so that no matter how Yun Jin accuses me, I still have my long hair and refuse to cut it off.

Yun Jin was actually dissatisfied with me having long hair at first, but seeing that I was completely different from before, my attitude gradually stopped complaining.

But in fact, my guilt towards her is still deeply entangled in my heart.

I really don’t want to admit it. Even if Yun Jin and I were clearly living a happy time together, I couldn’t be happy in my heart.

Although sometimes I secretly watch adult movies I have watched before without telling Yun Jin, for some reason I can no longer enjoy it.

Before I had that kind of relationship with Yamamasa's godfather, I watched adult movies completely to bring feelings into men who violated the actress.

But now, I find that I have brought my feelings into the violated women and are still excited about it.

This put me in a strong sense of self-loathing.

I have clearly become a normal man, and no one has coerced me anymore. I can make Yun Jin climax every time I have sex, but I still can't fall... Too many problems make me angry, frighten me, and make me better with Yun Jin. Fortunately, she doesn't dare to check in with me in a hotel recently.

You have been too strong recently, and I really can't stand it anymore. You study hard and improve your grades. Come on.After Yun Jin finished speaking in my ear, she ran away with a flushed face.

I was left alone to drift outside the school and spend the weekend.

I was furious and came to the Internet cafe. After struggling for a long time, I finally looked for photos of women's clothing enthusiasts and shemale who uploaded selfies on the Internet.

I was stunned for a moment when I opened Baidu search.

The search pages are as many as 99 pages, which is the upper limit of search engines.

Although I occasionally read related novels, I found out that there are many more men in the world who like women's clothing than I imagined, and there are also many men who like women's clothing.

Pages of photos were turned over. The more I looked at their lewd photos, I was so envious. The clearer the sound I wanted to become like that.

At first it seemed to be there and there was no place, but it was still extremely loud in the end.

I don't want to admit it, but I know clearly in my heart that with this almost crazy depression, playing a good boyfriend in front of Yun Jin is actually almost at its limit...

Just try it a little, try it the last time.In the end, I could not bear the constant deception of my emotions.

With this idea, I went to buy wigs, women's clothing, and cosmetics when I was alone. I decided to be a woman, just one time.

Although I want to become a woman, I will never be able to go to Shan Zheng’s godfather to do the same thing as before. After all, I said so resolutely that I really don’t want to be laughed at by that man.

With this idea in mind, I uploaded photos of women's clothing covering my face to the forum to recruit the partner for sex.Who knew that there were still many men in my response.

Big dick brother, do you miss me Ah?I asked.

Little slut, where have you been hiding? Didn’t you say you want to be conquered by me?

Oh, I was busy with Ah before, do you... want it today?

Just waiting for your words, how can you make an appointment?

Give me some time, I will give myself perfectly, and I will call you again.

In this way, I chose a suitable man to seduce him to the hotel.

To be honest, it really doesn't matter to me at this time.

I just wanted to calm down the intense sexual impulse that seemed to burn my body.

I made an appointment with the man and started to wear casual clothes.

I first took an enema and took a shower, so that I could clean and fragrant from the inside out.

Then shave, armpit hair, leg hair.

Of course, the pubic hair around the little chrysanthemum and next to the little brother was also clean.

My asshole was so hot that I was soaked by desire.

Then, I took a taxi to the motel with casual gear.

In the motel, I put on my wig, put on makeup, then put on my full set of vest garters, put on my prosthetic breasts, and squeeze out my cleavage.

The desire in my heart was about to burst out, and I found that my little brother was already a little hard.

He quickly put on his underwear and pressed his little brother backwards.

Then I put on lace thigh socks.

Finally, at the man's request, I put on the little secretary's skirt and a close-fitting shirt.

Of course, the first four buttons were not buttoned, revealing my ecstasy cleavage.

Finally, I put on black stiletto heels.

Although I am not slender, my legs are long and thin, and they are also very white and tender, which is what I am most proud of.

Of course, as a man, my butt is also pretty because of my exercise.

I stood in front of the mirror and looked at myself, hot and coquettish.

