Finally, she insisted on sending Xiao Xu away, and seeing that her expression should have no flaws or doubts, as soon as the door was closed, Li Muyu immediately collapsed on the sofa powerlessly. The meal was really an unimaginable and unbearable Ah!
Li Muyu didn't expect that just facing Xiao Xu, she would have put herself in a high state of tension, fearing that she or Du Yan would have any extra actions and any extra words that would make this little girl have bad associations.
This highly nervous response was not until now that I relaxed now that I felt an extreme feeling of fatigue, and my expression slowly returned to calm. I still knew this process like this, but I didn't expect that it was just an outsider who was like this.
Then can I really persevere when facing Li Yu and her parents?
Will it not be exposed?
Really no confidence.
Turning back to look at Du Yan who was still happily cleaning the dining table, Li Muyu was apologized and painful. Such a good woman, as kind as her wife, now has an extraordinary bond with her. This is something she can't let go of. She must hold on. For her, at least she can't make her sad or put her in a dilemma.
Li Muyu also had feelings, and she couldn't see that she could still be so calm after experiencing this kind of thing. Why is this Ah!
Can she be so calm when facing Li Yu, when facing her parents?
Is it too old-fashioned?
Or is she too open?
Li Muyu didn't know and didn't know how to guess. She just thought that she was different from the time she was born, and her ideas would definitely be different. In addition, she was young and her ability to accept would definitely be stronger. Unlike her old-fashioned people like her, who have solidified their thoughts. It really seems that she will take her life to accept it.
Du Yan had finished packing up, and happily walked to the living room with two cups of tea, put the tea on the coffee table, sat down with her legs cross-legged and said: Dad, are you still nervous!This is also an attempt, so that I would not be more nervous when facing Li Yu and my parents before.I plan to let Xiao Xu come for lunch tomorrow and let her accompany me on the street at noon, which can just exercise your heart's ability to withstand it, too many times.Then I gradually adapted.
Li Muyu sighed: You know I was so nervous today!I am really afraid that Xiao Xu will notice any flaws. I really didn't expect that you have such strong adaptability. From the initial mistake to the moment you adjusted, I feel that I can't see anything.
Du Yan leaned on his father-in-law's shoulder and said calmly: Dad, I have asked before, do you sometimes feel that I am a lowly woman who has obviously cheated on me?I still have my father-in-law, but I don’t seem to have any regrets or fears at all, nor do I feel sorry for my husband. I even continue to seduce you again and again, and have sex with you again many times.
Li Muyu did not answer, this is yes. In his growing environment, this idea is yes, so he has conflicts and pain, and cannot accept it, and dare not imagine that these negative feelings torture themselves every day and make them suffer. When facing people who are familiar with each other, they are always worried about being exposed and being known to others, and that they will definitely have no face to live in this world.
He also has no shame to go down to face his wife and elders.
Du Yan grabbed one of Li Muyu's hand in his hand, and then the two of them clasped each other, feeling his trembling big hands, and the palms were full of wetness, and replied softly: Dad, let's say that.I don’t know what the definition of the word lewdness has. Maybe in your opinion, I am a lewd and despicable woman, but there is a saying in society that many men hope that their wives are sluts on the bed and ladies under the bed, so that their lives are meaningful and interesting.
Regarding this, I also learned hard from my decision to change my efforts when I was with Li Yu. The two of them had no idea about sex and then slowly changed through learning. Some of them were still unacceptable. I thought it might be possible to change in the future, or it would never change in my life. I love Li Yu, this has never changed. My growth experience has never taught me to do anything beyond the rules, so I was considered a virgin before I made up my mind with Li Yu. I am very happy that Li Yu was the first time.
However, I did it anyway.
On that night, when facing you, I didn’t have any too many thoughts, maybe it was stimulating alcohol, or maybe it was stinging by the photos. In short, at the moment I saw your face, I had no other thoughts, whether it was revenge or disappointment, I didn’t regret it. Even the next day after I calmed down, I would definitely recall all this well, thinking about whether it was right or wrong, and whether it was worth it, but I didn’t think too much. I just thought that since it had happened, don’t worry, because it couldn’t change the fact that it had happened.
