Chapter 38 Life

Du Yan returned to his house with satisfaction.No matter what.Say this out by yourself.There is a chance for two people to communicate.This embarrassing barrier can also be slowly resolved.As for learning, it is also an optional thing.I don't worry too much about this.Because my own father has been paying attention to these things.At that time, this dad will definitely come together to pay attention to his own affairs.

Li Muyu on the other side also thought the same way.So his agreement was just casual.Not taken seriously.What he needs to pay attention to now is to try not to make any mistakes again.There are too many problems that may arise under the same roof.There is no way to avoid it.Then you can only act carefully.

Life is still living day by day.Another week has passed.Xu Yanye was annoyed by Du Yan and had to come and have another meal.At the same time, Li Muyu taught him alone once.Let her pay attention to the time.Working independently is OK.But you can't delay your studies.It has reached the last critical moment.Can't fail.Xu Yanye seriously told the professor that he would not disappoint him.Li Muyu was also quite satisfied with her performance.Li Muyu also specifically asked about her life.Working matters.I cared for and guided her life.Xu Yanye has always answered seriously.Listen carefully.

At that time, Du Yan was cleaning the dishes outside.After packing up, I kept sitting in the restaurant and pricking my ears and listening.They walked until they finished speaking before leaving carefully.

Hong Xia and Du Mozhu also came together twice.Check out the recovery of my daughter.Care about my daughter's life and work issues.Everyone had a meal together.Let’s discuss and look forward to your future life together.What will happen when you have a child?Du Yan was both shy and yearning for her.The only thing that made Du Yan a little sad during this period was that Li Yu suddenly called her and told her that it might have been postponed when she came back.Because there are a lot of things here.It is inseparable from people for the time being.Du Yan was just a little disappointed.Then he immediately cheered up and comforted Li Yu.The two chatted over the phone for a long time.He hung up the phone reluctantly.

It's Sunday again.Du Yan finally took the streets by herself this time.Shopping is originally a woman’s biggest hobby.Du Yan originally wanted to invite a good colleague to go shopping together.But in the end, my colleague couldn't accompany me because of something.Du Yan had to wander around alone for an afternoon.I bought a lot of clothes I had thought of before.He also bought a few clothes for Li Yu.It's still a bit boring to just go shopping alone.Watching some couples embrace each other.Hold hands and go shopping.Du Yan always feels a sense of loss.I had to hurry up and finish what I wanted to buy.Go home quickly.But when Du Yan returned home, he regretted it again.There is no one in the big house.The lonely mood rose again.Du Yan suddenly felt irritable.Take your clothes into the bedroom.Put them separately.Take another shower.Change into home clothes.He quickly went downstairs and picked up the clothes and vegetables he bought for his father-in-law and walked through the secret door and entered his father-in-law's house.At least there is still someone here.Someone is talking to him or her.Can feel the appearance of home.Du Yan calmed down.Still put down things first.Walk to the small bedroom as usual.Watching my father-in-law running and exercising as always.Du Yan said in a gentle tone.dad.Isn’t it boring to repeat your daily routine alone?

After hearing this, Li Muyu paused and replied.What's so boring about this?Find something you are interested in.Do something you want to do.The day passed quickly.This is how life is.How can it be wonderful every day?

Du Yan leaned on the door frame.said softly.It's Ah.Life is just a cup of boiled water.The strong aroma of wine has passed.dad.You said I wasn't too pessimistic as I imagined.

Li Muyu gradually stopped running.He picked up a towel and wiped his sweat.How can this be said to be pessimistic?I still understand what you said.You are not such a person.It's just something that happened some time ago.And Li Yu suddenly postponed his return and made you feel that he was not taken seriously.This sense of gap has changed you.But this is the best proof that you have begun to dissolve into real life.

Du Yan sighed and said.dad.After dinner.Let's chat with me.

Li Muyu said calmly.OK

Du Yan put down his feelings in his heart.Go prepare dinner right away.But Li Muyu sat down and began to think.What Du Yan said today has shown some signs.The couple just got married not long ago.Now my son has to travel for a long time for his career.Although Du Yan said that the two of them would chat and make phone calls frequently.But no matter how many calls and messages are, they are not as good as those who are by my side.Du Yan encountered such a bad thing not long ago.At this time, she should be the one who needs comfort and company the most.But she faced all this alone.

Li Muyu understands this isolated and helpless mood very well.I had this idea when I accompanied my sick wife before.I am not afraid that my wife will always be sick.I will never give up as long as there is a slight chance.Because I am very clear.Even if the wife couldn't move, it didn't matter.As long as she is there.Then what are you looking forward to when you are away or when you go home?But my wife is gone.

You will immediately experience the pain of loneliness.It took me more than two years to truly get out of this pain.Lying alone in the cold bed every day.Return home alone.It's all a painful torture.If it weren't for the daughter-in-law cooking for herself every day like a harassment.Have a meal with yourself.Talk with yourself.Then I really don’t know if I can get out of this pain.Now my mood has gradually calmed down.But today I found that my daughter-in-law's mood began to fluctuate.This is a bad signal.If it is not handled properly.That may be a conflict between the young couple.