The tight clothing wrapped around my figure was about to emerge, and the garter belt was leaked out of the too short skirt, and it would be exposed as soon as it was moved.

My face turned red with desire.

Looking at myself, I felt a little ashamed. What's wrong with me?

He actually had sex with a man?

But at the same time, my body told me that I urgently needed a cock.

I used the hotel computer to leave the room number for the man.

I saw him replying very impatient.

I had to leave a message to him, I booked the room all night, there was plenty of time, so don't worry.

He didn't reply to me.Just when I thought I was being released by a man, the door of the room was suddenly knocked.

I suddenly became nervous, was that all?

Are you going to be fucked again?

Suddenly I was at a loss and the knock on the door was methodically remembered, but I was holding my body in women's clothes. It took me a long time to put my hand on the door handle.

I want a man, even if it's just once, just this time...

Then…, the door opened and I saw a middle-aged man one head taller than me.It seems that he is only in his twenties.

He looked at me, and the desire in his eyes seemed to burn me. The masculine smell on his body made me feel weak in my knees and I almost couldn't stand it.

Fuck, little slut, I'm waiting for so long in vain, and dressing up so sexy?Come and clean my dick!

oh!... I haven't finished answering yet.

He slapped me on the butt and said: Fuck, what's the matter, lick it quickly.

The smell on his body is very heavy. If it were normal, it would definitely make me feel disgusted. But now it not only does not make me nauseous, but it has deepened my desires.

He held me and kissed my lips suddenly, holding my butt with one hand.

Uh-huh…

His other hand grabbed my hand and touched him. From outside his pants he felt that he had not yet become hard, but the size seemed to be pretty good.

I was a little short of breath when he kissed me, and my knees became weak and I knelt down.

Now the face was facing him.

I think my face is redder.

My heart was pounding, he smiled lewdly, unzipped his weapon.

The dick, who has not yet fully erect, is pink and tender, and is clean next to it.Without thinking, I licked his cock.At that moment, all my hesitation and reserve were thrown away.

Under my big licking and sucking, his dick became hard. Although it was not as big as Shan Zheng’s godfather, I still gave him a blowjob and pulled down his pants and underwear.

I swallowed his cock and spit it out, letting the man feel comfortable pressing my head on his cock, and then he trembled, and then he put the entire cock into my throat and shot a lot of semen one by one.

It took him about a few seconds to ejaculate and then let go of my hand.

I was fed with semen and retching a few times on my knees, only to find that the man who had just finished ejaculation was actually sitting on the sofa in the hotel room, gasping for breath.

Maybe it was because I was a little suffocated just now, maybe I was so eager for my cock.

I actually crawled in front of him little by little and started giving him oral sex with my mouth.

The man was stunned for a moment, and his dick quickly became more and more powerful.

Before the man could speak, I shamelessly applied lubricant to his cock, then climbed onto his lower abdomen and sat on the cock.

Ah!Ah!So happy...

Please use my body to your heart's content today, um, um!

Ah…Ah…so comfortable!

……

Not bad. Seeing my dick inserted into my body, the man listened to my voice and exclaimed, "You are called Youren."I originally thought you were very cute, but I didn’t expect your body to be so erotic.I was so lucky today.Hohoho...

This is my name as a woman I was joked about by Shan Zheng’s godfather in vain.

I use this name to upload photos on the forum to recruit objects.

The person who came here was indeed a refreshing and clean man. He did not rape me as arrogantly as Shan Zheng’s godfather. In fact, as a temporary sexual object, he was really a good man.

And... you are so energetic. You are so enthusiastic as soon as you enter the house. Oh... This, such an active girl is really rare!Before the man could finish his words, I pushed him to the sofa Ah!So exciting...

Because... well... because I've been holding it in for too long recently... so I can't help it... I don't care about the feeling of a man at all and said that there is nothing I can do if I want a cock like this!

Me, I'm such a vulgar girl, I'm really sorry, sorry...Ah!Ah!I said the lines that Shan Zheng’s godfather had practiced in the past without hesitation.

In order to offer me a man, I was surprised that I could say such obscene words smoothly.

But, but it's really good, so good... I become a girl like this, and having sex is really comfortable...