And I also thought that this way can be used to narrow the distance between you and me. You have always closed your heart and said that you don’t like to go out with us. In fact, you can’t let go of the her in your heart. What I have to do is to let you let go of this sadness and ask for anything else. At least we can no longer live so lonely and longing in the future, but we cannot give up our life because of this.
Dad, my little willful request, I hope you don’t reject me. I think my mother-in-law in Jiuquan also hopes that you don’t do this. As long as you can get out of this door of mind, all this I do will make sense. No matter whether you want to find another one or let me accompany you when you want it, I don’t have to worry.
Of course, when I face Xiao Xu, I was also extremely nervous. I didn’t know what face I should use to face Li Yu and my parents. I also thought about whether I could still be as pure as before when I treated Li Yu honestly in bed. Dad, I am a human being, a normal person, and a woman with desires and shame.
I've said it before.I didn't want to say these words, but today you asked.I know I can't stop talking.I originally thought that one of us must maintain a firm belief in helping each other, so that we will not be both in pain and fear, otherwise our affairs will definitely not be kept secret. Now I have said everything in my heart.Dad, I can tell you what else do you want to ask.
Li Muyu didn't know what to say.
Du Yan's words gave him a heavy blow. A person who has lived for fifty years actually needs someone who has lived for less than 30 years to enlighten him. Although he is embarrassed, he is not ashamed. This is a different kind of thing created by the different times. I just felt moved and shocked, but some words have been said since they have been said.
It's better to say it together now.
Li Muyu hesitated for a moment and said: I still have something to ask you. If you really discovered that Li Yu had cheated on you one day, what would you do?
Du Yan was also contradictory to this question. He said he was sad and sad, but he had never thought about the answer. Maybe he could only wait until next time he faced Li Yu.
Maybe the answer was not raised by myself, because the result still depends on Li Yu's situation, but now my father-in-law has asked.
Du Yan still expressed his thoughts. Dad, my idea is very simple. I love Li Yu. If he is on a business trip for a long time and needs women to comfort him alone, but it is just for physical needs. This family is still the main thing for him. Then I might choose to turn a blind eye and make all this a situation that I never knew. I don’t want to divorce, and I will never be able to do so. No couple should want to divorce.This is my answer, but this is just my idea.
Li Muyu said: I understand.Do you still want to say: If Li Yu has already had feelings for the other party, if it is up to him, maybe you agree and let him go and fulfill him, right?
Du Yan nodded and said: Yes, it’s not sweet to be forced. Even if I or you convince him, as long as he still wants to cheat, it will make sense this time.Who can guarantee that he won't have a next time?Instead of being more worried and suspicious, it is better to let go and give him happiness. You can also pursue my other happiness, which is not good for both parties.
The advertising scene flashed on the TV, the two of them were silent together, their hands still clenched together, and no one thought of parting. Du Yan leaned his head against his shoulder.
I don’t know how long it took, but Du Yan asked: Dad, do you want Xiao Xu to come over tomorrow!I want to call my parents over for a meal together.
Li Muyu gritted her teeth and was silent for a long time before she said in a trembling voice: OK, let them do it.
Du Yan immediately became happy, straightened up and looked at his father-in-law and said: Dad, don’t be afraid, be calm, don’t think about it. After facing it for the first time, you will find that it is really nothing. It’s just that you scare yourself. As long as you are not panicking, it will be fine. And I will help you on the side. You must know that I don’t know how to face my parents.
Li Muyu immediately calmed down.
It's Ah!I can't do this anymore.She couldn't completely let her consider these things alone. Facing these, she was willing to accept her kindness.
After calming down, Li Muyu said: It's okay.Let them come tomorrow.I will definitely try my best to deal with it and won't mess up things.