There will also be cracks in relationships.No matter how serious it is, it is separation.Li Muyu knew that Du Yan was a good daughter-in-law.So he didn't want her to feel this way.I don't want them to get divorced.Li Muyu thought about talking to her daughter-in-law for a while.Make her mood better.Although it cannot be more effective than Li Yu's company.But as a experienced person.Li Muyu believes that his experience and experience may give Du Yan some guidance on his life path.

Du Yan didn't dare to think too much deeper.After cooking dinner carefully.Just ask my father-in-law to come and have a meal.The two sat opposite each other.They all eat silently.Not happy.They all seemed to have agreed tacitly.But the two of them knew in their hearts that it was because they were thinking about things.

No matter how slowly I ate a small bowl of rice, I still finished it.They put down the bowls and chopsticks together in a tacit understanding.But no one stood up and left.Du Yan rubbed the smooth edge of the small bowl with one hand.I feel a little dull and uncomfortable.Li Muyu on the other side is not ready to wait.He looked up and looked at Du Yan seriously.Said kindly.Du Yan.Do you have any worries to tell your dad?

I think you are in a bad mood today.

Du Yan stopped rubbing.The other hand was clenched tightly on his thigh.There is loneliness in the eyes.Feeling uncomfortable.Still confused.Tears surged.Looking at my father-in-law with blurred eyes.It feels like another Li Yu in psychedelics.I couldn't help but feel at ease.He said softly.I don't know what happened today.Want to go shopping and buy something.Just relax.But when I was in a bustling street market.Watching the pairs of men and women join hands in and out.My mood suddenly became bad.I know I shouldn't think so.But I really want someone to accompany me.I miss Li Yu.But I can't call her to tell them.He also worked very hard.How to travel for this home?Now I feel that it is not all a good thing for a home to be too big.I am the only one who comes in and out of such a big family.It scares me all the deserted ones.dad.I am not a vain woman.All I want is a plain life.Every day when I come back, I have someone to accompany me and talk.Someone cares.He can appear in time when I need him the most.Give me care and give me a warm retribution.Am I asking for high demands?

Li Muyu finished listening to Du Yan’s words.Said softly.I fully understand what you said.Li Yu’s mother and I also experienced this similar scene from the time we met and got married.Speaking of it.Most families probably experienced this situation.Your reason is like the one I said before.The key is the chain reaction caused by that incident.You are very strong.This is the conclusion drawn through my contact and feelings with you during this period.If most ordinary women were replaced, they might have collapsed.If you don’t collapse, you will have a long time to slowly repair it.But no matter how strong you are, you are just an ordinary woman.When it is most vulnerable, it also needs someone to comfort you.And I cannot replace this role.Li Yu has no way to come back now.Then I will give you a suggestion as a person who has experienced it.Stay at your parents for a while.Until Li Yu comes back.Or you feel your mood is getting better.This gives yourself an excuse and an opportunity to relive your family affection.You can also ask your mother how she survived this critical moment when she was young.

Du Yan disagreed with his father-in-law's suggestion.Shaking his head and saying.I won't go.I'm leaving.You will be alone.No one prepares you for meals.No one chats with you.You are also not in a good mood.He is also a lonely person.I can't leave.That way I will be even more sorry for Li Yu.

Li Muyu said again.When I first met, I was really the most uncomfortable.His wife just passed away.Going to a familiar strange place again.Everything is full of unknowns.I am also afraid of the loneliness I will face.Worry about whether you can face it.At that time, Li Yu mentioned to me that he was going to get married.Say you are a good girl.Actually, I didn't think too much at that time.I only know that Li Yu told me at that time.You gave up everything in order to be with Li Yu.Convinced the parents.When I heard this, I immediately felt that you were different.I also felt that yours was different.Facts also verified my feelings.You are indeed great.To be honest, I have made great contributions to my success to this day.Do you believe it?

I had an idea at that time.When you marry Li Yu.Maybe I will be liberated.Maybe I can follow her.It is you who gave me the motivation to move on.It can be said that your existence is now considered one of my spiritual pillars.Li Yu was the same at the beginning.Your happiness has become my greatest expectation.Maybe it's my selfishness.I don't want any problems between you.I want to help you.But I understand I can't do it.So I still recommend that you stay at your parents for a while.You can rest assured here.I can take care of myself by myself.As long as you go there and feel your mood improves, you can come back immediately at any time.This is your home.No one can stop you.

Du Yan shook his head and said.I won't go.I don’t need to go home to seek psychological comfort and enlightenment.I've talked to you so much.I've already felt much better.So I know I didn't tell anyone.Instead, you have to say it out.If you keep it in your heart, there will inevitably be problems.And if someone says it, maybe someone will help me analyze it...

Stop for a while.Du Yan continued.

dad.We are both lonely people now.So can you not do this and always refuse me every time you tell you anything.You have to know.As a woman, this is very shocking.

Li Muyu heard Du Yan say that she was the other way around.I felt a little calmer.This means that Du Yan's mood has improved.So Li Muyu answered according to her idea.It’s not that I don’t want to accept your kindness.But you know that I happened to be in the most sad period.Therefore, he instinctively rejects the kindness of outsiders.No matter who it is.Including Li Yu and you.Of course I am willing to tell you this now.But I feel that you are in a bad mood too.Also, I am in a better mood now.So I want to tell you something.In the future, you two will be fine.There is also this family that has been peaceful and happy.This is my only wish now.