Slow, slow, it’s infatuated, it’s too intense... Sitting on my cock, I shook my butt hard and spit out the whole man’s cock. This feeling made the man try to control the rhythm at all. If I don’t slow down, I, I’m going to ejaculate again...!

Ah!Cum, cum... In the indistinguishable butt, cum full of lustful juice... AhAh... cumed in, cum... I turned a deaf ear to the man's words and twisted my waist desperately.

The result was that the man stabbed his cock into my ass a few times and then hugged my ass and ejaculated.

The sticky heat poured into my anus made me feel the trembling pleasure.

It’s this feeling, it’s this feeling, so I can’t forget it!

Having sex with a man is indeed very comfortable... But I always feel that there is something wrong.

What is it?

Yes, it's my dick.

My dick is still standing upright.

Compared with Yamamasa's godfather, this man is obviously more handsome.

Compared to the barbarian who is of no use except for his tall figure and thick cock, this man has always treated me carefully.

This person is obviously better than being treated as a prop by that rough man...

But what is this feeling that is circling patches in my heart?

Why do I still feel that something is missing?

Why can't my cock be ejaculated whether it's fucking my girlfriend or being fucked by a man?

I just straddled the man's waist and lowered my head.

Why?

Why do you feel this annoying?

Click!

Just as I was in deep doubt, an intruder suddenly broke into the room.The door was suddenly pushed open and I was startled. As soon as I turned around, the person's appearance came into my eyes.

That person is the person who is emerging in my mind, the godfather of Shan Zheng who makes me deeply trapped in women's clothing and sex, no, it should be Uncle Lin.

What's going on with you guys!Who allowed you to come in... Uncle Lin pulled me off the man, and then he beat the man like that man without saying anything.

Wow Ah!Stop, stop hitting, stop hitting, I'll get out, I'll get out now!!

Facing the sudden attack of strong man, the man was so scared that he trembled. He hurriedly raised his pants, picked up his clothes scattered on the floor, and rolled and crawled out of the room.

What, why, am I exposed?

It was you, you uploaded those photos in the forum, "Recruiting men who can infringe on me for the best of their lives." This is also what you posted.

Uncle Lin pulled me by the arm and then carried me up, walked to the bed and threw me on the bed and continued, "In the tainted butt, shoot the slim juice in it." How dare you say such lines to men other than me?Ah?

It seems that I need to call you again. Uncle Lin took off his pants little by little, and put me on the bed with overwhelming force. He inserted his big cock into my anus in one breath. You guy is a female Ah who belongs only to me!

The extremely thick cock strongly pried open my anus. Although the man had already entered and exited my hungry chrysanthemum just now, Uncle Lin's younger brother entered and made me feel as if it was the first time I was inserted.

Uncle Lin violated me violently with all his strength.

This is a savage and rough sexual behavior that is completely different from the gentleness just now.

No, if this happens, it will break and crack!Too, too intense...!Ah!

I have always been fucking you like this. You actually miss my cock very much. You are a lewd female toilet. Maybe it's out of anger, maybe it's indifference to me. Uncle Lin didn't care about my resistance. I just kept and violently fucking me. You have long been my woman. Remember this incident carefully!

No, no, Ah...I, I still have Yun Jin... And Yun Jin... I'm obviously very clear that now, I can no longer go back to my past self, but I am still close to my last effort and want to stick to that me, the perfect man in Yun Jin's eyes.

Fuck, a boyfriend who is wearing women's clothing and betrays men's body?This is what Yunjin expects you?Uncle Lin carried my legs with his hands and pressed down his whole body and said, "You are no longer a man!"I have an affair, wearing women's clothing, twisting my butt to seduce the man, begging the man to fuck you with his cock.Being fucked so hard that AhAh screamed was in line with your identity. You super lewd bitch, admit it to me, you slut, and then be my possession for me!!

I was clearly said such an excessive thing and was completely used as an airplane cup, but my body was so hot that I couldn't suppress my excitement.

I know I can no longer do it and can't hide it.

I can no longer lie to my feelings.

People, they can’t survive without Uncle Lin…!

Say it quickly!Let’s declare here and say you are mine!?

