Chapter 141 Self-blame and apology

After a brief silence, Li Yu said again: Wife, what method did you use to agree to go to the capital this time?

Du Yan did not look at Li Yu's eyes, but his eyes were floating slightly lowered, and his heartbeat and breathing fluctuated a little, but he was still saying it was quite stable, and his tone was also trying to suppress it within a smooth range and said: What else can I do? Ah... I was so soft and hard, and I kept nagging, but these were basically not very effective. The most important thing this time was because I had experienced these events. When I was hurt and unstable in my emotions and body, I was very angry and asked him to compensate him on my behalf, so that he could finally let go of his mouth when he was unable to do so.

Li Yu's expression had a lot of self-blame and repentance. He put a little force on his arm and hugged Du Yan even more in his arms, pressed his chin against her head, and sniffed the smell of shampoo in her hair and said with sincere apology: Wife, I'm really sorry. It's all my fault this time. It almost caused you great harm and almost caused our family to hit me. I don't know what words to express my regret.sorry.

Du Yan's body was pressed against Li Yu's chest, and his closed eyes trembled. At this moment, Du Yan also felt a strong apology and guilt in his heart. Thinking about it from the beginning, Li Yu seemed to hide something from him even if he was sometimes a straight man.

But what he concealed was that he did not want to associate himself, which destroyed the relationship between them and their husbands. In fact, he had never done anything against himself in his thoughts and actions. Maybe he had some bad habits, but his heart was always working hard for this family.

Du Yan felt ashamed of his behavior for no reason, felt the vibrant beating in Li Yu's chest, and lowered his head a little bit and didn't dare to look at his self-blame look. At the same time, he didn't want him to feel that he was already apologetic.

Du Yan felt pain in his heart, and he had to keep indifferent after feeling Li Yu's true feelings. So Du Yan made a secret decision in his heart. It would be too late to regret it. Then cut the mess quickly and let the mistake begin with him, and he should guarantee the end.

Although he may be sorry for his father-in-law, Du Yan thought that his father-in-law's current attitude did not want the mistake to be expanded or extended, so he should be at ease and satisfied with his decision now.

Du Yan never thought about this decision that he could not have thought of.

Du Yan made a decision and adjusted his mindset and said: Husband, no one is a saint who predicts the uncertainty, and your original starting point is not wrong. It’s just that your mistake is to underestimate the opponent’s ideas, and you don’t have the time and ability to understand his actions, so I was in such a situation. Of course, this time we are really lucky, so the big mistake was not made, so don’t mention the hypothesis and guesses afterwards.No matter what, this is a lesson for us.Everything should be considered well. You should not let people close to you fall into a similar terrible situation for the sake of the results. The reason I said is just that you want to ask, I will tell you the truth. It is not to remind you again. You should not pay too much attention to this aspect.

Li Yu nodded, a gentle love appeared on his face. He raised his pressed arm and gently combed Du Yan's hair in his arms with his hands. At the same time, he said affectionately: Wife, I have already thought about it.I will not let go of this credit. I will still go to the construction site next year, but I will work harder to get this situation over as soon as possible and call back to the headquarters as soon as possible so that we will not be separated from each other often.

Du Yan replied: Just make the decision on this matter.I support you all, and everyone's intentions were like this before, but they just didn't say it clearly.

Li Yu thought about his father's affairs before, so he said tentatively: Wife, if you say that dad is like this now, then should we try harder and advise him to try to find a partner... In that way, he might be able to slowly let go of my mother's problem and truly enjoy life. In fact, he is not young now, so there should be no problem with his health.

Du Yan suddenly opened her beautiful eyes when she heard Li Yu say this topic, and there was a hint of surprise and panic in her eyes, and a brief sense of colic in her heart. The first reaction she responded from her mind was that she was very repulsive and opposed to this topic.

But when this thought arose, I paniced and thought about my previous thoughts. Why is this happening... I was obviously just hearing the confession and self-blame of the men around me and had the idea of ​​giving in. Then why do I feel like this that I shouldn't have when I hear his proposal?

Li Yu continued to say something in his ears, and Du Yan's thoughts had already erratic again, feeling that he was absent-minded and hesitant and helpless.

Du Yan was in a bad mood and never expected that this would be the case. Why did she reject her father-in-law and find another companion?

Are you reluctant to give up that thick object?

Do you still want to experience the feeling of ascension and floating?

Is it the perverted stimulation that I feel when I am obsessed with him?

What exactly is it.

Suddenly Du Yan was shocked again. Why did he say that he was about to end the relationship and become aftertaste and inquire?

Did I convince myself by deceiving myself at the beginning, but in fact, I never wanted to give up this relationship in the deepest part of my heart?