This time, Du Yan felt her father-in-law's seriousness and courageous determination, and happily turned her face and said: This is almost the same, don't be afraid, I will always be by your side.
Li Muyu said a rare joke.No.I'm not a child, I've really accepted your worries Ah!
Du Yan smiled and said: I know, then I will wait for an opportunity to act. Anyway, as long as I can survive facing my parents tomorrow, then there should be no problem facing Li Yu in the future.Just a few more times.Come on, I have confidence in you.
Li Muyu laughed at herself and said: I'm constantly beating in my heart.I'm going back to the house.I will adjust my mood when I have time and work hard tomorrow. Anyway, this has broken my decades of thinking and cognition.
At this moment, Du Yan said charmingly with his father-in-law's face: Then will my body be tempting to you?
Li Muyu scratched her head awkwardly again and did not dare to answer this question.
Du Yan said with a little distressed moment, but I had to take time to exercise at home.It seems that I have been studying and going to work and no exercise, physical strength is also a problem.In the future, come back and run on a treadmill and practice yoga, so that you can withstand the amount you have at once.Too awesome.dad.
Li Muyu felt a little proud, but she didn't dare to show it. Such explicit topics are the same as in her own era. It takes some courage to speak them out, especially the other party or her daughter-in-law, whether they have had sex with the other party or not.
Du Yan ignored what he thought of and continued to say: By the way.I will copy some small movies and novels from my computer tomorrow and come to learn it for you, so that your skills and ideas will change a little.
Li Muyu could only agree to her words, otherwise she would be afraid that she would say anything more or that she would say something even more amazing, so she quickly said: OK.I'm going back to the house.You should also take a break early.After saying that, Li Muyu quickly slid past Du Yan from the side, and ran around the sofa and returned to his bedroom.
Du Yan also giggled and looked at her father-in-law in a messy look, but she didn't plan to do anything more. After all, she was not a lustful girl, and she had to think about that every day, just tease her.
Then there is no matter how my father-in-law is old.
She couldn't ask for endlessly, but at this time Du Yan felt that her and her father-in-law had already gotten closer.
Li Muyu didn't expect that just facing Xiao Xu, she would have put herself in a high state of tension, fearing that she or Du Yan would have any extra actions and any extra words that would make this little girl have bad associations.
This highly nervous response was not until now that I relaxed now that I felt an extreme feeling of fatigue, and my expression slowly returned to calm. I still knew this process like this, but I didn't expect that it was just an outsider who was like this.
Then can I really persevere when facing Li Yu and her parents?
Will it not be exposed?
Really no confidence.
Turning back to look at Du Yan who was still happily cleaning the dining table, Li Muyu was apologized and painful. Such a good woman, as kind as her wife, now has an extraordinary bond with her. This is something she can't let go of. She must hold on. For her, at least she can't make her sad or put her in a dilemma.
Li Muyu also had feelings, and she couldn't see that she could still be so calm after experiencing this kind of thing. Why is this Ah!
Can she be so calm when facing Li Yu, when facing her parents?
Is it too old-fashioned?
Or is she too open?
Li Muyu didn't know and didn't know how to guess. She just thought that she was different from the time she was born, and her ideas would definitely be different. In addition, she was young and her ability to accept would definitely be stronger. Unlike her old-fashioned people like her, who have solidified their thoughts. It really seems that she will take her life to accept it.
Du Yan had finished packing up, and happily walked to the living room with two cups of tea, put the tea on the coffee table, sat down with her legs cross-legged and said: Dad, are you still nervous!This is also an attempt, so that I would not be more nervous when facing Li Yu and my parents before.I plan to let Xiao Xu come for lunch tomorrow and let her accompany me on the street at noon, which can just exercise your heart's ability to withstand it, too many times.Then I gradually adapted.
Li Muyu sighed: You know I was so nervous today!I am really afraid that Xiao Xu will notice any flaws. I really didn't expect that you have such strong adaptability. From the initial mistake to the moment you adjusted, I feel that I can't see anything.