Ah!Ah... People are... your girlfriend, who is born to let your cock penetrate...... lewd, lewd toilet girl.Tears burst out from my eyes unconsciously.

The shackles in my heart were finally shattered, and my true thoughts were spoken from my mouth.

Being able to swear in front of a man like Uncle Lin is the most despicable promiscuous woman, which makes me feel extremely joyful.

That's right!Don't forget it again!You are my woman and my possession!It's a super lewd perverted female toilet!!I will keep making you famous before you fully understand that head!You will be my thing all your life, and I won’t allow you to give it to others!Uncle Lin roared in a low voice while thrusting harder.

And there is only one feeling in my mind.

It's comfortable, so comfortable, so comfortable, so comfortable, so comfortable, so comfortable, it's so strange that I'm going to become a fool, I don't think about anything, just want to immerse myself in the waves of pleasure.

Ah!Ah!Ah…I shot, I shot!The strong decision even made me feel the illusion of dying. This kind of happiness would definitely not be felt when I had sex with Yun Jin when I had sex with the man just now.

Uncle Lin's semen filled my anus, and my semen wanted to dye my body white and dirty.

That's right, I ejaculated again after being separated from Uncle Lin for so long, and was ejaculated by Uncle Lin's hot sperm.

I didn't feel decent and left tears and drank a sip of water, my body spasmed again and again.Until this moment, I finally understood why I was born and what I would live for in the future...

I thought he would stop after ejaculation, but he had no intention of stopping. He picked me up and carried me to the sofa, and then let me fuck me with my back against him, let me let my upper body hold the coffee table and fuck me, let me lie on the carpet and fuck me like a male dog, and let my limbs be lifted off the ground and fuck me like a sky... I don't know how many times I was fucked this day, but I only remember that I fell asleep with my cock in my sleep until the climax came again. I woke up in a numbness all over my body.

The sex ended in the evening of the next day, and at that moment he was lying on the bed and leaning against the head of the bed, and I was in his arms.

We hugged each other's bodies and kissed each other for a long and intense time.

I like, like, like the most... I can no longer suppress my feelings for him.

As the female guide, I was hopelessly in heat, desperately greedy for his lips, his body fluids, and even almost forgot to breathe.

Hehe... You finally became my woman, you have an affair.

Well, Uncle Lin... I knelt in his arms and shouted softly.

After that, you still call me Uncle Lin and always feel that he doesn't do anything. Let me think about it... So from now on, you can call me Lin Jun.This will make you feel like a boyfriend and girlfriend.Bar

Well...Lin...Lin Jun, but with just a sound of Lin Jun, he felt that his younger brother, who had already rested, seemed to stand up again.

Hehe, I have completely obeyed me. Is this really good?What should you do with your girlfriend?

You, you bully others and turn me into this way, Lin Jun... I'm not an ordinary man anymore. In fact, men's self-esteem and other things don't matter to me anymore... My sweet voice naturally confided from my mouth.

So, let me become a woman Lin Jun likes...

My mind has completely turned into a girl in love. In short, becoming her expectant girlfriend is undoubtedly the most important thing for me now.

I think in a certain week, I finally became his woman.

I will do that, and in order to turn you into the woman I like, I will thoroughly train you.

Well, Lin Jun... Lin didn't wait for me to finish speaking and his tongue blocked my mouth again, and his big cock also blocked my other mouth... It's hard to imagine that when I first saw him, I obviously hated the man in front of me like a cockroach, but for me now, the man in front of me is my favorite boyfriend in this world and my favorite master.

The joy of being subordinate to him and being dominated by him fills my heart.

I don’t know where the body and mind have completely become Lin Jun’s possessions. But I only know that I want to fully deliver it to Lin Jun now.

I know that the happy time will pass; I know that I regret it after happiness; I know that I will blame myself for being useless.

But are these important?

I struggled and worked hard, but what happened in the end?

It's just a deeper and heavier fall into the vortex of desire.

Could I fight against this desire deep in my soul?

I used to be so sure, but now I can't even mention the courage to challenge it again.

Despite this, I still have a faint worry in my heart...