With this idea, Du Yan's panic in his eyes became more obvious. His small hands grabbed Li Yu even harder without consciousness, which also caused Li Yu to slowly become uncomfortable. He had to finish his words and ask Du Yan what was wrong.

Du Yan was panicked and did not dare to look up, but lowered his head a little longer and quickly said: It's nothing, but when he was persuading his father, he often found that his father really valued his feelings for his mother. I also made a tentative proposal, but his father always refused immediately without thinking.So I don’t know how to say your suggestion, and the possibility of feeling is very low.

Du Yan's panicked explanation seemed to have not passed through his brain, and he was completely connected with his own thoughts and unknowingly expressed his objections. After he said it, his whole mood suddenly became clearer, and the feeling of panic disappeared immediately.

Du Yan himself didn't notice this feeling at all.

Li Yu clearly understood the feasibility of this proposal. Over the years, he had seen too many women who were wandering around his father. Li Yu could see that they were all good women. Since he could remember, many of them had hugged him, accompanied him, and also received support from him in disguise.

In short, I have defined my father's remarriage when my mother is still alive. This is what I learned from time to time when I hear their conversations and my parents' conversations. When my mother is alive, she wants her father to find another one, but my father always makes excuses to swear and refuse until her mother is really gone.

My father's persistence was stronger than before.

Li Yu understood that his father was at the time of losing his beloved wife at this time, and when he did not get out of this dilemma, he would not easily accept any proposals. Instead, it might make him more disgusted and become more resistant.

Li Yu knew his father's personality, so when his father decided to return to Jiangnan, he thought that his idea was to break up with the women before. Although they still found this place later, the result was still not ideal. His father indeed told them away as he thought.

It is not easy for Li Yu to say too much advice on this, so he has always been silent.

Now if my father hadn't suddenly changed his mind and agreed to go to the capital with them, I wouldn't have thoughts on this. Of course, as a son, it would be certain that I wanted my father to spend his life happier, but I and my father knew each other too well.

It is impossible for me to make my father change very tough. Of course, it is useless to be tough with my father. It’s just that Du Yan is different, and they don’t understand each other.

Du Yan also has a soft outside and hard inside, so from the beginning, she persuaded her father to have a different kind of expectation, thinking that she might be able to break her father's self-protection shell, so her father's sudden change before made her have made her look deeper. However, Du Yan's answer poured a basin of cold water on herself, which was completely cool from head to toe from inside to outside.

Li Yu sighed, his expression was depressed, and he didn't want to say anything more.I could only continue to hold Du Yan and stroke her hair, dazed stupidly.

Du Yan waited for a long time but still couldn't hear Li Yu's voice again. Du Yan, who was puzzled, did not dare to check his face and mental state. He was also silent, and at the same time he was thinking about why Li Yu raised this idea at this time. He had mentioned this opinion before.

He also told him that this is unlikely, and he also said that he did not object to let himself try to convince his father-in-law directly. This was the first time this was a direct explanation. Perhaps it was because of his father-in-law's sudden change of tone that he agreed to go to the capital and gave him his thoughts, so he had expectations, and his current reaction might have become a disguised explanation.

But it is unlikely that Li Yu's mind and personality would associate too much. Du Yan was a little scared. He almost missed the words he said before.

Now I need to save it back so that Li Yu will not reminisce about it one day.

The two of them were silent for a while this time, but Du Yan still had to speak again: Don’t think about it anymore.Although I know that my dad is unlikely to change his mind so quickly, isn’t he changing now?From not agreeing to go out to now, the change will be possible afterwards, but it only takes an opportunity. The most important thing is time and patience.

Li Yu's eyes were once again bright, it was Ah... It was too early to be depressed now. After a change, what else can't be done afterwards?Even if we can't, as long as we work hard.As long as my father no longer feels lonely in the days to come.Then my goal can be considered to be Ah... It is better to be with him if he is always silent alone.

Li Yu gently patted Du Yan's back, and his mood improved a lot. He said excitedly: Wife, you are still good, I am so stupid.This change is unexpected.

Du Yan had to quip: You are not stupid, but your emotional intelligence is too low.So Ah... I am not worried about an affair or something outside. As long as you and I still have feelings, the possibility of your cheating is still very low.

When Du Yan talked about cheating, her heart seemed to have a missed shot and her words trembled, but Li Yu probably couldn't feel it.

Li Yu really couldn't feel anything, but hugged Du Yan happily and said: Of course, the only person in my heart is you. Since I was a child, I was only moved by you. No matter whether I am beautiful or not, I don't feel anything else.

Du Yan was a little speechless. He was such a straight man... He couldn't even say anything. Are you complimenting or not?

If you are more serious, you will understand that I am not as beautiful as other women. Although of course, I know that there are many people who are more beautiful than me, but what others say is like popping out of your mouth, which is just two feelings...