Du Yan leaned on his father-in-law's shoulder and said calmly: Dad, I have asked before, do you sometimes feel that I am a lowly woman who has obviously cheated on me?I still have my father-in-law, but I don’t seem to have any regrets or fears at all, nor do I feel sorry for my husband. I even continue to seduce you again and again, and have sex with you again many times.
Li Muyu did not answer, this is yes. In his growing environment, this idea is yes, so he has conflicts and pain, and cannot accept it, and dare not imagine that these negative feelings torture themselves every day and make them suffer. When facing people who are familiar with each other, they are always worried about being exposed and being known to others, and that they will definitely have no face to live in this world.
He also has no shame to go down to face his wife and elders.
Du Yan grabbed one of Li Muyu's hand in his hand, and then the two of them clasped each other, feeling his trembling big hands, and the palms were full of wetness, and replied softly: Dad, let's say that.I don’t know what the definition of the word lewdness has. Maybe in your opinion, I am a lewd and despicable woman, but there is a saying in society that many men hope that their wives are sluts on the bed and ladies under the bed, so that their lives are meaningful and interesting.
Regarding this, I also learned hard from my decision to change my efforts when I was with Li Yu. The two of them had no idea about sex and then slowly changed through learning. Some of them were still unacceptable. I thought it might be possible to change in the future, or it would never change in my life. I love Li Yu, this has never changed. My growth experience has never taught me to do anything beyond the rules, so I was considered a virgin before I made up my mind with Li Yu. I am very happy that Li Yu was the first time.
However, I did it anyway.
On that night, when facing you, I didn’t have any too many thoughts, maybe it was stimulating alcohol, or maybe it was stinging by the photos. In short, at the moment I saw your face, I had no other thoughts, whether it was revenge or disappointment, I didn’t regret it. Even the next day after I calmed down, I would definitely recall all this well, thinking about whether it was right or wrong, and whether it was worth it, but I didn’t think too much. I just thought that since it had happened, don’t worry, because it couldn’t change the fact that it had happened.
And I also thought that this way can be used to narrow the distance between you and me. You have always closed your heart and said that you don’t like to go out with us. In fact, you can’t let go of the her in your heart. What I have to do is to let you let go of this sadness and ask for anything else. At least we can no longer live so lonely and longing in the future, but we cannot give up our life because of this.
Dad, my little willful request, I hope you don’t reject me. I think my mother-in-law in Jiuquan also hopes that you don’t do this. As long as you can get out of this door of mind, all this I do will make sense. No matter whether you want to find another one or let me accompany you when you want it, I don’t have to worry.
Of course, when I face Xiao Xu, I was also extremely nervous. I didn’t know what face I should use to face Li Yu and my parents. I also thought about whether I could still be as pure as before when I treated Li Yu honestly in bed. Dad, I am a human being, a normal person, and a woman with desires and shame.
I've said it before.I didn't want to say these words, but today you asked.I know I can't stop talking.I originally thought that one of us must maintain a firm belief in helping each other, so that we will not be both in pain and fear, otherwise our affairs will definitely not be kept secret. Now I have said everything in my heart.Dad, I can tell you what else do you want to ask.
Li Muyu didn't know what to say.
Du Yan's words gave him a heavy blow. A person who has lived for fifty years actually needs someone who has lived for less than 30 years to enlighten him. Although he is embarrassed, he is not ashamed. This is a different kind of thing created by the different times. I just felt moved and shocked, but some words have been said since they have been said.
It's better to say it together now.
Li Muyu hesitated for a moment and said: I still have something to ask you. If you really discovered that Li Yu had cheated on you one day, what would you do?
Du Yan was also contradictory to this question. He said he was sad and sad, but he had never thought about the answer. Maybe he could only wait until next time he faced Li Yu.
Maybe the answer was not raised by myself, because the result still depends on Li Yu's situation, but now my father-in-law has asked.
Du Yan still expressed his thoughts. Dad, my idea is very simple. I love Li Yu. If he is on a business trip for a long time and needs women to comfort him alone, but it is just for physical needs. This family is still the main thing for him. Then I might choose to turn a blind eye and make all this a situation that I never knew. I don’t want to divorce, and I will never be able to do so. No couple should want to divorce.This is my answer, but this is just my idea.
Li Muyu said: I understand.Do you still want to say: If Li Yu has already had feelings for the other party, if it is up to him, maybe you agree and let him go and fulfill him, right?
Du Yan nodded and said: Yes, it’s not sweet to be forced. Even if I or you convince him, as long as he still wants to cheat, it will make sense this time.Who can guarantee that he won't have a next time?Instead of being more worried and suspicious, it is better to let go and give him happiness. You can also pursue my other happiness, which is not good for both parties.
The advertising scene flashed on the TV, the two of them were silent together, their hands still clenched together, and no one thought of parting. Du Yan leaned his head against his shoulder.
I don’t know how long it took, but Du Yan asked: Dad, do you want Xiao Xu to come over tomorrow!I want to call my parents over for a meal together.
Li Muyu gritted her teeth and was silent for a long time before she said in a trembling voice: OK, let them do it.
Du Yan immediately became happy, straightened up and looked at his father-in-law and said: Dad, don’t be afraid, be calm, don’t think about it. After facing it for the first time, you will find that it is really nothing. It’s just that you scare yourself. As long as you are not panicking, it will be fine. And I will help you on the side. You must know that I don’t know how to face my parents.
Li Muyu immediately calmed down.
It's Ah!I can't do this anymore.She couldn't completely let her consider these things alone. Facing these, she was willing to accept her kindness.
After calming down, Li Muyu said: It's okay.Let them come tomorrow.I will definitely try my best to deal with it and won't mess up things.
This time, Du Yan felt her father-in-law's seriousness and courageous determination, and happily turned her face and said: This is almost the same, don't be afraid, I will always be by your side.
Li Muyu said a rare joke.No.I'm not a child, I've really accepted your worries Ah!
Du Yan smiled and said: I know, then I will wait for an opportunity to act. Anyway, as long as I can survive facing my parents tomorrow, then there should be no problem facing Li Yu in the future.Just a few more times.Come on, I have confidence in you.
Li Muyu laughed at herself and said: I'm constantly beating in my heart.I'm going back to the house.I will adjust my mood when I have time and work hard tomorrow. Anyway, this has broken my decades of thinking and cognition.
At this moment, Du Yan said charmingly with his father-in-law's face: Then will my body be tempting to you?
Li Muyu scratched her head awkwardly again and did not dare to answer this question.
Du Yan said with a little distressed moment, but I had to take time to exercise at home.It seems that I have been studying and going to work and no exercise, physical strength is also a problem.In the future, come back and run on a treadmill and practice yoga, so that you can withstand the amount you have at once.Too awesome.dad.
Li Muyu felt a little proud, but she didn't dare to show it. Such explicit topics are the same as in her own era. It takes some courage to speak them out, especially the other party or her daughter-in-law, whether they have had sex with the other party or not.
Du Yan ignored what he thought of and continued to say: By the way.I will copy some small movies and novels from my computer tomorrow and come to learn it for you, so that your skills and ideas will change a little.
Li Muyu could only agree to her words, otherwise she would be afraid that she would say anything more or that she would say something even more amazing, so she quickly said: OK.I'm going back to the house.You should also take a break early.After saying that, Li Muyu quickly slid past Du Yan from the side, and ran around the sofa and returned to his bedroom.
Du Yan also giggled and looked at her father-in-law in a messy look, but she didn't plan to do anything more. After all, she was not a lustful girl, and she had to think about that every day, just tease her.
Then there is no matter how my father-in-law is old.
She couldn't ask for endlessly, but at this time Du Yan felt that her and her father-in-law had already gotten closer.
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